#Contemplating existence
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Life would be a lot more fun if I didn’t give a fuck about grades
But I need scholarships
#behold the field in which I grow my fucks#And see that it doth overflow#I don’t even know anymore#I’m sitting in my dark kitchen#Eating plain rice#Contemplating existence
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my favorite part about shiny hunting in area zero, specifically around research station 4, is seeing a bunch of pokémon spawn right on the edge of cliffs and immediately proceed to fall to most likely their deaths.
none of the fallen ones were shinies for me, but i know it will happen one day and i am preparing my tears for the inevitable.
#pokemon violet#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon sv#shiny hunting#shiny hunting iron valiant and they always just#stare off into the distance#contemplating existence#before plummeting to their dooms
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am i just going to walk through life feeling out of place where i ever i go or like does that improve
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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devs are JERKkin me around- like, wELL-----
#they gotta be doin this on purpose#'ok we just made the gamers contemplate self sacrifice and the emotional burdens of cross generational trauma as well as Existence itself'#'BRING IN THE FLUFFY MAIDS!!!!!!!'#let the gamers pet the bnnunies and the kitties until their emotional wounds heal#(enough so they can handle the NEXT ponderational event ehuoehooo coughHACK)#SAVE ME horrible customer service cafe SAVE MEEEE#nu carnival#nu carnival rei#nu carnival dante#nu carnival olivine#mirage of scales#sweet♡heart attack
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yessss Timmy drake you can collar your big brother and keep him in the cellar where no one but you will find him!!!! you'll keep him so so safe and he'll love getting on his knees for you 🥰🥰🥰
#some days I remember dicktim exists and then I fall to my knees#tw kidnapping#many grave contemplations of yandere Tim tonight...#dicktim#timdick#tw noncon#Muir talking
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he glows like a glowstick btw
#id in alt text#my art#dw#doctor who#tenth doctor#contemplating the crushing loneliness of your half-existence all by yourself buddy?#cw eyestrain#dr who ghost au#<- LOOK HERE FOR CONTEXT!!#yeah theres like at least half a dozen different origin stories for this au floating around in my head. theyre all equally valid <3
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podlet #11 is 🆙
what am i reading? more tumblr collab! by @maelstrom-of-emotions
about 20 mins listening time. the beginning of this story series was actually the last half of part 2 of podlet #10 lol. written by @undercover-stories and all of it inspired by a soulmates au prompt from @sun-ashes (as detailed in the podlet #10 post btw)
norbert. doing his very tough and tiring work as my emotional support kitteh
(=^・^=) btw his collar glows in the dark!

ps. if you enjoy her prose writing style (and how i read it) pls check out my very first podfic ever: https://www.tumblr.com/xiaokuer-schmetterling/772526632788459520/podfic-1-ch-1-12-of-12
#xk_s_reads#🆕 new arrivals#🛌📖 bedtime stories#the untamed#cql#mdzs#mdzs thoughts#wangxian#🆙 podlet#maelstrom-of-emotions#undercover-stories#tumblr collab#fandom is community#fandom is for fun#rated A for ANGST#happy/hopeful ending#in which we are reminded that. happy is not necessarily the same thing as fluff. and also. happy is a state of existing that requires#sincere effort and work to maintain. just like love#love is a choice. and an action as much as it is an emotion. and it needs fed with devotion and contemplative care to thrive#🔃 tumblr collab#norbert
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tbh I should make my peace with discord it seems like probably the best option for if you just want to talk about books in depth with a bunch of freaks but idk where to begin there or how to go about it
#i feel like you have to know people in the first place to even know they exist#does anyone have any good ones for people who just contemplate jean valjean all day lol.#or the old men of this book generally.#thoughts#i mean tbc i am in a discord or two but that's always been bc a mutual sent me an invite or something so it wasn't an action on my part#& they have been fun l'm just scared!
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is 20 too young to be having an existential crisis?
#fauxunraveling#fauxunraveling edit#girlblog#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#coquette#girlcore#girlhood#dollette#sadgirl#just girly posts#just girly thoughts#just girly things#girly thoughts#girl therapy#girl thoughts#girlblogger#pink girlblog#pink vintage#girlblog aesthetic#live laugh girlblog#lana del rey#i need a man#or a girlfriend#crazy girl#tumblr girl#existentialism#contemplating my existence#coquette dollete#just a girlblog
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woke up feeling like ye (drinking a boost for breakfast)
#coucou coco!#perhaps there will be an ensure for dessert 🙀#oh my gosh it is go time 🥹🥹 GOOD MORNING#if you do not hear from me in 24h then i have messed up the expt and am contemplating the purpose of my feeble existence#i m so nervous i could not sleep At All. AHHHUUUUGHHHH ; A ;#it will be okay!!!! life goes on 🥹👍 Yes!
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do you ever do or think something and then go christ. how fucking human of me
#brb need to contemplate the miracle of existence real quick#idk i’m sitting in my garage listening to music on my phone and thinking about how uniquely human this experience is#not a lot of non human animals sitting in garages and listening to music on their phone#anywho don’t mind me continue scrolling#ava rambles#tw existentialism#ig idk lol
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ok but hear me out: post qotd daniel/armand/khayman
#i want to write it but would I need to reread some first?#or shall I merely follow my heart and the inaccuracies may fall where they may#kinda thinking it would be a blend of show and book canon anyway so…..#rose rambles#again I’m just like: want to read it but it doesn’t exist sooooo#🤔 I’m Contemplating#interview with the vampire
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Day 26
Today’s board is:

Hhh,,, lamp,,,,
(From TV episode 5B As You Wish)
#htf#happy tree friends#htf nutty#he looks real outta it here#I say that as if Nutty has even been in it#whatever it is…#I mean it looks like he’s actually having a mental crisis here#and he’s contemplating the wiles and whims of his existence#But nah he’s just got lamp lol
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contemplating a comeback here
#there's no contemplating all it takes me is thinking about her#mentioned this freak to jannah yesterday and suddenly my muse is insane#i dont think i'll survive three blogs at the same time but we'll make it happen TRUST#meanwhile my multi is just existing somewhere . when was the last time i logged on
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