#24 is a bit young to be having a midlife crisis isnt it? lol
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#ahi's ramblings#anyway menhera-wise i feel like im mostly back to normal now#i can think about topics like death and whatnot w/o falling into a crippling downspiral of anxiety#i mean its still there looming but it's a lot more distant now#im sure itll come back later as time passes but for now im fine#24 is a bit young to be having a midlife crisis isnt it? lol#well i guess for the twitter demographic 24 can be considered middle-aged#old even :3#but dam i spent pretty much that entire week of pto just recovering my mental#wat a waste#oh well#this all started bc i started randomly getting dizzy if i tossed and turned too quickly in bed#which im pretty sure isnt anything serious bc its happened before and it usually goes away after a week or so#its gone now as well#probably just a symptom of sleep deprivation or not getting enough exercise or not eating well or whatever#but anyway this led to hypochondriac thoughts#and then thoughts about mortality and death#and then worries and sadness about my parents who are not young anymore#my mom is too skinny tho (she keeps skipping lunch when she has work :/)#and my dad had a stroke last year (he takes blood thinners etc. now iirc)#other than that theyre both pretty healthy for the most part tbh#im probably worrying over nothing#my mom ran long distance when she was younger and unlike me my parents both really love sports and biking etc.#anyway#im gonna try to exercise more and help out my parents more around the home#and aside from that i will try to not worry about things i cant do anything about anyway#might delete this later
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