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[prideprejudce]

Also kind of related to the last alicent ask-- how objectively funny is it that the targaryens pulled alicent kicking and screaming into their weird blood purity incest tangle. For them, having uncle fathers and brother husbands and just generally blurring all the lines between family and romantic interest is sooooo normal. Yes its done massive damage to their psyches as we've seen with daemon in particular- but its passé to them at this point. For Alicent its breaking her BRAIN.

Like, Alicent who's deeply religious in a very westerosi faith and has classic nuclear family adjacent issues in contrast- overbearingly strict father, dead pedestalized mother to emulate, estranged sibling- is just SHOVED into the targaryen familial polycule and told to figure it out.

She keeps trying to bind herself to westerosi gender roles for comfort and safety, but bc of the targs she's now married an father/uncle figure, the girl who was supposed to be her sister growing up is now her daughter AND shes in love with her, her children are basically her siblings, and ALSO she's two of their mother in law(s?). Throw in the desperate parentification of aemond bc its not like viserys is helping her raise these kids-and its fucking her up!!! how is she supposed to have any sense of self when every role she would define herself by in a patriarchal westerosi culture has been fractured into twisted branches!!

It spiders into her other rationships too!! Her father otto has been treating her like both a daughter AND a pseudo wife, criston her lover keeps trying to assert himself over her choices in a very fatherly condescending way, and her brother gwayne is out in oldtown fathering her third son.

I sent an ask a while ago about how the tragedy of the alicent/rhaenyra/aegon triangle is that its an allegory for how targs just cant acclimate to westeros at all and end up breaking their dynasty AND the country by trying to force their culture to fit anyways, and i think you were so right in ur response that its not just rhaenyra/aegon/alicent who are the allegory but its ALL the targs in relation to alicent thats the allegory- they just cannot work with Alicent/westeros while she/its trapped in the current westerosi culture.

its hilarious bc it really is like having ONE catholic nun in an insane echo chamber hedonism cult and then being like 'why are you going insane bc of the incest and sex we're so over it it hasn't effected us whatsoever maybe if you try the kool aid you'll chill out' while she's desperately pretending none of this is happening and she's Not Involved.

this is a great point, and if you also go back to her as a child saying "you targaryens do have very queer customs" with noticeable disgust on face, and flash forward a decade later where she's marrying two of her children together in typical targaryen incest practices. I wish they had explored this more in the show and looked into how she feels about this currently, but I can't imagine she feels too great about it, and it's probably the reason why she went ULTRA religious with a five pound star medallion almost hanging from her neck. she wants at least some repentance for playing along in targaryen incest rituals, which goes against everything she was raised to believe

and like you mentioned, if you look close enough, almost EVERY relationship that alicent has is majorly twisted by either targaryen customs or her own stunted growth from being a child bride. she's now a grown woman who still has the mind of a 15 year old and is trying to navigate a civil war that she helped ignite in her rage and jealousy over her own private hell for last decade. she also swings from a protective parent role to having an almost eldest sibling like relationship with her kids who desperately crave more motherly affection from her that she is just not able to give (because she cant completely seal off her deep down resentment of them)

and to top it off, the purest relationship in her life (rhaenyra) with genuine love was also twisted into a familial one through an arranged marriage. if you also headcanon her possible romantic feelings for rhaenyra, you can times three that trauma on your score card as well

alicent literally was forced into the targaryen world of the snake eating its own tail (reduced to a bargaining chip for otto) with decades of inbreeding and family infighting for power and control and was told to play nice with them. no wonder she's out in the woods wandering around and dissociating lmao

[glassofoj-twitter]

Polnareff’s Prosthetics (read more about this au in the tags)

[crustyfloor]

Since it's shown that Ivan and Till came from the same dog pound--adoption center...I wonder if they recognized each other at Anakt garden and that's how their friendship started

[i97dante]

something about a notebook not meant for art makes me want to doodle and draw in it so much more than my actual drawing books and pads.

[kanakori]

finessed the psychiatrist for a month of sick leave and new meds im literally dennis (i answered every question completely honestly and lied about nothing)

[ociels]

it’s nothing new but depression really does change the way you perceive literally everything and it’s so…

[vashyuu]

2 hrs left on kinich banner im not gonna get him chat literally in school rn

52 pity guaranteed hahahshha, hopefully i get him on his first rerun with weapon ya!!

@yumerikka thank u again for the welkin i promise imma get him next time😭😭

@desirabletravel thx for the nonexistent prayer ig.

[goldencherriess]

When you realise that you're older than the characters you grew up reading about

[witchyam]

MY EXAMS ARE OVER LIKE ACTUALLY OVER OVER I HAVE NOTHING ON MY SCHEDULE NOW FOR AS FAR AS I CAN THINK LIKE AFTER A YEAR OF TORTURE

[bobfloydsbabe]

my new card arrived 🥳

[hauntedtrait]

i hope everyone with shitty roommates is able to stop living with them as soon as possible 🩷

[kreftropod]

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[vespvcc]

So, I quit my job, voted, went to counseling, and am about to go see The Substance with my bestie. Also, North Carolina so far is looking pretty blue, so it's been a pretty good fuckin' day, y'all

[ihearasound]

Remembering when my health problems started, and I tearily asked my mum what I should do if things don't improve after getting off my meds and she said "then you'll continue to take your meds for the rest of your life. What of it?" and my shoulders felt so much lighter. Yea, what of it?

[agoddamneddelight]

two things to say abt this. first of all, holmes has seasonal depression confirmed. he’s just like me fr.

second of all, their house?? proof right here that they retired together, there is no space big enough to house a tree behind any flat on baker st