being part of dog health fb groups is great because it really broadens your horizons and gives a lot of context across breeds and teaches a lot of nuance in interpretation
and sometimes it lets you go 'holy heck im not in your breed but if i were i wouldnt touch ur programme w a 10 foot pole and a kite'
job searching, despite the tons of applications I've put in and the stupid fancy new resume i made, has been going very badly
My mental health has just been absolute garbage type bad, which is why I've been stuck in this slump of not doing anything other than suffering...
I'm working on getting my medications sorted out, which is helping me with this problem, but it's taking time and I'm dealing with my insurance denying everything (bcs I'm also in the process of getting approved for a hysterectomy AND a dermatologist and insurance doesn't like that) and getting a new psychiatrist
I'm always still gratefully accepting any tips/donations to help me out while I don't have a job :') Here's my Ko-Fi 💖
Art in return will be back as soon as I'm finished with my queue once I'm able to manage things (when I say my mh has been bad... I mean like bad bad. the kind of bad you dont talk about online usually)
Today after buying some food and body wash I have $11.86 in my bank, and blood work coming up Friday the 28th, as well as a few bills that autopay at the beginning of each month and will overdraft my bank ($58 for one and $66 for another, $124 total)
I've actually also been trying to look into getting help with SSI because I was fired due to mental disability, but that hasn't been going well either. I'm still trying to get legal help on my behalf 🫡 will update on that too if anything changes...
I'm feeling really awful about all of this. It weighs on me very heavily and makes trying to get out of this depression worse, and I've been putting this off for a while because of how embarrassed I am. But I'm struggling a whole lot and ignoring it is just making it worse :') I really appreciate any shares and help 💖 My gratitude to my amazing community is immeasurable 💖🥹
some @d20zinejam previews going into the last few days
[Image description: two close ups of digitally drawn faces. The first is of Ricky matsui from the unsleeping city. He is in a red hat and scarf and smiling. The second is a digital painting of queen caramelinda from a crown of candy. She has her eyes closed and makeup running down her cheeks but she is smiling slightly. She’s wearing a purple tiara and dark pink veil. End id.]
making the poll to decide what I do between zooper doopers and the genloss soundtrack while having mostly having and interacting with aussie moots is probably going to skew the votes, I realised, anyway, if you make it I tie I might do both wink wink