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sergeantbarnessdoll · 9 months
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Mom Is Dating An Actor » Sebastian Stan
Pairings: Boyfriend!Sebastian Stan x Girlfriend/Mom!Reader with daughter Abby and son Ben
Summary: Y/N’s daughter and son find out that she’s dating an actor.
Warnings: Fluff, language, kissing, pet names (baby, sweetheart)
Written on my phone. I’m sorry for any mistakes and typos.
Header made by @buckys-wintersoldier
GIF IS NOT MINE! Credit goes to the creators.
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“You’re here!” You greeted Sebastian with a hug.
Sebastian smiles and wrapped his arm around your waist securely and used his other one to close the door. He gently set you on the floor and kissed you sweetly.
“I missed you.” You say against his lips.
“I missed you more, baby.” Sebastian says, pulling you closer to him.
You smiled against his lips and took his hand in yours, leading him to the living room and sat down on the couch.
“Where’s your son and daughter?” Sebastian asks.
“Their friend’s mom is giving them a ride home. They should be home soon.” You tell him.
You moved closer to him and Sebastian wrapped his arm around you.
“Are you nervous to meet them?” You asked, looking up at him.
“A little. I just want to make a good first impression for them.” He says.
“There’s nothing to be nervous about.” You take his hand in yours. “They’ll love you.” You say with a reassuring smile.
Sebastian smiles and leaned down to kiss you. That’s when the door opened and closed.
“Mom, we’re home!” Your 13 year old son Ben shouts.
“Are you home?” Your 13 year old daughter Abby asks.
“Living room!” You shouted back.
Their jaws dropped the second they walked in the living room and saw Sebastian.
“Abby, Ben, this is my boyfriend—” Abby and Ben interrupted you.
“Carter Baizen!” “Bucky Barnes!” Abby and Ben say at the same time in surprise.
Sebastian chuckles at their surprised state and stood up, holding out his hand for them to shake which they did.
“I’m assuming you two already know who I am. Your mom told me all about you guys.” Sebastian says with a smile.
Abby and Ben nodded their heads. They were so surprised that they didn’t know what to say.
“So you and our mom are dating?” Abby asks Sebastian.
“Yes we are.” Sebastian says with a smile and wraps his arm around your waist.
“This is the coolest thing ever!” Ben says excitedly.
“Mom is dating an actor!” Abby says excitedly.
You and Sebastian laughed at their excitement.
“So you two are ok with me having a boyfriend?” You asked them.
“More than ok.” Ben says.
“We just want you to be happy.” Abby says.
You smiled and gave them a hug.
“How about you two do your homework and we can go get something to eat.” Sebastian suggested.
They nodded and went to their bedrooms to do their homework.
“I think it’s safe to say that they love you.” You say, hugging Sebastian.
Sebastian kissed you in agreement.
“I love you, Sebby.” You say against his lips.
“I love you too, sweetheart.” Sebastian says softly, smiling against your lips.
🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
-Bucky’s Doll
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blueberryreads · 2 years
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♡·˚tags per actor·˚♡
no actual real actor x reader, only characters
ADAM DRIVER CHARACTERS
kylo ren  (smut, fluff, angst)
flip zimmerman  (smut, fluff, angst)
dan jones  (smut, fluff, angst)
adam sackler  (smut, fluff, angst)
clyde logan  (smut, fluff, angst)
misc. adam driver characters (smut, fluff, angst)
CHRIS EVANS CHARACTERS
steve rogers  (smut, fluff, angst, social media au, multipart)
andy barber  (smut, fluff, angst)
ransom drysdale  (smut, fluff, angst)
ari levinson  (smut, fluff, angst)
lloyd hansen  (smut, fluff, angst)
SEBASTIAN STAN CHARACTERS
bucky barnes  (smut, fluff, angst, social media au, multipart)
destroyer!chris  (smut, fluff, angst)
steve kemp  (smut, fluff, angst)
carter baizen  (smut, fluff, angst)
misc. sebastian stan characters (smut, fluff, angst)
JON BERNTHAL CHARACTERS
frank castle  (smut, fluff, angst)
ethan sawyer  (smut, fluff, angst)
TOM HARDY CHARACTERS
eddie brock  (smut, fluff, angst)
venom  (smut, fluff, angst)
(fics will only be tagged as venom if they actually include a relationship between venom and reader)
alfie solomons  (smut, fluff, angst)
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jobean12-blog · 4 years
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Exhale
Pairing: Carter Baizen x reader
Word Count: 372
Summary: You and Carter get some quiet time together. 
Author’s Note: This is for HBC’s @the-ss-horniest-book-club character appreciation day and Carter Baizen. I enjoy writing him attentive and soft and this was just a little drabble that I wish would come true! I love when someone washes or combs my hair and yay for baths! haha Thank you all for reading! Much love always ❤❤❤
Warnings: Sweet soft fluff 
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Carter turns on the bathroom light, taking the high heels that dangle from your fingers and placing them by the door. He turns on the bath, testing the water before adding your favorite bath bubbles. In comfortable silence he removes the bobby pins from your hair, combing his hands through the silky strands as they fall around your shoulders.
“You look absolutely stunning tonight.” His lips meet your bare skin in a soft kiss. Slowly unzipping your dress, he lets the silky fabric pool on the floor, helping you step out of it. “Although, it’s hard to say I don’t prefer this.” All of his movements are languid as he takes off your lace underwear, kissing his way all the way back up your legs.
When you’re completely naked you turn to him and start undoing his tie, nimbly undoing each button of his shirt after and pulling it off his shoulders. You make quick work of his belt and get his pants and boxer briefs off but not before smoothing your hands over his chest and abs. “Shall we?”
He takes your hand in his and helps you into the tub, gently getting in and settling behind you. The water is warm and soothing, Carter holding you tight to his chest. He takes some water and wets your hair, gently massaging some shampoo into your scalp. “Mmmmm, that feels so good, Carter, thank you baby.”
Without a word he continues washing your hair, taking his time before carefully rinsing it out and adding some conditioner. You lay your head against his chest and close your eyes, letting his hands wander over your body with the soap. “This is my favorite way to spend our time.” His sweet words cause you to open your eyes and shift your gaze to his. “Me too.”
Carter kisses you sweetly and you turn yourself around in his arms to sit in his lap. “My turn.” Running your fingers through his short hair you wet it and get some shampoo, lathering it up and rubbing it along his scalp. He moans under the pressure of your fingers and you love how vulnerable he is in these moments, just the Carter you love, free of it all.  
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fuxkingmarvel · 6 years
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The Spirit of Christmas Giving:
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Summary: Spending Christmas at Carter Baizen’s house.
Pairing: Carter Baizen x Reader
Warning: None, just fluff!
It was Christmas Eve, and the night was winding down to a close at the Baizen’s house. Over by the tree, you were all seated and smiling, you and Carter sitting close and comfortable on the couch by the open fire while Nate and Serena were cuddled into each other as they sat near the tree.
"Okay, alright, it's gift exchanging time. I've held onto my gifts long enough." Serena said, smiling enthusiastically as she held 4 bags in her hands, all of them rather large with smaller bags inside. "Who's first?" she then asked, looking around.
Carter lightly raised his hand and smiled lightly, going to get his gifts from under the tree. You smiled brightly as the group of you lightly clapped and cheered. You held a cup of spiked eggnog in your hand, sipping it as Carter started to speak.
"Alright guys, so the holidays finally came around, and it was kind of difficult to find gifts that you'd all like since all of our personalities are different, but I really hope you guys like your gifts. I love you all and I hope you all have a Merry Christmas and please, show up to my New Years Party so we can all enter 2019 drunk off our asses and smiling like idiots." Carter said, chuckling as he raised his glass in Christmas cheer.
"To Christmas Giving!" Carter exclaimed, smiling as the rest of the group raised their glasses in cheer. 
"To Christmas Giving." Serena and Nate said in unison with you, smiling and sipping their drinks. Carter smiled brightly and nodded, chuckling.
"Alright, alright, let's hand out these gifts now, shall we? Y/N, babe, I love you so much, and this is for you." Carter said, handing you a pretty good sized bag, with small bags within it. You smiled brightly and went up to Carter, kissing him lovingly.
"Thank you, Carter, I love you so much more. Merry Christmas babe," you said to him, happily exchanging gifts as you handed him his gift, which resided under the tree. You smiled brightly and started to quickly take out the gifts, trying to figure out what was in each bag.
"Hurry up, I wanna see the first gift!" Serena encouraged, smiling brightly as Carter nodded.
"Go ahead babe," he said, pulling you in. You smiled and opened up the first gift, which was a beautiful forever rose encased in a glass done, certification and authentication certificates within the glass dome. You smiled brightly and looked at Carter with wide eyes.
"Carter--it's--it's beautiful!" you exclaimed, kissing him lovingly and smiling brightly, staring at the rose. "Is it real?" you questioned.
Carter smiled and nodded.
"Real and hand-dipped, beautiful. I wanted to get you something that would last as long as my love for you would..." Carter said lovingly, looking at you with love in his eyes. 
You smiled and kissed him lovingly once more, before setting the Forever Rose down gently on the coffee table in front of you, admiring it as you continued to open your other gifts. Continuing to open the next two gifts, you smiled at one small but long velvet box and another square shaped box, and looked at Serena, before looking down at the boxes again and opening them. 
Upon opening them, the boxes revealed a $40,000 Cartier rose-gold necklace with diamond accent-stones encrusted on it, and two Angara Pear Morganite rings worth $3,000 each, encrusted with diamonds and rose-gold accents around them both. Your eyes went wide at the jewelry in front of you and you were speechless, looking at Carter and quickly trying the jewelry on, it all fitting perfectly and beautifully complimenting your skin tone. 
You looked at Carter with a loss for words, but Carter simply nudged his head and encouraged you to continue opening the gifts. You nodded and blushed hard, smiling brightly and digging deep in the bag to find two cute sweaters which were soft and warm, along with a beautiful Christmas ornament engraved with his name and your own. 
You gently shook the bag and heard a jingling attached to a card, and furrowed your brows, grabbing the card and flipping it over, finding a pair of brass keys attached to the card. You stared down at the card and then looked at Carter.
"Babe...babe, what is this?..." you mumbled, caught in shock. Serena’s eyes went wide and she held Nate’s hand, staring at the keys. Carter smiled and took your hand and kissed it.
"Y/N, I love you so much. And I want you to know that...that's a key to my summer house. I want to take you there someday and spend a summer with you, and only you, if you'll let me." Carter said softly, smiling at you with his light blue eyes. 
You smiled and nodded happily, kissing his lips deeply.
"Yes, yes, I'd love to go with you, of course, I would!" you exclaimed, smiling brightly and laughing in content. Carter smiled brightly and nodded, kissing your hands in joy. You smiled and admired all your gifts, feeling truly loved for the Christmas season. 
Nate and Serena smiled, Nate patting Carter on the shoulder.
"Nice going man. Proud of you," Nate said, handing Carter his gifts. "Now it's your turn! Open up." Nate encouraged, gripping Carter happily by the shoulders and gently shaking him. 
Carter smiled brightly and nodded, taking his gifts as Serena quickly got up to join you, wanting to admire your jewelry as well.
"Carter, they're so beautiful!" Serena said, nodding and smiling as Carter pulled out his first gift.
"Whoa, beautiful, what is this? It's huge!" Carter said with a bright smile, laughing and sitting down beside you to open up his gifts. As he pulled out the first gift, it was large and heavily wrapped.
"Unwrap, unwrap!" you said happily, excited for your gift to Carter and hoping he would greatly appreciate it. As Carter unwrapped his gift, he laughed out loud in pure happiness and excitement.
"No way!! Is this--is this for real babe?!" Carter exclaimed, unwrapping a Korg Pa300 61-Key Professional Arranger keyboard, mount and even some music sheets on hand. 
"Babe, oh my god! I love it--I love you!!! This is amazing--how much was this?!" Carter exclaimed, clearly excited. 
You blushed and shook your head.
"It doesn't matter, as long as you love it," you said, smiling.
You had saved up a lot for it, but you weren’t going to tell him that.
Carter laughed and nodded, playing a little song before excitedly putting down the key arranger and digging back into his other gifts.
"That was--that was the best gift I've ever gotten--Is this jewelry, no fucking way," Carter said, opening the leather box to reveal two solid black rings, which Carter was quick to put on. 
You smiled and laughed, Carter, pulling you in and kissing you lovingly.
"I love the gifts and I love you, thank you so much, Y/N!" Carter said, picking up the sleek new keyboard and excited to use it. You smiled and kissed him back before he pulled away, holding your Forever Rose in your lap and staring at it in awe and beauty, looking around at the family you gained in your friends, and the soulmate you'd found in your boyfriend, Carter."I'm lucky to have you, Y/N." Carter then said, holding you close as he lightly pressed keys on his arranger. You smiled and leaned against him, holding his hand. "I love you more, Carter Baizen. I love you more," you said, sipping your eggnog and listening as the convivial conversation continued amongst you and your friends under the warm holiday cheer.
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simplystevies · 3 years
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like you love me
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pairings || 70’s!pornstar!bucky x neighbour!reader
summary || your neighbour was never quiet, but when you came knocking on his door at four in the morning, you knew something was up.
warnings || 18+ minors dni, illusions to porn, alcohol consumption, reader is oblivious, unprotected sex, passionate sex, angst
note || this is honestly all over the place i’m sorry bdidndjdndjdjfjfb
wc || 2.3k
the day was dull, as were the other ones in the gloomy month of november. mornings were darker, barely having seven hours of real daylight. you loved the atmosphere.
you loved everything about it. the worst part, was your neighbour decided that it would be a great time to start bringing women home. your rooms were on opposite sides of a wall.
every night, the banging of his headboard sounded through to you. you were surprised that the wall hadn’t caved in. most nights were spend with you blaring queen before the banging stopped.
slowly, your schedule started to mould his. you were waking up when he did, sleeping when he did. your job at the cafe wasn’t very accepting on you being late every few days.
your neighbour was a sweet guy. his name was james, but he always asked you to call him bucky. his hair was somewhere near his jaw, his beautifully chiselled jaw.
his side profile was beautiful, enough to make your knees weak. he was easy to talk to, understanding. he wore dog tags around his neck, telling you stories about the war.
you met his friends, steve and sam, they were equally as sweet. steve was slightly awkward, even though he had no reason to, being so big and handsome. sam was equally as big and handsome.
the three of them seemed like the type you’d see at the gym and fall in love with each of them, or maybe you’d make eye contact with them at the airport and they infect your brain like a plague for days.
bucky was really charming, you figured that would’ve been a good attribution to why he takes multiple women home. he was already living in your apartment building when you moved in.
he showed you the ins and outs of the place, told you about the other people in the building. when you met him he had stubble and a tight haircut with a medium quiff.
he seemed to be following trends. you didn’t mind, walking up almost every morning and seeing him every day was a nice apology to everything that happens the night before.
sometimes you’d catch the women in the halls, if you were in for an early shift. they would give you a smile and wa— wobble downstairs. from the flushed looks and inability to walk, you gathered that he was good in bed.
if you were taking groceries up to your apartment, and bucky caught you, he’d take them all in. you hated it, but he assured you that it was okay and you could repay him with your treats.
every friday you would bake, bake for the week. cookies, brownies, pastries, anything. you would pack three of everything on a few plates for bucky.
“hi bucky!” you smiled as he opened the door. he smiled and looked at your hands. “ouu, more treats?” he asked, taking one of the plates from your hands, leaving you with two.
bucky walked away, allowing you to walk in. “yes, more treats, i put the chocolate chips in the brownies just like you like.” you said, putting the plates down. bucky turned you around and sighed.
“you’re amazin’, what would i do without ya?” he said, wrapping his arm around your waist. you smiled and kissed his cheek. he felt his cheeks grow hot. “i know what i’d do without you, i’d sleep better.”
your teasing tone made him chuckle and pick up a brownie. “y’know i cant held it.” he smirked, shoving it in his mouth. you rolled your eyes playfully and shoved his chest.
bucky smiled and sighed. “wanna sleepover tonight? promise no one is coming.” he smirked, pinching your waist. “hm, i don’t have work tomorrow.” you shrugged.
“please? i rented halloween and jaws, you can’t let me watch those alone.” he teased. you cocked an eyebrow before nodding. “fine, i’ll go get changed and i’ll come back.” you said.
bucky was ecstatic, already pulling out his tape of halloween. when you walked in wearing a tank top and shorts. he bit his lip as he sat down on his love seat.
he extended his arm, looking up at you. you sat down, cuddling into his chest. you felt something wet rub against the back of your thigh. you groaned and pulled it out.
you were now face to face with an empty condom. “wow, what a surprise.” you groaned, flicking it onto his lap. bucky groaned and lifted it himself. “shit, i’m sorry.” he said, getting up.
the night was fast, you two ended up sleeping on the couch in each other’s arms. you were the first to wake up, rubbing your nose and pulling away to stretch.
“mornin’.” bucky said, his voice raspy. you smiled and looked back at him. “i’m going out, later tonight, feel free to join me.” you winked, standing up. “you leavin’ me already?”
you shook your head, sitting next to him again. “just needed to stretch my back.” you mumbled, putting your head back on his chest. bucky’s hand moved to your thigh, his thumb rubbing the bottom of it.
you two stayed and spoke for another two hours before getting up and walking to the kitchen. “i need to get ready.” you mumbled, grabbing a bowl and pouring some cereal in it.
bucky ate breakfast with you before letting you leave, almost. “you gonna come tonight?” you asked, turning at his door. “i can’t, got work.” he shrugged. you scoffed and shook your head.
“work is code for super hot babe?” you teased, pressing the button of his nose. bucky smiled and sighed. “you know me too well.” he shook his head, kissing your head and pushing you slightly.
you walked back to your apartment, getting into a shower almost immediately. you washed and shaved before getting out and brushing your teeth. you styled your hair and did your makeup.
you wore a pair of flared jeans, a neon pink crop top that showed your cleavage and high high-heels. you hummed as you sat on you couch, waiting for your friends.
once your friends showed up, you left your apartment only to be greeted by bucky and some blonde chick. you gave him a flat smile before walking away with your friends.
sometimes you think to yourself, what if i like bucky? he is a great guy, he does make you feel butterflies when he compliments you, he does make you happy when you’re sad.
you shake the thought from your head, tonight was about you and your girls, not bucky. there was no need to think about bucky and his dashing looks or his witty charm.
shut up. god can you just shut up! you irritated yourself by thinking about him, about how he holds a cigarette in between his lips, or how he always has his hand under your leg, rubbing your thigh.
how he always wants just to cuddle, invites you over for movies, enjoys your treats not because he wants to fuck you, but because he actually likes them.
some days you thought he felt the same. him kissing your cheek or nose, the way he held you close if you two were hanging out. every gesture made you think your feelings were the same.
but then the banging starts. the painful banging that makes your heart tear apart an inch with each bang. every day you thought it was different, only to find out it was the same.
you thought about as you downed a shot, the burning took your mind from the situation for a second, making you thirsty for more. you downed another, then another, then another.
eventually you were dancing with your friends, random men and whoever would take your grasp. you were having the time of your life, and for a moment, you forgot about your troubles awaiting you at home.
but, everything good had to come to an end. you drunkenly walked up the steps to your apartment, giggling to yourself. you finally reached your door, searching for your keys.
“crap.” you cursed, giggling as you leaned into your door. you sighed loudly as you realised your only option was to greet bucky with a wide drunken smile.
“y/n? it’s four in the morning.” his voice was groggy, his eyes barely opened. you giggled at him, looking down to see he was only in a pair of boxers. “nice wiener dude.” you joked, walking inside.
bucky sighed and walked you to the red love seat. “what do you want?” he asked, rubbing his eyes. you looked around his apartment, it looked almost exactly like yours. “you’d think after the war they’d pay you enough to get a nice house.” you blurted.
you couldn’t help it, it was like word vomit, saying anything and everything. “hey, shut up.” bucky lightly slapped your cheek before walking to his kitchen.
you gasped and looked up at him with your eyebrows tied together. “here, take this.” he said, handing you two aspirin and some water. you smiled and took them, grabbing bucky and pulling him down.
bucky groaned and went to get up. “are you gonna leave? or do i have to babysit you tonight?” he teased, lifting you up bridal style. “i left my key with my friend.”
bucky rolled his eyes and brought you into his room. he stripped you of your jeans and crop top, going to grab you one of his shirts. your hands connect with his shoulders, pulling him in.
you kissed him roughly, hungrily. bucky kissed back, his hands moving onto your waist. “stop.. stop.” he whispered, pulling away. “i don’t wanna take advantage of you.” he shook his head.
“i want this, i want it real bad.. bucky just give it to me.” you begged, kissing him again. bucky sighed and gave in, pulling you into him. his hands moved under your thighs, lifting you up.
he placed you on his dresser, grinding against you. you whined, pulling him in by the light fabric of his boxers. “need you, bucky, fuckin’ need you.” you whispered, your hands moving to his face.
bucky nodded and pulled down his boxers. “do you want me to use a condom?” he asked. you shook your head. “i gotta feel you, james.” you sighed. bucky felt himself melt.
he moved your panties to the side, his forehead pressing against yours. “do you still want this?” he asked. you nodded and pulled in his hips. bucky smiled and slid into you.
you let out a loud moan, pushing your head into his. bucky groaned, giving you a few seconds to adjust before thrusting into you slowly. you whined, throwing your head back.
bucky shook his head, his hand moving to the back of your head, pulling your forehead against yours. “look at me.” he whispered. for a second, a tiny second, you felt like you were loved.
the feeling was so unfamiliar but beautiful, you wanted to saviour the moment forever. you kept your eyes on his, sweat growing on both of your foreheads.
you felt like you were floating. the both of you, drifting into the sky. you sighed, shutting your eyes for just a second. when you opened them, the moment was gone.
you were back in bucky’s apartment, both of you clung too each other. your hands moved around his neck as you cried out, bucky hitting the spot deep inside of you that you couldn’t even explain.
your toes curled and your tights squeezed around his hips. “is that it? that where you want me?” he asked, repeating the exact same slow and harsh thrusts. “oh my god yes! fuck yes!” you cried out.
you threw your head back as you felt a knot form in your stomach. “fuck, bucky, right there! oh, yes!” you moaned, biting your lip as you felt the knot grow tighter.
your legs wrapped around him as you released all over him, creating a massive mess. “oh god.” you sighed, pushing your head into his shoulder. bucky groaned as you clenched around him.
this led to bucky releasing ropes and ropes of his spend inside of you. “fuck.” he whispered, shutting his head and throwing his head back. you whimpered as he pulled out.
bucky watched as his orgasm slowly dripped out of you. there was a knock on the door— a pounding on the door. bucky sighed and pulled his boxers back up. “i’ll be back.” he said
you nodded and pulled up your panties. bucky walked back into the room with your keys in his hand. “thank you bucky.” you gushed, taking the keys from his hand.
“see you tomorrow?” he asked, smiling at you. you nodded and kissed his cheek. “bye bucky.” you mumbled, walking out of his apartment and into your own.
you cleaned yourself up, before getting into bed and falling asleep happily. the next morning, you woke up and got in for a shower almost immediately.
you walked out of your apartment, getting ready to see bucky with a smile. you looked over at his door to see him walking in with a blonde girl. you felt your heart shatter.
you froze. bucky turned around and his face dropped. “y/n, i can explain.” he said quickly, walking over to you. you shook your head and walked back into your apartment.
you sat on the floor, putting your head in your hands with a loud groan. this time wasn’t different, you were stupid to even think that it was anything but the same.
bucky’s heart broke as he watched your door slam in his face. he sighed and walked into his own apartment. “i cant shoot tonight, sorry.” he mumbled, walking into his room.
the crew and the girl sighed and groaned as they started to pack up, getting out of the room to leave bucky alone with his thoughts.
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strawboorybunny · 3 years
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Betrayed
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Pairing: Carter Bazien x Nerdy!Reader
Words: 1900+
Author’s note: Hey, guys! So, this is my first post. I had promised my lovely @cxddlyash a fic for her birthday! Let me know what you think! Enjoy and happy reading!
Warnings: Angst, fluff, an asshole and just Carter Bazien in general.
You took a drink of wine as you watched Carter from across the room. He gave you a wink and a smirk as the blonde he was flirting with took him to one of the back rooms of the club. You rolled your eyes before downing your wine.
You sat down at the bar waving to the bartender for another glass. You glanced behind you at the back rooms. You and Carter have been friends since you guys were kids. You have been there for each other until he started playing his games. You and Carter were very different. He was more into money and girls while you were more interested in reading and staying out of everyone’s games. But like the other girls, you fell hard for Carter Baizen.
You sighed before downing your second glass. The bartender gave you a glance as he cleaned a cup. You gave him a smile before placing money down. “This is for the wine and the drinks the guy I was with ordered.” He nodded and took the cash. You took out your phone and hovered over his name. You shook your head before putting your phone away and leaving.
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You sat on your couch reading a book. You groaned as you heard a knock on the door. You got up and looked through your spyglass. “Carter?” You whispered to yourself before opening the door. Carter looked at you before walking into your apartment.
“Where the hell did you go?” He asked while stepping into your apartment. You closed the door behind him and leaned up against it.
“I came home. You were…busy,” you mentioned and Carter chuckled, walking into your kitchen. You watched as he poured himself a glass of whiskey. 
He downed the alcohol before rubbing a hand down his face. “You could have told me.”
You scoffed. “Uh huh. So what? You could try to convince me to stay as you fuck another whore?!”
Carter then scoffed. “Is that all you think I do?”
“No Carter, I know that’s all you fucking do. And…and you expect me to go along with everything you do. I’m not like you Carter! I’m sick of watching your games!” You felt your anxiety rising. Carter walked towards you. 
He nodded as he licked his lips. “I see.” You watched him carefully. You moved away from the door and from him. You knew Carter was beyond pissed at you. He chuckled before pinning you against the wall. “Well at least I can get someone in the bedroom. I don’t think we need to be reminded about senior year now do we?” You began to tear up at the memory. You stayed against the wall as Carter left your apartment.
You looked at Carter from the passenger seat. “Are you sure about this?”
He gave you a reassuring smile. “Of course I am. You know I wouldn’t put you in any situation you were uncomfortable with.” You smiled slightly before looking at the mansion just down the road from the car. Carter got out and opened your door. You laughed as he held out his hand.
“What a gentleman.” You said as you took his hand. He laughed before leading you to the party. You felt uncomfortable as some of the girls glared at you for being with Carter. 
“I’m going to get us some drinks. You go wait outside for me. It’s not as loud out there.” He said to you over the music. You nodded before going outside. You shifted uncomfortably as a few guys checked you out. “Here we are.” You quietly thanked Carter as you took a drink.
Carter led you to a group sitting outside. “Ladies, gentlemen, this is y/n.” You waved awkwardly before sitting down next to Carter. You took sips of your drinks as Carter flirted with the girls. 
You glanced over at the guys. Some were participating in their own conversations. You blushed as one smirked your way. You looked behind you to see if anyone was behind you. He chuckled slightly before shuffling towards you. He introduced himself as Victor. Carter patted your thigh as you and the guy flirted back and forth. He whispered in your ear before getting up with you.
Carter glanced at you before motioning to the guy. You chuckled as you heard him say, “be careful with her.” Your smile faded when you noticed some of the other guys looking at you with devilish smirks. “Come on, babe.” Victor said before putting a hand on your back. He led you through the party and up the stairs. He pulled you against him as he began to kiss your neck. 
The people in the hallway moved out of your way as he pulled you into a room. You bounced as he pushed you on the bed. He kissed you heavily as he began to strip you of your clothes. With the alcohol running through your system, you failed to notice what was happening around you. You shifted uncomfortably as Victor began to go lower. He glanced at you as you began to push him away. “I-I don’t feel comfortable with this…”
Victor rolled his eyes as he sat up slightly. “Can you just shut up so I can fuck you and get this over with. I have more people on that fucking list to get to.” He said as he went back to kiss your neck. You fully pushed him off and began gathering your clothes.
“What list?”
He scoffed and went to grab his phone. Your eyes widened once you noticed it was recording. “A list of pathetic girls to fuck that we bet money on. I’m shocked you didn’t catch on being friends with Baizen.”
You shook your head as you wiped the tears away. Carter wouldn’t do that to you would he? Before Victor could say another word, you quickly left the room. Your mind was running a mile a minute as you pushed through the dancing bodies. You wrapped your arms around yourself as you walked home.
You wiped your tears away. “Fuck you, Baizen.”
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You laughed as you and your friends walked into the club. It had been a month since the interaction between you and Carter. “Alright ladies, I’ll be right back with drinks.” Sarah said before heading up to the bar.
You sat and chatted with the other girls until Sarah got back. “Y/n, I just want to warn you because I love you that Baizen is here.” You froze slightly before looking for him. You rolled your eyes as you saw him flirting with a blonde. You downed the shot Sarah brought back. The girls exchanged looks. Sarah smiled. “Yeah! That’s the spirit babe!” The others took their shots before Sarah asked for more.
After a couple more shots, you gained the confidence to go and confront your best friend. As you made your way, you heard a voice you haven’t heard since that night. “Come on Baizen. You still owe me for that night. I may not have fucked her but I still got her clothes off. That’s gotta count for something.” Victor said before taking a drink of his scotch. “She was the last person on that stupid list and it was your idea.” Your heart broke when you heard Victor say that. Tears clouded your vision as you turned to walk away. Carter was about to say something when he saw you walk away from them. His eyes widened slightly before going after you.
“Y/n!” Carter yelled over the music.
“You fucking asshole! That was one of the worst nights of my life and you were in on it! I can’t believe you would do something like that! That fucking hurts worst than getting humiliated.” Carter looked at the crowd gathering around them. He sighed before bringing you to a more private location.
“It was a harmless joke, y/n” He whispered as he tried to grab your hand. You scoffed before moving your hand away.
“A harmless joke? You’re the fucking joke Baizen. I want you to leave me alone.” You said before walking out of the club.
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You smiled as you took in the aroma of the café. Sarah waved at you as you approached the table. “Hi honey. I got you a hot chocolate.”
“Oh you’re the best.” You said as you sat down and took in the smell. She laughed before looking at the door as the bell rang. You gave her a confused look as her smile faded. “What?”
“Baizen just walked in.” You turned and locked eyes with Carter. He hesitated before walking over to you guys. Sarah rolled her eyes. “Bazien. What do you want?” She said with a fake smile. You gave her a look. She shrugged when she looked at you.
“I want to talk to y/n.” 
You grabbed Sarah’s hand before she could reply. “We can talk. You have a minute.” He nodded and motioned to an empty table. You gave Sarah a reassuring smile before following Carter.
“So, how have you been?”
You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms. “What do you want? You have a minute.” 
Carter sighed. “Look, I’m sorry. I was younger back then and an idiot. I wasn’t really thinking-”
“Bullshit. Forty seconds. I don’t want your lies Carter. You only care about money.”
“I don’t only care about money. I care about you the most.”
You bitterly laughed. “If you actually cared about me, you wouldn’t have set me up. Twenty seconds.”
Carter groaned. “Why do you care so fucking much?” He said lowly to not make a scene.
“Because it hurts to be betrayed by someone you love. Time's up, goodbye Carter.” Carter stared at you as you got up.
“You love me?”
You nodded and walked away.
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Carter sat in his car staring at your apartment building. After your interaction in the café, he has done nothing but think about what you had said. Maybe that’s the reason why he felt so guilty when you left the party last night. Maybe he was just hoping it was something you could work past but it caused you pain and it was all his fault. He didn’t want to realize his feelings for you. He felt as if he would have been looked at differently if he was with someone like you but that was just high school talking. He fell in love with you and didn’t want to face it.
He gripped the steering wheel before hitting it in frustration. He then got out of his car before making his way up to you. He hesitated before knocking on your door. He smiled slightly when he heard the muffled, “I’m coming.”, before opening the door. You looked taken back when you saw him. “Carter-” Your sentence was interrupted by Carter grabbing your waist and pulling you into a kiss.
He pushed you into your apartment before he broke it. “Wha-”
“Don’t say anything. Just listen. Please.” He said before looking into your eyes. “I love you, y/n. I felt so guilty for what I did to you and I am so sorry. I was stupid and didn’t realize what the fuck I was doing. I just-I can’t lose you.” He said quietly. You smiled before pulling him into another kiss. 
You placed your hands on his face. “I love you, Carter Baizen. Now and forever.”
He smiled. “Be mine?”
“Always.”
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MYPALBUCK’S MASTERLIST
a compilation of fluff, angst, comedy, tropes and alternate universes. please note that I don’t write smut.    ➯ check my pinned to see if requests are open    ➯ i write for marvel/sony characters and misc characters played by the mcu cast!
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last updated: 24/12/21
CHRIS EVANS CHARACTER MASTERLIST
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HE LOVES ME, HE LOVES ME NOT ↳ In which sometimes loving people from afar has dire consequences. {hanahaki au}
SOMETHING GREAT ↳ In which your first tinder match isn’t what you expected {social media au}
LOVE AT FIRST TASTE ↳ an alternate universe where soulmates can taste whatever their soulmate tastes. (Soulbound/soulmate)
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Two Ghosts ↳ In which two people, trying to move on from the loss of their lovers, find themselves fated to one another.
New Years Day ↳In which love can expressed in many ways and Peter Parker experiences it all.
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Pairing: Carter Baizen x Bass!reader
Warnings: a little angsty, kinda sad at some parts, bad writing tbh 🤪🥴🙃
AN: I have been working on this for WAYYYYYYYYYY too long for it to suck this much
“Babe I’m here.” You call, walking into the kitchen of your boyfriend’s family’s home.
You walk around the penthouse, looking for him. Finally his mother appears, eyes glued to her phone.
“He’s in his room.” She mutters, walking away before you can even say thank you.
You shrug to yourself, knowing better than to bother her at all. Turning the corner, you make your way over to his room.
It seemed as though you were always there. His parents were used to you just walking in, as was the maid.
“Hey Baby, your mom told me you were in here and-.” You start as you enter the doorway, stopping when you see the mess of his bedroom. His clothes are tossed all over the place, empty hangers fill the closet and the thing that really makes you stop is the duffel bag laying across the bed.
“Oh! Hey y/n...” He says as he walks out of the en-suite, looking surprised to see you.
“Hi... what’s- what’s all this?” You ask, a feeling of unease settling into the pit of your stomach.
“I,” he begins, tossing some of the clothes and other junk into the bag as he speaks. “Am leaving. I’m sick of this place. And of all this stupid glamour.” He finishes, a smile on his face as he finally looks up at you for the first time since you’d gotten there.
“Oh? And where are you off to then?” You ask with a playful smile of your own, hands on your hips.
“Anywhere I want to.” He responds.
You grin, sitting down on the bed. “Sounds like fun. What if I, say, came with you?” You ask, looking over at him hopefully.
“No!” He exclaims, making you jump a little. “Sorry, I just mean no.” He sighs.
“And why not?” You ask with a frown, feeling a little bit hurt.
“Like I said, I want to get away from all of the stupid glamour.” He mutters, looking back at his things.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” You demand with a scoff.
He groans, finally looking over at you again.
“I mean, you’re a part of this place.” He blurts, looking away again as your bottom lip starts to tremble.
“W-what?” You ask sadly.
“You’ve faded into all the glamour y/n. You’re exactly like all the spoiled, gossiping rich girls at Constance.” He cries, shaking his head a little.
“Excuse you?” You demand, glaring over at him.
“I need to get away. From you, from this city, from the money hungry people. It’s nothing personal.” He shrugs nonchalantly, as though he hadn’t just single handedly shattered your heart.
You march up to him, slapping him hard across the face.
“I can’t believe I’ve wasted so much time on someone who would talk about me or my friends like that. Go to hell Carter.” You hiss, tears stinging your eyes as you storm out the door, letting it slam harshly behind you.
You quickly walk back to the elevator and press down, not looking back at all.
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Stepping off the platform you sigh, looking around you at the familiarities of the old train station. Memories come flooding back, making you remember the pain and suffering you endured while you were last in New York.
Much like Serena, you’d ran away from your problems. You figured bits of your shattered heart could probably still be found around the city, fragments of your past turned to dust by now.
“Hey! You’re finally here!” Serena exclaims excitedly, pulling you in for a tight hug.
You laugh softly, embracing her and her sickeningly sweet perfume before grabbing your suitcase from behind you.
“Hey. It’s great to be back.” You say, looking around almost hopefully.
“He isn’t here.” She says simply.
You sigh, beginning to walk with her quietly.
“I figured he wouldn’t be.” You say softly, a sad smile appearing on your face.
“He’s not even in New York anymore. It’s like he disappeared or something. So I’m sure you won’t see any of him. Definitely not at the ball.” She assures you, squeezing your arm in support.
“Yeah. Probably not.” You hum absentmindedly. You shake your head a bit, blinking yourself out of the past. “Whatever. Where’s my idiot of a big brother anyway?” You ask, forcing a smile to spread across your lips.
“Surprisingly, he’s not at the empire. He’s actually at cotillion rehearsal.” She says with a roll of her eyes, making you giggle a little.
“Oh? I’m shocked.” You laugh as the two of you climb into the back of the car parked outside just for you.
The drive is silent, you looking out the window in thought of the past and Serena on her phone, leaving you be. She knew better than anyone, even your brother, how much you needed space when it came to thinking of him.
“So, who’s your escort to the ball tonight?” You ask, trying to fill the silence.
“Oh, I’m not going. I just didn’t take much interest in it anymore.” She says with a shrug.
“Ah. I’m sure Cece is pleased.” You say teasingly, smiling a bit.
“I haven’t told her yet but I’m sure she’ll understand.” She says and you raise an eyebrow but she merely shrugs.
After dropping your luggage off back at the hotel, the two of you go off to the dance studio where you find the majority of your old schoolmates in the middle of dance practice, twirling and switching partners with ease.
You watch as your brother dances around with the girls who, to no ones surprise, were practically drooling over him along with his best friend.
“Oh great, y/n is back.” Blair says sarcastically as she comes over and pulls you into a hug, making you laugh a bit.
Though Blair could be hostile, she and Serena had become your honourary family over the years which happened to mean you were used to it.
“Hi B. Good to see you too.” You say with a smile, leaning back against the wall.
“Why aren’t you getting your ass out there? I thought you were taking part in cotillion this year.” She asks.
You let out a sigh and push a strand of your hair behind your ear.
“Yeah I was. Then... I just don’t feel it anymore I guess.” You say with a shrug and a half smile. She nods a bit, understanding what you mean. She quickly rushes back into the crowd and continues with the dancing, smiling apologetically your way as she glides past.
“So why are you here if you’re not going?” You ask Serena, not taking your eyes off of the couples.
“I’m meeting with grandma and Dan so they can meet.” She explains and you nod, following her through the bodies of dancing teenagers as she goes running over to the boy you’d heard so much about.
“Oh, Dan this is y/n, Chucks little sister. Y/n, this is Dan, my boyfriend and his little sister Jenny.” She introduces with a smile.
Dan waves awkwardly and you nod in greeting, too busy watching the dancers to speak.
As much as you didn’t want to take part in the cotillion, you couldn’t help but be mesmerized by the traditions of the whole thing. The dancing was the best part, something magical about moving in sync with everyone else in the room.
Lily enters the room, talking on the phone with one of the many organizers of the event. She lectures them for a moment about how Cece wouldn’t be happy if she didn’t have it exactly her way.
You for one, knew for a fact that that was true.
“Y/n, darling you’re back.” She exclaims as she slips her phone in her bag, hugging you quickly.
“Yeah I figured it was about time and you know there’s no time like the present.” You tell her with a smile and she smiles back warmly.
The two of you chat for a moment but soon Cece arrives and Lily is back to being busy with her planning and with her family.
You stand by your lonesome, swaying to the music as you watch your old friends together, ignoring the nagging feeling of nostalgia tugging at your heart.
When the music stops, your brother comes waltzing over to you with a sly grin.
“Ah so my baby sister finally decides to return to society.” He comments and you roll your eyes, smiling a bit.
“Oh shush. I was away at school, not dead.” You giggle, hugging him tightly. He reluctantly hugs back, knowing you wouldn’t let go unless he did.
To many people, your brother was cold and closed off and a perve. To you, he was a big old softie with a wall around his heart, keeping him closed off to anyone he felt necessary. Still a perve, you knew that much. Just not around you.
“Let’s go runt, you’ll see everyone later.” He says, wrapping an arm around your shoulder.
“Yeah yeah. See ya Serena.” You call over your shoulder and she smiles and waves as you walk away.
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That night as you sit at the hotel painting another coat of nail polish over your toes, your phone starts ringing. You pick it up, holding it close to your ear and carefully putting down the brush.
“Hello, y/n speaking.” You say, listening for a response.
“Hello darling. It’s Cece.” The woman you remembered so well says sweetly from the other end.
“Oh hi Cece. I’m sorry we didn’t have the chance to catch up earlier.” You say, sitting up a little straighter even though you know she’s not actually in the room with you.
“It’s fine dear, don’t even mention it. I just called to ask if you would consider helping me plan the rest of the cotillion. You always have had an eye for detail, I’d love to have you there as a second opinion.” She asks hopefully.
You look out the large window at the darkened New York sky, pondering your options.
“I’d love to.” You reply, already regretting your decision.
“Oh lovely. The tea that Blair is throwing is tomorrow so you can come with Serena and we’ll discuss it then.” She says.
“Alright, I will be there. Goodnight Cece.” You say back sweetly, not bothering to mouth your confusion to Serena coming to tea. She says a quick goodnight and hangs up the phone.
You sigh, wondering why you decided this was a good idea.
A few hours later, your brother once again comes barging into your room without so much as a knock.
“Chuck, you do realize there’s a door there for a reason right?” You ask him, moving over to make room for him to sit down.
“I’m aware.” He replies.
“Then why didn’t you use it? For all you know I could’ve been changing.” You remind him with your arms crossed over your chest.
“Oh please. I have girls around here often enough that you know not to leave the door open when you’re changing in case I have company.” He says with a doubtful eyebrow raised.
“I’ve also been gone for about a year. What if I had forgotten?” You point out.
He rolls his eyes. “I know you. You have a good memory, you don’t forget anything.” He says simply and you shrug, knowing he’s right.
“Alright then. What exactly did you need?” You ask, leaning back into the pile of pillows behind you.
“”I heard you’re helping with cotillion. You sure you can handle that?” He questions, examining your face for any sign of upset.
“I’ll manage thanks. How’d you even know about that so fast?” You ask, eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
“A little Waldorf told me.” He says with a smirk.
You make a disgusted expression and smack his arm with a pillow, recoiling a bit.
“That is one of my best friends you’re talking about. And she’s technically your best friends girlfriend. You’re lucky I don’t like drama otherwise I’d have told Nate by now.” You scold seriously.
Chuck scoffs. “You’d betray your own brother like that sis?” He asks, feigning hurt.
You nod. “He’s also one of my best friends. I definitely would.” You say as you pull a blanket over your body.
He laughs a bit, rolling his eyes. “Always the loyal one sis.” He remarks sarcastically before making his way out of your room.
You curl up more, trying to get yourself used to to living in your fathers hotel instead of a quaint dorm room again.
After a few hours of fitful tossing, turning and overthinking, you finally drift off.
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“Ah y/n, there you are!” Cece exclaims as you come out of the elevator to Blair’s penthouse.
You’d decided against coming with Serena when she’d told you she was coming with Dan, not feeling like being a miserable third wheel.
“Hi Cece.” You greet with a welcoming smile, pulling your bag over your shoulder a little more.
She gives you a moment, rushing around as you pull off your coat and put it down with your purse and then she comes rushing back, clearly enthralled with the planning.
“Alright dear, I’ve had one of the other volunteers set up a table over here for you to work at. You can also participate in the tea of course, it’s just until everyone else arrives.” She instructs and you nod, taking a seat at the table she pointed out.
You sit there for a good hour, working out the last minute details Cece had no clue what to do with.
By the time you’re finally through everything, the majority of the debutants are sitting in Blair’s living room, listening to Ceces stories in complete fascination.
You recognize the story shes telling and decide it would be a good time to get food, walking over to where you see Dorota standing, ready to help anyone who needed it.
“Hi Dorota!” You say happily, having missed her more than most others. She was always happy to see you over with Blair and Serena when you were young.
“Oh miss y/n! It’s been so long.” She says cheerfully, pouring you a cup of tea.
You gladly take it, chattering a bit with Dorota until she has to get back to work.
You stand in a corner by yourself, not wanting to bother anyone as you try to listen to more stories but your train of thought continues to go back to the time where you were happier than ever on the Upper East Side.
Your thoughts are interrupted as you hear the one name you thought you’d never have to hear again.
“Serena darling, this is Carter Baizen. Your escort for tomorrow night.” Cece introduces and you feel your heart practically stop and you swear you hear it’s slow cracking.
How you hadn’t noticed him with her at all before Serena arrived, you had no clue. You didn’t really care either. You just wanted to be able to disappear into the floors and never come back here.
Memories flood through your brain, making you wince a bit as you feel the starts of an incoming headache.
“Y/n are you ok?” Isabelle asks, clearly concerned.
You wave a hand as best you can, feeling like your feet are glued in place.
“Yeah totally fine. Just busy you know?” You offer, forcing yet another smile.
She nods slowly, clearly not completely buying your response but obviously not caring enough to pester you for more of an answer.
Knowing better than her minions ever did, Blair hurries over to you as subtle as possible.
“Oh my god, I cannot believe he’s here.” She murmurs, sneering at his back. “The nerve of that boy. Are you ok?” She asks, turning back to you with a much softer expression.
“Fine. Nothing I can’t handle.” You mutter, staring down at the floor and away from your former love.
“Are you sure? Because I can have him thrown out of here if you want. It’d be more mercy than he deserves but.” She asks, trailing off a bit.
You smile weakly, squeezing Blair’s hand a bit.
“As oddly sweet as that is B, I’m fine. I swear.” You respond. She sighs, clearly bored by the idea of not being allowed to mess with him.
You usher her away, knowing how badly she wants to go mingle and walk over to the food, grabbing something you can shove into your mouth.
“Very classy y/n.” A voice says from behind you and you turn around, looking at him wide eyed with your mouth full. You quickly swallow the food in your mouth, trying not to choke in the process.
“Baizen. I’d say it’s good to see you but I’d be lying.” You mutter, crossing your arms over your chest to keep from figetting too much.
“Ah, the classic Bass hospitality I see.” He notes sarcastically, his overly confident smirk in place.
“I save it just for you.” You retort with an icy smile.
“Ah yes, that’s exactly what I thought.��� He replies, popping an appetizer into his mouth.
“Oh because you know me so damn well.” You mutter bitterly, voice dripping with sarcasm.
He rolls his eyes. “Yes actually, I like to think I do.” He says, lowering his voice so only you can hear him.
“Well, you thought wrong but are we really that surprised about that?” You growl, narrowing your eyes in his direction.
“What are you doing here Carter, no one here likes you.” You ask bluntly.
“It seems Cece does. And besides, I was asked.” He replies nonchalantly, taking a teacup filled with something that is definitely not tea.
“Oh please, Cece only asked you because you were once the model son. She just hasn’t seen your true colours yet.” You hiss with a smile still grazing your lips.
He scoffs, watching in amusement as you walk away gracefully, walking over to find Cece.
By the time you find her, Carter has already been talking with her for a while. You scowl at him before plastering on a smile and aiming it in Ceces direction.
“Oh y/n dear, perfect timing! Carter was just about to tell us all about his endeavours!” She says excitedly as she guides you and the other girls over to a seat around the Waldorf coffee table.
Though you try to excuse yourself several times, you’re forced to sit and listen to Carter boast about his travels, making small and nearly unnoticeable digs at Serena every now and then, trying to gauge a reaction from her.
You feel a twinge of hurt, wondering where they could have possibly been travelling together and why it was such a big deal to him.
“I can still kick him out.” Blair singsongs in your ear as she passes by again. You laugh, rolling your eyes a little.
“B, it’s fine.” You assure her for the hundredth time, hoping it’s believable.
She walks off with a shrug and you stand, not sure how much more of his voice you can take.
Excusing yourself, you walk back over to the table and drown your sorrows in tea and the last minute cotillion details.
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“Ok so the girls line up on the stairs and wait to be announced-“ Cece begins, pointing out the places as she explains.
“Cece, I’ve seen so many of these since I was a little kid. I know how they go.” You promise, squeezing her hand in reassurance.
“Alright dear, I have to go get ready so I’ll leave you to it, feel free to change in the bathroom over there if you don’t have to time to go home.” She instructs, waving as she walks over to the door.
You finish setting up after a few hours, quickly rushing into the bathroom and changing into the sleek y/f/c dress you’d brought with you, knowing full well you didn’t have time to get back to the hotel and change.
You fix up your hair and apply a layer of lip gloss before walking out, shoving your makeup bag, clothes and anything else you’d brought into your bag and discreetly placing it in the coat room along with everyone else’s things.
Walking out into the ballroom, you find all the girls and their escorts on the stairs. Quickly, you fix them into the order of their names being called and Jenny rushes around you to help Serena with her statement.
“Hey beautiful. What’s wrong?” You hear Carter say as Serena frowns down at the paper in her hands. You feel another twinge of hurt at the name.
“Serena, either fix your statement or live with it but I have to get it back to the announcer so please hurry.” You mutter, rushing past to fix all the others order and such.
You quickly go down the lineup, fixing the ties of the escorts too lazy to do it themselves, cursing yourself for getting involved in the event in the first place.
As you work you way through them, you fill with dread as you reach Carter.
“Need any help?” You hiss icily, glaring at his blue eyes.
“Please?” He asks cockily, grinning a little as you stand on your tiptoes to fix his tie.
“You know y/n, I’d much rather be escorting you, no matter how beautiful Serena may be.” He murmurs, gazing into your own eyes.
You bite your lip to keep from shouting at him, quickly untieing the knot he’d made and delicately redoing it to a satisfactory level.
“Should’ve thought of that before I was dead to you.” You whisper before moving on down the rest of the line.
You can’t help but feel his eyes watch your every move as you lean close to several of the helpless boys to fix their messy tie jobs.
Finally you finish and walk over to stand with Jenny, watching the cotillion.
It goes perfectly until they arrive at Serena’s statement. You cover your face with your hands in horror the more the announcer reads, cringing at the thought of Ceces reaction.
You knew the minute it was read that it was Carters doing and you felt yourself fill with rage once again.
You stand to the side with your arms folded in frustration while you watch the debutantes dance around the ballroom contently.
Once the dancing had begun, everything was back to its initial perfection and you felt yourself not only mentally but also physically relax, letting your shoulders release the tension you’d hardly noticed until then.
Suddenly, a boy you’d never seen before comes up to you, offering a hand and asking you to dance with him.
Not wanting to be rude, you nod, taking his hand in yours and walking over to the dance floor.
He places a hand on your waist, a little too close to your ass for your comfort but you ignore it, not fully caring as you get into the proper position for yourself.
But before you can even start moving, you notice Carter coming towards you from the corner of your eye, looking like an angry and jealous version of himself.
Before you have the chance to stop him or even register what’s happening, Nate stops him dead in his tracks and punches him in the face. The two start fighting to the ground before you pull yourself together, walking over and helping one of the other poor organizers pull them apart from each other.
“What the hell was that?” You growl at Nate.
“He was making a move on Blair.” He mutters back, fighting against your already weak grip.
You heave a sigh, smacking his arm.
“You’re an idiot! He has no interest in Blair. That I am sure of.” You exclaim, trying to drag him away from the party to prevent even more of a scene than he already made.
Ignoring everything else going on around you, you get one of the other escorts to help you drag him up to the entrance.
You run a hand through your hair and leave him there without another word, on your way back up the stairs when you see Serena taking care of Carter in the hallway. You stop where you are, hiding behind a wall.
Listening in, you feel a bunch of twinges of hurt when you hear him tell her that it hurt when she left him alone.
Wiping away a tear and taking a deep breath, you walk over, hands on your hips.
“Serena, you can get back to the party if you’d like. I can handle this.” You suggest, barely looking over at Carter.
“Oh... uh, ok. Sure. Sorry again.” She says to Carter before walking quickly away, her heels clicking on the floor.
“So...” Carter says, holding the ice to his eye.
“I knew someday you’d get socked in the face, I just figured me or my brother would be the one to do it.” You joke, sitting down next to him and grabbing the ice, gently dabbing it on his eye yourself.
“And I would’ve deserved it.” He admits, a ghost of a smile on his face.
You laugh a little, looking down at your lap. “Yes you would have.” You agree, feeling very reminiscent of the moments you’d spent together.
“I missed that laugh.” He says with a slightly bigger smile.
You roll your eyes. “Always the charmer, huh Baizen?” You tease, a soft smile on your lips.
“I suppose so, though, I never seem to charm the girls I really want.” He shrugs.
“Carter... those things you said... they- they hurt. They hurt a lot.” You start, tears in your eyes.
He looks away, a frown on his face.
“Yeah... I realized that after I said them. I regretted everything after I said it. I don’t know what made me decide to.” He sighs, running his hands through his hair.
“You were a total asshole. I’m still kind of glad Nate punched you.” You murmur with a small smile.
He chuckles a little. “Yeah I was. I hope you don’t think I still am.” He says sort of sheepishly.
You laugh a bit, a hand on his shoulder.
“What?” He asks, his eyebrows furrowed.
“Just remembering Nate socking you in the face.” You continue giggling, a smile taking over his face as you do.
“It isn’t that funny! But I’m glad you think so.” He chuckles.
Meeting his eyes again, you can’t help but let the memories of everything good between you come flooding back. Soon, you can hardly contain yourself, smashing your lips right onto his own in a moment of heat and desperation.
He returns the gesture, kissing you passionately, his hands trailing down your spine and leaving shivers in their place.
As you both pull away breathlessly, your eyes meet again and a glimmer of mischief appears in his.
“Guess that means I’m forgiven?” He asks hopefully, a grin spreading.
You giggle a bit, picking the ice pack back up and resting it back over his eye. “We’ll see about that Baizen.” You tease, but you both know you’re too enthralled with him to ever stay completely mad.
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Exception | Carter Baizen x Reader (Part 9) - FINALE
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Summary: What goes around comes around. 
Word Count: 3700+
Pairing: CEO!Carter Baizen x Lawyer!Reader, Carter Eleanor Lydia Baizen x OMC Christian Shepherd
Warnings: Pregnancy, Morning Sickness, Mentions of alcohol and prostitutes
A/N: This is my entry for @baezen‘s writing challenge. Shout out to @franksufferbuddy @propertyofpoeandbucky and @tinymalscoffee​ for being the reason why I even finished this fic. They were all so motivating! <3 But this is it, folks! It’s over! I finished another fic. 
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To say that the summer of 2020 had been a whirlwind would be an understatement. From your father’s sudden hospitalization that prompted your return to the Upper East Side, to your reunion with Carter Baizen and his unfortunate accident that led to your daughter’s arrival in New York City, to your rushed wedding… things had happened so fast that they seemed too good to be true. 
A perfectly happy ending that you did not think you deserved until you were reminded that not everyone was perfect. Your parents weren’t perfect in the way they had raised you, Gregory and Lydia weren’t perfect in the way that they had raised Carter, and you and Carter weren’t any different. The two of you had never been perfect. But you had made your worst mistakes, learned your hardest lessons and now you would move forward with your lives and try to be the best parents you could possibly be to your daughter. 
“Alright, she said she needs a few more minutes to get ready.” Annalise announced as she exited your daughter’s bedroom and jogged down the stairs. “How are you two feeling?”
As you stood at the bottom of the stairs with your arms crossed against your chest, you shook your head. “Annalise, I’m fine… I’ve seen her in school uniform before.” You reminded her with a sigh, turning over to look at your husband who looked as though he was holding back his tears even before your daughter had even walked out wearing her new uniform. 
“But you haven’t seen her in Constance uniform.” 
“I’m starting to think that the three of you are making way too big a deal about this.” You shook your head. “Constance is not a big deal, you know? She got in because she had good grades, there was no surprise there. She’s going there because she earned her place there and we’re not treating her any differently because she got in.” After all, humility was the one thing you wanted to teach your daughter even before she had arrived in the Upper East Side. “It’s just a plaid skirt and a white button-up blouse, for crying out loud.” 
“Our daughter going off to Constance is a big deal, Y/N.” Carter pointed out as he rested his head against your shoulder. “It’s not about the uniform. It’s about the legacy. You went to Constance, my sister went to Constance, our parents and grandparents went to Constance. It’s about the legacy that Carter’s about to uphold. You know how this works. Going to Constance means that she’s now officially a part of the Upper East Side and… she’s inevitably a part of our legacy here.”  
You nudged him away before rolling your eyes. “Come on, Carter. We’ve been saying that all summer. Yes, she is our legacy but… she doesn’t have to feel the pressures of it. That kind of pressure at that age doesn’t do anyone any good and you and I know better than anyone else… what the kind of pressure does to you when you’re young..” 
“Are you saying that you don’t want her going to Constance then?” He asked as he looked over at you, biting down on his bottom lip as he realized that you must have had your own anxieties when it came to letting your daughter run loose in the Upper East Side. As any mother should, especially when you had been through what you had been through when you had been a teenager yourself. Raising a teenage daughter in this hell hole was not going to be a walk in the park. “Y/N, talk to me…” 
“Carter, you know that’s not what I mean…” You shook your head before wrapping your arms around him. “I have no problem with her going to Constance. It’s just that… her world is about to change so drastically once she starts school here. The rich kids in London are not the same as the rich kids in New York, you know? I don’t want her to go into a culture shock when she realizes how wild the kids at Constance and St. Jude’s really are. I know how she is and I trust her. But I can’t say the same about the kids who… weren’t raised the same way I raised her. You know, I’ve done a lot of stupid shit because of peer pressure and I don’t want that for her.” 
Pulling you into a tight hug, he nodded understandingly. “Hey… I know what you mean. You worry about her because you’re a good mother. But she’s just a kid, Y/N. She is going to be exposed to the things that we were exposed to when we were kids. She’s going to make mistakes and we’re going to let her figure out the kind of person she wants to be. But you need to understand that she’s not going to make the same mistakes we made, because we’re here for her. We’re going to be here for her for as long as she needs us to. You raised her well, Y/N. Perhaps you should trust your good parenting like I do.” 
You chuckled softly at his last words before you pulled back from his embrace. “I never would have thought that Carter Baizen would be such a good father. But you seem to be doing much better at this parenting game than I am…” You admitted, leaning over to peck his lips. “I’m glad you’re a part of her life, Carter. She needed her father.” 
“Getting to be a dad was the best thing that happened to me, Y/N.” He admitted. “Us being a family, living right here in the Upper East Side of Manhattan where we grew up, our daughter going off to Constance… all of this feels right, like this is where we’ve always belonged, no matter how far we run away. This is home, this is us… and this was always how it was supposed to be.” 
You could not help but agree with that. This was always how things were supposed to be. You and Carter are married, your family businesses merged and your children attending Constance and St. Jude’s. “Think you can give her a ride to school on your way to the office?” You asked your husband, smiling in contentment. 
Carter nodded. “I can do that.” He replied, raising his eyebrow at you. “Why, babe? Are you not coming into the office today?” 
You shook your head. “I have to tie up some loose ends with the firm back in London.” You replied, shrugging. “I’ve still got a bit of lawyering to do for the day.” 
“Lawyering… right.” He rolled his eyes. “Oh and before I forget, you still owe me a date, remember?” 
You raised your eyebrow at his words. “Do I? I mean, forgive me for going against our deal, Mr. Baizen. But if I remember correctly, you clearly said to me that me going on a date with you would mean that you would back out from the offer to merge our companies. Now that the merger’s well under way, I guess that pretty much means that I no longer owe you a date, right?”
He shook his head at your words before laughing softly. “You really are a good lawyer, aren’t you?”
“I can’t believe it took you this long to realize that.” 
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As Carter Eleanor Lydia Baizen stood in front of the floor length mirror in her walk-in closet, she could not help but admire how she looked exactly like the younger version of her mother - just as everybody had been telling her ever since she arrived in New York. She had heard from her grandparents and Annalise that she was Y/N with Carter’s eyes, and as she looked at her reflection now, she started to see it too. She really was the best of her parents. 
Growing up without a father was not an easy thing for any young child. But knowing who her father was and still not being able to see him had been the hardest. When she had first asked you about her father, she had only been taken over by her own curiosity. She simply just wanted some answers to the unanswered questions about her life. But she had felt comfortable enough to ask you about him because you had raised her to be open and trusting with you. She had seen you as her closest friend rather than a mother, thanks to you being a young mother. 
You did not feel the need to hide the truth about Carter because you knew she needed to know at some point. Telling her that her father’s name was Carter Baizen and that he had been her best friend in the Upper East Side of New York City seemed to be more than enough. You hadn’t told her of the past that you had shared with him. You hadn’t told her about the mistakes you had made. The partying, the underage drinking, the drugs and the truly opulent wealth… you had kept it from her for the sake of protecting from the harsh reality of the Upper East Side. 
Perhaps that was why she was extremely nervous about starting at a new school in a new city. Having attended boarding school back in London, Carter Eleanor never had a problem making new friends. As no one really knew who she was, she had found it much easier to get along with people. But in a world where everyone knew her parents, she felt that she had quite the reputation to live up to. Boy, if she only knew… 
As she made her way down to see you and Carter standing at the bottom of the stairs, she could not help but smile nervously. “How do I look?” She asked, fixing the collar of her shirt as she swung her Birkin bag over her shoulder - a back to school present from her doting aunt. 
“Like a true Upper East Side ‘It Girl’.” You replied with a grin, making your husband look over at you in disbelief. “What? It’s true.” 
“You look like a princess, baby girl.” He agreed, his eyes glazing over at the sight of her in her uniform. He had hoped to keep his tears to himself, but failed miserably at the sight of how much she resembled your younger self. “Like my princess.”
“Thanks, dad.” She smiled, pulling him into a tight hug. 
You watched in awe as the two of them hugged, a part of you regretting having kept your daughter away from her father for as long as you had. But you knew that bringing her back to Manhattan had been the right thing to do. She seemed a lot happier here than she was back in London, making the most out of being in her father’s presence, having weekly shopping trips to Fifth Avenue with her Aunt Caroline and taking up an internship at the New York Spectator for the next summer at her Uncle Nate’s insistence. She really did belong in New York. 
With your Carters leaving for the house for the day, you found yourself crouching down to the tiled floor of your bathroom and emptying the contents of your breakfast into the toilet. At first you had assumed that it must have been indigestion. But you weren’t a complete idiot. You had been tracking your cycle ever since you had gotten rid of your IUD and you hadn’t missed your period once… not until now. 
Annalise Rosetti was a very observant and well-prepared woman, so she had bought you a handful of pregnancy tests the moment she learned that you had gotten your IUD removed. The thought that you were considered having more children, that too with Carter of all people, had been delightful to the woman who had been there during every step of your relationship with him. 
When she heard you gagging in your bathroom, she had rushed to your aide. “Miss. Y/N?” 
“Call Carter.” You told her as you flushed the toilet and gargled your mouth, splashing some cold water on your face as your eyes glazed over. “Tell him to cancel his meetings and come home right now. I need him here.” 
As you looked up at your reflection in the bathroom mirror, you could not help but feel the sense of deja vu that was lingering around your bathroom. In this same bathroom fifteen years ago, you had taken a pregnancy test that had come out positive. Feeling lost and confused at the age of seventeen, fearing that Carter might end your relationship if he ever found out, you had discarded the test and boarded your family’s private jet to Santorini. 
Had you told Carter the truth that night, your life would have turned out to be so different now. Perhaps this time around, you could do things right. Have Carter be a part of this pregnancy every step of the way. If you were going to take the test now, then you knew that you needed your husband right there with you. Keeping your pregnancy from him once had cost you fifteen years, and you were not going to make that mistake once again. 
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When Carter Baizen had gotten that panic-stricken phone call from Annalise that morning, he had certainly gotten worried - his first thought had been that he had seen you that morning and you seemed fine when you sent him off to work. The woman hadn’t disclosed the reason why you needed him home so soon, but he wasn’t going to question it either. If you needed him home, then he would just drop everything he was doing at the office and drive back home. 
Worried as he arrived at the penthouse, he had rushed over to your bedroom the moment he stepped out of the elevator. Hoping for the best but expecting the worst, he had found you crouched down by the toilet. “Y/N?” He called out to you, the concern clearly evident in his voice. “Babe, are you okay?”
You looked up at him, the tears streaming down your face as you tried to fight the nausea. “Carter… I-I don’t feel too good.” You told him, holding your hand out. 
Carter was quick to crouch down beside you, pulling your hair out of your face and rubbing your back. “Are you alright? Do you want me to call for the doctor?” 
You shook your head as you grabbed onto his arm, finally getting off of the floor and walking towards the sink. “Carter…” You wiped away your tears and turned on the water, gargling your mouth. “I’ll be fine…” 
“Y/N? What’s going on?” He frowned at the sight of you, but hugged you from behind as he worried. “Babe, talk to me.” 
“I think I’m pregnant.” You replied, looking up at him. “I’ve been tracking my cycle since I got my IUD removed and… I haven’t had my period. Annalise thought that I should take a test, but I just… I wanted you here.” Turning around to face him, you sniffled. “I wanted you to be a part of this pregnancy, every step of the way.” 
A smile crept upon his lips as he heard your words, a sigh of relief escaping her lips as he tightened his grip around you and rested his chin against your shoulder. “Oh darling…” His hands gently caressed your belly as he looked over at your reflection in the mirror. 
The mere thought that you wanted him to be a part of every single step in this pregnancy made Carter realize that he had finally redeemed himself in front of your eyes. From being the man whom you had loathed the most in this world to being the love of your life as he was always meant to be, he knew that you had always been the one who would get him out of his guilt. He was not proud of who he used to be back then, and he had always believed that being stripped of knowing his firstborn had been the price he had to pay for being so awful. But now, knowing that he would get to spend the rest of his life as your husband and the father of your children, knowing that it was what you wanted, none of the riches of the Upper East Side could ever hold up to that. 
“I couldn't do it without you.” 
He knew exactly what you meant by that, which was probably why he found himself tearing up. His own mistakes had been the reason why you had walked away from him, and the pain you must have felt when you had to do everything on your own, he could never imagine how you could have done it. He may not have had the privilege to be there back then, but he knew that he had to be here now. 
“You don’t have to.” Carter had assured you. “I’m not going anywhere and I’m not letting you do anything stupid, you hear me? We’re doing this and we’re doing it together, just like we always used to do things since we were kids.” 
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“Carter Baizen?! You're named after a legend!” 
“Carter Baizen and Y/N Y/L/N set the standards for being the ‘it couple’ around here!”
“None of us could ever live up to Y/N Y/L/N!” 
“You’re the secret love child of Y/N and Carter Baizen?” 
Not that Carter Eleanor had ever expected to find out about her parents’ udying reputation during her first day at Constance Billard School for Girls or anything. Her existence in itself was a reminder that her parents had been quite wild during their teenage years. But the extent of their influence in that school that seemed to have lasted more than fifteen years seemed just as commendable as it was a concern to that poor unexpecting child. 
Before she even set foot into her homeroom class, Headmistress Queller had made it known that her parents had been some of the worst behaved pupils she’d had during her career - here’s to hoping that she won’t live up to that legacy. Not the best start to the next four years, your daughter had thought, at least until she arrived at homeroom. 
Hearing her name being called during the attendance call had only sparked the interest of her classmates. Carter had never been ashamed to be named after her father. After all, it made her feel as though the man had always been a part of her life despite not actually being there until very recently. God, she wished someone would have told her that Carter Baizen was a legend - she’d had no clue until it was lunchtime, and she’d had a mob of upper year students from both Constance and St. Jude’s crowding around her table saying things about the so-called legend that she was apparently named after. 
“Uh… not really a secret since I’m here right now and not really a love child anymore now that they’re married?” She pointed out with a shrug of her shoulders, making a mental note to sit her parents down for a good scolding when she got home that night. “I’m kind of… very legitimate here, folks.” 
“You know, your dad invented the Lost Weekend, right?” One of the St. Jude’s boys who had introduced himself as Christian Shepherd mused. “He’s like a total legend around here.” 
Not that she had been paying attention to anyone else’s names, but she thought that one was cute. “The Lost Weekend?” She raised her eyebrow slightly, curious about her father’s reputation at his high school. 
“It’s kind of like a tradition around St. Jude’s. The juniors get together for a weekend and we stay away from the outside world. We drink, we party, we have fun.” He explained, his lips curling into a smirk. “No girls allowed though.”
“Not that I’d ever want to be a part of something like that…” She shook her head. “No offense to those of you who want to be going to that party. But fifteen years from now, it’ll all seem pointless. Believe me, I would know.” 
“I’ll be hosting this year’s Lost Weekend at my place. I’ll be providing the food, the drinks, the girls… and everyone practices what I preach during those forty eight hours.” He pointed out once again. “I’d hate to say it the way it is, beautiful. But your father would be so disappointed to know that you’re not keen on having his legacy live on.” 
“Hm…” Perhaps it was the fact that she was Carter Baizen’s daughter, but she knew a wannabe bad boy when she saw one. “So, you think that throwing some stupid party and bribing your classmates with alcohol and hookers would be enough to make everyone practice what you preach?” 
“What more could they ask for?” The boy asked, the smirk on his lips not even fading as he was being challenged by a freshman. He was only letting her speak because she was Carter Baizen’s daughter. “I do appreciate some suggestions for improvement though, if you had any. Surely, being the daughter of Carter Baizen means that you could enlighten me on what makes a good Lost Weekend.” 
“Oh no, I want no part in that party of yours or what it means to the boys of St. Jude’s. But if you’re really naive enough to think that hosting this party is a rite of passage… then suit yourself. I’m not going to stop you.” She wanted to laugh at how stupid this all seemed. But she was a fourteen year old girl who could not stand to see some pointless party be her parents’ legacy - to her, they were more than two self-obsessed teenagers who constantly made mistakes. “I’d hate to say it the way it is, Shepherd, but you can’t really be talking out of your ass about keeping up with Carter Baizen’s legacy when you’re looking right at her.” 
The air was so thick that one could cut it with a knife. But as the current bad boy of the Upper East Side stood there defeated by the new girl in town, one would not have been able to tell that this was just another saga in the making. 
They always started with the good girl hating the bad boy. 
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Number Two (Sebastian Stan x Reader)
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Characters: Sebastian Stan x Female!Reader (AU)
Summary: Reader hopes and dreams to be the first choice, but she ended up being an option.
Warning: Angsty, cussing, INFIDELITY, sugar daddy kinda relationship? I mean, well. You'll understand it soon after reading this. Italics meant a flashback in the end alright? I shall give you guys some angst yooooo!! Y/N means your name. 
Words: 2,386
A/N: I’m posting the ones I haven’t posted yet from Wattpad as I take my break. Might be taking one more week of break too. Hehehehe. 
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Kisses, feather like kisses were peppered on the back of your neck. His warmth enveloping around you, those comforting arms stuck on your waist, making you feel jello on the knees, soon enough to buckle and be weak for him.
"Draga," Sebastian lowly spoke ever so sweetly, still peppering you with kisses as he stood behind you, watching your skillful hands do the job in making dinner. His presence was making you weak, too weak for your own good. You hummed a reply, your complete focus wholly on the vegetables you were chopping. Sebastian's thumbs were slowly caressing your waist, his lips hidden behind the front of his teeth as he was anxiously trying to think how to word everything out better.
Better words that would not leave your heart in misery and in pain.
"I...I--Well," He stuttered, his heart skipping a beat. The image of you in his huge polo was making him want to stay, it was making it worth enough for another pathetic lie to be said for the latter. You were perfect in his eyes, despite of the stomach flabs, your height and especially your big, wonderful heart.
Y/N was the epitome of every man's dream, her attitude and personality was making him stay. Yet, why didn't he pick you in the first place?
"You're going?" You calmly uttered, your knife stopping halfway from cutting a tomato, a painful smile lifting the ends of your lips, wanting nothing more than to frown and show him how he was hurting you, crushing your big, innocent heart.
He hesitatingly nodded, his lips in a tight thin line. Sebastian wanted nothing more than to stay, he wanted to cherish this sweet, mirthful moment with you. But, why didn't he? Why did he still chose her?
"Yeah. She texted---told me we had reservations at eight in which I totally forgot about, she even said I asked for it the other night but it slipped out of my mind," He forgot, you thought. Even though you didn't want to cheer and be happy that you were making him forget her, you still did. Your heart clapped from the mistake he did.
Yet, why did it still hurt?
"Well," You sighed, spinning around to see Sebastian pouting, his mind currently in a conflicted battle. "---you better get going, Love."
Love. It was the truth. You already love him with all your heart, and the more this..relationship of your continues, the more it becomes difficult to let go. Not that you plan on doing that soon.
"You sure you're not mad?" He stared into your eyes, it was technically the window to everybody's soul and from his perspective..All he saw was your positive, loving self. Never seeing the wounds hidden behind those E/C eyes of yours. Nonetheless, it was hurting him to leave you either.
"No, I'm not." Lies. It was all lies because all you ever felt in that exact moment was pain. All you wanted to do was lock himself up in your apartment, wanting to scream at him as you hoped to be his choice, and not his option. "---you need to go," You fidgeted with the collars of his polo, eyes trained on his Steele blue eyes that you so wanted not to forget before it vanish soon, the other woman having the bigger privilege to stare at his gorgeous blue eyes all night.
The truth was making your heart itch in vain.
"But, I'm keeping this polo of yours. It's comfy," You joked, forcing yourself to smile. His pout turned into a chuckle, that's right. That's what you wanted his last image to be, his beautiful laugh. "You're seriously going to make me come out shirtless?"
"Oh come on, you have tons of shirts inside my closet. You can seriously have a sleepover and not be worried about having no clothes to wear the next day," All you could ever do was dream that he could sleep beside you all night, keep him tuck beside you with your love. However, he never did. A few times, sure. But, he always went back to her. He always comes back home.
And your only wish in your life was to finally be his home, where he could come home to you and only you.
All Sebastian could ever do was chuckle. It was a phrase that he could never answer back, he wanted to have that moment with you too. But, the knot he had with her was making everything impossible.
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"Try not to finish everything for me, I'm coming over again tomorrow," He smiled, the painful happiness reaching his eyes. Sebastian leaned down to give you a deep kiss, he so wanted more than just a kiss, but his phone kept vibrating inside his pockets and it was frustrating him.
The softness of your lips made him kiss you another, trapping that softness in between his teeth, softly tugging the flesh as he rested his forehead on yours, sharing exasperated breaths with you. After that breathtaking kiss, you were a goner. Definitely making your knees buckle behind you but you toughly stood on your ground.
"I love you," Sebastian voiced out completely breathless, like he was scared that somebody else would hear. Though the meaning behind those words made everything worth the sins. It made everything better. "I love you more," and it was the truth. You loved him more than he ever could do.
Sebastian left the apartment, not forgetting to give you another kiss before he went out and about. Back to where he was supposed to be. You bit your lip in sadness, your eyes turning hot and cloudy, tears threatening to fall as you stared at the ceiling, trying your hardest not to but everything you see was reminding you of him.
Your apartment, your clothes, your credit card, and basically everything. It was all from him, he bought everything for you, just for you to be his.
Even though, he wasn't rightfully yours to call.
"Fuck," You whined out, on the verge of tears as you held the curves of your waist. You held your nose bridge, trying to stop the tears from falling because you didn't want to cry. All you ever wanted was to embrace the positiveness, yet as you remember the previous rendezvous, the reality was making you down in the dumps. "---G-Guess I have to eat by myself then," You stuttered, taking small, grudging steps towards your refrigerator.
The freezer slapped open, taking out the beef you saw something shiny in the middle of the cave like, cold ice. Your fingers delicately touching the shiny jewelry sitting in the middle of your freezer, digging it out of the cold compartment. Your fingertips painfully feeling how cold the jewelry was.
He probably wanted the time to stop, even wanted her feelings for him to turn cold so that was why he chucked it in the freezer. What a dork, you thought out loud mindlessly. Shaking your head, you examined the jewelry resting in the middle of your palm and wanted nothing but to throw it away. 
Sebastian's wedding ring.
Despite of how he was trying to keep it away from him. It still hurt to see it up close and on the palm of your hand. Why? Because in the words of the country's law.
You were still number two, and will never be his lawful woman.
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"Welcome to Starbucks, what will be your order for today, Ma'am?" You energetically welcomed the new customer standing in front of you. She was a beautiful woman, perfect even. Her features were proportional and sharp, blonde hair wavy looking like she just had curled it with a curling iron five minutes ago. The woman had a physique of a sexy model, curvy and busty.
She was the entire opposite of you. Certainly even older than you.
"One Cinnamon Dolcè Lattè," She spoke with a raspy, sexy thread of her voice. It was probably her tone of voice, God had gifted her with a tone of voice like Scarlett Johansson. You nodded with a friendly smile, tapping her order up on the monitor screen laying in front. "Will that may be all, ma'am?"
"Oh, and a Caffè Americano," The beautiful woman added. You punched her orders and remained eye contact with her. "Anything else?" She clucked her tongue, taking a glance at the menu above her. You tapped your foot in habit as you wait for more orders to come.
"One Gluten free breakfast sandwich," She nonchalantly answered. When you thought she would order more, she began whipping her pretty head around, appearing to find a friend.
The woman's emotionless face lit up when she got a glance of the man she was waiting for. Her demeanor changed and especially her voice which turned higher and jolly. "Babe!" She called her boyfriend jogging towards to where she was. Your eyes went straight to the man's shoes. Grey Nike running shoes, black jogger shorts and a grey shirt, his white beats clung around his neck. You knew that style of outfit whenever he goes for a run, you knew those thighs...
Your breath became labored, palms began to sweat and your throat turned dry when you saw a very familiar face that was slowly coming closer. He certainly didn't felt your presence as he haven't got a glimpse of your dumbfounded face.
Sebastian laid his gorgeous Steele blue eyes on her, those eyes that have been staring at you lovingly the other night. Now, those orbs were fixated on a woman who he tied the knot with. A woman who was the first choice and not an option. "You want something?" The woman batted her eyelashes up at him and you wanted nothing more than to run off and escape from the nightmare happening in front of you. Yet, you couldn't because your feet stood cold and unmoving on the ground. Your eyebrows were furrowed as your eyes were trained on the sweaty, precious man that you love.
"Nah, I'm good. Thanks," He nonchalantly muttered, eyes still on her and you wanted him to look into your eyes instead. Just like how he does. The woman snapped her head in your direction, skimmed her eyes from your face towards your name tag. Her whole demeanor turned smug, a coy smile tugging her lips in a tight smirk. "That may be all.." She paused, reading your name before you saw a mischievous glint behind those eyes. "---Y/N,"
With just one mention of your name, it had Sebastian's eyes concentrated on you. His mouth forming a tight, thin line from the realization that you were right in front of him, from them, from his wife. His broad shoulders fell and became slacked when his eyes connected with yours. Everything came crashing down.
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It's definitely a small world after all. Destiny was giving you the agonizing pleasure to see the lawfully wedded wife face to face, making your make-believe world  disappear in just a snap.
Your eyes turned hot and your heart felt like Thanos was gripping your heart with his gauntlet. You knew Sebastian felt and saw the vulnerability you just launched. The world turned hazy and steady around you, even the noise buzzing around the coffee shop was slowly fading away, your focus only on the couple in front of you.
So, it was her. His wife still smiled so innocently, looking naive yet those smiles of hers..Hatred came with it, being the first emotion you see behind her eyes when she brought her walls down.  
She knew.
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"I’ve always wanted to be a Stan," You muttered beneath your breath as Sebastian hovered above you, his lips lightly ghosting on top of yours. His medium length hair cascaded around his beautiful face, caving in his gifted features as he looked damn breathtaking. Sebastian lightly pecked your lips, your hands shamelessly caressing his protruding bare firm chest, trailing down his fit torso.
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He avoided looking into your eyes, staring at your lips instead. He knew how your eyes were sparkling in aspiration and it was hurting him to answer the truth.
"You know that'll just complicate things, right?" He gave out a forced smile.
"I know, Seb. I was just kidding,"
You only gave a smile back as you trapped him in a heated kiss, dissipating the ache surrounding your sinful soul. Creating an unrestrained relationship with a married man was completely obnoxious, never have you imagined doing this all your life.
But, you loved him. You love him a little too much and it was too late to stop now because you would rather be the person he runs to and not the person he comes home to. You'd rather be labeled as an option than be labeled as nothing.
Only you can dream about being a Stan and you never know when you'll get tired of wishing when it'll come true...
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Taglist for every Sebastian thing I write (LMAO): @silverkitten547​ @crazybutconfidentaf​
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jayhargrove · 5 years
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How can someone be so adorable!💗💗
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strawboorybunny · 3 years
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Just A Favor
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Pairing: Carter Baizen x Reader
Words: 1300+
Author’s note: I hope you guys enjoy another Carter fic. I’m slowly working on the ones I have gotten started. I’m hoping to get more inspiration for them. So, enjoy!
Warnings: Fluff and we know that Carter is a warning himself
You felt irritation run through your body as you heard Carter shouting on the phone. Of all of the places he chose to take a phone call, it had to be the area you come to. For a good couple of months, this place had been quiet before he started showing up. He knows he irritates you. He loves to play with you and you don’t know what on earth you did to gain the attention of Carter Baizen.
You were broken out of your thoughts when you noticed a shadow above your book. You sighed before looking up to see Carter sitting across from you with a smirk on his face. “What do you want, Baizen?” You said before turning back to your book.
“I need a favor.”
You let out a dry laugh. “What makes you think I would help you with a favor? Why don’t you ask one of the girls you fuck around with.”
He ran a hand through his hair. “No, I, come on, you’re my only option.”
You closed your book before crossing your arms. “For?”
“Family party. My parents are more or less demanding I have a date and well, I figured it would be better if I showed up with someone who I haven’t fucked around with yet.”
You hummed and nodded slightly. “Yeah, no.” You said as you grabbed your books and got up from the table. Carter immediately followed you as you walked away. “Y/n please. Would you do me this one favor? It’s only for one weekend.” He said as he stood in front of you and grabbed your arms.
You looked at his hands before looking at him. “What exactly is in it for me? I’m not exactly one of those girls who wants to be caught with Carter Baizen.”
“I won’t bother you anymore. You won’t see me anymore and live your life Baizen free.” You smirked slightly. He smiled. “You like the sound of that?”
“Well, obviously.” You looked away as you tucked a piece of hair behind your ear. “Fine. I’ll do it. Don’t make me regret this, Carter.”
He smiled. “Thank you so much. First things first, I’m taking you shopping.” He said as he looked you up and down.
You frowned. “What?”
“Well you can’t show up to a party with the wardrobe you have. So,” he took out his phone and handed it to you. You gave him a slightly confused look. He rolled his eyes. “Give me your number and we’ll plan a time to go out.” You hesitated before putting your number in. “Thank you. Expect a date to be set.” He said before walking away.
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You sighed as you looked at the store in front of you. “I can’t afford this.” You said quietly. 
Carter stuck his hands in his pockets before shrugging. “Who said you were buying? Come on.” 
You stared at Carter for a few seconds before following. “W-what? I can’t have you do that. I can’t pay you back.”
“You don’t have to pay me back.” He said as he looked you up and down again. He then turned back and grabbed a few dresses. When you grabbed one of the price tags, your heart dropped. “Stop looking at them.” Carter said as he glanced at you. “Now go try these on.”
You groaned as you modeled another dress for Carter. He hummed before shaking his head. “Seriously? What’s wrong with this one?”
“Nothing. Just not feeling it.”
“Not feel- Jesus Christ.” You said before going to change into the next dress. 
“I can’t believe this is taking so long.”
You looked at the door separating the two of you in shock. “You can’t- are you fucking kidding me? You’re the one who brought me here to get a dress.”
He chuckled. “Touché.” 
You took a breath before walking out in a long black dress. “How about this one?”
Carter stared at you for a few minutes before nodding. “This one is great. You look great.” You blushed slightly before smiling. Carter took the dress from your hands once you finished changing. He glanced at you as you played with your purse. “Want to get something to eat?”
You looked at him. “What?”
“Do you want to get food?”
“Oh, sure. I could eat.” He took the bag before leading you to the food court. You looked at Carter as he was telling you about the party. The two of you ordered what you wanted before going and sitting down. You looked at Carter. “Are you sure you want me going?”
Carter sighed. “For the last time, yes.” 
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You looked at Ella through the mirror. She gave you a smile as she did your hair. “I can’t believe you get to go to a party with Carter Baizen.”
You rolled your eyes. “I'm just doing it as a favor. Besides, he promised to leave me alone if I did it, so it’s a win for me.” You looked down at your vanity. It had been a few weeks since the shopping trip. You hated to admit it but you had fun that day. Ever since then, you and Carter have continuously been talking. 
“Oh no. I know that look. You’re thinking about him aren’t you?”
Your cheeks turned a slight shade of pink. “I- no. I’m just thinking about tonight is all.”
Ella laughed before shaking her head. “Whatever makes you sleep at night, hon.” She finished the last touch before stepping back. “Go and get changed.” You got up and changed into the dress. Ella smiled. “You look so beautiful.” 
You smiled as you stared at yourself. You haven’t felt this beautiful since, well forever. You grabbed your phone when you heard it buzz. You grabbed your stuff before facing your friend. “He’s here.”
“Good luck!” She said as you walked out to the car.
Carter smiled when he saw you. “Wow, you look even prettier than at the store.”
Your cheeks turned pink before smiling. “Thank you.”
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You held onto Carter’s arm as you looked around the room. Everyone was dressed up and either catching up or talking about business. That is currently what Carter was doing. One of his father’s friends had stopped him to talk. “I see you have a beautiful date tonight.”
Carter smiled. “Yes, this is y/n.”
“It’s a pleasure.” The man said before turning his attention to someone else. Carter’s smile quickly faded and brought you to a more secluded part of the room. You let out a breath.
“Thank you. That was-”
“Suffocating? I know, I’m sorry you had to go through that.”
You shrugged. “It’s what I signed up for right?”
He let out a chuckle. “You know, I have never had fun at these things. You are making it more bearable.” You smiled before grabbing his hand. He looked over at you. He glanced down at your lips before he was called away. You giggled when he rolled his eyes before putting on a fake smile. You frowned slightly when you realized that this was going to end after tonight, that if you gained any feelings for him, it would just cause pain. 
Carter noticed the distant look in your eyes. He excused himself before making his way back over to you. He placed a hand on your shoulder. “Are you okay?”
You looked up at him with tears in your eyes. “When this is over, I don’t want us to go our separate ways. I- it has been one of the most real thing I have felt in my life. I don’t want it to end.” Carter placed his hands on your cheeks. He placed a kiss on your forehead.
“We won’t.” He mumbled against your forehead. “It’s been real for me too.” You smiled before placing your hands on his chest. He smiled as well before pulling you into a kiss. “How about we get out of here.” He whispered against your lips.
“I’d like that.” You whispered back.
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bad4mais · 4 years
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please i love him so much🥺
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