Y'all ever get obsessed with a fandom despite never interacting with the original thing and basing your understanding of it purely off of what the common consensus among the fandom is?
And then, years later, your brain decides to briefly get obsessed with it again, but instead of going and watching the original content, you just base everything off of your now even more vague understanding of canon? And then, eventually, you end up just creating your own thing that's slightly based on the original concept?
Yeah, that's me with Sanders Sides right now
Anyways, here's some doodles
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i've been going through my twitter and working on cleaning out old irrelevant rants (like all the times i complained about my art or went on and on about how sick i was of ace discourse) and personal life details that no one really needs to know (dealing with the leech and fighting with siblings) and just
it really is so so clear that i have adhd and have difficulty regulating my emotions skdfhgls
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actually what the fuck IS going on with the lemon demon bandom like what
I normally just talk about this in private but I've noticed that as opposed to every popular indie band/musician fandom, lemon demon specifically is really really empty and only has people pass through to talk about the top ten most popular songs (via Spotify algorithm) and then leave. It's not like there isn't things to talk about, Neil has a massive discography and several other projects to his name, so I'm just kind of like. Huh.
Like you know it's bad when not even AO3 has a wide selection of fics—and I don't even read fanfiction.
no shame to only passing through or listening to what's popular, you do you, I just thought this was kinda weird.
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two different rabbis directly to me + multiple places online: jewish imposter syndrome is real and is (to varying degrees) almost a universal experience in one way or another
me, who has been actively practicing for over nine months and taken multiple classes while also being halachically jewish by birth: i am the exception and am an imposter in jewish spaces and should feel bad about it. no i will not elaborate on why i believe this is true of me and no one else.
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It's an intimate, personal song, and I just recorded it on my own. Everything about the song is lonely—not in the negative sense, I just mean it's me, alone, intimate, personal, so it just made sense to present it that way.
—Matt Bellamy on why Tomorrow's World wasn't released as a Muse song | Zane Lowe interview for Apple Music, 2020
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listen. im not going to name names BUT. someone here was sick recently... and I wrote a sickfic for them... and now i, the author---
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