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#but dam i spent pretty much that entire week of pto just recovering my mental
ahiijny
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#ahi's ramblings
#anyway menhera-wise i feel like im mostly back to normal now
#i can think about topics like death and whatnot w/o falling into a crippling downspiral of anxiety
#i mean its still there looming but it's a lot more distant now
#im sure itll come back later as time passes but for now im fine
#24 is a bit young to be having a midlife crisis isnt it? lol
#well i guess for the twitter demographic 24 can be considered middle-aged
#old even :3
#but dam i spent pretty much that entire week of pto just recovering my mental
#wat a waste
#oh well
#this all started bc i started randomly getting dizzy if i tossed and turned too quickly in bed
#which im pretty sure isnt anything serious bc its happened before and it usually goes away after a week or so
#its gone now as well
#probably just a symptom of sleep deprivation or not getting enough exercise or not eating well or whatever
#but anyway this led to hypochondriac thoughts
#and then thoughts about mortality and death
#and then worries and sadness about my parents who are not young anymore
#my mom is too skinny tho (she keeps skipping lunch when she has work :/)
#and my dad had a stroke last year (he takes blood thinners etc. now iirc)
#other than that theyre both pretty healthy for the most part tbh
#im probably worrying over nothing
#my mom ran long distance when she was younger and unlike me my parents both really love sports and biking etc.
#anyway
#im gonna try to exercise more and help out my parents more around the home
#and aside from that i will try to not worry about things i cant do anything about anyway
#might delete this later
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