#ANYWAYS I’m so so glad you like the AU 🥺 i’ve always wanted to make an AU with the blorbos

[mochiwrites]

Hi Mochi! I’ve been lurking around ur blog for a lil while now, peeking into your writings and aus. I have to say, they’re all so lovely! I really enjoy all your writings! The emotions you put into them are just so AHHH!! <3

But uh- I may or may not have discovered the secret husbands au today and binged the entire tag… I’m so sorry if I filled ur notifs with my liking posts to save them for later LMAO.

ANYWAYS! I’ve been having a difficult time writing lately (pretty sure is the ADHD skill regression hitting me hard 😔) but the secret husbands au makes me itch to write! I wanted to say thank you, bc it’s really hard for me to find that motivation right now. So thank you! You’re very inspiring, especially as a writer, and I appreciate it.

This is getting so long help- but one last thing. Is there any secret husbands scenes or ideas you’d be interested in seeing interpreted by someone else? I might give it a try!

Have a wonderful day/night, and thank you again! :D

hihi!!! :D wahhhh thank you 🥺

I hope you liked the secret husbands stuff ;w; it’s definitely one of my favorite aus I’ve done — top 5 for sure hehe. also no worries about the notifs!!! you’re free to spam away XD

and awe ;w; I’m really glad I could inspire you and offer some motivation with my silly little guys <333 motivation is always such a thing sometimes, you’re absolutely not alone in that <3

as for scenes, hmmmm. it might be because it’s my favorite era for them, but hypixel era secret husbands is so 🥺 I’d adore seeing other takes on them in their lil apartment together ueueueue. I can’t say I have anything specific that I’d want to see interpreted by someone else, mostly because there’s so much that I wanna write myself (it’s mainly big plot point things or a silly idea here or there) LOL but yeah! if you’ve got an idea, run with it!! :D

[novorehere]

I’m not in the vore community (is that an accurate thing to call it?!) so I hope you don’t mind receiving this from a total rando lmao. But I randomly came across your Stardew headcanons post thanks to a specific-but-unrelated search, and I just wanted to say it was SO cute 🥺 At first I was just curious but by the end I was like “mhm mhm yep you’re so correct” and smiling over how sweet it was. You totally don’t have to answer this ask, I just thought it would be rude not to share my thanks for your lovely writing! And for helping me appreciate the appeal a little more :) Light and love

This ask is from JANUARY and I’m so sorry I’m just getting around to answering it now (Side note- happy 1.6 day! Hopefully it comes out on switch soon, I’m dying to play it.)

Anyway, this ask might be the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me on this blog 😭 To have someone who’s not into vore appreciate and enjoy my writing anyway is the highest honor I can possibly think of. I’m smiling so much right now, you don’t even know.

The fact that tumblr’s search function makes it so that people can stumble upon my writing despite it not being in the tags is a little embarrassing, but I’m so pleased that you liked it! I like to treat it as more of a silly AU where I can play around with the characters and think about how they would react in a weird, yet oddly charming situation :)

The “vore community” online isn’t really a single community, since there are so many different preferences ranging from sexual to platonic, and violent to harmless. On tumblr, there are dedicated “fandoms” for both non-sexual vore and G/t (Content featuring giant characters and tiny characters, both from fandoms and people’s OCs.)

Ever since I was a kid, I’ve always had an interest in media where people shrink down or interact with people way bigger than them. Same thing with characters being eaten/going inside the body. I’ve always had a fascination with the human body, how it works, and what it might look like inside. And little did I know, there were many people like me online who shared the exact same experiences and interests! And I think that’s really cool :)

Anyway, I’m glad I could make your first experience stumbling across this stuff be less than traumatic xD Your kind words seriously mean a lot, and I’m glad you could enjoy my writing even if the subject matter was a little on the weird side. I hope you’ve been having a good 2024, and enjoy the new update!

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

hi hello my anglest angel!!! now that i have uh caught a breath from the knight!sugu fic (i went insane btw) i am here to talk about the songs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY'RE SO GOOD!!!!!! i know you said that you have Thoughts about them and now i am beggggging to hear more about those!!! please please please more knight!sugu n brat!reader crumbs i loved them so much

THE SECOND GOODBYE MY DANISH SWEETHEART STARTED PLAYING IT JUST CONJURED UP THE PRETTIEST CASTLE AND I WAS ALREADY IN THE STORY I LOVED IT SO MUCH

there’s nobody better than you // it took me a while till i knew // but you knew from the start it was us, didn't you? // it just took me a while till i knew

sad face emoji sugu the all-knowing-one sighhhhh oh i adore him so much ari i nEED TO HUG HIM

I LOVE RISES THE MOON AAAAAAAA I LOVE IT SO SO SO MUCH i think it fits the reader so fucking well. it's such a good pick for them. the little lamb the little fox. sigh they're very dear to me already.

btw i just realized that i asked moss a while ago for their knight!sugu songs and "tongues and teeth" was one of the songs!!!!!! idk if u happened to see that but if not then this is a very cute little coincidence it's the knight hivemind!!!!

i’ve grown a mouth so sharp and cruel // it’s all that i can give to you, my dear // and when you come in quick to steal a kiss // my teeth will only cut your lips, my dear

THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH THIS FITS THEM SO WELL WHAT

no but overall all of these songs were perfect for them i listened to the playlist multiple times and then i listened to classical music lmao don't ask it fit surprisingly well OKAY BUT NOW DON'T HOLD BACK ON ME!!!!! (THREAT!!!! VERY SERIOUS THREAT!!!) I NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING YOU'RE HIDING IN YOUR BRAIN ABOUT THEM LAY IT ALL ON ME SWEETHEART I'M GIDDY I'M EXCITED I'M READY!!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS<33333

- @softgirlgonehaywire

MICKEY I’M HERE I’M HERE I’M FINALLY HERE 😭😭😭 pls ignore the fact that i’m many months late ok my brain refuses to cooperate with me sometimes but i’ve been soso excited to answer this properly!!!! this got . Extremely long. like. actually. i got VERY carried away . i’m sorry i genuinely can’t stfu when it comes to them <///3

anyway !!!!! knight!sugu & bratty royal!reader our beloveds :333

first off!!!! i’m sooo glad to hear you enjoyed the songs 🥺🥺🥺 and that you got knight!sugu/royalty!reader vibes from them too!!!!! i’m just gonna get right into it bc we have . a Lot to discuss 😭😭 i really didn’t hold back in the slightest AND ON THAT NOTE pls just know that there’s literally zero pressure to reply to this at all, esp since it’s so late!!! i’m so happy just knowing you think of these silly little guys 🥺 i love you soooo much my sweetest little kitty cat mwah MWAHH <333

goodbye, my danish sweetheart

MY FAVORITE MITSKI SONG EVER EVER EVERRR and honestly i think it fits the fic more than any other song on this list . like. just the vibes + instrumentals alone are sooo perfect for a royalty au…. it sounds nostalgic and bittersweet and very tender . and the LYRICS 😵‍💫😵‍💫ohhhh my fucking god mickey . i’m gonna need to go through them one by one but they just … make me think of royalty!reader so much . how they just want to be accepted. the feelings of inferiority …. the belief that nobody can love them as they are . :(((

there's nobody better than you // it took me a while 'til i knew // but you knew from the start it was us, didn't you? // it just took me a while 'til i knew now i lay as i study a blank wall // would you spare me your voice if i call? // ’cause you waited and watered my heart 'til it grew // you can see how it’s blossomed for you

THIS IS SOOOO READER @ SUGU. he’s the one who keeps pushing and fighting for a connection between them and reader keeps resisting until they just . can’t. and they really do think there’s nobody better than their knight !! nobody stronger or kinder. they love him sm :(((( every time they call for him he’s there. and he waters their tiny little heart until it’s not afraid to flourish anymore…..

there’s some kind of burning inside me // it’s kept me from falling apart // and i’m sure that you've seen what it's done to my heart // but it's kept me from falling apart

AND THEN THIS . oughhh . :(((( this is both royalty!reader AND knight!sugu…… they both keep their true self at arm’s lenght to protect themselves. and they both cling to something rotten to keep themselves intact. in reader’s case they cling to the idea of themself as a spoiled, bratty, scummy royal — cling to the anger and bitterness they feel . and suguru clings to knighthood. it burns him but it makes him feel alive. it’ll turn him to ashes but he doesn’t mind. etectc.

strawberry blonde

aaaand then another mitski banger :33 i picked this one mostly based on vibes !!! the instrumental just sounds like it could fit into this au … the more peaceful scenes between the two . but the lyrics are also just brimming with devotion and adoration..

i love everybody because i love you // when you stood up, walked away barefoot // and the grass where you lay left a bed in your shape // i looked over it and i ached i love it when you call my name // can you hear the bumblebees swarm? // watching your arm // i love it when you look my way

IT’S PERFECT BECAUSE . i think the lyrics work both ways !!! i can see both sets of lyrics being from reader’s pov; loving suguru makes it easier for them to love the world . they want him to call them by name. but it also works well from sugu’s pov…. he aches for them and yearns to follow them . he loves it when they call his name, too. they’re both yearners…. what can i say…..

rises the moon

ANOTHER VIBE-BASED SONGGG i also love this one mickey … it’s so beautiful and soothing :((( i imagine it playing during the scene where suguru shares a bit of his past with reader . sitting by the windowsill in their room as the moon glows….. and then he carries them to bed and tucks them in :) i can picture him humming them to sleep with this song.

oh-oh, close your weary eyes // i promise you that soon the autumn comes // to darken fading summer skies you’ll be visited by sleep // i promise you that soon the autumn comes // to steal away each dream you keep breathe, breathe, breathe

and the lyrics are just ???? soooo incredibly soothing. i think knight!sugu brings a lot of peace into reader’s life . they feel very safe with him. and the mentions of dreams and seasons feel fitting, since those are motifs in the fic :3

honestly !! i associate a lot of my character/reader pairings with seasons …. especially this one though. i’m also always thinking about your little knight and prince and how he’s the summer to their spring :3 in my case i think suguru is probably reader’s autumn!! a bridge that softens the gap between summer and winter…. he gives them stability and comfort. and they give him both summer and winter. he meets them right in the middle <33

tongues & teeth

HEAVY BREATHING …… this one is a Must for any knight character or pairing . any character who views themself as a monster . I DID SEE THIS ON MOSS’S PLAYLIST TOO AND THEY’RE SO BIGBRAINED FOR THAT !!!!! it’s just… oughh. i think i mostly associate this one with suguru’s rampage after reader gets kidnapped but the lyrics are more readercoded !!!!

i’ve grown a mouth so sharp and cruel // it’s all that i can give to you, my dear // and when you come in quick to steal a kiss // my teeth will only cut your lips, my dear oh, i will ruin you // it’s a habit, i can't help it // i know that you mean so well // but i am not a vessel for your good intent i will only break your pretty things // i will only wring you dry of everything // but if you're fine with that // if you're fine with that…

IT’S ABOUT . the violence . and tenderness. a person who thinks they’ll bring this brighter, kinder, more ”pure” person nothing but pain . reader assumes they’re too much for anyone to handle so they keep everyone at arm’s lenght . i think they view the people they admire as paintings. and they’re convinced they’ll smudge the canvas if they get too close . but deep down they want to be accepted, claws and all :(((

and suguru does!!! they both accept each other as they are . a fox and a wolf. suguru will let reader bite and hiss and claw at him as much as they need. he won’t love them any less . and reader sees suguru covered in blood, manic and frenzied, and still only thinks about how beautiful he is . how nice their name sounds when it’s falling from his lips . they don’t love each other despite their flaws or because of their flaws . they just like each other. scratch marks and all . i’m normal abt them btw

the garden

THIS ONE 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 MICKEYYYY HOLD MY HAND. this one is almost TOO perfect . i love the crane wives and so many of their songs would fit super well into this fic …. but this one is just . insane . the album cover even has a little fox 🥺 BUT AAA JUST . the instrumental and the LYRICS … i’m gonna need to really pick them apart because they’re so unbelievably perfect for royalty!reader i’m going to. scream.

the crows in the garden are laughing at my expense // drowning out all the lies that i might have told instead

OK SOOO . crows . are a bit of a motif in the fic. crows remind me a lot of suguru maybe that’s why. then there’s also the garden, which is mentioned a lot in the fic too!! all the flower imagery…

but . here’s the thing. royalty!reader is a Liar. they lie. they wear a mask. they’re not honest with their own self and not with anyone else either. and they assume everyone is looking down on them. i can picture them looking out into the garden, seeing those free crows, and imagining their cawing as mocking laughter . it drowns out the sound of their own lies . (crumbles to the floor)

my stone // my shield, my steady hand // hold your light // to the darkness in my head

AND THIS ONE . THIS ONEEEE

mickey ….. grabs your shoulders. i know you’ll see the vision. this is royalty!reader @ knight!sugu and it makes me . Ache . very deeply. he’s their stone. their shield, their steady hand. he holds a light to the darkness in their head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oughhhh they make me insane 😔😔😔 i think reader holds a light to suguru’s darkness too though . it’s more subtle with him but i wrote the fic with the idea that reader saves knight!suguru from his destined doom. he grows to care more for them than knighthood, which saves him from his fate, which is. breaking under the pressure of knighthood. you Get me. you must choose love Every Time.

put your ear to my heart or set your teeth against my throat // give me something pretty to wear beneath my blood-stained clothes

this one is just . really fitting right??? i guess this one is more knight!sugu coded though . i can imagine him returning to the castle after a bloody duel and getting patched up by a worried little reader :((( they give him a clean blouse . maybe bite his throat a little . who knows .

…. i think they also really love the sound of his heartbeat. it helps them sleep :3

get on your knees and // dig up the garden // won’t you throw down that spade and // dig up the garden, darling? // get your hands dirty and // rip up the garden // won’t you cut down that apple tree for me?

and finally This …….. i think the garden is like. a Metaphor . you know how it is . something something reader is a flower growing under the soil…. suguru has to dig their heart up…. etcetc. but i also love the devotion of it all . the loyal knight gets on his knees and digs and digs at his lord’s request. he’s eternally devoted to their joy.

my love is sick

dies . explodes .

mickey this song …. this goddamn song….. oughhh i love madds buckley sm :((((( she’s so good!!! i adore this song and i think it fits very well for both of them but especially royalty!reader…. it goes back to the whole thing where . they think they’re unloveable. their love is ”sick.” but they still crave tenderness and companionship……

my love is sick // it’s messy and wrong // but i pray for a bit of contagion // hands without fingers // like spoons at the source // coat evenly // oh, won’t you touch me? you’re an infection // i am keeping // no matter the sepsis // you are staying my love is sick // it’s taken me whole // i’m simply a host to a haunting // ghosts without corpses // still linger in flesh // holding on to a love they keep wanting

THESE LYRICS ARE JUST . soooo good. so good. the idea that they view their love as messy and wrong but still want him to touch them . they view him as an infection because intimacy scares them so much but they still don’t want him gone.

and then the final line ….. ”holding on to a love they keep wanting”…….. yeahhh . suguru and reader are both afraid to bare their hearts to one another but they keep holding onto that love anyway.

anything, anything, anything

aaaand then finally!!! another madds buckley song :33 this one is ADORABLE and it’s just . dripping with devotion and adoration !!!! i guess i see it almost as a post-fic song ??? like. after the final scene. the culmination of their relationship. it encompasses their love for each other really really well and the lyrics are just so sweet 🥺🥺

honey, i hate wine // but i’d gladly down a bottle of your name // just to get another taste of you // a single drop not on my tongue would be a waste and i hate mornings // but i like waking next to you // you always wake up before i do // so i can sleep in your embrace and i hate time // the minutes shared will never last enough // no amount of time will ever be too much // and parting leaves a bitter taste

THESE LYRICS ….. soooo royalty!reader. they’re a little sap but they don’t want to admit it!!!! i think their love comes down to making Exceptions. like. suguru is their exception. they hate wine but they’d drink some if he brewed it for them. they hate mornings but wake up early just to get a glimpse of his sleeping face . they hate time, but cherish the clock-ticks they spend with him. they’re a little softie and i love them :(((((

we burn like gentle firewood // we yearn like vines and leaves // and we settle in the comfort of // the bones that rest beneath // and i’d stop staying home and wasting time // to keep your soul with mine

THIS IS BOTH OF THEMMMM. they burn and yearn and settle in the comfort between each other…… they’d stop staying home and stop wasting time to keep each other close .

i’d do anything, anything, anything // anything, anything, anything…

this is really like . the Core of the fic i think. especially on knight!suguru’s side . he’d do anything. there’s something very gentle and tender about this repetition and it makes me wanna cry. sniffle . i adore them mickey :((((( he’d do anything for themmmmm

BUTTTT OKAY . songs aside…… the reason it took me so long to answer this (faulty brain aside) is that i really wanted to include some siken poems for you too :’3 since his poetry inspired me sooo much when i was writing the fic!!! and so many of them are knight!sugu +/ royalty!reader coded….

i’m just gonna go through the ones that remind me of them the most !!!! :33

the way the light reflects

title of the fic was snatched right from this so ofc i had to include it 🫡🫡

the paint doesn’t move the way the light reflects, so what’s there to be faithful to? i am faithful to you, darling. i say it to the paint.

i think this. encompasses the fic. i really do. the paint and the light. the Faith. what’s there to be faithful to? well, the knight by your side has something to say. if reader is faithful to the paint then he is faithful to Them. he’s made out of it. and all reader wants is for someone to have faith in them. they’re the paint, and suguru’s the light.

i paint in his face and i paint it out again. there is a question i am afraid to ask: to supply the world with what?

and this … royalty!reader is really . confused i think. to supply the world with what? what’s their purpose? what good can someone do when they’re stuck in a castle? they don’t know, so they keep painting. and maybe that’s enough.

…. i can’t remember if i mentioned this to you before but. i imagine that reader paints suguru a Lot once the events of the fic are over. as in…… eventually a corner of their room is dedicated to him and no one else . he’s very embarrassed about it. cutie <333

portrait of fryderyk in shifting light

THIS POEM . richard siken when i fucking catch you. it’s one of my absolute favorites of his and it…. really really REALLY helped me write some scenes 😭 especially the one where reader is painting. the writing is just so beautiful and flows so well. and it fits the themes of the fic perfectly !!

i sussed the gesso into foam and white roses, stalling. i troubled the shadows and silvered his edges. what can you know about a person? they shift in the light.

silvered his edges …. something something royalty!reader @ knight!sugu . BUT MORE THAN ANYTHING …. what can you know about a person? they shift in the light. that’s another quote that really gets to the core of the fic i think….!!! both sugu and reader aren’t what they seem to be. they shift in the light!!!

i find the parts that overlap with mine and light them up in clayd and creams, yellow music singing pink, the flicker of his mouth a purple rust. his face congeals as he settles in. his hair is bronze in here, not gold: walnut, bark, and cinnamon, chipped brick tipped in ink.

OUGHHHHHH AGAIN I’M JUST . so . enamored with the way he writes 💔💔💔 the colours…. the paint……. this is what goes through reader’s head when they’re painting suguru

difficult, to be confronted with the fact of yourself. opaque in the sense of finally solid, in the sense of see me, not through me.

SEE ME NOT THROUGH ME 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 yeah. reader wants to be Seen but not Discovered. suguru does both. he sees them and sees through them and stays anyway. it’s difficult to accept yourself but he does it for them. he sees the wolf and the lamb and the little fox beneath !!!! and reader sees him for the kind wolf that he is :333

litany in which certain things are crossed out

h … heavy breathing …. another of my favorite siken poems . this one was my absolute fav for a while….. it’s a really long one and there are just . soo many lines that reminds me of them!!! :((((

of course, she wakes the dragon. love always wakes the dragon and suddenly flames everywhere. i can already tell you think i’m the dragon, that would be so like me, but i’m not. i’m not the dragon. i’m not the princess either. (…) okay, so i’m the dragon. big deal. you still get to be the hero. you get magic gloves! a fish that talks! you get eyes like flashlights! what more do you want?

THE DRAGON/PRINCESS IMAGERYYYY. LOVE ALWAYS WAKES THE DRAGON !!!!!!! reader views themselves as The Dragon while suguru views them as The Princess . he’s The Hero obviously. i think reader is bitter towards suguru at the beginning for a Lot of reasons but one of them is jealousy. knights are domesticated creatures so they aren’t exactly Free but . they have more freedom than a chained royal . they get to run around in the forest and by the sea and they get to see the world :((( what more could he want?

you said i could have anything i wanted, but i just couldn’t say it out loud.

throws up blood . yeah . the knight offers his lord anything they wish for but they can’t say what they truly wish for . they can’t push the words out of their mouth .

forget the dragon, leave the gun on the table, this has nothing to do with happiness.

EXPLODES !!!!!!!! one of my favorite siken lines Ever. idk it’s just the vibes . i know you’ll understand mickey!!!!!!!! forget the dragon, this has nothing to do with happiness……

i want more applesauce. i want more seats reserved for heroes. dear forgiveness, i saved a plate for you. quit milling around the yard and come inside.

🥺🥺🥺 this line is so…. pretty. and hopeful. it makes me think more of knight!sugu than reader because i think he’s done many things he can’t forgive himself for . but the forgiveness he yearns for is just within reach . all he needs is a push. and i think reader more than anyone wants the better things in life — for themselves and for their knight.

suguru is passive in his suffering, but reader is willing to reach for what they want. and i think that inspires him. quit milling around the yard and come inside!!!!!! stupid silly knight >:((

unfinished duet

this is knight!suguru’s anthem . boy oh boy do i have thoughts about this ……

he wants to be tender and merciful. that sounds overly valorous. sounds like penance. and his hands? his hands keep turning into birds and flying away from him. him being you.

heavy breathing …. he wants to be tender and merciful. sounds like penance. 😵‍💫😵‍💫 i have …. soooo many thoughts about knight!suguru but the center of his character really is Guilt. shame. he wants to repent for things he can’t remember doing. knights are meant to be ashamed . it’s the catholic in them i think

then there’s the bird line ….. as much as he pushes and pushes for that connection, he’s just as scared as reader is when it comes to intimacy!! his hands turn into birds and fly away from them . he’s afraid of crossing a line or boundary. i tried to show it in the fic but like …. he’s very particular about certain things . he’s willing to bend certain rules (esp later when his devotion starts sticking more to his lord than his knighthood) but he’s Very firm about other things . like not calling them by name at first . it’s a little… too much for him. knights really have to tiptoe that line.

…. there’s this one arthurian work that i love. that you’ve definitely heard about bc it’s so popular + they made a movie out of it and i don’t think it was a good adaptation but it was soooooo so good as a movie . gawain and the green knight….. I DON’T WANNA RAMBLE TOO MUCH BUT UM. i love the arthuriana :333 and i’m mentioning this story because gawain is tested on his value as a knight right. there’s a whole thing about how he kisses a man’s wife because it’d be impolite to deny the lady’s wishes (rejecting her would go against his honour as a knight), but he can’t sleep with her because that would go against … his honour as a knight. it’s a whole. purity thing. you need to be chivalrous but also chaste. so knight!sugu acts all charming and flirty but when reader wants him to cross the line between them he’s like 😳 yeah. he’s . a silly little guy .

what did you really want? someone to pass this with me. you wanted more.

cries . throws up . this is both knight!sugu and royalty!reader actually …. they limit themselves because they don’t think they capable of / allowed to have the thing they really want :(((( just having somebody by their side is enough for now….

was there no one else? his hands keep turning into birds, and his hands keep flying away from him. eventually the birds must land.

…. yeahhhh . 😔😔 yeah . sorry this poem is wrecking me a little . eventually the birds must land!!!! knight!suguru can resist and royalty!reader can resist in kind but one day that distance Will be breached. they’re doomed to fall (positive).

snow and dirty rain

and finally …. this beast . it’s the final poem of siken’s crush collection and it goes…. insanely hard. soooo many lines here remind me of them mickey :((((( it’s sickening actually . just a little push more and then you’re free 🫂🫂🫂 here is a drink for u to sip while reading i made it just for you ☕️

we can do anything. it’s not because our hearts are large, they’re not, it’s what we struggle with.

OUGHHH . yeah . knight!sugu and royalty!reader both have pretty small hearts but they’re kinda…. overfilled . i think . they both struggle with kindness despite wanting to Do Good .

my dragonfly, my black-eyed fire, the knives in the kitchen are singing for blood, but we are the crossroads, my little outlaw, and this is the map of my heart, the landscape after cruelty which is, of course, a garden, which is a tenderness, which is a room, a lover saying hold me tight, it’s getting cold.

….. i just realized every single one of these quotes is gonna wreck me entirely . I’M JUST???? THIS IS THEM?!????? IT WAS MADE FOR THEM?????? MY DRAGONFLY MY BLACK-EYED FIRE. MY LITTLE OUTLAW. the landscape after cruelty which is OF COURSE a garden which is OF COURSE a tenderness which is OF COURSE a room of sleeping lovers. tenderness is a garden . etcetc.

we have not touched the stars, nor are we forgiven, which brings us back to the hero’s shoulders and a gentleness that comes, not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it.

just kill me actually . i wrote some of these lines here wayyyy back when you first sent this ask so being forced to read them again is . hurting me mickey 😭😭😭 FOR THE RECORD. this one is extremely knight!reader/prince!toru coded. the gentleness that comes not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it… yeahhh. you get me.

you said tell me about your books, your visions made of flesh and light and i said this is the moon. this is the sun. let me name the stars for you.

🥺🥺🥺 reader asks about his life and visions and dreams . and suguru tells them about the moon and the sun and the constellations ….. ”let me name the stars for you.” <- SUCH a sugu thing to say. i can’t stand him . he’s so devoted it hurts when i think about him

we were in the gold room where everyone finally gets what they want, so i said what do you want, sweetheart? and you said kiss me.

😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😵‍💫😭😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 KISS ME . this is literally the final scene between them . under the stars. suguru asks what they want and all they want is a kiss. THE SWEETHEART …… lowkey his favorite petname. i’m partial to it. they go through all the suffering and growing together and finally arrive at the gold room. where they get what they want. and all they want is each other . (sound of muffled sobbing)

we are all just trying to be holy. my applejack, my silent night, just mash your lips against me. we are all going forward. none of us are going back.

and finally …… this 💔💔💔 it’s just . perfect. it’s so hopeful and it makes me so emotional. just mash your lips against me; none of us are going back. even though they were both born for doom there’s a bright future ahead of them :’3

OKAY I’M DONE . FINALLY . if you read all this then just know i’m smothering you in kisses…. i’m doing that regardless though . i love you!!!! thank you for loving them with me!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 i hope this was a fun read despite the wait </3

[cloudcastor]

i absolutely love your post about the post kh3 au, it's so great! i want to read it through a few more times to soak up the details, you're so creative! the artwork that you made to go with it is also sooo evocative!

a question i wanted to ask is how you got into kh in the first place! i feel like it's always fun to hear everyone's journey with things!

thank you!! i’m honestly super incentivized to make more art of it soon… i’m so glad everyone’s liking it 🥺💕

I’m gonna age myself significantly by saying I saw a VHS ad on one of my disney movies (honestly don’t remember which one) and was super enthralled because Jack Skelington was in it (the nightmare before christmas is like. one of my all time favorite movies and as a kid i would watch it over and over and over again) but also was really interested in the vibe of it. I’m pretty sure it’s this ad.

Anyway, i didn’t know what a video game was, or a ps2, but my cousins got it not that much later and watching them play piqued my interest even more. Fast forward to middle school and I was finally able to play the games on my own as well as follow along with new releases. The first kh game I was there for was days so it has a special place in my heart. I’ve been getting each game ever since!

[chryzuree]

I’M IN SUCH A CHRYZUREJACKS MOOD RN… anything you have to share abt them at this time 🤲🤲🤲

GOD, I FEEL SO FERAL ABT THEM RN…. you always know precisely my mood (is always explicitly posting abt them…)

but like…. chryzurejacks is jst like chrysi has someone made for her by the universe itself and if she also had someone who she made for herself and they worshipped her. then it’s worship from knowing everything about her to worship from knowing nothing about her. then, on top of that, it’s like ohhhh, azure’s her soul. jacks is her heart. she’s their breath. fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lives interwoven in the stars by pure stubbornness because who else can understand each other but them!!! and their cringefail pathetic wet lap dogcat of a soulmate………

umm also also also, i’ve mentioned this, but azure is also immune to jacks’s kiss <3 makes me think of that one friends episode where one of the characters is like “WHERE IS MY NEW YEAR’S KISS!!!! I WANT TO BE KISSED!!!!!!” and then one of the other guys kisses him.. jacks wants to be kissed (by chrysi), but he’s being so fucking annoying that azure kisses him for her. jacks stands there in a daze like “?!!!???????!!!!!!” and then, later, he’s mad because azure’s a better kisser than him.

i like imagining them all curled up in the same bed together, jst basking in the morning sunlight coming in from the blinds :)) literally i have nothing else to add, jst azure pressed to chrysi’s side and jacks resting his head on her chest and chrysi stroking jacks’s head while leaning into azure…. it’s something i think abt to calm myself down!!

jackszure hangout sessions whenever chrysi’s off doing something!!! it’s always azure working on a paper or writing something else while jacks jst kinda sighs sadly like a bereft dog, then looks at azure from the corner of his eye. azure hears him do that, like, seven times before he sighs and puts down his work. do you want to play checkers? yeah, checkers?? yes, do you want to set up the board?? good boy!!! (jacks is like. not appreciating that you’re talking to me like a dog, but also, YEAH, i WOULD like to play checkers 🥺)

whenever they’re at a masquerade ball, azure and jacks always keep trying to get the most dances w chrysi. near the beginning of their relationship, anyway!! then it turns into them switching off who chrysi’s dancing w every other song. romance… ((also, jacks specifically designs matching outfits for all three of them 🥰🥰🥰))

GOD, like two days ago, i was thinking abt chrysijacks arguing while azure endured it—up until he snaps, and goes, “JACKS. stop pissing off my wife!!! CHRYSI, stop yelling at your husband!!!!” both of them immediately shut up. anyway, chrysi was winning. jsyk.

jackszure companionship is also sosososo important to me??? like jacks nor azure strike me as the type of ppl to hug, but ((and specifically i’m thinking of the kh au, though this happens in a couple others)) when azure comes back from being cursed and/or possessed, jacks kinda cautiously lingers around him until azure sighs and gives him a quick hug. nobody saw anything. but also jacks is glad azure’s okay, and azure’s glad that jacks didn’t blow anything up while he was gone. now, if you’ll excuse him. he needs to go kiss their wife.

LOVEEEEE the aus where they’ve all been married for years, but since jacks is a fate and chrysi’s a half-star and azure’s undead, they all will wander sometimes?? and then when they’re reunited, they fall back into their patterns. don’t let jacks cook, don’t let azure make tea, don’t let chrysi rearrange the kitchen every week…. THIS ALSO IN A SITUATION WHERE JACKS IS A PLANT ON AN OPPOSING SIDE AND THEY GET CAUGHT AND HE BREAKS COVER TO HELP THEM??????)))) AUGHHHHHHH.

oh oh oh, in the l&c universe, after azure gets possessed, it’s soooo important to notice that while chrysi is how azure drags himself to reality, he’s able to actively try and get help via communicating with jacks… he sent that invitation to the gala to jacks on purpose! he knew jacks would get chrysi and they’d both try to help him! he knows! he knows that both of them would save him!!!!!

[noramoons]

hey beck I miss you lots 🥺 how are you doing? writing or doing anything fun? oh and I saw your post about not feeling like writing for skz at the moment so I just wanted to say that it’s totally valid to feel that way (not that you need anyone to tell you that). I hope one day you find the inspo to write for them again should you feel like it, but even if you don’t that’s fine too. ^^ I’m glad you enjoyed writing for them for a time I know I enjoyed for reasons wretched and divine and you know this too lol xD but anyways I hope you don’t feel too bad is all I wanted to say! hope you smile today! also ateez concert number two today hhhhh I hope you have the best time at yours!!

OMG izzy my love !! 😭😭 i’ve missed you so much too omg thank you for popping in here n saying hi 🥺 i think i’m doing okay! i have been doing a bit of writing actually hehe i’ve got some siren au silliness on the way that i’m excited about :) it’s very interesting to me how writing is kinda like using muscles almost?? bc i feel like i haven’t had motivation in a long time, but now that i’ve started writing in little bits again, i find that i’m coming up with scenes and ideas and dialogue more than i was before too. ig that sounds like common sense but idk LOL it’s just been reassuring in a way to know that a love for writing can in fact come back to you <3 how are you doing tho? i hope you’ve been doing something fun too and that your classes are going well!!

and 🥺🥺 thank you for the validation, it really does mean a lot. skz was my very first ult group and they held that spot for a long time, so it’s taken me a long time to come to terms with the fact that they aren’t anymore and i just can’t find any more motivation to write for them. but they’ll always hold a spot for me bc of the inspo they gave me to write for reasons wretched and divine, i think i do still consider that my best work LOL and it makes me so, so unbelievably happy that so many ppl (including you !! :D) enjoyed that work too. i don’t think i feel too bad about everything anymore—i felt guilty for a long time even when i first marked by my side as on hiatus, and i think i was just trying to hurry up and finish the series out of guilt at first too. but i think i’m feeling a little better each day. and i did smile today !! i actually just got off the phone w one of my friends earlier who made me laugh quite a bit hehe i hope you’ve smiled today too! 💛💛

and AAAA OH MY GOSH i hope you have SO much fun at ateez i’m sure it’ll be a blast and a half 😫🧡 pls let me know how it goes!! i’m very excited to see them again too hehehe :))

[skittlewaffle]

⟟ love the toon au!! the bois look so soft and cute! ⟟ have a question about the octopus tho. It kinda looks like the Afton glitch, so is Afton gonna be some sort of antagonist in the show? Is he actually a problem? Or does he not exist and I'm reading too much into things?

ohoho it’s actually not fnaf related at all, my dear anon.

Let me tell you about this wonderful pitch for a little… crossover episode.

[buggachat]

your art always makes me smile, thank you for sharing it :) your style is so cute and squishy and expressive and you have such a great sense of humor that absolutely KILLS me and you also such a good understanding of the characters!! whenever I read bakery enemies au updates I’m always struck by how in character marinette and adrien feel even though it’s an AU that has changed a lot about their circumstances. that’s not always easy to pull off but you do it so well!! Im also just in awe of how much food you provide for this fandom omg,,,your art tag is so Thicc,,amazing content for days,,years,,,and you also have such good analysis posts that I really appreciate,,,also you write fic?? (which has been on my tbr list for ages and I’m sure it will be really good once I finally get around to it haha.) i hope you feel you can take breaks and stuff as well bc the amount you have produced in like the last week is insane to me 😂 but I’ve enjoyed it all so so much! And whenever your older stuff makes the rounds again I’m like 🥺 it’s so cute on its own but also it’s so cool and inspiring to see how much you continue to improve all the time. Anyway sry for the ramble I’m just been stressed and i saw some of your posts which never fail to make me smile and I just felt grateful and wanted to say thanks!! 💜

AAAAaaa THANK YOU so much for all the kind words!! 😭 🥺 this really made me smile, I'm glad that people enjoy all the silly stuff I throw onto the internet

[merakiui]

Yknow I sometimes look back at the times I’ve sent in some ideas without signing it as me, Vaus, because I was shy 🥲 Either way, it’s so nice to see a lot of people enjoying some of the concepts I’ve conjured up in my horny brain such as the KazuhaScara roommate au. It makes me feel special to know people like it sm <3

Anyway since it’s Xiao’s birthday today (for me), I want to spoil him so bad. Specifically Xiaowo.. Give him birthday head, hell even ride him and show him where to put his hands (tummy, hips, etc) and then give him cute aftercare <33 he’s so precious *gently holds* - Vaus

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Your concepts are always fun and brilliant, so I’m happy you shared them with me!!! <3 The KazuScara roommates au is especially good!! 👀 I’m glad many other people enjoy it!

AAAA spoiling Xiaowo!!! 🥺 He deserves only the best on his special day. You’ll make him feel so loved with everything you do and he won’t know how to return the favor. He definitely melts during aftercare because no one’s ever treated him so gently and carefully before. He won’t ask for any gifts, but if you really want to get him something then he’d like to consider you as his gift. After all, you’re the best person to have ever come into his life and he wants to show you just how much he adores you.

[inaflashimagine]

my god so after years i come back to react to your answer, but you got my brain enough to walk through all these posts (i was always like 🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝 every time something was said) ,,,

EVERYTHING is fucking perfect your Ravenclaw brains bring me dOWN (RAVENCLAW ANON YOU REALLY ARE ON TOP) (as fellow Gryffindor I can only sit and nod quietly lol)

no really, between the kfc hc, the potions lessons, the relationship with nanami, THE SHIT MAHITO, the tournament, AARGH I FALL I SAID it's incredible I think about this ua day and night 😭 (and also im happy that you agree with hufflepuff nanami bc imagine him being in this house just make me feel like- 🥺)

but lol so i didn't sit idly by and i'm still looking forward to your ua hp updates

(my favorite hc is the slow burn of the relationship with nanami ,,, AND HIS FUCKING DOUBTS ABOUT MAHITO, MAN WHO CALCULATES EVEN THAT FUCKING PSYCHOPATH WHILE YOU EXIST, I can't take this boy anymore)

also I wanted to evoke how much I feel out of place since in my head it's gojo who is in Slytherin and geto in Gryffindor I DON'T KNOW GRYFFONDOR GETO JUST KILLED ME SO STRONG then I talked about it with friends and - anyway from dint of reading you I come to appreciate him more at Slytherin (especially if it allows a healthy and beautiful interaction between Slytherin and Hufflepuff because geto and nanami are just made to make me fall)

nanami and his muggle bakery made me cry (no kidding ,,, I had just reread chapter 120 too : D)

thinking that each new recipe will have to wait until the holidays to be tested, at the request of nanami who just thinks the reader has the best advice ( but she just try to notre blush behind his eyes-)

you were talking about metamorphmagus! mahito and squib! toji, I want to add that geto and gojo will learn to be animagus and shoko would be right there like "wow so cool" but thinking that being mediwizard just >>>

(and I have already thought about possible legilimens and occlumens but I want to read your opinion on them first)

currently thinking about the fact that ijichi would be a ✨virtuoso✨ in all subjects where you should not touch the wand, and would be one of the few to put up with professor bins lol

(also here I made a FUCKING list on all the subjects in which each one would excel or not and I realize that I do really useless things sometimes-)

an idea just pop-up in my head 🤠 the reader or nanami would be really good at astronomy and when one of them decides to wear his balls and ask the other to help him with an assignment, they just end up by lying next to each other, gazing at the stars and heart both beating and calm

I have already talked too much, but i want to repeat myself: thank you again for the pearls you provide, really! these two universes together are so sweet 🥺✨(and sorry for language mistakes yoops)

good luck with your studies, and have a great night / evening / day! ✨

Hi I’m sorry this took a while to respond to but I’m so glad you sent this wonderful ask (so thankful for your Gryffindor brain!)

I’m so glad you like the hcs!! I also cannot stop thinking about this au. And I’m incredibly grateful for your suggestion about Nanami being a Hufflepuff because now I can’t unsee it (even when I see fanart of him in ravenclaw robes, because all I can imagine is him with yellow robes now haha)

I wish I had time to write these ideas out! Maybe I’ll write a snippet soon (I keep on thinking about either writing a scene of reader and Nanami during a potions lesson or them spending a summer day in the muggle world jdjdksksk)

Ahhh yay I’m so glad you like the slowburn aspect!! I’m a sucker for the mutual pining and the friends to lovers trope so I think a slowburn encapsulates both concepts pretty well! And LMAO yeah I love how even in this au Mahito is still an annoying presence in Nanami’s life💀

Ahh Gryffindor Geto is such an interesting concept I don’t think I’ve seen that one yet! but yes Hufflepuff Nanami and Slytherin Geto is an idea I can’t wait to flesh out more, I really wish we had more interactions with them in the manga! I guess that’s what fanfiction is for haha😌

Ahhh no the dreadful ch 120😭😭yes Nanami and his muggle bakery is a constant source of joy for me as I try to forget ch 120 exists💀💀idk just teenager Nanami worrying about mundane tasks instead of fighting curses makes me feel much better LOL.

Aw Nanami thinking reader has the best advice has me🥺🥺 when reader visits him, they’re incredibly excited to try Nanami’s new recipes. And you can’t tell me that Nanami doesn’t bake them a cake for their birthday, even if he has to wait until the summer to celebrate it

OMG Animagus how could I forget?! I wonder what their forms would be! I’ve seen so many fanart of Gojo cat so I can’t stop thinking he’d be a white fluffy cat or some other feline💀💀Geto is a bit tougher to place and I can’t easily think of one. I keep on thinking of a dragon for him but that would be incredibly large compared to Gojo’s cat😭💀

Shoko would be the best mediwizard there is no doubt about that😌

Oooh possible legilimens and occlumens is such an interesting concept!! Here are my current thoughts but I think they’ll be subject to change as I think about it more:

Both are incredibly hard to accomplish, so these would definitely be a trait among the best of the best students.

Gojo: I see Occlumency (maybe because I think of his infinity), though he’s trying to become better at Legilimency.

Geto: excels at both, but great at Legilimency (I think this would be an interesting foil with Gojo. Considering that Akutami said that Geto was Gojo’s moral compass and those two were very close, I feel like Geto can read Gojo like a book sometimes. Not to mention that Geto/Getwo are extremely charismatic and always seem to be two steps ahead/know what others are thinking and their weak points are)

Mahito: both as well because his role in jjk involves him being aware of his soul and the soul of others

Nanami: Occlumency. I keep on thinking about how he subconsciously protected his soul from Mahito during his first fight. Although I can see the argument for Legilimency, perhaps for his ability to read people pretty well (because he makes astute observations relatively quickly)

Yeah atm those are the only ones I can think of but I’m curious to hear your thoughts!!

HAHA that’s so accurate for Ijichi I love it!! He would be a teacher’s pet as well💀💀

Wait I would LOVE to see that list if you ever decide to post it!! I think I wrote down some classes that the students would excel at or not but I have to find the list it’s buried in some Google doc💀once I find it I’ll be sure to post it here!

OMG I LOVE this potential astronomy scene my heart is so soft🥺and if reader is even feeling a bit more courageous, they inch a bit closer to Nanami as they seek warmth from the ocasional chill in the night. the strange but soothing combined scents of his cologne, bread, and book pages are enough to make reader comfortable, eyes slowly closing as they try to listen to what Nanami is saying about a particular constellation. But before they know it, they find themselves falling asleep, their head idly placed on Nanami’s shoulder as they peacefully doze off. Nanami freezes, his calm heartbeat picking up quickly as he realizes the current situation. But then he smiles softly, admiring reader’s face cast in the moonlight. It isn’t long until he finds his own eyes closing as he takes a quick slumber as well.

Please, you can never talk too much no worries (I’m the one who rambles a ton here haha)! Thank you for sharing your lovely ideas in this au, it’s certainly made my heart so so full🥺 (and def don’t worry about the language mistakes, your English is wonderful!)

Good luck with your studies as well! Have a lovely day/night💕

[ankaaz]

El did I send an ask or did tumblr eat it lol? Maybe I didn’t lol.

Anyways, I’ve been nerding out about the James Webb photos. So fucking cool. I was word vomiting about it to my coworkers.

Also wanted to congratulate you on your job. I’m glad your effort was rewarded in the end 💕. Job hunting fucking sucks.

And omg el, I’m so happy rn. I went out with coworkers the other day. And I have plans to go out with another one soon. And two of my coworkers told me they smile a lot when we work together 🥺. And this one supervisor at the store I trained at says hello and talks to me when he sees me. Like I’ve always convinced myself I’m super unlikeable, so it’s really insane to me this is all happening. But I’m happy I’m being more social because I used to be cripplingly shy.

I was also thinking of a Haikyuu barista au. I was salivating thinking about sakusa in an all black outfit with the red apron. Can u imagine just watching him make drinks. Beautiful. Me and atsumu would make him make tiktoks with us all the time. Capitalize on his good looks.

And now I like black cold brews. Which I totally thought would never happen because I don’t like coffee much lol. I also like iced quad espressos with soy milk. I still like the sweet drinks, but I’m trying to limit the sugar I’m having lul. Fr you can have up to five drinks a shift, it’s insane. I try to cap it at two or three lol.

But el, you should try a matcha frappe made with heavy cream(but the default milk is fine too) sub peppermint syrup with frappe chips. It tastes like mint chocolate chip ice cream 🤤. My one coworker gets it with extra ice so she eats it with a spoon. I get it every once and awhile, because it’s quite indulgent lol.

this is the only message I've gotten from you, so the good ol hellsite must've eaten it :((

the james webb photos are SO cool!! I'm still geeking out over them tbh, I adore them. I am a very big space person haha, so the side by side comparisons have me screaming.

ahhh tysm!! I was definitely reaching the end of my patience with job hunting so I'm really glad this one worked out haha.

ooh that's great! I hope you had so much fun!! it's always so nice when the people around you help with deconstructing things you thought about yourself (in a good way, ya know?). I've totally had the same experience because I'm pretty quiet irl and it makes me nervous people think I don't want to be around them, but whenever someone tells me that's not true or says smth else nice internally I go !!! haha.

ugh... Sakusa... in EH there's a scene where he cooks and I was salivating over him wearing a black apron because I am Down Bad for that man. but him at starbucks... gah a dream come true. lmao, any tiktok you two make with him would get like 10x more views than normal I bet.

welcome to the dark side >:) hands down tho my favorite drink is the vanilla sweet cream coldbrew but do 2 pumps van syrup and 2 pumps peppermint. I've probably reced it before and I'll rec it until I die I swear. and 5 drinks per shift??? dude I'd be so hyper if I worked there lmao and have the most insane sugar crashes.

ooh I'm not a fan of frappes, but I'll tinker with it and maybe get a matcha w/ all the specifications. I am a sucker for mint choc chip anything hehe