#BESTIES J CANT HANDLE THAT

[queenxxxsupreme]

Oh my god oh my god if Henry Cavill does in fact get cast as Victor von Doom besties I will lose my ever loving shit

[eggs-can-draw]

WAIT WHAT NO IM THE ONLY ONE ALLOWED TO SEND VAUGE MESSAGES ABOUT ASKS/j I CANT HANDLE IT FROM OTHER ASKERS I NEED TO N IW WGAT THE OVE BABY ASK IS

I'll draw my answer faster just for you bestie

[yeonjun4beagles]

get to know me!

tagged by my loveliest boy, @dearsugarrush <3

birthday: 23rd may 2002 ♊️

favorite color: green and black

do you have pets?: i currently have a fish rn :o

how tall are you?: 5'2 (159cm 😔)

how many pairs of shoes do you own?: probably more than 10 but i only wear 3 of those

favorite song: our summer - txt, rain sound - bap, wedding dress - taeyang (lmao these are all kpop songs cuz these days i dont listen to rnb as much :v)

favorite movie: suddenly i dont remember any 🤡 so its probably gonna be endgame

who would be your ideal partner?: tbh, choi beomgyu. (im so sorry cyj but you and i, we dont match)

do you want children?: maybe yes? i think id make a great mother actually

have you gotten in trouble with the law?: no ig?

what color socks are you wearing?: im barefooted 🤡 the last one i wore was cream

favorite type of music: rnb 🫶🏼

how many pillows do you sleep with?: 4 or more

what position do you sleep in?: usually on my right side or on my back like a log 🧍🏻‍♀️

what don’t you like when you’re sleeping: if its too hot or too cold, if the bedsheet feels rough on my skin and if im not having a large pillow to hug

what do you have for breakfast: i dont do breakfast 🤡

have you ever tried archery?: yea, could probably ace it but its too expensive for me

favorite fruit: honeydew, rock melon, korean pear and grapes <3

are you a good liar?: a very good one lmao

what’s your personality type?: isfp-a lol

innie or outie?: innie

left handed or right handed?: right

favorite food: chicken soup, soondubu jjigae, mostly hot soupy dishes 💗

favorite foreign food: indian ftw!!

am i clean or messy?: messy but my stuff stays organised if you get what i mean

most used phrase: shet, fr

how long does it take for you to get ready: shower, 20 mins and i get ready in like 10 so max 40

do you talk to yourself?: ofc who else do i talk to lmao /j

do you sing to yourself?: OFC!!

are you a good singer?: yes without mic, with mic, i sound like a choked chicken 🐓 i sing my bestie to sleep so

biggest fear?: loud sounds

are you a gossip?: i can listen to gossips but i rarely start first

do you like long or short hair?: short, i cant handle the hot with long hair

favorite school subject: maths, chemistry and physics lmao

extrovert or introvert: idek anymore atp

what makes you nervous: talking to new people and in front of crowds

who was your first real crush?: probably the one i had when i was 11

how many piercings?: only 2 (my mum would kill me if i get more)

how many tattoos?: i dont have any :o

how fast can you run?: probably fast enough to stay alive

what color is your hair?: black

what color are your eyes?: very dark brown

what makes you angry: my step dad, arrogant, stupid, abnoxious people 🙄

do you like your name?: i dont really like my full name but i like the one i go by

do you want a boy or a girl as a child?: a boy

what are your strengths?: i usually dgaf about poeple but when i care, i care a lot

what are your weaknesses?: idgaf about poeple 🤡

what is the color of your bedspread?: blue

color of your room: white....

[onlyjaeyun]

COLD HEARTS J U S T STARTED AND LMFAOAOAOHDAKDJ DAWG WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN THESE GCS 😭😭😭😭 easily one of the most unhinged gcs i’ve ever seen ngl 🤞 first of i cant believe that we’re about to start another smau again god bless you zadie and your unreal brain cells 💯 now the fact that u made the maknae line 4liferz makes me emotional like a lil bitch cuz they have a soft spot in my heart like they’re literally alvin and the chipmunks i LOVE THEM 💔💔💔💔 they’re so cute and unhinged ngl me and riki would actually be besties we would be like this 🤞 forever together forever. LOCKED IN 🔒‼️ second why is everyone coming for my manz jaems 🤨🤨 especially hoon like calm down elsa that’s na jaemin you’re talking about ntm on my boy ❕i love nana i don’t know how im gonna handle him being an asshole 💔 (ik it’s for the plot and it makes everything spicier so im SEATED 🪑) anywho heeseung you WHORE why is this man like this oh lord. idk if you’ve seen that one video of him during their concert where he’s literally signalling girls in the crowd to call him like 🤨🤚 CALM DOWN HELLO???? but that’s literally cold hearts heeseung rn. chill 😨 ANYWHO im so intrigued, perplexed and curious (not sponsored by shinee) about WHY sunghoon & yn had a fight 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨 AND IT MADE THEM LIKE COMPLETELY FALL APART?? like what was it about yall about to have me galloping like taemin 🤔🤔🤔🧐🧐🧐🧐 call me detective conan the way im about to investigate shit like it’s a life or death situation 🕵️‍♀️ (i’m not gonna reach shit.) also STAR PLAYER RIKI LETS FUCKING GOOOO ⭐️ younger brother niki whos literally ready to drop out of the entire team for his sister god i love your mind 🙏🏼 he’s gonna be the star of this smau too i can already tell 😁 anywho moving onto the rats that escaped the sewage what was that girl’s name again??? jakyung?? i gen cant remember is she gonna be our sumin of cold hearts ☹️ man im all about women supporting women and feminism ✊ but girl if this mf turns out to be another pick me sumin & shiah’s love child shit i might actually have to get violent 👊 square up hoe i already dONT LIKE HER AT ALL 🤼 anywho yn pls take the job so ur enemies to lovers arc with hoon can start thank you 🙏🏼

i hope you’re taking care of yourself zadie :D love u sending u so many hugs & kisses ! <3

-⁉️

I GENUINELY THOUGHT I HAD REPLIED TO THIS ALREADY IM SO SORRY BABY 😭😭😭

but firstly thank you SO much for always making my day with your sweet, funny ass messages they're lit my highlight 😭🤍

honwstly knowing you, you'll probably figure out a few bits rather faster bc your brain is like super quick to catch up 👀 can't wait to read your assumptions and ideas !!!!!

and yesss, i haven't included riki in any of my previous smaus so this time he's gonna be the glue of the group!!! and ofc i gave him and yn a super sad backstory to make it even more emotional and i cant wait for you guys to read that!🤍

thank you sm for this baby you made me giggle and ugly chuckle and kick my feet and blush all in the same breath and i love and appreciate you so, so much 🥺🫧☁️

[mosviqu]

lmao yeahhh at least the self awareness is there it's something iguess😭

i just hope i will grow to like them one day cuz i dont want to let go of the 03liners💔 their choreography and fits were great but i just hope they will get better songs next time or sumn (sorry if there are any boynextdoor fans who are reading this) DUDE SAME I WAS SO HAPPY ABOUT HIM!!!! (jiung is amazingggg) AHHH IM SO EXCITED AS WELL this is probably going to be my fav ep from them judging by the previews or whatever they are called🤭 IM GLAD SUNOO IS APART OF OUR CREW😌JUST A GREAT ADDITION REALLY!! (ooo at least the number of 03liners that i know about is growing xd)

THEY SHOULD JUST HIRE U THEN ACTUALLY LMAO U WOULD BE THE BEST PROTECTOR!!! and now i know that i definitely do not want u to get mad at me🥸

so true but i think writing might be like that as well because before i sent u that ask i literally just didn't really write in english at all😟 IM GLAD U UNDERSTAND ME🥳 ohh god i'm sorry but that's kind of a funny story ur poor roommate😭 I HOPE U GUYS STILL HAVE THEM JUST TO WATCH THEM BACK AND LAUGH (or cringe)

the tiktok algorithm just knows how to get people hooked onto something:o AND YESSS HE IS SO ADORABLE!! i only know them as well in addition with yujin(youngest) and gyuvin(my beloved) but the poor three left just feels like i will never get them😭😭 2hours is just too long of a time istg

IM GLAD U LIKED SOME BUT I THINK I DID VERY BAD WITH THE RECOMMENDATIONS LMAO

(ajhdhdjfj dude when i read ur authors note i also almost cried i started reading it on my bus ride home so i think people thought i was crazy or sumn lmao) and also i can't remember wether i have replied to ur last reply on ur main or did i only reply to it in my head so if u would let me know i would appreciate it.-. (liebestraum anon💕💕)

no bc its so unfortunate i truly hope the next comeback is better 😭😭😭 im sorry boynextdoor fans it just wasnt for me sadly 😔 if the music is good we are more than happy to recruit new 03 line besties to the squad tho!!

THE CB LOOKS SO GOOD i keep hearing the song on tiktok and each time i think its out already and i go check it out and its not. this could be very well prevented if i just checked the cb date but im honestly too lazy so ill just wait for it to appear in my spotify notifs or something 😭😭

I AM THE BEST PROTECTOR its the aries rage and loyality ❤ also being the only daughter of the family helps SSHSJ. also dont worry i usually dont get violently mad at my friends i usually just turn petty on them so. no fights here dw dw AHAHA

no bc if i didnt have tumblr i just wouldnt use english much either LMAO also i feel like that every time i write a fic after a long time i feel like i turn rusty and i just cant get anything out of me 😭😭 takes me a few mins to adapt truly. also i would say poor my roommate but honestly she didnt know what major to pick so she copied me so thats on her 🤷‍♀️ (jk im glad we stuck together ive known her for 4 years now and if it wasnt for her i would be handling uni much worse than i am). ALSO WE DO HAVE MOST OF THEM but some got deleted 😔💔

LITERALLY the tiktok algorithm is my bestie but also my biggest enemy (have i mentioned that i got into wilbur through tiktok. :,)) but yes hanbin is the new love of my life thankyou. i am so excited for their debut TT lets hope i learn their names quickly AHAHA

YOU DIDNT DO BADLY W THE RECOMMENDATIONS I JUST NEED TO BE IN A SPECIFIC MOOD FOR NEW SONGS I GUESS 😭😭 i'll update u on all my next progress w the tbz listening party <3

:(((( crying is strictly prohibited with matters thay include me. /j ((also if u mean on rrxnjun,, i replied to your ask after u sent this one ?? Im not really sure ??? but as of now i have no more asks from u!)

[casscainsshoelace]

OH MY GOD HERE WE GO

(Doing this in one post because h)

the suicide prevention hotline number in the description scares me

Man that whale really is taking a long-ass time to decompose

WINTER HOLY SHIT

GO GIRL GIVE US EVERYTHING

ohmygod Penny and Cinder

WEISS AND PENNY’S AURAS OH FUCK ME

PENNY NO

KICK HER ASS BLAKE

“GET UP” OH MY GOD I CANT

the bomb the bomb the bomb the bomb the bomb-

“BECAUSE YOURE OUR FRIEND” HEY BESTIE I CANT DO THIS TODAY

WEISS POG

“We have to do this for Yang” WEISS OH MY FUVKING GOD IM GOING TO KILL YOU

CRESCENT ROSE FELL

VINE NO FUCK STOP MAKING ME CARE ABOUT THE ACE OPS

HARRIET’S SCREAM HOLY SHIT I CANT FUCKING TWKE THIS SHIT I HATE THSI SHOW SO MUCH

YOOOOOOOOOOOOO RUBY HOLY SHIT GET HER ASS

Cinder are you fucking kidding me just pull her up

OH MY GOD RUBY AND BLAKE FUCKING FELL

W E I S S NO OH MY GOD STOP I LITERALLY CANNOT HANDLE THIS

WEISS USING GAMBOL SHROUD IM GOING TO FUCKING SUFFOCATE

P EN N Y NO NOT AGAIN PLEASE HOLY SHIT

HEY CRWBY I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR REAL

OH MY FUCKING GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. JAUNE. PENNY. WINTER. I ACTUALLY CAN’T.

IM ACTUALLY FUCKING LOSING MY MIND WHAT THE H E L L

J E S U S

SNOWFALL HOMOEROTIC MAIDEN FIGHT YAY BUT ALSO I HATE EXISTING

OH MY GOD WINTER SCREAMING FOR HER SISTER

HEY CRWBY I CANT DO THIS TODAY

IM GOING TO COMMIT A HATE CRIME

JAUNE FELL TOO? HEY WINTER U FORGOT THE WHITE BOY

oh my god green team

I’m going to break down bye

if the credits roll rn i swear-

Woooooowwwww Cinder you fucking suck

OH MY GOD THATS A FUCKING DARK WAY FOR WATTS TO DIE

Atlas has fallen rip

QROW NO

oh my god the water filling everything I’m so emotional don’t touch me

YOU FUCKERS

YOU MOTHERFUCKERS

end credits scene oh my god

Yo?? YO???

anyway I’m gonna go cry in the bathroom, peace out homies

[andypartridges]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIANE @anniewaits <333

hbd to my partner in squeezebossing !!! here's a vaguely difford and tilbrook themed fancam to celebrate <3 i genuinely considered making a bearded glenn fancam but the psychic damage would've been too much to handle. there is an incredibly soppy message under the cut bc i love to talk <3

*cracks knuckles* *winces bc i cant crack my knuckles* alright it's sentimental hours. fr this year has been one of the hardest in my whole life but i genuinely mean it when i say that your messages and chatting and squeeze watchpartying with you has made it so much better. reading through our tumblr convos is one of the highlights of my day and a main source of serotonin. you are honest to god so funny that sometimes ppl have actually asked me what i'm laughing at on my phone and idk how to explain that my bestie from 4000 km away has just sent me an idiotic meme about a fruit we're in love with. on top of your god tier meme abilities you are just so so SO incredibly talented at journaling and drawing i love seeing your glenn and chris doodles they're so cute !! when you posted the squeeze zine i looked at it like. 657473 times and then shoved it in my dad's face and i was like 'look what my friend made!!!!!'

every day i'm so glad i decided to take a chance and message you when i saw your screencaps of glenn on my dash for the first time. i had no idea it would lead to one of the best online friendships i've ever made and dear god it sounds stupidly cheesy but i feel like we've known each other for ages even though it's only been a handful of months. putting squeeze aside for a sec just being your friend in itself has made me a lot happier this year and i really hope one day we can meet, even if i have to swim to the philippines and/or somehow ship you to australia and/or singlehandedly stop a global pandemic. honestly it's not even just squeeze that makes me think of you like. i see back to the future stuff or michael j fox stuff or aztec camera or weezer or ben folds five and my brain just goes. hey there's a thing that williane likes :-) AND on top of that i always think of sweets for a stranger as Williane's Album tm. guess you just live in my mind rent free <3

anyways i hope you have a really nice birthday and get some epic squeeze drip because you absolutely deserve it. thanks for carrying this fandom on your back and talking with me and even just checking in to see how i'm doing like. it means the absolute fucking world !!!!! ilysm squeezie <333

[esora247]

LMAOOO DUDE U STEP INSIDE MY COUNTRY N U WILL IMMEDIATELY PERISH U CANT HANDLE IT HERE SJHSNSHSBSB /J (ALSO I MIGHT SHOW U ON DISCORD IF U BEHAVE <3)

BESTIE IM SO BRITISH I CAN ENTER ANY COUNTRY AND IT WILL IMMEDIATELY HATE ME UPON CONTACT YOU AINT SPECIAL

[space-roach]

Its so tame yall r just pussies. If u cant handle that do better /j

Bestie please why do you want to screw the tallests so badly they’re literally bald and green :pensive:

[transsexualhamlet]

Hi besties @wtf-gay-little-clown and I fixed akutagawa for you

This is still a man he just has tits now and if you cant handle that you're transphobic /j

dont be mean i drew this in like 10 minutes

[woozi]

i agree how you described twt, sometimes everyone's just ready to fight it seems, i've genuinely had fun on both platforms at different times but now it's just too much on stan twt (no space for difference of opinion djsjdjj) it's good to know you're having fun as well :3 & omg i've seen few of my moots starting to give svt their attention after fallin flower dropped, everything abt it is <3333 the song, mv, choreo i love it.

hdjdjddkdjdj " virgos 😐 " also me in next breath "happy birthday mark :D i love you so much 🥺💕💗" any virgos reading this i really hope you enjoy your month to the fullest djjdjd <3. righttt?? you're correct abt mark's temper being very virgo djdjdkd.

your line screams hard-working people <3 jihoon, jaebeom, jeonghan the 3Js <3. isn't jaebeom also an infj? (i don't take mbtis seriously but at the same time it also makes me happy if it ends up matching someone i like djdjjd) chan & yugs 🥺 these two imo have the sweetest personality, like the one which makes you feel welcomed & they also have the cutest laugh 🥺.

i love jus2 <3 focus on me is one of my favorite kpop mvs of all time & also drunk on you??? i love this song so much, very sexy of them. the vibes, style and everything w/ their album, i want more songs like that. and for when i am feeling melancholy i need more songs like jjp's verse 2 😭💔 but i am also okay if they don't want to go back to these units bcoz everything so far they've been giving is just as great <33 ( maybe in future we'll get blessed w/ features 🥺)

honestly g7 as grp and individually have won me over with their music style, even if i don't like full album ik there will be 3-4 songs which will be exactly what i like to listen to, all of the music they've released individually i've liked it so much. there is this song of youngjae's, titled "i'm all ears" i had no idea of its existence until it popped up in my spotify i'm so glad it did, it's been in my playlist ever since. there was also a time when i was obsessed with jackson's 'on the rocks' djdjdk.

aww <3 the live performance video of 1° has mark as thumbnail so for long time i used to associate this song with him jdjddk. i think the only j*pe thing i'd miss is got7 studio live sessions 🥺. RIGHTJDKSKS aju nice's mv is very cute djjddk I love it, in reality its reverse tho, i see them and boom! 💖💛💗🤍💕💙

it was the year they won first bb*as award so that gave them the exposure, and no i don't follow them anymore. mixed feelings abt them, very negative feelings abt f*ndom fjdjdjd. i do miss what it used to feel like liking them sometimes. at that time i never thought i'll willingly drop them from my interest (i've stanned zayn since 2012 first him as grp member then solo. sometimes thinking abt it gives me a whiplash hddjks it's been 9 years, really thought it would be same with them too but it didn't happen)

i've had falling in love by yugs and in to you by jaebs on loop for days djdkdk i really love these two songs and also air by bammie <3 (i'm slow jams kinda person djdjdk :3)

(bam released the most fun album & title this year idc abt others, ribbon is one of the soty) also special mention of look so fine & running through the rain. yes! you do make sense they feel organic & very them.

exactly 😭 it's more believable when they drop stuff out of nowhere like encore 😭😭. the way youngjae posted his letter on twt too ddjjdkssk the announcement & release of encore is such a 'you just had to be there' situation the excitement, nervousness, confusion and everything 😭 sometimes i can't with them. also is the bibi with mark on ost, the same one you mentioned in last ask? the ost is really good <3, it must've been fun to see it happen (if its same bibi).

making a whole ass playlist just for me???? 😭😭😭🥺💗 yza you're so sweet nooooo 💖

and don't worry abt replying late jdjdkdjd i mean it, sometimes my friends text me after weeks and i'm am the same. it's really okay <3. i hope this week is treating you kindly, take care yza - 🪂

p.s ( just saw last post djjej) - it was me who manifested more bunny dino <3 manifesting even more <33

i was on stan twt during my younger years too and it was v fun and memorable to me ngl <3 idk what happened though.. it's evolved to be.. Something Else.. i still see a lot of good people there though 😭 and now that i'm in my Hag Era... idk it's just too fast for me now 😭 it's still my go-to place for updates though nothing can top twitter on that dept

and ms fallin flower.... i feel like everyone was blown away by it (based off of what i see carats when talk about it) and rightly so!! she SERVED. the looks too oh my god. it's another factor i look forward to and enjoy so much when i watch their performances!!

u know what? virgos 😐 indeed KJJKDFJKFDJKFDKJ i want to slander virgos today because it's their season and no one slanders them that often so <3 ABOUT MARK'S VIRGO TEMPER THOUGH... i know i've said i enjoy seeing it sm but whenever i think abt it i cant help but say that.. I Love His Temper <3 he doesn't get pissed off in a scary and douchebag-y way it seems so... contained?? IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT he punched an a/c though so that might not be the perfect word to describe him lmaoo <3

THE J TRINITY HFDJFJDJHDF BESTIE UR MIND IS SO!!!!!!!!!!! honestly... maybe it's the acts of service for me <3 JKDFKJFDKJFJKD i think this is just my eldest sister and savior syndrome speaking though kfjkdkjf ALSO OH MY GOD THE WAY U NOTICE THESE THINGS <3 THAT'S SO SEXIE OF U!!! and yes he used to be an infj!! there was an interview that's more recent wherein he mentioned that he's now an enfj though but i cant rmb which interview it's from :/ ALSO MOOD FKJJKGJGKF i dont believe in mbtis too but im just... a little obsessed w it for the fun of it all <3 and the way u described them </3 what if i tear up a little </3 I LOVE CHAN'S LAUGH SO MUCH BUT IM SO SOS O GLAD U BROUGHT UP YUGYEOM'S LAUGH??????????? IT'S NOT TALKED ABT ENOUGH LIKE...... HELLO!!!!!!!!!!! one of my bird moots said he sounded like a schoolboy in choir 😭😭😭😭😭😭

GOD UR TASTE!!!!!!! what if i start falling in l*ve a little :/ what then :/ focus on me was ahead of it's time and people fucking slept on THEM i cannot fucking believe this. this has to be some kind of sick joke 😭 ALSO HAVE U SEEN THE CHOREO FOR SENSES!!!!!!1 INCREDIBLE!!!!!!!!!! holy fuck!!!!!! sorry for the expletives but like.... holy SHIT they did THAT!!!!!!!! ALSO UR SO RIGHT </3 jjp verse 3 when... ALSO did u know i let go of the jjprojects url... thats the worst mistake of my life KDKJDSKJDSJK also agree wholeheartedly <3 i think they're all trying to find their footing this time around as soloists and im so proud of them for that!! i'll stand by my jus2 agenda though bc they're almost in the same company so maybe.. i might have hope left 😭

SO TRUE BESTIE!!! the same principle goes w svt for me as well <3 got7's such a flavorful group musically like... all of them have the capacity to go solo and they're still considered flops.. waht the fuck <3 ALSO OMG FJDKJFKFJD YOU'VE HEARD The Song!!!!!!!! maybe he'll be releasing something along those lines <3 esp now that he's supposedly coming w an album KJSJKDJSK on a similar note.. do u also listen to jamie (the other artist on the song) <3 NOO SHUT UP THIS CANNOT BE FOR REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i was obsessed w on the rocks too 😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT WAS MY FAVORITE ON THE MIRRORS ALBUM HELLO??????????????????????????? im proposing to u rn

ok now i have to watch all the live vids again JKDSJKSJDKDSKJ ik keep saying 'ur so right', 'i agree', and 'so true bestie' but im gonna have to say this again bc i LOVE LOVE LOVE live sessions sm no matter the artist. i also just am a little partial to live bands in performances like that in general so JDJKKDSJDS

the way you're saying these cute things abt the svteenies.. </3 giving me heartache!!! i'd bully them though i can't coddle them anymore <3

not the fandom JKFDKJFDKJFDKJFKJF ok but i think it's mostly their younger fans tbh. it wasn't this bad before.. i also really liked bts during their debut days. their songs were really good!! i kind of lost interest though and couldn't really get into them although their songs slapped lol. my irls are still into them though so i still hear about them. 9 YEARS............................... wait oh my god it HAS BEEN a little over a decade since 1d was The Thing huh 😭 now i feel kinda old lmao. and i totally get that feeling </3 it really do be like that sometimes JKFDJKJKFD

you really ARE keeping up w the sevens oh my god how are you doing it!!!!!!!!!!! it's like getting svt content now at this point but more complicated bc u need to get the updates from different sources JDKJSDKJJSKD love ur song choices too <3

ALSO FULLY RELATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i saw bam's teasers... the aes was my cup of tea and THE HIGHLIGHT MEDLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't fucking get it out of my mind it's objectively one of the best things i've seen from kpop in 2021. i'm super impressed <3 love how abyss really supported bambam on this. they really went all in for him!!

I KNOW GKJDFJDK I GOT SUPER ???????/// DURING THE TIME EVERYONE THOUGHT THEY WERE DISBANDING LMAOOOO they pulled a move that's so unheard of though no one really expected That. i respect jaebeom so much for handling all the paperwork and shit behind the scenes it must've been HELL!! ALSO IT MEANT I CRIED FOR NOTHING THEN 😭😭😭 AND YES OH MY GOD IT'S THE SAME BIBI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SHOCK I HAD WHEN I SAW THE LIST????????????????????????? thought i was gonna black out like,,, mark,,, AND BIBI??????????????? she's fucking phenomenal how is she just a YEAR older than me.. INSANE!!! ... and i also thought jackson was gonna have an ost for this movie.. idk why it wasn't released though i didnt look into it :/

i had a rough few days so i'm not yet finished with the playlist (my laptop's Dead i am still trying to revive her and uni's starting soon 😭) but for the mean time, here's another one that some people from caratblr previously asked for JDSJKSDJ these are mostly english songs though its not my k-playlist KJDSKJSDJK

i do hope this week gets better!!! and i hope that you'll have a fun one too <3 thank u for being so patient w me 🥺 i just get so many messages and find the need to recharge FDKJDFJK

ALSO I FELT LIKE IT WAS U!!!!!! OH MY GOD, i even searched my blog for the word manifest but for some reason your ask didn't come up in the search so i didnt mention u in the tags so i wont misattribute if it ends up not being u 😭 thank u for manifesting this chan for me he's my little... hop hop now ig... 😭

[hongism]

CALLYYYYY HELLOOOOO

Eufh, it's been a hot minute 😪 I took a 'small' break from everything bc life and exams got hectic so I had to handle that which suCked fkdcks but I survived!! Somehow!! I got some catching up to do with your kinktober fics but pfhhhh that will be binged in one day ;)

ALSO LOOKS LIKE I CAME BACK AT THE RIGHT TIME?? miss caly- you hit us with moc41 out of NOWHERE like I wasn't mentally ready for this and as much as I would love to gush more about S A N bc omgdkdnfksnf that finally happened I'm literally speechless miss caly you almost made my cry today but I couldn't focus on that bc of YEOSANG and the shit he SAID VKXNCKD

caly that was a big ass bomb you dropped at us bc if we remember from previous chapters and that weird wooyoung scene where he was soeaking something yn didn't understand,,, OBVIOUSLY ITS THE REALITY NOW?? NIW ACTUALLY HAPPENED?? but what's the connection in the end, we still don't know and why did yeosang and wooyoung act like they didn't know her- WHAT DO THEY KNOW BC THEY DEFINITELY KNOW ALOT FKSMFK AND IM STILL CURIOUS ABOUT HONGJOONGS REAL CLASS BC AT THIS POINT CALY I WOUDLNT BE SURPISED HES A SIREN TOO

but omg... The scene with wooyoung lashing out at yeosang, literally breaks my heart for them I just want to give that boy a hug 🥺 BUT SOOJIN,, just when I thought we would be getting crumbs between those two, jisung had to take yn away- JISUNG,, THAT BASTARD,, IM SRSLY- *angrily punches air* can't wait for queen yn to beat his aSS already istg 🤚🏼

As you can see there are a lot of emotions jfnskd and j swear miss caly,, I'll become more active and talkative again now, alright?? 😭 crossing my fingers I don't get swamped in work and assignments and also sending love for blessing us with your talent 😗 mwah - 🌧

BESTIEEEEEE don’t worry i completely understand it’s that time of year for everyone and i am SWAMPED!!!! myself so i GET IT!!! im so proud of you for surviving good job bestie you did great NOW PLS FINGERS CROSSED YOU GET A BREAK 🤞🤞 onto the jUICY STUFF THO!

you came back at the perfect time i had wanted to drop 41 out of nowhere and luckily for me i got the chance to do exactly that 😎 and at LONG LONG LAST finally.... san has gotten his moment.... mc got the d.... it finally happened .... but then i just had to make it worse huh LKGJLKDFJGLKDF IM SORRY!!! 

technically YES altho it’s not explicitly stated, if you have read the previous chapters and remember those lil tidbits 👁👁🍿 what yeosang means is rather clear! and what the connection all is.... we’ll see that soon too, it’s funny because the title of act 6 essentially means ‘uncovering truths’ so act 6 is a big one in terms of revelations and personal conflicts rather than action packed ones! as far as hongjoong’s class i CANT SAY ANYTHING maybe it’ll be revealed or maybe we’re still a little ways off from it 🤐

but then... ahhh the woosang scene the hardest one by far </3 and SOOJIN ugh it hurt to bring her in then have to leave her so quick im excited for her character and luca’s!!! but of course the other man of the hour alongside san.... jisung.... how did we get here what happened he was supposed to be soft 😣 heh im glad it evoked lots of emotions and you enjoyed it that’s always the best news 🥰

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Yeah, I get it. Ya'll mean. But I aint mad anymore. Had my bitch fit about it last night and I feel better after the best fucking sleep in my entire life in MONTHS. So, yeah, keep having your Town Hall meetings in my back yard at ungodly hours and if the cops ask just tell them I said it was okay because it's peak hours for Pokemon GO or something. But please let me sleep and if you want to update me on your thoughts or the situation please send me a super encrypted, anonymous email. Hell, even do it in memes if you're afraid I'mma syphon your energy to read it. At this point I honestly dont give a fuck and gonna enjoy doing other shit.

You can even keep whatever stuff you have of mine and furiously fap to it if you like behind my back or keep on your little crush or whatever - if that was actually a thing and I didnt imagine it or misinterpet the cards.

If later on you get the nerve to ask me out I'll say yes with no consideration to what has happened up until now. Just dont mention this until about until three months into us dating because I dont think I could mentally handle it until then.

If you need it - do seek out that psychiatric treatment like I suggested it but it's not a requirement to be in my squad - even at a distance. I completely forgive you and am not mad. Am still entirely enthralled that you made all this effort even if it were an elaborate prank. But after this I am done, though, and gonna train and learn as Becky's Padawan because she's an Asexual Jedi Master and I just learned about my Force Sensitivity before I leap into the Dark Side and become Darth Vader... Or heaven forbid - FUCKING KYLO REN. Cause ya'll drive me to that shit. And Becky's gonna have to pull an Armitage Hux as my bestie and collect data and figure out how to pay for the collateral and psychological damage caused my emotional fits. Lol

Yeah, as far as BOA, the J-Pop artist is concerned? "Done with the crying game." So, unless you approach me first I aint looking at anybody. Not because I'm waiting for you(cuz your stupid ass probably aint coming like everyone else - figures, right? Just what I deserve), but because I'm ragequitting my dating life and me and Becky are gonna be two old biddies living in a swanky witch house who have brownies for breakfast, scare the shit out of our neighbors(lulz), and are gonna die on the same day, at the same time, after we have epic battles of Backgammon throughout our lives(because that's my favorite fucking boardgame, FYI.).

I'm gonna get heavily back into gaming not as a form of alcoholism to cope with stress but because it used to make me fucking happy.

You already know about my desires with the PS+ Account and a PC tower cuz I know you done read that shit.

Aint nobody gonna be called on you. No report gonna be made. Keep going on with your real life and fapping life and let me fucking SLEEP AT NIGHT WITH PEACE OF MOND, TYVM.

Hate the shit that you violated me and turned world upside down but it was necessary for me to live again, get my shit together, and figure out some new life goals.

You are literally The Tower in my Tarot Deck. Still dont get it? Google an ondepth meaning for that or read one of my Tarot ebooks on it and figure it out.

And while I gave Ace my entire life in exchange as a payment for him overpaying for my spiritual services and saving my life from Tang after William? It's just a lifetime subscription service to my spiritual services and full commitment of sisterhood for the rest of the days of his life. Kind of like how Japan hires social workers or pretty young women to play "onee-san" to lonely, recluse Japanese men who hole up in their apartment and never participate in life again.

But you? I was gonna give you an all-access, non-refundable, non-exchangable(cant Karen your way out of this one) full subscription to my Eternity with my heart and soul and everything in there as an added benefit. But I guess you'll never hear that. The offer will still stand if you ever come to me sincerely without expiration. I wont wait, though.

Not gonna Tang just because of my promise to Ace - but because I gotta spite all ya'll mother fuckers who try to bring me down. Not just you and Bromance. Still gonna post on this anonymous account for you to peer at occasionally as to not spam or stress people out via DM. Already fucked up Ace over this. Not your fault. It's like the situation with inufandom and William. I got time to patch things up and MAKE THINGS WORK so I dont fuck up so badly like I did with them or any other bestie I had in the past.

So, until then? Asexuality/Aromanticism is thing but I can still have my pretend boyfriends but will not bother looking to RP those romances because that comes with expectations and heartache I literally cannot handle anymore.

Enjoy your day. Play a video game. Fuck up some bitches. Pay off your debt with Bromance. Keep your bromance with Bromance because you probably need the friendship or comfort(no longer worried about it).

Goddess bless you and thank you for guiding me through this Shadow Work because I would have denied ot forever.

#peace

#epvalleygirl

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Advice?

So I got referred to a chiropractor,  and unfortunately the office I am going to doesn’t seem to have the guy I wanted to see mainly. He’s at the out of state office more now, and I can’t go there due to my insurance being state-only.

I talked to Dr. M and he seemed *awesome*, but when I came in for my evaluation (which I had scheduled for a Friday, but they kept calling me back to push that up until I finally was like, ok fine I’ll come in Monday!) I met wit Dr. Joe...who I don’t like.

First of all, he said I was one of the worst cases he’s ever seen, that sucks...but ten he dismissively said he could ‘totally cure me’ and that fibromyalgia was just ‘something doctors don’t understand but if you follow my diet you’ll be CURED’ and a bunch of shit I wasn’t into. Just felt heavy selling??

Then they’re like ‘We need you in here 3X a week.” and I say “I don’t think I can do that, I don’t have a car, and people in my life have jobs/lives.” and asked if they could provide transport, which they dismissed “Oh we only do that for accidents.” Ok, well then you have to deal with what I can do.

  Nope, they kept pressuring me and pressuring me, basically wanting me to harass people for rides! I finally ended up calling then and telling tem calling me incessantly and *not listening to me* was causing me so much stress in LESS THAN A WEEK that I wanted to cancel. Only then did they back pedal and listen to me.

Then there’s Dr. Joe. He wanted to sell me a 60$ pillow to help my spine. I asked if insurance could cover it. Nope. Well then I can’t afford it. And he basically said in the most patronizing tone 

“Well if it was *my health*, I’d put every penny towards it.”

I told him I am disabled, do not work and I have no money. Where the fuck am I getting this money from? Unless insurance can cover it, I CANT AFFORD IT. I wanted to snap “If it’s so important I use that, you pay for it for me then!”

I feel like this office deals with clients who have a lot of money, and either they think I do, or they just pressure to sell something, but to be guilted like ‘well guess you just don’t care about your health’ really made me mad.

This has been the FIRST. WEEK. (I forgot to add, they basically wanted me to come in EVERY DAY the first week, too. like, every single damned day they were trying to find a reason for me to come in! The place is a good 20 minutes from my house! Not that easy of a ride to snag. I don’t have a bus pass/can’t use public transportation anyways.)

My bestie was able to move her schedule around to take me Weds, but they seem to want to pressure her into agreeing to more, which No. They want me to pressure my friends/family and while I get it’s important to my health, if you need me there that bad, then fucking provide transport!

I don’t want to be rash and just up and stop, but I feel like if they keep it up by the time I return to my pain doc (who refereed me) I’m going to tell them about how I never saw Dr M, who they loved, and ow Dr. J is not really good with patients, seems to not understand a patient’s income issues and that the staff doesn’t listen when a patient says “I can’t get a ride but for this day, if that changes I will tell you.” and keeps trying to push them to come in.

Is this just for money or is this really for my health? Even typing this up has upset me and honestly, the thought of going back upsets me, which isn’t good for my health.

How do I handle this? My bestie said she’d try to be around as much as possible in case he says something, since he only seems to say something snarky when no one is around, and I think my panic attack might have freaked out the receptionist. But I had to explain to her, what you are doing isn’t working. I have told you, I will call you if rides change, but there is nothing I can do right now, I have exhausted all my links to rides. You need to accept that or I need to cancel all my appointments.

I just don’t get it. It felt very pushy and not ‘we’re doing this for your health because it’s bad’ but more ‘we want you in here for money’