#Because This Is My First Life Episode 3

[0m3n-0f-d3ath]

Terry and Korvo

[fountainpenguin]

Things that happened in Martyn & Cleo Double Life canon:

Cleo hoping to find her soulmate and start a life with them

Cleo dumping Martyn without giving him a chance to explain his side of the story, but hearing him out when he comes to her later

Martyn watching Cleo through his spyglass and telling the audience she seems safe and happy even though he thinks it's weird she's outside at night

Martyn, after he's had time to consider how he wants to play this, spinning a story about trying to be a provider for her and Cleo explaining that she wanted him, not things

Cleo not being remotely impressed by the "I was providing" sob story, lol

Martyn calling Cleo selfish for choosing to be with Scott because she's supposed to be HIS soulmate and he wants a partner

Cleo willing to forgive Martyn if he meets them halfway

Martyn refusing to meet them halfway because he doesn't think he did anything wrong

Martyn screaming about how Cleo's building bridges with Scott but "When will she think about mending our bridges???"

Martyn explaining to Cleo that he doesn't understand why his Session 1 actions bothered them

Martyn centering his character arc and roleplay on trying to win Cleo back without actually apologizing

Cleo giving Martyn a flower and stating that if he loses it, she'll be real cross with him

Cleo chasing Martyn out of her yard because he tried to put an HOA sign on her base and she wanted to make it clear that she wasn't associated with them and their hate for his base (even though she does think his heart base is strange)

Martyn attacking Cleo after she said attacking is a form of affection to her

Cleo setting boundaries with Martyn and explaining what he can do to get her back

Cleo sighing when Scar set her up on a date with Martyn, but taking the chance to talk to him instead of walking out

Cleo genuinely wanting Martyn in her alliance

Martyn and Cleo giggling constantly when they chat

Scar asking if Martyn wanted him to play a romantic music disc for him and Cleo (and Martyn getting excited and saying yes)

Martyn offering to take Cleo's armor and weapons to the deep dark so he can enchant them and bring them back while she stays safe

Cleo gifting Martyn diamonds, expecting nothing in return but not wanting him to die from lack of a good sword

Martyn and Cleo forming a secret alliance that allows Cleo to live with Scott while being on good terms with Martyn

Martyn expressing frustration that Cleo wants to keep this alliance secret because he wants them to be public allies; Cleo softly shushes him when people approach and might overhear

Martyn telling Cleo that she's putting out a lot of mixed signals because she keeps reeling him in and then pushing him away, claiming he is very confused about where he stands with her

Martyn teasing Cleo by punching her off a cliff and accidentally killing her and feeling so bad about it that he apologizes profusely despite roleplaying as someone who refused to apologize for Session 1

Martyn and Cleo immediately threatening Bdubs together when he said hi to them while they were hanging out, sdkfj

Martyn genuinely apologizing to Pearl for dumping her after Session 1

Martyn hiding under Cleo's bed while she defends him from an enderman attack

Cleo offering to let Martyn move into her house after Etho and Joel grief his base; Martyn saying he might take her up on that

Cleo and Martyn agreeing to move out and base together at Box

Cleo trusting Martyn with the location and resources of her red life base

Martyn rushing to Cleo's aid in the deep dark and trying to turn everyone against him instead

Cleo responding to Martyn's panicked shouts for her to eat by opening her inventory to get food (and drowning because she forgot she was in water)

Cleo hanging back and letting Martyn attack Scott while she does nothing to stop him from doing so, implying as much as she likes Scott, she won't kill Martyn (and herself) for him (and/or she trusted Scott to handle himself even though he ran away while Martyn was shooting at him)

Things that did not happen:

Cleo unwilling to forgive Martyn or consider being his friend and partner

Martyn and Cleo hating each other

Thank you for coming to my TED Talk

[miss-spixx]

Do you think Hera ever sits in the Ghost late at night when she can't sleep because when she looks around the ship she's called home for a good portion of her life she can only feel this insurmountable loneliness? She's not truly alone of course, Chopper and Jacen are there somewhere, but the ship doesn't feel like it did during the rebellion. When the Ghost was full of people and there was always someone there and something going on. When she could walk down the hall and see Sabine in her room drawing her latest inspiration, or go into the common area and see Zeb and Ezra bickering about something stupid. When she could go into the cargo bay and see Kanan and Ezra training. And now when she walks through the ship it feels lifeless. A suffocating emptiness, because everyone has either died, disappeared, or gone off on their own, and now the Ghost is an empty shell of what it once was.

[theboombutton]

Just finished The Silt Verses episode 41 and am now inconsolable at 3 in the morning with work in 6 hours. Yes I know better than to listen to The Silt Verses at bedtime, but the dark and the quiet and the lure of a new episode got to me.

And there's another one waiting. I can't afford another hour of wakefulness that might bring me to meltdown again. I am weak, but also exhausted. I think I can force myself to save it.

The thing is, it's not even the deaths that got to me. It's the millennia of lonely hungry suffering; and the hope of kindness, and a friendly face making the signs of their private languages, long forgotten. To remind them, even after all the centuries, that they were once loved.

I'm gonna have a pickle and some water before I give myself a cry hangover.

[dennisboobs]

do you guys ever sit and remember that dennis takes a mental health day is an episode that exists

[novococain]

🦴

[heartshattering]

5 AM

Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃

[jimmyspades]

"It's fun being me. Is it fun being you?" "Most of the time, yes, actually." "Well, what else is there?"

BOSTON LEGAL 2.07 "Truly, Madly, Deeply"

[akkivee]

ichiro ic

jiro ji

saburo sab

samatoki s

juto jut

rio ri

ramuda ram

gentaro gent

dice dic

jakurai jak

hifumi hif

doppo do

sasara sas

rosho r

rei r

kuukou k

jyushi j

hitoya h

otome ot

ichijiku ichij

nemu nem

——

THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING

[mishtershpock]

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[lindwurmkai]

me and my partner like 3-4 months ago: ok so we're gonna watch the new season of ofmd together, right? right. but since we just started rewatching mlc, we have to finish that first. how long could it possiby take

us now: two ... more ... episodes

but ngl i don't even feel like watching omfd anymore. i'm too disappointed in some of the creators. ruined the mood

[maple-leaf-in-autumn]

EPISODE 44 REPORT

i... am not proud of my reaction to chuuya showing up. he said "you fucked up detective agency!" and it cut to the prettiest man alive and i gasped, folded in half, and started hyperventilating. my roommate stopped showering just to make sure i was okay. my face was supposedly exceedingly red and i from how how my face and shoulders felt i believe it.

anyway! i think chuuya can supersede dazai on my list of favorite characters. i think he earned it.

[bmpmp3]

sorry to every star trek fan on earth that whenever i even think about the star trek reboot movies i will inevitably go on a 20 minute long rant about white khan

[omaano]

Thanks @dancinghannigram for the tag!❤

Oh gosh, I watch just enough series that picking faves is lowkey painful 😬 I don't know what my 6 favourite shows say about me, especially since I had the gall to include TCW here even though I'm only at s4 yet (and what I've watched of the later seasons over the shoulder of my partner ^^;) but Constantine and Dominion hold special places in my heart (they both got cancelled too soon, go figure 😅) and I rewatch the first 2 season of Narcos every 3 months so...

Tagging if you want to: @traumschwinge @firstofficerwiggles @phloxy-fox @do-androids-dream-ao3acc @ribbonkandy

[picturepowderinabottle]

im back on tumblr after months and the first thing i do is panically report all the bots that started following me in the meantime.

HELLO EVERYONE, ARE WE STILL ALIVE OR ONLY FLOATING BY???? ❣️

[voidedmuffin]

Nothing like suddenly getting a wild hair to finally pick back up a fanfic wip you haven't touched in literally four fucking years lmao