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Down On The Farm

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Pairing: Richard Fortus/Robin Finck

Word Count: 2,500~

Info: Gay, Boys Being Boys, "Roommates", How Do I Tag, Pet-Play, Lingerie, Animal Play, Animal Ears, literal cowboy, Stockings, Tails, Muscles, Thighs, Tattoos, Overstimulation, Wordcount: Over 1.000, Intimacy, Hand Jobs, Nipple Play, Large Breasts (but in a boy way), Bells, previous orgasm denial

Summary: “I look,” Richard paused as he ran his palms over his ribs, “insane. I look fucking crazy, Robin.”

Authors Note: happy new years!!! this is mostly- if not entirely, inspired by THIS fortus fanart by the dear @4tusmylove like!!! holy fuck!!! his titties!!!! also : title from that one gnr song. anyways, this came out a little more intimate and fluffy and just . sweeter than intended but they're my babies sooo :P anyways, thanks for being patient with me sorry it's been like a month!!! im just busy with life but im getting back into my groove

“I look,” Richard paused as he ran his palms over his ribs, “insane. I look fucking crazy, Robin.” With every small movement he made, the bell around his neck rang out a clicker-clack noise. When he inhaled, it dung. At the smallest turn of his neck, it banged. He couldn’t move without the bronze bringing attention to him. “No. No, you look cute.” Robin grinned from his lazy seat on their shared bed. It was the truth! The main outfit was sickeningly tight, leaving nothing hidden in the soft white fabric. His flag was clearly at half mast already, if you get what I mean, but outside of that- every rippling muscle in his body was clear and sharp. The chest of the leotard was open, leaving his breasts clearly out for the world to see. It regrouped at the neck with a prim white collar met in the middle with a bow and the aforementioned bell.

“Give me a spin, baby.” Robin drawled, drawing circles in the air with his pointer finger. Richard sputtered and fussed, but he obeyed in the end. His feet softly padded against the floor as he gave a slow cautious spin. Robin let out a low whistle as he took in the sight of his lover. As Richard turned, the thin cow tail tacked to his bottom swooshed against his pale skin. “You look so damn sexy.” Robin grinned and gently rose from the bed. The thud of his soft steps was deeply dulled by his socks, which were printed with black spots on a knitted white background that danced up his thighs. “Oh- shut up.” Richard guffawed as he faced Robin once more- this time, his cheeks covered in a scarlet blush.

His arms nervously crossed over his bare chest. The tattoos that normally decorate his arms were covered up to the middle of his bicep, covered by the same print of fabric as his muscular tree trunk legs. “I dunno if I can, not with such a pretty little cow in front of me.” The rockstar grinned, walking up behind Richard and pulling him into his torso. A soft fluttery whine slipped from his lips as he leaned into the man. It wasn’t uncommon for Robin to wander around their flat shirtless- but in this instance, it added so very deeply to their relationship dynamic. They were so different, but the exact same in an odd way. Robin wrapped his arms around the guitarist, swaying the two of them to a nonexistent rhythm. He was always doing this- using his ever-so-fantastic mind to subconsciously create music through the tiniest of actions.

He dragged his hands up across Richard's arms, climbed his shoulders, and rested them upon the beginning of his neck. He didn’t apply any pressure. There was no harm in his actions. He just let them lay there atop the big black bow and push their weight into the cold brass. The man basically purred as he cradled his lover and began to hum into his ear. It was a familiar tune he repeated, one they had performed as a duet many times before. Beautiful, both in the literal naming sense and in a technical sense. He was calculated in his movement, though. Careful not to knock off the headband he had just helped Richard place on his head. Two twin horns jutted out of his black choppy hair, towering over a pair of soft folded ears below them. The unbelievably fluffy pink fabric under the black and white splotched layer on top of it looked impossibly soft, and Robin could easily get lost in the sensation of rubbing them if he would allow himself.

The best part of it all? One little tag pierced into the right ear that proudly read “ROBIN.” It was scribbled in his own messy handwriting, of course.

“You are so goddamn beautiful, you know that? Thank you for doing this for me.” Robin grinned, slowly peeling himself off of him. Richard fussed as he turned to find the man quickly roaming to the bedside table and back. He hadn’t directly seen what the guitarist had grabbed, but everyone knew Robin wasn’t Robin without his camera. “Just sit all pretty for me, please?” He begged, camera in one hand and the other nervously playing with the ends of his big brown waves. Richard stood there and thought about it. Hard. But, hell- you only live once, right? “As long as you promise to keep it to yourself.” He softly smiled while attempting his best seductive walk to the bed. He only had to walk a few steps, but he still strolled with pointed toes and swinging hips.

Robin approached him almost fearfully, palms sweating and a sort of perverted yearning in his features. In a way, everything about the two of them was perverted and they had no shame behind it! It was just in their nature. In a handful of flashes from far too many angles, Robin was finished with his photo shoot. “Yeah- yeah, these are good.” He mumbles, flicking back and forth with the mechanical buttons. “You sound like a total fuckin’ fangirl right now.” Richard snorts, bell ringing out as he was folding one of his legs over the other. “That’s because I am. These are like- amazing. I know you’re loyal to the whole puppy-boy thing but, God- maybe I’ve found your true calling.” He coyly teases, carefully putting his camera down on their dresser.

Their fun had only just begun, but the feeling of lust already sat heavy in the air.

Robin strolled toward him, an air of confidence surrounding him as he approached his lover. Richard was nothing but impressed by his behavior, the usually meek man being turned into this unfamiliar illusion of pride. He stood in front of him, shoulders pushed back and head held high as he gazed down at the flushed man. One of his worn hands carefully floated towards Richard, cupping his head in his large palm. "You look pretty. I think I said that already, but you really do." He grinned and scratched his blunt nails softly against Richard's jaw. He always did shit like that- the smallest signs of intimacy.

Richard let out a low- almost gravely purring sound as he leaned into the guitarist's embrace. Carefully, Robin toed his way around the bed and, in a borderline weightless way, shuffled behind Richard. His folded legs encaged Richards' wide hips. Robin rested his forehead against the slight curve where his lover's spine blends into neck, allowing his slightly greasy black mane to tickle at his skin. He let out shallow hunched breaths- but, he was perfectly calm. “My favorite.” He mumbled, gently holding his thigh and running his fingertips across the bold hem that ran across his femur. “What’s your favorite? My little costume?” Richard snorted through a deep throaty laugh.

“No, you. You’re just- I don’t know how else to say it, my favorite.” Robin stumbled. His normal aura of sexual dominance and confidence was flushed away for a moment of rawness. He was quite the lover and honestly very physically intimate with no shame behind it, but he wasn’t quite the wordsmith that other men were. He preferred to show love in the smaller, less verbal ways- so this bordered on being proposed for Richard. “Oh my God. Hi, yes- you’re my favorite too? I love you so much.” Richard babbled, overcome with such a strange form of pure admiration for his lover. Hell- he was making it hard for him to focus on the outfit when he was just throwing out confessionals like this!

“Thanks.” Robin giggled, tone suddenly much less antsy. Although his face was still blushed and his heart was pounding, he wanted to play! He began to carefully dance his fingers up his body. They cruised against the wide sea of white fabric and paused just below the bloom of his breasts. Everyone who’s anyone knew Richard had big tits, I mean, just look at him! But, very few would acknowledge it to him. Robin would, though. Because, of course he would! Infact, there would be days where he’d grab Richard just before they went on stage and insist that he unbuttoned the top few buttons of his shirt- you know, to give the girls a little bit of fanservice.

He softly brought up the worn pads of his fingertips to tease around his nipples. Hell, he didn’t even actually touch his areola- just danced around them. Sliding down his fingers, he pulled them back along the bottom line where they meet his ribcage, and pushed forward while beginning to fully cup them. “These are so nice.” Robin grinned. “Thank you.” Richard airly replied, the blush across his cheeks coming out almost verbally. He flexed his clothed arms as he leaned into the little touch Robin graced him with. Robin let one hand slowly wander down toward his groin while keeping the other stationary at his breast.

He gently began to tweak Richards' nipple. It wasn’t painful, but there was a very unique sensation behind it. Really, indescribable in a sense. Like stepping on a Lego but underwater while on ecstasy, almost. The pressure between his fingers grew as he worked closer toward Richard’s cock. It was like the ultimate distraction. He thought everything all at once, yet nothing at the same thing. All of his thought’s rambled in an incoherent rhythm- the kind of rhythm not even Robin could produce. Robin reached between his legs, pushing his torso into his spine, and absorbed the pure warmth radiating off of him. It was lust in the most concentrated way possible.

Roughly, he tugged apart the snaps of his garment that lay hidden between his thighs. It should have brought his attention closer to his cock, but it didn't. Here’s another thing about Richard Fortus- the man’s got unbelievably sensitive nipples! I mean, really, his tits ache like he’s supposed to be breastfeeding something! Robin always held that above his head in their scenes to keep him in a comfortable mushy headspace. His cock fled the tight white fabric like all hell, springing up and plopping against his thigh with shocking vigor.

Robin ignored the sensual part of his brain screaming to tease the hell out of Richard, instead he chose to jump straight into the pure raw sexual part of it all. Foreplay is fun, but they know each other's bodies so impossibly well that they can pinpoint when it’s needed and when it's purely for fun. So, he wrapped his hangs around his cock and gave him a few beginners strokes. That first bit of real contact- God, Richard thought he was dying. “Oh my goodness.” He sputtered, gasping through a moan. “You’re so cute.” Robin grinned as he rubbed quick circles across the bud of his nipple. He peered over his shoulder, still careful to avoid the horned headband, and snickered as he watched the man's thighs tense.

He had been given so little- so few sensations to work off of, and yet he teetered closer to the edge by the second. Why? Because they had been playing this game for a while. Robin would dance circles around him and keep him just on the precipice of success, and then stop touching him entirely. He had done it for the last week or so, and Richard couldn’t handle much more. But, it was so incredibly fun, in a morbid way. “You’re gonna kill me.” Richard huffed out, sweat beading through his bangs. Robin just hummed and continued to flick his wrist. Occasionally, he’d lose tempo and punish Richard by clamping down on his nipple just a little harder- in a good way.

“Robin, ‘m not joking. If you keep going, I’m gonna come.” He chewed out his words through euphoric babbling. There’s this sort of itch that only Robin can scratch inside of him- an itch that’ll never be solved by anyone else's hands. He pushes him to a level of unimaginable euphoria. Every. Single. Time. Robin wordlessly continued to pump away at his cock. It was a sort of silent permission Richard could only assume and hope for the best, because there was no way he could possibly hold back.

There's not enough words invented to describe the adrenaline speeding through his veins as he comes. It hurts- his nipple hurts, but it's such a good hurt. It's bursting pressure coursing throughout every ounce of his being and it's so amazingly too much. He doesn't get to come down. No, Robin doesn't allow him to. He continues to jerk him off until Richard is gasping for air and desperately trying to writhe out of his grasp. Then, he lets go. Richard borderline collapses as he heaves for air, tears unbeknownst to him previously dropping onto the sheets. He's not sad, though. He's so very happy and just overwhelmed with tears. Proof of a good orgasm, really. If there's any drug in the world he craved, it was Robin's touch.

"You okay?" Robin mumbles against the shell of his ear, carefully wrapping his arms around his midsection. He wasn't sure how long it took for him to come down from his high, whether it was minutes or weeks. But, when he did he was filled with a wide appreciation for his lover. Robin didn't demand to get off after him, he never did, instead he busied himself with caring for the hazed man. Richard tiredly nodded, almost too exhausted to keep his head up. "Wicked," He smiled, "do you want me to take this off?" Robin asked as he plucked at the white bodysuit. "I'll keep it on, for now." Richard slurred. "Well, alright. Whatever floats your boat, but can I atleast take off the ears?" He asked, careful not to pop that bubble of post-orgasm serenity.

He, with the most feathery touch he could muster, slipped off the soft headband and discarded to their slightly messy floor. That was a problem for another day. "Do you want me to clean you up right now? We could just lay- if you want, of course." He questioned, knowing even if they laid together now that he'd still end up sneaking out of bed to get a rag and clean off his lover soon enough. "Just lay with me, please." Richard spoke just above a whisper. Robin didn't reply, instead he just pulled him into the plush bed with him and stayed there. His big waves of hair created magnificent swirls and patterns of halos around their heads. He didn't mean to, but soon enough the soft bubbling breaths of Richard succumbing to sleep had him dozing off as well. Maybe he could clean him up in the morning.

This was true peace. Just the two of them, always and forever.

#cross posted on ao3 #fanfic #fiction #rock rpf #rpf #guns n roses #guns n' roses #smut #fan fiction #gnr #richard fortus #4tus #robin finck #nine inch nails #00s rock #circa 2005 #fandom #idk how to tag on here lol

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souamorinfinito · 1 year

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LIÇÃO 200

Não há paz exceto a paz de Deus [do Amor Infinito].

1. Não busques mais. 2Não acharás paz a não ser a paz de Deus [do Amor Infinito]. 3Aceita esse fato e poupa a ti mesmo a agonia de decepções ainda mais amargas, do desespero sombrio e da sensação da fria desesperança e da dúvida [do sistema do ego]. 4Não busques mais. 5Nada mais há para achares exceto a paz de Deus [do Amor Infinito], a menos que estejas buscando a miséria e a dor.

2. Esse é o ponto final ao qual todos devem enfim chegar para abandonar toda a esperança de encontrar a felicidade onde não há nenhuma [no mundo, no ego], de ser salvo por algo que só pode ferir, de fazer a paz a partir do caos, a alegria da dor e o Céu [a paz da Unicidade] do inferno [do tormento da dualidade]. 2Não tentes mais ganhar pela perda ou morrer para viver. 3Tu estás pedindo apenas a derrota.

3. Mas podes, com a mesma facilidade, pedir amor, felicidade e vida eterna numa paz infinita. 2Pede isso e só poderás ganhar. 3Pedir o que já tens não pode deixar de ter êxito. 4Pedir que o falso [a ilusão do ego] seja verdadeiro só pode fracassar. 5Perdoa-te pelas imaginações vãs e não busques mais aquilo que não podes achar [no mundo do ego]. 6Pois o que poderia ser mais tolo do que buscar e buscar e buscar de novo o inferno [o tormento, o ego], quando precisas apenas olhar com os olhos abertos para descobrir que o Céu [a paz da Unicidade] se estende diante de ti através de uma porta que se abre facilmente para acolher-te?

4. Volta para casa. 2Não encontraste a tua felicidade em lugares estranhos e em formas alheias que nada significam para ti, embora tenhas buscado torná-los significativos. 3Não pertences a esse mundo. 4És um estranho aqui. 5Mas te é dado achar os meios pelos quais o mundo [o sonho] deixará de parecer uma prisão [uma ilusão] ou uma cela para cada um.

5. A liberdade te é dada ali onde contemplaste apenas correntes e portas de ferro [apenas ilusões]. 2Mas é preciso que mudes de ideia em relação ao propósito do mundo, se quiseres achar a saída. 3Permanecerás preso [sonhando] enquanto o mundo inteiro não for visto como um lugar abençoado e todos não forem libertados dos teus erros e honrados pelo que são. 4Tu não os fizeste nem fizeste a ti mesmo. 5E quando libertares um, o outro é aceito pelo que é.

6. O que faz o perdão? 2Na verdade, não tem função e nada faz. 3Pois é desconhecido no Céu [na paz da Unicidade]. 4Ele só é necessário no inferno [na dualidade], onde tem que cumprir uma função poderosa. 5A libertação do amado Filho de Deus [Criação do Amor Infinito] dos sonhos maus que ele imagina, mas que acredita serem verdadeiros, não é um propósito de valor? 6Quem poderia esperar mais, quando parece haver uma escolha a ser feita entre o sucesso e o fracasso, o amor e o medo?

7. Não há paz exceto a paz de Deus [do Amor Infinito] porque Ele tem um Filho [uma Criação, o Amor Infinito] que não pode fazer um mundo em oposição à Vontade de Deus [à Expressão do Amor Infinito] e à sua própria, que é igual à Sua. 2O que poderia ele esperar encontrar em tal mundo? 3Ele não pode ter realidade porque nunca foi criado. 4É aqui que ele quer buscar paz? 5Ou é preciso que veja, ao olhar o mundo, que o mundo só pode enganar? 6No entanto, ele pode aprender a olhar para ele de outro modo e achar a paz de Deus [do Amor Infinito].

8. A paz é a ponte que todos atravessarão para deixar esse mundo [esse sonho] para trás. 2Mas a paz começa no interior do mundo [do sonho] percebido de modo diferente, que a partir dessa nova percepção leva à porta do Céu [da paz da Unicidade] e ao caminho que está além. 3A paz é a resposta para metas conflitantes, jornadas sem sentido, atividades frenéticas e inúteis e esforços vãos [do sistema do ego]. 4Agora o caminho é fácil, ligeiramente inclinado em direção à ponte onde a liberdade [despertar] está no interior da paz de Deus [do Amor Infinito].

9. Não nos deixemos perder o nosso caminho novamente hoje. 2Vamos para o Céu [a paz da Unicidade] e o caminho é reto. 3Só haverá atraso se tentarmos vagar por ele ou perdermos tempo inutilmente em atalhos espinhosos [com equivocos do ego]. 4Só Deus [o Amor Infinito] é certo e Ele guiará os nossos passos. 5Ele não desertará o Seu Filho [o Sua Criação] em necessidade, nem deixará que se perca de sua casa para sempre. 6O Pai [a Fonte Criadora] chama, o Filho [a Criação] ouvirá. 7E isso é tudo o que existe naquilo que parece ser um mundo à parte de Deus [do Amor Infinito], onde corpos têm realidade.

10. Agora, há silêncio. 2Não busques mais. 3Vieste ao ponto onde a estrada é atapetada com as folhas dos falsos desejos, caídas das árvores da desesperança que antes buscavas [com o sistema do ego como guia]. 4Agora elas estão embaixo dos teus pés. 5E olhas para cima, em direção ao Céu [a paz da Unicidade], com os olhos do corpo que só vão servir por mais um instante. 6A paz foi finalmente reconhecida e sentes o seu suave abraço cercar o teu coração e a tua mente com consolo e amor.

11. Hoje, não buscamos ídolos. 2A paz não pode ser achada neles. 3A paz de Deus [do Amor Infinito] é nossa e é só isso que aceitaremos e quereremos. 4Que a paz esteja conosco hoje. 5Pois achamos um modo simples e feliz de deixar o mundo da ambiguidade e de substituir as nossas metas frívolas e sonhos solitários pelo propósito único e pelo companheirismo. 6Pois paz é união, se for de Deus [do Amor Infinito]. 7Não buscamos mais. 8Estamos perto de casa e nos aproximamos ainda mais, a cada vez que dissermos:

9Não há paz exceto a paz de Deus [do Amor Infinito], e estou alegre e grato por ser assim.

UCEM L-200.

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