<Translated from the original novel>
Princess Athanasia's
15th birthday |♡|
Masquerade ball
A huge number of people gathered at the ball for the celebration of Princess Athanasia's 15th birthday party held at the Emerald Palace.
The recipients of the invitation were all noblemen and young ladies of similar age to Princess Athanasia, and the attendance rate for the masquerade ball that day was nearly 100. There was a rumor going around of a feud between Emperor Claude and the princess and one day the Emperor's Chamber, which was said to be looking for the missing princess was spread throughout the country, so it was natural for people's curiosity to soar endlessly.
After some time, Princess Athanasia and Emperor Claude showed their close relationship again at an official event, so the rumors of discord between the two quickly died down, but they still watched their relationship with a suspicious eye (suspicion)
There were people out and about. Meanwhile, Princess Athanasia was said to be holding a party at the Emerald Palace to celebrate her 15th birthday, so it was natural that the invitees decided to attend to confirm the truth of the rumor.
“Those who do not have a mask ready, please let us know before entering.”
Moreover, unusually, at Princess Athanasia's ball, all attendees had to wear masks.
“If you are not wearing a mask, you will not be permitted to enter the ball.”
There were ladies and noblemen who had prepared masks in advance as instructed in the invitation, but those who did not, got masks handed to them one by one by the attendant waiting in the front as soon as the carriage door was opened. Since they were all children of nobles who had recently debuted in the social world, their experience of attending a ball was extremely rare.
Moreover, it was my first time entering a ball like this with my face covered by a mask, so I felt embarrassed and intrigued at the same time.
As I entered the palace with my face covered, I noticed attendees wearing masks of different shapes. Everyone seemed unfamiliar with the current situation. Because each person had their face covered, they could not easily move around to find someone they knew, so the attendees squirmed in place, only moving their curious gazes here and there.
Suddenly, the lights in the chandelier went out all at once.
“Huh?”
“What is happening all of a sudden?”
In an instant, the murmur in the descendend darkness spread into the ballroom. It was at that moment that an echoing louder (sonorous) voice rang in my ears.
“Thank you everyone for being here today.”
It was clear that it was Princess Athanasia, the host of the ball. Spreading in all directions, everyone listened to that outgoing voice
"As explained in the invitation, today’s masquerade ball is a secret ball where you hide your faces from each other and dance. Depending on your personal preference, you may change the mask provided in the ballroom room several times, and feel free to use a pseudonym¹.”
(A stage name instead of their actual one)
But no matter how much I concentrated, I couldn't figure out where the sound was coming from. Also, the lights in the chandelier turned off all at once. Could it be magic? The rumor that Princess Athanasia had awakened the power of a powerful wizard, following Emperor Claude, was a very interesting topic of gossip among people.
“It is a rule to only take off your mask at the end of the ball, and it is against the rules to forcibly remove someone's mask or force them to do so in anyway. In this case, you may be expelled from the ball, so please be careful.”
Anyway, Princess Athanasia quickly succeeded in grabbing people's attention.
“Then, I would like to thank Abamama² for organizing this event for my 15th birthday.” (A term of address used by a royal child for their father.)
A faint smile was mixed in the clear voice that echoed throughout the ballroom. “I hope you all have a good time today.”
And the next moment, the chandeliers and candlesticks placed throughout the ballroom lit up.
The exclamations of people here and there rang in my ears. As the sound of music spread throughout the venue, servants waiting around began offering drinks to attendees.
“Wow, it’s a strange ballroom.”
"I know, right. But, um, it seems a little interesting......"
“I think this is my first time seeing you today. Would you like to go over there and talk for a moment?”
"I'd love to."
At first, the ladies and gentlemen were a little hesitant, but as they talked while hiding their identities according to the ballroom's policy, they felt a strange sense of freedom and fun that they had never felt before. It was quite interesting to guess who the other person was through conversation and actions. Soon they were immersed in a unique ball.
.......That was my scenario. And it seemed like my scenario was a success! Yes as planned!
I was relieved to see the young boys and girls huddled together in groups of twos and threes, having fun as if they had never seen the day before. Maybe I was worried for no reason that my birthday party today might be a disaster. Yes, yes. This is the magic of the masquerade ball. You know the freedom of anonymity? As I walked around the ballroom, I saw people playing a game of guessing each other's identities on one side. I also changed my voice and slipped in.
“Well, let me guess. Seeing your red hair like roses and skin as white as a shimmering lily....."
drum rolls! Your name is!
"The young lady....."
This is Marquis Irene’s Lily Girl!!
“I think it might be Miss Lorena, the rose of the Count of Florence.”
But it wouldn't be fun if we revealed it now, so let's make it even more confusing. I've seen the Lily girl up close often, so I knew her identity right away, but it's probably unclear to others. Moreover, she was wearing a wig on her head, as if she had made up her mind for the masquerade ball today. Of course, even on a day like this, it looks like Lily couldn't give up what it was.
“Well, I don’t know.”
“Oh, I see that you stutter, so isn’t that correct?”
“Now that I think about it, I’ve seen Ms. Lorena from afar before. They really look alike…”
I quietly left the place, just like when I first got in between them, leaving behind the people who were starting to make a fuss.
The party was in full swing. People who were uncomfortable at first because they didn't know each other's identities began to hang out with each other without hesitation as time passed. Perhaps because it was a gathering of only boys and girls of the same age, it was inevitable that we would get along well.
Well, okay. If we have fun today, the rumors of discord between Claude and me will become less frequent than they are now. Well, since there was no way the emperor would allow a birthday party for a hated princess, I thought that holding a masquerade ball today would make most of the noise go away.
After a while, I sneaked out from the crowd of people enjoying the dance.
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(aaa This part.)
“huaa³.” sigh
When I got outside, I was finally able to breathe a little. To be honest, I didn't really feel like hanging out with the crowd today, but I think it was a good idea to choose a masked ball as the theme. Otherwise, it would have been impossible for me, the star of the party, to get out like this.
Also, I got a message from Duke Alpheus in the morning that Ijekiel and Jennette couldn't attend my birthday ball today due to circumstances. I was a little curious about the reason. Jennette's face, which I saw on the last day of the National Foundation Festival, at Duke Alpheus' residence was also bothering me, and the luck at my birthday party
Izekiel, whom I met in the province, was also a little troubled......
After thinking about it, I leaned against the terrace railing. Even though there was no reason for it, my mind became a little complicated.
"Isn't this your birthday party?"
Of course, that didn't last long because of the voice that came from beside me
"Why are you out alone and brooding over your loneliness?"
"Ah, loneliness is your specialty, right?"
I smirked and looked towards Lucas sitting on the terrace and giggled.
That's right, isn't it? No matter how lonely I am, I can not defeat you, the lonely black wolf! But what was Lucas' face when he heard me........
"Hey, that look is a bit too much....."
It was so blatantly saying, "What bullshit?" Uh huh⁴ ( urgh, groan)
It was obviously such a blatant expression
"As expected, I should've eliminated the first person who started talking about this nonsense."
"Eek⁵, Lily girl!" 앗-An exclamation uttered when startled.
"Hoo, Lily girl?"
Oops! I unknowingly blew up who bestowed the title of 'Lone Black Wolf' on Lucas! Above, it's dangerous!
"Wow, wow look over there. Lucas! stars in the night sky!"
Luckily, Lucas only looked at me like he knew, but he didn't dig into Lily girl's identity any further. Maybe he's only letting it slide for now because it's my birthday ball! Urgh, I hope not. Please don't ask me anything more. I'm supposed to protect the Lily girl! Oh, come to think of it, that Lily girl is inside the very ballroom today, right? If I make a mistake, could I accidentally turn my ball into a bloodbath tonight?
"I'm giving you a special favor since today is your birthday party."
Oh, that's a relief.
"Looking at it today, It seems like even if I don't ask you directly, you might spill it out of your mouth again, later anyway."
What? I'm not like that!
"Well, I guess I won't be in a bad mood today. I already gave you a birthday present, but here is something special for the princess."
Without even realizing what that meant, Lucas lightly swung his hand left and right in the air once. And at that very moment, something literally magical happened before my eyes
"Wow!”
Soft petals and twinkling starlight began to flutter and scatter in the night sky at the same time. It was as if the flowers and stars that had been gathering in the sky overflowed to the ground and formed a waterfall. I heard a loud cheer and turned my head to see that the same thing was happening in the ballroom. I watched people in awe as they were hit by the glittering petals pouring down from the ceiling and then turned my head forward again.
"Pretty."
Lucas dangled his legs over the railing indifferently, as if he had never cast a spell like this for me.
"thank you."
I whispered under my breath as I watched the beautiful scene in front of me. The voice that was mixed in the night air was small, almost a whisper, but Lucas must have heard it.
My little late 1 5th birthday party was coming to an end just like that.
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Mesmerizing, wasn't it?
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The doors open, and a person steps into the confession booth. Sebastian stays silent for a moment, the smell of gun oil and gas familiar to him, and before he can initiate the sacrament - in the name of the father and the son and the holy spirit again and again and again - the other person speaks first.
"Forgive me Father, for I have sinned."
Sebastian closes his eyes. He keeps silent.
"My last confession was - fuck, I don't know. At least a month ago. When I tested the new fighter pilot, that was - Thursday, twenty-seven days ago." Sebastian smiles, because of course that's how Max would remember it. Of course it would be in connection to his flying. Of course.
"Since then, I've, fuck. I've blasphemed, uh, a lot, as you can see. Hear," he amends, and Sebastian bites his lip, "and I've, uh, had some pre-marital sex. I guess blowjob counts as sex, right? Yeah, a, uh, a girl blew me." Sebastian hears him shuffle, and guesses that he's shrugged. "It was nice. Wet, but - nice. She was cool." There is an intake of breath, and then a soft curse, and Max falls silent.
Sebastian waits. There is nothing else to do. He doesn't dare speak; he's too - it's too much.
"I guess - none of that shit matters. It's all - you'll just tell me to pray, and I'll try, but -" he huffs, irritated, and Aeb knows the face he's making, he can imagine it perfectly "- I don't think it matters, so it doesn't count, right? Fuck, the only - the only thing that counts is what - I don't know how to - fuck!" Max half-yells, and Sebastian can hear him perfectly, even through the furious beating of his heart in his ears.
"I'm in love with someone I shouldn't be in love with," Max says quickly, irritated, and Sebastian would bet he's squezzing his eyes shut, like he's trying to hide himself from the truth. "And he - it's a he, which is already shitty, because you don't - you don't condone that shit." He scoffs. "You suck for that, by the way." Seb bites back a laugh; bites himself so he almost draws blood, so that he doesn't speak and - and ruins Max's confession.
"The problem is - he's - he's fucking - smart, and good. He cares about the environment - he ranted about fighter jet pollution to me once for twenty fucking minutes," Max says, smile in his voice. "And he's - he's kind." He lowers his voice. "He's kind to me. Not many people are."
Sebastian clenches his fists. He starts praying; instinctively, desperately, silently.
"And he - I can't ever tell him, because, he's - fuck, I can't even say it." Sebastian hears him suck in a breath. "He's a fucking priest."
Sebastian lets out a harsh breath. Max doesn't seem to hear it, speaking on, the dam broken.
"He's fucking everything, you know. He was going to be an engineer, or a pilot before that. Flew the jets, even, before - before. He told me that once. He knows stuff about jets, and he has all these ideas about what - about ethics and shit, and he laughs like he's free, and he - he listens to me when I talk, and he - he listens like he actually cares. And that's - and I can't ever tell him, because he's a guy, and he's a fucking priest, and I'm in love with him, and he'd never forgive me that. Nobody ever forgives me anything, fuck, your God sure as fuck won't forgive me this, and I - I can't, and I won't, because I can't live in a world where he - where he doesn't want to see me, or talk to me, or forgive me."
Max breathes harshly, like he ran for miles, or like he had been drowning and was now finally breathing again. It's the only sound in the confession booth. It's the only sound, aside feom Seb's own heart, irregular and fast, too fast, fighter-jet fast. He remembers how that felt, still. He hasn't forgotten.
The silence lasts - a moment; an eternity.
Sebastian forces his voice not to shake as he adopts a lower, softer register.
"I think our - I think he may forgive you, Max."
Max's heavy breathing stops.
"I think," Seb says, and he breaks, his voice breaks, deapite his best efforts, "he wouldn't think there was anything to forgive."
-- hope you enjoy this Athy :) all the love, sq101
Anon I’m quite possibly about to lose my mind. Like. I’m going to lose my entire mind, I’m gonna start crying, and walking around in circles, and knocking over furniture, and gnawing a hole through the wall and—
Oh my goodness. Oh my goodness gracious me (in George’s voice). When I said who will write me this I didn’t expect you to show up with this stunner of a fic I’m gobsmacked I’m at a loss for words. It’s beautiful.
I think—his voice breaks—he wouldn’t think there was anything to forgive. Oh my suns, oh my. Oh my. Seb granting him absolution? Oh my suns I’ve gone weak in the knees.
Anon I might be in love with you?? I will be thinking about this for the rest of the day/night/week?? I will get no sleep??
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