#913pm

[theicyfresh]

A little bit ago I received a lovely question in which my partner wanted to ask me which is the love language I best receive. I went through all of them verbally to try to figure it out, but then every one I could come up with had a caveat. "Oh, well so long as it's not done too often/insincerely". "Oh, well so long as I don't need to compensate later with x" "Oh, rarely it works but my brain goes funky most times and so it can actually trigger bad memories/feelings.." and I realized that every one of the love languages I have some damage around.

I have something messing up my sensors in every love language, and it made me wonder if I have that concept that anti-depressants do. Where certain medications block your sensors/reintake systems for dopamine and serotonin specifically, and so there's a buildup of these things and so you get to 'normal' levels of these chemicals you need. But at what measure do we 'need' love? What if my sensors and reuptake in my brain are just fucked so I'm just Drowning in these emotions to feel anything. Imagine I need just, Excess in order to feel these things properly so I've learned that the only things that hit me properly are the massive things so then I only preform the massive things which hit people So Damn Hard. I wonder sometimes how much my trauma responses and ingrained training are what cause people to be enamored with me. Those things that unhealthy partners put into me with unreasonable or disproportionate responses and expectations so I learned to never make that mistake again or Always be extra and excellent because if I don't I'm A Bad Boyfriend And I Should Be Alone. It's a little fucked to consider that the most gorgeous parts of me are my scars. But it may be more like I took what hurt and I adjusted around it. I took a tattoo needle to those scars and made them so damn pretty and picturesque and intriguing so you just want to lean in and see more. Even then though it feels poor, that these things that are so interesting did come from me but were a response to such Pain.

You took pain and grew it into beauty, perhaps. But the fact remains is that that pain is still there unfortunately, there is still that fear and that worry that if you healed from the pain completely that you'd be less desirable. If you weren't up and ready to Be There for someone because there is fear in your footsteps that you might not when someone needs you or that you might not be good enough to be attractive if you weren't held in place by such painful pins. But you must heal, it is inevitable. And once you do it's decently unlikely that the people around you are just going to evaporate. It's unlikely you're never gonna find someone again. You're simply learning how to love sustainably. And that's ok.

[jeoxnstar]

NIGHT NIGHT BUBS (it's 2am help)

NIGHTTTTT LOVE YAAA (its 913pm here)

[ajokeformur-ray]

Sleepy enough to sleep but am brewing coffee at 913pm to study til midnight or maybe 1am i dont know hhhhh i'm tired & i feel like ive forgotten who i started this all for :(

[onmimynd]

so when u wanna talk, we talk..

but when im at kfc listening to roc, im invisible

maybe you’re just busy

maybe im just crazy about you

toxic love

young

can find a cure

cure

im thinking about you

but also what id be without you

and maybe thatd be better

because maybe you dont want what i want

and thats okay

but thats something i wish i could say to you but for some reason a rock is in my throat around you. i just want to enjoy the time speant.

ahhhhhh

this is too much

[daddyandhislittleprincess11102]

The is is the one good picture I was able to get at the concert last night. From where we were sitting, the lightshow glared out everthing else. It was fucking awesome! The music was on point.

The show was supposed to start at 730pm. They came from Vancouver BC. The border guards must be fans. They pulled the whole tour in for inspection and they were over 4hrs late to the Moda Center. The show started at 913pm.

Princess has been a fan for her whole life. She had tickets to a show in 1977 that was canceled because the week before the show, Ted Nugent set the roof ot the coliseum on fire and they wouldn't let them do their pyrotechnics so they canceled. Then we saw them with Aerosmith, which is Princesses other favorite band, about 16 years ago.

She had a great time. We got her a zip up hoodie as a sovounier. She has it on right now. Watching her smile, laugh and cheer was awesome!

Princess, I had a great time with you last night! Making you smile is my favorite thing and you were smiling all night! I love you!

[art-now-usa]

SILANCE IS SILVER- 4 16 14MRS-913PM, tj owens

MXMEDIA-JOURNAL PAPER-9X12IN-2 FIGURES STANDING-MONO COLORS-WHITE-BLUE-

https://www.saatchiart.com/art/Drawing-SILANCE-IS-SILVER-4-16-14MRS-913PM/338375/2012499/view

[beyondnerds]

https://soundcloud.com/tony-jordan/913pm

[nolvicsekeon]

What I'm noticed is that my blue budgie really loves the fresh water straight from the bottle since the day he was adopted 😘. 913pm —July 9, 2017 #Budgie #Budgies #BlueBudgie #Parakeet #Parkit #SmallParrot (at Dukuh Zambrud Bekasi)

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[asdfghjklalana]

June 15, 2017, 913PM

I want to remember this. It’s summer. I just got home from studying at the library and I want to find a way to convey the way Dilan makes me feel. I am typing this with the utmost love in my heart. I freaking adore him. I often look at him and completely forget that we arent the only two people in the room. And all I am is scared. Sometimes i doubt our relationship but i know that its only out of fear. I want to be good enough, i dont want him to get bored of me, i dont want him to stop loving me. I guess im just insecure and i have to trust him. I think hes amazing. And i know hes not perfect. I know that hes judgy and doesnt sing drake songs properly and sometimes he spends too much time on reddit and he doesnt always have the right answers but i also think that hes the best person ive ever known. Once i get over this self doubt ill be able to love him so fully, the way ive always wanted to be able to love. Theres something about being around him. Something about laughing so hard that i cant breathe. Something about the way i feel when hes standing by my locker. Something about the feeling i get in my stomach when he looks at me and smiles. Something about the way i stop breathing when he tells me he loves me. And i never want it to end. I love him. I love him. I love him. And i honestly dont think i even know what that word means but i freaking feel it. Ive never felt so whole. I guess its easy to take this for granted now that ive become accustomed to feeling this happy. But i think about being with him and i realize that this is everything i wanted. Hes my best friend. I thank god a thousand times for every day i get to spend with him. Hes freaking awesome and its so crazy that someone who meant nothing to you last year could mean everything to you right now but fuck it happened. Im eternally grateful for all of it. For him. For this.

[herretes]

La Maternidad Castillo Plaza se vio afectada por fallas eléctricas registradas la noche de este Viernes. El periodista Lenin Danieri a través de su red social Twitter informó lo sucedido.

Usuarios de las misma red social, también reportaron que la planta de emergencia no respondió y por ese motivo falleció una paciente que estaba siendo operada de una histerectomia.

La información la confirmó la Dra. Dianela Parra, presidenta del Colegio de Médicos del estado Zulia.

Usuarios lamentaron el hecho que por falta de mantenimiento en la activación de dicha planta le costó la vida a esta persona.

Maternidad castillo plaza. sin luz a las 913pm 920pm 923pm la planta no responde y fallece la paciente @MedicosUnidosVe @medicosxlasalud http://pic.twitter.com/wlSzzUfZCZ

— Médicos Zulianos (@MedicosZulia) 22 de abril de 2017

Falla eléctrica dejó sin electricidad a maternidad en Maracaibo. La planta no arrancó, eso le costó la vida a una mujer. Así estamos #Zulia http://pic.twitter.com/awzEEpoddL

— Lenin Danieri D (@LDanieri) 22 de abril de 2017

@soyfdelrincon MARACAIBO. Maternidad histerectomia d/emergencia sin 913pm 920pm 923pm planta no responde fallece paciente 940pm 21/04/17 http://pic.twitter.com/YkkgU4D3ZU

— Isaubett Yajure CCV (@isaubett) 22 de abril de 2017

  DC

La entrada Falla eléctrica en Maternidad Castillo Plaza le costó la vida a una mujer aparece primero en Noticias Diarias de Venezuela.

[thinme532-blog]

9 march 913pm

Okay so a successful binge/purge tonight weigh less than this morning. Still so much to loose one step at a time.

[omjitstuna]

Accomplishments.

To go and tell me I have accomplished nothing is an understatement.  You had the audacity to go and tell me to my face that I have accomplished nothing, absolutely nothing in my entire lifetime I have experienced so far.  Let me say this.  What is nothing to you, is something to me.  You think being in asb is nothing.  I've had some of the best times of my life being in asb.  I've met some of the greatest people in my life because of asb.  To me, that is something.  You think making it to CIF my first year in cross country was nothing.  Because of that accomplishment, I gained the confidence to set my mind that I could do so many other things when it comes to running.  You thought getting a 3 on my AP world test was nothing.  Because of that accomplishment, I have a  chance to save a few hundred dollars when college comes around.  To you, and maybe others, these things may think these things are nothing at all.  You may think they are worthless in life.  On the contrary, they are just worthless in your life.  But in my life, these things are something.  These accomplishments are something to me

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