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#4 years and i still see little details like thisšŸ„ŗ
maa-riiee Ā· 1 year
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omg i just noticed lucasā€™s little smile and nod right before playing the piano here, the satisfying smile itā€™s the right musical note, the right tone,ā€¦i love him so much šŸ˜­
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vestaclinicpod Ā· 2 months
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Audio Drama Sunday - 14th April āœØ
Oh my god, the audio sure did drama this week!! Ā 
šŸ‘» @tellnotalespod (S2E7.5) HOW did none of us put this together sooner?! Oh my god, what an absolutely INCREDIBLE little twist. I love the undercurrent of hopeful resilience in Tell No Tales (Leo is going to get with the programme really soon šŸ¤ž) and I am screaming, crying and throwing up imagining the end of season reunion šŸ˜­ HOWEVER, donā€™t think I missed for a second that Riley is asking for another packet of painkillers . . . it would be so like him to think that 16 paracetamol is two doses of paracetamol but still! He needs to be okay!!
šŸŒ² @hellofromthehallowoods (147) hhhhh what a GOOD episode. Thereā€™s something different about the horror of season 4 that I want someone with a literature degree to talk to me about for hours. Can we please talk about how the murder victim had a treble clef carved into them . . . i.e. the symbol at the start of a piece of music. Itā€™S SO CLEVER I love the intricate details of this show!!!!! And, can we also talk about how emotional I feel about Clem (namer of everything) is in love with Shelby (has a cat named Cat). Thereā€™s something in that which is giving me palpitations.Ā 
šŸ¦€ @thesiltverses (39) You wouldnā€™t think one would be happy to have silt in their ears, but I am!! Iā€™ve missed this story so much and I loved the twist in this episode. Carson has practically wrapped Shrue in a bow and handed them to Carpenter and Hayward. I canā€™t WAIT for that conversation.Ā 
šŸ§³ Travelling Light @monstrousproductions (17) Oh this is so beautiful! Do humans do this with ice?? I think we should 1000% do this with ice! I donā€™t have voting privileges (yet šŸ’ø) but I think they should go easy on their foes in the snowball fight. I would love to see how adorably smug Ɠli is if allowed to win šŸ„ŗ
šŸ¤“ Inco @itmeblog (S3E20-34) If anyone takes SAWA away from Nova again I am going to throw HANDS. Iā€™ve always considered SAWA to be endearingly overbearing with her prompts to Nova but we got such a good glimpse of how vital she is in the library/archives and I love her šŸ˜­
ā™¦ļø@grottopod (8) Grotto finale! I loved the music at the start of this episode and it was so satisfying to hear David get to express some of his frustrations. Season two sounds like itā€™s going to be wild.Ā 
āš”ļø @camlannpod (7) This episode KILLED me. Here are the quotes that made me scream: ā€œGWEN: You canā€™t love the mental illness out of someone.ā€Ā  (10/10, true, valid, hurts) ā€œPERRY: Eat a dick, Kay.ā€ (11/10 the crowd goes WILD) ā€œRHIANNON: (calling to the group as they leave) Cousin. About your lover. You didnā€™t fail him. You just needed more time.ā€ (1/10 OW?????? OW OW WHY? OW!!!!) ā€œMORGAN: Youā€™re just as bad as Arthur. Worse. At least he was honest about it.ā€ (??/10 JAW ON THE FLOOR) I need this podcast forever šŸ„ŗ
šŸ–„ļø The Magnus Protocol (11) Oooh I liked this episode!! I love it when youā€™re left to fill in the blanks in a horror story - my mind is still whirring through so many awful scenarios.Ā 
šŸŽ @notquitedeadpod (XXXIV-XXXV) ah! Iā€™ve accidentally caught up to Not Quite Dead! What will my Sunday afternoons look like now?? There were so many moments in these eps which made me laugh but Iā€™m mostly just so in awe of how complex and real these characters are. Neige genuinely feels 10000 years old and shaped by the trauma of each of them. I need to check the release schedule because I cannot wait for more!!Ā 
Have a good week of listening, everyone! šŸŒˆ
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fantomette22 Ā· 4 months
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Hello there! ^-^
It has been a while since I sent an ask but I miss your beautiful Gehrman drawings and posts
I was wondering if you had any ideas on who Mr. Gehrmanā€™s parents were?
Hope you are well
Smiley anon!!!! :D Always a pleasure to see you're still around! Thank you for the great compliment šŸ„ŗ And I hope you are doing well too!
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Yeah you are right I need to draw our scythe boy man more !
For real I really want & need to draw him more but I have lot to do as well and either don't managed to find the time or don't know what to do... still I managed to draw him a couple of time this year already so that's cool!
Anyway about his family! I'm glad you ask! I still haven't ALL the details (such as names I'm bad with names) but I do have a timeline of events and a couple of more precise ideas. (not gonna share everything here)
I really wanted to draw him and his family since a while as well but never got the occasion before, so thank you!
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And itā€™s one more picture drawn from the old workshop! (Yeah one day i will draw all my headcanons of the photographies of the old workshop. Itā€™s one of them. I like to think at least one is from his family).
Now, for me his parents are more in OC- Original Characters territory. And I headcanon he got a little sister (around 4+ year younger than him. Born the same year as Laurence. You see what I did here šŸ‘€).
Theyā€™re a pretty basic XIX/19th century working class-farmer family really. But I mean we're in bloodborne world so with chance, the level of life is a bit better (especially in education) than in real life. So yeah I imagined at the beginning he came from maybe a farmer family living in periphery of Yharnam or Hemwick when he was a child. With his parent, sister, + grandparents, cousins of his parents & his aunt ( a badass lady!) near. Thanks to his family & parents, Gehrman learnt almost everything he needed in life (work, repairing things & craft, surviving skills, hunt, cook, sew etc). I also like the idea that he could have foreign origin from either one of his parents or his grandparents at least. (But compared to Laurence who have half foreign origin too mr hunter actually inherit the tall genes compared to his friend XD)
The only thing missing would be a thirst for knowledge and he only had books & museum (& maybe a bit school too) to help it. Until well Byrgenwerth.
Also Gehrman was quite an unusual kid compared to his peer and that sometimes did worried his parents. Either he got interests far from kid his age or he was straight up out of the norm. (pretty oblivious he liked typical girl toys for exemple but was kind of a loner too. But also mean, one day they found a hurt bird on the ground. And the first thought the kid had was to mercy kills it... instead of just idk letting it here let nature do it's work... well in the end they took the bird in and heal it until it could fly againšŸ‘)
But he did fantastic things as well and they are very proud of him for that! He found huge meteorite in a field one day, he saved his dad life (kinda drama too), he killed a sick & dangerous wolf who was attacking cattle and almost lost his leg! No not because of the wolf but because of a trap... yeah he got hurt way too much on his right leg way before losing it...
Then I guess the mom passed away?? And his dad, sister and him moved to Yharnam, when he was a teenager. So yeah not always easy and even if his father probably tried hard at first, the more time pass the more he kinda suck. That lead to lot of yelling and almost fighting between the two men. (thanks god the sister was therešŸ™ yeah crying if not getting mad at them usually calm them both very efficiently). His father except his kids to basically take care of things at the house and that everything should ready when he's almost never here to help. And when he is, he's generally not in a good mood. So yeah I thunk he missed his mom (and aunt too) quite a lot...she was very nice and very kind and he misses her presence for sure.
Wen he got his majority or close to it, the big epidemic strike and his sister sadly passed away from it... it brokes him, nothing hold him back anymore so he leaved from his dad's and went to find some work. Still, a bit later they did reconcile! You know typical father/son activity! Like hm hunting...
Then I guess his dad passed away?? Yeah it's not very clear for me either maybe he could still be around, but I know that he ended all alone at some point and Gehrman got sick. He went to get heal at Byrgenwerth but they had to cut his leg to save him. Then he leave the region for a couple of years before coming back to study at Byrgenwerth!
I don't have precise names as well. I'm bad to choose them and it's not like I absolutely need them either. Still, on my list of names for OC I might had a few that could work. Hm ok I actually might have a more precise idea for his father. I think it would be very very funny if his father's name is like Herman or a name very similar to his own just for the following exchange :
"Oh that's your dad's name ? I see... he must have been very inspired to name you when you were born then šŸ¤£"
Gehrman : Actually my parents named me after the legend of this guy but ok I guess šŸ˜‘
OH I ALMOST FORGOT TOO!!!
but a few months ago i came across this beautiful painting! And immediately it made me thought of Gehrman or his parents back then! Either Gehrman in a very specific AU of mine hehe but i think it could also just illustrate his parents šŸ„ŗ
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In the end you are right too. I should share more ideas / thoughts and headcanons on him as well when I find the time. The ones I could probably never wrote in a proper story so better draw + write some posts about it (such as : conflict with Laurence + with everyone + his grief after Maria passed away ; I swear I'm gonna draw him with his dog I SWEAR it's on my wip list ; I finally got an idea for an halloween costume for him 3 months after halloween šŸ’€ ; hm šŸ¤” idk some lil shenanigans with the others too; how he got his red scarf šŸ§£ ; ah and more time while as a student supporting Laurence bullshit or encouraging him).
Thank you again smiley anon, I know I can always count on you! I hope it answer your question, there's a lot of mixt ideas. I'm curious about your ideas as well on our dear mister Gehrman! If, idk one day you wanna share or talk about it more (even on private). It will be my pleasure!
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hibernationsuit-remade Ā· 7 months
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micro story: 4 and or 24 :)
one chance & tender
Some father & son bonding?? wow. Accidentally meeting your father in a hospital was not on Tobias's bingo card for the year 2285 yet here we are. He's also very scared of ruining everything by talking too much. Have something little this prompt inspired me to write šŸ„ŗ
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"Why stay Earthbound, when prosperity awaits you in the stars," Oliver placed the brochure back to the coffee table and chuckled, "What an ad."
"It actually says that?"
"On the first page. You haven't read it? Surely you're supposed to?"
I looked at the paper. The smiling faces of the drawn colonists, all happy.
Too happy.
"I don't know, really." I tried to reach for the brochure but gave up, slightly wincing at the pain in my shoulder getting stronger. It's been almost two weeks yet the wound was still tender like hell, annoying me every time I tried to move my right hand.
Oliver offered to give it to me, but I shook my head. Just looking at it made me anxious. "I doubt it has anything interesting, or any actual details of what it's like, you know. I mean, the Groundbreaker arrived only a few weeks ago. No way they're looking like that or-" I stopped, realizing I am once again talking a lot. "Sorry." It felt weird to talk to Oliver. Sometimes he'd be very quiet, as if he's scared to talk. Or as if he doesn't really want to be here.
Is he only trying to act like he enjoys being here? Or does he actually enjoy it?
Klara's mothers talk together all the time, a lot. It's like they can barely stand the silence. Oliver, on the other hand? He also seems like he'd love to talk, but hasn't been able to and thus prefers to be quiet now. 'Just like you when you're stressed or when you feel out of place,' Klara once said.
He's also nothing like my mother or stepfather, that's for sure. Yet no matter what I could still notice myself being more cautious than usually.
I realized he was up again, looking at me. "Uh, sorry, got lost in my thoughts. Did you say something?"
"I was saying that you should stop apologizing, you have nothing to apologize for," he said, "and also, you can take your paracetamol." He gave me the pill bottle. "Nice to see you finally managed to learn how to swallow them..."
I must've looked very confused after he said the last part, that he thought that he should explain what it meant. Frankly, I was confused, but did not want to scare him like that. "You got a really bad flu when you were six. Your mother tried to give you a pill to treat your fever, but you just couldn't swallow it. I had to go get a syrup instead," Oliver smiled a bit at the memory, then looked back at me. "Funny, and now I'm here again helping you heal. Could've picked a fever again instead of getting shot, you know."
"Wouldn't have met you, then," I mumbled. All my emotions seemed to have turned into a ball to feel like they're stuck in my throat. "I don't remember being sick, to be honest."
"I don't think you felt well enough to remember anything at that point..."
We sat in silence for a while, only the sounds of the television as a background noise. Tossball, surprisingly. Never thought I'd be watching that awful sport in my apartment. Then again, I never thought I'd get shot, either. Or see my dad again.
"I really missed you," I said, "I don't think I've had a day go by without a thought about you. Always dreaming of some one chance I could have to meet you again."
He looked at me for a moment, nodded, and smiled. "I can say the same thing about you."
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loveharlow Ā· 15 days
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i admire u sm, you donā€™t even knowww girl. First of all, 4 graduating!!! I fr feel like a proud mum, well done šŸŽ“!!! Thatā€™s such a huge accomplishment. Secondly, ur writing & immense attention to detail and plot points- impeccable. Svn is constantly on my mind.
Iā€™m just rambling on ab life here, so I apologise in advance for the waffling below, but basically- my one aspiration in life is to become a singer-songwriter/performer. Ever since I was little, itā€™s been my dream: on Monday, I sing, on Tuesday, I sing, and on Wednesday, I sing some more- I hold so much passion for singing. In the next 5 years of my life, I want to have recorded a country-pop album alongside a talented producer. I write songs/come up with loose ideas for songs as frequently as possible, and I have both a vocal coach who Iā€™ve been seeing for 5yrs,& additionally, a singing teacher who Iā€™ve just begun lessons with. My VC has been giving me tips on songwriting and stuff, which is brilliant, n I also have some musical theatre singing exams July 6th! šŸ¤ž
But in regards to songwriting, I struggle to conjure up differentiating song topics- theyā€™re always the same subjects, which is rlly boring icl! And because of that, the lyrics I write are also incredibly repetitive across the board, as they all speak of the same topics. Now, I THINK Iā€™m making slow progress with my songwriting skills, which is awesome, but I canā€™t for the life of me come up with song topics that are true and from the heart, as well as differentiating.
SO sorry for rambling on like this ml!! I j needed someone to talk to.
If you have any random pretty words or phrases that might spark some inspo for me, thatā€™d be wonderful, or any general advice- itā€™d be so so greatly appreciated.
ļæ¼I adore your work btw!!! Keep being amazing, and Iā€™m sooo excited for next chap of svn! Youā€™re killing me šŸ©·šŸ©·
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This made actual tears well up in my eyes you have no ideašŸ„ŗ and thank you sm! Graduating was something I was actually scared I wouldn't be doing so I've been patting myself on the back for the last couple of days.
And good for you! You found a passion and are working towards making it your reality, that's such an icon thing to do ughhšŸ„° Also, good luck on your exams sweetie, you seem like a such a sweetheart and I'm sure you'll do amazing!
Ahh yes, the artist's block. Writers, Artists, and Performers always experience some kind of blockage that stops us from being greatšŸ™„ I'm not sure what advice to offer though, what pulled me out of my slump was realizing that I couldn't be afraid to put myself down on the page.
When I first starting writing, I was inspired by the things I was reading so some of my earlier pieces aren't fully me. But I realized that if I follow in the shadows of others, I'll never have my own. Maybe try getting more in-tune with yourself and who you are as an individual. Don't be afraid to use your personality, life experiences, and quirks in your work! Try to become effortlessly comfortable in your own skin, don't worry about the feedback you'll get after. Try and try again, y'know? You could also try looking at life through the eyes of people around you inspiration (if they're okay with it, of course), get the chance to use your music to tell someone else's story.
As for those random pretty words, OF COURSE?? I love looking through unique names/aesthetic words so I have a couple already scattered throughout my writing docs:
Hiraeth (one of my favs) - a homesickness for a home you cannot return to or that never was.
Ephemeral - lasting for a very short time.
Illuminate - to supply or brighten with light
Synodic - relating to/involving the conjunction of stars, planets, or other celestial objects
Obeisance - any action that shows deep respect for someone/something
Aureole - a radiance encircling the head or body, as in religious paintings
Morphean - of/relating to Morpheus, to dreams, or to sleep
Some names (can still be used as words)
Calista (greek) - most beautiful
Valkyrie (scandinavian) - chooser of the slain
Aurelia (latin/roman) - the golden one
Ivy (british) - climbing evergreen plant, also associated with loyalty and devotion
Primrose (british) - first rose (associated with protection, safety, and love)
I hope you make it where you desire in life and I hope I could help, even in the slightest! xx
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vegaseatsass Ā· 2 years
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GAP the Series ep 4 thoughts (spoilers!!)
Every episode is genuinely better than the one before. Laura agrees w/ me so you know it's true!! Bless this show.
I think Sam's little "maybe I'm becoming your fan" joke was her actually funniest one yet. She's still just too happy about the "Mon's my fan" reveal. Fan4fan šŸ„ŗ
Learning that Kirk barely scratched the surface with his Sam codebreaking lessons, and actually Sam's just full Opposite Day with expressing feelings, because she learned to deny herself of any wants and repress everything away at such a young age, is an absolute gift of a character detail. I def want to go back and rewatch the first three episodes now that we know this about her LOL
It's also such a fun reveal that Sam really is that boring and work-obsessed, and the humanizing details Mon's soaked up from interviews are all FAKE. I bought into the cultivated personality Kade created for Sam too, into the belief that by following her public persona Mon had access to a side of Sam her coworkers didn't, and that really kind of is how idol culture feels? You're so sure you're seeing a truth that the less devoted or observant are missing. Now Mon's devoted observational skills are paying dividends, and honing her into the ultimate Sam whisperer, but via what she sees with her own eyes, not what she could pick up from afar from magazines or Instagram!
idk I have a lot of thoughts about Mon-as-fan and how safe that's made it for her to spend ages 10-22 in love with a woman. The protective artifice and distance of the fan relationship goes both ways yk? I've done it the other way - where being a fangirl of men helped me feel straight without having to confront how I felt around men IRL - but Mon has been having these intensely sensual fantasies about Sam since episode one, yet I really think she mentally handwaves them as fangirl stuff, not trying-to-smash stuff. "I would make a move if I were a man" was such a clearly thoughtless comment and it intrigues me. If Sam had said DO IT, COWARD! do you think Mon would be able to do it??? Would instinct and a decade of want take over, or would her self-knowledge kind of shake apart around her as a startling (if veryyyy obvious) Truth becomes clear: She doesn't just idolize Sam, she wants her carnally Just genuinely don't know that Mon's ever looked at what it means about Mon to like Sam the way she does. Idolizing Sam has given her grounding joy and purpose for 12 years, and she hasn't had time to worry about things like boyfriends if she wanted to make it into Sam's venerable company. What's there to question? It's just a fascinating and very real depiction of how heteronormativity can keep us from seeing the incredibly, brazenly obvious. Every week I get a little more excited for how it's going to look when this woman who has been crazy in love since she was 10 actually fully realizes that she is IN LOVE in love.
Love that Sam's friends were like "Mon we are going to break it down for you. Sam šŸ‘ is šŸ‘a šŸ‘ bottom. Here is how to care for her." It takes a village to raise a useless lesbian, truly. Can't decide if I think Sam's a sub top or a dom bottom but it's just incredibly cute that she's been a bossy weirdo who desperately needs help socializing since she was tiny, and these three women/recovering bullies have taken on the noble task of guiding her through her chaotic dom bottom (this is where I'm landing for now ok) instincts.
When Sam was ordering the chef around with no self-insight that he was uncomfortable šŸ˜‚ felt like a little window into her management style lmao
Tee is hilarious. All of them are hilarious but I'm feeling particular gratitude for Tee. CANNOT WAIT FOR TEE/YUKI BAYBEE
Ep 1, Ep 2, Ep 3
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tehloserprince Ā· 5 months
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I was tagged by @santacoppelia - thank you! šŸ„ŗšŸ§”
1. were you named after anyone? Michael Jordan, ha ha. No, really, my mom's a huge fan. She's followed his career ever since his UNC days. I love telling people that's how I got my name. For the record, although I have an obligatory fondness for my hometown team and a nostalgic love for the Bulls in their Jordan Era, I'm currently a Bucks fan.
2. when was the last time you cried? It's really difficult for me to cry. It's such a relief at times, tho. I cried a few weeks ago, when I realized my special needs dog was having some epilepsy-related issues. I've mostly accepted that I'll probably never see him with a grey muzzle, but I really hope we can share more time together. There are still so many things I want to show him.
3. do you have kids? Nope. Sorta did, once, but I don't really talk about that much. It was a good experience, and I still love/think about her. But my kids are all the critter variety these days ;) I enjoy hanging out with my friends' kids, but they're all growing up too quickly :/ What even is time
4. what sports do you play/have you played? I never really played anything professionally, but I liked soccer, basketball, and running when I was younger. I got into boxing and Muay Thai when I was a little older, and also did a lot of hiking. Unfortunately I'm crippled, so I'm limited in what I can/should do. I try to go on lots of walks with my pup and swim whenever I can. Sometimes I still wrap my hands and hit the bag, which is fun.
5. do you use sarcasm? No, never. (/s obvs)
6. what's the first thing you notice about people? The way they treat other people - especially the most vulnerable - and animals. Physically, eyes and smile. I'm more impressed by people who can be genuinely kind without ulterior motivation.
7. what's your eye color? Hazel.
8. scary movies or happy endings? Depends on my mood! In terms of scary films, gore feels lazy and boring to me. I need a film to get inside my head in order to be scary. But I'm a sucker for happy endings too, which is a lot of projection on my part, ha ha.
9. any talents? Err. Uh. Writing, I guess? Remembering a lot of random info? Friends are consistently surprised that I'll remember so many little details, especially if it's like ... me surprising them with something they mentioned liking at some point. Funny enough, I'll frequently forget why I walked into a room these days, but I'm glad some parts of my memory still excel! I'm also told that I'm extremely patient, if that counts as a talent.
10. where were you born? Charlotte, NC.
11. what are your hobbies? Writing, reading, watching movies and television shows (mostly with the BFF), random crafts, DIY home improvement stuff (I painted my entire house despite my health worsening over the years and I'm very proud of that), canine behavior/training, and playing video games. I don't have as much time for games, but I still enjoy it. Started a new game of Red Dead Redemption 2 this winter, and I've been spending hours just roaming the land with my horse.
12. do you have any pets? Ha, yes! I do a lot of animal rescue and have some life goals related to that, so hopefully I'll always be surrounded by critters. My beloved dog (Skippyjon) passed away in 2022 (old age and CHF). I had a cockatiel for 21 years - a birthday present when I turned 8. We basically grew up together, and the house is still way too quiet without him. I had other dogs (Smokey and Locke), and a lot of fish. In college, I had an "illegal" hamster, Kai (Kaizoku). He was fat and wonderful. I chose him because he squeezed past his siblings, sat in their food dish, and started shoving food in his mouth. King behavior tbh. I had a rat named Stevie in my late 20s. Currently, I have a deaf special needs dog (Oscar aka Ozzy), a cat that I hand-raised because she was found abandoned shortly after birth (Swayze), and a rabbit (Shasta aka Bad Bunny). At some point, I decided that all my rabbits would be named after soda brands, ha.
13. how tall are you? About 5'10".
14. favorite subject in school? Literature, Spanish, Philosophy, sometimes History, Classical Studies, Art. Anything that wasn't math, because I always struggled with that.
15. dream job? If I could make a living off of writing and spend a lot of my time doing animal rescue, I'd be content. Even if I was wealthy, I'd ultimately pursue a simple, cozy life without a lot of fanfare. I'd love to have more money to invest in animal rescue and local community welfare (kids should always have basic necessities imo). Maybe someday ...
Tagging anyone who feels like doing this! Feel free to reblog or tag me if you wanna let me know that you did it. Thanks, this was fun :3
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s-4pphics Ā· 5 months
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omg omg just screamed in happiness seeing in frame 2. poor poor oc, like the fact that her traumatic experience was weaponized against her makes me want to fucking personally hunt them down omg.
ellie and ocs reunion??? like woah the kind of innocence of it all and i stay forgetting itā€™s been a 4 year time jump and they have both grown so much and yet havenā€™t when they see each other again. ellie with the cartier watch like OKKK!!! she got MONEYYYY. also joel being a big papa bear is so sweet, i wanted to ask if sarah is like still his daughter or if she passed away or ellie is just his only child in this one?
also ocs growth of realizing sheā€™s shutting down and going out of her way to reassure ellie and say we need to talk before continuing shows how much growth sheā€™s gone through in therapy bc 4 years ago click oc would have NOTTTT done that i fear.
also ā€œYouā€™re babbling nonsense in her ear as you work her, telling her how sheā€™s stuck with you, how youā€™re never leaving her side again, demanding that she says you're the best sheā€™s ever had.ā€
ā€œYou want to drain her, live inside her for the rest of your days on Earth. Youā€™re forcing space for you inside her.ā€ my thighs involuntarily clenched and i whimpered out loud #idk. maybe iā€™m kinda #insane but that love where it feels like you want to crack open their chest and live in there forever is something i lowkey crave ā€¦ i understand why ellie went kinda crazy over oc bc i also need click!oc BAD #idk
i loveeeee this story and i love seeing the way all of the little details connect even throughout the chapters and seeing ellie and oc kind of the same page THE WHOLE CROWD CHEERED!!! also the details of the reader putting the locs behind her hair means soooo much to me bc seeing urself in the reader is so important to me. iā€™ll be reading some and itā€™ll be like ā€œellie pulled on ur silky, long, luscious, bone straight blonde hairā€ like ????? HELLOOOO baby this is a sew in. but also oc being mentally ill and not ~flawless~ is really important to me because we are allowed to fuck up and not be perfect too!!!! thank you again love sorry this is long again šŸ˜žšŸ˜ž i just literally have a massive crush on you OK ???!!! and of course be sat for the next chapters too yasss have a great day bae
- ok so i WAS šŸ’‹ anon but i realized that was actually taken a while back so if šŸ«€ isnā€™t taken can i have that šŸ„ŗ
I LOVE YOU BAD HONEY PIEEEEEE
omg living inside the person you love is actually my end goal in life like idc i wanna be in love sooooo bad like i just wanna be in love
CLICK!OC IS SO FUCKING SEXY LIKE HOLLLLLOOONšŸ«µšŸ½šŸ«µšŸ½šŸ«µšŸ½ AND WE ALLOWED TO FUCK UP PERIOD DAMN WE TRYINGšŸ¤·šŸ½šŸ¤·šŸ½šŸ¤·šŸ½
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riwooga Ā· 1 year
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Hi!! Sorry for disappearing on everyone
I really appreciate all the people who've stayed interactive and also the people who've sent me asks and messages to check upon me!! That was seriously so unexpected thank you šŸ„ŗ
But I figured making a quick general post was probably a good idea to clear stuff up
So long story short... I am not dead, I am okay, and no I haven't abandoned DOL as an interest nor decided to never draw it again! I promise! I'll try to return eventually just some health issues!
And under the cut I'll go further into details about my health, so if you don't wanna hear about that, that's totally fair! <333
Be rest assured Iā€™m okay! šŸ’•
But.. For the ones who are curious.
I have in general been on sick-leave with stress for 2 years, mostly dealing with mental health struggles, and mild physical symptoms.
However, my physical symptoms in particular worsened slowly due to a lot of stuff that's just too complicated to get into lol,,,, but it basically all culminated here in February where my physical symptoms have stayed badā„¢ since, and kinda justā€¦ keep getting worse because of my own stubbornness.
Much to my own dismay, I ended up having to actually go to the doctor, which I've put off for a long time,,,, I've already been there numerous times and am also waiting on being sent to 4 different special-clinics that can hopefully also help figure it out, on top of waiting to get into therapy again
But yeah uh there's been a lot of testing, with little results.. For now we're looking at it being most likely that I'm some sort of chronically ill. Right now the suspected ones are POTS and ME/CFS.. Maybe fibromyalgia but I don't personally see the connection on that one-- but we don't know yet. (And it'll likely take a good while to figure out sadly)
My symptoms have, as I said, stayed pretty bad, and in turn my energy is hard to put onto drawing as a priority, when even just as much as standing up takes energy.
But I do still really wanna draw and I do intend to come back to it once I hopefully get a bit more stable again!
So I just wanna say please don't worry about me, it's definitely far from deadly, it's just,,, a major inconvenience and it's been a lot of strain on my mental health in turn. While I am still desperately hoping for a cure or a fix... My doctor said quite firmly not to expect either-- but that there's small chances of eventually lessening the symptoms. So that's what we're hoping! šŸ„²
Once again thank you to the people whoā€™ve been checking up on me, I really do appreciate that so much šŸ¤§šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•
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4, 5, 6, A and B for Mags and Genji
thank you, Mika šŸ„ŗšŸ’— I caved and gave them a second little bab. I couldn't leave him an only child šŸ¤§
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4. Who is the one the kids call out to when theyā€™re looking for something?
Genji. He's way more organized than Mags. Even after all these years, she's still rather messy and chaotic with everyone's stuff. She's the type of person who uses her phone's flashlight to look for her phone in the dark.
5. Whoā€™s constantly up checking on the baby in the middle of the night (even when the baby is sound asleep)?
Mags. At first. It's more out of fear that she wakes up one day and it turns out everything was just a dream. With Hanako, Mags is a lot calmer. She's still checking for her in the middle of the night, but not out of fear. Overprotectiveness. (She calls it being careful and attentive.)
6. Who has their kidsā€™ favorite movie nearly memorized on account on how frequently they request to watch it?
Genji. Mags isn't good with remembering movies. She barely remembers the main characters' names. Talk about attentiveness. Genji on the other hand remembers every little detail. He also asks the kids about the movies and listens to their endless babbling with great interest.
A. Who do they think their child takes after? In what ways do they remind them of each other?
Well. I've mentioned some time ago that Taro is a troublemaker, cocky and impulsive. Genji says the boy definitely takes after his mother, while Mags claims the opposite is true. They seem to forget how both were wild and kind of insufferable in their younger years. He's a good mix of both parents when they were younger. Hanako is a lot calmer, but also adventurous. She thinks before she acts, always questioning her next step. Mags knows she takes after (an older and wiser) Genji.
B. What was their first night as new parents like?
Tricky question. Their first night as parents together was the night they reunited. Both of them learned the other is still alive. When Taro was born, Mags had refound her hope and happiness. After what Talon had done to her and the loss of Genji drained her of both. But holding their son in her armsā€¦ it sparked something in her. She regained her fighting spirit. She would use her abilities to join the fight against the omnics (and Talon) for him.
When Genji learned that not only Mags was still alive, but he also has a son. It felt almost overwhelming. (He didn't even realize at first that it was his son sksk) There was also this very faint fear that Taro would be scared of him, but that wasn't the case. The little one knew exactly who Genji was (somehow) and he was so happy to see him.
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thinking of carlos eventually studying for the detective examā€¦ā€¦ā€¦thinking of him spending late nights writing notes all sprawled out on the couch like he was working the caseā€¦ā€¦ā€¦thinking of tk coming home from a shift or going to bed until he alwaysā€”like clockworkā€”wakes up at one or two in the morning where he ends up trying to make carlos put everything away for the nightā€¦ā€¦ā€¦.thinking of carlos saying ā€œfive more minutesā€ but tk knows what that really means so he tells him ā€œscoot overā€ and he quizzes him until he falls asleep on him and carlos just makes sure heā€™s comfy before turning back to his readingā€¦ā€¦ā€¦.thinking of them both waking up all cuddled together on the couch and it becoming a bit of a thingā€¦ā€¦.šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
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okay wait like tk seeing carlosā€™ goodbye in his dream makes his moment of waking up so much more impactful because here he is, waking up and telling carlos ā€œbreathe breathe breatheā€ā€”after he himself was INTUBATEDā€”because he knows how hard and overwhelming all of this has been for carlos. because if thereā€™s anything tk knows for sure he knows carlos reyes down to his bones and he knows how this man feels everything so hard and keeps things bottled in until itā€™s just about to burst and even after all theyā€™ve both been through tk is here telling him itā€™s okay. he can take a deep breath for the first time since nancy called him to the icu because the worst is over now. he can let himself go and feel what he needs to feel because tkā€™s here and heā€™s not going anywhere and carlos listens to him because tkā€™s awake and okay and heā€™s not going another second with them being apart.
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obsessed with tk and carlos being that coupleā€¦..the way they just get so much out of hosting their friends (family)ā€¦..the way theyā€™re on the job and are still able to be unashamedly themselves with the inside jokes/private language only they understand and small touches they share without hesitation in front of everyoneā€¦ā€¦
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Lunaaaa ahhhh
Thank you for taking the time to answer my questions!!!!!
I love love love your nails!!! I have never gotten my nails done (I have small and stubby fingers + short nails) and I am considering to get them done! I love all of the designs so far!!! The first one reminds me of Sukuna, the second one is very spooky season - goes so well with your current theme and the last one is so dreamy āœØ I love the little details on them šŸ©·šŸ„°
I am going to see my boyfriend at the end of November! I booked my tickets already and will be spending a month in my home country. I am so jealous of my boyfriend because he gets to eat all this delicious food and hang out with all our close friends. But slowly but surely, November is coming closer. Dec 1st is like our anniversary together so I am surprising him by visiting him before our anniversary because he was upset that this was going to be 3 years in a row (out of 4) that we wouldnā€™t be celebrating it in person.
And Ireland!!! I would love to visit Ireland too. I only know one river in Ireland and I am assuming that is your name for now (hehe). I have seen so many instagram travel videos of Ireland and I have them bookmarked/saved. I want to visit the Cliffs of Moher and Ring of Kerry. It looks so dreamy šŸ¤©
And I love Japchae! I donā€™t know how to make it but every time we go to an all you can eat Korean place, you can bet on me ordering it! I also relate to the cooking part as well. I do most of the cooking. Sometimes my boyfriend cooks but his luck in the kitchen is so bad that I almost always forbid him to destroy my kitchen lol! So I cook, he cleans up after.
Fruit baskets is also one of my favourite anime. I used to be a Hatsuharu girl but now that Iā€™ve grown up, Shigure and Hatori have this strong grip on me šŸ«  like the two of them make my heart flutter lol.
And I am sorry for the question šŸ˜­ I just wanted to see how you would respond to it and I expected it to be the same. I will check with you again in a few months once Neuvilletteā€™s personality is more fleshed out šŸ‘€ #plsdonthateme
Are you ready for more questions? You donā€™t have to answer them if it gets too much.
1. A gift you would give each of your favs.
2. Your comfort nation in Genshin? (For me itā€™s Sumeru because it reminds me of home. The music, the names, the vibes etc)
3. A Genshin confession that you havenā€™t told anyone yet. (Mine is super embarrassing. I havenā€™t crowned a single character in Genshin yet. I decided that until Diluc is ready, I am not going to crown any of my characters. Diluc will be the first one to receive the crown šŸ˜­)
wahhh NO THANK YOU FOR EVEN TAKING THE TIME TO ASK THEM NATSšŸ˜­šŸ©·šŸ©· im all mushy that youā€™d even want to get to know little weird me & im really enjoying hearing about you too šŸ„ŗšŸ©·
im gonna put my replies to everything but the questions under the cut since this got quite long lol
1. oh my gosh this is so cute & sweetšŸ„ŗšŸ©·
diluc: something practical but meaningful & if i can help it sentimental too, like an embroidered ribbon for his hair that i personally embroidered the design into & maybe even one thatā€™s matching to my ownšŸ„°
kaeya: something thatā€™s a reminder that i love him & that he can take with him wherever he is, thats proof that he has my heart but something still a little flashy, like a thin chain necklace with a small crystal pendent šŸ©µ probably rose quartz even though pink isnā€™t apart of his outfit at all but itā€™s my favorite & he loves it
zhongli: something for us to enjoy together & has a value beyond any mora, something that reminds us of the past & how long weā€™ve been forged together & are together once more to never part again, like an old tea set a passing merchant was selling with two cups & a story to tell
kaveh: something that displays my love and attention to his heart in all its little details & beauty, something he can keep forever & remind him of us, a beautifully bound notebook where ive left little notes & doodles of my own on each page but left plenty of room for him to pour his own passion & love šŸ©·
alhaitham: something practical but that also conveys my devotion & adoration for him & his heart, something i put pieces of myself into that he could enjoy repeatedly like a set of books ive notated with my thoughts & questions, with how the passages made me feel, no matter how silly, & how they reminded me of him or of usšŸ’š
neuvillette: something so sticky sweet sentimental, a representation of my very heart so there is no way he could mistake just how much he means to me when i gift it to him like the necklace ive had with me for so long that heā€™s seen me wear everyday weā€™ve been together. when he confessed his feelings, he had gifted me a new necklace that i wanted to wear everyday & in my confession back, i wanted to give him what had been closest to my heart until he had taken it šŸ©µ
okay im super sick in love after writing these ahhhh!!
2. for me itā€™s liyuešŸ’› whenever im feeling weird or having a panic attack ive always found a lot of comfort in the liyue sound track & liyue is what really got me hooked into genshin, i was on & off playing at first but when liyue was released i was totally in love & couldnā€™t get enough! im still hoping weā€™ll get more liyue map & in almost all of my self ships im from liyuešŸ„°
sumeru is GORGEOUS & i love to hear that it reminds you of home šŸ„ŗšŸ’š
3. jdkfkfkf mine is probably that ive easily spent $2k+ on the gamešŸ˜… im too ashamed to actually count it up lmaoo but i know itā€™s a least that
not crowning anyone isnā€™t embarrassing at all! I i totally get it wanting to save it for diluc hehe i crowned kaeya first!šŸ©µ
hehe i LOVE getting my nails done. itā€™s just one of those things that itā€™s small but it really boosts my confidence so im always sure to have them donešŸ©· youā€™ll have you to show me if you do gets yours done! which im all for you should totally try it out!šŸ˜ itā€™s fun & nice for the head scratches too hehe
awhhh im SO glad you get to go see him & for your anniversary!! ahh! im so excited for you & wishing that november will come faster! šŸ„°šŸ©· i can totally feel that too! my husband is getting to see my best friend & eat her delicious cooking while heā€™s on his trip BUT NOT MEšŸ˜­ we just wanna see our friends & eat good food too šŸ˜­šŸ©·
heheh i bet you have it right šŸ˜‰ i want to see the cliffs of moher so much too! the whole country looks so gorgeousšŸ©· i hope weā€™ll both get to go someday šŸ„°
mhmm all you can eat korean food is the best places to go but i always feel so fucking full omg hahah my hubby & i are totally the same! he could cook if needed but omg watching him cook is painful im always like you know what baby i got this šŸ˜‚ but heā€™s happy to do the dishes & itā€™s something i hate so i donā€™t mind either
i love fruits basket so much šŸ˜­ AMAZING choice in men hehe for me, so underrated & not nearly enough screen time but my most favorite man in that whole anime, could get it anyday, need him to marry me & id have as many kids as he wants, kazuma *melts into a giant pink puddle* though hatori & shigure are serious next runner ups THEY ARE SO FINE! & it doesnā€™t help that shigure is a bastard man it just makes me want him more
heh it was fun! (& i will get you back *kisses your forhead menacingly*) but it was SO hard to pick to kill neuvillette, i just pictured kaveh being like ā€œbaby youā€™d kill me?!ā€ with big red pouty eyes & kissable lips & my heart just couldnā€™t bare it & i refused to even think about neuvi even though my heart was like ā€˜donā€™t you dare you know you love him so muchā€™ but it could never have been diluc! he is ultimate #1 husband that no one but satoru has dared to rival lol & i could never hate youšŸ©·
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part 2 you were waiting for lifetime for! (hope no) ig ive told abt all the big things so now im gonna go for the text. oh! and!! a moodboard TT youre so sweet TT i appreciate the amount of efforts you make for thisšŸ„ŗ it expresses the events really good! oh no another thing!! the previous life references from the reader! love them. the portrait and all lines she say to aemond (a lil stupid though bc? he knows nothing and not connected with this but ok) and king? love targ brothers interactions sm! vissys presence makes so much sense (beside developing the plot). it feels so much more complete w/him. have only realised it. AEMOND WAITING FOR AEGON AT NIGHT TT WHY so cute??? TT like they bicker and almost fight over a woman but hes still waiting for his bro TT it made me cry rn. also this little feeling of woe between them while theyre talking abt the woman theyre both pining after and whos never to be with either of them... WHINING DRUNK DAEMON TT im a simp. can imagine his glossy eyes and smudged kisses on whatever skin he can find bc of the yearning for close proximity. love it, so soft so tender so A. but his greezy assšŸ˜” thanks again for not making it nsfw. i love how she rejects his flirting GHHDHD she needs to preserve her maidenhood till the wedding night, after all. (sorry IK its bad, sorry:( ) and daemon doing sports! i love this detail that shows that hes really from a royal family and has duties and had an education and these royal hobbies (ig?). DAEMON CALLING READER PRINCESS. you probably didnt mean it but i do see it as the reference to her actually being his wife who has his royal title. ā€œThen why wonā€™t you let me put a dragonling in you?ā€ 1) i snorted. 2) it made me think. its ok with your point of view. but since ive seen the beginning as reader dying during the labour, i though she might be frightened of actually getting pregnant? yes its been 2000 years but. she not likely got pregnant throughout this time. 'not liking his indirect insinuation of weakness' GASLIGHT GATEKEEP GIRLBOSS YES!! love her. the domestic atmosphere of their interactions is making me smile so softly. AND daemon caring about wifes well-being in the first place after shes gone? equals him being smug before. OH AND IM THE GOVERNMENT JFHCXJSDJ weve talked abt it so it was cute to find it in the fic. youre such a sweety<Š· STILL pretty awkward interactions with aemond make my heart clench. hes so timid and so emo for this. understandable that 1) he respects his professor 2) hes in love w/her 3) thus he wants her to be happy and hes the type to let her go find her happiness in another place 4) hes suspicious. but so emo TT and your intro to the 'investigation' (hope im not saying some ridiculous shit to you)! this book intrigues. and now im really inerested if shes gonna tell aemond anything. bc she like had intention to do so?... im intrigued. so THE king coming to the museum. its interesting how hes so calm and thoughtful(?) and its relieving how hes so protective of his brother. even if hes against the wedding and dont know this woman, he knows his brother is in love and goes crazy bc of her so hes being the real kepa and going and trying to solve it all. i also see them having a nice conversation with logic, calmness, respect and all and daemon rushing in and ruining it by screaming smth like 'fckng viserys i love her'. also. i always read the last line before reading smth. and i was so amused by seeing aegons plain and loosey text to aemond. theyre so bros here i love them TT overall, this part was more about daemon, domestic interactions, spoilers(?) of forthcoming events and symbols so no tears. (NOT a dare) im very proud of you for writing so much. i appreciate your efforts soso much! and oh how big brained r u in this part! ig all your plans were given the greatest expression and a start! youve done SOSO good! thank u so much for the time, thoughts and hard work you invest in this! hope youre proud of yourself as well. bc you deserve it. you and your fics deserve much more love than tumblr can ever provide. take care! love you<Š·
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part 2 you were waiting for lifetime for! (hope no) ig ive told abt all the big things so now im gonna go for the text. oh! and!! a moodboard TT youre so sweet TT i appreciate the amount of efforts you make for thisšŸ„ŗ it expresses the events really good!
i didnt think you would make a p2 anymore so this is GAHHH <3 <3 im glad you like the moodboard!!! i love it too!!!! <3 i love making moodboards T_T <3 it really helps set the mood for me <3 hehe HAHAH
oh no another thing!! the previous life references from the reader! love them. the portrait and all lines she say to aemond (a lil stupid though bc? he knows nothing and not connected with this but ok)
T_T HAHAHAHAHHHAAHAHAHAH so mean to aemond HAAHHAHah but im glad you enjoy the references to yns old life
and king? love targ brothers interactions sm! vissys presence makes so much sense (beside developing the plot). it feels so much more complete w/him. have only realised it.
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im so glad !!!! T_T
AEMOND WAITING FOR AEGON AT NIGHT TT WHY so cute??? TT like they bicker and almost fight over a woman but hes still waiting for his bro TT it made me cry rn.
YES THEY THIS IS BROTHERHOOD/THE SIB DYNAMIC IN AN NUTSHELL also in my head they met because specifically to talk about the issue aemond had and to air out his feelings over the fact he just witnessed THE FUCKING PRINCE AND YN MAKING OUT IN HIS PLACE OF WORK RIP THAT šŸ’€
also this little feeling of woe between them while theyre talking abt the woman theyre both pining after and whos never to be with either of them...
T_T It be like that
WHINING DRUNK DAEMON TT im a simp. can imagine his glossy eyes and smudged kisses on whatever skin he can find bc of the yearning for close proximity.
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HELP ME THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFULLY AND BREIFLY PUT THAT IS SO DAEMON THAT IS DAEMON DAEMON IS THAT WOW OMG IM DEAD NOW IM DEAD SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
love it, so soft so tender so A. but his greezy assšŸ˜” thanks again for not making it nsfw. i love how she rejects his flirting GHHDHD
yeah i dont think im going to make it nsfw until i feel like it makes sense. yes he wants love but you gotta give him smth real. and i want it to be super tender and sweet and full of love. LOL SIMP i was thinking maybe doing in he next part but also writing smut is so draining but anyway i do what i want. if you dont feel comfy reading smut if i do write it just skip it ok
she needs to preserve her maidenhood till the wedding night, after all. (sorry IK its bad, sorry:( )
hELP EW HSAFHLASHFLAHFALSHF THE WAY I ACTUALLY WENT EW HAHAHHH by all means go off girlie AHHAHAHAHAHA
and daemon doing sports! i love this detail that shows that hes really from a royal family and has duties and had an education and these royal hobbies (ig?).
YES I LOVE THIS DETAIL TOO ACTUALLY IM GLAD YOU EVEN NOTICED IT I ACTUALLY THINK I WILL ADD A SCENE WITH HIM DOING SPORTS šŸ¤¤šŸ„µ JUST BE BEING A THIRST ASS RAT FOR DAEMON ALSFHALSFHALSFHASL;FHLAS
DAEMON CALLING READER PRINCESS. you probably didnt mean it but i do see it as the reference to her actually being his wife who has his royal title.
NO I 100% MEANT IT LIKE THAT YOU GOT IT RIGHT ON
ā€œThen why wonā€™t you let me put a dragonling in you?ā€ 1) i snorted. 2) it made me think. its ok with your point of view. but since ive seen the beginning as reader dying during the labour, i though she might be frightened of actually getting pregnant? yes its been 2000 years but. she not likely got pregnant throughout this time.
i totally understand what you mean............................................ what if i told you................................................................................... i envisioned she had a kid in her 2000 year wait............................................................................................................ ok but honestly more of an adoptive parent. but idk im still on the fence about come on she has been alive for 20000000 yearSSSSS there should have been at least ONE PERSON AT LEAST ONE PERSON that she let get close to her, thus the plotline i told you about the ex lashfalkfhalsfh OMG GIRL I JUST THOUGHT OF A REALLY MESSY TIMELINE FUCKKKKKKK HELP
'not liking his indirect insinuation of weakness' GASLIGHT GATEKEEP GIRLBOSS YES!! love her.
PURR EXACTLY
the domestic atmosphere of their interactions is making me smile so softly. AND daemon caring about wifes well-being in the first place after shes gone? equals him being smug before.
I love the domestic atmosphere between them too!!! T_T we love a caring husband even though its rooted in his own self interest T_T idk what you mean about him being smug before but yes he is always smug anyway so HAHAH
OH AND IM THE GOVERNMENT JFHCXJSDJ weve talked abt it so it was cute to find it in the fic. youre such a sweety<Š·
I HAD TO PUT IT COS ITS SO FUNNY
STILL pretty awkward interactions with aemond make my heart clench. hes so timid and so emo for this. understandable that 1) he respects his professor 2) hes in love w/her 3) thus he wants her to be happy and hes the type to let her go find her happiness in another place 4) hes suspicious. but so emo TT
im a bit amused that you find aemond timid. perhaps in the face of yn and daemon, in comparison, he does come off like that, but also i think its just him being younger than both of them and not yet being so sure of himself yet. i think he also senses something between them that cannot fight against his 'love' his crush which is just silly or childish. so he would not yet speak on his feelings while their dynamic is mentor and student lol we'll see
and your intro to the 'investigation' (hope im not saying some ridiculous shit to you)! this book intrigues. and now im really inerested if shes gonna tell aemond anything. bc she like had intention to do so?... im intrigued.
im still on the fence about yn talking about the whole thing in general. i mean she's halfheartedly spoken her truth to multiple characters, but it was hard for her FOR ME to be even able to make her just to viserys that she loves daemon so much. so a part of me is thinking of making aemond her confidant, wherein he knows everything about her and no one else does but also im thinking what if hes so highstrung on figuring out this mystery its suddenly shown to everyone, daemon, aegon, aemma, everyone, BUT him and then when he finds it out for himself, hes like betrayed because everyone found out without even digging into it. but then if i take that route, i could make him into a villain and 0.0 the plot would get mega twisted HAHAHAHAH. also what you said is not ridiculous. you totally caught onto me foreshadowing the fact aemond is going to try and find out about her
so THE king coming to the museum. its interesting how hes so calm and thoughtful(?) and its relieving how hes so protective of his brother. even if hes against the wedding and dont know this woman, he knows his brother is in love and goes crazy bc of her so hes being the real kepa and going and trying to solve it all.
VISERYS BEING THAT DAD TO DAEMON THAT HE NEVER WAS TO HIS KIDS (OTHER THAN RHAENYRA) IN HIS PREVIOUS LIFE. redemption arc real. HAHAHAHA. i mean in the show this was the whole vibe viserys gave to me. also the actor in general. him and matt are so brothers irl <3
i also see them having a nice conversation with logic, calmness, respect and all and daemon rushing in and ruining it by screaming smth like 'fckng viserys i love her'.
I ALMOST WROTE SMTH LIKE THAT but i felt like it would kill the whole chapter so i didnt maybe for the next one
also. i always read the last line before reading smth. and i was so amused by seeing aegons plain and loosey text to aemond. theyre so bros here i love them TT
????? HLKASHDHASD why do you read the last first??? but yes they are SO BROS IN THIS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
overall, this part was more about daemon, domestic interactions, spoilers(?) of forthcoming events and symbols so no tears. (NOT a dare)
HAHAHHHAAHH. there arent spoilers what do you mean ASL:FHASFAS SPOILERS ARE LIKE INFO OUTSIDE THE STORY THAT IS TALKING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS NEXT so i think you mean foreshadowing. i mUST make you cry next time
im very proud of you for writing so much.
THANK YOU MY LOVE PROUD OF ME TOO
i appreciate your efforts soso much! and oh how big brained r u in this part! ig all your plans were given the greatest expression and a start! youve done SOSO good! thank u so much for the time, thoughts and hard work you invest in this! hope youre proud of yourself as well. bc you deserve it. you and your fics deserve much more love than tumblr can ever provide.
AWWWWWWWWW THANK YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE YOUR WORDS MEAN SO MUCH TO ME IM HONORED TO RECEIVE YOUR WORDS OF AFFIRMATION AND APPRECIATION <3
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take care! love you<Š·
i love you <3 take care as well
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