#Abigail deserved someone who loved her for who she was and didn't see her as a tool

[ssaseaprince]

I'm going to say something controversial that I hate, but is completely true.

Will and Abigail barely knew each other. Their relationship was born solely out of a trauma bond, not any kind of love or substance. The obsession Will has towards her does not correlate with how weak of relationship they actually have. If Abigail saw anyone as a father figure, it would've been Hannibal because she barely knew Will. Will loved Abigail because she was such an important tool in his becoming. He didn't love her because he loved how passionate she was about dance, or how smart she was, how amazing her humour was, or how witty and sarcastic she was, or any of the things that made her who she was. He loved her for her darkness, and that's all he knew about her. Will's level of obsession with her did not match the depth of their relationship, and he did not love Abigail for the girl that she was, he loved her as a killer that complimented his own darkness. And I think it's sad that nobody ever truly loved Abigail for who she was fully.

[devnmon]

dating sadie adler, kisser of women hcs ♡

obviously i had to do this for my bbg sadie. she deserves MORE appreciation and if nobody will write for her I WILL!!!! i gladly will. i love her, so enjoy these! luv u all!

[also just pretend this is historically accurate bye!]

Sadie is a very intelligent woman... she knows how to hunt, how to use a gun, who knows what else is in that brain of hers. She must have so many hidden talents and skills, and you intend to find out what.

Though her addition to the group was somewhat abrupt, you and Abigail do your best to make her feel welcome. You aren't sure if Sadie feels the comfort that you hope your words provide to her at first. Once the group moves to Clemens Point, you find she's coming out of her shell little by little. You see it in her pristine new outfit when she returns from a run with Arthur, and the way she holds herself is much different than before.

This new version of Sadie Adler was fiery, confident and stickin' it to the man– you quickly found out not to get on her bad side. Though you think you'd let her do anything to you if it were the right situation.

The minute Sadie realizes what she's feeling for you is more than platonic... it takes her back a step. She never thought she'd find someone other than Jake to want in that way– but here you are. You're always at her side, perfect to her, and she will protect you like her life depends on it. When she silently swallows her feelings and pretends she doesn't care, you notice.

You all but have to drag her out of camp in the middle of the night to get a minute alone with her; otherwise there's prying eyes and others whose attention you really didn't wish to grab.

Once the two of you are alone you'll go off on how she's been avoiding you at every turn, rambling on and on like you'd done something wrong. "What happened to you?" you'd ask. She sighs and goes "You happened to me."

"I've been a fool. Do you hate me? What have I done?" statements flow from her when she notices you're silent, staring while she stutters over confessing her feelings. It's at that point you shut her up by kissing her and you can almost hear the sparks flying from the two of you. There's a big ass smile on her face afterwards and she kisses you in between her smiles. Sadie Adler is a smitten fool for you.

She's observant, patient and good with her hands. That is: she teaches you how to shoot a rifle, since you're more comfortable to ask her. She gladly shows you, and when you think you've got it, her arms surround you from behind to adjust your aim– and you're blushing. After she takes her hands away, you're flustered by the loss and silently begging for her to put them back.

Will match outfits with you nonchalantly as a statement to your relationship with her. Like say you're wearing an outfit with blue or white, she'll wear a blue scarf and her white shirt to match you. She'll even give you a piece of her jewelry to wear in that instance, or get you a piece of your own to match hers. Sadie's sentimental & cute like that!!!

Sadie will also leave you notes secretly, to which you fawn over every time. She also definitely gushes over the ones you leave her, when you compare her to the sweet flowers you pick for her. [Arthur noticed how hard she was blushing one time and got curious, she's had to read your notes in private ever since!]

Definitely gets veryyy touchy and affectionate when she's had a few drinks. She's slurring out "Heyyy pretty girlll I know where you can find a nice place to stay for the night..." in your ear and you have to excuse yourselves in *attempt* to get her to sleep.

Sadie is definitely the type to say "i owe you a hundred kisses" if you had a bet with her about something. Usually it was silly, harmless contests that either of you could compete against each other in playfully.

Sadie also introduced you to pranks, which she loves to pull on the other guys. One time the two of you messed with Arthur, sending him silly letters from someone named "Hugh Janus". The two of you tried to hold in your laughs when he got frustrated and yelled out "WHO THE HELL IS HUGH JANUS??" in camp unprompted.

Sadie is a huge cuddler at night, intertwining her whole body with yours to keep warm, especially when it gets chilly at night. There's not a smidge of space to have for yourself, it's shared with her always. Other examples of this are her linking her pinkie finger with yours when you're standing around the group. She loves physical touch so much that she'll do anything to have her skin on yours no matter what; if it's riding on the back of the same horse, or pouring her a drink, she's making some sort of contact. It's her way to say "I'm here & I love you". She's such a sweetheart to you.

NSFW

Yeah Sadie is a top this Sadie is a top that... may I suggest... she's a switch. On rare occasions, Sadie Loves being on her knees for you. She's a real freak like that. She'll beg and beg and beg until you cave and give her what she wants: you.

“Please, stop teasin’ me, just give me what I want. You know I’ll return the favor, sweet girl.” Her raspy voice, her gentle commands, her pretty thighs spread for you..

But when she's in control? Oh it's absoluuutely over for you. She'll praise you constantly cause she knows it's what you want to hear. “Doin’ so good for me, pretty girl. C’mon, let me hear you, use your words. I know you can.. Such a good girl.”

Her soft little whimpers & pleas as she climbs higher & higher. she’s so desperate for release & your touch, she’s basically sobbing for it. her eyes never leave you once she hears the same needy whine come from your side of the room, wanting to watch you come undone from the sight of her spread out for you.

You can't tell me she doesn't get off on you pulling her hair when it's in a messy braid. You love to run your fingers through it and grip, but it's too hot out for that. Plus she thinks it's easier for her braid to be pulled, and fucking loves it.

Her skilled hands could make you a whimpering mess, easily. She knows her way around, and boy if she isn't good at what she does.

"There you go, you got it, takin me so well..." in that accent of hers.. You'll fold every time. “Oh, look at you, pretty girl. Fallin’ apart for me so easily. D'ya know how whipped you got me?" Yeah, she's a lady who knows how to drive you crazy.

Then again... she's a goddamn tease. Especially if you've been bratty? Oh it's over for you. She feels your body up and down, making you work for any other sensual touches by begging. It's music to her ears. She lovesss to make you work for it.

She'll take her time for however long edging you with her fingers, then her tongue, and once you've had about two orgasms from just that, she sticks her strap inside you and gets another.

For aftercare, she'll ask you if you're feeling alright and lay with you after she cleans you up. Usually the both of you fall asleep afterwards, or take a bath or a shower before you do. Her brown eyes shine in the light while she tucks a strand of hair behind your ear and kisses your cheeks while you lie together.

[twicecut]

Man. I enjoyed watching TUA S4 because I got to do it in good company and I loved Klaus' bits, he never disappoints, and the sheer never knowing what will happen next was fun... But the more I think about the conclusion, the more sad I get.

Rant/analysis about why this sucks so bad under the cut. I'm upset with myself for still being upset about this lol. Ugh.

I think I could be okay with all of them dying or the idea that they will always cause the apocalypse as long as they have the marigolds, but I think what really wrecks it for me is still just the message that there are people who the world is better off without (and it isn't the abuser).

There are so many ways that I think the end could have gone, both with giving the Umbrellas another chance to live and fix the timeline or, if they really wanted, killing them all, that didn't make the journey getting there feel pointless.

Nothing can hurt me as bad as the Doctor Who 50th and invalidating Nine and Ten's pain by undoing the choice to destroy Gallifrey, or all of the nonsense The Last of Us pulled in the sequel and the TV show, but, boy, if giving the Umbrellas no choice but to die and saying their growth doesn't actually matter because this was always the only way to save the world doesn't hurt in a very, very similar way.

It's just sad, you know? Because now I'm going to look back at past seasons I enjoyed and look at the characters and their struggle and know it's going to be worthless.

Luther realizing his abuse and breaking free of Reginald's hold over him? Doesn't matter. He dies in the mansion he could never leave and doing precisely what Reginald and Abigail wanted, just like the good little soldier he always was groomed to be.

Diego gradually learning to stop being such a lone wolf and accept help from his family? Doesn't matter. His family is in shambles throughout the season, he never gets to say goodbye to his kids, never gets an apology from Five or Lila, and dies with a wedge between himself and the one other person who has cared as much about protecting their family as he has. Nevermind that he also never gets to properly grieve or process any of his losses since season 1. He starts angry and ends angry.

Allison honestly doesn't even have positive growth except, maybe, when she argues that they can't just give Klaus his marigolds back without his consent. That was nice. But otherwise we never see her really acknowledge that she can't rumor her way to happiness because the show never gives her that opportunity. She starts the show angry and upset because she lost Claire and her husband, and ends the show constantly angry and upset because she lost her husband and is losing Claire.

Klaus learning to get sober and stay sober for himself without the incentive of seeing Dave, learning to value himself and love himself enough to want to be healthy, and be someone that he can love who can be good a good uncle for Claire doesn't matter. He's triggered into a relapse and while that is fine because I think it handles his addiction more seriously than in past seasons, he never gets the chance to get on his feet again. He starts an addict without control and ends an addict without control.

Five never gets a break. He starts the series frantically trying to get back to his family and stop the apocalypse and ends it with the only realization being that his nonstop effort was meaningless. He can't save his family, he can't stop the apocalypse, and he's alienated and alone because everyone knows he had an affair with Lila, and Diego hates him, and how can he even be sure Lila didn't use him? He knows no peace from beginning to end and dies, yes, with his family, but alone because he made a mistake and decided that he cared more about his feelings for Lila than he cared about hurting his brother (seriously? I'm not even mad about the affair, I'm more upset that Five is written to think that he deserves to keep Lila once they get back... "I want to kill [Diego]" really??). Five chooses to doom his entire family, to kill them all, to stop the apocalypse, because he's depressed and tired of trying and apparently that means all their lives are forfeit.

Ben... Gosh. There's truly no closure for him. Both Bens die with a wedge between themselves and someone in their lives. For Umbrella Ben, it's a deteriorated relationship with Klaus, but I think even he got a kinder ending. At least he hugged Viktor and seemed at peace with his choice to sacrifice himself. His death saved a life. Sparrow Ben, though? His life is owned by the government, he's forced to socialize with the killers of his family who refuse to see him as anything but a person he isn't and will never be, and can't seem to get it through their thick skulls that his family is dead and he misses them. Then, when he needs family and is so scared that he'll accept the killers of his family as friends, he's too far gone to save. He dies scared and alone and probably in massive amounts of pain, conscious of the destruction and death he's causing but trapped within the uncontrollable monster that both Bens had always been afraid they truly were inside.

Viktor's agency is taken again. He gets to be mad at Reginald and say his piece but the only time he ever gets an apology is because Reginald sees Viktor is powerful and decides he should have trained him like his siblings. Viktor isn't worthy of being seen because he's a human being, he's worthy because he's useful. He dies knowing that it isn't enough to be himself.

Lila... I admittedly have never really liked her, but I realize now that's mostly because I never liked how her relationship was framed with Diego in S2 and 3, and that I didn't like that so much of their screentime and growth revolved around their romance rather than the other characters. So even though I liked her more this season for the fact that we were no longer treating her red flags as sexy, I think she was immensely squandered and never has any substantial growth. Her character stagnates because it again revolves around her romances. She lies time and time again, never communicates, shuts down any of Diego's efforts to, belittles him and treats him like an annoyance, and blames him for their crumbling marriage despite being the half of the relationship that isn't turning up for the life they built for each other. She starts the series living a double life and using and hurting Diego for her own benefit, and ends it exactly the same. It makes sense for her character given she was raised by the handler, but, wow. She really is never given the opportunity to see how self-destructive she is or get better. She's continually reduced to the manic, sexy, femme fatale girlfriend trope and never gets the chance to be anything else.

Every one of them once again falls under Hargreeves' will. Their agency is stripped from them again because it's death or running from apocalypses forever and ever. They end practically if not worse than where they started. And Reginald? He presumably lives out his life happy as a clam, free of consequence, because of course he was allowed to exist in the Correct Timeline alongside The Handler and the Swedes.

TUA used to be about the idea that no matter how broken you were and how often you messed up or how dysfunctional you and your family were, you can get better and you are worthy of being loved and accepted. It was the idea that you are affected by your abuse and sometimes that is ugly and it hurts people, but you are not your abuser. Then season 4 spat in the face of all of that and said, no, actually, the abuser of this story is actually a good man and was right all along. It says these abused, traumatized, broken people are all the failures their abuser thought they were and the world would be better off without them. They have to die because the only thing that's keeping the world from becoming a beautiful utopia is the fact that they are living in it. Who cares how hard they've fought to survive? Who cares about their struggle to get better?

I'm all for imperfect media with tragic, unfair endings. I'm all for, sometimes, villains getting away. I'm all for narratives that say life is often unfair and things go badly. But the original spirit of The Umbrella Academy was not that and this nihilistic ending where the abuser is right when it spent so much time in previous seasons insisting he was a monster is. It's just so backward. It looks at its own narrative and calls the audience stupid for believing it, or caring about the characters within it.

I dunno, man. I need to stop being upset about it, but I just cannot believe that Blackman thought this was a good ending. I've tried so hard to give him the benefit of a doubt and understand what he was trying to say with this, how any of it makes sense, but I can't. I don't understand.

[yandere-fics]

♡ Abigail's Sister Darling Is Afraid Of Her ♡

(Could have been longer but I've had this open for like three hours now while my brain refuses to focus so for now you get this.)

Most noble siblings fought over who would get to take over the title but never you and Abigail, from the moment you were able to speak, she was going to be your knight and you would be her lady and you'd run the dukedom together one day. She was your gentle loving knight, only harmful to those who wished you harm and even then never aggressive, or so you thought. You'd finally been allowed to come to the capital, Abby said it was too dangerous for you but you wrote letters almost every day pleading for her to allow you to join her in the capital, you missed her dearly, you say her every year when she returned home with carriages stuffed to the brim with gifts on your birthdays but you wanted to be there with her and so she finally relented leading to you excitedly rushing to your room to prepare to be with her that night only to see her stomping on the head of someone in your room and crushing them to death. You dropped all your stuff and ran out of the room not returning until a maid came to inform you that you'd been given a new room until your room next to Abby's was cleaned. You didn't see Abigail that night or for the next few nights after that.

This was mainly why Abigail had insisted on it being too dangerous for you, sure she could protect you but you were her fragile and soft little sister, she didn't want you to see all the brutal violent things she did to ensure your safety over the years. You had to see her as your knight, not as the murderer you currently saw her as, still she thought a few letters of devotion to you, perhaps swearing vows to you as her lady a few times in public, and maybe even fingering you to sleep a few nights when you were too weak to reject her and you'd realize she was still your gentle knight, devoted to her lady. That didn't happen though, you threw away every letter she sent, you walked away any time she came near you in the ballroom, and most irritatingly of all, you locked your doors at night not allowing her to warm you under the covers like you did every time two were able to see each other. She could unlock it but a good knight knows when their lady needs to be treated delicately, she could not take you when you trembled in fear of her, she had to wait.

You continued to fear her though which she couldn't allow and so your wedding date had to be set soon, she had wanted to wait until you settled in to the capital and back into her arms each night however this was the only chance for her to get you to discuss matters with her. You still didn't budge as she discussed your dress for the wedding, simply nodding when she said anything and not inserting your own ideas into the conversation, you used to love planning your future wedding. She couldn't let her lady continue to ignore her this way and so she dove on you, immediately pulling at your dress and the laces of your corset, which she'd already unlaced for you about a hundred times.

"Abigail, what are you doing? Stop." You shoved at her as she trailed down to kiss your neck gently, only lightly sucking, she didn't want to leave you with any harsh looking hickies until after the wedding night when she could go all out. Slow and gentle was the best way to win a lady's heart, she reminded herself of this constantly as you avoided her these last few weeks but it was a bit difficult to keep up with this motto when you'd been rejecting her so harshly, still she was trying her best, just remember slow and gentle.

"I am merely cherishing my fair lady, there have been seldom opportunities to cherish you since you've arrived, it's a shame to see you not be touched the way I know you deserve to be, just allow me to do my duty as your sworn knight." Your dress fell to the floor as she stripped you and laid you out of her desk in her office. So beautiful, she really did mean it when she said it was a shame that you wouldn't allow her to touch you these last nights, during her training she could just picture how you looked laying in bed, how you'd buck your hips into her hand and fuck yourself on her fingers as she gave you the proper loving you deserved. "Don't deny me the opportunity to embrace my sister, please, I've always been so gentle with you haven't I?"

"I- yes, you may." You couldn't deny it was true, she was agonizingly tender even when you begged her to fuck you hard, she always said hard was reserved for after the wedding night but even with how slow she was, you still always felt like you'd been fucked to near death. It was wrong to deny her these things so all you could do was relent and spread your legs wider. Whatever reason she had for killing that man, it had to have been a good one, there's just no way your big sister would ever kill unfairly.

[crazykuroneko]

IWTV S2E01 First Watch Note

The notes I took while watching in case anyone is interested. Under the cut.

Anyway, I'm grateful they have improved the Episode Insider and now it's really something worth watching

• It's still a recap but the score slays already. Omg Daniel Hart you deserve all the awards

• I love how it says episode 8 and the silhouette of war torn Europe.

• On Claudia dreaming: Present Louis holding onto Claudia's diaries to provide a fact in the past

• Delainey is insane. Just from being silent, we could feel how torn Claudia is

• Interesting they gave ep 1 to a new director to set the tone

• So before this interview happened, when Louis still believed he killed Lestat in NOLA, he got to read this edited diaries and didn't understand what Claudia wrote? I mean, imagine reading the bitterness in her words yet you didn't know where they came from. The break down in Ep 7 triggers more memories for him to remember

• I think Daniel is similar to Lestat in a way. The more he's afraid of Armand the more crass he is. That Shah Rukh Khan comment, boy stfu

• It's insane how Louis posed dead Lestat like Jesus. 

• Okay, I'm gonna "translating" DreamStat lines like I did with dead Abigail Hobbs

• The way Dreamstat shows Louis still misses Lestat and starts to ponder if Claudia worth it. The resentment building.

• OH THE LOUSTAT LEITMOTIF AFTER LOUIS SAID SORRY TO DREAMSTAT. slower version of In Throes in Increasing Wonder

• The lines Dreamstat did are so loaded with meanings. Louis' guilt for killing Lestat; his fear that he will come for revenge; his fear that once he's finally in better place, everything will crumble again; and his longing for him just from how intimately they're talking

• Oh, Louis is obsessed to get everything right. That will gradually eat his mental stability 

• Photo of Grace as his wife. Louis you're so funny

• Real Rashid deserves a hell of bonus and a promotion istg

• I don't understand Russian etc, but the use of foreign language and accented English has been smooth so far. A world better than whatever the fuck Mayfair Witches did. And they only had to cover one language.

• "In a landfill and five years of garbage on top." Louis, garbage wouldn't stop him 😭. I wonder where Lestat has been for 5 years tho. Recovering with that many rats are easy. Okay, let's say 3/6 months on rats. Once he gets up, he could kill the first person coming to a landfill. Then it will be smooth sailing. One year tops to recover. Two years, if you'd think he's depressed over Louis killing him idk. 

• The emotion in Claudia's eyes 😭

• "Change the subject when the truth blinds you" Oh, she got him.

• That insane monologue Jacob does. Louis starting to remember which is true which is not (he re-remembers the fall, mind you). 

• So because the blood is bad, vampires there can't get warmer and feel their sadness and sickness as well. And when they want to turn someone, it's either fail or they turn into a revenant. At least according to Louis.

• Oh, Daciana can taste how strong their blood is. How long they can live. 

• I wonder what went through Claudia's head, seeing Daciana emulated herself. She (deservedly, after all his lies) didn't believe Lestat when he said his maker burnt himself. Ofc it didn't make any sense to her ears at that time, burning yourself after you turned someone. But now she witnessed it herself. Someone who could have told her everything, killing themselves after feeling lost and untethered (Daciana lost all of her fledlings)

• "My name is in some of those pages" Louis isn't even listening to his fear. He's deadset on this. And Armand is anxious.

• The face Armand made. Does Louis know he has men around his pinky just for a drop of his affection?

• Louis agreed with Armand to basically shut Daniel up and turn him into a fumble journalist again when he still wants the truth is interesting 

• Is that the groan? It's louder now.

• Daniel's reaction when seeing Loumand walking in together is so funny 🤣

• Wait, Session 7 is Ep 7. There are two sessions in this episode and it's Season 10 now. so, what happened in Season 8?

• The way Lestat is there during the You and Me lines, but it's not really Lestat. It's the embodiment of Louis' doubt on this new life he chose together. The way Claudia sitting there so small; Lestat lovingly softly gazing at her. Oh, Louis so wants to believe his words himself.

• Louis arrives in Paris with desperation to prove that this life is worth it; that killing Lestat was worth it; that he'll get that happiness. Even though he's afraid Lestat will come or it will crumble the moment he reaches it. Oh, Louis.

[angelkissiies]

Okay, I'm kinda obsessed with the idea of an abby that doesn't realise how hot she is. Not in a cocky way, more like she is genuinely baffled by the idea that a person that she knows and likes can see her that way. Like, she assumes you're being a bitchy mean girl because you keep staring at her in the gym, and she thinks that you're gossiping about her whenever she walks in the room because you have to physically turn away to stop yourself staring so it looks like you're hiding something.

You two end up alone together for some reason and she's finding out that you're not actually the worst, when you ask her why she keeps going back to boat boy. She tells you that it's not like she has any other options, which... no, you're not standing for that. So you decide to go for it and you shift closer to her, running your hand over her shoulder and clavicle in what could be considered a purely comforting way, if your voice didn't catch slightly when your hand makes contact because God you love feeling her muscles. You tell her something like 'Abby, chicks dig muscles, I assure you' or maybe you get really bold and lean in to whisper 'there must be someone who wants to watch these muscles writhe'. But she swats away your hand and tells you not to make fun of her because *she thinks you're making fun of her*.

So you bring out the big guns. Huffing out 'I can't believe I have to do this' under your breath, you swing your leg over her lap, grab her face to make her look you in the eyes, and say 'Abigail Anderson, I will only say this once because this really isn't my usual style, but I need you to know that i would give up food for a week for the chance to make you come once. And i know that you're used to... well, just know that only seeing that once in a night would be a fucking tragedy for me. I get it if you don't see me that way, but you must know you have better options than a guy who doesn't know what foreplay is.' And she'd open her mouth to defend him reflexively, but your hand would slip from where it held her jaw to rest on her chest as you said 'Please have some self-respect. You deserve more'

And the two of you would sit there for a bit with her gaze flickering back and forth between your eyes, and her mouth repeatedly starting to form a sentence that never comes. So you decide to help her out and ask 'can I kiss you or should I get off of you?' but she just looks more shell shocked at that. So you move to get off her, mumbling your apologies, but her hands grab your thighs lightning fast so you turn back to her and the look on her face makes you smirk. She breaks eye contact, her eyes searching the room in thought for a moment before she looks even more incredulous and just says '.....what?!?...' And you realise that you can have some fun so you roll your eyes, adjust your position straddling her thighs, and say 'fine, I meant to say: May I kiss you, pretty please? ... or should I get off of you?'.

And then you'd fuck and it'd be great but the thing she'd remember most would be the little noises of appreciation that you'd make as your hands and mouth ran over her body, because you couldn't believe how fucking perfect all of it was. But realising that the muscle was something to be praised or worshipped, rather than an obstacle to be looked past, would rock her to her core. And Owen would evaporate immediately after her second orgasm of the night because he's so violently allergic to good sex that it can kill him from miles away.

The end. Thanks for reading my little story. Tune in next week for more 'why the fuck is this in my ask-box?'

anon im foaming at the mouth ,, you massacred this you captured it so well. i beg you to never stop sending me stuff like this bc 😵‍💫

[honey-crypt]

Can you do bachelor/ettes with gender neutral farmer that has vitiligo?

your vlog aesthetic is cute btw 🫶🏻

a/n: a request that has been in my inbox before my write-a-thon but i'm making this as request #1 for it LOL enjoy <3 sorry if it's not the best, y'know? (also thx for the compliment, hon!!!)

★ the sdv bachelor/ettes with a farmer who has vitiligo ★

abigail

★ she's simply in awe of your vitiligo

★ she literally went :O when she saw you for the first time

★ always there to hype you up when you express insecurity about your vitiligo

alex

★ "cool costume, dude!" "oh, uhm, this is my skin" "oh.... OHHHH"

★ looks into vitiligo so he can be more sensitive and supportive, bro may look like a dick/can be a dick sometimes but he's all about supporting folks he loves

★ will beat up anyone who pokes fun at you for your vitiligo (such as the time he "accidentally" pelted mayor lewis with his gridball)

elliott

★ bro can’t stop singing your praises

★ writes little notes about how lovely you are whenever you’re having a bad day or when you feel self conscious

★ “a being as vibrant as the sun and as soft as the moon, you’re the best of both worlds”

emily

★ similar to abigail, she went :OO when she saw you for the first time

★ she's a bit ditzy and some things go over her head, especially if you express any insecurity about your vitiligo to you

★ likes to put stickers and bedazzle your spots if you consent

haley

★ to everyone's surprise, she doesn't criticize your vitiligo when she saw you for the first time

★ she definitely criticizes your muddy clothes but she draws the line at stuff people can't change

★ like harvey, her death stare is by far the most potent and has sent shockwaves into the hearts of those who dare to comment negatively on your vitiligo

harvey

★ very diligent about you having sunblock on, not only because you have vitiligo but also because you’re constantly exposed to the sun for your job (“skin cancer is one of the biggest killers out there!!!”)

★ tries not to go all doctor mode on you but it’s a struggle to switch out of it

★ has one of the scariest death stares, which he uses on people who are assholes to you about your vitiligo

leah

★ sees your vitiligo as a blank canvas full of beauty and potential

★ will outline your vitiligo spots or paint on them if you request it

★ paints you a whole ass portrait of yourself when you confine in her that you feel self conscious about your vitiligo

maru

★ her nickname for you is galaxy because your spots remind her of the vast and infinite universe

★ reminds you to keep sunscreen on you so you don't get burned

★ makes sure that she's in the know about any vitiligo-related news and such, as well as reprimanding her dad if he gets too science-y about your vitiligo

sam

★ "oh wow! i didn't know people's skin could have two colors!" golden retriever dumbass moment

★ researches vitiligo after you call him out on being a somewhat insensitive dumbass and ends up writing an apology song about it

★ makes sure that his family is respectful towards you and not repeat the mistake he did when he first met you

sebastian

★ man just gives you a thumbs up when you give (what you seen as obligated) your "i have vitiligo" speech

★ one of those non-disabled people who don't really gawk or get confused at the sight of someone's disability or condition, which is a breath of fresh air for you

★ "you're you and you deserve to be treated like everyone else, regardless of your vitiligo or not, you know?"

shane

★ accidentally blurted out that you reminded him of marnie's cows because of your skin when he met you for the first time

★ repents to this day for that comment, often buying you a drink at the saloon or gifting you some sorta trinket (usually a flower outside marnie's ranch)

★ "i know that i was an asshole when we first met, i still am a bit of an asshole now, but i want you to know... you are beautiful, you're one of a kind, and i'm sorry for any hurt i caused you with my words…”

penny

★ the educator in her comes out when you two start hanging out and you tell her about your journey with vitiligo

★ like maru, she keeps herself up to date on vitiligo-related news

★ makes sure that vincent and jas are educated on vitiligo so they don't make any weird comments towards you

[scarfacemarston]

Abigail Roberts A-Z Fluff Alphabet

Note: Some of these like B are repeated, but that's because it's organized to have the whole alphabet in order. Tag here for the rest, just scroll through! :)

A - Affection (how do they show affection to their s/o)

Abigail is a bit shy with affection, given her past experiences both growing up and her past relationships. However, once you have her trust, she's very affectionate. She always saves room for you to sit by her, even if she has to be "shady" to do it. She gives amazing hugs and is always as encouraging as possible - but is not afraid to provide some light, tough love if needed. Canon and Modern bring snacks since she's the "Mom friend." Romantic Abigail is a little shy with PDA, but she'll hold hands and give kisses on the cheek. In private….or the dark … she'll kiss down your throat to the collarbone if she's feeling feisty. She'll rub your back or have her hand around your waist. She also visibly brightens up when she sees you. (She does the same with John, but John can be slightly shy about affection. He's not bad! It's just new.) She's also cuddly and always brings you coffee, tea, or whatever you drink. It's her love language, so bring her coffee as well.

B - Best Friend (what are they like as a best friend?)Abigail is the girl that has your back. She’s the shoulder to cry on, she’s the one to give you advice, the one to stay up with you til 3 a.m. when you’ve had that awful breakup, or laughing at in-jokes with you in the corner while everyone else looks confused.

She’s not afraid to call you out, but not in a way that’s demeaning. It’s only because se wants you to be at your best and feel empowered, She hates to admit it, but she’s the mom friend literally and figuratively, and that means there are always snacks or checking to make sure you get home safe. She’s always there to cheer you on.

Modern au - if you’re in university, she’s the ultimate study buddy. If you work, she’s got you on presentations. The girl is organized and loves to plan. Speech? Practice with her. Annoying co-worker? Gossip away.

In canon, she’ll break you out of jail. She’s not thrilled about it, but you can count on her to do it. If you’re running a job together, your safety and her safety come first. She’ll sacrifice the job if it means that everyone comes home safe, but she’s such a good planner; you two make quite the team and come home with the loot nine times out of 10.

She doesn’t ask for much in return, just loyalty and honesty. Someone who doesn’t judge her for her past and someone who sees her as more than just Jack’s mother. Other than that, she’s ride or die.

C - Cuddling (do they like to cuddle? And how would they do it?)

Cuddling is an odd concept for her. She never cuddled her mother -she died giving birth. She remembers cuddling her father, but he passed when she was 7. They didn't give cuddles at the orphanage, but she occasionally shared warmth with another orphan. There definitely weren't cuddles overall at the brothel, but she occasionally had a patron who would pay for cuddling only. It always confused her. Her real first cuddling was with John, and she realized how touch-starved she was ----John was just as touch-starved but was far more private with his affection. After John found out she was pregnant, there was far less cuddling until they became exclusive again in chapter 3ish. She absolutely cuddles Jack as she knows it's something he deserves and something she was later denied. Once the epilogue comes, John is always cuddling her. 

With a different partner, it takes her a bit of time, and she is awkward with hinting that she wants cuddling, but once she establishes that trust, she's pretty open but definitely has her independent moments.

D - Domestic (do they want to settle down? How good are they at cooking and cleaning)

She always dreamed of having a real family, but her parents dying, the orphanage, and the brothel all dashed those dreams until she met Hosea, who stood in for her father and later John. John took years, as we know. If it were a different person like Sadie or an OC, she would be very anxious they wouldn't want the same thing, but she craves it. It would feel like a dream she never wanted to wake up from. She is great at cleaning. Everything is spotless. Canon or Modern Au. Everything is organized and has a proper place. Yes, she will direct you to put your boots away or your wet umbrella in the tack room. Cooking? Ehhhhhhh, Canon is atrocious, but she tries very hard. Charles has canonically said it's good, though. Modern Au is a much better cook, but it's still not great. She tries out healthy recipes online, but it's hard to get John or Jack to eat them. Hopefully, she'd have better luck with another partner. Yes, she does participate in bake sales, but she's not huge in the PTO stuff. Too much drama that she doesn't care about. Same with the "soccer mom" image.  

[marmorafarms]

Memento Vivere

(Sebastian/Cis Female Farmer)

There is a lovely fic written by @ohhgingersnaps called We Didn't Start The Fire and I knew that I just had to write something smutty for it!

It's a really cool Superhero AU reminiscent of Miraculous Ladybug. Everyone should go check it out right here!

Pairing: Sebastian/Ava

Rating: E for Explicit

Summary: When Ava asks Sebastian out, he has no idea what to do. How can he say yes when he's still interested in Phoenix? Luckily he doesn't need too much convincing to realize what the right choice is, and has some fun.

Content Warnings: blowjob, cum eating, facial

Author's notes: The flowers do have meanings, and you can learn what they mean in the author's notes on my ao3! Go check it out!

But before you read...

18+ ONLY!

Sebastian sat on his bed, face in his hands. He couldn’t believe what had just happened on the bridge out by the quarry. Couldn’t believe that he had just been the world’s biggest dick to Ava. But he had done it for her own good, so that made it okay, right? He groaned in frustration as her face swam into his mind’s eye, her face crumpled in disappointment, eyes filling with tears.

They were just supposed to be hanging out, looking to see if there was any amethyst out in the quarry that day. Ava had wanted to get some for Abigail, and since it was so close by, she had quickly shot Sebastian a text, asking if he wanted to come down and hang out. She had brought a duffel bag along with her normal bag, and soon it was full of ore, minerals, and rocks. Oddly enough, Ava hadn’t put a single thing into the bag she always carried with her.

“I’m so glad we found something for Abigail,” Ava said happily. Sebastian nodded. 

“Yeah, she’s going to love all that amethyst!” he said with a grin. “And hey, you found some stuff for yourself. Too bad there’s nothing for me,” he teased.

“Well, I actually have something for you,” Ava said shyly as they started to cross the bridge. Sebastian cocked his head in confusion and paused. 

“What is it?” he asked. Ava blushed and smiled softly.

“Close your eyes,” she said suddenly. Sebastian did, a grin on his face.

“If this is some kind of prank…”

“It’s not, I swear!” Ava said. There was an odd rustling noise. “Okay you can look now!”

Sebastian opened his eyes, and what he saw made his blood run hot and cold at the same time. He didn’t even know it was possible to feel such overwhelming feelings of happiness and sadness at the same time. But looking at the beautiful bouquet presented to him, he was becoming very aware of how possible it was.

It wasn’t just any old bouquet. It was a bouquet of Aster, honeysuckle, pink, red and white Camelias, red chrysanthemums, and beautiful red and yellow tulips. This wasn’t just a sweet gift, it was a love declaration. Unless…

“Do you know what this is?” Sebastian asked in a choked voice. Ava nodded fervently.

“Of course I do Sebastian! You hate flowers, why would I give you a bouquet unless it was to ask you out? I’ve been wanting to buy one for you for awhile,” Ava said shyly. 

“You have?” Sebastian asked, mouth dry.

“Mmhm,” Ava said, but she no longer looked as happy and excited as she was when she first handed him the flowers. 

“I can’t accept them,” Sebastian said. “I’m sorry Ava, you’re great but…”

“But what?” Ava asked, lower lip trembling. The flowers fell from her hands to the ground, and Sebastian looked away, tears welling in her eyes.

“I…” he finally looked at her. He couldn’t say this while looking at the sky, she deserved to know the truth, and not have him tell her in a cowardly way. “Look. There’s someone else. I…I really like you Ava but I just…I can’t take these.”

“Who is it?” Ava asked, trying to keep her voice steady. Sebastian internally grimaced. She would kill him if he told her he was turning her down for a superhero. She didn’t know what his relationship with Phoenix had been, and he wasn’t going to tell her. If he just said “Oh I’m in love with Phoenix!” she would be offended. It’d be like her turning him down because she had a crush on her favorite movie star.

“It’s better if I don’t say,” Sebastian said. There was a pause before he finally cleared his throat. “I’m gonna head back home. I’m sorry Ava. I don’t…I never wanted to hurt you.”

“You did anyway,” Ava said bitterly, and Sebastian felt his heart crack in two. He turned on his heel and quickly walked back home. He did the right thing. Right? Being with Ava while being head over heels for Phoenix…that would be terrible. Ava deserved someone who would focus on her and only her. His mother had tried to say hi to him as he came in, but he didn’t bother greeting her, practically running down to his room. And that led him to where he was now, face in his hands, trying not to burst into frustrated tears. Why couldn’t feelings be easy? Why couldn’t he just forget Phoenix and move on? Ava made him so happy, and obviously he made her happy! So why couldn’t he just give in, let them both have this?

Suddenly there was a crashing noise from upstairs. He could hear the alarmed voices of his mother and…some man? The voice was familiar but not, all at the same time. Curious, Sebastian shook himself out of his thoughts and walked upstairs. He gasped in shock at the sight before him.

Ava was being supported by Linus, the man who lived behind his house. Something seemed wrong with her ankle, but the main thing that Sebastian noticed was that she was absolutely drenched.

“Ava?” Sebastian asked, surprised. She looked up and turned tomato red.

“What do you want?” she snapped, and the whole room went silent. Nobody had ever heard her speak to Sebastian like that before.

“I…why are you all wet?” he asked.

“That’s what I was just explaining!” Linus said. “You’re a bit late, lad. Anyway, she was rushing down the path and tripped on a rock. Tumbled right into the lake. Twisted that ankle something awful. Glad I pulled her out. I know she’s friends with you,” he said, nodding towards Sebastian, “So I brought her here.”

“We’ll get her some dry clothes and then we’ll take her straight to Harvey’s,” Robin said. “Sebastian, show her where the shower is, okay?” Sebastian and Ava looked at each other, both dreading having to be around each other for much longer. Sighing deeply, Sebastian nodded and helped Ava hobble down the hallway toward the bathroom. 

“There’s some fresh towels in that cabinet and some extra washcloths too. Maru or my mom will bring you some clothes, okay?”

Ava leaned against the sink and stared at him. When their eyes met, Sebastian found that he couldn’t look away. There was something intense and fiery in her gaze. Without really realizing it, Sebastian closed the door with him still in the room.

“Who is it?” Ava said, voice shaking. She didn’t need to clarify, they both knew who she was talking about.

“It’s nobody in Pelican Town if that’s what you’re wondering,” Sebastian said softly.

“So you’re pining after some woman you’ve never even spoken about before?” Ava said, acid dripping from every syllable. “You’ve never talked about a woman from a different town before. Why is she such a secret?”

“She’s not…it’s just…ugh!” Sebastian said, hand coming up to cover his eyes. He pushed his bangs away from his face and breathed out hard through his nose. “Why do you care? Why does it matter?”

“I just want to know what you think she has that I don’t. That way I can prove that I can do anything she does for you…but better.” Ava’s face was blazing, and Sebastian flushed all the way down to his chest. He’d never heard Ava talk like that before, and shit it was doing something for him.

“Ava,” Sebastian said weakly, “I need to figure this out myself.”

“Yeah you do,” Ava said, pushing off from the sink and hobbling over. “But I disagree slightly. You don’t need to figure it out by yourself. You need some help, and I’m here,” she said, and ran a hand down his chest. “Right here, ready to help.”

“Ava!” Sebastian said in a high pitched voice, looking away from her. “Don’t talk like that!”

“Prude,” Ava said playfully, and Sebastian knew she didn’t mean it.

“I just think maybe we shouldn’t be going so fast,” he mumbled and Ava chuckled.

“All I did was touch your chest,” she said, raising an eyebrow.

“Yeah, but you’ve implied plenty,” Sebastian said.

“What have I implied exactly?” Ava asked, dragging her hand further down his body, fingertips ghosting over his clothed abs. Sebastian gulped.

“That you…that you want to…you know,” Sebastian said, and he was sure his face was still fire engine red.

There was a small silence and Ava dropped her hand. Sebastian looked at her curiously.

“I do want to,” she said. “But if you really don’t want to…if that other girl is really who you want…I’ll stop. Just say no and I’ll stop right now,” Ava said in a firm tone. “I don’t want to do anything you don’t want to.”

Sebastian raised a shaking hand and cupped Ava’s cheek.

“I want to,” he whispered. “Fuck…I want to so bad.”

Neither Ava nor Sebastian could tell you who moved first, but their lips crashed together, and it was just as violent as it sounded. It wasn’t the pretty kiss that you’d see in the movies. It was full of pure want and need, teeth clicking and noses bumping. It wasn’t sexy, but it was what they needed.

Soon they fell into a comfortable rhythm, the sounds of lips on lips filling the air. Ava’s fingers tangled in Sebastian’s hair, tugging slightly. He let out a strangled noise of pleasure. She tugged again experimentally.

“A-Ava…” Sebastian panted, eyes closing.

“You seem to like that,” she said and moved so her body was flush with his. Her arms wrapped around his neck and Ava looked in his eyes. “What else do you like?”

“I dunno…I haven’t done much,” Sebastian admitted. Ava nodded, and smiled encouragingly. 

“That’s okay. Let me take care of you, okay?”

Sebastian didn’t have long to wonder what she meant before her soft hand was cupped around his clothed length. He gasped, and she gave him a concerned look.

“It’s okay,” he said with a shaky smile. “Just wasn’t expecting it.”

“Tell me the second you want me to stop,” Ava murmured. He nodded, and then immediately stuffed his knuckles into his mouth to muffle a truly pornographic moan that nearly left his mouth as Ava tugged his shirt down with a finger and sucked a purple mark on his collarbone.

“Don’t want you to forget me when this is over,” Ava said. She ran her tongue over the mark and then made another next to it.

“I could never…I would never…ahhhhh…”

Ava’s hand lightly stroked him over his jeans. It was quickly becoming uncomfortable, and to both of their surprise, it was actually Sebastian who freed himself from the confines of his pants, unzipping his fly. Ava looked down, pupils blown wide. His boxers were slightly wet with pre, and her mouth looked like it was watering.

“Can I see?” Ava asked.

It was at these words that Sebastian fully realized that holy shit his pants were unzipped and Ava was looking and she wanted to see his cock. A wave of embarrassment washed over him. What was he doing? And what if she didn’t like it?

“I…I guess?” Sebastian said shyly.

“I need a yes or a no Seb,” Ava said reaching down and squeezing his hand. “I’m not gonna do anything you’re not 100% comfortable with.” Sebastian couldn’t believe he was with someone so considerate of his feelings. He took a deep breath and then nodded.

“Okay. Yeah, okay you can,” he said and shimmied his pants and boxers down just enough so his cock could spring free. Ava let out a moan as she looked at his dusky pink cock.

“God you’re gorgeous,” she said.

“I’m not,” Sebastian said, and Ava shook her head.

“You are,” she insisted, “Look at you! Fuck, I want that in my mouth.”

“Ava!” Sebastian yelped. “You can’t just say that!”

“Why not?” Ava asked with a light laugh.

“I don’t know!” Sebastian said, hiding behind his hands. “It’s just…I’m not used to hearing you talk like that.”

“Do you want to?” Ava asked coyly. Sebastian peeked at her through his fingers.

“Do I want to what?” he asked.

“Get used to hearing me talk like that,” she asked, biting her plump lower lip. Sebastian looked her over. Ava’s lips were plump from kissing, and her cheeks were dusted with pink. The look in her eye made some sort of primal beast inside him roar in approval, and he found himself nodding.

“Yeah. Hell yeah,” he said. Ava gave him a deep kiss at these words and cupped his plush ass. She slowly got to her knees, and Sebastian watched in wonder as she drew level with his cock. 

Ava spat in her hand and reached for his cock. Sebastian couldn’t believe she was on her knees doing things he’d barely let himself imagine in the privacy of his room. Her slender fingers wrapped around his cock and gave him a few preliminary pumps before she gently kissed the tip. She pulled away, a string of pre connecting her lips to his cock.

“Ready baby?” she asked.

“Yeah,” Sebastian said breathlessly. 

Ava lapped at the head, dipping her tongue into his slit. Sebastian tried to keep quiet as she took him down her throat, but it proving to be a difficult task. He was tense and shaky, and eventually, Ava popped off. Wordlessly she put his hand on her head and went back to work. She looked up at him with big doe eyes and gave a tiny nod, giving him permission to let go.

And boy did he ever.

He gripped Ava’s hair tightly, thrusting into her mouth. The hot wet heat felt so deliciously sinful, and he couldn’t believe she was actually enjoying it! Ava’s face was blissed out, clearly loving being used like this.

“C-close,” he panted. 

Ava pulled off and looked up at him. “I want it on my face,” she said. “I have to take a shower anyway.”

Sebastian nodded, too caught up in the moment to be embarrassed by this. His hand flew over his thick cock a few times. Fireworks exploded as he came, and he gasped out Ava’s name as she stuck out her tongue, catching a few ropes of cum on her tongue.

He quickly grabbed a washcloth and wet it, wiping her face off. She stood up and winced as pressure was put on her twisted ankle.

“Are you okay?” he asked.

“Yeah,” she said. “Just need to get changed.

“Let me grab some clothes,” Sebastian said. “I’ll help get you out of your clothes…and return the favor,” he said with a grin. “Can’t be the only one to cum.”

Ava nodded, and Sebastian quickly did up his pants. This was going to be one hell of a night, and he was more than ready for it.

[deceivesthem]

"We all want to be saved. Sometimes, it's just from ourselves." - from abigail

Oliver wishes he didn't understand that feeling so well. there's a lot of things in this life that are painful, a lot of things that have dug deep, that have left scars, but nothing more than what he's done to himself. when he was a little boy, Oliver had been so excited for the world. he'd wanted to be a teacher, to show the world what he could do, but as he grew up, he became fearful of it all. what if the world didn't want to see him? what if the world saw him and didn't like what was there? he knew firsthand that this was true and it left its marks on his otherwise would be flawless heart. he's loved so much in such a short lifespan, but he's felt hated even more. his stepfather made sure of that when he carved the letter J into his chest. it's never really gone away.

there are demons that reside inside his mind. Charlie is only one, but with a name constructed by a child who only wanted someone to call his friend. it dug too deep when he realized Charlie wasn't real. it hurt more than anything, knowing no one's ever been real. his best friend was a figment of his imagination, something imagined to help ease the pain in his heart. it hurts a lot to know that his only friend was never really there. but how could that possibly be, when Charlie was the only thing he had growing up? besides his cat, Tabitha the First, of course. she had been his soul cat, his best friend when Charlie was absent. if only his stepfather hadn't been so cruel and forced Tabitha away. maybe if he hadn't killed her, she'd still be here to stay.

there's a lot of demons inside of his mind, but none worse than the one that shares the same voice. Oliver's biggest enemy his himself, never believing himself to be needed or wanted by anyone or anything. never thinking he deserved it. and maybe Abigail is right. maybe everyone wants to be saved and maybe he does, too, but he just doesn't know if he deserves it.

"how would we do that?" he asks, voice falling quiet. he sounds torn, like a piece of him has been ripped out of him, and maybe something has. "how do we get saved from ourselves? because i don't think i can do it alone. can you?" lord knows if anyone knows how it feels to be broken like Oliver, it would be Abigail. they've both been through so much horror in their short time on Earth. he's glad he's met her and hopes she knows that while he fears he may be a lost cause, he's going to do everything in his power to ensure that she isn't. if anyone can be saved, it's going to be her. it's too late for him, but Abigail? she's worth fighting for.

@keeenwit

[mercurie-and-me]

ok a definitive rating of all dance academy couples i'm 100% right on this don't even try me

tara x christian - always have been and always will be the no 1 christara slut on this planet like i'm sorry but for me they are truly a romeo and juliet, rose and jack, once in a lifetime relationship, they will always belong together and always find their way back to each other, even if they fuck up and hurt each other sometimes

abigail x ethan - i never truly appreciated their relationship until i got a little older but they are so good for each other, just completely on the same level regarding their wants and needs and i'm so mad that they weren't endgame

sammy x abigail - especially in s1 they just hit different like they are so cute together and i'm obsessed with their dynamic and i truly think if sammy hadn't died they could have become a really great couple in s2 as well because they had both matured so much

tara x ben - although imo benstara wouldn't really have worked out in the long run, they're still really good for each other and i like that tara gets to live out her sillier, more carefree side with him. ultimately though, i don't think that 100% fits her so they're definitely better off as friends

sammy x ollie - i absolutely adore ollie in s3 but i think in s2 he definitely still had a lot of work to do on himself. again, if sammy hadn't died their relationship would have been good to revisit in s3 after he's grown a bit and i think they could have become really awesome together

kat x christian - they were cute while it lasted (and i do think they make a very attractive couple, not that that's important), but you could tell christian's heart was never truly in it and kat just deserved better than that

abigail x wes - i mean i guess they're fine but tbh i just don't like abi ending s3 with someone who's not a part of the main squad, it just doesn't feel right. i love that they have some history in barcelona though, and the scene where he was dancing shirtless under the bridge and abi breaks down does get me

grace x ben - i think if grace has to be with anybody in the group, ben is the best fit and i do like their dynamic in s3, but tbh i think grace has a lot more work to do on herself before she can actually enter a serious relationship. on another note, my aroace grace (arograce?) headcanon just doesn't allow for this

ollie x rhys - terrible. rhys is a fine enough character (even though he's such a non-character like i couldn't name a single thing about him) but imo it was just so obvious that they were scrambling to have everyone end up with someone by the finale and also they didn't want to make anyone of the main cast gay so they did this. their chemistry was fine i guess but it just felt so rushed and underdeveloped

tara x ethan - i think tara x ethan were never meant to last more than a couple episodes, this was more for narrative purposes, so all of what i'm saying is very much canon but they just never fit together. when they were together they were at completely different points in their lives and they could never have given each other what they needed and deserved

kat x ben - also out of nowhere, i don't think their storyline should have gone any further than ben having a crush on kat in s2 and her rejecting him. this is one decision they made in the movie that is truly baffling to me, like what 👏🏻 was 👏🏻 the 👏🏻 reason 👏🏻 ? imo ben should have realised during the pas de deux with ollie that he is actually bisexual and then gotten together with ollie (still mad we didn't get to see a single second of them dancing together), and kat is the biggest lesbian anyways which is why all of her relationships on the show were so shit

kat x jamie - suffering from the ollie x rhys problem, jamie is just very transparently a character they brought on so kat could end the show in a relationship. i actually love that he's so goofy and i love his and kat's dynamic as weirdo besties but he doesn't fit with her romantically at ALL

kat x myles - stupidly terrible, i mean not only was myles like in his mid-twenties at the youngest and kat was like 16??? hellO how did no one think that was weird?? their relationship was also so fanfic-y and myles was just really not likeable to me. i kinda love that the show broke with that in order to not have him in s2 and were like 'actuallyy he's still annoying and everything he said about himself and his goals in s1 is not true, he's actually just a whiny bitch' gotta respect that

kat x the dude from the movie, i can't be bothered to look up his name - that tells you all you need to know

kat x lukas - do i even need to say anything, like this was obviously only a thing to show that kat was not doing well and holy shit it worked, babygirl i KNOW you're a repressed lesbian and can't choose good comphet relationships for shit but really?? that piece of toenail? jesus

[yandere-fics]

You looked over the mask on your face as if to check for cracks. This mask had held for years during your training and combats, and it would very likely hold on once more as you faced your next opponent. Every challenger and knight in this tournament so far had been a bore since they couldn't even give you a challenge, but you did enjoy toying with the ones that were arrogant to the point you sent them to the infirmary. They'd be lucky to wield a sword ever again after the beatings you gave them.

Just like you, Abigail was an elite knight of her kingdom though you wondered what vows she took for her training. You closed your eyes and focused on your own vows, none could truly see or take you without beating you. These vows are what led you to become an elite, what had so far made you unbeatable as you constantly pushed yourself. You gave a sigh as you opened your eyes to the sound of knocking, it was time for battle.

You looked at the woman before you, she wasn't just a warrior and you could tell that she'd probably be difficult. You gave her a bow out of respect, something she deserved unlike the others you fought since she made it this far. You unsheathed her sword and relaxed your muscles, no point in being tense otherwise you might make a mistake. You slowly counted down the seconds until it started and then came the strike.

You were both locked in a dance that only the two of you would ever be able to replicate. You finally had someone who could excite you, make you want to see how far they could push you. Abigail was your perfect opponent as you danced around her, replicating a variety dances she likely would have seen at balls. This was your style, nimble, quick, elegant, the dance of blades. There was however one issue, it was exhausting.

You gave yourself some distance from her, she hadn't moved and chose to only defend probably halfway through the battle. She was saving her energy and letting you exhaust yourself. At least you got a few good cuts in on her. You had to relax, calm down and rest for a moment. If you exhausted yourself too quickly she'd win easily, you began to wonder if she was being serious or toying with you...

Shit! Her strikes were heavy and you began to regret going on the defensive, this was your worst choice so far. It also didn't help that you didn't take that medicine before the battle, if this went on you might actually drop. Thoughts began to race through your mind, no, you shouldn't be thinking and instead should be acting! But it was too late, Abigail had her sword at your throat and you yielded.

You lost, you fucking lost. You downed the vial of medicine and hoped that it would stave off most of the exertion until you healed. You took a seat on the bed, did Abigail get your letter? You had placed a letter in her quarters asking to meet her when she had time. There was a knock at your door, "Come in Dame Parley." You watched as Abigail entered, this was going to be an interesting explanation.

You slowly explained to her your vows as you removed your mask, how only those that could beat you could see you, could claim you and even decide your fate. Now that she had beaten you, she could see your face and decide if she wants you. You watched Abigail seem to contemplate something before she made you an offer, you saw no harm in indulging her since she did win against you.

You arrived by carriage to the tournament's after party, you honestly didn't expect Abigail to be so helpful with getting you there. You adjusted your mask and looked over your dress one last time, neither your face nor skin would be shown to anyone but Abigail tonight if she deemed it so. Your carriage door opened and Abigail was the first to greet you and help you down. Tonight she would be your knight escort.

The social aspect was such a fucking pain that you let Abigail take the lead throughout most of the situations. But the dancing? Oh fuck yes you loved the dancing, you loved how Abigail was able to keep up with your footwork and dance as your equal. Fuck you loved how she moved, how she kept up. She was your perfect equal in combat and dance, though you wondered why she wanted this.

The night went by fast as you enjoyed Abigail's company, and now she was taking you back to her estate as you'd apparently be staying. You didn't mind since it was completely in line with her rights for beating you. The two of you conversed with each other during the ride to her home, it seemed so much easier to talk to her than the others.

Once at her estate, she took you to her room after giving a strict warning that neither of you were to be disturbed for the rest of the night until noon. In her room you watched as she got on one knee and vowed herself to you, to be your knight in shining armour and to love you forever. You'd become her lady and her lover, her princess. The two of you discussed wedding preparations and you couldn't help but smile, finally you didn't need to fight anymore.

ooooo i love it

[yanderecandystore]

"- I'm having a bad day." [Yandere!OCS x Gender neutral!Reader - Scenario]:

I know that no one has asked for this exactly, but I thought it would be interesting to give y'all something a little different. This is an compilation of their reaction to reader saying:

"- Look, I'm not feeling well right now, I'm having a bad day."

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🍒 Bullies 🍭:

→Alexandra Coldwell:

Well, she is looking kinda cocky in the outside, but inside:

'aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA-'

She is freaking out.

Who? When? How? Who hurt you and how can she kill them for you? Are you even hurt because of someone else?

Or is it because of… ya know, her, your bully.

She sometimes forgets all the things that she does to you and tells you. Funny, isn't it? Maybe she should stop daydreaming about holding your face with her hands and start to focus on how to make you happy again. Maybe you just need a little push in the right direction… to her home.

Hey, she isn't going to let you all by yourself in such a fragile moment, she'll be by your side, trying to help you feel more comfortable with her and trying to make you feel better.

You probably won't tell her what the problem is regardless of what she does or says, but she just wants you to know that you're really special for her, so she can't let you be all by yourself when you clearly need love and attention.

It's a date then! It's one you really didn't want to go to, but now you'll have too!

→Adrien Coldwell:

Isn't the one to openly talk about feelings.

Isn't really the one to care about other people's feelings.

Yet:

"- Hey, I have some dog pictures, want to see them?"

He knows you'll probably say no. So he'll ask his goons to take you back to him and make it so you don't run away again.

He will show you pictures of puppies, whether you like it or not.

He knows you won't trust him enough to tell him about your problems, but he still cares for you, so he'll keep his offer always available to you.

"- If you need to say something, you can tell me. It doesn't matter if you want someone to talk to, or to just spit it out."

Is more likely than not that he is the cause of your problems. So, for one day only, he'll try to make it up to you.

He doesn't know how and when, but sure will try his hardest to see you smiling even if a little.

In the end it will only be you, him, and pictures of puppies and kittens.

🍎 Teacher 📕:

→Madeline Allen:

No honey! No please ;-;

Is something the matter? Did someone bother you? Is she bothering you? Do you want her to give you space??

She is here to listen to your worries, no matter how big or small, she is sure she can help you! It's her job, or at least what she decided that should be her job.

Helping others, specially you.

She will see right through your lies you know? She is very well adapted to liars and traitors, so she'll see right through you if you don't tell her the truth about your problems.

So keep it real darling, she wouldn't want to find out your being pressured to lie to her. It would leave a bad taste in her mouth knowing that not only were you lying but that there was also an asshole who needed to have their bones broken.

No one should tell you to lie, especially to her!

But anyway, this isn't about her, or about some asshole who got a death wish, no dear, it's all about you and how she can help you.

Want some cookies?

→Matthew Robinson:

Again, not the best man with words, but he is a great listener! He is here for you, so tell him what worries you.

As you know, it's kinda his job to know what happens with his students, and to see if he can help them in any way. That includes you, love.

Although, yeah, I guess, he does put a lot more emphasis in taking care of you than any other student, but that's just details, you don't need to care about them.

Speaking of details, you better be aware that you can't hide your secrets from him very easily. He and his counterpart are really keen to details in behavior and speech.

If there is any hints of someone possibly hurting you mentally or physically, he would confront you about it, asking if there was an individual causing your problems.

If there is and you tell him, he'll make sure to comfort you, and… Probably have a discussion with said individual.

If there isn't, then well, he would still do his best to comfort you and help you resolve your problems.

However, if there is someone causing you harm and you deny the fact, he would probably still catch the hesitancy in your voice. How you try to defend a possible vile creature that doesn't deserve your mercy, or his for that matter.

Maybe he should keep a close eye on you, and who you meet with.

🍋 Delinquent 🐍:

→Janette Sartorius:

She is tempted to get the reason why you feel like this out of your mouth, even if it means using force. And by force I mean scaring you because she could never raise a finger against you.

But she will make it very clear that if the reason that you're feeling like this is because of some random asshole, she will beat the shit out of them whether you like it or not.

May the Lord hold her fist and tranquilize thy beast.

You don't need to tell her if you don't feel like it, she understands that. But if it is because of someone, then she needs to know, love! She wants to make you feel safer in this treacherous world.

She would love to be your knight in shining armor, so please, just tell her if you need her to help you out.

→Jackson Macnee:

"- Aight, cool." He says as he goes away, leaving you the alley all alone.

Nah just kidding, of course he'll come back. He is just fucking with you.

Of course, you didn't really expect him to bring some chocolate with him- Is he always carrying heart shaped chocolate with him? The fuck?

He gives you. Totally in a platonic and non romantic way. Just take them, please, don't make this awkward.

So, he does expect you to spill the beans, but if you don't then that's fine too. He can find out what happened to you later anyway. Probably through his gang menders, or just… Casually stalking you.

Although the idea of pressing for an answer out of you is kinda eating his soul, he knows that it would be really douchey on his part to just force a response out of you. Yeah, he is curious and wants to help you, but hey, sometimes people need some privacy.

Even if you don't really have privacy when he is on the picture, but carrying on-

You may tell him, you may not tell him, he just hopes his presence makes you feel more comfortable and probably a lot more happier than being alone all by yourself and your worries.

👾 A.I 🍏(non-binary):

→Yuma Soma:

Why? Why don't you want to play with them? Did they do something wrong?

I mean, besides being manipulative (and probably trapping you inside the game, if you're following that timeline).

Maybe you're bored of them…. How dare you though? Aren't they the cutest thing you have ever seen? Aren't they enough? Are you seeking something else?

Are you perhaps seeking someone else? Why, it would be extremely foolish of you to even consider someone else instead of them.

But still, they'll keep their head strong. Maybe it's not that you're having fun with someone else, maybe it's that you're not having enough fun! But that is almost impossible, you play together everyday. Unless, you really are bored of them? Ma- Maybe there is something that they're missing, you can't be actually bored of them, right?

Their reaction goes from being suspicious of you seeing someone else (and getting angry at the thought of it), at discovering that maybe they're the problem. They really hope they aren't though.

"- H-Hey [Y/N]!? Do you want to play another game? Maybe we should choose something a little different to spice things up, or- Or maybe, you want to check something online?? Maybe finish watching that cartoon you were talking about yesterday??" The fear of being rejected by you is absolutely clear in their voice, and seeing your closed, sad expression, doesn't help them feel any better.

"- … Or maybe you want to talk about this?..."

🦊 Kitsune 🍬:

→Tatsumi:

Do you… Want to talk about it? He normally doesn't do this, but when it comes to you, he feels the need to try and understand what is wrong. Hey, maybe he can help you?

Again, not the best guy to comfort you, but surely he is the one to make you laugh even in a time like this.

Want to hear stories about his past? He wouldn't mind telling some of the juice gossip he heard over the centuries. Or maybe you want to just, I don't know, be a couch potato all day with him?

He isn't feeling like stealing anyone else's energy or partying, just staying home and watching something fun

Look, if ya give him those puppy eyes, he'll threaten to not only kiss your worries away, but to also use all of his cute foxy features to make you say 'awn'. And I'll say it again, this is a threat.

He will use his fluffy tail to shush you.

🩸Vampire 🍷:

→Abigail Barlow:

Well, that's so sad for you, but madam needs blood right now. Can't you mope about your pathetic life later when she is finished?

Ugh, stop giving her that look, of course she cares about you! Is just that hunger speaks louder than obsession. She can hear all about your misery when she is finished.

And besides, she can and will take your blood whenever she wants. But for some reason she is still a little hesitant to take it from you while you're like this.

It's not the "cute" pathetic expression that you give her, is something… More concerning.

She is not good with words, or physical affection, as her cold touch seems to make you distance yourself. Which is completely understandable. Maybe the best thing that she can do is give you some space.

You'll probably not realize until it's midnight and you'll see that she had given you a whole day without having to interact with her by force.

You would probably find her playing the piano in the next room. It's a nice melody, really cliche when you catch an undertone of sadness hidden in the song. Maybe you won't talk to her, that's fine, she understands that.

But hopefully, just by you laying down in the sofa listening to the piano can ease your mind of whatever is bothering you.

Honestly, she wasn't even hungry anyway.

🍰 CEO 📏 (Reader is not specifically A.I Reader, just wanted to make it clear):

→Ingrid Bright:

Well, that's unfortunate.

Whatever she planned for you two to do today would have to wait. She can't exactly take you on a date if you're like this.

"- What's wrong? What do you mean about having a bad day?" Is work overstressing you? She could end your tasks for today right here and let you have a free day for yourself.

You just need to tell her what's wrong.

Is it another employee causing you trouble? Maybe she has said something that came off really hurtful? If it is her fault then she wants to tell you how sorry she is.

Work has been really stressful lately, maybe you do need some rest. You can stay in her office until you feel better, or go home if you can't handle it.

Or maybe, ya know, wait for her to finish her work and you two can go home together. The choice is yours, so pick wisely.

She can drive you back home, but it won't really be your home. It'll be her' s.

You'll have a lot of time to tell her what is the matter. And she'll have a lot of time to help you feel better.

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[bloodgust]

Abigail & Love

A small analysis

Spoilers for Hannibal (the series) ahead!

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We all know Abigail did not deserve anything that happened to her.

She was a traumatized girl who was taken in by a serial killer, right after her serial killer father tried to murder her.

Hannibal use her vulnerability & manipulated her so she could depend on him; he created a situation where she killed Nick Boyle, and forced her to go through painful therapy to unhealthily accept what her father made her do.

And after the shit that happened with Will in S1, he kept her hidden until Will was willing to go with Hannibal in S2. She wasn't given a choice to live normally. She was confused and emotionally a vulnerable person.

She even said herself when Will saw her in Mizumono, "I didn't know what else to do, so I just did what he told me."

She was someone who indeed, was trapped in the grasp of a serial killer.

With that, the truth is this: Hannibal and Will never really loved Abigail for herself.

Will cared for Abigail because he felt guilty for taking her father away (and also enjoying his murder). Thus, he immediately felt an obligation to her. Paternal attachment followed, because Will saw her as an innocence he desired to protect; Will, being surrounded by darkness, needed to latch onto something innocent to combat his own thoughts. But in all this, I don't think he ever saw the real Abigail, only versions of her he wanted to see.

In reality, he never really knew her, and was essentially projecting what he needed onto her. He loved the idea of her, of being close to someone and the idea of being her father. Abigail was an illusion, not a person to him.

Hannibal, on the other hand, did have time to know Abigail, but I don't think he loved the real Abigail either.

Like I said, he was manipulating her for Will, so they could have a "murder family" situation. But even with the time he spent with her, he was mentally projecting his idea of Mischa onto her. Abigail was a lot like her, according to Hannibal. While I agree he did have a fondness for her, it was because he was looking forward to their life with Will, and because she was similar to Mischa.

Neither of them he loved Abigail for Abigail.

In conclusion, Abigail deserved so much better than Hannibal and Will.

She's a true tragic character in the show.

Thanks for reading! ❣️

[nightklok]

all of the 3s for picklegail!

Ship Asks Pre Relationship: Did any of their friends or family want them to get together?

I don't really think so on both sides but both were for different reasons. Abigail's family and friends saw Pickles as someone who would only push her down, wear her down and ruin the years of career success she had worked so hard for. Pickles' parents are honestly just racist and his friends never really think it would last long. Them ending up together felt like one in a million and it wasn't like any of them really considered it would actually happen-it was one of those 'what if they kiss? thats so crazy haha' Until they did end up getting together and as odd as it was initially, it did end up making sense and their most supportive friends and family warmed up to it.

General: What was their first kiss like?

Bittersweet. It was post-DSR and they had confessed feelings and promised to go for coffee after the funeral; Pickles was more than ready to settle into a quiet life after nearly spending 1/3rd of his life under the spotlight-but then the funeral happened and he was convinced that it was partially at least his fault Abigail was hurt and that he didn't deserve a life of simplicity and farmer's markets on sundays, he was a God after all. They would briefly reunite when the gang rescues Toki and Abigail but wouldn't be able to really talk since it was just so chaotic. They would see each other again nearly a month later, Pickles too distraught and guilty to want to see her but at the same time desperate. They would have a long talk, and ultimately agree pursuing a relationship isn't ideal at the moment. But before he leaves, she holds his hand, pulls him closer for a kiss and says she'll wait for their coffee date. they'll get the coffee date eventually dont worry dfljk

Love: Who uses cheesy pick-up lines?

Abigail. I really see her as one using puns and pick up lines (Would definitely be the person in the relationship to make puns out of Ikea furniture names) it's just part of her love language :)

Domestic Life: How many kids do they have, if any? What are they like?

Okay I know it's not ideal and whatever but I would like to think they would have kids :'). Maybe one-two I never really let myself think more on it because it'd be very self indulgent and i have no time for self indulgence like this rip

[tethered-heartstrings]

we’ve never really “talked” you’ve just responded to my asks and it was more of the “i would love to be your friend part.” anyway! i wanna know what character you think was unnecessarily hurt in hannibal. (i hope that makes sense) like i love beverly and she didn’t deserve to die, however i think the show writers tortured my guy chilton. he was supposed to be comedic relief and they framed him as the ripper, shot him, superglued him to a chair, broke his back (if i remember correctly), and lit him on fire. like fuck 😭 he was just an arrogant man they had no other reason to do him like that and i don’t even like him that much!! - 🦦

I think a lot of the characters get absolutely wrecked. No one comes out of that unscathed.

Chilton was comedic relief, but he was more than an "arrogant man". He medically abused his patients and was the indirect cause of many unnecessary deaths (the nurse, the transport team, etc.) Gideon likely would have not killed those people if he didn't have identity conflictions. He didn't deserve all that he got, but he sure as fuck needed his license revoked. Maybe his guts scrambled, he was fine. Setting him up as the "comedic relief" I think directs attention away from all the fucked up shit he did. And it made sense to frame his as the Ripper. Hannibal framed Will, too. He'd frame anyone logical to get the noose on a different neck.

Obviously no one wants Beverly to have died. (If you do, what is wrong with you?) If I can convince myself she died as quickly and painlessly as possible, then her display was done post-mortem so she wasn't suffering. I want her alive, but before getting killed, she seemed to be in a pretty good place.

Abigail breaks my heart. Someone who claimed to love her tried to take her life. Everyone saw a way to further their own goals through her, but she never had a chance to do anything for herself. She was being pulled around and manipulated constantly. Every development she made was just ripped away when she died again. She didn't get a chance to be her own person. She was just a pawn in every game, and she was destined to lose. Then the person who claimed responsibility over her, claimed to want to protect her, just bled her dry as a petty back-at-you for a pathetic miscommunication between two grown ass adults. She didn't deserve to be a tool for punishing someone else. She lost her life. I always say she basically died in Minnesota, because she never really got to truly live her life after that.

Georgia also upsets me a lot. She didn't get what she deserved. She was lost, alone, and suffering for basically her entire life. She FINALLY had someone SEE her and go out of their way to help her. To give her life back. And she felt human again. She felt alive, after feeling like a dead, wandering ghost for over a decade. And then she burned alive. Her humanity was used against her. She finally felt "pretty", and a comb was the murder weapon. That is such a horrendously painful way to die. And she died alone, as she lived.

I also worry about Miriam. She was psychologically and physically tortured and traumatized, and I wanted to see a recovery arc for her. I can't imagine she will ever feel safe again, which is a horrifying reality to live.