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WARNING: PRETENTIOUS CHOIR KID YAPPING Kinda crazy how much of the rtc fandom (THIS IS JUST FROM MY EXPERIENCE IRL AND ME BEING PRETENTIOUS AND NITPICKY ON AO3 I LOVE Y'ALL YOU'RE COOL) doesn't know shit about choir and like ik a lot of choirs do things differently especially smaller choirs hell my school's choir could be doing something wrong ya never know but I can always kinda tell in a fic who's been in choir and who hasn't if you're gonna focus on the choir being a choir try to do it right
And like there's so many ways you could write it well: is it a class or an after school club? Do you have to audition or just sign up? What section would everybody be In? Do you walk in there and father Marcus is super strict and there's no freetime or anything they just lock in and sing or Do they maybe have time right after the class starts and before it Ends where idk maybe Mischa is messaging Talia and ocean is (in a very pretentious fashion) help anyone who needs it understand the music? Do they go to competitions? Give me details please I'm desperate
#ride the cyclone#rtc musical#This is mostly for shits and giggles#no hate no hate this fandom is actually rlly decent#My credentials:#I've been in choir since middle school#I'm a dumb nerd#My school wants me to graduate to go to school to be a choir teacher so mi do that??#Again jk jk mostly#Dumbass rant#Toby yaps too much#I sound like Ocean send help I swear this wasn't actually meant to sound shitty
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Another "Thank You" doodle! I'm not putting names: each one will know what they contributed to make me gather the courage to do this x)
#myart#predastar#tfp predaking#tfp starscream#maccadam#transformers fanart#shipping to the moon and back#legend says Windy draws art for this ship every leap year#jk jk its mostly because their designs make me want to foam from the mouth#I LOVE THEM THEY ARE PRETTY BUT WHY so hard to draw#this took me almost 3 hs and is just an sketch...#gotta color code this pairing with orange-y red filter#because i can see myself in the future doing it again and not wanting to color it pfff#good night i need to eat and keep working on zine artworks#king n commander#ifellinrobothellagain
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the thing is for many mysteries suo puts around himself there exist innocuous explanations for them that is realistic for the 1-standard deviation experience of the population (well, adjusting for the childhood traumatic eye loss, of course), providing that suo is a bit of a chuunibyo. but is it really fun to stick to the most likely possibility? no, thats why im on my suo backstory lore #4
#wind breaker#wbk#suo hayato#its backstory speculations time again#this is endless. it will never end#i have come to a unique problem where regardless of suo backstory variations he must Have an older sister with a Bird Cage motif#to contrast with Flying Falcon that is his first name#and somehow backstory lore 1 2 and 3 all have her as most important/vital roles#idk why this is the case#oh well. it do be happening.#it is also 4am and im not quite sane#suo hayato my favorite chuunibyo….#wow i need a suo-children-author au. where he writes fantastical stories that may or may not be inspired by real traumatic incidences.#or stories about disabilities. bc. ya know.#yeah…… suo hayato you’ll probably love a literature degree. please pass your classes and somehow get to college wirh your furin diploma#mostly jk#i wish u happiness always#rccl
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that’s how planning that looked like btw! I always make sketches like these on my lil whiteboard or a piece of paper and it’s kind of funny whenever someone looks at them and goes ??? what the fuck is that haha

#my sister literally asked that#al saw it too last week!#only some things changed in the end#mostly the order#me and d planned that for weeks big shoutout to her again#and that she was so adaptive to all my wishes and visions and changes#when julia was here she found the sketch for sky‘s jk locomotion set#I‘m sad I haven’t taken pictures like that before I should start a collection#*gfx breakdown
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Picked White Collar back up after a brief hiatus and have now hit at least four actors from The Americans, including two in back to back episodes. I love when shows shoot in NYC and you can place them in a very specific time just based on the actors that pop up in one-off spots. (See also: several actors from Gossip Girl - so very here for the late aughts/early tens synergy.)
#season 5 is A LOT#also i’m obviously waiting for it to implode but i’m also here for neal being like jk i really would rather be a criminal#like do i want him to want to be his best self and see his potential? sure#was it also hot to have him be like THIS is who i really am and i’m good at it and i’m only in it for myself now#fuck yes it was#(i mean he’s in it for mozzie too of course as always)#ANYWAY#i really do love that there’s just a repertory of nyc actors that float around the shows that shoot there#white collar#neal caffrey#matt bomer#v into the idea of getting to see him be a (mostly) unrepentant criminal again#(except when he screws over people he doesn’t mean to and then he feels really bad)
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just finished New X-Men (2001). wooh. very good near the end (didn't like the Magneto/Xorn characterization but it was also how he acted in eve of destruction so it's not inconsistent that way), but overall is failed to hold itself up as a run. imo. there were wonderful moments and arcs (murder at the mansion!!!) but overall it's just a jumble of ideas and plot threads and arcs that feel like they should be resolved but never are. it could have been so good nad some of it is so good but as a run it falls flat. it could have been tied together much better, because as is it just feels like they loosely tied some story concepts together. idk. good but not as a run.
#yael's x men ramblings#also. hm. the jeanscottemma of it all.#i know scott is bad at feelings but he's not that bad#sometimes he just felt like a dog on a leash being led through the comic by the rest of the characters#didn't really hold on his own#in my opinion! and only sometimes!#emma's hate of jean felt so fucking empty#i know jean put her in a coma but come on that was the 80ssssss#jk i think it's good that it's addressed#i get why this is the defenitive emma characterization but i do miss gen x emma#jean was good but i don't think she's that incompetant in terms of her relationship with scott#i think there are reasons they weren't trying to fix their marriage by facing their problems directly#but it felt like jean would do more. should do more. she just didn't#the phoenix parts were so fucking good!!!!#but then again there was this problem with morrison's jean. she isn't there enough.#she does a lot of big things when she is there but her character arc was mostly done in the background of issues#we get real focus on her only near the end#those are my thoughts on it. astonishing x-men next (in a while because i have some other stuff on my reading list first)
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I think I might have just converted my brother with a singular Zayn song...this is a massive W.
#My brother is lowkey problematic so this is my feeble attempt to make him better lmao#jk he is a good guy he just has some weird opinions#i told him a little while ago that i genuinely think he would like Zayn's music bc my brother mostly listens to r&b#but he told me that he could never take zayn seriously just because he was in 1D#so tonight I tried once again to convince him and chose an absolute banger of an opening track (dreamin) to play in the car#and hoped that funky bluesy masterpiece would change his mind#and like thirty seconds in I got a “yeah this is actually really good”#GOD BLESS#zayn malik#zaynnnnieee the man that you are#talented as fuck i love u
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whateverr :3
#mental illness yiipeeeee#ig im being punished for my near-whole day of having fun yesterday?? grumpgrumpp#the voices have been stronger but i think bc they didnt get to talk yesterday they went all out todayy =w=bbb#lucky me that im awesome and strong and normal :3 look at me go.#i want to give in i want to give in i want to give in. but that would make me a 'bad' person. someone that needs saving.#and. i know ill get out of it again. hell RIGHT NOW im mostly out of it.#i know ill get out of it and healthier me doesnt want to be back to those times. but MANN bad me needs it and wont stop telling me.#sillyposting#maybe i should relapse to see how bad it was again. JOKING.#i dont think im strong enough to relapse yayyyayy#/gen btw it takes fucking balls to do that shit holyy#anyway. coming up on two years. apparently it never gets better help.#again. jk. surely it does. surely. it has to. i have to survive because it all must lead SOMEWHERE. surely.#like i said its all whateverrr :3 i know ill be back down again tomorrow probably but we'll also be back again tomorrow.#and the cycle will continue. because it always does. it always will.#WHATEVERR#dont take any of this shit to heart im being dumb and silly rn teeheee#ill be fine. thats the way it has to be.
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How to get over being deathly sick because you have a party tomorrow..?
#Im fine chat TWT#NACHO IM NEVER SHARING FOOD WITH U AGAIN >:T#*DIES*#my teachers hate me for this lmaooo#missing finals bc i wanted extra sleep-#nah jk- mostly bc i look like im crashing out 24/7
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man, its so hard to live when there's no upcoming SBSP/TPSS episodes
#Its so dull#What do I have to look forward to???#Jk I'm joking don't worry#But I wanna see slappy again. But mostly I think I'm just bored. I've been restless lately and I don't know why#I should draw something#The spongebob connoisseur
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On tumblr when you post you’re just playing Russian roulette with your post getting attention, but it’ll probably get ignored.
On Reddit any comment you make outside of some very niche community will immediately have someone downvoting you and calling you like, three different insults. Then they will wonder why you only log in every couple months. Like, it’s a very helpful website when you have a question for another community you’re in, but you’ll also get someone being immediately hostile when you make an innocuous post on a garden subreddit 😑
At least on tumblr people have to actually seek out your random ass text posts and go out of their way to start shit, and you don’t have the up and down vote system that feels like playing with my self confidence and worth issues.
Both websites are toxic part of the time (what social media isn’t?) and both are actually more useful for weird people, but holy shit does Reddit feel more aggressive about shit. Maybe it’s just the devil you know, but at least on this mess of a website half your hate will be for the most random shit and misunderstandings that people have to seek out finding if your blog is a normal size. Reddit is either posting on a dead sub or getting immediately thrown to the, well, sharks and wolves aren’t actually super aggressive towards humans under normal circumstances, so something else that could tear you apart instantly for just existing in the same space as them.
#emma posts#there’s a reason i stopped spending as much time on that site#multiple actually. but one of them is that website is like ‘rsd trigger simulator’#and tumblr is like ‘how dare you say we piss on the poor’#everyone is an idiot in both places. but one is instantly more volatile#it’s preactically on sight#other social media is mostly being used by me to post my art or talk to irl friends and family#some of those sites are wild. but not in such an instant way#provided you aren’t huge or have some internet hate stalker#my first deviantart account was wild like that. you phrase something awkwardly at the age of 13 and you suddenly have one or two 16ish year#olds stalking you and telling you to Kys and threatening your family#but that was in the old days. haven’t run into that in years#but seriously. whoever those people were. I hope you feel like shit about those past actions#especially because that 13 year old had made art and posts about her depression 😑#and irl bullying#I hope you got better. sincerely. but if not? die#jk. but still#actually. no. if you’re still telling people that sort of thing try it on yourself#i don’t have a twitter. I don’t plan on getting one. but I’ve heard that’s toxic too. but for the brief time I did try it years ago I was#just ignored by most people#I also like websites where you can share other posts with followers but that might be because one of my first socials was facebook#Facebook is still useful for local stuff. but it’s not as anonymous I guess#even on Facebook though it feels somewhat less ‘on sight’ attacking#but gods. the ‘piss poor reading comprehension’ website is so much more comfortable than the ‘dog piled for asking about a plant’ website#and the ‘just block them’ culture is so useful#i make a post on Reddit like ‘anyone know of houseplants that are like this?’ and have some dude downvote me and respond like#‘are we supposed to be your servants’ like dude. just ignore the post if you don’t want to answer the question#and I’m not touching anime subs with a 10ft pole#looked at one once and went ‘never touching that again’
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#I’ll leave for a bit#just a bit. hopefully#I’ve been making myself so upset about so many things lately#that it resulted in an anxiety attack earlier today which I hadn't had in so long#I can't really distance myself from any of the stressors except for tumblr right now so this post is mostly me telling myself to stay off#at least until jk's bday or something#the self-pressuring and sense of failure has become too much#it's not a balance anymore rn it's just one more thing that's making me feel incompetent and desperate#I should put the little energy I have into my two jobs and the thesis#I could really need a small achievement with writing the coming days. to lift my spirits again#I hope a little break will help with that#and I’m sorry that I've been so miserable on here lately....it's not an easy time rn
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genbu ai has been found dead in miami.
#JK JK this is really exciting im glad kotarous getting an ai singing bank first#the whole point of virvox is a variety of masc synth voices after all and hes got like a really interesting voice#like his goofy very character-y tone is pretty unique so thats gonna be pretty fun#i seriously would have thought ryuusei would be the first tho. mostly just because hes so popular#but then again his voice provider might be busy. hes doing a lot of vtuber stuff and theres the upcoming aivoice2 talk bank#and yeah i didnt think genbu would be first LOL i prophesized this......#i mean i didnt know for sure but i did think it would be kind of funny. and it is kind of funny <3#also low key... i wouldnt be surprised if they gotta hold off for a bit. genbu might be cursed? they have been so so SO unlucky with him#king of software deprecation. king of contracts falling through. hes trying. hes trying#so i was like okay the first ai singing bank might not be him KJDSHJfdsjhkfds#besides as much as i would like an ai bank for benby (i would selfishly prefer a SV bank specifically so i can have my SV conveniences LOL)#im pretty satisfied with his concatenative. if you havent noticed <3#also selfishly i hope the next singing bank announcement (whenever that is) will be sourin. i think hes another really unique vocal#and also i want that old man. i need that old man. who said that#but any of them im exicted for. the younger guys kotarou and takuto i think about a little bit less often than the others#but i still like em a lot so it'll be fun to have that (not)catboy around#when we get more info i may start planning out some songs for him to cover.... ruh roh im already considering a few....#edit: im hoping SV because i like it but i'll be fine with any engine. except someone reminded me ace studio exists#i went from no fear to one fear in seconds flat. nothing against the software ive never used it its just#subscription software is not something i can do orz. please anything but that. i will be happy with anything but that LOL
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the thing abt me and my brother is that when I got to pick movies yesterday I picked movies from his lb watchlist. and when he got to pick movies today he also picked movies from his lb watchlist.
#never taking his taste into consideration again 🗣️‼️#jk its fine he has very basic film bro taste anyways so its mostly movies I would watcg at some point anyway#.txt
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all i want for christmas is hd japanese raws of every episode of jn. amen <3
#taylor.txt#if youve been following my torrenting adventure at all (mostly posted on priv twt but ive Mentioned things here i think??)#then you will be ELATED to learn that only sm and xy remain and they both are well over 50% finished#im gonna have to go through eventually to re-download the eps that corrupted (FINAL EP OF DP IM LOOKING AT YOU)#but like. ok actually sorry this is kind of funny but my brother in law this morning said something about me watching pokemon at 3am#which is true that was happening and i was like no wait. i needed to do something#and he was like. ARE YOU MAKING AMVS AGAIN?? idk how he pegged me as That Person but well. NO. BUT LIKE. I COULD. I NEVER FINISHED ONE THO#anyway taylor pokemon amv arc 2024. look out (jk im gonna be making gifs. but like. i rly wanna get back to studying jp so maybe some tl)#the last amv i made was for m/ika/yuu when i was like 15. to the scientist by coldplay. and it is lost forever bc i never finished it#and that comp is dead now. plus tfw no more pirated vegas pro#but like. id relearn. i would. jghjfdk
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OMG OMG RID! 😭😭 I finally read the last chapter and girl you got me crying so hard for them, I can’t believe I FELT EVERYTHING AT ONCE, I felt how desperate was jk to find oc the anxiety and after that the love you OMG I CANT TAKE IT, you destroyed me like how can I move on with my life after reading this one 😵💫😵💫😵💫 I’m so excited to continue this amazing story I don’t think I can ever get enough of this jk I need him in my life honestly that devotion ugh, what a fucking rollercoaster of emotions in a good way 😩
Anyways I just wanted to wish you a very very nice and blessed year, 2024 baby girl 🎊 and also wanted to ask you if you have like pictures for inspiration? Like Pinterest tab or something that you see on internet and thought of cmi? And also wanted to ask you if you have in mind like oc as a persona, like maybe this kind of hair or that kind of aesthetic? I hope you can catch me bc my English rn I think sucks 😫


AHH EVERYTHING AT ONCE IS GREAT BC SAME!!! moving on from this one's tough, but i hope you like what's to come just as much, if not more!! 🥺 tysm for reading, and here's to more… am super excited <333
happy new year to you as well, love!! ✨ as for cmi inspiration – honestly, i rely on small things around me a lot, like, yt reels or rl convos and emotions. i rarely use pictures, though. i also do not have a certain oc in mind, like that's very reader-dependent… so there's no hair type/colour, eye and skin colour, body type etc! but hmmm, her aesthetic–
oc wears warm colours a lot, especially in the winter. she's more colourful in the summer and likes going for comfy pastel/floral clothing – like dresses but prefers shorts. as a manager of a fashion brand, she's courageous with her choices, but likes to be casual most of the time. joggers and buns at home, loves cotton and isn't super fond of silk; then, fancy suits and slacks and skirts at work. adores sweaters and denim jackets. also likes rose gold jewellery! and pretty hair clutchers!! natural make up <3 coffee coloured lipstick <3
(see bits of oc in cmi11.5 but also in general below!!)
and her persona – she's rather soft and kind but can be fierce, too, so her voice is gentle but confident? and she smiles a lot. (knows how to write, so good with words and v inspiring, too). i should definitely talk about her style and stuff more, but i think cmi12/13 are gonna give me lots of chances to do so 💕
#omg sorry for rambling aGAIN i will probably think of more later ksdjhfkjsaf#it'st just that i mostly get qs about jk so those about oc are super dear to me lol ty!!! <3#hny '24 <3#notes for rid 🌹#spixybnny#fic: colour me in
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