#4 AM I CANT SLEEP IM FUCKING VIBRATING

[girlwiththegreenhat]

the fallout tv series is THE best screen adaptation of a Video Game... ever.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[arsonyard]

We want our favourite little arsonists to combust into a litany of beautiful golden hues much similar to that gorgeous honey golden glow of your eyes. So beautiful, so I'm very sleepy it's 4 am am I making any sense?? Love how blushy you are and please your eyes are so gorgeous, the lighting on them makes them pop beautifully in contrast to your skin. And god those freckles? Beautiful, handsome, all adjectives are mere incapable over encapsulating just how gorgeous they are, cascading and dotting like kisses lingering across your cheeks. Yet I still cannot get over how your eyes remind me of an oil painting of old. The artists of then new just how to tell so much even with a twitch of their brows and yours? God's your eyes, your expression you let us see tells such a story. I compare you to the stunning painting of lord lucifer, the one where you can see his piercing gaze. And yours match in such intensity, such ethereal godlike beauty. Mmm I go sleep now but u will always gush over how pretty your eyes are

Im. Im. Fuckibg. Shaking. Im in class en and im fucking VIBRATING on my seat idek how tf im fucking typing this jesus fucjibg crhist. Poundee is that u ur way of writibg seems fmailiar and. Cuz. Fuck. Adding a read more cuz too much rambling.

UfjcufuckufjcufjcufjucjfufkufkfucjfufjuFUCK. YALL CANT JUST. WELL YOU CAN. FUCK. YOU REALLY CAN YOURE DOING IT. FUCK I. I DONT. I DONT KNOW HOW TO. UG. UAH. ARGH. FUCK. JUST. FUCK. okay legit tearing up. Gonna wipe my eyes without anybody notickng. God im burning up. Fuck. Shit fuck fucj shit damk onfg. Ion think ive ever felt so damn appreciated jesus fuck anon you destroyed me. fucjibg hell i need some air. Shedding my hoodie. Im ufhrh. CLASSMATE ASKED IF IM OKAY. IM NOT. IM. IVE ASCENDED. FUCK. I LOVE YOI. MY HEART IS THUMPING FUCK.

[jjkeverlast]

Okay. First off. Thankyou so fucking much. I mean it. Ilysm....

Okay so I just wanted to share my past experiences with my relationships..

So I dated a girl (as I said I'm a bi girl). There was this local singer (not so popular but kinda well known in our country) and she said that he was her celeb crush (she's bi too). I thought it was just a normal celebrity crush that everyone has. She often made jokes about cheating on me with him and i admit i felt rlly uncomfortable i decided to get along with it cuz i thought it was a joke, and I didn't want to tell her to stop saying those stuff cuz I didn't want to be controlling type. One day she told me she was going to his concert and told me that she wants to go alone. I gave her a kiss on the forehead and she left. I was happy for her. Im a nightowler so i often manage to stay awake late so At night 4 am she comes back and tells me that she had a make out session with him and they did more... stuff... together. I tried to control myself because she looked like she was happy... like she was smiling while saying this yk? I didn't want to ruin her mood. I have a habit of easily hyperventilating everytime I get even MILDLY emotional. But this time I was deeply hurt, so I was extremely emotional and almost lost my breath But I managed to control it for a few minutes (I really tried my absolute best to act normal for the whole night because I didn't want to ruin her mood. She looked SO happy like she was being so giddy I just wanted her to keep... being happy you know what I mean? But at the same time... she cheated on me... she was happily telling me that she happily cheated on me you know) anyways she started telling me the whole story about how he invited her to his apartment and shit. Halfway through, I couldn't hold it in and I started crying violently. I couldn't speak anything I tried my absolute best to pretend that I'm not crying but my voice broke and it was obvious I was crying. She hugged me and asked whats wrong.. I let it all out and told her I cant be with her anymore. I slept in a different room and packed my begs and left the next day. We dated for 9 months.

A year later I started dating this girl... I fell in love immediately you know... she was the one material. We dated for FOUR YEARS... I wanted to marry her. So basically my birthday came up. I don't really celebrate my birthdays but she always wished me and gave me beautiful hugs and kisses on my birthdays and I did the same to her. She always gave me gifts (I don't need gifts its just that its something that felt special). We always celebrated our birthdays together no matter what. But this time she said she wanted to stay over at a friend's for a week.. I felt a bit upset I admit. She wished me and kissed my forehead and left. I sent her some texts each day, asking her how was her day stuff like that. She kept leaving me on read. I got really worried but then eventually she sent me a message telling me that she's coming home. She came home and apologized for leaving me on read and told me she was busy- I told her no need to apologize and that its okay and gave a kiss and then shebsaid she was tired and went to sleep. I tucked her in and I decided to stay up cuz I have insomnia and i couldn't fall asleep.

Suddenly her phone vibrated a few times and I got curious and decided to see whats up. Someone sent her 8 messages. (Backstory- when we first started dating she told me that she wanted both of us to have each other's phone passwords. I was okay with it) so basically I had her password and I unlocked it and checked the messages. That "friend" sent her messages saying "here are the pics that you and I took this whole week ;)" and sent a lot of pics. Both of them were naked in all of those pics. In one of them they were even kissing. My heart sank and I couldn't stop crying. I tried not to wake her up. So I went to another room and eventually fell asleep on the couch. Next day she wakes me up and asks me why I'm sleeping here. I immediately teared up when I saw her face and cried. (I'm a crybaby although I was 26 back then (I'm 30 now). She cried too and apologize. I told her that I cant do this and broke up. She was living in my apartment at the time and told me if she could stay here till she finds a place to live. I was okay with it. Eventually she found a place and ghosted me without even saying good bye. Guess she's happy fucking that friend now...

Anyways... I'm sorry if its too much.. I just had to let it out you know..

hi my darling, just know i have read everything and listened to you. <3

my heart ached for you as i read this. you didn't deserve any of what happened and that i deeply feel sorry for you. and now here i am saying something, hopefully to help you.

first off, you are incredibly brave for sharing this. as someone who now knows your story, i will remind you that you, 1) didn't deserve any of this and you should remind yourself that to never loose self worth or love. and 2) you are capable of love regardless of what happened to you. someone, out there, will be so kind and faithful to you as you DESERVE. and i wish you to stay hopeful and not let yourself stop at the chance of being able to feel loved again.

hope my message gets to you and that you're slowly healing. <3

i love you. you're not alone.

[frostbite-the-bat]

TO ADD SALT ON THIS OPEN FUCKING CUT,

ITS 9 AM.

i slept like 4 and a half hours approx. got distracted on phone for hour. tried sleeping for an hour or so. couldnt. got hungry so i got up. ok. tired but im eating and doing shit on pc

AND MY

.NEIGHBORSSSSS ARE PLAYING MUSIC SO LOUD THE FLOOR IS VIBRATING i couldnt sleep w this if i wanted to itd prolly wauke me up omg is tthis what i get for screamin loud whateever today Is Being Mean To me and lordimsotiredishouldvetriedsleepingagain BUT i cant w this

kicks wall.

[secretsniper2]

Late for Class..

“Im going to be late! Again! Why cant I wake up on time, stupid alarm clock, Im breaking it when I get home I swear!”

Its my usual response really, but I already know full well why I stay up so late, last night I tried to cum for 4 hours before I finally gave up and went to sleep, I just cant seem to manage a single orgasm, all I do is edge and make the throbbing worse! What's wrong with me? I was in such a rush Im only wearing a Simple plaid skirt with pink panties and thin white top with a poorly chosen black bra that shows clearly through my even poorer choice of top, tight 3 inch boots on my legs, A single tear flies off my eye as I rush to the station, I don't want to miss my train today or I really will be late for class.

Dashing through the station, my long brown hair flowing behind me as I make my way to the platform, Its packed, Ill be lucky to get a seat, odds are ill be standing today but at least I made it in time, “Might make it to classes after all.” I think to myself with a smile. Train arrives and I brace for the rush, and as the doors open Im pushed by other commuters into the train and soon enough were all packed in like sardines, barely room to myself I notice that Im being pushed up into someone larger than most in this carriage. He is tall, 2 full heads taller than me, Brown hair and large beard, his green eyes looking down and not just into my own green eyes, but seemingly through them, staring at me harder than any other has before.

The people everywhere still fighting for more space pushes me further into this man as our eyes still locked onto each other as my chest presses into his and i can feel my nipples starting to get harder under my bra, Im still aroused from my poorly timed marathon last night and this man seems to have figured my arousal out, his arm moves around me and pulls me even closer as his other arm moves between us and touches my stomach with his big warm hands. 

Still locking eyes with me my mouth opens slightly as I feel his hand begin to slide down my leg and twist up my skirt, fingers crazing my slick thighs, and moments later caressing them, his fingers are being coated in my shame from last night. Sliding up my juice coated thighs his hand continues up till he cups my sex, Im soaked, dripping and desperately needy, moaning instantly into the gaze of this man the second he touched my pussy, my thin pink panties might as well not even be there since I soaked them through completely as his hands were trailing up my thighs before he even touched my wet sex.

A finger peels my useless panties off my pussy as I feel 2 fingers touch my clit and begin to rub, forcing louder moans as I break eye contact as his other hand, which had been holding me closer launches over my mouth and silences me before anyone could take notice to the moan, good think too as his massaging of my clit is making me moan harder and harder without stopping and it only took this man 12 seconds to bring me to a solid edge, it takes me much longer to get my edging started but this man.. 

Another edge hits as his fingers rub around my labia as he scratches at my clit constantly, dragging fresh moans from my face I feel him pushing a thick finger into my pussy slightly, seeming to test my pussy, its a tight fit, he knows Im a virgin now for sure, only a virgin is this tight to a single finger and I close my eyes as the idea of being raped on this crowded train as my first time slaps me with a edge on its own..

The movements of the train barely phase this man as his hand remains locked to my soaked pussy, his finger curled under pressing a knuckle into my nervous hole as his fingertip flicks at my clit, Im being overloaded, its far more intense than what iv ever done to myself and this man has only been in sexual contact with me for little over a minute and iv edged 4 times now.. 5 times now, his finger wont stop scratching at my clit, while his remaining fingers massage my labia from the base of my pussy to where my clit sits, Im being tortured and no one here is aware because a small girl is being gagged by a hand!

Constant stimulation has reduced my pussy to a source of ever flowing juices as my inner thighs are soaked down to my knees, if my boots weren't nice and tight id likely be standing on my toes in boots filled with proof of my arousal, thankfully they remain tight and my feet are dry inside though Im still being edged while standing on my toes almost making my legs give out beneath me. My juices flowing down my boots and pooling between my feet and the streams on my legs and the constant droplets from the mans hand keep expanding my puddle of need! I hate how turned on I am!

Pulling up to a station at last, I have 4 stops till I get to mine as I look back into this mans eyes, he still staring down, studying my expression and face as his other hand raises from my hand and a finger pushes past my lips and I instantly begin to swirl my tongue around it, I cant stop myself at this point as I suck hard on the finger rubbing my tongue as I moan in bliss as i hit edge after edge, as my head starts to shift back and forth, Im now giving this finger a blowjob and I cant stop myself, Im being swallowed in pleasure.

Another station and I slam into my 15th edge, my mind is in a haze as I drool as my head bobs back and forth on his finger with enthusiasm Im embarrassed Im showing someone who is essentially drugging me with my own arousal! My eyes unfocused as I feel his gaze still burning onto my face as my head drones on his finger, tongue working the underside of his finger as the suction Im giving is pulling my cheeks in on the draw back, my clit being rubbed to another mind breaking edge as we pull into another station and more people leave and enter the train. 2 stops to go, if I can even bring myself to go by then! And as i get to another edge the man leans in, removes his finger and locks his lips to mine, his tongue launching in and kissing me deeply, his saliva covered hand moving behind my head holding me in his kiss.

Making out with this man in brought to another edge quickly followed by another edge as the kiss goes in I melt into this man, legs going limp as I slam into another edge, my eyes fluttering as the man releases my mouth from his probing kiss as his finger drives back in and pulls against my jaw so Im forced to look back as he draws my focus as he pinches my clit before removing his pussy scented hand and licking his glossy fingers. Doors open and Im immediately pulled from the train, 1 stop early but the man doesn't care, his hand behind my head had lowered to my waist when the door had opened as he leads me out the train and through the station.

Walking out to the street the man directs me to the parking lot and a large van unlocks as we approach, I slow my pace but am met with a strong arm still wrapped around me as Im almost dragged to his van. Opening the side door I look around, 1 single seat with multiple bolts around the van, Pushing me into the seat Im quickly tied to the seat as i sit open mouthed in shock, the situation still not beating out my haze completely. Opening my mouth to voice something, anything, a cry for help, a plea for my safety, but as my mouth opens a finger dives in, its the same finger that was rubbing my throbbing clit earlier, I can taste my pussy on his fingers, smell the pure need I left on him.

“You don't say a fucking word, understood?” The man growls with a deep voice, echoing in my head I nod pathetically as his finger withdraws and a ring gag is pushed into my still open mouth, ensuring that my mouth stays open as drool quickly starts to pool in my mouth and flow through my ring and onto my thin white shirt.

Hopping in the drivers seat the man starts the van and we go for a drive, I cant see much outside the front windshield as the interior has been covered in padding to keep any silly screams for help between us 2 in the van. Tears start to form in my eyes as the man looks in the mirror and sees me dead centre of his view, he raises a remote and presses it and I jump in my bondage, my seat is vibrating! its formed in such a way my entire pussy is resting on a new vibrating pad, Im being forced to ride a vibrator while the man continues to drive, chuckling as I moan aloud, drool flowing onto my covered chest, the thin top soaking and sticking to me it almost fades when wet so it looks like Im not even wearing a shirt now!

10 minutes? 20? I don't know, the haze has returned as Im forced into more edges, and hearing a occasional chuckle I know when the man looks at me in his mirror as I lazily look around the van or up to meet his gaze when he drinks in my situation, was this all planned by him or was my abduction a spur of the moment thing? I don't know, and I cant ask with this ring in my mouth, only moan as I hit another edge and drool onto my generous breasts.

Pulling into a alleyway the man shuffles back and grabs my phone, Asking for the password i have little choice but to give him access and he starts going through my personal info, Smiling as he reads 1 of my bank statements.

“Looks like your going to be in debt a while Anna!” He says with a smile forcing a pathetic growl from my open mouth.

Reading my phones diary he goes into my private notes and laughs out loud and I hear him say the diary title “Orgasm Attempts” and my face burns red, Never having experienced a orgasm in my life for some unknown reason and now this man knows and I cant stop him!

“Lets run a test then! since were already in a nice place!” He says as Im untied from the still vibrating seat and the door is opened, thrown out of the van I notice Im not even in the city we took the train to, he's taken me somewhere I don't know! As the man follows he grabs my arm and lifts me up casually and spins me around and pushes my face against the alley wall, Hearing a zipper open i start resisting in earnest and Im rewarded for my resistance by hearing rapid clicking and something cold wrapping around my wrist, having my arm pulled behind my back then more cold clicking on my other wrist..

Iv been handcuffed! I cant push off the wall, I cant push him away! Im as helpless as a child and can do about as much as 1. Feeling my skirt get raised up and tucked into itself my ass is on display, pink thong parting my firm cheeks as he runs a thick finger down the band and pulls my thin layer of fabric and only cover aside and a monstrous pressure hits my asshole, his cock is lined up and my butt is about to take a beating. With ring gag still in my mouth i bite down as pain flows through me, my tight ass has only ever had small plugs and occasional finger enter but now Im taking a 4 finger thick rod in my ass my eyes are watering fast!

Blinking back tears as a moan scream combo rushes out as he thrusts hard and slams into me, his balls slapping my soaked pussy as Im impaled by a solid dry cock, and to my shame I hot another edge as he bottomed out, pulling back drew out another sound, I felt like i would throw up when he quickly thrust back in, raping my tight ass in a alleyway where anyone could see us, as his balls continue slapping my cunt as im fucked harshly to another edge. 

Im crying out, the first thrust was excruciating, the following 5 were horrendously painful but now Im feeling pleasure, Im being raped and Im starting to moan as he works me over with his cock, his thrusting speeding up and I know what's coming next, and Who is cumming next since its never been me in my life! Heat bursts into my tight, freshly deflowered ass, feeling hot like lava I cry out as I edge as Im filled, my pussy drooling with need and unfulfilled pleasure as my ass takes his cum all the way inside me, his balls tensing as he pumps more and more cum inside.

Spinning me around and pushing me into the van once again the man rummages around while I lay there, spasming with a full ass and desperate cunt, I feel something press into my ass again and it slides in easily, too easily to be his cock.. Its a plug! my ass has been filled with his cum and is now being plugged to keep me full! why would this man plug me? I turn to get my answer but hes already pushed me into the van and hops in after me, his hard cock swinging between his legs. It felt massive in my ass but its not as big as i thought, definitely larger than average by a full 2 sizes it isnt a monster to break me with, thankfully since if it was any bigger my ass would have torn for sure!

Mouth still open and drool flowing out and stuck to my face and hair he pulls me forward and my mouth lands right where he wants me to land, with my hands cuffed behind my back I cant stop or slow my fall as his entire length, which would go from my elbow to my wrist is now passing the ring and my throat parts as my momentum causes me to deepthroat him right at the start, my tongue thrashing around on the cock in my mouth, his tip in my throat I gag painfully but helplessly. I feel his hand run through my hair as I continue to swallow his cock in a long dive down, he grips my hair at the base and pulls me up and almost entirely off.

Im coughing painfully instantly as he then releases my head and I drop once again to the base of his cock and then once again having my head grabbed by his hand at the base of my hair he then begins to use my head as a fleshlight, a toy I cant avoid being used as at this point, my mouth being full of his cock and before too long Im pushed to the base, his length in my throat as i feel his balls tensing and Im rewarded for my unwilling blowjob with a stomach full of cum being pumped in my throat. Being bulled off his still rigid cock a dildo gag is pushed in my mouth and locked in, Im being forced to deepthroat another cock, at least this 1 cant cum...

Securing me to my seat Im once again sitting with my pussy firmly planted on the vibrating pad, and in seemingly no time at all Im forced to the edge once again, my haze ever present, iv been drowning in pleasure since I woke up, and this mans actions have shaken me, even when used by someone else I really cant cu, I tear up at that realization as we drive off yet again. My view limited again after another 20 or so minute drive with another 30 or so edges Im far beyond any daily edge count iv had before, pulling up to a random alley once again Im untied and the gags are removed from my mouth.

“See you on the train tomorrow.” The man says as Im pushed from the van and he drives away, Spit covered shirt with black bra still visible and my skirt still tucked in exposing pushed aside panties and bald bare pussy and thick plug in my ass I return everything to its usual place then look around to get my bearings. Im a block away from my Uni, a few hours late for sure and no longer caring for the class I clearly missed I might as well just go home, but ill need a new shirt before I go since this shirt is barely a shirt now.

Dashing into a clothes store and a few minutes later leaving in a cheap shirt with my soaked shirt in a bag I leave for the station I intended to reach far earlier today, Hopping on a train and start my hopefully peaceful trip back home I sit in a vacant seat and relax, my ass clenching on the plug he left in me and I know the second I remove it ill be spilling cum everywhere so Ill have to choose a more secluded place, Glancing up my eyes widen and I see him, Sitting on the other end of the carriage, green eyes trained on mine as he sits, and waits unmoving.

5 Stops then its mine and I watch him carefully, Is he planning on assaulting another girl like he did me? Why cant I bring myself to call him out? 4 stops remaining. I should hit him or kick him, he raped me and even plugged my throbbing ass! 3 stops remaining. I should tell someone, there are girls all over this train and they would help me right? 2 stops remaining. Whatever he does ill stop him, I cant let what happened to me happen so someone else.. even though they get his.. cock and get to cum.. why couldn't I cum? why cant I ever cum? 1 stop remaining. Sitting in my seat my hand idly slides under my skirt, my wet shirts bag hiding my action as I begin rubbing my still throbbing clit to another edge, “I hate him! I hate him! I hate him!” i think over and over in my head as my finger traces circles around my slick clit and another edge until.

Doors open and I jump up, the man following suit, I step off the train onto my station and the man does the same on the other end of the carriage.. What's his game? I cant go home if hes following me, I don't want this man knowing where I live! But what choice do I have here, If I don't go home and he follows me I could be in real trouble, in my own home town..

I take off running from the man who only walks after me, Its 5 blocks of zig zagging and a lot of looking back but I loose him quickly. “cant keep up if all you do is walk!” I think to myself as I unlock my front door, enter than lock everything I can lock to secure my home and I take a deep breath, Windows and doors all locked I take another breath, my ass throbbing after running while plugged like this I retreat to the shower and work the plug out. The second it comes out the cum follows, “he really filled me” I think as i turn the shower on, taking my clothes off to clean myself up.

Getting changed I don't feel very hungry.. considering the “Meal” I had earlier I just go to bed early, Resting my throbbing ass is all I need to focus on and that needs sleep.

Tossing and turning in a light sleep, the scenes from today keep replaying in my head, the arousal, the amount of edges I was forced to experience, the taste of his cum on my tongue, the pleasure.. it felt good, I cant lie about that much. Feeling the bed shift i simply readjust in my bed when a hand presses on my mouth. My eyes shoot open as Im staring back into those same green eyes..

With his other hand pulling my initially fresh and dry panties off my body, my imagination replaying the events from earlier soaking them thoroughly he grabs my leg and raises it high, his cock once again levelled with me he rubs it over my soaking pussy and thrusts a few times, coating his cock in my shame he aims once again for my tight recently emptied ass and pushes hard.

“Nice home you have here” He says in his deep voice as he pulls my raised leg back and so pulling me further onto his cock. “I think ill stay a while, show you a few fun things, teach you a few other things” He says with a smile as he thrusts hard and I feel his cock drive deep once again. “Tomorrow Im going to feed you a refreshing cum cocktail, you'll learn to love it, or not, its all you'll be drinking from now on anyway!” He laughs! My pleasure at its peak my mind cant believe whats going on, I black out in a mix of fear, pleasure and shock. I think Im going to miss my next few classes too..

[secretsniper3]

Late for Class

“Im going to be late! Again! Why cant I wake up on time, stupid alarm clock, Im breaking it when I get home I swear!”

Its my usual response really, but I already know full well why I stay up so late, last night I tried to cum for 4 hours before I finally gave up and went to sleep, I just cant seem to manage a single orgasm, all I do is edge and make the throbbing worse! What's wrong with me? I was in such a rush Im only wearing a Simple plaid skirt with pink panties and thin white top with a poorly chosen black bra that shows clearly through my even poorer choice of top, tight 3 inch boots on my legs, A single tear flies off my eye as I rush to the station, I don't want to miss my train today or I really will be late for class.

Dashing through the station, my long brown hair flowing behind me as I make my way to the platform, Its packed, Ill be lucky to get a seat, odds are ill be standing today but at least I made it in time, “Might make it to classes after all.” I think to myself with a smile. Train arrives and I brace for the rush, and as the doors open Im pushed by other commuters into the train and soon enough were all packed in like sardines, barely room to myself I notice that Im being pushed up into someone larger than most in this carriage. He is tall, 2 full heads taller than me, Brown hair and large beard, his green eyes looking down and not just into my own green eyes, but seemingly through them, staring at me harder than any other has before.

The people everywhere still fighting for more space pushes me further into this man as our eyes still locked onto each other as my chest presses into his and i can feel my nipples starting to get harder under my bra, Im still aroused from my poorly timed marathon last night and this man seems to have figured my arousal out, his arm moves around me and pulls me even closer as his other arm moves between us and touches my stomach with his big warm hands.

Still locking eyes with me my mouth opens slightly as I feel his hand begin to slide down my leg and twist up my skirt, fingers crazing my slick thighs, and moments later caressing them, his fingers are being coated in my shame from last night. Sliding up my juice coated thighs his hand continues up till he cups my sex, Im soaked, dripping and desperately needy, moaning instantly into the gaze of this man the second he touched my pussy, my thin pink panties might as well not even be there since I soaked them through completely as his hands were trailing up my thighs before he even touched my wet sex.

A finger peels my useless panties off my pussy as I feel 2 fingers touch my clit and begin to rub, forcing louder moans as I break eye contact as his other hand, which had been holding me closer launches over my mouth and silences me before anyone could take notice to the moan, good think too as his massaging of my clit is making me moan harder and harder without stopping and it only took this man 12 seconds to bring me to a solid edge, it takes me much longer to get my edging started but this man..

Another edge hits as his fingers rub around my labia as he scratches at my clit constantly, dragging fresh moans from my face I feel him pushing a thick finger into my pussy slightly, seeming to test my pussy, its a tight fit, he knows Im a virgin now for sure, only a virgin is this tight to a single finger and I close my eyes as the idea of being raped on this crowded train as my first time slaps me with a edge on its own..

The movements of the train barely phase this man as his hand remains locked to my soaked pussy, his finger curled under pressing a knuckle into my nervous hole as his fingertip flicks at my clit, Im being overloaded, its far more intense than what iv ever done to myself and this man has only been in sexual contact with me for little over a minute and iv edged 4 times now.. 5 times now, his finger wont stop scratching at my clit, while his remaining fingers massage my labia from the base of my pussy to where my clit sits, Im being tortured and no one here is aware because a small girl is being gagged by a hand!

Constant stimulation has reduced my pussy to a source of ever flowing juices as my inner thighs are soaked down to my knees, if my boots weren't nice and tight id likely be standing on my toes in boots filled with proof of my arousal, thankfully they remain tight and my feet are dry inside though Im still being edged while standing on my toes almost making my legs give out beneath me. My juices flowing down my boots and pooling between my feet and the streams on my legs and the constant droplets from the mans hand keep expanding my puddle of need! I hate how turned on I am!

Pulling up to a station at last, I have 4 stops till I get to mine as I look back into this mans eyes, he still staring down, studying my expression and face as his other hand raises from my hand and a finger pushes past my lips and I instantly begin to swirl my tongue around it, I cant stop myself at this point as I suck hard on the finger rubbing my tongue as I moan in bliss as i hit edge after edge, as my head starts to shift back and forth, Im now giving this finger a blowjob and I cant stop myself, Im being swallowed in pleasure.

Another station and I slam into my 15th edge, my mind is in a haze as I drool as my head bobs back and forth on his finger with enthusiasm Im embarrassed Im showing someone who is essentially drugging me with my own arousal! My eyes unfocused as I feel his gaze still burning onto my face as my head drones on his finger, tongue working the underside of his finger as the suction Im giving is pulling my cheeks in on the draw back, my clit being rubbed to another mind breaking edge as we pull into another station and more people leave and enter the train. 2 stops to go, if I can even bring myself to go by then! And as i get to another edge the man leans in, removes his finger and locks his lips to mine, his tongue launching in and kissing me deeply, his saliva covered hand moving behind my head holding me in his kiss.

Making out with this man in brought to another edge quickly followed by another edge as the kiss goes in I melt into this man, legs going limp as I slam into another edge, my eyes fluttering as the man releases my mouth from his probing kiss as his finger drives back in and pulls against my jaw so Im forced to look back as he draws my focus as he pinches my clit before removing his pussy scented hand and licking his glossy fingers. Doors open and Im immediately pulled from the train, 1 stop early but the man doesn't care, his hand behind my head had lowered to my waist when the door had opened as he leads me out the train and through the station.

Walking out to the street the man directs me to the parking lot and a large van unlocks as we approach, I slow my pace but am met with a strong arm still wrapped around me as Im almost dragged to his van. Opening the side door I look around, 1 single seat with multiple bolts around the van, Pushing me into the seat Im quickly tied to the seat as i sit open mouthed in shock, the situation still not beating out my haze completely. Opening my mouth to voice something, anything, a cry for help, a plea for my safety, but as my mouth opens a finger dives in, its the same finger that was rubbing my throbbing clit earlier, I can taste my pussy on his fingers, smell the pure need I left on him.

“You don't say a fucking word, understood?” The man growls with a deep voice, echoing in my head I nod pathetically as his finger withdraws and a ring gag is pushed into my still open mouth, ensuring that my mouth stays open as drool quickly starts to pool in my mouth and flow through my ring and onto my thin white shirt.

Hopping in the drivers seat the man starts the van and we go for a drive, I cant see much outside the front windshield as the interior has been covered in padding to keep any silly screams for help between us 2 in the van. Tears start to form in my eyes as the man looks in the mirror and sees me dead centre of his view, he raises a remote and presses it and I jump in my bondage, my seat is vibrating! its formed in such a way my entire pussy is resting on a new vibrating pad, Im being forced to ride a vibrator while the man continues to drive, chuckling as I moan aloud, drool flowing onto my covered chest, the thin top soaking and sticking to me it almost fades when wet so it looks like Im not even wearing a shirt now!

10 minutes? 20? I don't know, the haze has returned as Im forced into more edges, and hearing a occasional chuckle I know when the man looks at me in his mirror as I lazily look around the van or up to meet his gaze when he drinks in my situation, was this all planned by him or was my abduction a spur of the moment thing? I don't know, and I cant ask with this ring in my mouth, only moan as I hit another edge and drool onto my generous breasts.

Pulling into a alleyway the man shuffles back and grabs my phone, Asking for the password i have little choice but to give him access and he starts going through my personal info, Smiling as he reads 1 of my bank statements.

“Looks like your going to be in debt a while Anna!” He says with a smile forcing a pathetic growl from my open mouth.

Reading my phones diary he goes into my private notes and laughs out loud and I hear him say the diary title “Orgasm Attempts” and my face burns red, Never having experienced a orgasm in my life for some unknown reason and now this man knows and I cant stop him!

“Lets run a test then! since were already in a nice place!” He says as Im untied from the still vibrating seat and the door is opened, thrown out of the van I notice Im not even in the city we took the train to, he's taken me somewhere I don't know! As the man follows he grabs my arm and lifts me up casually and spins me around and pushes my face against the alley wall, Hearing a zipper open i start resisting in earnest and Im rewarded for my resistance by hearing rapid clicking and something cold wrapping around my wrist, having my arm pulled behind my back then more cold clicking on my other wrist..

Iv been handcuffed! I cant push off the wall, I cant push him away! Im as helpless as a child and can do about as much as 1. Feeling my skirt get raised up and tucked into itself my ass is on display, pink thong parting my firm cheeks as he runs a thick finger down the band and pulls my thin layer of fabric and only cover aside and a monstrous pressure hits my asshole, his cock is lined up and my butt is about to take a beating. With ring gag still in my mouth i bite down as pain flows through me, my tight ass has only ever had small plugs and occasional finger enter but now Im taking a 4 finger thick rod in my ass my eyes are watering fast!

Blinking back tears as a moan scream combo rushes out as he thrusts hard and slams into me, his balls slapping my soaked pussy as Im impaled by a solid dry cock, and to my shame I hot another edge as he bottomed out, pulling back drew out another sound, I felt like i would throw up when he quickly thrust back in, raping my tight ass in a alleyway where anyone could see us, as his balls continue slapping my cunt as im fucked harshly to another edge.

Im crying out, the first thrust was excruciating, the following 5 were horrendously painful but now Im feeling pleasure, Im being raped and Im starting to moan as he works me over with his cock, his thrusting speeding up and I know what's coming next, and Who is cumming next since its never been me in my life! Heat bursts into my tight, freshly deflowered ass, feeling hot like lava I cry out as I edge as Im filled, my pussy drooling with need and unfulfilled pleasure as my ass takes his cum all the way inside me, his balls tensing as he pumps more and more cum inside.

Spinning me around and pushing me into the van once again the man rummages around while I lay there, spasming with a full ass and desperate cunt, I feel something press into my ass again and it slides in easily, too easily to be his cock.. Its a plug! my ass has been filled with his cum and is now being plugged to keep me full! why would this man plug me? I turn to get my answer but hes already pushed me into the van and hops in after me, his hard cock swinging between his legs. It felt massive in my ass but its not as big as i thought, definitely larger than average by a full 2 sizes it isnt a monster to break me with, thankfully since if it was any bigger my ass would have torn for sure!

Mouth still open and drool flowing out and stuck to my face and hair he pulls me forward and my mouth lands right where he wants me to land, with my hands cuffed behind my back I cant stop or slow my fall as his entire length, which would go from my elbow to my wrist is now passing the ring and my throat parts as my momentum causes me to deepthroat him right at the start, my tongue thrashing around on the cock in my mouth, his tip in my throat I gag painfully but helplessly. I feel his hand run through my hair as I continue to swallow his cock in a long dive down, he grips my hair at the base and pulls me up and almost entirely off.

Im coughing painfully instantly as he then releases my head and I drop once again to the base of his cock and then once again having my head grabbed by his hand at the base of my hair he then begins to use my head as a fleshlight, a toy I cant avoid being used as at this point, my mouth being full of his cock and before too long Im pushed to the base, his length in my throat as i feel his balls tensing and Im rewarded for my unwilling blowjob with a stomach full of cum being pumped in my throat. Being bulled off his still rigid cock a dildo gag is pushed in my mouth and locked in, Im being forced to deepthroat another cock, at least this 1 cant cum...

Securing me to my seat Im once again sitting with my pussy firmly planted on the vibrating pad, and in seemingly no time at all Im forced to the edge once again, my haze ever present, iv been drowning in pleasure since I woke up, and this mans actions have shaken me, even when used by someone else I really cant cu, I tear up at that realization as we drive off yet again. My view limited again after another 20 or so minute drive with another 30 or so edges Im far beyond any daily edge count iv had before, pulling up to a random alley once again Im untied and the gags are removed from my mouth.

“See you on the train tomorrow.” The man says as Im pushed from the van and he drives away, Spit covered shirt with black bra still visible and my skirt still tucked in exposing pushed aside panties and bald bare pussy and thick plug in my ass I return everything to its usual place then look around to get my bearings. Im a block away from my Uni, a few hours late for sure and no longer caring for the class I clearly missed I might as well just go home, but ill need a new shirt before I go since this shirt is barely a shirt now.

Dashing into a clothes store and a few minutes later leaving in a cheap shirt with my soaked shirt in a bag I leave for the station I intended to reach far earlier today, Hopping on a train and start my hopefully peaceful trip back home I sit in a vacant seat and relax, my ass clenching on the plug he left in me and I know the second I remove it ill be spilling cum everywhere so Ill have to choose a more secluded place, Glancing up my eyes widen and I see him, Sitting on the other end of the carriage, green eyes trained on mine as he sits, and waits unmoving.

5 Stops then its mine and I watch him carefully, Is he planning on assaulting another girl like he did me? Why cant I bring myself to call him out? 4 stops remaining. I should hit him or kick him, he raped me and even plugged my throbbing ass! 3 stops remaining. I should tell someone, there are girls all over this train and they would help me right? 2 stops remaining. Whatever he does ill stop him, I cant let what happened to me happen so someone else.. even though they get his.. cock and get to cum.. why couldn't I cum? why cant I ever cum? 1 stop remaining. Sitting in my seat my hand idly slides under my skirt, my wet shirts bag hiding my action as I begin rubbing my still throbbing clit to another edge, “I hate him! I hate him! I hate him!” i think over and over in my head as my finger traces circles around my slick clit and another edge until.

Doors open and I jump up, the man following suit, I step off the train onto my station and the man does the same on the other end of the carriage.. What's his game? I cant go home if hes following me, I don't want this man knowing where I live! But what choice do I have here, If I don't go home and he follows me I could be in real trouble, in my own home town..

I take off running from the man who only walks after me, Its 5 blocks of zig zagging and a lot of looking back but I loose him quickly. “cant keep up if all you do is walk!” I think to myself as I unlock my front door, enter than lock everything I can lock to secure my home and I take a deep breath, Windows and doors all locked I take another breath, my ass throbbing after running while plugged like this I retreat to the shower and work the plug out. The second it comes out the cum follows, “he really filled me” I think as i turn the shower on, taking my clothes off to clean myself up.

Getting changed I don't feel very hungry.. considering the “Meal” I had earlier I just go to bed early, Resting my throbbing ass is all I need to focus on and that needs sleep.

Tossing and turning in a light sleep, the scenes from today keep replaying in my head, the arousal, the amount of edges I was forced to experience, the taste of his cum on my tongue, the pleasure.. it felt good, I cant lie about that much. Feeling the bed shift i simply readjust in my bed when a hand presses on my mouth. My eyes shoot open as Im staring back into those same green eyes..

With his other hand pulling my initially fresh and dry panties off my body, my imagination replaying the events from earlier soaking them thoroughly he grabs my leg and raises it high, his cock once again levelled with me he rubs it over my soaking pussy and thrusts a few times, coating his cock in my shame he aims once again for my tight recently emptied ass and pushes hard.

“Nice home you have here” He says in his deep voice as he pulls my raised leg back and so pulling me further onto his cock. “I think ill stay a while, show you a few fun things, teach you a few other things” He says with a smile as he thrusts hard and I feel his cock drive deep once again. “Tomorrow Im going to feed you a refreshing cum cocktail, you'll learn to love it, or not, its all you'll be drinking from now on anyway!” He laughs! My pleasure at its peak my mind cant believe whats going on, I black out in a mix of fear, pleasure and shock. I think Im going to miss my next few classes too..

[echy-hexi]

Me:You let a pyro have a match... What did you think she was going to do? Just light her cigarette?

My dad, almost having his eyebrows singed off:Yes

Me:...I'm disappointed

My dad:As you should be.

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King:hey I gots a question

Me:Nani?

King:What happens when a girl takes a penis enlargement pill?

Me:...I- what?

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Me:You're too sober Faith, go get a beer.

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JJ:Bruh why the fuck are the staff at this funeral home crying?

Celo:Because they work at a fucking funeral home

King:But they should be used to it

Me:No mom

JJ:Yea but you'd think they'd be desensitized to it.

Me:they're paid to cry

Celo:People have emotions unlike you. Not everyone is an emotionless piece of shit.

King:Sympathy

JJ:I'm not an emotionless piece of shit, you're confusing me with Faith

Me:lmao

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JJ:It looks like Satan's cock

Me:Wtf

Celo:It does

Me:How would you kn-... Nvm

King:Satan, did you just send a dick pic? [Context:They all call me "Satan"]

Me:No wtf

JJ:Trap

King:Don't lie

Fai:oh

Me:I'm literally bleeding from my twat and you assume I just sent a dick pic

King:TF is a twat?

Celo:Pussy

King:o

Me:I regret life decisions

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JJ:Lei are these still your notes for us?

"My brother said he is a explosive potato"

"Oofity scoop"

"I mad I wasted 4 years at LCA"

"ok listen here failed abortion im tired of trying to be nice so fuck off you ugly lonely ugly cunt and good night"

"Drink coffee it doesn't stunt ur growth although u don't have growth"

"lmao I got kicked out of 2 friend groups bc i said tiddies in Japanese"

"This is why you're not allowed to have a kid"

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JJ:Isen wants to speak to your manager lmfao

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Me:We're great friends here at Chaotic Evil™ the Group Chat HQ

JJ:Move I'm gay

Fai:Oh great

Me:We know

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Masky:I don't know JJ I just want to kill someone so I can eat *vibrates eyes*

Me:o h l o r d

Me:gEt ThE hOlY wAtEr MoThErFuCkErS

Masky:NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Masky:NOT THAT!

JJ:*sprays with holy water*

Me:XD

Masky:NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

JJ:*spritz spritz bitch*

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JJ:Everytime somebody says some dumbass shit I have a split decision between saying: "fuckin pardon?" or "come again *****??"

Fai:Why not both

Fai:Mix them together

JJ:Pardon again *****? Fuckin come again??

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JJ:Anyway I'll be sleeping w multiple soft n fluffy pillows like the trashy hoe i am and y'all will just have to deal, g'night

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Me:My sister wants to send a bird and some grass to China

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Fai:i'll just stab him in the dick. No more kids for you buddy

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Me:Reasons I don't need to discuss you butt taco

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Jeffo:That goddamn bever exposed my twitter

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JJ:Don't fuck rachel gardner tf y'all are both underage

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Celo:Concern is futile

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Su:You're literally talking to someone who read Danny x Rachel fanfiction at 5 in the morning

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King:How y'all doing

Fai:Dying

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Me:*recites the entire script of "history of the entire world, i guess" in chat*

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JJ:YOU CAN'T TALK ABOUT ANYBODY BEING A BOTTOM CELO

JJ:I PUSHED YOU AND YOU LITERALLY FUCKING MOANED

Su:w o a h t h e r e

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Me:"My parents are going to beat me" kinky

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Me:Last year:King being accused of raping JJ

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Me:ur mum gae

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Me:SHE WAS LOOKING AT LEVI'S DICK-

Su:And I oop-

Fai:Stop. Halt. Halt. Stop.

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Me:EVERYONE IS GAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Fai:No lei

King:Nope

Me:GO BACK TO YOUR CLOSET

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Me:lets rape africa

Fai:lets not???

Me:they scrambled to see who could rape africa the fastest

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Me:let's blame the maine on spain

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JJ:Cactus dildo

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Me:the holes just appear over night and magically get white stuff in them-

Fai:Alright

Su:I-

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Me:FBI OPEN UP MOTHERFUCKERS

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Me:michigan's a 4-year-old basic moody bitch wearing crocs and socks drinking some fucking starbucks and breaking down in the corner of america while everyone else gets high and drunk af and ignores him to cry. except ohio

ohio is michigan's not alone buddy

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Me:kim kardashian is a boy?

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Me:all i heard was big. what-

Fai:don't worry bout it

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JJ:You ask your broke ass friends if they have money

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Me:my sister has a girlfriend apparently-

Fai:Her hand

Me:no

King:Jeffo

Fai:ye

Me:This chick she met in a game

JJ:When's the wedding

Me:Lmao

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"You can't legally stab children"

"Not on purpose anyways"

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Me:TIL my dad's boss lives near Jeffo and my sister's into punky skaters

JJ:TODAY I LEARNED THAT CELO'S MOM KNOWS MY MOM WHAT THE FUCK

Me:so kids what lesson did we learn

Fai/JJ:Nothing

JJ:Jynx

Fai:This is horrible

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Celo:unholy tutu screeching intensifies

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Me:im seriously crying by saying "im a weiner dog"

Me:i am the weiner dog

Me:the holy weiner dog

Su:w h e e z e

Me:im the all-mighty weiner dog

Celo:I can't breathe

Su:c r y i n g

Celo:And I'm ashamed

Me:im crying-

Me:im not

Me:im probably contact-high

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Su:The question is not are you choking, its what are you choking on?

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JJ:"Go jerk off to your fictional waifus, you horny fucking weeb"

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JJ:I speak English not oui oui baguette motherfucker

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King:i just had a flashback of when Destiny Powell started to have nicknames and called Nini tater tot.

King:then christoff just yelled, TATER TOT SHE'S A THOT

JJ:I don't remember Destiny saying that but i definitely remember Christoff saying that

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Me:hi and welcome to college! you want fresh air? WELL IT CANT FUCKIN HAPPEN! BECAUSE WE'RE TOO AFRAID YOU'RE GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE! SO THIS IS ALL YA GET. A SMALL CRACK IN THE WINDOW!

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Me:i enjoy the fact that none of us can actually bother correcting shit after sending unless someone points it out or we notice and it pisses us off.

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Me:i read that as "my new seat in meth is great"

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JJ:stop flirting some of us are trying to spill some tea

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Celo:Squidward thicc af 😏

Me:I- Cel why-

Cel:Aren't you the bitch that likes fell

Me:fuck you dont use this to your advantedge

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Cel:Also, how does that explain why Skyler doesn't even have a dick

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Me, using something from Tumblr:

Cel:There's a fight going on down the block. Wanna go see?

JJ:What-

Lei:Wh- what the fuck- why?

Fai throws Jeffo and Kint down the hallway to their right yelling “FUCK YOU!"

Sounds of things smashing

Lei:I could use some air and time out of the house. Sure why not-

Est:Take me with you I've been stuck in here for *counting on fingers* 50 years-

Lei:You're only 21-

Est:It only looks like I'm 21

Lei:What the fuck-

---

JJ:Did Cal just tell me he loves me for the first time?

Lei:Yes.

JJ:And did I just do finger guns back?

Lei:Yes. Yes you did.

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Cel:Hello-

Fai, grabbing through the bars:*Starts to choke him*

Lei: Faith! Faith! Hold on let him explain!

Fai:He’s selling us out!

Lei:Let. Him. Explain.

Cel:*Coughs* Thank you, Leila.

Cel:I’m selling you out.

Lei:*Angry screaming*

Cel:*Choking noises*

---

Cel:Why are you smiling?

Jeffi:Can’t I just smile? Maybe something good happened and I’m happy!

JJ:Faith tripped and fell in the parking lot.

King:Did she die?

JJ:No

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Me:you force fed me pizza when i was a baby i remember the future

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Me:all these quotes from the internet, family members, or friends. then there's "ahem You can't be bisexual if you're sansexual. You get to live with this information now, bye"

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Some random discord shit

[xiaojusaur]

Beta Affair pt.2

A/N: wow! I didn’t thought this would have so much positive feedback! Im so happy! Thanks so much! As a thank you I’ll leave you part two here. I spent all day writing and editing! I hope you like it! Of course let me know if you like it and if you’d like part 3!

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You woke up thinking about Taehyung. Why? He was a stranger at the other end of the world.

You checked the time on your phone, it was 1:00 pm. You stretched and scratched your eyes, you were still drowsy.

Taehyung should be sleeping, considering that at Korea should be around 2 am. You decided to wait to play at night with him but then you remembered that he said it was rare that his friend let him play.

Fuck, you would have to email him since that was the only way to communicate for now.

You continued with your daily normal life, you couldn’t just wait doing nothing all day.

You texted your friends about it. They were all sketchy but in part they were excited, they wanted to know more.

You waited till 12 am and wrote him an email

Catfish much?

Hey, so I decided you’re real enough. I’ll give you my number so it’s easier to communicate. xxx-xxx-xxx

A few minutes later you received a reply

Desperate much?

Oh so you decided you want to talk? I should ignore you. But I’m going to give you attention. I’ll call you in a few 😘

You started to get nervous. He was going to call you, not text you but call you.

A few minutes later your phone started ringing, a strange number on the screen. You figured it was him and with trembling hands you pressed answer.

“Hello?” you said kinda nervous.

“What? You’re nervous? I didn’t know I had that effect on you.” He said chuckling.

“Shut up. I didn’t think you would call.”

“Well, I did. What’s up?”

“Not much, I was bored and well, I was waiting for you to play but then I remembered what you said.”

“Yeah, he wouldn’t let me play today.” He said pouty.

“So what are you doing?” you asked curiously, your voice sounding sweeter than usual.

“Im just here laying on bed, just scrolling through my phone.” His voice sounded so calmed, it was soothing. “What about you?”

“I’m just here playing Overwatch, kinda bored without you.” What? You were talking without thinking.

“Aww you miss my annoying ass?”

“Yeah, that’s why I miss you, because you’re annoying.” Good save.

“So, would you let me see your face or you gonna keep the mystery for when we meet in person?” He was making fun of you.

“I might, who knows. Maybe if you see my face you won’t talk to me again.”

“Don’t say that, you probably are pretty. Your voice sounds sweet, I bet your voice goes well with your face.” You felt your cheeks going red.

“I-I’m not sure about that but okay. I’m kinda soft today, that’s why I sound like this but I would say I’m pretty wild.”

“Hmmmm...” he hummed and the sound vibrated through all of your skin. “So that means I should enjoy this while it last?”

“Pretty much.”

“Alright. So Y/N, how old are you? I’m 24.”

“That’s great, Im 24 too,” you said too excited.

“Wow this was meant to be,” he said no smooth at all.

“Oh...” you blushed again.

“What’s wrong darling, a mice ate your tongue?” His voice changed, it was deeper and sexier. He chuckled and you got goosebumps from the sound.

“I’m not your darling,” you said defensive.

“Feisty aren’t you?” He laughed

“Shut up.”

He changed the subject quickly. “Anyways, little demon, I’m going next week to USA. Are you up to meet me?”

“Where exactly are you going?”

“New York. Im going to a gaming convention with some friends, we’re going to a tournament.”

“It’s pretty far from me but I can always roadtrip with some friends.” You said already thinking about telling your friends.

“Somebody’s excited. That means you do want to meet up. Let me know, we can hang out, go to clubs if that’s what you like or have some gaming nights.”

“I actually don’t hang out a lot but if it’s for a special occasion I don’t mind.” So naive!

“Did you just tell me I’m special? Should I feel touched?” He said with fake amusement.

“Shut up, I didn’t say that. Anyways, how long are you going to be here?”

“Two weeks. We’re gonna hang around. If you want to bring friends you can, that way my friends won’t get bored.”

You heard on the back some knocks on a door and then heard someone ask “Who you talking to?”

He answered normally to whoever it was “A friend.”

“I’m just gonna take s nap. So don’t mind me. Please if you’re gonna have phone sex don’t be loud.”

“What the hell?!” You thought you only said that in your mind but it escaped your lips accidentally.

“Don’t worry, he’s joking.” He then started talking in korean, you didn’t understood shit.

“That’s disrespectful, to talk on a language I don’t know.” You said fake angry.

“Sorry, Im just telling him he’s making you uncomfortable with his jokes.”

“I don’t mind actually.” And then you yawned.

“Oh oh, someone’s getting sleepy! What time is it there?”

“It’s 2:00 am,” you said with a sleepy voice.

“You should go to rest a little. Gotta have that beauty sleep.”

“Yeah, I should go. Thanks for calling I guess.”

“It was a pleasure, I’ll keep in contact.” He said almost seductively. Fuck! His voice was something out of this world. “Wait! Before you go, please send me a picture, I’m really curious on how you look.”

“Ughhh fine. But if you end up disappointed it’s not my fault.”

“Come on! It cant be that bad.”

“You’re used to perfect korean girl, I’m something different.”

“I like different, otherwise I would be dating any girl on the streets.”

“Whatever. Goodnight Taehyung.”

“Goodnight little demon, sleep tight.”

You turned off everything and just when you were about to go to sleep, you remembered the picture. You just picked one of the latest you took, looked for Taehyung’s number and pressed send.

You were so nervous, you turned off the phone and didn’t wait for his reaction. You weren’t ready for this.

What if you weren’t enough? What if he found you weird looking or something?

With those insecurities in mind, you didn’t remember how or when but you just dozed off.

[rectusdominus]

50 Questions Game

I was tagged by @lordfartwad thanks ily

1. what takes up too much of your time? panicking about things out of my control

2. what makes your day better? good music, sunshine, dancing/performing, working out and accomplishing something new

3. what’s the best thing that happened to you today? nothing happened today. eating toast was the best thing to happen today.

4. what fictional place would you like to go? Pandora would be cool? idk

5. are you good at giving advice? most of my advice is useless in a practical sense, so no

6. do you have any mental illness? yeah depression, there’s definitely an anxiety related problem in there somewhere

7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? no but I’ve woken up multiple times with my arm completely numb and immovable and had to manually wake it up again. not great.

8. what musician inspired you the most? Kurt Cobain which sounds cliche but it’s valid. Billie Joe Armstrong is also up there

9. have you ever fallen in love? I technically say no, but I fall in love with different things in a romantic sense every day

10. what’s your dream date? fun thing would be a concert or to the movies, dinner either at a place or outside somewhere, maybe we can just fuck around town at night and then sit outside somewhere until it’s late. I want spontaneous fun with friends or partners idk

11. what do others notice about you? don’t really know, probably how uncomfortable/unprepared I am in social situations

12. what is the annoying habit you have? there’s too much to unpack here

13. do you still talk to your first love? not applicable

14. how many ex’s do you have? not applicable

15. how many songs are on your playlist? I have too many playlists but my spotify library is maxed out at 10,000

16. what instruments can you play? I used to play clarinet but I can’t really play anything

17. who do you have the most pictures of? myself probably, I don’t have friends

18. where would you like to go before you die? Vegas again, Italy would be cool, but definitely Vegas

19. what is your zodiac? Leo

20. do you relate to it? now that I’m mentally stable? hell yeah

21. what is happiness to you? performing in front of a big crowd under lights, the thrill being on a big roller coaster on a hot summer day, watching the kids I coach succeed

22. are you going through anything right now? college stuff, getting a car/license, deciding on what I want to do in the next few years/where I want to be with myself

23. what’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? oh I’m not going down that road but thanks for asking

24. what’s your favourite store? Journey’s even tho I never buy anything there, I really should, the stuff is cool. I’m also really into sports apparel stores idk

25. what’s your opinion on abortion? I don’t necessarily “like” it but like.. it’s a safer option in some medical scenarios and also it’s none of my business if that’s something you want to do it’s better to have the option

26. do you keep a bucket list? not for my life, but I have stuff for the year or “by the time I’m this age” I take it as it comes

27. do you have a favourite album at the moment? The Menzingers, After the Party will always be The One

28. what do you want for your birthday? a tattoo or some piercings or a car or all of the above. NO WAIT I need to go skydiving bc I didn’t do it before I turned 20 so I have to do it while I’m 20

29. what are most peoples first impression of you? uhhh idk probably uncomfortable, seems kinda closed off so possibly bitchy, and idk she dresses kinda weird but I respect it

30. what age do you seem according to most people? younger than 20 I’ll tell you that

31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? too close to my head but it’s so I hear the alarm/vibration to wake up

32. what word or phrase do you say the most? I say “dude”, “bro”, “yo”, “sweet”, “sick”, and I use the word “just” a lot in sentences for some reason. I sound like a 14 year old in 1992

33. what’s the oldest age you would date? idk 23-25? it would have to be like.. really worth it tho

34. what’s the youngest age you would date? 19, I think my limit would always be a year or two younger than me

35. what job/career do most people say would suit you? they don’t really

36. what’s your favourite music genre? rock music

37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? besides here in hell idk maybe New Zealand? I don’t like anywhere, we’re all fucked

38. what is your current favourite song? “Smile Like You Mean It” by The Killers

39. how long have you had this blog for? since early 2012 I think

40. what are you excited for? the future

41. are you a better talker or listener? listener, I can’t talk for shit

42. what is the last productive thing you did? try to make sure my college money is useful to me

43. what do you want for Christmas? a tattoo pls thanks

44. what class do you get the best grades in? apparently math? but really just the ones I care the most about

45. on a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? maybe an 8 just because I’m content but I do seriously wish I had something to do

46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years? being a choreographer/coaching, or working behind the scenes somewhere for something related to my major

47. when did you get your first heartbreak? when my parents got divorced when I was 9, but it was for the best so !! yay

48. at what age do you want to get married? when/if it’s the time but not until after I’m 30

49. what career did you want to have as a child? I wanted to blow glass or be a welder or something

50. what do you crave right now? adventure

I tag: @whatlomalikes @boodhirooks @solovalker @gayperry @kingfindekano @bicon-pappymcpoyle and anyone else idk

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Section 14 image descriptions

Full page descriptions for all pages in section 14 with flashing images under the cut! Warnings for ableism, including the r slur, urophobia, and torture in this post. Trigger warnings by page for this section are in [link: this] post!

3259: In a future settled askance of the present...

A blue beam lances through the sky, cutting off the head of the frog atop the frog temple.

3262: A missile flies through the sky, leaving a trail of smoke.

Panel 2: WV flies through the air as the result of an explosion; Serenity blinks rapidly.

Panel 3: WV lands on his butt, his cans scattering everywhere. The pumpkin lands opening-down on his head like a hat with a FLOP.

Panel 4: AR’s crosshairs focus on WV.

3264: AR looks to the side.

Panel 2: PM lunges with a sword, her hat flying off.

3265: WV seems to panic, waving his meterstick-knife and frantically flailing back and forth. AR thrashes on the ground beneath PM, who holds him down on her knees. Serenity blinks frantically

3271: Jade begins to tilt back and forth, her eyes narrowed. She leans forward just a bit, then the JENGA logo flashes and she topples asleep, sending all of her items everywhere. Fertilizer gets all over and the squiddles land on her head.

3287: Jade turns around as Bec appears in a flash of green.

Narration: OH NO BUSTED.

The jig is up.

3288: Bec flashes and turns into a Bec-shaped cutout of Jade’s room, which then expands and takes over the whole image so Jade is standing alone on her bed.

Narration: You are returned to your bedroom without the rest of your loot. You doubt you'll have time to go back and get it. You guess you have inadvertently left your own time capsule there for whatever party may find it in the future. Lucky bastards!

3300: Dave types on his phone as Jade tries to place the cruxtruder. The wires on the floor flash red.

TG: hey wait

GG: these darn birds are in the way!

GG: what are they doing in your apartment anyway!!!

GG: also they are adorable

TG: i always keep birds in here its sort of my thing

GG: ohhhhhhh

GG: kind of like all those silly naked puppets are your bros thing?

TG: no no thats irony this is like

TG: sincere honest to god psychosis

TG: im training to be a lame gothy supervillain

GG: also i think i cant put it down because of the wires on the floor.....

TG: ok

TG: well maybe you should take the opportunity to put it somewhere that isnt stone cold r******d

GG: i wish i played more games

GG: this is hard!!!!

TG: no its not

GG: :P

3307: The loading screen is a map of the Incipisphere, with Skaia in the middle and a set of gates leading to the Land of Wind and Shade, Prospit by Skaia, and Derse far away from it. Then another set of gates and a planet appear, and we zoom in on it.

We travel across a glimmering sea with yellow flashing clouds raining colorful water into the sea, and white islands between. The words LAND OF LIGHT AND RAIN appear.

We zoom past this sea from a different angle, then see a larger one of these islands, with pink ruins and bricks set into it, along with

Rose stands in the rain, her headband, eyes, and squid symbol flashing.

We see what remains of Zazzerpan’s statue in the sand, then focus on Rose and zoom out to see her house in the land.

3332: Have a look around, Rose.

Rose scampers up the stairs from the roof into the observatory.

Panel 2: Rose looks out the window of the observatory, where light is shining in.

3333: You have much to discover.

Rose presses her hands against the glass and stares out into the flashing light beyond.

3334: John: Go over the river and through the woods.

John stands in front of the trees holding a wrinklefucker. Orange light flashes on him.

3335: A little salamander village, with three panicking salamanders. There are various imps, and a copper giclops, a large creature with one eye, an underbite, and spikes; plus two tar basilisks, black six-legged lizards with large mouths and forked tongues. All the underlings are dressed in jester clothes. One tar basilisk is breathing fire and has lit several roofs on fire.

3337: the toilet falls through the ceiling and hits the top of the cruxtruder and falls to the floor with a SLOP, scattering water everywhere. A small red exclamation point appears above Dave’s head. The cruxtruder now reads a countdown at 4:13.

3338: Dave looks agitated, posisbly shouting, as he types on his iPhone. Various crows have settled on the toilet. The kernelsprite has risen above the cruxtruder, flashing orange, black, and white.

TG: this is the worst shitting thing ive ever seen

TG: the thing that just happened

GG: hi dave!!!!

TG: jesus

TG: and the worst thing is

TG: all that juice i drank

TG: i mean

TG: you just HAD TO FIGURE all that juice was going to come back to haunt me

TG: like frankensteins incontinent fucking ghost

TG: it was like

TG: chekhovs juice

GG: hehehe what??

TG: let me be perfectly clear

TG: what i am trying to say is

TG: its like fucking christmas up in my bladder here

TG: and where do i find my toilet

TG: oh look here it is

TG: amputated in my room

TG: gagged with a towel like a fucking prison hostage

TG: and now the cruxploder is counting down

TG: 4 hours oh i guess thats not that bad

GG: 4 hours until what?

TG: what

TG: oh god

TG: are you asleep

3346: Jade’s cursor puts the dead crow, sword and all, into the kernelsprite, which flashes and covers the room in orange.

3347: Dave shouts at the kernelsprite, which floats above the cruxtruder, now the image of a bird head with a sword through it. The crows in the apartment fidget.

TG: wow awesome

TG: so now i guess instead having of a wise or helpful spirit guide sprite thing

TG: im stuck with this brainless feathery asshole

GG: what do you mean i just brought the cute birdie back to life!!!

GG: isnt he great?

TG: we need to wake you up

TG: youre not very logical like this

TG: kind of dumb really

GG: gosh im SOOOO SOOOORRY!!!!!!!!

GG: i was tired!

TG: yeah but come on you sleep like 20 hours a day

GG: well you are out of luck.....

GG: i will wake up when im good and ready!

3350: WV and AR sit on rocks with the cookalizer and refrigerator, Serenity blinking on the head of WV who is eating broccoli and lettuce. AR is eating a steak and some kind of poultry. The little happy fruits vibrate at the bottom of the screen. Each carapacian has a can of Tab, and the squiddle tangle buddies are sitting by AR. There is a pumpkin in the background.

3351: PM approaches WV and AR from behind, having left the station.

Panel 2: A speech bubble above AR’s head contains PM and the tangle buddy squiddles rapidly flashing.

Panel 3: AR’s hand approaches the squiddles.

[singingpuddle]

My commentary whilst watching Buzzfeedblue’s “The Murders That Haunt The Lizzie Borden House”

Hey… so i’ve decided ill just do these whenever i feel like it. The video is 3 months old but turns out I never saw the whole thing.

A refresher:

1. this was a joke ship… not so much anymore

2. This post is super long

3. I long for the day I no longer have to cross out the boy in boyfriend when it comes to these two. I mean COME ON, they just seethe domesticity.

4. After a little bit i will stop putting full names, so just know.

R=Ryan and S=Shane

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Height Difference for the win.

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Ryan: “You cant go through the front anymore, you gotta go through the back.”

Me: I know deep down that that wasn’t meant as a euphemism. But…

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Me: So you guys arent married.

R&S: No…

Me: But your alone in a haunted house and the first place you go in the house is the nursery?

R: That’s where we ended up going first.

Me: Im watching you two. *seedily looks them up and down clutching adoption papers behind my back*

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(i caught him mid shookness)

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R:*scared and shook*

S & doll: *Laughing asses off*

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R: “…ongoing investigation into the question. Are ghosts real?”

S: *Looks into camera like he is on the office* Things I do for my boyfriend

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R: *Telling story*

S: *says something mildly funny to break tension*

R: *Immediately brightens up*

Me:Look at the Smiley Lil Boyfriends in the Murder House™

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Political Correctness is key when ghost-hunting

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Me: Sherlock Holmes and Jhon Watson who? I only know Shane Madej and Ryan Bergara.

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S: *doesn’t believe*

R: *Builds altar to voice snipping* It proves EVERYTHING.

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Me: Are you flirting by…

S: wielding an axe at my boyfriend?

Me: Yes?

S: Well not flirting..

Me: Its flirting.

S: Then yes, I am flirting with Ryan via murder weapon.

Me: Knew it!

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Ryan “I think my boyfriend is crazy and that’s exactly what I like about him” Bergara

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Quick question… is it just me or is Shane actually letting Ryan do this at his own speed? 

Like Shane didnt even say anything about the lights, Ryan did. And Shane’s response was like a soft “sure”. As if the decision is entirely Ryan’s to make. In all seriousness, that’s some A+ character growth right there.

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R:*minorly shook*

Me: its da radiator ya dingus.

S: *Softly indulging Ryan’s shookness*

Me: Awww… look at the Boyfriends being all gay and shit supportive of each other

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S: *Talks about murder in a way that makes Ryan laugh*

Me: Im not sure how much fluffier we can get this episode… I think maybe we should stop here. Wait…*shipper senses tingling* I guess not.

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*Something seemingly legit paranormal happens*

R: 

Me: *Legitimately surprised*

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Let us just take a moment to Imagine them as fathers of a little girl who’s afraid of monsters under her bed so they spend the night in her room assuring her they are scared equally as shitless as she is. And in the morning, when they are all okay. Shane says something along the lines of “See no monsters, If there where any we would have caught it on camera.”

Ok Resume normal comentary

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Ryan “My boyfriend is a complete dork and which is yet another thing I like about him.” Bergara

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Dorks™

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R: It pisses off the ghost if you take his money.

S: yEET i fiNa piSS oF sOmE gHoSt

Me: *Not surprised just, a little disappointed*

S: Im only doing this to piss of the ghost, not because I want the money.

Me: *No longer dissapointed, still not surprised*

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Me: This must a new type of foreplay ive never heard of, because you guys have been flirting this ENTIRE VIDEO.

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S: *Immediately sits down with all of body facing Ryan*

Me: Not boyfriends…

S: Makes joke exclusively to make Ryan Laugh

Me: …sure.

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Me: Uh… Ryan…

S: *COUGH*

Me: Your kinky gay fantasy is showing

S: Awkward…

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R: I feel the Haunt

Me: is that all your feeling?

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Me: What do creepy children sound like to you?

R&S: British

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*static*

S: oh shit

R: See PROOF

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Me: Romantic? Creepy? … Why not both?

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S: “LIZZIE”

R: *shooketh… but for good reason*

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Me: … Wait a sec… your… sleeping… here. THEY ARE GONNA SLEEP IN TH SAME BED AREN’T THEY… I CAN FEEL THE FRICKING DOMESTICITY FROM HERE *vibrates with excitement and anticipation*

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Me: Shady Shit™

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Me: You seem a little impatient there Shane. Just want to crawl into bed and cuddle your boyfriend sleep?

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1. Domestic Ghost-hunting

2. He actually is doing what Shane would do, but different.

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Me:Now… Im not saying it looks like your imagining Ryan straddling you but…

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Me: Yeah give me that gay shit

Me to Me: No… But Murdering is bad.

Me: But so is homophobia… actually on second thought, WHO THE FUCK IS WRITING LIZZIE BORDEN FANFICTION… LIKE, WHY?

Me: Not saying that Lizzie wasn’t hecka gay. Just that maybe don’t romanticize gruesome murders. 

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Me: Welcome to “Relizing your domesticity” with our guests Shane Madej and Ryan Bergara. 

(+ Flirts Good bants)

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DOMESTIC HUSBANDS BEING DOMESTIC

(Fight me, They look married)

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Me: His eyes look cool in the night vision. Creepy, but cool.

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Look at the sleepy boyfriends sharing a bed.

Me: Just share the fucking blanket. It wont friggin kill you. GEEZ

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Me: This is NOT what waking up next to your boyfriend is like? Hm… okie dokie then.

(also A+ for the first screengrab, it looks kinda cute and romantic. Like they where a cheesy couple and shit)

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They are looking directly into the black hole sun that is shyan.

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Cute and Creepy, just the way they like it.

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[yuissamidare]

 twenty facts about me thing

@cosmicfalls IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET TO THIS IM SORRY BUT UM

1. when i was seven a boy punched me in the gut on the dare and i looked him dead in the eye and said ’you thought you could hurt ME???’ and he looked super freaked out which was good but i went to cry in the girls bathroom for like two hours so that kinda ruined the vibe i think

2. IM SCARED OF RABBITS!! like. super scared because once my science teacher was like ‘rabbits have two sets of teeth and can easily rip off a chunk of your flesh’ i will never set a hand on a rabbit.

3. in relation to that thing above ive never eaten a mushroom bc i saw on an animal planet documentary that some mushrooms are poisonous and i convinced myself ALL mushrooms are poisonous and id rather be safe than sorry.

4. i was born on a holiday and whenever i see street dances outside i like too… pretend theyre for me nfnrurnk

5. i met my half brother for the first time last year! he is the first of my siblings i was able to meet! i got so flustered about meeting him i showed him my Bone Collection. 

6. i used to feed stray dogs, like, a lot. if go to a restaurant i would sneak bread and pholourie under my clothes to give to them, and i would take like, leftover rice and meat if we were at home to feed them. at one point this… big brown mutt with matted fur and bald spots followed me to my aunts house and we decided to keep her since she already had like three tiny dogs and she wanted a big one. her name is princess. 

7. in response to the above my aunt told me ‘you just really have a heart for pathetic creatures’ which makes sense, i am also pathetic.

8. uhh everyone knows this but i got a snake tooth stuck in my hand for a year and manually ripped it out because wanted to get a pet rat.

9. i did not get a pet rat that year but one of the kids in school went up to me at the start of school and handed me a flea infested squirrel in a butterfly case and was like ‘youre good with animals right?? fix this one?’ me and the science teacher got rid of the fleas but the lil fucker tore up my arms and i can say with full confidence that squirrels are Awful Pets. i do not recommend.

10. my irl nickname sporty is because my given name miada looks like miata, which is a sports car. my favorite science teacher was like ‘miada?? like, miata? can i call you sporty?’ i didnt know what he was talking about and assumed the ‘sporty’ nickname was because i was on the wrestling team. then suddenly everyone was like ‘wow sporty, i cant believe you were named after a car.’ i got that nickname when i was nine.

11. when i was fivei lived in florida for while and my mom was always like ‘look out for all these jumbies!! jumbies eat bad kids who dont listen!’ and at random times she or one of the other people living with us would go ‘a jumbie is coming!’ and i would curl up into a ball and cover my ears and hold my breath bc. Fear. my most vivid memory was going to school with her boyfriend and he suddenly closed the door on us and went ‘shhh… its a jumbie….’ and he went outside to talk to it. after he was done and we where going down the steps i noticed like.. dark green thingys (mulch most likely) trailing away and i did not sleep that night.

12. when i was younger i had this cool car bed that had this storage thing in the front where i kept toys and i would take everything out it when i felt bad and lay down in it. it was orange and always really cool and i took nice in it. i had to give it away at one point so i either slept in the closet or under the bed me and my mom shared.

13. i thought everyone was my friend growing up i would wave to strangers n cops on the street n shit n once i went to a parent teacher conference and the teacher was like ‘your kid has a lot of friends’ and i was like ‘YEAH!! everyones my friend! youre my friend too!’ and she was like ‘im your teacher.’ and i said ‘but youre my friend too!! everyone is my friend’ and her exact face to my response was :/

14. this is embarrassing but i got into anime when i was like six or something bc??? cn would should stuff like naruto and inuyasha and prince of tennis when i got home from school and my mom really liked inuyasha and naruto so she and her friend and her daughter would shit down and watch it with us and… that made me really happy because it was something everyone would enjoy.

15. i broke my ribs reall bad one once and was like. ‘HAH… JUST SOME BROKEN RIBS… WHAT AM I GONNA DO??? CRY ABOUT IT??’ but it was awful i didnt know how to feel better so i just. drank water. jugs and jugs of water which made me feel worse bc i got overhydration headaches and i need to pee a lot and i filled myself up with so much water that if i ate i would not keep anything in. for the next three years i refused to drink water i survived off of soft drinks and apple juice and milk.

16. i drank orange juice for the first time when i was twelve bc i refused to to think anything was better than apple juice. my favorite juice is orange juice.

17. i hated cats at one point wtf was wrong with me.

18. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh at one point my uncle found this newborn puupy or something and i made it my Mission to take care of that thing. her name is cinderella and princess fucking hated her.

19. I CAN PURR!!! LIKE MAKE MY THROAT VIBRATE N SHIT. it freaks the fuck out of my friends its hilarious??? i learned how when i got my first cat bc i thought itd help me understand him better.

20. i carry band aids and spare shoelaces with me always!!

um. ehhh… i tag @betanyagito @loveaddictions @nyanth @magiorb @digidayo @hanabira @yaaichi aND WHOEVER ELSE WANTS TO DO THIS I GUESS

[cupcakeblake]

Of course, of course! Let me use names, it might make it more understandable :) But feel free to switch their roles! "Modern AU: Clarke can't sleep at night; Bellamy often wakes up with nightmares. He ends up seeing all of her late night Snapchats and Instagram posts. Cue adorable late night talks, etc." Hope this helps!

I twisted it a little bit because Im incapable of writing angst… So it’s Bellamy having weird dreams and Clarke not sleeping at night! Social Media Au!

thank you @bellamybb for reading this over! tagging some people who showed interested in this @francyfifty @prongsno​ and also @selflessbellamy​ @marauders-groupie​ @boob-morley​ @hiddenpolkadots​ because i want your thoughts on this

Keeping me up at night

ClarkeGriffin: Should I stop drinking coffee or should I continue not sleeping atnight?

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           Wells Jaha:you’re gonna die at 30

           Raven Reyes:you could never stop drinking coffee. Rip friend. Nice knowing you.

Clarke wasn’t a big sleeper. Everhad been. Apparently, she didn’t need a lot of sleep to function.

However, she needed a lot ofcaffeine.

Her phone vibrated with a newFacebook notification: Bellamy Blakecommented on your post.

          Bellamy Blake: I knew you were a fake. Idon’t sleep at night by my own means thank you very much.

She smiled and immediatelyanswered.

           Clarke Griffin:yeah you’re right. Coffee got me awake since im a baby…

           Bellamy Blake:clearly. Don’t do drugs kids.

She didn’t know Bellamy thatwell. She only met him once for one of Octavia’s birthday party but theysomehow ended up following each other on most social medias. She wasn’tcomplaining because he was fun and he seemed to not sleeping at nights, justlike her, and they always ended up talking through the night… She liked him.

Clarke laughed out loud when she saw the picture Bellamy sent her inreply of her story. She opened the messaging system and typed:

           C: so what’s the problem tonight mister-weird-dream?

           B: Have you ever dreamed you were in space?

           C: of course. what do you think am i? an amateur?

           B: fair enough.

           B: but how was it for you? because it was weird for me

           C: you sound like you tried some new weird sex thing

           B: why are you messaging me again?

           C: i like the weird sex stories (:

           B: this conversation is over.

           C: come on… distract me im bored

           B: well go to sleep.

           C: haha funny

           B: I try.

           C: anyway when i dreamed i was in space i was alone floating in thesky something aesthetic like that?

           B: okay…

           C: what? What did you dreamed about?

           B: earth was destroyed, people lived in space in a weird ship? Andthere was a fucked up system where people were sent in prison for anything? idk

           C: you’re really weird

           B: thanks.

It was actually a little weirdthat they didn’t run into each other yet. They did live in the same city. Theydid have friends in common. It was only a matter of time… And apparently, timewas up.

Clarke had her eyes fixed onher phone, her bag falling of her shoulder, her hair falling in front of hereyes, the phone in one hand, a cup of coffee on the other one. She bumped intosomebody, spilled her drink. And of course, it was Bellamy.

“Oh I’m so sorry! I’ll get youcleaned up, I’m sorry I wasn’t looking!”

“Relax, princess, I wasn’tlooking either.”

Only then – only after hearingthe nickname – she leveled her gaze up and met his. Bellamy Blake was wayprettier in real life.

“Oh it’s you.” She just saidand she winced because what the fuck wasthat?

He laughed. “I’m sorry to be adisappointment.”

Her eyes widened. “Oh no! Ididn’t mean… I’m sorry-”

“Hey relax. I was just messingwith you.” He shrugged and ran a hand through his hair. Clarke simply blinkedtwice.

“You’re still wet.” She said,because clearly she was weird and he had a bad effect on her. He raised aneyebrow at her, a small smirk forming on his lips. “I mean… You still coveredin coffee…”

He licked his lips then andClarke blinked once more.

“Clearly” he said “but exceptif you have a shirt in your bag I don’t know how this situation would evolveany time soon.” The smirk was fully on his lips then. So she rolled her eyes.

“Okay Mister Smart-Pants. I’msorry I ruined your very basic and very brown shirt. I’ll buy you another oneone day if you want.”

“Wow someone is cranky.” Buthe was still smiling.

“I need coffee to function.But you got my cup all over yourself so…”

“How is it my fault now?”

“You did say you were not lookingeither, remember.”

“It was your coffee! Youshould have watch out!”

“Okay Mister-Weird-Dream youshould stop right now because-”

She didn’t have the chance tofinish her sentence because Octavia showed up right at this moment. Oh right.She was supposed to meet Octavia. Not her brother.

“Hey O.” Bellamy said, thesmirk still on his lips.

“Hi… Bellamy? Clarke…” Octaviahad a confused look on her face and Clarke couldn’t really blame her.

“So I was going to the malland Clarke spilled her coffee all over me… I’m gonna go now!”

He went in the directionOctavia came. Clarke could still see him smirk at her and wave as he lookedover his shoulder.

“Why were you flirting with mybrother, Clarke?” Clarke choked on nothing and scoffed.

“I was not!”

Later that day she received atext from Bellamy.

10:34pm [Bellamy] You owe me a shirt.

10:35pm [Clarke] Well you owe me a coffee jerk. She replied. Andit was only later that she got the date subtext… Oh well…

@bellblake: had the strangestdream. Was a salmon, got eaten by a bear. #wtf #terrifiedforlife

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@thegriffinprincess: @bellblake Iraise you with my became-a-real-life-dragon-and-destroyed-earth dream

@bellblake:@thegriffinprincess from what I’m hearing you became world’s ruler and I goteaten… which is worse?

@thegriffinprincess: @bellblake surelyit’s being world’s ruler too much responsibilities.

@bellblake:@thegriffinprincess you’re right as a salmon I lived a pretty nice life

@themurphylife:@thegriffinprincess @bellblake please go be eaten by a bear. BOTH OF YOU.

Bellamy couldn’t help butsending her a private message.

           B: i see youhave been having weird dreams too. welcome to the club

           C: I hardlysleep… and it was maybe when I was five?

           B: you dreamedyou were a dragon destroying earth at five?

           C: yeah

           B: you’refucking terrifying.

Clarke smiled at her phone,fondly.

BellamyBlake: any ideas for things to do when you cant sleep (aka every night?)

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           Clarke Griffin:Read, watch TV, have sex, learn a new language, draw, pull pranks on yourroommates, cook or eat, do your laundry, dance naked on your living room, takea bath, write a novel, watch videos of funny cats on youtube, rewatch yourfavorite tv show, go visit the city at night, take pictures, annoy all yourfacebook friends with pointless posts?

           John Murphy:Are you volunteering to have sex with Bellamy, Griffin?

           Octavia Blake:Clarke, you can’t… You just can not tell my brother to have sex like it’snothing and getting away with it…

           Nathan Miller:Clarke you can’t… You just can not tell Bellamy to dance naked in the livingroom. Sometimes I get up at night and I don’t want to be terrified for life.

2:45pm [Clarke] So I’ve got you anew shirt.

3:02pm [Bellamy] Great. I bet Icould find a place to find you a new coffee.

3:03pm [Bellamy] meet me at CostaCoffee? At 5?

3:05pm [Clarke] in England???

3:05pm [Bellamy] why are youmaking this so difficult?

BecauseI’m nervous as hell…

Clarke breathed deeply beforeanswering.

3:07pm [Clarke] Yeah okay

It was definitely a date. Ifwe were defining it by how much Clarke was freaking out. She was pacing. Shealready thought of changing of outfits to look nicer. She checked her make-up,her hair. She was freaking pathetic.

She only had herself to blame.She sent him the text. But she had missed him… Since that Facebook post hedidn’t interact with her as much as he used to. And she missed him.

3:34pm [Clarke] I might like yourbrother a little more than I thought

3:35pm [Octavia] shocking

She smiled at her phone,seeing in her friend’s sarcasm a blessing of sort?

3:35pm [Clarke] i might have adate with him?

3:35pm [Octavia] what do you mean /might/have?

3:36pm [Clarke] well we didn’texactly use the word “date” but we’re meeting for coffee?

3:37pm [Octavia] just go clarkeyou’ll figure it then

And she did. She showed up afew minutes before 5 but he was already there. She resisted fixing her skirtand walked to him. He welcomed her with a big smile and her heart did a funnything.

“Hi, Clarke.” His voice wassoft. He looked perfectly calm and at ease. She sat in front of him and relaxedunder his gaze. “What are you taking? My treat.”

“Well, it was the deal” shegrinned. But her face immediately turned into a horrified one.

“Wha- What Clarke? What’shappening?”

“I… Err, I forgot your shirt?”

He didn’t say anything for afew seconds, didn’t move an inch. Clarke began to take a deep breathe butBellamy bursted out laughing.

“That’s seriously notimportant” he smiled a little shy but with the same soft face.

She bit her lips, suddenlyoverwhelmed.

“You’re paying then? I thinkgonna take a mocha and a donut and…”

@bellblake: why am i alwayshaving these weird dreams

@thebetterblake: @bellblake ualways had these dreams y r u questioning this now

@bellblake: @thebetterblakeim allowed to be concerned of my mental health

@natemiller: @bellblake@thebetterblake i can tell u if u want: u r freakin mad

@bellblake: @natemiller@thebetterblake i knew we were friends for a reason

@thegriffinprincess: @bellblake whatwas it now?

@bellblake: @thegriffinprincessi was elected president and trump ate me

@thegriffinprincess: @bellblake wowyou like getting eaten

@thebetterblake:@thegriffinprincess @bellblake clarke……………………..

@thegriffinprincess: @thebetterblake@bellblake I MEANT LIKE THAT OTHER DREAM HE HAD

@bellblake: me featuring inmy weird ass dream of last night

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Clarke barely heard her phoneringing under the shower. She made it in time just before it goes to thevoicemail. She answered it without looking at the number.

“Hi?”

“Clarke, hi?”

“Bellamy?”

“Yeah… I’m sorry… I shouldn’thave called… You probably have other things to do.”

“Bellamy it’s 2 in themorning… I have literally nothing to do right now. What’s up?”

“It’s nothing really… But youwere the only one I know who could be up this late…”

“No problem seriously.”

“I had this dream…”

“You always have weirddreams.”

“It was more like a nightmareactually…”

“Oh.”

She listened to him as he toldher about this nightmare. How he dreamed he was 10 again when his step dad beathis mother and how he would hide Octavia to protect her. And then he was backinto the present time and this man came back into their lives and manipulatedOctavia who ended up in the hospital because of him but blamed Bellamy foreverything…

Clarke listened as his voicebroke with a few sobs sometimes, showing how deeply he loved his sister and howimportant she was for him.

When he was done, shewhispered a few words, letting now that everything was okay, that he couldcount on her. Always.

They moved on on another topicand spent the night talking to each other, discovering the last parts theydidn’t know about each other.

1:54am [Clarke] are you taking ascreenshot of every one of my snaps?

1:56am [Bellamy] yes and?

1:57am [Clarke] nothing.

2:03am [Clarke] i do the same

3:02am[Clarke] I still have your shirt.

3:04am[Bellamy] my shirt?

3:04am[Clarke] you know the brown hideous one i got you to replace thebrown hideous one i’ve ruined with coffee

3:05am[Bellamy] oh that shirt.

3:05am[Clarke] yes. want it?

3:05am[Clarke] im at your door.

Bellamyopened the door and it was the most beautiful view Clarke could imagine.Bellamy wearing a large shirt and some sport pants as pyjamas. Looking at herlike she was stars.

“Could we date?” She blurted out. “Like really date?With kissing and maybe more. And spending afternoons at each other’s place. Andhold hands, I really would like to hold your hands like always.”

She seemed to realize that she said that completelyout of the blue and blushed. But it wasn’t really out of the blue, was it?

“You know what I mean… I got your shirt” she addedlifting a bag.

“I couldn’t care any less about the shirt, Clarke”Bellamy said, his voice deep.

“I’ve made of these efforts to find the exact same oneas this ugly shirt you wore that day and you’re telling me you don’t care?That’s rude, Bellam-”

“Clarke, shut up” he said as he put a hand on herwaist and bringing her against his chest. She laughed and put a hand on it. Sheraised her eyes then, to meet his and smiled, biting her lips slowly.

“Could we date?” She repeated as his lips weredescending to hers. She was smiling way to much to be a proper kiss but shedidn’t care and he didn’t seem to either. She fold her arms behind his neck toput him even closer and he almost lost his balance.

“Let’s date” he finally said between kisses.

Octavia Blake posteda new picture of you.

Herewe go. Bellamy and Clarke being the worst couple ever. Delete them from theInternet please.

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credit to @mrsiriusblack​ for the last manip!

[heart-holes]

looong ask meme under cut, sorry, i cant sleep

When was the last time you masturbated? like a week ago probably?

Do you enjoy being fingered/fingering? ugh yes pls

How do you feel about food during sex? not a huge fan tbh

What do you do directly after sex? aftercare! and then after aftercare, usually go to sleep, or watch something idk

Cuddle with the tip in? never tried it, sounds kind of hot? 

What’s the nastiest sexual thing you’ve done? foot 69ing? idk what we mean by “nastiest” but thats prolly the most unconventional

Name a follower you would fuck. no

Name a follower you have fucked. no

What’s the sexiest part of your body? my shoulders i think? or this mouth uwu

FuckMarryKill: DJ Khalid, Rick Ross, Fat Joe i only know who two of these people are and dj khalid doesn’t eat pussy so....next

Would you ever be with a trans person? lmao yes 

Riding dick or doggy style? doggy style please!!! please fuck me doggy style its my fave position

Ever fucked in a school? does my college count

Most random place you’ve had sex? dance studio in a freshman dorm i literally didnt even live in when i was a freshman 

Would you ever be part of the mile high club? if jacking it counts then i already am 

Name three of your spots. the sole of my foot, my left nipple, and my really big one: behind my ear

Fuck on the first date? yes for sure

Do you suck dick? i’ve been told i’m very very good at it :3 

Do you eat ass? yep! not nearly often enough

Do you eat pussy? actually never done this but i’m sure i’d like it if i tried

Do you like kissing? yessss i could kiss for hours with the right person

Is farting during sex sexy? no

Ever fucked in the shower? yeah, not a big fan

How old were you when you lost your virginity? 18

Do you prefer sex in the morning, afternoon, or night? afternoon is ideal

Do you like drunk sex? not that much, no, i tend to get sleepy and spacey when im drunk

Do you like high sex? yes but only if i’m subbing or we’re doing a vanilla things; i don’t top high 

FuckMarryKill: Nicki Minaj; Cardi B; Kash Doll idk who kash doll is but i’d marry nicki and fuck cardi b 

When was your first kiss? i was 18! the same day i lost my virginity, with a different person.

How did you meet the person you lost your virginity to? an orientation week friend introduced me to them

Have you ever faked an orgasm? yeah but only like twice

Ever painted/been painted on? no but i’ve been drawn on with sharpie

You like sex toys? havent used a lot of them during sex but yeah i love vibrators and am learning 2 love dildos

What’s your favorite sex position? depends on the partner but it’s usually doggy if i really love you, missionary-- way more intimate

Sex on a bed, couch, or floor? bed pls 

Do you like car sex? eh

You get instantly horny; what happened? someone kissed behind my ear

FuckMarryKill: Trey Songz, Chris Brown, August Alsina. am i somehow too old for this meme? is that what’s happening? who the fuck are any of these people. i kill chris brown.

Describe your crush. what an adorable subby boy, what a sad fool

Woukd you ever be with someone with an incurable STD? i have been before! dont know that i’d do it again. depends on the STD i think.

Rate your head game. 10/10 tbh im really good at giving head

Rate your sex. depends on what you want from me? probably like a 7/10 tho

Would you fuck someone outside of your race? yes?? why is this even a question

Describe the type of freak you are. i’m a tease you in public just to let you know i can kinda freak

Ever tasted your own nut/cum? yep!

Into golden showers? noooo hard limit 

Body count: Under or Over 25? under

How do you feel about nipple play? very pro! love to do it to men who have never had their nipples stimulated before

Where do you like to be nutted on? im more of an “in” person

Which are you better at: topping or bottoming? i have a lot more experience bottoming

What do you consider “too small?” can’t really feel anything under like 4 inches but size doesnt matter that much

Is play fighting foreplay? oh hell yes it is

Do you like angry sex? the best sex ive had has been angry sex but i dont know how much i like it as a general rule

How long should a quickie be? i dunno, i haven’t had a lot of them

How long is “too long” to have sex? if im too tired to keep going i stop, but until then we’re good to keep going

How long is “too long” to go without sex? i dunno! it’s been like a day for me and it feels like too long

Is “no” relevant in a relationship? what even is this question of course consent is still relevant in a relationship in a TPE that might change if you agree on it but like yikes

Do you believe in no-strings-attached sex? yeah i sure do

Would you have sex in a public bathroom? i would!

Would you have sex in a changing room? i would!!

Who was the last person you had sex with? depending on what we count it was either my ex or the boy im fwbing

Describe your type. it seems to be “basic jewish boy who knows things i don’t” tbh. bonus points if they’re particularly good writers or singers.

Name 3 turn-ons. being choked, biting, being edged

Name 3 turn-offs. piss, spit, misgendering

Name something that would make you stop in the middle of sex. being misgendered 

Would you answer a phone call during sex? yep

Would you ever pay for sex? yeah sure, if i had a sex worker friend who was ok with it

Would you accept money for sex? yes definitely please pay me 

How do you typically feel after sex? tired and a little annoyed, unless im in subspace

Do you like your body? no

Ever sent nudes? yep

Have you ever cheated on someone? yes, unfortunately

Have you ever been cheated on? depends on what we count-- was cheated on emotionally in high school, i guess

Would you have a threesome? yes! and have

Would you have a foursome? yes! and have

Would you take part in an orgy? no

Would you let’s train be ran on you? yeah ok

How often do you masturbate? every few days i guess

Sex with the lights on or off? on!!! i wanna see you

Sex with music or tv in the background? music pls

Do you have a cousin you’d fuck if you weren’t related? what even is this question no

In your last relationships, rate the sex? my most recent was a 10/10 goddamn that man could fuck

Do you sleep naked? no

How often do you go commando? ridiculously often

Are your nipples pierced? If not, would you get them pierced? they’re not, and maybe if i had had top surgery

Do you dive right into sex, or converse first? i like to converse a bit first 

After taking your clothes off, what’s the first move? time 2 suck some dick

Do you make the first move? yes!

Have you ever had sex with more than one person in a day? yes!

Do you like dryhumping ? yeah!

Can you twerk or do a split on a dick? no 

Have you ever been recorded during sex? i dont think so but its possible?

Do you watch porn during sex? yeah i have, not my favorite thing but i like it fine

After fucking, do you try becoming friends with a one night stand? generally yeah

What’s your kink? edging

Would you hook up with the same hook-up again? yes!

Ever made a relationship from a one night stand? i tried once, went badly

How romantic are you during sex? not very but if i love you i’ll get way more romantic during

Describe your sex in 5 words or less “shhh”

[bi-dazai]

like i am TRYING!!! so hard to get back on good terms with her!!! and honestly with the shit she pulls i shouldnt even be giving her this!! but im fucking caring and generous and i always give too many second chances, but often it turns out okay bc in that time the person can realise what theyre doing and apologise and try to change!!!

but oh man!!! 

lets just start on the shit that she did that made me move out:

1. call women “dykes” - even after i told her that, as a straight woman, she couldnt fucking say that word

2. was emotionally manipulative and selfish when i opened up to her, leaving me permanently afraid of ever being vulnerable

3. when i confessed that my anxiety and stress was so bad i literally hadnt had a sex drive for at least two years, her solution was not “let my daughter vent about her troubles” but “i’ll buy you a vibrator” and then not listening when i was visibly uncomfortable and repulsed by this and going ahead and doing it anyway, then getting offended when i got angry at her when she revealed what shed done when it came in the mail and she tried to give it to me

4. going off 3 - never actually respecting my fucking wishes. i said i didnt want a therapist bc and she booked me an appntmnt with a therapist. i said i didnt want to see her at all when i went to live at my dad’s and LITERALLY the next day she came in and tried to talk to me. it took WEEKS of my dad arguing until she actually fucked off. and it extends to the small things as well - eg my brother went to get a massage, my mum asked if i wanted one too, i said no, next thing i know shes booked a double appointment anyway. she really does NOT respect what i say, she thinks she “knows best”

5. about no 2 - confessed all her problems (i mean ALL) to a 10 yr old me, and then whenever i tried to vent to her bc i thought we were close she would speak over me, play the “my suffering is worse than yours” game, and then proceed to never let me actually talk about my feelings bc she used MY TRUST to vent about her own problems when id come to talk about mine. 

6. is a fucking ungrateful bitch. stayed at my dad’s house for a wk after an operation bc my dad wanted her close to the hospital and with someone else in case she needed to be rushed to the er. we cooked for her, looked after her house while she was at ours - my brother spent the night of his own 14th bday sleeping on the couch so she could sleep in his bed - and her thoughts?? “i hate being under ivan’s [my dad] control”. dismisses any kind action. 

7. would guilt trip me and my brother by saying “you dont love me” “you dont appreciate me” “you dont do enough for me” etc while i’m literally the one fucking dealing with her own problems on top of mine, AND the one who talks to her the most, AND the one who actually stood up for her when my dad or my brother were being genuinely nasty to her. and that doesnt even cut it to the fact that being a parent is not going to be an equal fucking exchange between parent and child - the child didnt sign up for being born. AND let’s not get to the fact that, when she started saying shit like this, i was about 12 and my brother was 9.

8. threatened to leave home and me and my brother behind via a fucking text. while at school. this year (my last year of hs). causing me to have a breakdown and an anxiety attack and having to get the school police officer to BREAK INTO her house to talk her out of it.

9. spanked us as kids, threatened to hit us with a wooden spoon, once did with me when she was drunk off her ass (which was fucking often in my childhood), would apologise for it the next day (so she remembered it happened) but end up doing it again some time the same week, mostly to me bc i was oldest and also probably autistic at that stage so didnt quite function the best socially with my brother, but then denies that she ever did it now. i would remember being physically abused bc i yelled too loud for your drunk ass when i was 7, thanks.

the list goes on and fucking on!! im so FUCKING done!!!!!! i cant stand being in this shitpile anymore with her! bc its just tension! every day something has happened which is just honestly a microcosm of how it was when i properly lived w/ her! and tonight it was the lesbophobia and the talking over me and my brother and her ganging up on me, nights before it was just random statements shed say (lets not mention the onslaught of racial slurs which she “justified” when i told her not to say them by saying she was parodying the ppl who use them), and i dont want to fall into the pit i just fucking got out of! so as soon as my dad has his free days then im returning back to my home and avoiding her for the next week.