#AND I APPRECIATE U FOR IT <3333333

[basketobread]

it's right behind me, isn't it? 😂 (tomorrow is my birthday and idk how to feel about it)

[astrobei]

every byler creator who has ever felt unappreciated or has never seen their work on a rec list or has stayed awake for hours working on something for it to get no interaction or has had their work passed up in favor of the big fandom favorites or has never been taken a chance on or has ever come last in a poll they didn’t ask to be on or has felt self conscious about posting or about calling themselves a creator if what they’re posting is not a magnum opus or has created something for themselves and still hoped deep down that people would love it: get behind me. i’ll protect u

[sukugo]

i tried

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMG THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHH <333333333333333 i was literally going to redraw it myself but omgggg u did it. AND IT LOOKS SO GOOD !!!!!THANK U !!!!! 💕💓💖💘❣️💖💓💕 WHO needs gege when i got u 😌💓

[smokbeast]

IJFHFHJDDHJFPLEASSEEE I CANT-- AUGH-

ART- TOO- GOOD-

*fucking dies of death*

ANFNGNG WTF THANKYOU SM IM AAAA

[jrueships]

Alpey/jaba

MORE ABT THEIR SLEEPING PATTERNS

[navysealt4t]

i don't even ship navyseal and i forgot why i followed you in the first place. But, to some extent, you fascinate me, not to go all ''let me disect you like a frog lying on cold matle under florecent lights, unseeing eyes staring right at me.'' but you are an interesting person and, from the little i know, is still trying to push through everything even while the world dosn't seem to see your efforts as something that asls a lot of you

Perhaps unecasary (and stupid and dumb)-But you'll get there, out, i mean. It'll come, and you'll have people there to cheer for you, still.

You're interesting to me, because i get to see a person, across the world, expirience shit and have my same interests, and i feel a bit less weird

:|

ANON . D: OH MY GOSH /POS. THIS IS SO SWEET. :((((( :(((( this means so much thank u sm <33

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

hi! just wanna let you know that finding your blog is like finding a hidden gem that i didn’t know i wanted to find but i’m very pleased that i did. you write so beautifully and i’m excited to binge read more of your works! 💎✨

anon ………………….. T_T sniffle.

thank u sm <3 this is such a sweet lil message, it means a ton!!! 🥺🥺 a hidden gem…… ur way too kind. i appreciate it so so much!!!!! so glad to have u here <333

[cardvngreenbriar]

a creation for every month of 2022

post your favorite or most popular post from each month this year (it’s okay to skip months).

i was tagged by @capinejghafa​ @something-more​ @viktorhargreeves​ @harwinstrng​ @ahsokatonas​ <3333 thank you besties i’m so excited to see what you guys make in the coming year!!

tagging some more super talented creators: @seance @meliorn @evakant @padme-amidala @nick-nelson @jo-constantine @beca-mitchell <3 happy new year!!

january—

favorite post: yennefer + monologues (yenweek day 7)

most popular post: yennefer + favorite outfits (yenweek day 3)

february—

only posted one set: marie, fezco, and ashtray in euphoria 2x01

march—

favorite post: hizzie + favorite tropes (hizzie week day 4)

most popular post: spiderman: no way home + textposts

april—

most popular post: the oc 1x14

may—

most popular post: everything everywhere all at once

june—

favorite post: hizzie + “the pillowcase”

most popular post: diego + the batman joke

july—

favorite post: triss merigold (wlweek day 1) / yenbrina (wlweek day 2)

most popular post: portrait of a lady on fire (gtkm meme)

august—

only posted one set: everything everywhere all at once (gtkm meme)

september—

favorite post: tua 2x06 (tuaweek day 2) / lila + hargreeves + shared tropes (tuaweek day 3)

most popular post: tua season 3 bloopers

october—

*cricket sounds* nothing zilch nada sorry xx

november—

only posted one set: rosalie hale in the twilight saga

december—

favorite post: daisy jones & the six + book quote

most popular post: glass onion parallel

[plinkcat-gif]

I open my following page and I’m flooded with anti Rin nohara erasure. 100% agree but what on earth happened, it’s like I stumbled into a war zone where you had torn all the ppl who don’t like Rin to shreds with ur teeth. You should have left some for me!

somebody had an opinion that i didn’t agree with about rin </3

[apathetic-pixel-42]

Hiiii! It's me... Again I was wondering if u can make heian era hao with reader who hides in her room all the time srry if I keep asking u stuff🥲

Hi again!!! Don’t worry about sending too many requests! I really do appreciate people loving my work enough to request something, it really inspires me to keep writing! Feel free to send more! I really appreciate it! Hope you enjoy!! <3333333

TW: a little violent and angsty !!

Heian Era Hao With A Reader Who Hides In Her Room All The Time 🧸

Heian Era Hao! who just couldn’t get you off his mind.

Heian Era Hao! who would sit outside your door and listen to your thoughts.

Heian Era Hao! who absolutely adored the rare conversations he would have with you outside of your room.

Heian Era Hao! who would try and visit you every day. He’d try to gently coax you out of your room, promising to be by your side the whole time.

Heian Era Hao! who would praise and reward you every time you made an effort to try and spend time with him outside of your room.

Heian Era Hao! who almost swooned when you admitted that he was one of your closest friends.

Heian Era Hao! who would deliver little gifts outside your door whenever you had a particularly bad day.

Heian Era Hao! who felt so honored when you finally let him in your room and spent some time with him.

Heian Era Hao! who found a newfound comfort in spending time with you in your room.

Heian Era Hao! who managed to convince you to let him spend the night with you in your room. He would cuddle you to sleep, allowing himself to forget about all the things that had pissed him off that day.

Heian Era Hao! who gradually grew a little possessive the worse his sanity got.

Heian Era Hao! who wasn’t afraid to tell you about what he was capable of, even if it meant admitting that he could read your mind.

Heian Era Hao! who would cry in your arms whenever the feelings of others were too much for him to handle alone.

Heian Era Hao! who would walk into your room, looking for you specifically, when he wanted silence. When the thoughts of others were just too loud for him to ignore.

Heian Era Hao! who would gradually start spending more time in your room with you.

Heian Era Hao! who would start using dates as an excuse to get you out of your room.

Heian Era Hao! who would help you see the beauty of the outdoors, instilling a newfound love for nature within you.

Heian Era Hao! who would eventually propose to you outside in the beautiful field of flowers that you had grown to love.

Heian Era Hao! who would finally snap and turn into the bloodthirsty king, all while keeping you safe in your room.

Heian Era Hao! who debates on whether or not to let you leave, but can’t bring himself to keep you inside when you finally managed to go outside on your own.

Heian Era Hao! who would burn the world down while loving you with all his heart.

[anhonest-puck]

(this is being sent partly to give u an excuse to announce the pronoun change but Also) im very happy ur allowing urself to find out more abt ur gender and expression and :3 i will always emplore u to explore those parts of urself and if ur ever like ummmm what does this mean i will answer Any question. i love u and im a very proud big sibling

hnnnhhhh yes hello monana and everyone i go by she/he now!!!!!!!! thank u for the excuse HEHEHEHE

AND THANK U SO MUCH I APPRECIATE YOU MORE THAN U CAN EVER IMAGINE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE U TOO :3333333 <333333

[amymbona]

NOOO!! NO STOPING, UR BLOG IS UNREALLY GOOD, I'M ALWAYS LOOKING FORWARD TO UR NEW POSTS, LUV U :3

AND ALTHOUGH I'M NOT THE PERSON WHO WRITE TO U IN YOUR LAST REPLY, BUT I MUST SAY THAT YOU'RE INCREDIBLE AND YOU SHOULD NOT HUMILIATE YOURSELF LIKE THIS, U WILL BE POPULAR, YOU SHOULD.. 😭😭

AAAAA I LOVE IT WHEN YALL ARE SCREAMING AT ME THANK YOUUU IM KISSING YOU ON THE LIPS RN <3333333 I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR ALL THE POSITIVE FEEDBACK EVEN THE NEGATIVE ONE I GENUINELY APPRECIATE IT SO SO SO MUCH

[bartholomew-junior]

23 25 26... hmm. maybe sips ANd erina And gothi (unless you dont feel like that feel free to just choose one of them cause. 6 entire different answers to think) <3<3

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE thank u circular 4 ur boon of kindness. it is appreciated. apologies for the wait, as i had to let the ideas for this ripen be4 properly answering. i’m gonna start the first ask off with gothi from ep.10.

first of all, i just love her mask and am permanently sad that she never gets to wear it again. bonus for foreshadowing face reveal a few episodes down the line and making her an incredibly ominous cryptid like presence kind of. i just think she’s neat. next is erina in ep.32:

honestly i was really tempted to use a frame from when she was xanu possessed cuz it looked real fuckin cool, but i think this one’s more meaningful. she’s sympathizing with sips for once instead of trying to one up him (at least after a bit) and realizing how tough shit must’ve been for him. agh they make me insane. next is sips from ep.15:

from right after he ate bou claire’s heart. the buildup narration to him looking into the mirror is, ,, agghhh. the fact this was used to promo merch is funny also.

now for q. 25: technically, my first impression of gothi was her getting sips to do karaoke while drunk (lol) and that being the catalyst for EVERYTHING (this campaign is the equivalent of a snowball rolling down a hill). but now, it was her kind of managing and trying to quell sips’ anger best she could along with erina.

erina was just a memelord to me lol. sips wasn’t in the best condition the first few episodes, so my first impression was just that he was a bottomless pit of rage. now looking at the early episodes feels like looking at alpha minecraft in comparison to 1.21, especially without xanu or abby. sneeze was just a little guy.

ok freebie question time. i’m gonna pick q. 22 even tho there hasn’t been a new fic at all on ao3 since i updated my own fic (which makes sense considering we’ve kinda already met the goal of the series even if there’s a lot of stuff on the horizon). and i’ll pick all 3 of them + xanu for this cuz. why not

sips: a lot of the fics on ao3 4 this fandom are oneshots, so there isn’t much they’re able to explore if they’re low word counts, but my dream sips-centric fic would be like. a collection of missed/deleted scenes from his early life and time in ammurin with a kind of dream/void/death motif. bonus points if he’s trans

erina: i haven’t seen ANYTHING about her early life in kylandria being the child of busy royal entertainers, hell even her weapons are like a carnival trick, so i’d really like to see a bit of early life stuff again. are you sensing a trend. also her just dealing with royalty is fun and i have many ideas

gothi: early life again. listen she was a whole ass princess who was allowed to exist only because of her rank she was under so much pressure all of the time, especially with being buddies with xanu. did she ever talk to another defective foreclaimer. who are her parents. did they love her. ugh. also, seeing her interact with vicky is something i haven’t really seen before, so that’d be fun.

xanu: listen. i feel like he’d be the hermit on the high mountain type never interacting with anyone like thanos after killing half the universe. also, i feel like a lot of aspects of his character get discarded in favor of making him easier to digest and write, which i’ve done, and this does not do him any service. i think making all the fools gold cast kind of,, mlp headcanon designified is also fun and i want to do it. also bonus vicky

in conclusion: thank u circular <3333333 :]] :), i hope this isn’t miserably long. i’ve been all worded out for the day. do u ever think abt how vicky and sips are parallels and

[theleseroftwoweevils]

Mutual appreciation post <33

@stripesysheaven you are an absolute icon. There is nothing that can stop you my lovely <3333. (ALSO BIRTHDAY TRIPLETS W MICHARL EMERSON YAAAAAYYYYYYY)

@hinako-supremacy the doctor said I need to be kissed on the mouth. hard.

On a separate note, AFGAGFAAFGSAGJAAASGG MY ONR AND ONLY TRUE LOVE. RHE TRUE LOVES KISS THAT WOULD BRING ME BACK TO LIFE RIPPING MY HEART OUT AND PUTTING IT IN YOUR HANDS <33333333

@obsessivedaydreamer GFRAAFSRGSAFHSASFAAASFA do I even have to say anything else. I do. You are the absolute one <3

@epiphytecanopy literally my mother <333333

@unorthodox-oblivion serious best friend material. You are an absolute legend I swear

@tisthedamnseasns man I have no clue who you actually are but I love you

@sypersweet sy... sy, SY TOASTED!??!??!!??!!! (silly ver. :33333)

@kidfoundonstreets practically my son (I say so, no arguing bc I found you on streets)

@jervis-tetch-my-beloved you re like the celebrity <3

@pyromaniac-on-caffeine irl friends (???) <333

@tiny-moss-patch I never see you on my dash anymore :(( Love u tho <333

@ineffable-swag I've said it before but I'll say it again the URL is very accurate you are indeed very swafgger <3333333

@pauldano-enjoyer actually the sweetest person ever!! <333333333

@naurcissamilfoy seriously underated mutual <333333

@allthebestcowboyshavedaddyissues I don't see you on my dash either but still very cool <33

[strawberrystepmom]

miss kendycat i would love to know more about the world where witch au takes place! like what sort of technology is there? if any? is the time period 16th century or something else? what sort of country are you and everyone else in? stuff like that pls! feel free to ramble :3 🎤

i wanted to save this one for today since it's update day aljflajfd thank you for asking and thank u for being so receptive and interested in this au. it has been so much fun to write, flesh out, truly put it on paper instead of just thinking about it and i appreciate it so much. thank you <3333333

so i imagine the entire world where the au exists itself as a semi modernized place where people don't really have any use for technology thanks to magical ability. most of the technology is pretty rudimentary because there hasn't necessarily been a need to evolve it. ormur, the country where the au is set, is definitely like this and even other smaller villages have embraced magic as a means to really enhance every day life and make it better. you can use magic to communicate, work, enjoy, play...it has so many uses!

but then you get to the more insulated, rural communities (ucra (my village) and another village that yuuta is from that will come up later in the story) where they are suspicious of magic and think it interferes with living life in the way everyone should. these villages tend to be agricultural or seaside and they've remained magicless because they want to.

[craqueluring]

Hi!!! <33333 Love your blog as someone who sometimes has difficulty grasping metaphors in hannibal because they all talk so weirdly and english is not my first language and sometimes im genuinely dumb </33 anyway i wanted to ask you what do you think was going inside hannibals when he took mason verger to will’s house, abondoning will even though he was unconcious in enemy grounds, and fed his dogs mason’s face?? Like what is he thinking “hi honey welcome home hope you like my surprise you wanted to punish him right tee hee <3” and will just gets turned on by this? LIKE WHATS GOING ON?😭😭😭😭😭 its one of my fav scenes and i dont even get… like the meaning of it, or their motivations, or what it worked as a metaphor? Like if could you maybe share your opinions on that scene or maybe an analysis would be nice? want to hear your thoughs 🥰 thank you so muchh hope u have a nice day!!

(there is a tldr at the end of this!)

okay first of all thank you for all your kind words they absolutely made my day <3333333 i so appreciate people asking me for my thoughts on specific scenes like u dont even know. and LOL yes that scene is really weird and when i first saw this i had to talk it through with my friend bc i was like…. yeah wait what WAS he thinking? LMAO but here is my best answer:

this whole episode is basically will taunting hannibal (telling mason hannibal wants to kill him, putting a "snare around [his] neck", asking hannibal if hannibal can tell what will's intention are, telling hannibal he did this because he was "curious what would happen," etc). i could even go so far as to say hes giving hannibal a taste of his own medicine. i find the decision to make a hannibal lecter-esque scene of will preparing his homemade dog food (which ive always assumed was randall tier's remains) directly before he gets picked up by mason a curious parallel, maybe even making a point that will is starting to act like hannibal? or just foreshadowing that will's dogs are gonna be fed some weird shit later lol, or both.

anyways, the scene of mason being high on whatever hannibal gave him, and cutting his face off and feeding it to the dogs before getting his neck broken, is directly taken from the actual book. i think theres a few different things that are significant about hannibal deciding to do this specifically in will's house, though:

first is theatricality, obviously. hannibal loves shock value. 

second, it could be a symbol of hannibal's unending and pervasive presence in will's life and mind — this is the first time we've seen will and hannibal in will's own home at the same time. hannibal’s presence in will’s life extends to will’s home. i think the only other time we see them together in will's home is when hannibal saves will from the verger estate, and will rejects hannibal.

third, alana has always said that will's dogs represent the best of will. by hannibal making mason feed his face to will's dogs, this could be like hannibal "tainting" the best parts of will. soaking into every corner of his mind, his life, his soul. also to my point, hannibal says that he "broadened [will's dogs] palates, as [he] broadened [will's]." — there is no corner of will's life that hannibal doesn't touch. 

however, just as that scene could be representative of hannibal having a very large amount of power over will's life, the rest of the episode could be representative of will having just as much power over hannibal. hannibal was quite literally helpless in that straitjacket, a direct result of will's actions (unless hannibal is a magician too and knows how to escape one… which i honestly wouldn't be surprised by). and only escaped because will cut him free. similar to how will was helpless in prison, and only got out because hannibal let him go. will can be a puppet master just like hannibal. they are in equilibrium, to a point. before, will was always on the short end, being manipulated by hannibal, being in prison, etc, but in this half of the season we see them (almost) being equals. as hannibals says earlier in the episode, they understand each others minds, and so hannibal has "the capacity to deceive [will], just as [will] has the capacity to deceive [hannibal]."

as for their motivations:

multiple times in this episode, hannibal is trying to gauge how willing will would be to kill with hannibal. "would you join me at the table?" when talking about eating mason verger, and killing him being a "savage pleasure [they] can share." each time, will avoids the obvious propositions. hannibal taking mason to will's house could also be him trying to gauge how will would react when they are in the same room with a potential victim (if will would share the 'savage pleasure' with him?). at this point, i dont think that had ever happened before. will killed randall tier alone, lied about killing freddie alone, shot hobbs alone. they've never been together in this situation. and aren’t in this situation again until the dragon fight. hannibal probably brought mason to will's house knowing this would happen, and so he could really gauge how will feels about killing together, or at least in hannibal's presence.

not to mention will obviously wants mason dead. will likes doing bad things to bad people because it makes him feel good. thats why he makes that face in 2x07 when he has a gun to hannibal's head in hannibal's kitchen, and why he makes that same face when he has a knife to hannibal's throat earlier in this episode. i could maybe go so far as to call him a sadist. he likes having that feeling of power, as he tells abigail in 1x12. 

i think this is why he looks "turned on" (lol) as you said. he enjoys seeing bad people in vulnerable positions, especially when he holds the power. i think hannibal knows this, too. maybe this was some kind of gift from hannibal? maybe he didn't want to kill mason without will present; giving will the chance to kill the man he knows will hates so much. but also because hannibal, of course, was curious what will would do.

but now will is curious what hannibal will do as well, so he tells hannibal to "do what [he] thinks is best for [mason]," and hannibal obliges easily. he doesn't choose murder or mercy for mason, though, and breaks his neck and leaves him alive in that terrible state. will looks… pleased? by this, i think. (again, sadist). he and hannibal smile at each other as hannibal walks to mason to break his neck. hannibal seems pleased as well at will's reaction and the outcome of the situation.

as i said before, they are, in a way, equals for the first time in this part of the season (which is also symbolized by them being happy little cannibals together at the end of 2x10). this episode is partly them getting to fuck with each other and will reciprocating the fuckery that hannibal was disproportionately doing to will before this point, to be crass. will is, as alana says in 2x06 "playing a game, and he's not scared. not anymore." hannibal bringing mason to will’s house was part of the game they’re playing with each other.

TLDR: hannibal taking mason to will's house could be for theatricality, a symbol of hannibal's presence in will's life (even invading his home), and tainting the "best parts of will" (his dogs). as for hannibal's more personal motivations, hannibal is gauging how will would act while they are in the same room with a potential victim (first time this ever happens, and last until dolarhyde), and possibly be a gift from hannibal because he knows will wants mason dead? as for will's feelings in this moment, he was definitely feeling good because a "bad thing" was being done to a "bad person" and he likes being in that position of power. will putting hannibal in the position (straitjacket in the verger estate) where will has that power over hannibal is will fucking with hannibal, and yet again lets himself get so close to killing hannibal, because he enjoys the feeling. hannibal reciprocates this fuckery by bringing mason to will's house. they are both orchestrating these situations because they are both curious about what will happen, and they are doing this as equals.

edit: not the first time theyve been together with a potential victim, i forgot about clark ingram, but it is the first time theyve been together with a potential victim which ended up harmed/dead by either of their hands! unless im forgetting someone else lol