While I was looking up something on the Shadowhunters Wiki, I stumbled across this little tidbit of information for episode 18:
[Image description: black text on a white background that says: "The use of gold sheets in an intimate Malec scene was intentional, as a reference to the Shadowhunters' use of gold for marriage." End description]
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What does that mean?????
I have so many thoughts and feelings about this and I have no idea how to articulate any of them into words???? Help?????
I know what the color symbolism means, just not why they chose to use it in their first time scene
I'm once again down the rabbit role that is sizzy and shadowhunters - well, I never really left, but sometimes I put them a bit aside to enjoy other passions - anyway...
I'm once again thinking about - and feeling very angry about how Izzy's feeling regarding Max's death were poorly handled and put aside to give more importance to Malec and Clace love conflicts - and yes, I get that they were kinda the centre of everything, but still - and even more angry with the fact that when Izzy needed Alec the most he decided to go on vacation with his boyfriend. And how Jace was too busy following Clary around like a lost puppy
and the only person who saw her, who was there to comfort her, was Simon. scrawny little mundane bastard, Simon. except he was not. scrawny. or a mundane. (see what I did here?) anyway, Simon was the ONLY ONE by her side when she needed the most. the only person who actually understood her, her pain... Simon was the only person to tell Izzy that what happened to Max wasn't her fault.
that's why Simon was the first and only person Izzy really opened up to. like for real. the only person to who she felt comfortable enough to tell one of her family's big secret - the fact that Robert had cheated on Maryse and was going to leave them, and only stayed bc of Max. Simon, who never expected anything from her, who loved her for who she was and never tried to change her, never wanted to change her.
anyway, I'm losing my train of thoughts now so I'll stop talking