We should pick /him/ up from the daycare for the date
fhweilkd;ohgfndgeburnrfur he's ready to just put off yet another date but then y/n catches on and shows up with their own bouquet and a plate cookies to share so they can have the date right there ❤️
re: persuasion again. i didn't watch the 2022 adaptation cause im already super picky and critical of period dramas and i didn't want to dig that hole for myself but i am soooo curious as to how they handled/girlbossified the conversation near the end of the book between anne and harville.......the original "you're contradicting every piece of literature by insisting women love as deeply as men"/"men have had every advantage of us in telling their own story" already sounds like a 2011 redbubble misquote when divorced from context so like. how would it play out when EXTRA divorced from context
So um got to that scene w asatrion,……….its a whole thing
so like an immense sense of guilt followed me thru the durge playthrough cuz of what happened in last light inn, which I wouldn't have even felt THAT bad abt if I hadn't tried really hard to save Jahiera and the nightsong. Like I am the reason she had to kill her girlfriend n I feel so bad about that I don’t even go near her side of camp……..sheesh n don’t get me started on jahiera like she deserved a warriors death I literally obliterated the harpers n then I take her w me to baldur's gate n orin wipes out the rest like I am her Judas
THEN we get to the murder tribunal that’s when I found out what happens to a bhaal spawn when they die; they become servants of their lord and technically their souls go back into bhaal so he is resurrected- and that durge is a being born from an immaculate conception, an antichrist like figure- this has been in the back of my mind while playing like damn when we die we are NOT seeing those pearly gates.
And then we went to cazador- I got this dialogue with him, since I romanced him n was like no, no we arent going to let him ascend this time its an insane choice! This 'to care is to live again' would not have hit the same if I wasn’t playing durge!! It in perfectly incapsulates my entire experience its why Rhena didn’t fuck everyone over to be the last woman alive to rule over a dead world- as Amelyssan (Bhaal's former priestess) would've done like damn w an evil durge ending Rhena could've become a messiah like figure in the bhaal cult- the power she couldve received from it, makes a nice parallel with Astarion n Cazador- was it worth it? I am HAUNTED BY consequences astarion shouldn’t be!! its like they say you may start the walk towards power as a person of dignity but ultimately you end it as a gnat
🤔What’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet?
ohmygod... soooo many.
First time w/matty and teacher reader and my chaptered Ross fic come to mind first tho...
but currently, my brain is exclusively on teacher au angst, which I am excited to write as soon as I can eeee
🛠Is there a scene or anything in the WIP you are struggling with right now?
I am VERY nervous about doing the first kiss/confessing feelings fic for teacher reader... its such a monumental moment and I feel like nothing I write is right ahhhh
so struggling with that whole fic tbh, but specifically what matty is going to say!!