#Byeol-bit Sang | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

iuteamstarcandy · 6 months

Text

GQ Korea (September 2010)

Cute – IU

IU, who is self-aware that she is ‘acting cute’, is serious and smart, which makes her cute, since she’s so intelligent. However, she doesn’t like it when adults treat her like a child, so don’t make it obvious.

You’re having your school holidays now right? Do you perhaps have a daily schedule…?

IU: I didn’t plan one at all. Anyway, I won’t be able to follow it. I’m just going to go with the flow this time and sleep in late too. It overlaps with my album preparations though. I started out with singing practice in the past, but these days, I think a lot and write a lot and read a lot. That’s more helpful. (My vocal) techniques improve if I practise day in and day out, but that’s all to it. A song that a person who travels and reads books sings is indeed different. My composer oppa taught me this. I said I was going to study guitar, piano, singing and English. I was ambitious about techniques. But he asked me why I was suppressing what I could do well at and asked me, “You have no idea how much your singing improves after you come back from a trip, right?” So I excitedly went on a trip and came back. That’s how my pressure vanished. (Now) I certainly enjoy singing and also hear people around me say that my singing has improved. It’s amazing.

You don’t practise just for the practice anymore then?

IU: I haven’t done so in awhile, I think. I’m suddenly feeling anxious today. I’m worried that I might have lost my skills. But these days, I sing as much as I want when I feel like singing. When I’m at home and I just play my guitar and sing, I get really excited. That becomes much (better) practice. It’s fun even when I’m practising, so won’t that feeling continue during my actual performance?

Whose songs did you sing before you made your debut?

IU: I sang a whole lot of Gummy sunbaenim’s songs. It’s hard to imagine based on my current songs right? I’m trying to use my pretty voice these days. I sang with a really husky voice in the past. I would definitely use vibrato and use my high pitched voice. I thought I was doing a good job that way back then. Having listened to a lot of old songs, I tried that and found out it had no appeal at all. My company said I sounded like Gummy or Byeol and that voice is too common.

In that case, right now, what kind of singer do you want to become?

IU: Corinne Bailey Rae is my role model. She doesn’t sing as well as Beyonce, but she slays with the feel (of her voice), you know. I went to her concert recently too. I really like her 1st album, but having heard her perform live, I sensed that the depth of her voice in the 2nd album was completely different. If I can become like her, I would be really happy.

Do you think singers who are the same age as you are a bit different from you?

IU: I think we’re similar. Anyway, the kind of music we do on broadcasts is more or less the same. It can’t be helped. I don’t think my fans will like it either if I suddenly just release acoustic music. There’s (all the music) I’ve been releasing so far. Ignoring all of that at one go is a form of betrayal to my fans, I think. Because I’m a pop singer after all.

There’s an unwritten law that for a female singer to succeed within a few years, she has to join a team, right?

IU: There’s no one who wants to form a team with me. They already formed a group and then I came in alone. The unnies and I have a big age gap too. Also, they couldn’t bury my voice anywhere, right? I thought I would get to make my debut some 4 to 5 years later, but 1 year later, I was the first to make my debut. I wasn’t ambitious to make my debut early actually.

Did you find out why you were the first to go?

IU: They said it was because there was no pressure on me. Since I was only 16, even if I flopped, they said I had a lot of time.

Haha, what do you think of your mini album personally?

IU: Criticism is fine, but I couldn’t gain popularity. I expected as much. I thought there would be resistance against a 3rd year middle school student singing a song about farewell. On the day I made my debut, TVXQ, Epik High and Wonder Girls all had their comeback. I was unlucky to make my debut amidst the chaos between idol groups. Honestly, all trainees think that if they make their debut, their world would change. Because to me, I am the best. I was looking forward to it, but seeing the results, I didn’t make it, so I let go of my ambitions. I thought to myself that I had already made my debut after all. But then suddenly, the concept of my next album was decided. It wasn’t something I had done before and was in a direction that I had never tried. I said I wasn’t confident and couldn’t do it, but somehow the album was released right? Oh gosh, but after trying it out, it was fun. The audience liked it and I went on (KBS) ‘Sketchbook’ too. I realized that I needed listeners and fans and that having popular appeal is important.

Which of your songs do you think suits you best?

IU: ’Ugly Duckling’ suits my voice and ‘Feel So Good’ suits my style. I think I suit an acoustic or comfortable (style). ‘Mia’ wasn’t a style that I wanted. ‘Marshmallow’ wasn’t a song I really liked either. I wanted to do something else. Perhaps because I don’t have the ability to do it yet, my company isn’t in my way. I need time to prepare. I don’t want to reach for the impossible. I have fans who like listening to me sing and play the guitar too.

You must be thinking a lot about your next album.

IU: Really a lot, of course. I’m going to go crazy. I think no matter what I do, it’s going to be obvious (t/n: too boring and predictable). Because I already came in 1st place with ‘Nagging’. I think to myself that my next album has to turn out as good as ‘Nagging’. There isn’t anything in particular that I want to do, so I’m troubled by that. I’ve been receiving (songs) of various genres for now. I proposed to my company to ask for songs from the composers I like.

Do you have that much power in your company?

IU: Our company doesn’t have that many singers. I’m the first one, so they respect my decision a lot. I’ve known the producer since my 2nd year of middle school, so he knows me well.

What is something that you hated doing the most so far while doing promotions?

IU: They say the starting is difficult and promoting for ‘Boo’ made me feel very pressured. They wanted me to ‘pretend to look cute’ which was something I had never done before. That sort of thing is for pretty girls, I think. I’m not good-looking and plump, so I couldn’t pull it off well. As I’m not pretty, the clothes didn’t suit me either. But the people around me gave me a lot of confidence. They told me I’m pretty and cute and charming.

Do you mean you didn’t think you looked good?

IU: I never thought I was ugly to the extent of being swore at. But as I was promoting ‘Mia’ at the broadcasting studio, I saw so many pretty faces. Seeing my own face on TV, I got a shock. I went, ‘Did I always look this bad?’ But now I think I kind of have a competitive edge. My fans say they like me because I seem like a younger sister.

You look more mature than your peers though?

IU: That’s what I used to think too. But now when my friends talk about going to university, I feel so detached and just hearing the phrase ‘looking for jobs’ gives me goosebumps. They often go, ‘What kind of jobs are you all going to look for?’ From time to time, I wonder if I’ll never be able to grow up anymore.

Oh yes, you mentioned that you have no plans to attend university right?

IU: I don’t think I will regret it. I made my debut in middle school, so I don’t have friends from school and I don’t regret this at all. I lost my friends, but I met Luna (f/x) and I met composer oppa. I think I was rewarded differently. I don’t even have the confidence to go to university given my abilities. If I do go, I’ll have to attend by special enrolment (t/n: based on one’s resume and background). I don’t think it’s a bad thing. But I don’t want to do that. My older cousin is in her 3rd year of high school and seeing how much she’s suffering, I don’t think I’ll be able to enter (university) easily. Those who study hard and have a tough time are the ones who should get in, for the university to be functioning well. If you get into university, you need to study, of course. But if I go to university, would I even be able to attend school properly? I’m planning to study when I want to study.

IU used phrases like ‘heol’ (omg) and ‘daebak’ (awesome) too, like young people these days. Her replies were as swift as an arrow. She didn’t seem to censor herself at all. We didn’t talk about anything special and she didn’t use any exceptional language, but I felt a tingling sensation at times. Because the more she was like an intelligent adult, with her honest words, varying tones and rich expressions, the more she revealed her ‘emotions’ which she had kept hidden.

Do you think this is the time for you to do more music?

IU: I actually feel this is the time for studying. What’s confusing is that I really lack confidence in studying. I used to study really hard. I attended kindergarten from the age of three. My mum strongly encouraged me to study. I was stressed the whole time, thinking I had to do well in my studies. If I put in effort to catch up, I can do it, but it’s not easy for me to stretch my hand out (t/n: to achieve it).

Is there any other special talent you want to have besides singing?

IU: Teleportation! And charisma! I’m lacking in charisma. Those who like my live performances say I ‘eat CDs’. Because I sound exactly the same on CD and when performing live. But if the CD and the live performance sound the same, there’s no need to perform live then. It’s because I lack the charisma that comes from the live performance. The kind of charisma that Lee Eunmi sunbaenim or Harim sunbaenim have. Rather than to hear that I eat CDs, I want to hear people say, “The live (performance) is better”. I’m always disappointed though. I went on “Yoon Do Hyun’s Love Letter” when I made my debut initially and performed ‘Like a Star’ with the band. Other than that performance, I don’t think I’ve ever done well on stage. I lack confidence.

You receive positive feedback for your singing and yet you lack confidence in singing?

IU: I really don’t like my singing. It sounds different from what I imagine. When I sing, I think I’ll sound cool, but when I actually listen to it, it’s just so-so. They say the confidence you have on stage is useless. If you become too absorbed in the performance, you might produce weird sounds or if you try hard to sing a certain part, you don’t do it justice at all. If I get too carried away, all the sounds become amplified. On the stage, I think I should be focusing, rather than being ‘snobby’ (t/n: being proud of oneself).

Aren’t you being too hard on yourself? When do you think you’ll feel more at ease?

IU: When I’m in my twenties.

Is the most crucial thing for you now to gather experience and do what you want to?

IU: I wanted to become a singer and so I did and the hardship I went through as a trainee was for this purpose, so now that I’ve become a singer, if I’m not happy, then everything is meaningless. I have to be happy first. I have got to become happy quickly.

It would be a bit of a shame if only work could make you happy though?

IU: That’s right. But when I feel happy on stage, I’m in a state of ecstasy. Nothing else can compare to the special kind of ecstasy. I want to get that feeling more often. It would be great if it was like that every time.

Is it only on stage?

IU: Ah! I thought of something else. The dark blue sky that appears when the sun sets and before it turns completely dark. The night-coloured sky that can be seen around 8:30pm these days. When I see such things, it’s so refreshing. Acoustic music gives me such feelings too.

Translated by IUteamstarcandy

Source: [1]

#IU #gq korea #2010 #magazine #interview

5 notes · View notes

fyreblood · 2 years

Text

( kim minjeong/winter. female. she/her. ) presenting lady sang yire, 21 old firebender loyal to house sang. resourceful yet ingenuine, they find themself impartial to fire lord chaesan’s reign. will this be their salvation or their undoing ?

hello hello it’s eden here, presenting to you my first muse sang yi-re ( saet-byeol’s intro is to come… and yes i brought two of my aespa girlies and i would bring them all if i could 🫠 ). yire is the youngest of the house of sang, growing up incredibly well-protected much to her chagrin and as a result she’s bit of a fireball. restless, stubborn and intrepid, its safe to say yire was not made out for the court life as much as she’s been forced to appear (though she does make quite an act of it) and as such, you’ll find her attempts to break the boundaries from within quite… disruptive ? chaotic ? amusing ?

give this post a like if you’d be interested in plotting with yire and i’ll reach out to you, otherwise feel free to just dm me first ! her intro page will be up soon but for now, you’ll find some more info on her below the cut.

𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐈𝐑𝐄 ( 상이레 ) ; 𝐂𝐎𝐄𝐔𝐑 𝐃𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐔

sang yire is the youngest member of the noble house sang, the house which is known for producing the minister of foreign affairs — a role so drab that yire would rather fall off the face of the earth than ever take over.

that is possibly the only aspect she actually likes about being the baby of her family because otherwise, she has always been treated as that; a baby. she’s been protected and sheltered from anything remotely dangerous or adventurous by both her parents and then ultimately her older siblings once they found out her extreme lack of self-preservation and how prone she is to dropping face-first into bad situations

she’s been trained to act the role of a perfect noble lady, but in reality, the poise and mannerisms she’s been forced to practice are merely a facade to hide her true aspirations;

from her youth, her dreams had been to travel far and wide but also to be able to fight, something her pacifist and diplomatic family never truly understood.

as she’s grown, she’s found an affinity in mastering weaponry and martial arts, as, though she’s a fire-bender, her abilities aren’t that strong. her favourites are close combat fighting without weapons but she also loves the thrill of wielding a sword or a bow and arrow — though her mother had made it very clear early on that there would be no letting her join the royal guard or the yuyan archers 😢

essentially now, our beloved girl of chaos is relegated to only two plausible options (at least for her) — become a travelling storyteller... or a pirate

she’s far too restless for life in the fire nation and it’s led her to a lacks of sense for what is dangerous and what isn’t. yire has become very prone to getting embroiled in bad situations but her resourcefulness is her greatest strength (some would call it ingenious, others would call her crazy...) and she’s always able to get herself out of it, if someone else doesn’t come scrambling to save her first (*ahem* please give her some overprotective over siblings, i beg.)

her other prominent quality would be that she may or may not be a pathological liar, whether its accidental or not. yire is never truly genuine with what she says because she believes everything too mundane, thus her compulsion to fabricate something elaborate from something small can get sort of infuriating and has more than once caused a bit of trouble (but she doesn’t have harmful intentions!)

she’s recently feeling stifled in her role as a noble lady and has since been going out of her way with attempts to escape; by faking a kidnapping, her own assassination (though that one didn’t go down very well with her family after what happened to her brother two years ago o.o) and simply just running away, though her plots been foiled time and time again not because she’s bad at escaping but only because she never planned far enough ahead

as to what she’s doing in present-day, yire is currently biding time until her next attempt of something that will give her more freedom but in the meanwhile she’s trying to repair the slight damage to her reputation and her family dynamic after her blind-sighted ‘assassination’ stint

you can find yire almost everywhere in the fire nation; falling out of trees, duelling with children in the streets (wooden swords only!!), prancing around dangerously at the hing wa harbor at night or even dealing cards in one of those shady—and probably illegal—gambling halls and as long as she’s here, she’s at least attempting to dabble in some sort of occupation to see if anything is enough to make her stay — being a circus trainer, magician, personal assistant and a running messenger to name just a few (all with lady-like grace of course otherwise her mother would throw a fit)

#.　🀐 / . ooc — 𝒆𝒅𝒆𝒏 #.　𓆩 𝖄 𓆪　.

9 notes · View notes

gummywormowl · 1 year

Text

Dislyte KR Voices

I’ve had a couple people wonder about the KR voices coming to the game so here’s a list. Sorry if it took a bit, the twitter had a lot more voices announced compared to the JP version. A lot lot more.

Again, I did have a lot of help from google lens and translate so if any of these names are written incorrectly, please let me know and I’ll happily correct them!

Rares

Bai Liuli, Melanie - 김다운 (Kim Doun)

Drew - 최낙윤 (Choi Nak-yoon)

Freddy - 한만중 (Han Man-joong)

Jacob - 장서화 (Jang Seo-hwa)

Li Ao - 최현수 (Choi Hyeonsu)

Epics

Alexa - 이용신 (Lee Yong-shin)

Asenath - 이샛별 (Lee Saet-byeol)

Chloe - 박고운 (Park Go-woon)

Djoser - 박상훈 (Park Sang-hoon)

Heng Yue - 김다운 (Kim Doun) (same as Bai Liuli and Melanie)

Kaylee - 이새벽 (Lee Sae-byeok)

Long Mian - 최현수 (Choi Hyeonsu) (same as Li Ao)

Mona - 여민정 (Yeo Min-jeong)

Ren Si, Taylor - 김신우 (Kim Sin-woo)

Xie Yuzhi, Xie Chuyi - 가빈 (Gabin)

Legendaries

Biondina - 김채하 (Kim Chae-ha)

Brewster - 윤용식 (Yoon Yong-sik)

Clara - 이용신 (Lee Yong-shin) (same as Alexa)

Donar, Triki - 정재헌 (Jeong Jae-heon)

Gaius - 석승훈 (Seok Seung-hoon)

Hyde - 박상훈 (Park Sang-hoon) (same as Djoser)

Jin Yuyao - 이명희 (Lee Myung-hwi)

Lucas - 심규혁 (Shim Gyu-hyuk)

Narmer - 김솔 (Kim Sol)

Ophelia - 김예림 (Kim Ye-rim)

Raven, Tiye - 여민정 (Yeo Min-jeong) (same as Mona)

Tang Xuan - 신범식 (Shin Beom-sik)

Tevor - 서정익 (Seo Jung-ik)

Unas - 최낙윤 (Choi Nak-yoon) (same as Drew)

Zora - 강새봄 (Kang Sae-bom)

Same as before, any new updates to character voices will be in a separate post before server launch.

#dislyte #dislyte game #half these voices you might recognize if you play the kr version of cookie run kingdom #it's how i got most of these names down :)#hey kr twitter why don't you just announce the character voices for everyone /hj

4 notes · View notes

sprinklesofktrash · 4 years

Text

Brother Best friend | Juyeon The Boyz

Summary: Friends or not, one of them is willing to risk it all.

Warnings: Sex! Explicit! Dirty talks!

“Y/n, have you finished the homework that we had to do?” Your friend Byeol asks. You stop playing on your phone and made eye contact with her. You shook your head no.

Byeol rolls her eyes, “you know, you should stop playing Among Us and actually do the homework.” You groan, you lost the game. You place down your phone and just stare at the blank screen.

“It won’t due until after the break, I have time” You says. Before Byeol could say anything else, a brown bag was hanging in front of your face. You look at the hand and made your up to see it was your brother and his best friend Juyeon.

“You left without your food, mom asked me to give this to you” He place it on the table.

“Thanks, Young Hoon” You smile, opening the bag to see if your mom packed what you had asked for last night Gilgeori toast. Your brother nods and walk away. You made eye contact with Juyeon who give you a nod but you completely ignore.

“I’d do anything for Juyeon” Byeol mesmerized by his looks. You watch the both of them walk away while other school girls fan girl over them.

“Please not you too” You rolled your eyes.

“Y/n you have a hot brother and plus his best friend is like hot too, I don’t understand why Juyeon don’t turn you on” Byeol finish doing her school work. Maybe because I don’t like him.

“Mom, I’m home!” You took off your shoes and made your way to raid the fridge like always. While getting all the snacks together, you were confused at the quiet home. There’s a small green sticky note on the fridge you read:

‘Your dad and I will be in Daegu to visit your grandma, we’ll be back next week. Enjoy your winter break, we left the credit card in the drawer, use it wisely. Young Hoon, make sure your sister eat well. Y/N, be nice to your brother! Mom and dad love you!’

You didn’t realize your mouth was open. The front door opens to see your brother and Yujeon walking in. They were laughing at something. Your brother walk up to you, closing your mouth and took the sticky note from your hand.

“Ha, I guess I’m babysitting. Juyeon, wanna sleepover?” Your brother asks his best friend.

“Yeah sure” Juyeon spoke.

“I know damn well you’re not talking about babysitting me” you chuckle, eating the grapes. Yujeon grabs one and plop it in his mouth, you have him a death glare it didn’t scare him but he did give you a wink.

“Yeah that’s what I’m saying” Your brother laughs.

“I’m 20!” You groan. Your brother mock you and went to his room.

“See you around y/n” Juyeon messes up your hair. You slap his hand away and fix your hair back.

*Two days later*

Your brother had left to get some food for dinner, you finally got the house to yourself. Juyeon mention to go back to his house to grab clean clothes. You decide to clean your room and clean the kitchen since all of you left it a mess from last night. You might say, your brother and you aren’t the tidy type.

After hours of deep cleaning you decide to go shower. You grab your waterproof speak and hung it in the shower. You didn’t bother locking up the door, since no one was home. You turn on the water, making sure it was warm enough to go in. You strip out of the dirty clothes and place it into the dirty hamper. Once the temperate was warm, you jump right in.

“Touch me, tease me, fill me up” you sang the words to Love Talk by WayV. Finishing up, you wipe down all the water from your body. You apply some lotion and do your beauty routine.

Meanwhile, Juyeon came into the house. Placing his clean clothes down and needing to use the bathroom.

“Maybe he’s in the bathroom” Juyeon might’ve thought. Either way, he needs to pee really badly so he rush to the bathroom.

“Yo Young Hoon, I need to use-“ Without a second thought, Juyeon opens the bathroom door, hitting y/n while opening it. Yujeon, looks on the bathroom floor where you fell down, naked. The both of them gasp, you quickly grabs your towel and cover yourself. Yujeon quickly closes the door from the embarrassment.

“YUJEON! NEXT TIME KNOCK!” You screamed. Juyeon quickly apologized.

“I’m sorry I thought you were Young Hoon!” Juyeon quickly said. He had his eyes close while you tried covering yourself up.

“GET OUT!” You yell at him. Juyeon apologized again and ran towards Young Hoon’s room and closes the door after him. Juyeon’s heart was beating so fast, he might passed out.

You tighten the towel around your chest and splash your face with cold water. You don’t know if it was the humidity in the bathroom that’s making you feel hot or the embarrassment of you brother’s best friend seeing your kitty and bitty for the first time.

Slowly opening the bathroom door, you check both sides to see if Juyeon was gone. Once you notice the coast was clear you ran to your room and lock the door.

You check the time it was only 1 am, you’ve been having a hard time sleeping. You made your way downstairs to the kitchen. You open the fridge to take out milk. While you were here you might as well eat the cookies that was in the pantry. You sat down on the counter and eat quietly.

“You can’t sleep either?” Juyeon whisper as he walk towards the fridge. You rolled your eyes at him, you were still mad about earlier.

“I’m sorry, I really didn’t mean to” he sincerely said. You look closely at him, he was a few feet away but you never look at him this closely.

“It’s fine, I’ll forgive you but Young Hoon can never know” You sternly told him. He zips his lips and toss away the imaginary key.

“You have my words” he says. You watch him grab the milk carton and pour some milk into a glass.

“You drink milk when you can sleep?” You asks him. You watch his well defined arms put back the milk carton and walk how his back is well toned.

“Yeah but I prefer mine warm” He place it into the microwave.

You gag, “I’m sorry that’s just nasty.” You cover your mouth. Juyeon got offended.

“Sorry but warm milk tastes a tad bit better” He defend. It made you laugh a bit.

“Milk is meant to be drink cold” You finish your cold milk and jump off the counter and place your glass in the sink.

“I assume you’ll wash your glass,” You tried to walk past Juyeon but his tall height is blocking you. You didn’t realize he was THIS tall. You only see him from afar or whenever your sitting down. Yujeon move aside to let you pass.

“Wash mine too” you turn your head to let him know and continue to walk to your room. Juyeon laughs.

When you got to your room, you turn on your tv and catch up on your Anime. Currently you’re watching Demon Slayer, it was your first time and you absolutely in love with it.

Walking back to Young Hoon’s room, before Juyeon could go in he heard laughter coming from your room. Part of him want to stay in the dark in Young Hoon’s room and part of him want to enjoy your company. He finds his way to your room. He knocks on the door and opens it slowly.

“Can I join?” Juyeon asks, you thought about it but you let him in either way. He closes the door and made his way to sit on your bed.

The both of you watch the anime together, laughing at the parts that were funny. It’s a good thing that Young Hoon is a deep sleeper or else he would’ve yell at the both of you.

Your back starting to hurt so you decide to lay down. To Juyeon suprise, He watches you lay your head down on his lap. “Your thighs look comfy, if you feel uncomfortable just let me know” you told Juyeon. You felt his tension the moment you lay your head on him.

“It’s okay” Juyeon gulped. Juyeon couldn’t pay attention to the show he kept glancing at your body, he didn’t realized that you have an amazing body. Underneath the school uniform, lie a perfect body.

Juyeon eyes laid on your toned legs and made its way up to your shorts. Juyeon started getting sweaty and feels weird of thinking this way. ‘She is your best friend’s little sister! How dare you!’ Juyeon yells in his head. He felt his member getting hard and he felt more embarrassed since your head was on him.

“Uh-“ Juyeon softly move your head and got up. He didn’t face you because he was embarrassed.

“Are you okay?” You asked him. Juyeon didn’t answer. You got up and stand behind his tall frame. You touch his tone back, “hey” you call him softly.

“Yeah, I’m just- I’m just hot right now” Yujeon gulped, still facing the wall.

You smirk, “Juyeon, you’ve seen me naked before...” you rub his back, waiting for him to turn around.

“I’m sure you want to see me naked again” You made him turn around. You look down to see his growing bulge. You smirk and close the gap between the two of you.

“Am I right?” You whisper in his ear. Juyeon nodded.

“What are you going to do about it?” You look up at Juyeon, waiting for him to make his move. Juyeon grabs your waist and wrap his hand around your neck and lay you down on your bed. He’s on top straddling you.

“I’m going to fuck that little pussy of yours” He whispers in your ear. You smirk and slams your lips into his. You can’t believe you’re about to fuck your brother’s best friend.

While your lips dances with his, you use your hands to help strip him out of his clothes as he did the same with you. He kisses your neck and your chest, sucking on your nipples. When he was about to go down on you, you stop him.

“Fuck that, I wanna feel your dick inside of me” You whispered. Juyeon smirk, he grabs the tv remote and turn up the volume. He locks the bedroom door and went back to you. He jerks his dick while getting on position. You play with your pussy while watching him jerk his dick.

“Hmm, I’ve never thought you’d be the freaky type” Juyeon said.

“There’s a lot of things you don’t know about me” You bite your lips. Juyeon smirk and flip you over. Took you by surprise, he spreads your legs apart, getting into doggy position.

“My fav” you smirk. Juyeon spit on your pussy, rubbing it all over your pussy. You moan, Juyeon grabs you by the neck and pull you against him. He made you look at him, “if we do this, you can’t be loud” He says.

“I won’t” You assure him. With that, he insert his length into you. You fall down on your bed, covering your mouth with a pillow as he thrust every inch into you.

“You know how to get low princess” He slaps your ass, causing you to moan. Luckily, when he slaps your ass the sound from the show was loud enough to cover it.

“Fuck, your dick is so fucking big, filling me in so good” You told him, gripping the bedsheet tightly from all the pleasure he’s giving you.

Juyeon leans down to your ear, making him go in deeper. He closes your mouth because he knows you’re going to moan loudly.

“You fucking like this dick huh?” Juyeon whisper, you close your eyes and nod. You kiss Juyeon so you won’t moan any louder. While you got Juyeon into the kiss, you flip the both of you over. You got on top of him, slip his dick right back in and begin to ride him.

“Holy fuck!” Juyeon moan, closing his eyes as he felt every inside of you. He grabs your hip and begin to aggressively push you lower and make you move back and forth.

“Fucckk!” You tilt your head back in euphoria. You use his thigh to prevent you from falling backwards as you ride him deeper and slower. Juyeon moans which made you turn own. You lean down to his ear and whisper “shush, if my brother caught us. We’re fucked” You smirk. Juyeon didn’t pay attention, he’s enjoying the moment. You begin to twerk on his dick, teasing him every now and then.

“Fuck, I’m going to cum” Juyeon grabs your hip one more time and did the same thing as he did before.

“Cum inside this pussy” you moan as he move your hip faster and faster until he hit the g-spot which made you lose it. The both of you came together, you lay your sweaty body against his sweaty body.

The both of you lay there, exhausted. All you could hear the anime playing and the sound of the both of you breathing. You grab your shirt that was laying on the edge of the bed and wipe the cum on Juyeon’s dick.

“I’ll do it” he insist, you just hush him with your finger and clean yourself. You lay down right next to him, slowly getting tired.

“I missed Demon Slayer because of you” You told him. Juyeon laughs as he grab the blanket and cover your naked body so you won’t get cold.

“You can always go back” Juyeon remove the few hair strains back. He turns off the tv and lay right next to you. The both of you soon slowly drift away in a deep sleep.

Few days had past, winter break was over. You are now back in reality in school. You haven’t told Byeol because she has a loud mouth, you tell her something she goes and tell somebody else. You can’t trust her with this information yet.

You left the study session to use the bathroom. Quietly exiting out, you made your way down the hall when someone grabs your hand and before you could make any noises you were pulled into a dark closet.

“I’ve missed you” The voice sound so familiar and the smell. It was Juyeon. You slaps his arm. He turns on the closet room light. You look up at him who was smiling.

“You’re pussy whipped aren’t you” you smirk. Juyeon rolls his eyes, “maybe” he grabs your chin to give you a kiss.

The next day the both of you had sex, Young Hoon luckily didn’t notice anything strange. Juyeon sneak back into your brother’s room before he woke up. You fell asleep after he left. After that night, you kept your distance with him, few glances here and there. He had to go back to his house two days before the break ended. That kind of broke off the tension between the two of you.

“My brother cannot know about us” You told him. Juyeon smile soon fade.

“Why?” He asks. You gave him a weird look.

“You’re his best friend and I’m his sister. He would beat your ass to find out we fucked” You explains.

“What if I want to make this work?” You grabs your hand and entwined your fingers with his. You look at him who look so sincere by what he says. Then your brother came into your mind. You remove your hand from his, “no.” You open the closet door and walk back to your class. There was a feeling inside of you that made you feel bad for leaving Juyeon in the closet like that.

“Where are you going?” your brother stops you. You look at him and Juyeon who was playing COD before your brother interrupt the game by pausing it.

“Out?” You told your brother.

“Wearing that?” Your brother looks down. You were wearing a lose plaid skirt with a crop top sweater, knee high socks and your boots.

“I look good don’t I?” You smirk, flattening your outfit.

“Hmm...you got your pepper spray?” Your brother asks. You grab the pepperspray from your bag and showed it to him. He give you a thumbs up and you went to go to the karaoke with Byeol and some friends.

“Dude, you let her go out like that?” Juyeon slaps his best friend’s head.

“She said she looks good, you got always hype the girl” Young Hoon shrug and unpaused the game. Juyeon had many different scenerios playing in his head he wasn’t too focused on the game.

“Where’s my brother?!” You drunkily asks Juyeon as he help you take off your shoes. You came back from the karaoke drunk.

“He left to work” Juyeon answers. He picks you up, carry you like a bridal up the stairs to your room. He lay you on your bed, help you take off your bra so you would feel more comfortable.

“Who are you?!” You drunkily asks, feeling Juyeon face.

“Juyeon, y/n” he sigh. He didn’t expect you to come home drunk like this.

“Juyeon! Hehe, the way you fucked me was so good. Not even my ex fuck me that good. Changmin too soft, I like my man rough and sexy...just like you” You grab Juyeon’s face and kiss the corner of his lips. Juyeon shake his head and wrap the blanket over your body.

“Go to sleep, it’ll be bad if your brother sees you like this” Juyeon pat your blanket.

“Juyeon, I gotta tell you a secret...don’t tell Juyeon” You sit up so you could tell him the secret, “I really like Juyeon but the thing keeping us apart is my brother. I don’t want him to lose a best friend. Juyeon is literally like a brother to my brother. He’s like that annoying dog who follows their owners around. Juyeon has a pretty face. Not to mention those lips of his, I wanna kiss it all the time. His eyes look so mean but he’s a big softie. I’d never thought I would fall in love with him not because of the sex or even his pretty face, I fell in love because, because...” you start dozing off.

Juyeon wanted to hear what you had to say but then he heard you started snoring he laughs. Juyeon can’t believe what he’s hearing from you, your honest thoughts about him. It made him smile. He kisses your forehead and turn off the light so you could sleep.

It’s been a month since the whole sleeping with each other had happened. Although you both promise no more, things just happen. From being strangers to hooking up behind your brother. You both tried not to make the hook ups with feels attached but you both cannot resist the feelings deep inside of you.

So you decided to give Juyeon a chance at dating. Of course you both kept it lowkey and haven’t told anyone. When the time is right and when things gets serious you’ll be the one to tell your brother.

“Open your mouth” Juyeon hold the ice cream waiting for you to open your mouth. You felt your cheeks getting red but you listen anyways.

“Hey, what are you thinking?” Juyeon caress your cheek.

You shook your head, “nothing I just can’t believe we’re doing this” you giggle. Juyeon entwined your fingers with his and rub it, reassuring you.

“We’re giving it a try, if it doesn’t work out, we can still be friends” Juyeon smiles, you felt like the tone in Juyeon’s voice was hurt but he didn’t want to show it.

“Come on, I want to show you something” You grab Juyeon’s hand and lead the way.

“Where are we going?” Juyeon whisper as you both enter and abandon building. You hush him. Once you get to the roof top, you let go of his hand as he wanders around. You turn on the neon lights and some other fairy lights. He gasp as he saw the place.

“This is amazing” he said in awe. You smile and push him softly by the edge of the rooftop.

“This is beautiful” you told him, his eyes catches Seoul’s night lights. You’ve always come here whenever you get tired of school and just wanted a lonely place to hang out. Your friends showed you this place but they haven’t come for a while so you made it your place.

“I come here to release some stress” you told Juyeon softly. The both of you watch the view of the city in silent.

“Seoul’s night is like New York City night. ‘The city that never sleeps’” you let out a smile and breathe the fresh winter air.

Juyeon leans down to kiss your lips, caught you by suprise at first but wrap your arm around his neck to deepen the kiss. The kiss was soft yet gentle. You never felt this way for a while. It felt great.

“Don’t get any dirty thoughts now” You playfully said. Juyeon laughs as he weak his arms around your waist.

“That’s for later though, let’s enjoy this view” he says. You both watch the dark, cold night in silent. With the both of you holding each other, keeping each other warm.

“I love this” You close your eyes as Juyeon’s warm breath tickle your neck.

“I’m going to tell Young Hoon about us” Juyeon broke the silence. You quickly turn around, Juyeon gave you a sad look.

“W-why?” You stutter. Panic started rushing in but Juyeon grab your hands and reassure you.

“Because I love you and I’m tired about being in the dark with my best friend. He’s starting to get suspicious and I can’t come up with excuses anymore” You look at him in awe.

“You love me?” You asks him. Juyeon nod.

“I am so fucking in love with you y/n and I cannot get you out of my mind” Juyeon says. Tears fell down your cheeks as you ran up to give him a kiss.

“I want to be the one to tell him, okay? You get choked up easily” You told him.

“I do?” He asks, you let out a soft laugh and nodded.

“You do” The both of you laugh in silent. The night just got better.

“Are you ready?” Juyeon asks. You can’t stop fiddling with the hem of your shirt. Juyeon hold your hands to assure you that everything will be okay.

“I could be the one to tell him” Juyeon asks but you completely shook your head no. You take a deep breath and let it out. You watch your brother come to where you guys were sitting, you let go of Juyeon’s hand and wave at your brother.

“Young Hoon!” You smile as your brother save back and sat in front of you.

“What’s going on?” Young Hoon asks with a serious face. He took a sip of your drink, which he spit it back out because it was too bitter for him.

“I WANT A DOG” You blurred it out. Your brother chuckles and fix the way he sits.

“You made me come here to just tell me you want a dog?” Your brother asks. You sigh and shook your head no.

“Juyeon and I have to tell you something?” You say. Your brother looks at you and Juyeon, you both were intimidated by his presence.

“We’re dating and even if you don’t approve we won’t stop seeing each other” you blurred it out. You were too nervous to do this but all you hear is a laugh from your brother.

“It took you guys a month to come clean?” He laughs and took another sip of your drink but made a funny face.

“What?” You and Juyeon asks.

“I kind of know you both were seeing each other and not to mention you both having sex when I was sleeping during winter break” Your brother exposed you. Both of your cheeks got red and you glance over at Juyeon who was also red.

“Y/n just know by turning up the volume of your tv that doesn’t mean I couldn’t hear you. I was up even before the two of you went to do the dirty things. I heard your conversations in the kitchen” Your brother explains. You his Juyeon’s shoulder and told him turning up the volume won’t work.

“All I’m going to say is, I’m okay with the two of you dating. Juyeon your my best friend and I trust you with my little sister’s life. It’s better for her to date you rather than her dating a low life” Your brother shade your ex. You kick him in the shin but you went up to him and hug him.

“Thank you Young Hoon, I love you!” You kiss your brother’s cheek. He pushes you away and wipe all the kisses away. He took another sip of your drink but also get the same impression.

“Seriously what is this?” He looks at the mysterious drink.

“If you hate why drink it?” Juyeon asks, you agree with him.

“I’m fascinated” He says and drink more. You all laugh. The tension in the air felt so much better. This is what you wanted.

#the boyz au #the boyz #juyeon #Juyeon smut #kpop smut #the boyz smut #lee juyeon #kpop

233 notes · View notes

closer-stars · 4 years

Text

Protective - Yeosang

Member: Yeosang w mentions of San Genre: Fluff Requested: No Word count: 1.5k Content: cats and yeosang. also kinda cliche stuff whep Note: sorry for the constant writings/ideas of ateez and cats. also this is just something i wanted to make for @yeochikin. Inspired by the fact I’m often on the cat side of youtube. This technically has no direction except Yeosang, you and San taking care of cats.

A pleased meow comes from one of the tables and you immediately rush over to the customer’s table. Thankfully they weren’t fazed by the furry one as it was a regular to his coffee shop. On the other hand, he was a little stressed by the constant visits by the feline. It’s not that he didn’t like animals, it’s more of sanitation worries of a stray cat that always comes inside your shop.

“Can you handle the cashier and pastries for a bit?” The male calls out as he wipes his hands before carrying the cat off the table. Without another word you took over his job, as if this was just a regular thing in the restaurant, much to the confusion to the customers. Yeosang carefully puts the cat down outside the restaurant. “Leave, please? You can’t stay here..” He mumbles softly behind the door much to the feline’s insistent mewls. He stares at the feline pace to and from the door, her tail swishing about in distaste. There’s no use anyways, he knows the cat has considered his restaurant her haven without any say from him. So he opens the door again, crouching down to the level of the furry one. “You can’t make any mess here!” He scolds her. Before he could say another word, the cat slinks itself through the small gap between him and the door and back into the safety of the franchise. The feline doesn’t forget to ask for head pats from him either. He doesn’t refuse the request, even going as far as combing through the fur along with gentle pats of its hips.

Yeosang watches the cat stroll around the building, unfazed by the presence of other people. You chuckle at the sight of his mild stress and concern for the furry one. “Cheer up, Sang.” You reassure, following his gaze as the feline sniffs the new customers. “The customers already understand why we have her anyways.” It’s true. The feline’s belly was swollen, clearly due any week now. It’s thanks to San that Yeosang understood and didn’t have the heart to shoo the cat the way he shoos unruly customers.

‘Ah, she’s looking for a safe place to give birth then. Guess, this cafe is safe for her.’ San explains. Yeosang had given the cat some food and water one night as the three of you cleaned up for the night.

Since that night, the cat had become a regular, coming in and out of the property whenever she needed. The three of you did notice she’s been staying indoors longer. On the hours when the foot traffic’s low, Yeosang approaches San. “Hey, do we have anything to act as a safe space for her to give birth?” San looks at you and then busies himself to look for a box big enough to house an adult cat and a possible large litter. You then look for some soft material that could act as a bed. In a matter of minutes, Yeosang manages to make a makeshift haven for the feline.

“Hey Yeosang?” San asks as he approaches the male who fixes the corner, away from any noise from people but warm and comfortable enough for the cat.

“Hm?” He returns as he carefully stands up, his knees slightly aching from the prolonged time he spends crouching.

The other male rubs the back of his neck, unsure of how to raise the question. “Uh,” he starts. “Once she gives birth, what are you going to do?” He asks, eyeing his friend and the box.

The lithe male stops for a moment, head tilted in thought. “I guess, I’ll take care of them. I got the two of you for help when it comes to cats anyways.” He reasons. “Also, we’re sharing a damn apartment, if I’m taking care of these furry ones, you’re also taking responsibility for it.”

Two weeks pass by with little to no complaints and mewls, much to the relief of the three of you. In fact, some of your regulars had offered to help out with expenses now that they heard that the three of you would help care for her.

“Did your water break?!” You exclaim, seeing a small puddle of water follow the feline who starts licking herself. The two males behind the counter look up at you upon hearing your question. You quickly let the feline make her way to the safe corner that the three of you had set up. Yeosang manages to get the heater, positioning it at a comfortable distance for the mother to be who was now easing herself into giving birth to a few kittens.

“San, can you try to make something for the cat? We’ll take care of her from here.” Yeosang asks. It was better to have San deal with the meals from here on out, he was more knowledgable with caring for cats than anyone. It takes a few hours, most of which Yeosang spends with the cats. You having to deal with any customer that arrive. Once San returns with a serving of what seemed like chicken and other protein heavy food. He sets it down gently near the cat.

“How many kittens are we going to care for huh?” San asks, his tone light with relief at the safe delivery. Yeosang peeks into the box, eyes darting around the slightly dim area.

“We got four kittens to care for.” It takes a lot of restraint from San to not squeak in glee. “Let’s leave them be for now. We’ll talk about how we’ll care for them after we close.” Yeosang reasons, stretching his back as he stands up.

--------

“You think we can leave her here?” Yeosang asks, clearly worried for the felines.

“She found this place safe, for a few weeks we can’t move her to our place. If we do, she might get stressed and that’s not good for her babies.” You reason, as you wash the bowl before filling it again with the food San had prepared earlier. Yeosang’s eyes stay at the corner where the cats stay hidden from any prying eyes. His features were unreadable but his body clearly screamed in concern for the little ones.

“They’ll be fine, Yeosang. The mother’s a strong one.”

----------

It’s been two months since the kittens have grown. Now the family resided in their apartment and this was a first to see Yeosang delighted to take care of something that wasn’t you or San. He waves a small toy in front of two kittens, both of which have taken an interest in the bright feathers and sparkly bell. One kitten had decided to make Yeosang his personal heating bed, the other was off in a corner, learning how to clean himself up.

You lean against the door frame, taking a quick video of Yeosang being a complete idiot for the small furry bundles of energy. The mother cat was lounging on a spot where the sunlight touches it. “Did you expect Yeosang to be like this? Cause I didn’t... I was expecting you to be whipped.” You ask, before keeping your phone away. More blackmail, you thought to yourself.

“Well, I was like that when I had Byeol.” San reasons, watching Yeosang whimper in mild pain as a kitten has decided to climb onto his back, claws out and all.

“W-why’re your claws out...” Yeosang mumbles softly, too scared to take the kitten off his back that he bends himself practically in half just for the safety of the little one. He waves the toy in front of the kitten who finds delight in the change of scenery on his back, hoping that the bright chimes would coax the kitten to jump off his back and onto the ground.

It doesn’t.

It gets another kitten following their sibling onto his back that he concedes. “Guys? A little help, please..?” He calls out, unable to raise his head for obvious reasons.

“You signed up for this, Kang Yeosang.” You point out in a light tone as you carefully carry a kitten off his back. “Should’ve named this little guy Wooyoung huh?” You ask, settling the mischievous one on your lap as you try to carry the last one.

The last one hops off Yeosang’s back and mewls up at the male. “What do you want, Cloud?” He asks softly, almost as if he’s talking to a baby. Ever since the cats entered your life, Yeosang talking to them softly and cutely have become a norm. He lightly runs his finger tips against the fur, the kitten immediately purring at the actions. “You already ate..” He points out when he starts to mewl again.

San comes into the room after having refilled their water bowls. “Does this mean, we’re officially taking care of 5 cats?” He asks, eyes bright with hope at taking care of another cat, or in this case cats. He settles himself in front of the two of you, as he tries to gain the attention and favor of the mother cat. The two of you then look at Yeosang, expecting an answer. Yet, he’s too busy giving gentle belly rubs to the kitten.

“I think it’s a yes.”

#ateez scenarios #yeosang fluff #my writings #im so horrible w titles lmao #not rly tagging much cause like... this was just for shits and giggles to attack colly

56 notes · View notes

btsfan15 · 3 years

Text

Having Fun (Part 3)

The next morning, I wake up at 7:30 because we had so much to do for the concert. I quickly brush my teeth, get dressed, and eat breakfast. I wore a black crop Adidas hoodie, black leggings, and my converse sneakers.

I grabbed my car keys, put on my shoes and headed out the door. We were performing at the Kyocera Dome. Our concert was only in the evening, but we had SO MUCH to do before that. Once I got there, the other guys were by the entrance. I got out of my car and went over to them. "Good morning, everyone!" I say, waving. "Navya! You're here!" Jin says, running over to me giving me a hug. "Hey, Jin. So did everyone get a good night's sleep?" I ask. "Sure did." V says. "Let's head inside the dome." RM says. When we go inside, the dome is huge!

"Woah, this place is amazing!" Jin says. "Yeah, I can't believe we're gonna perform here!" V says. Everyone admired the dome. "Okay, let's get to practicing. Here are your mice." The staff says, handing them. "Everyone ready?" The staff asks. "Ready!" I say. Mikrokosmos starts playing. Everyone sings their part. I was feeling a little confident about singing. The chorus comes again. "You got me, nan neoleul bomyeo sum-eul swieo. I got you, chilheug gatdeon bamdeul sog-e." Me and Jin sing. The song ends. "Wow, that was really good!" RM says. "And Navya sang!" Suga says.

"Yeah, I did, but I'm having second thoughts about this. I don't think I should be in the concert." I say. "Why?" Jimin asks. "Like I said before, YOU guys are the stars, not me! And besides, the fans don't want me to be there! They want you! BTS! The biggest Korean K-Pop group out there!" I say, pouting. "Well, if we have you with us on stage, won't ARMY be jealous?" Jungkook asks. "I haven't thought about that." I say. "Just think about it! All those girls out there want to be you!" V says. "Hmm...that is true. I AM pretty lucky, aren't I?" I say, smiling. "Of course you are!" Jin says. "Ok, I'll stay!" I say.

Everyone cheers. "I think you guys should keep on practicing the song. And the dance moves. It has to be ready for tonight." The staff says. "Yes, we want the fans to enjoy it." RM says. So we keep on practicing the same song over and over again. We worked hard. After we were done, we were all exhausted and tired. "My throat hurts after all that singing." Jin says. "That's what singing is. It makes your throat dry and sore." I say. We drink water. "What about our outfits?" I ask. "We have all that ready for tonight. Don't worry." They say. "Wow, the staff has our clothes all picked out! Ooh, I can't wait to see what we're wearing for tonight!" I say.

"I think we should practice more. We want this song and performance to be ready." Jimin says. "Good idea." Jungkook says. We practice until an hour before the concert. By then, we were all even more exhausted. "I think that was good practice." V says. "Yeah, I think we're ready for tonight." J-Hope says. "Man, I'm tired and hot." I said. I put my hair up in a ponytail. "Navya, I see your bruises have gone away." Suga says, looking at Jin. I blush. "Ah, Yoongi..." Jin says, embarrassed. "Okay, let's head home and get some rest." RM says. "See you tonight, Jin." I say. "You too, Navya." Jin says. We both wave goodbye and leave. Once I get home, I eat a snack and get some rest.

A few hours later, I wake up and check the time. It was 8:00. Our concert was at 9:00. "Oh, I better get going!" I say. I put on a sweatshirt and jeans and go downstairs. I put my shoes on and head out the door. I get in my car and drive to the dome. I parked my car and went backstage. The guys were all getting ready. "Navya, you're here!" V says. "Yeah! Where do I get ready?" I ask. "Your clothes are on that rack. Get dressed and we'll do your hair and makeup." The staff says. "Okay!" I say.

I grab my outfit off of the rack and go inside the changing room. I change. I was wearing a white t-shirt, jeans, and pink converse shoes. I come out of the changing room. "How do I look?" I say. All the guys turn to my direction. "Wow, you look great!" Jin says. "Thanks!" I say. "Guys, go and get dressed! We don't have much time!" The staff says. The guys all get dressed. I wait for them. "Oh, I have to use the bathroom. I'll be back." I say, walking to a room. "Oh, Navya! That's not the restroom!" The staff says.

I open the door and see Jin, not wearing a shirt. He looks at me and I look at him back. I scream and close the door. I was so embarrassed! "Um, where's the bathroom?" I ask. "Over there." They say, pointing. "Thank you!" I say, running towards it. I close the door and take a deep breath. "Oh my gosh, I can't believe that actually happened! I literally burst into Jin's changing room! He must be so mad at me right now! Okay, I'm just gonna pretend everything is fine and enjoy the concert." I thought. I open the door and walk out of the restroom. I see the others getting their makeup done, including Jin. They were all wearing white t-shirts, jeans, and converse shoes.

I ignore him and walk to my seat to get my hair and makeup done. The staff curls my hair, puts foundation on my face, powder to set the foundation, mascara on my eyelashes, blush on my cheeks, and lip gloss on my lips. "You're all done!" They say. "Thank you!" I say, getting up. "You guys are on in 2 minutes!" The staff says. "Navya, stay here and when we perform Mikrokosmos, we'll introduce you and then you can come out." RM says. "Okay. Good luck!" I say. "Thanks!" Suga says. Everyone puts on their ear pieces and grab their mics and heads to stage. RM had a blue mic, V had a green mic, Jungkook had a purple mic, Jimin had a gold mic, Jin had a pink mic, Suga had a black mic, and J-Hope had a red mic. I had a silver mic.

ARMY screams when they see BTS. "Welcome to Love Yourself Tour in LA!" RM says. "We're so happy and excited to be here with you guys!" Jungkook says. ARMY yells again. "Are you ready to have some fun?!!!" Jimin says. ARMY screams yes. "Alright, let's do it!" V says. BTS performs their first few songs, DNA, IDOL, and Boy with Luv.

After they finish, ARMY cheers and they come backstage to get ready for the next few songs. Everyone was sweating and tired. The staff was giving them water, fixing their makeup, and wiping their sweat. Imagine how hard it was to sing and dance at the same time. I know how hard it is for them. Also, I was a nervous wreck. I've never sang in front of people. I've only sang by myself. What if I can't do this? What if I forget the lyrics? I don't wanna let the guys down. After the guys rested up, they went back on stage and performed the last two songs before Mikrokosmos, Airplane pt.2 and MIC Drop.

"For our last song, we have a special someone to sing with us today. Please welcome, Navya!" RM says. I come out and ARMY cheers and claps. "What is up, ARMY?! Are ready to rock and roll?!!!" I say. ARMY answers yes. "I can't hear you!" I say. ARMY screams even louder. "That's better! Now, before we sing our last song, I just wanna say thank you to BTS for inviting me on stage. I've always wondered how it's like to be on stage with thousands of people and now I will know. So, thank you." I say, smiling. Everyone claps. "Are you guys ready to sing?!!!" Jin says. "Yes!" ARMY says. "Let's get it!" J-Hope says. Mikrokosmos starts playing and ARMY cheers when they hear it.

[Verse 1: Jungkook & V] Banjagineun byeolbitdeul Kkamppagineun bul kyeojin geonmul Urin binnago inne Gakjaye bang gakjaye byeoreseo

[Verse 2: J-Hope & RM (with) Suga] Eotteon bicheun yamang Eotteon bicheun banghwang Saramdeure bulbicteul Modu sojunghan hana

Eoduun bam (Oeroweo ma) Byeolcheoreom da (Urin binna) Sarajiji ma Keun jonjaenikka Let us shine

[Pre-Chorus: Jimin & Jin] Eojjeom i bame pyojeongi itorok tto areumdaun geon

[Chorus: Jimin & Jungkook] You got me Nan neoreul bomyeo kkumeul kkweo I got you Chireuk gatdeon bamdeul sok Seoroga bon seoroye bit Gateun mareul hago isseotteon geoya urin

[Hook: Jimin & Jungkook] Gajang gipeun bame deo binnaneun byeolbit Gajang gipeun bame deo binnaneun byeolbit Bami gipeulsurok deo binnaneun byeolbit

[Verse 3: RM] Han sarame hanaye yeoksa

Han sarame hanaye byeol

Chilshipeok gaeye bicheuro binnaneun

Chilshipeok gajiye world

[Verse 4: Suga] Chilshipeok gajiye sam doshiye yagyeongeun Eojjeomyeon tto dareun doshiye bam Gakjamane kkum Let us shine Neon nuguboda bakge binna One

[Pre-Chorus: V & Jungkook] Eojjeom i bame pyojeongi itorok tto areumdaun geon Jeo eodumdo dalbitto anin uri ttaemunil geoya

[Chorus: Jin & V] You got me Nan neoreul bomyeo kkumeul kkweo I got you Chireuk gatdeon bamdeul sok Seoroga bon seoroye bit Gateun mareul hago isseotteon geoya urin

[Hook: Jin & V] Gajang gipeun bame deo binnaneun byeolbit Gajang gipeun bame deo binnaneun byeolbit Bami gipeulsurok deo binnaneun byeolbit

[Bridge: V & Jin & Jungkook] Doshiye bul, i doshiye byeol Eoril jeok ollyeobon bamhaneureul nan tteoollyeo Saramiran bul, saramiran byeollo Gadeukhan baro i goseseo We shinin'

[Chorus: Jin with Me] 😉 You got me Nan neoreul bomyeo sumeul shwieo I got you Chireuk gatdeon bamdeul soge

[Outro: Jin with Jungkook, All] Shine, dream, smile Oh let us light up the night Urin uridaero binna Shine, dream, smile Oh let us light up the night Uri geu jachero binna Tonight

Na na na na na na Na na na na na na na Na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na

We all dance and enjoy the song. This was one of my FAVORITE songs. As the song was moving forward, I was getting even more nervous by the second. I practiced so many times last night before going to bed. I wanted it to be good. I don't wanna disappoint the fans. Finally, it was a verse before me and Jin together. Then, it was time. Jin and I both walked up to each other. We were both very close to each other. ARMY screams.

"You got me, nan neoreul bomyeo sumeul shwieo." We both say, looking and smiling into each other's eyes. Then, Jin tucks a piece of loose hair behind my ear. ARMY screams again. He then puts his hand on my waist and pulls me closer to him. ARMY screams so loud seeing us. I put my hand around Jin's neck. "I got you, chireuk gatdeon bamdeul soge." We both sing again. Then Jimin sings his high pitch and we all sing the last lines of Mikrokosomos. ARMY claps. "Did you guys enjoy the concert?!" RM asked. "Yes!!!" ARMY yells. "Thank you guys so much for coming. We all had a such a great time tonight." Jungkook says. "We hope to see you again at our next concert!" Jimin says. "ARMY, WE LOVE YOU!" V says. ARMY cheers.

"Before we go, I just wanna say thank you to my friends, BTS for inviting me on stage. I had so much fun today and I hope to do it again someday." I say. Everyone claps and cheers. "I also wanted to say that I always wanted to sing with BTS but I never had the confidence to do it. I would get so nervous and my heart would be beating so fast." I say. "Awwww!" ARMY says. "But, that changed cause all my wonderful friends right here, helped me conquer my nervousness and I sang! Thank you guys so much for believing in me! You are the best friends ever! Saranghae!" I say. ARMY cheers and claps. "Wow, I wasn't expecting that!" Jin says. "Me too! Navya, we're all here for you, too!" V says. ARMY cheers again. "Well, ARMY! We'll see you at our next concert! Annyeong!" RM says.

We say goodbye to our fans. "ARMY, I LOVE YOU!" I say. ARMY cheers. "Navya, do a heart with your arms!" Jungkook says. I do a heart with my arms and ARMY cheers. We say our last good byes and the stage takes us down underneath. We all put our mics away and start packing our clothes. "That was an awesome concert we all did!" Jimin says. "Yeah, and Navya sang!" Suga says, looking at me. "I was so nervous, but I did it!" I say. "I knew you could do it! You believed in yourself and sang!" Jin says, smiling at me. I smile back. "And it was all thanks to you guys! You all helped me with it!" I say. "And that speech you said made ARMY go awww." J-Hope says. We laugh. "Yeah, I did." I say.

"Okay, everyone. Change back into your regular clothes and get going to the cars." The staff says. We all change back into our original clothes. Then I remembered about bursting into Jin's dressing room. I completely forgot about it. I guess the concert distracted me from it. I don't know if Jin remembers about the incident. Anyway, we pack our stuff and put our coats on. Then we head to the cars. I get into one. I wait to see if any other members are joining me but no one did. "I guess I'm riding home by myself." I say. Then, someone gets in the car sits right next to me. It's Jin. "Oh no! It's Jin. What am I gonna do?!" I think.

My heart was racing and pounding out of my chest. Jin looks at me and smiles. "Hi, Navya." He says. "Hi, Jin." I respond back. The car starts moving. "So, did you enjoy the concert?" Jin asks. "Yeah, I did. It was so much fun! I can't wait to do it again!" I say. Jin chuckles. "We're always excited to have you on stage with us so you can come anytime!" Jin says. "But, I first have to tell you guys that I'm coming on stage." I say. "Maybe you can surprise us once. Like, without telling us, you can just come up on stage." Jin says. I laugh. "Maybe. I'll think about it." I say. We both smile at each other. Then it gets quiet. It was awkward, especially for me. "Um...there's something I wanna ask you." Jin says. "Oh, what is it?" I ask. "It's about when we were getting ready." Jin says. I froze. "Oh, yeah. I forgot about that." I say.

"When you thought my dressing room was the bathroom." Jin says. "Yeah, about that...I'm sorry, Jin! I didn't mean to barge into your room! I should've just held it in and waited! I'm sorry, Jin! Please don't be mad!" I say, looking down with my eyes closed. I look up and peek out of one eye and see Jin smiling at me. "I'm not mad at you, Navya." He says. "Wait, really?! I thought you would be. That's why I ignored you." I say. "Well, I'm not mad." Jin says. "Not even one but?" I ask. Jin nods. "Well, alright then. Just so you know, it was just an accident." I say. "I know you wouldn't do that to me. And I wouldn't do that to you, too." Jin says. I smile at him. "Jin, are you sure not mad? I just feel so bad and guilty!" I say. "Navya, I already told you. I'm not mad. Really! It's okay!" Jin says.

"What if I barged in when you weren't wearing pants?! Oh, how embarrassed and ashamed I would've been!" I say. "But, that didn't happen, did it?" Jin asks. "No..." I say. "Then don't worry about it! Accidents happen, Navya and we learn from them, right?" Jin asks, putting his hand on my shoulder. "Yeah. Thanks, Jin. You're an amazing friend. I know I can always count you." I say. Then smiles spread across our faces. Then it gets quiet and awkward again. The car stops in front of the hotel.

We all go to our rooms. "Good night, guys." RM says. "Good night." We all say. Before I could go inside my room, Jin calls me. "Navya, just a minute." Jin says. "What?" I ask. "I just wanna say...I love you!" Jin says. I laugh. "Seriously, Jin? That's what you wanted to say?" I ask. "Well, yeah. I do love you. A lot." Jin says. I giggle. "I love you, too. A lot." I say. "And, if you need any cheering up, I'm here for you." Jin says, with a smile.

Then he winks. I laugh. "Jin, what am I gonna do with you? And thanks. I'll make sure to call you." I say. "Well, good night." Jin says. "Good night." I say. I go into my room and Jin turns around to leave. Then I remembered something. I hesitated for a minute but I went back outside again. "Jin, wait!" I say. Jin turns around and walks toward me. "Yeah?" He says. We both lock eyes. I hesitated again but then I grabbed Jin's face and connected my lips to his plump lips. I break the kiss and look at him. "Just a good night's kiss. I'll go now." I say. Jin looked shocked.

I turn around but Jin grabs my hand and pulls me back to him. "My turn." Jin says. Jin leans closer to me and he connects his soft, plump, juicy lips to mine. I slide my hands from Jin's chest to his neck and wrap my hands around it. Jin puts his hands around my waist. God, his lips were so god damn soft. Then Jin breaks the kiss and we both gaze into each other's eyes. I see he has a smirk on his face. "You're in the mood, aren't you?" I ask. He winks. "I'll take that as a yes." I say. "I think you're also in the mood." Jin says.

"Yes, I am and you're coming with me." I say. I grab Jin's shirt and pull him inside my room. I close the door and lock it. I turn around. "So. How do you wanna do this?" I ask. "Like this." Jin says. He walks up to me and carries me. "Hey!" I say. He takes me to my bed and drops me. "Be gentle, Jin!" I say. "I won't be gentle when it comes to things like this, so get ready." Jin says. He gets on top of me and kisses me again.

I put my hands on his face and Jin puts his hands on my waist. He breaks the kiss and looks at me right in my eyes. "You want more?" Jin asks, softly. "Yes..." I say. He then starts kissing my neck. Jin gets the sweet spots. "More, Jin, more..." I say. I start moaning and groaning. Really loudly. I cover my mouth up. "I hope the other members don't hear." I think. I start moaning and groaning again. I couldn't help myself. Jin was good at this stuff. Then breaks and looks at me again. "Why did you stop?" I ask. "Because I think it's time to take it to the next level." Jin says. He removes his sweatshirt. "Wait, what?!" I say. He then starts to removes his t-shirt.

I sit up. "Jin, I'm not ready for this yet!" I say, stopping him. "You said that before." Jin says. "I know I did, but I just don't feel comfortable yet." I say. "Don't worry. Nothing is gonna happen." Jin says. I sigh and get off my bed and walk to the door. I open it. "I think you better leave. It's past our bedtime." I say. Jin stands up. "Don't be like this." Jin says, walking over to me. "What? I'm just asking you to leave cause it's late." I say. "You don't have to be mad at me about this." Jin says. "I'm not mad, I'm just annoyed." I say.

I walk inside my bathroom and turn on the light. I gasp. "Oh my god!" I say. Jin comes into the bathroom. "What? What is it?!" Jin asks. "I got bruises again! Jin!" I say. "I'm sorry!" Jin says. I had red bruises all over my neck! "What am I gonna do tomorrow?! The other guys are gonna know that we made out!' I say. Then I sigh and cross my arms together. I pout. Jin wraps his arms around my waist from the back. He rests his chin on my shoulder. "Navya, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to give you bruises again." Jin says. I don't respond. Instead, I walk out of the bathroom. Jin follows me. "Navya, can you forgive me?" Jin asks. I turn around and raise an eyebrow. "Please?" Jin says. Then he pouts at me.

He looked so cute! I couldn't stay mad at him. I sigh. "Fine. Jin, I forgive you. Your pout got the best of me." I say. "I knew you couldn't resist my pout. I do look pretty cute when I pout, don't I?" Jin asks. He puts his index finger and thumb on his chin. "Yes, you do. Now, get going. I'm tired after tonight." I say. "Okay, then. Good night." Jin says. He heads for the door and opens it. Then he stops. "One more thing." Jin says. "What?" I say. He comes back over to me, cups my face and kisses me. He breaks the kiss. "Another good night's kiss." Jin says. Then he winks. I smile. "Thanks. Now, shoo. Good night." I say. "Good night." Jin says. He closes the door and leaves. I sigh and change into my pajamas.

I brush my teeth and get into to bed. I turn off the light and lay down. I couldn't stop thinking about what just happened today. "Man, was today amazing. I got to perform on stage for the first time. It was an amazing experience and I can't wait to do it again sometime. But, I wasn't expecting Jin and I to make out. Again. It just happens unexpectedly. Whatever. At least I enjoyed it. I got bruises, though. I just hope the other members didn't hear me moaning and groaning. I also hope that they don't notice my bruises again cause they've already found out once. They're probably gonna find out tomorrow. Anyway, today was crazy. I can't wait to see what tomorrow has in store for me." I thought. Then I remember. I take my phone and text Jin. I get a response back.

Me: Thanks for believing in me. You're an amazing boyfriend. 💜💜💜💜 Jin: Anytime. Also, Navya? Me: Yeah? Jin: I love you. 😘 Me: I love you, too, Jinnie. Jin: Good night. I'll see you tomorrow. Me: You too. Good night.

I put my phone down on the table and fall asleep.

The End.

5 notes · View notes

donkey-hyuck · 4 years

Text

Bus Ride Away

^^ song based off of Bryce Xavier

A/N- the lyrics are italicized, whether they are dialogue or included into the story separately. And in no way is this story based on the title (sorry) just based off of the lyrics and meaning. A lot of cursing! Lots of time skips

Word count- 6.9k

Genre- angst/ some fluff/ post breakup! Au/ college! Au (almost half of the story)

Characters/pairing- jung jaehyun X Fem! Reader (not really bc they don’t get back together, sorry if that’s not what you wanted but it’s my story lol😝)/ Johnny Seo/ mentions Mark and Taeyong/ original characters (Byeol, Hina)/ extras that aren’t prominent to the story.

Introducing- after three long years of loving him, your love died out. Jung Jaehyun had been your high school sweetheart and you wouldn’t have it any other way. From junior year in high school to your freshman year in university, you gave each other your all. After ending it on good terms, you moved on easily. While your ex lover had less luck with falling out of love with you. Years had passed by and Jung Jaehyun still had so much love for you, and when you received an email from “an old friend” you definitely weren’t expecting it to be him.

The lyrics of the song that are mentioned are NOT in order of how the song goes.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

Falling in love with Jung Jaehyun at sixteen was all you could ever ask for. He was the star athlete during all seasons, he had high marks when it came to academics, he was a part of the dance club, and he sang so well when auditioning for plays that the school held, getting the lead role almost instantly.

Falling in love with you at sixteen was all Jaehyun could ever ask for. You were a part of the tutoring service at school, captain of the girls volleyball team, head of the theatrics, a part of the student council, and was the lead singer during choir.

The two of you were the idol couple. Of course people were jealous of one or the other. Hell, students from across town admired the two of you. As a couple, you and Jaehyun had been a part of so much during school and extracurricular activities, helping students, teachers, and the community. There was just so much cheer whenever you two were around. And you remained as a couple through senior year graduation, making people think the two of you would last forever, for sure.

But somewhere during the first semester of your freshman year in university, your love for Jung Jaehyun had slowly dialed down. Too caught up in your music- theory and composition major and communications major, you had realized you didn’t have enough time for Jaehyun. The two majors you were enrolled in were quite opposite therefore, meaning that you didn’t have enough time to share with Jaehyun. It was upsetting because you loved the man so much, but you wanted to have a good job, and you wanted him to excel at life. Being in a relationship was something you had never seen in your life, always thinking it was a bit of a burden. So when Jung Jaehyun had asked you out, it took some time to respond and reciprocate his feelings. And when you agreed to go out with Jaehyun, he treated you like a small chinese porcelain doll. You meant everything to him.

“Can you meet me at the lake near campus? I need to tell you something.” It was so nerve wracking as your fingers moved across the keyboard on the screen. Contemplating on sending it, you acquired that it was bound to happen at some point. And now was that time. Walking toward the small lake you and Jaehyun would meet when you needed to relieve your stress, shivers had crawled down your spine and through your whole body.

“Hey, what did you want to talk about?” Asked Jaehyun from the little arched bridge. Nervousness filled you up again, you were not expecting him to be there first. You had wanted to reach the lake first in hopes you could practice, for the nth time, what you were going to say.

“Jaehyun…” you exhaled the breath you held in. “I didn’t know how to say this and I practiced saying this for a while. Just know that this is for the best and I love you so much.... But, I think we should call it off. University is getting to my head and I don’t want to cause any pain to you when seeing me stressed out about my life. I want the best for you and that’s not with me anymore. I’m incredibly sorry and I love you more than words can explain. You showed me what the statement high school sweethearts meant. I’m so appreciative of having someone like you in my life. You taught me how to live, you taught me how to be brave, you taught me how to love. But we have to move on now, our lives will only get more complicated from here. And from the bottom of my heart, I’ll always love you endlessly.” It was quiet for some time before Jaehyun looked up and smiled a bittersweet smile, with tears rimming his almond eyes you were sure you were going to miss. “I don’t want to, but I agree. This is for the best of us and I know that’s all you want for me. It’s sad, I definitely wasn’t expecting this when you asked to meet. But I know your feelings are genuine and I don’t want to keep you from achieving your dream. I’ll love you endlessly and when you release music, I’ll be your number one fan.” Tears dripped down his face as you both chuckled. Lifting your hand and wiping the tears you’d barely seen after three years, tears filled your eyes too. “Don’t cry, or else you’ll make me cry,” you whined and he laughed, resting his hand on yours that lied on his cheek. “I’ll love you until the end of time.” He closed his eyes, “I think you should go now, it’s getting pretty late. And I know you have work to do. We‘ll stay as friends, yeah?” Nodding. “Of course we will.”

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

Four years. It had been four years since your breakup with Jung Jaehyun. It was funny, remembering to stay friends, but that never happened. While looking forward to seeing your new, old, friend it seemed that he didn’t want to be linked with you, which was weird since he was the one to suggest it. But you couldn’t blame him if he never wanted to see you again, you broke the guys heart. Moving on from Jung Jaehyun was easier than you had initially thought, considering he was your first true love, you’d taken the breakup better than you believed you would, and didn’t think much past that.

It was the night of your graduation. Your friends had begged you to attend the party since you’re no longer going to be in school, unless you wanted an associates or master’s degree. “Come on Y/N! You’ve been so cooped up in your apartment all these years. We’ve graduated and now we can get our lives situated,” said Byeol. “Ooh, okay! Fine… But I’m not drinking. And if anything happens I’m getting my ass out of that frat house.” Hina and Byeol screeched in joy. “Thank you! We love you so much.”

Arriving at Yuta’s apartment complex, Hina and Byeol practically dragged you to the roof, where the party was happening. Opening the door, people who attended your university greeted your popular and outgoing friends. “Y/N! I’m glad you could make it! Finally you’re out of your apartment for some fun!” Said Yuta— a Japanese transferee— with the iconic red plastic cup in his hand. Looking around you noticed Jaehyun, he was standing less than ten feet away and was chatting with Johnny Seo— tallest member of the basketball team and fellow communications peer. Surprisingly, when looking at your ex-lover, you had felt nothing but happiness for him. You were happy he moved on. And while at the event, guys had instantly approached you, aghast to see you leave your apartment at night, to attend a frat party.

Jealousy was the word to express what Jung Jaehyun was feeling. Seeing the attention towards you, Jaehyun was surprised to see you there. But overall, he was jealous. It wasn't your intention, gosh you hated to make people feel jealous, he knew you felt that way, but people were just dismayed to see you at a party. “Hey, Jae? What’s wrong?”

When you’re with your friends you try to pretend that you moved on but you can’t.

After your breakup, Jaehyun went straight to Johnny’s apartment and spit out everything that had happened. He was upset and sad at first, but claimed to say he was doing fine without you. After a while, Jaehyun did a pretty good job in telling Johnny he was over you. Either that or Johnny Seo was just too damn gullible.

Looking back to you, he saw you were the same person you were four years ago. It was insane that he still had so many feelings for you after all these years. He just didn’t have the guts to approach you. He was a coward after asking to be friends and flat out ignoring you; how selfish of him. He knew you didn’t want him hurting and dwelling on his feelings. If only you knew how much Jung Jaehyun missed you, but you would— probably— never know.

Approaching you, the cup in Jaehyun’s hand had been slightly quivering as his legs had a mind of its own. “Jae, long time no see.” he smiled, “Yeah…” , “So, how have you been these years? We haven’t seen each other in a while.” Seeing you smiling and not hurt almost healed Jaehyun’s single heart, only to have it crushed again once he realized you were no longer together, you hadn’t been together since 2013. “I’ve been okay. Academics are a pain in the ass but I get help from my friends here and there. What about you? How’ve you been?” , “I’ve been doing the same. You know, same old, same old. Picked up painting again, so I’ve been painting in my apartment to get rid of my stress.” Jaehyun remembered when he bought you a canvas and paint brushes, somehow forgetting the paint. But he loved to see you paint, the creativity from your mind flowing to the white canvas. Fuck, he missed it all.

“Y/N! I have someone I want you to meet!” Shouted yuta from the other side of the roof. “Sorry, duty calls,” you laughed, “Uh, it was good seeing you safe and happy. Maybe we can hang out, you know, as friends one day, only if you’d like.” , “I would like that, yes. And it was great seeing you too Y/N.” He always loved the sound of your laugh, it brought him so much joy. He always tried to make you laugh, but now he was only making things feel awkward because he was a douche that continuously ignored you.

The night was only eleven but Hina and Byeol were sensibly intoxicated by all the alcohol. “You got them Y/N?”, “Yeah, bye guys.” Throwing them in the car, you walked to the driver's seat and started to drive to your apartment which was, thankfully, not far from Yuta’s apartment. “Hey, Y/N…. you know… Hina and I…. Hina and I…. We were talking to the jackass that ignored you….. and you know what he said…? The idiot said he misses you, and still loves you!.... what a joke,” their words were slurred but you hit the brakes anyway. “What? Why would he say that?” The girls were unable to answer since they were just knocked out cold. “He still loves me?”

You would have been lying if you said you were still in love with Jung Jaehyun. You loved him, just not in the way you used to. You just loved him as a friend now, and only wished for the best, without you. Your feelings were easily sidetracked because of school and didn’t think much about your feelings towards him. Though, it was clear to you now that Jung Jaehyun had never got rid of his love for you; his romantic feelings.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ Jung Jaehyun

After Jaehyun talked to his first love, his feelings had been exploding out of his chest. He was overjoyed to see you doing fine, picking up old hobbies the two of you shared. Painting. Maybe he should pick up painting too, just to try to connect to you once more. But he knew it would only make his feelings get stronger, if that was even possible.

Oh it’s sad to love someone so much who you know doesn’t care enough.

Jaehyun knew you still cared about him. You could never not care about him. However, he knew you cared for him like a close friend, maybe not even close. Even so, it made him think that there could be a chance. There could be a possibility for the two of you to get back together again.

“You idiot! You lied to me after all these years?! How could you lie to me like that?” Yelled Johnny when Jaehyun confessed his true feelings about you. “I thought I was going to get over her, but I just can’t! We gave each other our all and loved each other infinitely, but we broke it off. It was mutual, but I tried to convince myself that I would feel the same as her. Shocker! I didn’t, and holy shit do I love her so much. But I’m a prissy loser that can’t and won’t do anything to confuse her, hurt her, upset her, or disappoint her. Believe me, I tried, I really did. But everything I did never worked out and I’m stuck with a one sided love.” Grumbled Jaehyun, downing the rest of the spiked liquid and harshly placing the cup onto the table. “You are….” started Johnny. “This is all on you…. It’s your decision what to do with everything going on. I’ll be here for moral support and advice to give but everything you end up doing is all decided by you.”

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ Reader

Hina and Byeol woke up late the following morning. “Eat up while it’s still hot! Some drunk remedies for you alcoholics,” you joked, placing the bowl of soup in front of your friends. “Ugh I had the most horrible dream. I dreamt that we talked to that jerk-face Jaehyun and he revealed that he still loved you. It made my head hurt so bad, oh my gosh.” You dropped the other bowl of soup to the floor, shattering glass and boiling hot broth spilled on your feet; your face, expressionless, almost. “Woah! What’s gotten into you?!” Shouted Byeol. “Hina…. that wasn’t a dream. Last night, when I was driving home, you said Jaehyun missed me and he still loves me.” It was dead silent, the girls stopped wiping the floor. “What…? You broke up four years ago. How does he still have feelings after four damn years?” Emphasized Hina, standing up to throw away the paper towel and broken pieces of glass. “Never mind that! Do you feel the same way Y/N? Do you still love Jung Jaehyun?” Cleaning your soup stained feet, you walked to one of the stools. “.... I don’t, that’s why I’m so surprised. I thought he and I were at the same stage of being over each other. But I guess we’re not and he still has so much love for me…. When I don’t feel the same….” It was quite the predicament.

“Well, are you going to confront him?” , “..... I can’t. I already broke his heart once. I don’t love him like that anymore, no, but I still have emotions, and I’m a considerate human being. I can’t break his heart twice within a span of four years. I hoped that day was enough,” looking up to your friends who had confused looks on their faces. “I’ll just wait it out I suppose, we talked for a little last night and he seemed fine. But if he comes to me then I’ll let him down, again. If he doesn’t, it’s better for me not to see him sad, especially since his sadness is because of me.”

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

“I can’t wait to meet you, girls!!! I have so much to tell you!!” The girls squealed over video chat while you were eating a small snack before bed. After a couple months of applying to different jobs, you had gotten accepted to work as a producer under SM Entertainment, it was truly rousing.

Hina and Byeol always wanted to keep in contact with you, they were your best friends, after all. And soon separating due to jobs, your small friend group was finally in Seoul at the same time. “I do too! The boutique is coming along so much better than last month's apparels!” Hina had pursued her career in the business and fashion game while Byeol was hired as a popular photographer for W Magazine.

“You will NOT believe who I had scheduled a shoot with the other day. Y/N you will lose your absolute shit when we see each other. I’ll tell you girls then, but for now I have to go shower and sleep. Tomorrow’s shoot is such a big deal for the magazine label. Bye! I love you both.” Subsequent to what Byeol had gossiped, curiosity spread in both you and Hina’s mind. “I wonder who she saw. And why she‘s acting like that.” Questioned Hina, scratching her head making you laugh. “Me too. I guess we’ll find out when we see each other on Wednesday. But I have to bathe Danbi. Can’t wait to see you! Love you Hina!” , “Okay, good luck with that. Love you too!” Closing your laptop, you shouted for Danbi, your year- and- a- half old nureongi dog. Whilst running the bath you couldn’t help but to wonder who Byeol previously worked with for her to tell you and freak out. “Who the hell could it be?”

The day of your meet, Wednesday. Waking up at around nine in the morning, you checked your emails that needed to be answered. Scrolling down, one email had caught your eye. From: An old friend, To: Y/N, Subject: ….Hi there :) “You’re absolutely kidding me.”

The restaurant Hina reserved, prior, was packed with people sitting in booths and waiting in line. “What the hell did you drag us into?” , “Relax, I had reservations set for us already.” The— quite attractive— waiter had brought you three to your table and did waiter things. “Okay, so…. my recent photo shoot was with…. Jung fucking Jaehyun, and Johnny Seo.” Hina, dramatically, choked while drinking her water. “Well, let me tell you… the same person emailed me at three in the morning, today.” Now both Byeol and Hina choked on their water. “You’re fucking with us!” , “I’m being dead serious. Look at my emails.”

“To the most lovely person, it’s Jaehyun. I know it’s been years upon years and I’m a prick that can’t stick to my words; but it’s been a while and I just wanted to reach out if we can actually hang out. As friends. I totally get why you wouldn’t want to catch up with me, and I totally understand if you don’t even respond. But I’d appreciate it if we could eventually meet up, even with our busy schedules. - Jung Jaehyun,” read Byeol with a traumatized look on her face and Hina with an even more traumatic expression on her‘s. “Look behind Y/N. Right now.” She was seated at the nearest end of the booth and she had seen the person that can’t get rid of his feelings, walk into the occupied restaurant.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ Jung Jaehyun

He’d been contemplating on writing a letter, texting you— if you still had the same number— or emailing you. “I’ll just email her,” he decided. Shakily opening his laptop in the midnight air, Jaehyun pressed the keys to your email address.

And it hurts, I wanna text so bad but you don’t want your best friend mad. ‘Cause they told you to walk away, but it’s hard and you’re feeling weak.

When Jaehyun called Johnny prior, he was upset but couldn’t control his best friend's romantic life. “Look, I don’t have a say in this but you shouldn’t text her by her number. You’d be crazy if you did that. Just email her I guess, but it’s been three years since you last saw her and it’s been seven whole years since you’ve been together. Jaehyun, I get that you love her but isn’t this a little crazy? And by a little I mean a lot crazy? What about her can’t you not forget? She’s clearly over you by now.” Jaehyun didn’t know either. He couldn’t answer Johnny’s questions because he didn’t have an answer. It was just difficult to think and talk about. And, of course, Jaehyun tried to get rid of his feelings for you. Going on blind dates, having one night stands, drinking his feelings away, but nothing helped, nothing cured him.

Jaehyun had been scouted as a model while working at some beat down cafe. It'd been about a year since his college graduation and he was pursuing his dream of being an architect. A not very known architect, at the time, but an architect nonetheless.

April 22, 2020 had been the schedule for his shoot with Johnny for W Magazine. While fitting into their Leonardo DiCaprio style clothes, they waited for the photographer they were to work with that day. Byeol had walked into the room, talking to a couple of the staff and when she turned to see her models, her face had dropped. The men had soon realized that their photographer was your best friend. Immediately going up to Byeol, Jaehyun had tried to talk to her about you. “It’s not for me to tell you how she is. Now get ready, I want this photo shoot done, pronto.”

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

Looking to the table he had sat at, a girl was placed across him. “Wait! That’s Park Chaeyoung, she’s one of my models for this month's launch. What are they doing together?” , “What a two faced dickdead.” Scoffed Byeol, turning back to you and looking you in the eyes. “That wrench practically begged me to tell him how you’re doing and now he’s on a date with some model!? Quite the unbelievable person Jung Jaehyun is.”

Eating whatever you ordered, the girls just talked about how they were doing and scheduling your next get-together. Until Jaehyun walked by your table to get to the restroom. “Oh! I can talk to Chaeyoung now. I’ll inform you about what she says.”

Gliding across the room, Hina sat across Chaeyoung, catching her attention and smiling brightly. “Hi Hina! What brings you here? Did you just come here to talk about your launch? If so, I’m quite busy-” , “No, no. I’m here with my friends and we wanted to know why you’re here with, uh, Jung Jaehyun.” Her eyes virtually lit up at the mention of his name. “Oh, blind date. Our mutual friends set us up. He’s quite the guy! Super respectful, kind, and not to mention, incredibly good looking.”

Jaehyun had seen your face walking back from the restroom, and he paused in his steps, looking at the food-smiling you. He then looked back at Chaeyoung. The whole purpose of this blind date was to get over you, not see you. So, ignoring you, Jaehyun strided past, in small hopes you would notice that he was there; no luck. While looking ahead, he perceived his blind date to be talking to Hina, another one of your best friends. “Sorry, your date is back. But we’ll talk during the try-on. I’ll see you then, Chaeyoung.” , “Of course!” Hina glared at Jaehyun and purposefully bumped shoulders as she walked back to your table.

“They’re on a blind date. She seemed super interested in him. But I don’t know about the other story.” Byeol looked at the pair from her seat, making you laugh. “Guys it’s okay. It’s been seven years. I’m happy he’s finally going on dates. I appreciate it that you guys care, but I honestly don’t. Jaehyun is his own person and I am my own person. And we are separated, we have been separated for over six years now.”

Chatting away, your best friends couldn’t help but to look back at the table, only to see Jaehyun constantly glancing his way to yours. “Why do you guys keep looking back at their table?” You laughed at their faces but they just ignored your words and continued to stare down the blockhead that continually lied to you. “Maybe we should just go now… I think they’re a little uncomfortable. Plus, we don’t want them to ruin our plans for today, yeah?” They nodded and asked for a check. Walking out of the busy restaurant, Chaeyoung bid a goodbye to Hina and Jaehyun turned around only to see your back walking towards the exit.

If we ruled time and space and the Milky Way, would you reach me? Yeah, I know you wouldn’t reach me, but I hope that you think of me.

You had always thought of Jaehyun. After all, seven years had gone by so quickly and you had always wondered if he still had feelings or if he was still hurt. Whatever the reason was you were sincerely happy that he was moving on. And you were glad to see him more well-mannered and gentlemanly than he already was.

Jaehyun was glad to see you’d matured so well over the years he’d never seen you, but that made him miss you more everyday. Johnny had persistently been setting Jaehyun up on blind dates to get rid of his fondness for you, though to no avail and Johnny fails every time.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ Jung Jaehyun

It had been around four in the evening when Jaehyun went back to his shared apartment with Johnny. “Damnit Johnny I saw Y/N at that stupid restaurant. My affection for her is only getting stronger and I don’t know how to relieve them. This is taking such a big toll on me but it’s been seven fucking years. My heart aches for her so much and I don’t have a clue why!” He let out once more and Johnny just sighed, sitting on the couch next to his best friend. “Then just open up to her about it. She works under SM, yeah? Just ask around for her, you're doing a shoot with Wendy, right? Well, Y/N’s a producer for multiple artists under SM, just ask Wendy then.”

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

It was the upcoming day and you were getting ready to work with Red Velvet and Super Junior. Opening the door and walking towards one of the receptionists, you had signed in and walked straight to one of the recording studios and greeted whoever tendered a good morning. “Morning Y/N!” Greeted Taeyong and Mark, a duo under SM but also a part of Super M, SM’s newest debut boy group. You’d worked together in the past, only on a couple of songs but they were really good friends with you. “Morning boys! You guys are quite hyper at this time in the morning. I’m almost done with my coffee and you guys have more energy than I do!” You played and pointed to the dark circles under your eyes, which you tried to conceal with makeup. They laughed and gave you a short hug. “What’s your schedule today, Y/N?” , “Just some stuff for Red Velvet and Suju. We don’t record until Sunday, though. What about you boys?”

“We have our choreo that we have to finish and then some try-on stuff for our promotions and music video.” , “I’m sad that we can’t work together this time. But good luck with that! I’ll be definitely checking out the album when it comes out! Bye Mark, bye Taeyong!”

You unlocked your office— which was basically just a recording studio— and went straight to the cafe on the ground floor since your manager had asked to grab him a cup of coffee.

“Hey. Weren’t expecting you down here.” The voice was so distinct. “I work here…?” It sounded like you were irritated but you really weren’t, just confused because you had thought he knew you worked under SM. “Oh- I know, it’s just, I uh….” He scratched his neck in embarrassment. “I just didn’t know what to say when I approached you. Plus you always used to have coffee at home.” You were surprised he remembered something as small as that. “I just came down here to get some breakfast and the coffee is for my partner. We’re working with Suju soon. Then we’re working with Red Velvet.” , “So am I! Well, just with Wendy, we have an SM Station coming up. Today’s just the shoot for it.”

“Y/N, your order!” , “Sorry. I didn’t expect to see you here, especially so early, since you’re not a morning person. But text me some time, yeah? I still have the same number so we can communicate whenever you’d like.” This made Jaehyun beyond exhilarated. Maybe there was hope after all; you remembered how he hated mornings and you offered him to text you. And he was stoked to finally see progress, though it was mostly his fault of the zero progress, anyways.

“Of course! I guess we’ll be seeing each other a little more for a while then.” , “Yeah. But I really gotta go. See you whenever Jae.” He was happy to finally be having a less awkward conversation with you. His emotions were exploding out of his heart but he was able to contain them. He was happy that you were calling him Jae again, no one ever really called him that besides Johnny. And at this moment, Jung Jaehyun was content with your interaction. This time, Jaehyun promised himself to buff up and get over everything because, as of now, you two were friends— or at least he’d hoped you were. Luck was on his side and now he didn’t have to ask Wendy about you. He barely even knew the girl.

While in the middle of their shoot, you had intruded to ask some staff how much longer it would take. “Maybe, thirty more minutes? This is the last outfit for the shoot then she’s all yours,” explained one of the makeup artists. “Can I sit here then? Just to wait, and only for ten minutes. I need to set up a little bit soon.” , “Of course you can!” So, scrolling through your phone and occasionally looking up Wendy and Jaehyun had a short five minute break. “Wendy!” , “Y/N!” She waved, getting her lipstick and hair retouched. “I’m about to go to my studio. I’ll see you and the girls then!”

“Sounds good! I’ll see you in about twenty. Bye Y/N!” Sauntering toward the exit, Jaehyun bid you a goodbye as well. “Bye, I hope we meet again soon!” You beckoned. There were no words to describe how Jaehyun was feeling. He had no idea where the sudden burst of confidence came from, but it came then and he was fortunate enough to experience it now. Better now than never, he thought.

The ensuing day, Jaehyun had texted you to eat and catch up over some brunch. “Only if you’re not busy. Which is totally fine if you are. We can reschedule!” You chuckled at the text, he was still the same shy and awkward high school boy from years ago. “I’m down. We can meet at the front of the building at 11:30. I have a meeting to attend first.” , “Great!”

Driving to the label, your routine had been the same as the days before and took the elevator up to the meeting room. Once the boring, yet, necessary meeting was over, you placed your binder of papers on the desk and walked back to the entrance of SM. You smiled when approaching Jaehyun. Tapping on his shoulder, he turned around and returned your smile. “Ready? I’m taking us to The Hideout. I don’t know if you remember but I really liked eating there.” Your smile only grew wider, and your eyes were squinted shut in happiness. “I do remember! We used to always get banana bread and french toast. Gosh, I missed that place! I haven’t been there since 2013.” , “You and me both,” he said on the quieter side, anticipating your ears weren’t able to catch what he had said. You did, but you wanted to convince yourself that this was all in good fun and you two were friends now. It was impossible that after the years that had passed, he still had some sort of romantic feelings for you. But oh boy, were you wrong. He just didn’t want to admit it to you, at least, not yet.

The car ride was exactly the opposite of what you’d thought it was going to be, thankfully. Jaehyun brought so many topics into the conversation during the ride and while you were eating. “We should definitely order the banana bread and french toast! It’s been a while since I had some good brunch food!”

And all of a sudden, after being in the café for a short while, the discussion had gotten more serious, “Look, Y/N. I know I was an ass in the past but I finally had the guts to ask to go out and not bail on you. And I’m incredibly sorry for always ignoring you and not sticking to my words. I’m a jerk that you shouldn't have forgiven but I’m so damn grateful you put up with me for almost a whole decade. Gosh, I’m such a fake person, but I’m here to make up for it. And I’m glad we’re here together, as friends.” Every word that exited Jaehyun’s lips were genuine and sincere. He was happy to finally reconnect with the one he used to call his love. Yet at the same time, he was sorrowful he wasn’t able to reconnect earlier, he was sorrowful that you and he were no longer together. But there was nothing he could do, it was your decision and you both talked it out.

“You’re completely fine! I mean, I get why you didn’t want to talk to me. I broke your heart and you weren’t ready for it. It’s my fault I suppose, I was the one to unexpectedly tell you what was going on. But I’m happy as well. I’m happy you’re doing fine, and I’m happy we’re here as friends. And I’m happy you went on that date with Chaeyoung, you really needed it, I could tell… Oh! Speaking of Chaeyoung I wanted to ask how you two were doing. If the both of you were no longer going out on blind dates.” Your eyes had lit up at the thought of him being in another relationship. “We’re not, unfortunately. She did divulge in her thoughts about me, I just didn’t feel the same, I guess. She was undoubtedly nice but something just didn’t click between the both of us.” The light in your eyes had now dropped down. “That sucks. I’m sorry for asking then.” , “Oh, no! You’re great, I don’t really like blind dates anyway.”

The next half hour had passed by quickly and your manager had called you to meet at the studio for another, abrupt, meeting. “Well let’s go, I don’t want you to be late for that!” Jaehyun was still as kindhearted and delightful as you remembered. It was one of the things you loved and admired about him.

“Maybe we can meet again some time..?” , “We sure can! Honestly, we can just meet at the café on the first floor while you’re working with Wendy. But if you have any other plans, definitely text me! Well, I’ll be off now. I hope you enjoy the rest of the day in SM. Bye Jae.” Turning toward the elevator, Jaehyun admired your figure, then Wendy taps his back, jolting his reflexes. “Woah. Jung Jaehyun, are you interested in L/N, Y/N.” He sighed, a shy and sly smile appeared on his dimpled face. “I am. And I have been for seven whole years. Well, almost seven.” , “Wait, what? What do you mean?”

“I mean that I’ve loved Y/N for that long.... We separated seven years ago and I’m still so damn in love with her. Our anniversary is on June fourth. I want to take her out then and reveal my care for her.” Wendy sighed, patting Jaehyun on his back. “Good luck with that but she doesn’t seem to feel the same way.” The dimples on his face disappeared, “I know… when she and I broke up, she seemed completely fine and I was suffering. And I was a douchebag because I ignored her for years. Now’s the time to recover the time I had missed.” , “Are you going to tell her?” She looked at the taller man who was still staring at the elevator you took to your office. “Eventually….. June fourth, I will. I have to let go of my feelings for her and I think telling her that I still love her will help. That or Johnny just sucks at giving advice.” She sighed, a little disappointed, in a way. “Well, good luck with that. But just don’t think about it now. June fourth is still a couple months away. Just spend more time together and confess to her then. Now, let’s go, they’re going to get mad that we’re late.”

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

Meeting with Jaehyun over the past two months was very pleasurable. You did miss his old self, you missed hanging out with Jung Jaehyun more than anything. He was such good company once he opened up, it was also one of the things you loved about him.

“Oh my gosh did you remember when Mrs. Yoon caught us making out? Her face was honestly priceless. Man, I hated her being.” He laughed. Of course you remembered, how could you not? “Yeah, she never bothered us the rest of the semester!” Reminiscing you past, the two of you joked around. You fooled around so much that you caught strangers stares.

“Well, I had fun tonight Y/N. I’ll invite you to dinner again soon. But dress up, I think I’m going to reserve a fancy restaurant.” It was quite weird, but it was Jung Jaehyun. And he was a sucker for sentimental moments. “Okay. Thanks for today. I had fun, like always. I’ll see you then. And thanks for the ride, I totally could have drove there myself.” , “I wouldn’t let you do that though.” Standing on your toes, you hugged the man that used to own your heart. “Thank you, Jae.” He hugged back. “Don’t thank me. But I’ll see you soon, yeah?” You nodded and waved as he walked to his car.

While showering your face had dropped, thinking about Jaehyun. You’d hoped he didn’t get any ideas about you having feelings for him. “No, he can’t be into me, after seven years he still can't have the same feelings. That’s impossible.”

June 4, 2020. You vividly remembered the date of your anniversary with Jaehyun. And it was fishy he had texted you, the morning of, about going to Rich Table, a renewed fancy restaurant downtown. “What is this boy up to this time?” You’d thought while reading the text he’d sent you.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ Jung Jaehyun

Jaehyun looked in the mirror. Fixing his tie and gelling his hair down, he retold himself, “Just admit that you still love her but you didn’t want things to feel unwieldy. You got this Jung Jaehyun. She’s over you and you have to move on.”

And it breaks me inside, ‘cause I know that it’s been over now.

There were no words in the entirety of the universe to explain how he felt, and how guilty he was since he still loved you. Jaehyun knew you remembered your anniversary, and he felt so distressed about you remembering. He knew you must’ve thought something was wrong.

But you make excuses still, so there’s a reason not to kill every feeling you have for them.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

Eight P.M., Thursday June fourth. Like he promised, Jaehyun was at your door by eight sharp. The car ride, this time, had so much unknown tension. And while placing yourselves at the table, there was still absolute silence. It was quiet when you ordered and it continued to stay quiet as you ate, the both of you avoiding eye contact with each other.

“Y/N.... I know what you’re thinking. But I just wanted to take you out today to confess that I am still so in love with you.” You were silent, and looking straight at the table. “I’m sorry I was such a coward after not admitting it to you after years had gone by. But I wanted to find the perfect time to tell you, and I figured today was the right time. I already knew that you knew I had something planned. And I’m sure this wasn’t what you were expecting. I apologize a million times for being such a wuss and not saying anything at all. I thought that trying to meet with you would make every emotion that you taught me, go away. You’re probably mad as I say all this, but I don’t blame you. But those feelings have drifted away slowly…. You know, here and there. So, I wanted to tell you this as friends….. that if…. if you were only a bus ride away, would you see me?” It was hushed for a long moment, until you looked up at him with tears in your eyes. “Of course I would. We’re okay now. Why would you even ask that? And I couldn’t never stay mad at you. I’m not that kind of person, Jaehyun. Just know that we broke up and you were fine with it, and please know that I still have so much love for you in my heart.” He dryly laughed. “But not the same way I do. I missed us a lot, I missed you a fuck-ton. But most importantly, I wanted to say that I miss when you needed me.”

#nct #nct angst #nct jaehyun #jung jaehyun #nct 127 angst #jaehyun angst #jaehyun au #Spotify

49 notes · View notes

peaches-of-1 · 4 years

Text

Day 10 | On Tip Toes

Black!Reader x Dad!Namjoon

An excited dark tan little human woke up to their own inner clock and looks around. Mama or Dad must’ve brought them in here after they fell asleep on the couch. Either way, the young girl knew what day it was and excitedly climbed down the pipe like ladder.

She had wanted them painted like the candles in the Kwanzaa display on the special table, but Mama had never gotten to it. Mama was a busy woman and--

Wait, what’s this? There was a camera in the corner of the room. Ah, them again. It was Christmas Day, so of course the aunties and uncles came to visit and set up the cameras while they slept. Sparkling white teeth showed off to the camera and a small hand waved before the roundest face in the world turned to see its only match.

She quickly used her tiny feet to walk towards a face similar to her’s and kneel on the step before the doorway beneath the dark gray sign that read “SANTA’S WORKSHOP” in English and tapped a shirt covered in candy patterns.

“별자리, Byeol-iiiii. Wake up! Our grown up friends are here.” She notified her twin sister just like any good sibling would. “And it’s Christmas.”

Hazel eyes suddenly sprung open, “Is it really Christmas?”

A stern nod before adorable yawns left 초승달’s mouth and soon two 3 year old bodies were fully awake to make a heart for the cameras like they usually did when are red carpets with their parents. Then they changed the date on their “color by day” calendar and began to hop around in their pajamas.

“It’s Christmas! It’s Christmas! It’s Christmas!” they were just as excitable as their parents for the holidays.

The two girls then opened their sliding door before holding hands and walking to their parents’ room down the hallway, knowing they were asleep but also oh so ready to wake them up to spend the day together.

However, they got distracted by the white lights that had fallen from the hallway as RapMon trotted beside them. The dog sat next to the wall and let the children enact their little plan before they continued on their way.

The uncle in the green tent decorated like a Christmas tree tried not to laugh too loud as he was the only one at the right angle to see this.

Dark skin and hair in a green bonnet was held closely by tan skin with dimpled cheeks that were even more noticeable as husband opened brown eyes when wife got wiggly. A parental Spidey Sense of sorts went off in both adults as she turned to face him.

“What time is it?” I asked in a groggy voice as a farewell to all the sleep I would’ve gotten if it were not for being a mother as well.

“Not yet. Pretend they’re still asleep for a few minutes, ok?” Large and protective hands enveloped slightly smaller ones and rubbed the back of them, the gentle touch almost willing slumber into his spouse’s eyes.

I suppressed a yawn before ignoring the door being opened by two giggling little elves. The door was always unlocked in case of emergency such as an early morning boo boo or a nightmare in the late evening. This was neither, thankfully. Simply two of the cutest little girls on the planet launching themselves onto Mama’s and Papa’s soft embrace.

The usual morning tradition of a four person hug and kisses for everyone ensued. Mom to Byeol, Byeol to Choseungdal, Choseungdal to Dad, and then Dad to mom before it reversed. Cross over and then the kids were excited and bouncing up and down once more.

“Mama, Papa! Mama! Papa! Guess what? Guess what?!” The twins said, jumping on the bed and claiming the hug of a parent for themselves.

“What is it?” Idol and father Kim Namjoon asked.

Byeol spoke up, “It’s Christmas morning! We get to open presents now, right?”

Choseungdal looked from her sister’s face to her father’s, “I really wanna open the big red one!”

I gasped in an overexaggerated way, “A gift before breakfast, isn’t our hug enough?”

“No.” She said, honestly.

“Fair enough.” I replied with a giggle while my husband laughed.

Then he spoke up, “Alright, let’s open a present then, shall we? One before breakfast and then we get all~ cleaned up to eat Mama’s yummy food, ok?”

“Ok!” They replied

“Wait, Choseungdal.” Byeol said, “We have to show Mama and Papa how we decorated RapMon this time.”

The parents blinked and shared a look. This time? They decorated him again? They literally pulled us into the living room to see the white fluffy dog sparkle with glittering Christmas lights. So that was what you heard in the middle of the night. You had decided to ignore it since you had believed it to be a sound from whatever dream you had been having.

And he was just there smiling like a goofball. Namjoon said that they shouldn’t do stuff like that because it could hurt the dog, and he was too nice to do anything about it. It was a light scolding and more of a teaching moment because no one wanted any sad faces on Christmas. As my husband and I unwrapped RapMon,, Byeol-ie decided to go around and greet all of the aunties and uncles.

They were in Christmas themed tents to help make the young kids more comfortable. The crew of The Return of Superman always came around every once in a while, and it was usually the same ones unless someone was sick or quit or got fired, y’know. Choseungdal had taken a liking to one unnie in particular.

She kissed Camera Unnie on the cheek to greet her while shyly waving to the others. The twins had gained personalities rather quickly according to the family counselor we went to see. Byeoljali...had a more outgoing personality and would often speak up for Choseungdal who was rather non verbal. I had a suspicion that she was like me, and so we were always extra clear in instruction and repeated stuff a lot to make it easier for her to understand.

Byeol was Byeoljali’s nickname. We named her as such since she had light hazel almost amber eyes. Choseungdal was often shortened to Cho-ie.

They were both cheeky sweethearts, though. Both girls enjoyed creative things, so the crafts room sometimes took over the living room. Currently, the girls were not allowed to use rhinestones because it had taken nearly a whole day to get all of them out of RapMon’s fur. The older dog understood that they were only little and they had apologized in the form of treats, so he wasn’t mad.

My two girls sat down after picking out which gift they wanted and I was there with my own camera to take pictures of them opening up their gifts. Luckily, they had similar hobbies, so gifts were easy.

“On three, start ripping them open.” I said. “Ask Dad for help if you need it.”

“Appa!” Cho-ie said. “Help me, please.”

He chuckled and went to sit in between them just in case. I counted to three, and the box opening began. Byeoljali began to open up the gift with raptor like swiftness while Cheoseungdal made sure it was unfolded properly with hardly any rips. Yep, we literally had a moon child. How could we not?

Our love for space and the unknown was mutual, and celestial names were so beautiful.

Cho-ie had gotten a collection of new canvases with a custom easel since the other one was missing a few pieces now. That’s why it was so big: the easel had been set up top of the canvases and already put together.

She hugged her dad and thanked us. Byeol had revealed a new set of paints that included glitter glue too. Maybe it wouldn’t get everywhere if they were in some sort of adhesive already...or it would be harder to get off of furniture. Only time would tell. She sprinted to hug my legs and then did grabby hands for the phone so she could record us.

She didn’t have the best hand-eye coordination or grasp, so I said that our darlings didn’t need to take pictures of us since we already had other adults to do it for us. I just didn’t want another broken phone. Namjoon had gotten us matching chokers that we would surely be wearing out today.

I hugged him and kissed him on his lips, excited to see his expression when he got his gift from me. He opened the bag and gasped, almost in tears as he lifted out the headphones he had been yearning over for the past four months. My husband has said he wouldn’t get them since he didn’t need them and they were too expensive anyways.

He hugged me tightly. Then it was time for coloring the picture of the day while I made breakfast. Namjoon had prepared some stuff last night while I helped get the kids to bed which made cooking much easier. In fact, he had finished making the entire fruit salad and it was wrapped in the fridge.

“Thank you, yeobo! That saves so much time!” I called over to him.

Namjoon just smiled, “It’s my pleasure. I was extra careful too, so no hurt fingers this time.”

I giggled and Christmas music played while I cooked and The Return of Superman got footage for their Holiday Special. My voice sang along as I filled pie crusts with a mix of rice, spinach, and cheese before sticking the first batch into the oven for ~18 minutes. Although he tried very hard, Namjoon-yeobo was still a bit of a hazard in the kitchen. He mixed things very well, though.

Like the vegetables that would become part of our omelettes. I still wasn’t a big fan of omelettes, so I would just be making three for my husband and kids. Also, I knew two of the crew didn’t eat eggs. So a total of five. I glanced over into the living room and saw him handing the girls whatever color they asked for.

Every time he got it wrong, he would say, “I’m sorry, my princess.” and then give them the right one eventually. He soon came over to show me a pictue of our girls in front of their finished mini Christmas tree in their playroom. He took it yesterday and forgot to show me.

It was so cute. All of the eggs were done, so you cut two of them in half as soon as the timer went off for the breakfast pockets. I gave them a quick call to ask if they washed their hands after coloring. The three looked at each other and ran to the bathroom as I set up the plates and washed my own hands.

I looked at the camera people who were in tents, “What are you waiting for? I didn’t make this much food just for the four of us. Use the one in the guest bedroom.”

They were so surprised and decided to take turns to make sure at least two were recording while the others ate. However, they were family at this point and this was a family breakfast. All of them were to sit at the table and enjoy the homemade meal.

I told them that if their boss had a problem, they could bring it up to me directly. I was a child of four, so I knew how to make a lot of food in a short amount of time and still have it taste good. I had even made a few pockets without cheese because a few were lactose intolerant.

Then everyone was ready to dig in. Namjoon made sure that the two elven twinsies thanked me for the meal before eating. It was a very warm breakfast. It was lots of chatter but still quiet and kind. Choseungdal made sure to feed Camera Unnie a few times, getting a thank you in return. Then it was time for me to clean up while my love got the girls cleaned up, getting them to brush their teeth and all that jazz.

The camera people went back into their tents while one stood in the bathroom doorway to record.

Since Joon was an idol, he was usually very busy doing TV shows and making music and all that stuff. So, he got to spend most of the time directly helping the kids on his days off.

Once the dishes were in the dishwasher (the first Christmas gift we bought together) and Cho-ie was in her little Christmas dress, I started on making the cookie dough with the mini sous chef. Both Byeoljali and Cheoseungdal were adamant about bringing cookies to Taehyung’s holiday party. He and his huge family held one every single year, and we always attended.

My apple cake was always a hit, so I was bringing that. However, the kids wanted to do something too. I was glad to have the extra help in making cookies. It was a good distraction while Namjoon got ready first. He’d do their hair and pack up the cookies when it was my turn. The apple cake was a family recipe from this cookbook we’ve had since forever. I was stumped five years ago as to what to make since I had been bringing boozy eggnog the last couple of years before everyone started having kids.

Ever since then, I’d make two cakes just so we would have enough. Namjoon always bought eggnog or vanilla ice cream to go along with it. Every year had a theme, and this time it was pearls. I had found the perfect skirt for it and was able to get two of them. The second one were made into child versions for the young ones if they wanted.

“I’m gonna decorate this one all by myself.” Choseungdal said, grabbing the white makeshift piping bag and adding “snow” to the already frosted Christmas tree.

Byeol was decorating a snowman with edible glitter before Namjoon came in to swap places in the kid duty.

“Why don’t we let Mama finish up the rest of these so she can take a shower?” He said and the kids agreed, getting tired of decorating but not eating as the kitchen smelled of butterscotch and chocolate with a hint of gingerbread.

So, I finished up the rest of the cookies and was able to decorate them after they cooled and surprised them with an extra cookie for them each before heading into the shower to get all dolled up. I loved matching with my family so much! It was something we did often.

Namjoon had put on his black pants with pearls scattered about the legs and green oxfords with pearls in the heels. Pearls also lined his black velvet jacket that went over his green sweater. He put on the more simple looking choker out of the set he had just watched me unwrap meaning I got the bowtie one. He was also wearing his red beanie because he knew how much I loved him in it with a simple pair of gold and pearl drop earrings.

I was in my black skirt that reached just above my ankles with my red sweater tucked into it but outside of the green stockings I slipped on to make walking in my pearl adorned red ankle boots easier. With the pearl and bowtie choker, I put on pearl and chain dangle earrings. I decided to wear a green beret as well.

“Don’t forget this, Mama!” It’s the gift me and Choseungdal got you.

“Oh, really? Thank you~” I said and opened the box, smiling when I saw it was a classic Pandora bracelet.

My hazel eyed girl said, “We helped Dad pick out the charms to go on it.”

Then we turned to our kids and asked them what we did most every day, “Who do you want to dress like, Mommy or Daddy?” which basically was asking if they wanted to dress more masculinely or femininely. I was a girly girl most of the time and Joon-ie was more laid back but still well dressed as most Korean men seemed to be.

Choseungdal pointed to her father while Byeol pointed to me. That was that then. Namjoon helped our little girl into matching pearl pants and jacket with a green knitted sweater underneath while I helped our other little girl into her skirt and stockings with a red sweater that was covered in pom poms that were used to make hearts all about the top. Then we helped put them each into pearl studs that they had worn before.

Namjoon did their hair while I finished up my makeup and we double checked to make sure RapMon was ready to come with. He was by the door waiting for his leash like a good doggo.

“Good boy.” I said and rubbed his head.

The five of us hopped into the car, singing Christmas carols and watching Papa Joon get shy every time a song he sang with the other BTS uncles came on. Sometimes he’ll say which ones he helped to right and we’d talk about that while he two Christmas fairies played make believe in the back seat.

“Hiiii!” I said with two apple cakes in my arms while The two youngest ones held boxes of cookies.

Hugs upon hugs and bows galore occurred while talking overlapped in the forms of greetings and barking. J-Hope’s husband helped me take the cakes to the kitchen while Jin called for the host and his wife.

The children played with their friends while I was handed some sparkling cider by Yoongi, whose facial hair scratched my cheek a little as he hugged me.

“Long time no see.” He said.

“Oh my god! You’re back from America? Since when?” I gasped.

“Two days ago. I wanted to surprise you guys.”

Namjoon chuckled, “Well, it worked. I’m surprised.” and hugged his dear friend tightly.

He had been working on a bunch of stuff in America for the past couple of years and usually sent gifts for the holidays. A young man with raven black hair and pale skin approached both me and Namjoon and bowed.

“It is nice to see you in person, uncle Namjoon and auntie Y/N. Father has told me a lot about you two.” He had to be about 13 and…

I gasped and looked at Yoongi and back to the kid, “You can’t be 시우. The 시우 I know is this tall, and you’re a whole tree.” I put my hand near my hip.

He giggled nearly at eye level with me, “I am 시우.”

“Oh my gosh~” I beamed. “Well, it’s nice to see you again. What have you been up to? How’s school and your hobbies?”

“I got in a bit of trouble recently, but school is going well. I kept skipping one of my classes since the teacher is super ignorant. He is my history teacher and tried to incorrectly explain the Joseon area to me. I always show up for test days, though.”

Namjoon chuckled, “It seems that righteous rebellion doesn’t fall far from the tree.” and took a sip of his own cider.

Siu chuckled, “I have to choose an extra elective to do outside of school if I don’t want to be suspended, but I’m not really a creative guy.” he pulled at his ear like Yoongi did when nervous.

His father spoke up, “Your auntie here is a pretty famous actress.”

“Ah, I wouldn’t say famous.” I replied, my cheeks getting warm.

“Would you suggest I take acting? It is the only one I have seriously been thinking of doing.” Siu looked up at me with his deep blue eyes that he got from his nameless mother.

I had to nod, of course, “Stage acting is a very good skill to have. Although you’re not lacking any confidence, it can help you feel a bit more comfortable in public spaces. Keeps you accountable too. You have to learn your lines or you let the cast down. More importantly, it is a lot of fun.”

He nodded. Namjoon kissed my cheek and said he was going to check on the kids while I continued my conversation with the young teen. I enjoyed telling my theatre stories, but I am sure Joon was tired of hearing them over and over again.

Namjoon walked into a curious scene of nearly 10 children sacrificing his moonchild who was tied up with a jumprope to the side of a bookcase like contraption. He could just stare at the kids in various wigs and holiday clothing reenacting something.

Hoseok entered asking, “Why did it suddenly get so qui--”

Taehyung’s second youngest child came in with a bucket of water which Namjoon scooped out of their hands rather quickly, too in shock to say anything.

“What’s going on?” Hobi asked instead.

“Daaaaddd, we’re reenacting Uncle TaeTae’s TV show.” A darling little kid with blonde pigtails reached for the bucket of water. “We need the water to splash on Choseungdal’s faaaceeee. It’s her punishment for fighting on sacred ground.”

The brown haired father shook his head and Namjoon silently walked back to the bathroom to pour the water out while his hyung told the children to use fake water and their imagination instead of real water and to make sure the jump rope wasn’t too tight.

Not exactly the type of parenting the dirty blonde man was hoping for, but as long as they were safe, it was ok. He then recorded the children’s antics for a while to show Taehyung.

Although, it was another Hwarang member that he saw kissing his wife on the cheek.. Do Jihan and her had won favorite TV Couple nearly every year for the past 10, even that time he played a stalker. So the three knew each other well.

“Jihan-hyung, it is nice to see you again.” Joon slapped his friend’s back, making his wife giggle at the facial reaction.

“Ah, yes. Ouch. I’m doing well.”

Y/N giggled, her teeth like marshmallows on top of hot chocolate and Namjoon wanting to sip every last drop of her. Taehyung lifted her up and spun her around all of a sudden.

“You guys are here! I’m so sorry it took me so long to come see you. I was finishing up something for my daughter.” and then set his friend’s wife down.

She kissed him and his wife on the cheek before they hugged Namjoon. The older man had hopped things wouldn’t be as awkward this year since Tae was married to Joon’s ex girlfriend, but she was an awkward girl. She wasn’t sure if it was ok to hug him or if it was better to bow or just shake hands.

“지현,” I begged, “Please, just hug him or bow. It’s not that deep, fam.”

The three men laughed at how straightforward I was. It was like this every year since Tae got together with Jihyeon, and I was sick of it. I could not care less that she was an ex to my husband.

Jihan put his arm on one of my shoulders, “That is why you are my favorite co-worker.”

I laughed and asked how the kids were doing, not expecting my husband to show me and the others our kids playing “Hwarang” since the youngest ones were now learning how to read and Tae’s children were natural thespians.

“I need to sit down.” I said as soon as it was time to open presents.

The cookies and the cake were hits, and I had my fill of the food that was there. Gifts and friends were amazing. Whatever troubles we had been having throughout the year and were still probably were going on could wait until next year a week from now. Right now, it was time for an outing to the park for the boys’ performance.

It was a medley of all the title tracks they had done throughout the years with the last one being done by the kids that weren’t too grumpy. The boys were idols after all, not even fully disbanding or retiring, just not performing as often as a group.

Jungkook and Jimin with their spouses revealed that they were going to have their first children soon. Jin’s 10 year old asked if she could name the baby, making everyone laugh before it was time to pack everyone up into cars and head to the park.

Namjoon squeezed my hand, “Our kids will be fine. You will do a great job, and I will be there to help you as soon as possible.”

I nodded and he kissed me before going off to perform for his fans. Some older than me and some younger. I was there with the other spouses talking and momentarily checking on the kids who were being watched by the older children. Siu was the second oldest to Jin’s triplets, two girls and one guy who made 14 this year.

When the boys were on stage, it felt like I was 20 again, staying up late nights to watch them on award shows and festivals in the states due to the 15 hour time difference. Sometimes it was like that even when Namjoon and I were dating.

Now I was much older with two of his kids, Cho-ie sleeping on my shoulder and Byeol-ie in my lap. They would wake up soon because this song was their song.

“To my children” Suga and Namjoon said.

“Yeah.”

“To my stars and my moon. To my children.” Namjoon continued.

“Yeah.”

“I hope that I’ll see you soon. Your dad loves you no matter how far away and every time I look up at the sky I know you’re looking at the same one, same sun, same moon, same star, same love. Love you. Be home soon, ya don’t give mom too much trouble.”

He wrote a song years ago that was a B-side that got more popular than the title tracks. By that time, Jin already had his kids. Hobi and his husband had adopted their first child. Yoongi was back in the states for this comeback while 11 year old Siu was being raised by his nanny for a bit since the mom left after stealing several things and dumping the child on him.

서준, 민서, and 윤서 said that the children were ready for the stage and got the point choreo down as good as possible. My little elves woke up and yawned, ready to show off their skills. Both of them had gone after the microphone and the paintbrush on their first birthday, and it was no surprise that fate had decided they would be in the arts.

Choseungdal said in her small voice, “I don’t wanna dance today.”

“It’s ok. Do you still wanna go on stage, though?”

She nodded and held onto me as we brought 13 kids on stage to help close out the holiday concert in the park. Everyone went wild as several of them had on noise cancelling headphones since they couldn’t keep their eyes open so long.

The others danced and sang along with their dads having a grand old time. Byeol-ie ended up being carried by Namjoon while I had Cho-ie in my arms. Looking out at all the faces that loved my husband and their father, I recognized a few who had been with them since the beginning. They had kids too now.

In the car ride back home, our little elves had tinkered themselves out and were fast asleep with RapMon by their feet. I was exhausted as well, knowing the crew of The Return to Superman crew would be back tomorrow for Kwanzaa and the cameras would still be there.

Namjoon took one hand off of the wheel to hold my hand, causing my attention to turn from the hypnotizing city lights that passed by to the comforting fingers rubbing the back of my hand.

“Thank you so much for being the mother to my children. I couldn’t have asked for anyone better.”

I smiled and kissed his hand, making him smile and scrunch his nose, “Merry Christmas, yeobo.”

He giggled, “Merry Christmas, yeobo.”

28 notes · View notes

terrovaniadorm · 6 months

Text

I'm a little late but ahaha playful land am i right fellas?

#I'm too lazy to do cards so event outfits it is #Radcliff of course had to be there #I got lazy w keres and samuels masks pretend they are there #I speedrun these pls #Twisted wonderland #Twisted wonderland oc #Twst oc #Twst #Twisted wonderland playful land #playful land event #keres perrault #Radcliff Vaudeville #Samuel #Byeol-bit Sang #My art #Cards

40 notes · View notes

kyufiber-moved · 4 years

Note

do you have any web kdrama recs? I'll do a trade and recommend Banana Actually- the whole series is 20 minutes long (at most) very good, digestible, and has some ~good~ kiss scenes.

i’ll check it out!! i do have lots of webdrama recs hehe ^^ i recommended most of them yesterday but here is a larger list of only webdramas !! it’s kinda long, so i put a keep reading !!

like- a korean webdrama that you can find on youtube starring kim yu an, kim kangmin (maybe, maybe not), yoo jungwoo (love after school), and seo ji hye- about a group of students who create a film club to make youtube videos and the dumb shit they get into, plus there’s some romance, betrayal, and fuckboys.- so so so so cute honestly. the dynamic between the characters of the club is so cute and funny, plus the love triangle has me wheezing. also the asshole fuckboy gets what he deserves which is super satisfying. it hasn’t finished airing yet, but so far it’s really cute

failing in love- korean webdrama you can find on youtube starring son sang yeon (triple fling), yang hye ji, and shin yoon seop- about a group of high schoolers who deal with falling in love, crushes, rejection, etc.- ok so the summary i gave was pretty vague but that’s because any more and i’d be exposing the whole plot. there is humor and fluff but also teenage angst, and the characters are all more complex than they first appear. i would highly recommend this show !!!

want more 19- a short webdrama you can find on youtube starring jung ha joon, sin gi hwan, jeon yoo rim, nam yoon soo, and lee jungha- a story of 5 friends in high school. A mutual crush, a one-sided love, and a rough patch for sweethearts, all taking place right around the end their senior year- OH GOD i can’t breathe this drama is so cute. it had me squealing every single episode, and it’s very lighthearted with hardly any angst

triple fling (s1)- a short choose-your-own-ending korean webdrama on youtube starring jung bomin, son sangyeon (failing in love), themanblk’s jeongyou, and themanblk’s eom sewoong- lee sehee accidentally becomes friends with the three most popular boys in school and ends up in a love square with them- alright im whipped for stuff like this so naturally i loved it. i also really liked how viewers could choose their own ending as for which boy she chose. there is a second season that i haven’t seen yet that focuses on another girl in ANOTHER love square (containing one of the guys from sehee’s love square) in which it shows which boy she actually did choose (and it was my favorite so . yay!)

when you love yourself (s1)- a short webdrama you can find on youtube starring jung mingyu (sweet revenge 2) and saet byeol .- about a girl who is heavier than her classmates who struggles with self-love and self-acceptance, and along the way finds love- god. i can’t even explain how much i loved this drama. the message is wonderful and there’s no moment where she glows up and loses weight and then gets the guy’s attention or anything: he simply loves her as who she is, no matter what weight she is, and is supportive. there’s also an episode that focuses on the queen bee girl who also struggles with weight and self-love and it’s just beautiful

my woofy poofy love / my dog-like dating- a short korean webdrama you can find on youtube starring chae ji an and kim do hoon (your imagination becomes reality)- a girl who has recently been cruelly dumped by her boyfriend brings a stray dog back to her home and wakes up to find that instead of a dog, there is a man! she happens to be looking for a roommate, and so this man (who can turn into a dog) becomes her new housemate- literally adorable. female lead is stunning and the relationship is so cute and fluffy and innocent, but the kiss is steamy as hell.

ok to be sensitive (s1)- a webdrama you can find on youtube starring kim da ye and kim youngdae (extraordinary you) and others im too lazy to put- focuses on feminist issues like sexism and sexual harassment in a college setting, which each episode focusing on one particular incident and the characters dealing with it- listen so like . this show had me emotional at some points bc of how amazing the message was. it dealt with sexual harassment, sexism, how females are expected to act, stalking, pressure to have sex… etc and basically every episode was like . you can stand up for yourself. you don’t have to “take it” just bc you’re a female, etc. also there was really cute romance uwu

ok to be sensitive (s2)- season 2 of otbs, also can be found on youtube, starring yoo hye in and lee shin young, as well as others but again im too lazy to list them all- same thing as season 1, but a different cast of main characters, and set in an office workplace. (original cast makes a cameo at the end)- the issues in season 2 were definitely a bit darker because it was set in a work place, where the main characters were worried about getting fired if they stood up for themselves, but the way things were handled was really admirable imo. also the male lead in this one is ABSOLUTELY adorable

go back diary- a 4 episode webdrama you can find on youtube starring kim ye ji and lee jong won (jaemin’s webdrama how to hate you)- about a boy who sees a girl at a karaoke bar (?) and instantly develops a crush on her. she then transfers to his school, and it tells the story of their love story after 10 years.- i’ll just say it right now. the whole drama was adorable except for the ending, which fucking sucked. literally was horrible. boycott episode 4 pls i was SO UPSET. otherwise, great webdrama

love after school (s1)- korean webdrama that can be found on youtube starring park so eun and yoo jungwoo (like)- about a couple who fell in love in high school and their story, told from 5 years later when they meet again- i love love love this bitch. LOVE. season 2 … we won’t speak of her lol. but season 1 is super cute and the ???? kiss at the end(ish)??? DEAD. literally anything with yoo jungwoo will destroy me but omg. it was fantastic

maybe, maybe not- a webdrama starring kim kangmin (like) and gong yoorim- a girl who can read minds and is an outside bc she knows what everyone is really thinking meets a guy that she can’t read the mind of- so fluffy. so cute. oh god. pls watch it’s so soft and cute

what to do with you- a korean webdrama - that is actually literally an ad for a facemask - starring lee hayoung and kim youngdae (extraordinary you)- saerom and geun are friends, but it feels like they’re something more. will they ever take the next step?- yeah this webdrama is super cute and that’s really all lol. also the bitchy girl in love after school is the best friend in this one oho

your imagination becomes reality- a webdrama that can be found on youtube starring oh se young, kim dohoon (my woofy poofy love), and jin ho eun- soram has a crush on a mysterious upperclassman, and wishes to see him again: she does, soon after. each time she makes a wish, it seems to magically come true. - yeah so like . it’s not a supernatural thing or anything, it’s just a cute college romance that’s basically every girl with a crush’s dream lol~!

crushes reverse- webdrama on youtube starring kim shi eun (miss independant jieun s2) and jung hyojun- yoo somi has a huge crush on her older sister’s longtime boyfriend, and her best friend at school happens to be his younger brother- i find the beginning hard to watch bc of the second hand embarrassment i feel when i do watch it but . it has a super cute ending and the main girl reminds me of shin hye sun so much it’s wack

how to hate you- webdrama starring nct’s jaemin, jim ji in (extraordinary you), lee jongwon (go back diary), and kim yoojin- oh miri meets her ideal type while working as a part-timer, but right before she’s about to confess, she realizes that he is her best friend’s mystery boyfriend. she asks han daekang, her new friend, to pretend to be her boyfriend for the time being. - the summary i gave was terrible but ITS RLY CUTE . also the main girl in this plays dan oh’s best friend / juda’s bully in extraordinary you and THE CHARACTERS ARE SO INCREDIBLY DIFFERENT DUDE . Legend. anyways its a bit cliche and we dont get any actual lip on lip action but its still cute lol

have a nice dessert! / drunk in good taste- drama special / webdrama starring kim hyanggi (sweet revenge 1; moment at 18) and kim mingyu (just between lovers ((as the crippled best friend’s anti fan turned romantic interest)))- chongnam loves desserts, and even has an instagram dedicated to taking photos of various deserts she eats. when her college life starts, she mistakes a classmate as an upperclassman, only to find out they’re the same age, and they become friends- listen . this shit was adorable. as when every single kim hyanggi drama, the kisses are cardboard flat and terrible but ! BUT ! the couple is super cute

a-teen (s1 & s2)- 2 season webdrama starring april’s naeun, shin yeeun (he is psychometric), shin seungho, kim donghee, kim soohyun, and ryu euihyun- about a group of friends who go through various troubles and grow closer as a group, as well as fall in love- ok so ... technically i haven’t even finished season 1 yet but !!! i know it’s a good show bc i did watch a lot of it !! plus in s1 episode 20 at 10:35 there’s a nomin cameo LOL SJKFSD there’s also a webdrama called “the guilty secret” i haven’t watched yet starring victon’s subin and others that is set at the same school as a-teen 1 and 2 and features the original cast in cameos !!

i have 3 boyfriends / boyfri3nds- short webdrama you can find on youtube starring kim ji eun, park sungwoo (produce 101 season 2 [that 30 year old dude who danced to rain’s song OMG], moon jihoo, and lee jungsik- when la hi gets in a car accident and wakes up with amnesia she finds that she has 3 men all claiming to be her boyfriend.- OK LISTEN . this show is so funny and cute. let me just say: you MUST watch to the end. that’s all i’ll say. pLS WATCH

lily fever- a short webdrama starring kim hyeyoon (just between lovers) and jung yeonjoo (witch’s romance)- kyungju needs her passport back, which her ex boyfriend has, but it turns out he left it at a friend’s place. when she arrives, the friend is leaving but says she can go inside: just be mindful of the houseguest inside...- yeah this is lesbian as fuck . it has like . hardly any plot, has a shit ton of crackheadery, and lots of STEAMY AS FUCK kisses. it literally makes like no sense though skdfksjd but if ur in the mood for some easy to watch girl pairing stuff, this is it my dude !

#asks #anonymous #kdrama recs #webdrama recs #drama recs #recs

21 notes · View notes

rkkyungsoo · 5 years

Text

tomorrow, today with kang hyunggu @rkkhg - vocal division

(0:00-0:55, 3:00-3:37 but with 1:32-2:06 choreo, 3:38-3:49)

The judges called out his name and Kyungsoo found himself genuinely surprised. In previous performances, he’d mostly showcased his singing and as time progressed, gained confidence in that area. He thought once the ceos saw his lack of dance skills, they’d shake their head in distaste and send him back to his university student life. Somehow, he got to stay and Kyungsoo wasn’t sure who to thank - the judges for giving him opportunity, Yugyeom who taught him the dance choreography or his own buckets of sweats from all the practice last week. Whatever it was, he was glad to be in the competition still. Hopefully, for episode 4, he could go back to what he was really good at-

Kang Hyunggu.

His heart did a bit of a flip as it transitioned from the initial gladness (because he knew Hyunggu and didn’t have to stress about being with a stranger) to panic (because of how they met). Hyunggu stepped beside him with a fancy meeting you again and Kyungsoo gave his new duo partner a stiff smile. Indeed, he’d never expect to share the stage with a past hook up. What was worse? The fact Hyunggu was a dancer. That’s right, everybody, Kyungsoo was heading straight back to that sing-dance lifestyle, back to another week of endless dance practices. Hallelujah.

They chose a song together in Hyunggu’s dance studio after a few hours of web surfing. The song, called Tomorrow, Today, was beautiful to the ears. What was even better was the relatively simple but very charming dance routine that came with it. The dance did not have complex footwork and would not physically push Kyungsoo as much as his previous routine. The key in performing it well was in how well they could sync with each other and connect with the fluidity of their movements. A handful of gracefulness, a pinch of pain from indecision and eyes that linger out of longing...yes, Kyungsoo thought he knew what it would take to make a beautiful performance out of this song.

As soon as they started practising, Kyungsoo realized he had more body chemistry with Hyunggu. They went over the dance moves, at first counting out the beats to make sure they were matching in movement even when they weren’t looking at each other. Hyunggu was not better than Yugyeom as a dance instructor by any means, but Kyungsoo thought he understood the other’s movements more. He supposed it made sense, after all, that night a few months ago they literally became one-

Ahem, that was just an one time arrangement. They both had crippling commitment issues and had no interest of pursing anything deeper. Life was easier without love involved but now, they were doing a song about love, playing the roles of star crossed lovers that the world had no place for. For Kyungsoo, this sort of story was right up his alley. What was it that he read from a netizen blog a while ago? Brooding charisma, yes, that was what the girl wrote and it accurately described him. As a bit of a natural downer, Kyungsoo was good at expressions of pain, anger, sadness and longing. He was just fond of angsting, alright? Let him live.

Kyungsoo practised as hard as he did for his last duo performance and was hoping he’ll slowly improve his dancing, to the point where he could be proud of himself and not worry about stressing out his talented duo partners.

Overall, the week went smoothly. Other than having to deal with Suwoong’s weepiness about how sexy his routine was and convincing the other it was just a performance and that he must focus on bringing honour their family, Kyungsoo felt pretty good. A day before performance time, one of the chairs that was their prop broke. Thankfully, Kyungsoo heard the furniture crack in time to just jump off of it. No one was hurt and Kyungsoo’s wallet wasn’t small enough to whine over buying a new pair of matching chairs. These ones were extra sturdy and slip proof to make sure the same thing didn’t happen on stage. They practised with them just to make sure they were perfect.

Finally, the performance day came.

Kyungsoo and Hyunggu walked onto the stage, each holding a foldable white chair. Kyungsoo was in a black shirt with jeans and Hyunggu was dressed very similarly except with a white shirt. They were really trying to go for that yinyang style. They positioned the chairs at the centre of the stage and moved forward to make their introductions.

As practised, the two held out one of their arms, making a cross between them. Hyunggu shouted out “Byeol Su!” and Kyungsoo, much quieter but still enthusiastically, said “Byeol Gu.” He was super embarrassed by this intro but Hyunggu put up a very convincing case about how it’ll make people amused and therefore make them more memorable. So yes, he decided to go with it but at the price of blushing furiously to the point that even the tip of his ears were red.

"Hello, everyone, we are Star Cross!” Hyunggu finished off their introduction cheerfully. Kyungsoo was ready to die of shame at this point and was glad when they stepped away from the judges and the rest of the audience to find their positions. Giving himself a second or two for a deep breath, pushing aside the embarrassment and focusing on his character, Kyungsoo heard the music start.

The two of them started out on the ground, their backs against their chairs and looking away from each other. Hyunggu was starting the song off, nice and gentle:

왜 내일을 오늘 골라야만 해

내일 일을 오늘 내가 어떻게 아는데

흐려져 가는 길과 나의 꿈들

When it was Kyungsoo’s turn to sing, they turned to face each other, jumping onto the chairs. They reached out towards the other party with their hands, only to pull back before their fingers could actually touch.

시간을 돌려 미리 내 미랠 보여준다면

어떤 길로 갈 지 내 길이 어딘지

알 수 있을 텐데

Hyunggu sang the following part and they two of them sat down on the chairs, leaning back until they were able to rest their heads on each other’s shoulder, but only for a second before they once again, pulled away.

어떻게 이렇게 나의 눈을 반쯤 가린 채

계속 고르라며 날 떠미는데

As they separated, they pulled their chairs along, changing their formation for Kyungsoo’s part, which was in full English:

Somebody let me know, tell me which way to go

Cuz I don't, don't, don't know

With that, they were in the chorus. The original choreo for the chorus part was nice but too calm, so they decided to switch it up. The choreo they ended up pulling from an earlier part of the song actually matched perfectly to the chorus and Kyungsoo was content with the change.

오늘도 답을 잘 모르는 질문에

끝없이 답을 해 자신이 없는데

이 길일까 저 길일까

내 선택들이 점점 두려워져

Kyungsoo sang as they reunited in the middle of the stage, their palms finally meeting as they danced. When they turned away from each other this time, their backs remained touching as if the lovers they were pretending to be couldn’t bear the idea of being any further away.

불안한 마음 마음 마음 마음 마음으로

난 또 다음 다음 다음 선택 앞에

가본 적 없는 길과 길 사이에서어떻게 내 길을 찾을 지 두렵지

하루 하루 가는 게

Hyunggu was singing as they walked away from each other once more, banging against the invisible wall that they pretended was separating them. Kyungsoo made sure his high note was clear and piercing in the background as their voices blended. They switched sides on the stage, pretending to look for each other as if that wall was still in place until they arrived at their final few lines.

Tell me, tell me

Tell me which way to go

They slowly walked back towards their chairs.

Which way to go

So tell me which way to go

Seated, their hands went to their forehead as if still struggling with the indecision. Kyungsoo turned his face towards the camera a little more, making sure his hand was not actually shielding his features from the light. Hopefully the brush of silvery highlighter Suwoong put on him would help accentuate his features and make his eyes pop but Kyungsoo learned a long time ago to not trust all of his cousin’s bullshit promises.

Tell me, tell me

So tell me which way to go

They sang the final lines together, their voices trailing off into silence. The performance, however, was not over as Kyungsoo got up from the chair, his back stiff and his brows knotted. His hand gripped the back of his chair, so hard that his knuckles were turning white. He doubted the camera would capture that but he was committed to his character either way. Kyungsoo exhaled slowly, but audibly and with one last look at Hyunggu over his shoulder, he walked away from the stage, leaving his ‘lover’ there to mourn over the loss alone.

He went half way down the stage before coming back to join Hyunggu. Tragic romance, hopefully they’ve done it well. For now, Kyungsoo was smiling again as he thanked the judges and his audience, all traces of that dejected man who had to abandon his love erased from his features.

#rkmga5 #rkmga5duos2 #rkkhg #rkkyg #rksuwoong #wc:1571 #first link: dance cover #second link: vocal parts divided #third link: original song

4 notes · View notes