#Deputy Penelope Thompson

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@thewanderer-000 and mine's fc5 ocs Penelope Thompson-Seed (left) and Phedra Dawson-Seed (right), comin together, gushin/droolin over Jacob Seed. They in their best dommy mommy boots and vampire, Elvira-esque dress. lol I is free for summer creativity madness.

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Penelope Thompson

Spun Gossamer

the easiest thing to do is stay quiet when something’s up. you’re not bothered, and you know what? you shouldn’t be! it’s none of your business, even when it’s entirely your business. it’s difficult (read: impossible) to tell if your cheery demeanor is a cover-up for something sadder, or if it’s simply your natural state of mind. you see a lot of things: people coming through town, people leaving the house and never coming back, lies and deceit of the highest degree. what happened to you? will you ever be that kid again? your presence smells like cotton candy, and your fingertips sparkle like stars. whatever white rabbit you’re chasing isn’t going to lead you to wonderland if you don’t start reaching out when you’re not feeling okay.

[thewanderer-000]

The Beasts Within(18+ and up)

Minors DNI

TW: language, violence, horror, gore and seggual scenes

It was a cold night running from a giant beast that had took the moose Deputy Penelope Thompson had been tracking, unfortunately the thing didn't go down easily. But that wolf like creature saved her as the moose was getting ready to charge, then the rifle she held tightly to went off getting the creatures attention. Penelope ran to her black truck, that thing was huge she thought but as she started to speed up something hit. Not enough to do much but enough to alert her.

"Holy fuck, it can't be. It was behind me" I drive at it as the beast jumped out of the way then after half a mile something rammed my truck. I hit a guard rail but not the part I wanted and I'm skidding off the mountain and hit the bottom. I cut my seat belt since I couldn't get it to unbuckle, a couple big howls echo in air. I feel too disoriented to do much and feel myself going unconscious. Only thing I see is three large creatures and I see the night sky then trees as I'm dragged. A ferocious roar bellows then loud screaming, screeching then a gurgling, the most horrifying sounds to wake up to in the wilderness. Then stinging burns my arm and leg.

"Oh, this is bullshit. Ow, and my radios in the truck with my first aid. What the hell was making that racket? I gotta go back, somehow" I don't know what to do first but getting away from the area is a must. But I'm tired, thrashed and scared, also hungry. I lay back to gather strength only to hear something large standing over me then I feel a hot breath huff over me. It pushes me with its head till I'm laying on my stomach, it's sniffing me all over then the creature licks at my minor cuts and scrapes. I fain unconsciousness till it roughly turns me over on my back, I whimper and it growls and the creature resumes licking my wounds.

'Oh fuck, please don't be a bear' I sneak a peep at the beast or what I could in the dark, it could been a bear but it's smell wasn't like a bear. At any moment it could have bite into me and shook me like a chew toy, I had to calm myself mentally and was succeeding. Then it bit into my clothing and started to drag me, I had to fain sleep then I heard a truck and pow pow. The beast dropped me and ran, I got up and ran to the truck where Grace stood.

"Deputy, we found you, what happened? We found your totalled truck, well, Jess alerted us to it as she tracked you down. She- she thinks a bear had done it, you don't look too bad get in and well take you to the lumber mill to mend and stuff.

"Thank you and that would be great, let's go" I say as I get on the truck and see Jess, it was nothing but a quick ride to the lumber mill. I got myself patched up and found sleep after I got a quick nosh. In the late hours I smelled it, I smelled the big wolf scent, I changed, that smell should be gone but then again this place has no windows. The beast knew me, it smelled and tasted my blood, bit into my flesh, didn't take any but it left a hell of a mark on my arm, leg and side.

"Is it here? Should I go see, nothing is a miss... Nah, gunfire isn't happening" I said to myself but felt eerie and nervous now. And now my radio crackled then cleared.

"Deputy? You feel sore? That smell still make you nervous, even now? Or does it excite you, make you shudder, arouse that space between your legs, don't answer. I already kno-" I interrupted before this guy could continue.

"Jacob!? Shut up" I say sleepily and he chuckles but I freeze as I hear that chuckle turn into a laugh right outside.

"Come on out Deputy. Or I'll blow your house down, and worse" I feel nervous but I'm not willing to see him do worse. I put a hoodie on, I think about putting on pants but this should be quick meet, not like they haven't seen me practically naked or naked. Like what's pajama bottoms gonna hurt. I see him through the window going to the trees, I just jump out the window so as not to draw attention. I follow him swiftly as I place my hidden melee weapon on, he more than likely knows but I'm still taking it.

"OK, what do you want big bad wolf?" I snark at Jacob Seed, he smirks and his eyes looked me over and I didn't like how he how he did it. But it was still kinda hot, focus.

"What makes you think I want anything" he says cool and collected, then I smelled it and it was stronger now, it was making me a little dizzy. I stumbled to go sit on the big rock poking out of the landscape, Jacob let me hold on him for a bit of support. I wondered if it was him or something else, I wanted him to stand back but I was overwhelmed and held on to him. I felt heat rising in me, and in my face.

"You that, its smell wild, like a big wild animal" I whimpered scrunching my face in disbelief, only for Jacob to chuckle and say something I couldn't focus on as I was going through some shit, I was cool but now it's hot. He got a hold of me with his big hands making me focus on him.

"That's not me darling, I was right though. You are strong even in this form and you smell amazing, I'm more than positive my brothers can smell you now. You'll be a great addition to our family, honey" I whimpered as Jacob began inhaling me, I felt slight wetness lapping at my neck and suckling on that sweet spot.

"Huh-, stop. It'shot-" I say feeling like I'm on fire and feeling uncomfortable with Jacob that immersed into me and it didn't help he was super warm as well. And this was what I thought about in my fantasies sometimes.

"Yeah, it's like that during your change, and your first change will be complete, if this is done right-. You'll be complete and mine, blood moon is near, we'll unleash what's been waiting" he said nuzzling himself into my neck and hair. I weakly try pushing him away and couldn't, he hauls me away and drives back near St. Francis as I am going in and out of consciousness. I wake up to women pulling and pushing me to a bonfire while each article of clothing was taken off. They replaced my clothing with a wolf pelt. It's so hot that I didn't care, I had very little sweat it was alarming but I lay there and hear some of them leave. I scan the area and see Jacob with specific blood symbols, a loin cloth on. Someone places a wolf like cloak thing on Jacob and he starts chanting when he faces me. I lay panting at the heat pulsing, I whimper feeling hot, I see the blood moon then Jacob kneels pulling me to him and starts putting symbols on me in the blood.

"Jacob, please?" I cry, he only hovers over me and practices breathing in and out over me and I follow suit, synchronize my breathing to Jacob's. He lays fully against me and I feel like we're connected by breath and more as we're flush together. And he gets up on his knees and takes a knife and opens his hand, he drips it into my mouth, I should close my mouth but I don't. Jacob says more then places his bleeding hand fully over my mouth and encourages me to drink it in, I do and feel it's warmth moving throughout my body and in my core. He pulled at his loincloth and like that Jacob's hard on finds its way poking at my entrance. It's so hot I feel myself shudder.

"Oh god" I sigh as his other hand slides his tip up and down my slit teasingly but he lines it up and thrusts in hard and fast then he slowly thrust in and out. We moaned at our new felt ecstasy, Jacob kept an even pace. Allowing me to get used to him and that didn't take long luckily, Jacob picked up pace then proceeded to pound away. He bite into me and I felt a trickle travel down my breast heading towards my neck down my side and to my belly. Jacobs once blue eyes were golden, my hands found themselves at his shoulders to push away but my legs stayed wrapped around him. I take notice of my hands, now clawed, I claw into Jacob because it feels so good.

"Oh Jacob! Yes, yes, yes, yes!!! Oh fuck" Jacob was rough at this point but whatever was happening I wasn't so soft and our moans turned into grunting. I pulled Jacob close so I could bite him as he did me, it feels so amazing and I wasn't sure who finished first after Jacob pulled out. But that wasn't it, and like that I feel amazing heat like the feeling from our passion but it got sweltering and began to hurt. I see those who stayed carrying on howling, growling and dressed similar to Jacob as I felt my bones crack, my skull fracture, my jaw, my bones creak and elongate wicked painful. Then my eyes shifting to a new view, I hear and feel everything, blood seeping from my mouth as I gurgle, choke, growling, whimpering and groaning. I black out from the pain, my only memories are running around on all fours, playing and chasing other wolves, helping in hunting moose.

So free, a familiar scent, a large wolf a bit scarred a few other wolves that smelled similar to the large scarred wolf. I burped and tasted raw meat and found that I wasn't alone I looked up at who I was sleeping on and seen it was Jacob. I pulled back only to bump into a sleeping man I sit up and assess where and what happened. I feel a slight pain, I had been doing more than running hunting, then flashed on a memory to being mounted by the large scarred wolf a few times. I look around and see a few others, I quickly get up and run to find the truck and dress up in my clothes. This was a lot, I was in such a state that I didn't even hear I was being followed.

"Hey, wait. Come on stay awhile, angel" Jacob said as he neared I quickly looked away from his nudity and pulled on my clothes. Thankful the Peggies didn't throw my stuff in a pile

"And what? Why would I do that, huh?" I retort defensively, as Jacob checked me out, his sly smirk on full display as he got close, his hands found my hips then circle to my back side. I sniff him and wanting him all over again like last night, I hold on.

"Cause this is where you belong, you are mine" I pushed away from him. That bothered me, I belong to no one but when he said it I liked it, it was a confusing thing at the moment.

"Ugh, I gotta get out of here" I try to get back to putting my clothes on but Jacob made me look at him, those hands making me look up into his eyes now, their blue again.

"Hey, you're mine, you are fighting it now but she knows where she belongs" Jacob stated while his hand rested on my chest.

"You mean what you cursed me with" I spat, he still held me, his touch soft, caressing my face.

"I didn't choose that, but it would have come for you eventually" I was hesitant to ask, but I knew exactly what he meant, if I asked it would only confirm that last night was real. I gag then Jacob had me stand to the front of the truck as he held back my hair as I vomit up flesh and more, he looked after me.

"Holy fuck it really happened? Fucking sick, I ate raw meat and-" I said and throw up everything from last night's midnight hunt, Jacob laughed and took care of me then we went back to St. Francis and let me rest.

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The light shone through the balcony doors in Jacob's room, a nap was the best thing and Penelope was surprisingly hungry. But first she had to leave immediately, she was attracted to Jacob and after last night it was something else, something so much more. Penelope didn't know what to do with this predicament, in a strange place with cultist werewolves that had overthrown a whole county, it's law enforcement plus a US Marshall. She slipped out of there and drove around the Whitetail mountains aimlessly, then found herself parked at the dock and sat. The evening setting in.

"A werewolf, I'm a werewolf now, scary yet interesting" I said to myself feeling it, I can smell things better, see and hear a whole lot better than before. But the hunt and being mounted by Jacob on more than a few occasions that night, I'm sore and probably from that change. A truck drove in and parked by my stolen truck but I knew, I knew it was Jacob and this was Jacob's truck. He'd have to come looking for it.

"So you needed to go for a little drive, I was starting to think you'd drive away a lot further" Jacob said after getting out one of the cultist vehicles, he looked so good I wanted to mate with him again.

"The thought crossed my mind, would you have followed me" I tease, looking at Jacob, he had a glow about him but that could just be because of the heightened senses.

"Yes, I'd throw you over my shoulder and uh-. Forget carrying you back home, I would take you where I find you. Bet that Adelaide would like to watch that" I laugh and blush furiously, this man. He wouldn't wrong.

"Think she would like to join too" I add, I know she would, Jacob shakes his head as he opens the truck door and goes to kiss my neck.

"Mm, I think we should do it some more and some more, babe" I am willing with his hands all over me. His big hands roamed and grope, I'm just going to give in and I can't deny that he feels so good. I kiss him and relish in the moment of want and desire.

"Mm hm" Jacob pulled on my clothes exposing my chest and stomach, one hand grabbing a tit and the other down my panties rubbing my mound so good. Jacob let his kisses trail off on my jaw, neck and down to my nipple then the other nipple. His mouth and tongue working diligently, he pulled away and took my shirt off as I quickly pushed down my pants and panties. Jacob threw off his jacket and practically ripped off his shirt, he lifted me up and took me to the camper shelled truck bed. With one hand he opened up the truck bed to set me down on the tailgate and let his talented mouth make way between my legs. He gives nice long flat licks from around my slit and sensitive nub, his hands gliding on and rubbing my thighs. He teases nicely, kissing and sucking on the inside of my thighs, drawing out whimpers and moans. Then to torture me a bit more he bites.

"Oh honey I could stay between your legs forever and a day" Jacob pants as he makes eye contact with me as I watch him, now he runs his hands from my thighs up to tits. His hands alternate from massage to his fingers toying with my nipples. Jacob's mouth teasing me but not eating me out yet, I'm begging him with my eyes and sighs but he continues to tease.

"Jacob, please, this is unfair" I lustfully state, he only hovers and gives softer kisses but not anywhere near my wet aching sex.

"You look beautiful like this" I whine at his words and manipulations, I bite my lip then try and push against Jacobs mouth. He softly laughs and his breath on me is making me more horny, and now I notice that his one hand is now stroking himself. His mouth continues kissing around my vaginal area, I'm so pent up and he is as well, I want it, I want him.

"Fuck, playing with your cock? I know you want it too, I want you so bad-" before I could taunt more Jacob latches his mouth on my clit lapping at it long and flatly while sucking tight. I am laid back on a sleeping bag moaning, legs wrapped around Jacob, my hips bucking as he holds me down. My one hand gripping the sleeping bag and the other holding on to Jacob, a swoosh of wetness. His mouth slowing down as my body trembles.

"Ahhh fuck, Jacob come on-" he doesn't wait, he plunges in my soaking wet hole making me squirm against him, we thrust with each other then Jacob pulled my legs up over his shoulders and thrust with more power.

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They spent a few hours entwined, and were asleep cuddled up in a sleeping bag big enough for two. A nice get away from cultist details for the werewolf couple of the Whitetail Mountains, Jacob began to stir before the sun rose as is his usual routine. But he wasn't going to rush out to do training, not yet, first he must rouse his sleepy love on his chest. He softly glided his hands all over her, Penelope only nuzzle more into Jacob to avoid consciousness. Jacob thought it funny, he's a bit of a morning person while she isn't.

"Darlin', wake up" I said in a sing songy voice as she lay slowly waking.

"No" she murmured, I'll get her up eventually.

[thewanderer-000]

Grandpa

Music Sunday

Tagged by @cassietrn @cloudofbutterflies92 @carlosoliveiraa @simplegenius042 I can't remember who has tagged me in a music thing, this was something I wrote that had music kinda involved. My severe ADHD itdn't focused at the moment lol or hasn't been focused for a long while, actually it's a bit of a roller-coaster in the creative department lol

Deputy Penelope Thompson sat tying her shoe getting ready to leave after her one of her many flings with Jacob. Penelope couldn't help it but hum the song she had stuck in her head, Jacob looked at her wondering what was the song. It sounded familiar but he couldn't place it for the life of him, definitely wasn't something he's heard in long, long time.

"Did daddies really never go away?

Whoa, whoa, grandpa, tell me 'bout the good old days

Whoa, whoa, grandpa, tell me 'bout the good old days" Penelope sang as she fastened her bullet proof vest, she heard me roll on to my side to hear her better.

"Hm, what is that?" I asked, Penelope looked confused like she forgot what she was singing. She pulled a t-shirt over covering her vest, Pen looked around my office room like she'd find the name here. Cute, she's kinda forgetful.

"I don't remember the name but the tune and some lyrics are in my head at the moment" she says have finally given up on remembering the song and artist.

"Pen, you know you looked cute trying to find the answer in this room, still waking up angel" I tease, she gave an eye roll and turned away.

"Whatever, big talk from a man sitting naked in bed still" I swat at her ass, Penelope giggled, I pulled her by the pants pocket to sit on my bed.

"How about you sing more of that song, well, what you remember?" She looked at me annoyed but also like she was trying to focus on the lyrics.

"Uh, that's all I remember, unfortunately" Penelope assured me with a little smirk on her lips, lips that I wanted to kiss, so I did. She immediately pulled away.

"I have to go, Eli has me busy with the resistance, remember" I gather her in my arms and nod no as I continue to keep her.

"Mmm, Jacob. Mmm-I, mm-have-to-mmm-Ja-" I have her on my lap and she doesn't try to leave again, I have her where I want. Til she pulled away quickly with a little excited look on her face as she nestled into me.

"Hey, what-"

"It's a Judds song, uh- Grandpa! You don'tknow how long that was plaguing me not remembering the artist and song" she said happily, relief on her face.

"Do you fall in love and stay?" I sing remembering that one part of the song, Penelope rolled her eyes and laughed.

"Shut up. You're cute, you know that?" She giggled and kissed my forehead and tried to leave again.

"Not happening. I worked so hard and come to find out I had time to lay back for a day or so you are staying here" I say holding her to me, she laughed and lay against me.

"Oh, well if that's how I get a naked Jacob why not say sooner" she said slipping her hands under her clothes to take off her bullet proof vest. I let her then she got it off and tossed it away, and got comfortable with me.

"Hm, you like this old naked bod?" I question, Penelope softly smacked my arm, and made a noise that I chuckled at.

"Don't say a derogatory word about my babe" she said and looked at me with little angry eyes, and I laughed at her cute face.

"You're sweet on me, I think too long in this shit pit of a bunker may have warped your lovely brain there darlin'" I teased, and she bite me but it was hot, so I slap her beautiful butt, she stopped to laugh.

"I don't think so" she just kissed my face a moment and lay back down, cuddling me, enjoying our time together.

"But I do have to go get someone to cover my shift if I'm going to be here with you, instead of occupying the shooting range" I sigh but smile and release Penelope, but not before trying to keep her on top of me. She kisses my forehead, her hands holding me still and then push me into the bed as she jumps off me.

"I'll be back Big Daddy Jake Cakes" Penelope says casually before she leaves my room making my face & ears hot and beet red. This woman will be the death of me, but I can't wait for her to get back.

[thewanderer-000]

Right here, right now(18+ and up) WIP

Tagged by the creative @cassietrn

Minors DNI.

TW: Violence, Language, gore, seggual scenes

A sunrise slowly climbing over the mountains while a creature of the darkness sat looking at the horizon before laying to rest. The Whitetail Mountains were so cold this early, frost coated everything more than enough to give it sparkle in the morning light. A new beginning to a beautiful day or at least that's what under cover agent Scarlet Dawn (aka Penelope Thompson) thought as she was to secretly infiltrate Eden's Gate. Looking into the disappearance of her former lover and Training Officer that first went under cover here. Lord knows what happened to him, she wasn't expecting to find him alive since his communication went dark weeks ago. And the agent that went looking for him also went missing, well ended up dying from a cliff accident or pushed, possibly murder.

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A long hike from one clue to another possibility was tiring on a count of this being larger than it should and everything going ass up. Tunnels heading out of Hope County were sealed, cultist take over, Deputies and the Sheriff were hostages except for Deputy Haig. Luckily for everyone she was there, even for Thompson some of the time. Though unbeknownst to Hope Country police department Thompson was on a mission even if it killed her. She played her role well, a civilian, a militias daughter, Scarlet Dawn.

"Miss Dawn, could you take the weaponry chest to the front, we gathered it from the Whitetails earlier and I really need to go to the restroom" a man said as he hot foot it to the restroom, I do what's asked of me. It's a bit lax when Jacob isn't here but when he's here and in a mood it's orderly and uniform. For the most part, I do my best to be away from him and his inner circle. I am cautious about being found out, eventually they will find out. And I'll have to leave town when they find me out, something is fishy here so maybe I'll end my search soon than I thought.

They are militant, I can't wait to go on patrol and go out to "Devils Drop", again, I hope I can get time to search thoroughly. I go through the motions till then, drills, inspection, and it's odd as usual. It was finally time, I about ran out, but my "superior" warned "I know you like it out there but careful, that Deputy Haig is out there". I'd dressed in regular clothes once far enough away, I walk and look for what I can but sometimes I felt eyes on me, even when I wasn't being recorded on Jacob Seed surveillance cameras. I walk and feel it, someone was following me, he was cautious but not so stealthy, I kept going waiting for his attack. I pretend to not notice as I take a break, then am grabbed with a chloroform rag in my face. I pull my concealed weapon and strike, he grunts and keeps hold on me then I'm weary as he applies more pressure. I am so close to falling unconscious, and see it's the one Deputy, Pratt, he is pulling out my stuff from my first aid. As I'm laying there feeling the whole world shifting back and forth.

"Shit, fucking bitch. Maybe Jacob was right about there being more to you huh, baby?" is the last thing I hear, I wake up possibly a while later on the Grandview Hotel floor. I remember finding a clue here and found out that civilians were possibly being thrown off a cliff known as "Devils Drop". I see no one was watching me and proceed to crawl away by the front desk, am cornered by Jacob Seed himself. He wouldn't there a moment where did he come from?

"Where do you think you're going?" he asks practically face to face, he's cool to the touch, his eyes are reading me and are dark in way that's frightening me. I try to move away from him but he growls in a way that isn't human, the chloroform has wore off enough that I smelled blood on the air. I don't know what to do at this point I assume I'm to die without knowing what happened to my former TO, Johnny Linder.

"I'll give you a chance to tell me what you were up to, before I deal with you. Now spill, TJ" I didn't realize it till now but I had tears running down my face, I didn't want to give myself away. Though I felt my cover was completely blown at this point, I could lie though from the look of Jacob he'll make me talk.

"I was looking for my former TO-" he cuts me off before I could say anymore.

"And former lover. Continue" he says, I clear my throat and am confused how he knew that, obviously no lying can be done, he probably killed Johnny, made him talk then offed 'im.

"Mm' yeah, I uh- was suppose to only come get him or his remains, maybe part of me was overly ambitious-" he cut me off again.

"You know he's dead, but you wanted information to get the Fed's here and more, as revenge for ol' Johnny Linder or hes better known alias Robert Utah" Jacob said as he pushed me back then stood up and looked at me as I quickly sat against the corner, he chuckled at his sick thoughts.

"Pratt may have over done it, you look wobbly and pitiful yet scared" Jacob said as he growled a low rumble, a smile on his face.

"And you're a fucking murderous hill billy monster fuck fa-" he is at me faster than I could blink, he's looking at me real good, his big hand gripping at my neck his expression is intrigued. He pulled me up to a stand, I yelped at his rough handling and my hair snagged on a something. He didn't care,

"Oo, you're so tough underneath it all, until I hurt your soft skin, huh? You won't be in pain for long, the others didn't know about you or Linder but I'll be the only one who knows" I'm silenced, I smell cold, dirt, blood, magnolias and Johnny? I look at Jacob hoping some weirdo knocked me unconscious and I was having some horrible nightmare but I wasn't, it's real. I'm confused how this strange cultist smells like Johnny and magnolias? This is too absurd, I assume I'm to die now, my life'll flash before my eyes soon.

"Fuck" I sigh as I close my eyes and remember a better time before all this, I'm just going to have to accept death. A sparkly memory comes to mind, after an under cover mission together, Johnny invited me to a wedding and we snuck away after and made love under a magnolia tree. I'm afraid but something was arousing desire in me, I opened my eyes once a new sensation overwhelmed me now, shock and wetness in a very noticeable place on my pants. Jacob isn't choking me anymore but his mouth is at my neck, I'm wrapped around him, grinding onto him. I stopped and he looked at me confused my blood on his mouth and fangs, I quickly elbow him hard in the neck and jumped off and ran out the back. I could hear Jacob laugh as I turn to run to the nearest trees but am immediately whacked unconscious. I wake up tied to a bed in a cabin, I try to yank myself free, this couldn't be happening. But my body hurt my head throbbed like a hangover.

"Hello, Penelope, I punished Pratt for hitting you a little too hard, I couldn't wait for you to wake so I went through your stuff" Jacob said with familiarly that I didn't like, I also didn't like that he went through my things. I noticed a pair of my panties sticking out of Jacobs pocket, but I look at his mouth, fuck the panties, this man is a monster or other. I watch intently.

"You have fangs, you were drinking my blood-" but I couldn't finish what I was going to say, my brain was remembering memories in my mind that I never experienced, I felt unease wash over me in heavy waves. I couldn't make sense of it all, Jacob looked at me curiously like I was a specimen. My head spun and nausea sat in me like weights, I'm doing my best to get a handle on this overwhelming sense of dread. I let my head fall back on the bed feel dizzy, I can't move much but feel a slitting headache.

"You ok kid?" I looked at him then away, I couldn't explain it and I just blanked out, and woke up to Jacob sitting by me on the bed my restraints undone I quickly try to go. Then a wave of dizziness pushed me back in bed, Jacob just looked at me perplexed.

"What'd you do to me" I moan in pain and anguish, the feelings, sensations and emotions I was feeling made me realize that I wasn't leaving anytime soon. Even if I wanted too.

"Well, you have to tell me what you are experiencing, or I won't know what happened to you, not that I could explain it. I've never had this happen before but I then again a meal hasn't got away from me before" I stared daggers at him but it softened, why did I botch his feeding, I come to realize he could finish it.

"You could, finish it, I mean. Finish what you started, here, I don't- I don't want to be here and keep experiencing this. Please don't let me suffer any longer, please, please, please" he watched me cry at him and exposing my neck, he just held me to him in a way that was too familiar, like how Johnny held me. I clung to Jacob, wanting him to make it all stop, wanting to hold on to him till he does.

'I couldn't live long like this, I wished to see her again even if it was for a second but being life long bed ridden from a bullet wasn't my future. Granted I was here to gather information about the Project at Eden's Gate and the disappearance of particular missing persons maybe I got in too deep. I asked Jacob to end it, I couldn't stay like this, I didn't want to. The thought of trying was sickening. Luckily the man agreed and like that am in a memory of Penelope and I, it's a better time-'

"You helped him die? Why won't you help me?" I choke out the sob and I want Jacob to kill me, I don't think he knows what happened or what he did to me. Suddenly I feel a poke and a cool sensation where I was stuck, I just stayed and let the sedative work. I had more experiences of many lives in their best and worst moments and other unsavory bits till they lessened in my sedated slumber.

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Jacob observed his unfortunate specimen, he wasn't expecting her to wake from his feeding or her knowing how Johnny died. She didn't specifically say but he knew just from the look on her face, but he had questions, for now he'd watch her some more. So many things could have contributed to their situation, he wrote in his notes and checked her vitals and took a few vials of blood then put a small IV in her to make up for drawing blood and drinking her blood. Jacob had Pratt take the vials to the medical labs for testing, and said for them to send the results in a sealed envelope. He waited for Penelope to wake up, checking his watch every now and then timing her breathing. Soon she starts to stir, he remembered her tell signs from Johnnys memories, he watches intently. Memories from Johnny littered his mind. She rolled over looking away from Jacob like she knew he was there, he took some offense to that and gave a stern glint of his eyes.

"You royally fuck up this time?" Penelope asked, a bit of malice in the question, but she was right I didn't ever devour two lovers in close time much less same year. I almost forgot and now I remember, it happened the first time a couple years back, maybe almost a year since being turned. I was learning to control my hunger, so as not to practically crush their necks causing their immediate death. I look at Penelope wondering if am doing right by studying her, or should I have just crushed her neck instead trying to enjoy what she and Johnny had. The pleasure and the feeding is another high, with all my past feedings, nothing came close, and it was so fast then I hadn't enough control of my hunger. I was almost not going to say but I decided to tell her what I thought she could handle for now.

"That. And you're intriguing to me, I don't understand it, why what happened, happened. I have to look more into it, I've a theory but I need to test it before I come to a conclusion" I see and feel her tension before Penelope can act am infront of her in a blink, she flinched reality setting in that I'm not putting up with her.

"Just kill me" Penelope pleaded.

"Oh don't start that again, sleep and stay asleep for a few hours" I command with disgust and disdain, then I call Pratt at the secluded cabin with more needles and clothes for my lovely specimen. When I'm not with her I want her in restraints and sedated till I find out more about this situation and her lab results. Or have her past the point of wanting to die and cooperate with my curiosity.

A two days later.

"I don't get it, you think I lost my mind trying to figure this out" I jest at my guest as she lay there on the couch, feet in my lap, my eyes feeding into every little move. Maybe she was right, I was feeding the part of Johnny that missed and wanted his ex. She was feeding her own wants too, Penelope wouldn't admit it but maybe she was actually starting to like me. I only held memories what it was like with them and it was fueling my hunger or a hunger.

"But- I hate to get heavy. How did Johnny die?" Penelope asked and sat up after moving her legs off the couch and looked at me earnestly. I knew her sweet on me act was leading up to this but I thought I wouldn't have to retell it, yet.

"We spent a lot of time going through the Whitetail Mountains, he was former military, of course. Almost same time as me, actually. I knew Johnny was here to infiltrate, I let him. He grew on me, I just thought he'd be like a brother I could keep with me after I drained him. I just wasn't aware that you'd jump on his assignment" Penelope looked on anxiety making her smell delicious. She swallow back her anxiety and nodded for me to continue with what had happened. I focus, but I took a moment to view that neck.

"We come across a squabble with some our own and the resistance, nothing unusual, but one guy was heated he wouldn't let up and Johnny was covering me. I should have covered him, if I got shot I'd been fine but Johnny jumped in. We rushed him to triage and got someone to do their best so a doctor could work on him. He got the help and John took care of the bill and all that, doctor said he was paralyzed from the neck down. Nothing was going to help, I thought about turning him. He just wanted to come back then he finally asked what I was, he said he seen me break the guys arms who got him. I told him, he asked if I could end him, he didn't want to become like me, I tried talking him into doing it but you know Johnny. We talked for days then he asked to be cremated, gave me permission to drain him. He said your name as he passed" Penelope now was breathing a calm breath through a heavy sob, hand to her heart. That was just Johnny.

"Damn it. Is it possible that I knew how he felt? Because I feel it and- and I think you can, or felt that as well?" I did and it was odd facing this with a victim and knowing her like this, why'd I have this power, kinda useless for a murdering vampire to feel this. A time like this and I'd rather be human again, having started this as a human was easier but with this woman, now. I felt a sense of humanity and more complex, had I known Johnny had these feelings for her I'd not drained him and just not dealt with this. I think this but am feeling Johnny's attraction, and thinking on how they do what lover would do. Also thinking how I could initiate something with her maybe, they had such close passionate intercourse, I shouldn't but I wanted to feel it too, wanted to feel her too.

'Focus, damnit', I should have taken up what's her faces offer but I don't think it'd matter if I did as I sat by Penelope. All I wanted was to bring her close and kiss her and lay back to let her sleep on my chest. I look out the window and mentally name what I seen out there, just get my mind out of the wanting and needing. I didn't have time for that or maybe I could do it later if Penelope wanted to. Wishful thinking.

"You look distracted, maybe we could do this another time" Penelope said obviously feeling tension not only did I want deep inside her in many ways. I also wanted to bite and have her blood all over her as we fuck, maybe rip her apart when I cum. The thought of her last breath and that familiar squelch of flesh made my dick twitch. I also wanted to kiss her for hours, have her cut me open, use my blood for lubrication as she fucked herself on my dick till I cum in both her pussy and ass or wounds. But she's human and that'd probably kill her if her blood is involved. My lack of soul was jumping between mutilating and abusing her and the Johnny part of wanting keep her safe and loved was going back and forth, up and down.

"Uh yeah, I better get-" I say kinda hesitantly. Penelope touched me on the shoulder and I felt a flutter in my stomach, fucking Johnny. That dark haired son of a bitch, he deeply loved her, wanted her to live a good life but she only followed him. I feel it stir, I doubt Johnny would approve but we were kinda giving into the sexual tension bit of this odd phenomenon. I shift in my seat to face her, give her the option and I watch her to get my go ahead.

"Jacob, you scare me and make me question the reality of this world, and the cultist thing is so fucking fucked-" she said but looked down in my lap and quickly looked up, I see and sense that she knows am feeling something, maybe it'll make her mad or maybe she feels the same. Knowing she knows makes my cock ach, she squirms a little in her seat and in a way that isn't helping our situation or my thought process.

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The two struggle to focus, the sadness of the moment shifted, spending too much time alone and Jacob was giving into Johnny and Penelope feelings. Penelope wasn't fairing any better with the same feelings, she was hoping it was just an odd paranormal phase. Something.

"C'mere baby" Jacob said I didn't hesitate and got on his lap, I immediately kiss him while his hands roamed and grope, it felt familiar but not with whom I was familiar with. Soon he pulled me so tight and close and moved me against his groin, he was so strong I could feel it as I touch and rub on his arms and shoulders. His kiss was strong too, I could only imagine how good it'd feel in other places besides my mouth, neck and shoulder. I pulled away for a moment to breathe, Jacob groaned and I felt a rumble in his chest that I had to tease little kisses on his face and kiss his neck. Just to cool off a bit but I knew they'd make him hotter, was that possible for a vampire. I suppose as I felt him plenty hard under me, I lick and kiss as he worked me against him. Our lovers baited breath, panting and his soft growls filled the little cabin, and that got me but then a surge of energy vibrated through Jacob.

"Did you fucking vibrate?" I asked surprised and amused, Jacob smiled and did it again, I giggled then felt unsure after a moment. He noticed and cupped my face to bring my lips to his, he kissed me softly at first. I'd say it was like Johnny but the way Jacob moved and kissed it was like he was trying take my soul through my mouth. I reciprocate till am panting helplessly, I smell a scent like blood as I'm held to Jacob, I hadn't realized that he was drinking my blood till now. I look at him and he pushes me back to look at me better with me on his fanged mouth. I see he ripped the shirt I was wearing and my bra was in view, the blood run down and stained my clothes.

"Jacob" I say only for him to rip the rest of my shirt off, am put on the couch and I push down my panties and leggings, Jacob ripped and pulled off his shirt and sweater. I was so impatient I was practically trying to rip off my bra, but am helped with a fast, steady vampire hand. His fanged kiss, licking and sucking along my body from my stomach to my breasts. I looked down to see blood where he kissed, he had bit me and I didn't feel it, but at this point I didn't care, it felt euphoric. He softly kiss me then went back to enjoying my blood, I could taste my blood and kind of enjoyed it. Jacob was at my left tit sucking blood from the bites then licking and lapping at the splatters. He switched to my right tit but engulfed it hungrily with a growl that made me sigh, fangs pricked my flesh I giggle at how cute it looked despite the blood and fangs.

"Hhf, Jacob!" I gasp and he's inside me so fast and working into me, the kisses on my body all feel wet from blood. We look into each others eyes, he has a glow about him with a bit blood dripping from his mouth, also smeared on 'im. Before I can even close my eyes Jacobs mouth is on my mouth and he's pulling me on him and he is thrusting in me, I moan in his mouth. I tighten 'round him as he uses me rougher, his mouth latched on harder, he growls while drinking my blood. I groaned and feel my legs shake, I feel myself getting weaker but it feels so good am softly moaning. He moves faster than I can react and feel myself squirting and I black out from blood loss.

"Oh fuck, Penelope. Wake up, Pratt hurry the fuck up and bring the blood bag. I almost drained you baby, come on focus angel" Jacob says trying to get me to regain consciousness, I feel so weak and dizzy but Jacob still smells like Johnny but a little less now.

"Ah Jacob, Jacob" is all I can muster, fastest sex but deadliest, Jacob kisses my bite wounds and licking them.

"You're probably going to be weak for a little while Pen but Pratt will get you more blood and food to get you back to normal. I'm sorry, I got lost in the moment and forgot I just needed a taste and not to drain you. Fuck was it amazing though, well, till you went unresponsive for a bit then I had to check your pulse.." I fall asleep.

"Shit, maybe I won't be fucking her like that again" I smile and lay back and fall asleep unfortunately but I try to stay awake.

[thewanderer-000]

Dark Red

TW: strong seggual themes, adult content

Minors DNI

This version of Penelope has a touch of Johnny Silverhand

Patsy Anderson jumped in front of the explosion discharge knocking herself and Deputy Penelope Thompson into cover. Unfortunately it killed Patsy, Penelope looked around after pulling Patsy to the side she readied her weapons . Guns ablaze she fucked up every Peggy and then she got a radio from the infamous Jacob, mission accomplished she got his attention and her laundry done in one day. But the only casualty was Patsy, had she hired Patsy and sent her on to 8-Bit Parlor this wouldn't have happened.

No time to have Patsy buried Penelope had to go confront this Jacob, at least before his hunters found her, Dutch radioed Penelope about Jacob. Penelope was firing up "Pack Hunter" and headed to St. Francis Veterans Center venom in her throat. She looked down at her outfit feeling more pissed as she was dressed in a tanned hide bikini, most of her clothes were skunked from a skunk from the Hennebane. Granted she wasn't touched by the spray because she threw her backpack at the skunk and ran like hell to the nearest deer stand. Her clothes got the brunt of it sadly, not really her clothes but odds and ends she was given by Dutch. And she jumped out the plane once close enough and parachuted on to Jacob's balcony. Penelope felt odd going through his personal space, it smells like a man, gun oil, coffee and cigarettes amd some parts of the floor were sticky. But considering the coffee she just wanted to assume it was the coffee. Penelope was stepping out of the office space only to be get an arrow stabbed in the fleshy part of her thigh, captured and shoved up against the wall by him. Jacob darkly chuckled at her attempt to get free only to slip into a bliss induced stupor in his grip. Mens laughter echo in the hallway, that was eerie. Panic and excitement pulsed in her veins so hard she could hear it, ass hat wasn't going to fight fair, Penelope knew she should've expected a move like this.

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Penelope was laying on a bed as she slowly came to, Jacob looked all over her from what she could see then black. She felt rough pulling here and there, torso and hips feeling rough sensations, Penelope opened her eyes noticing it's darker out and no light streamed in from outside anymore. Dizziness kept her unfocused as she tried to see what Jacob was up to now, he pulled her naked bottom to the edge of his bed, she twisted to the side but again lost consciousness in the action.

Invading sexual sensations happened, Penelope again tried to twist out of his hold and kick Jacob in the face only to feel a rough hand 'round her ankle and something warm, wet on her foot. Talking is heard but unintelligible, they faded, then a few voices yelled out "We'll leave you to it Jacob", "have fun sinner", and "if she enjoys it, you found a keeper", a roar of laughter echos then is muffled by a closed door.

The numbness is fading and feeling is coming back to me as a desperate whine leaves my mouth, Jacob grunts, groans as the feeling of wetness is felt between our connected parts and under me. I mewl at the definite feelings and sounds of our hips meeting in continuous smacks, I opened my eyes to Jacob on top of me and my legs up between us. I grab on feeling that my hands were already holding on for dear life, I look up at my feet and see my curled toes. I moan out and realized from the smell this has been going on for a while, couple hours maybe. A dull ach was in my core, on my breast, hips, thighs and back.

"Oh fuck, you are a keeper, huh baby?" Jacob said with a pleasure drunk expression on his face, I moan as he pumped into me harder. I curl my hand into a fist ready to throw it, Jacob's big hand pushed my arms above my head and I sigh at the feeling.

"Oh, you-, fuck, agh-" I gasp feeling his bite travel from my neck to my sore nipples. I woke hours dazed and my shakey limbs to stand, and sickening craving Jacob's harsh treatment.

[thewanderer-000]

Only after

Jacob pulled back, his stare was like fire as was his touch, a calloused thumb graze my lip. His other hand reached out to something on a coffee table on the side. I couldn't see it as my focus was solely on Jacob, he brings it near, I look at the cloth confused but relieved it wasn't condoms. I maybe yearning but I'm not that kind of woman. Then like that he's holding it over my mouth and nose, I say his name in a panic and claw at his back and chest trying to get away. Only to begin loosing consciousness the more I breathe in that fume soaked in that damn rag. Jacob lays me down on the couch as the others come in from the hall.

"Shh, there-there beautiful, I got you.. Rob, tie her up, I don't want to let this one to be harmed or have her running away. Tie her legs up too. She's got a strong kick-.." Jacob said while patting my head teasingly, I try to fight the heaviness of sleep, yet pass out as he takes away the chloroform cloth from my face.

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Penelope locked eyes with me once conscious, tired, pissed off and rebellious. I look at her mouth and slowly trace my way back to her eyes, that made her even more mad then she looked away a blush brighten across her face. She moved as best she could away to look out the window, her legs pushed against me but she was bond well. She sat awkwardly for a minute, she tried to move but sighed, defeated.

"Can you help me?" She said looking up at me with pleading but still pissed off eyes, big and brown like deep maroon with some dark brown. I stilled for a moment then helped her sit better in her seat, I buckled her in as a precaution. The way she made me feel, uneasy and excited. Penelope probably hated asking for help, though, I hoped she'd become part of our family, though I knew she would make it difficult. Win or lose, the decision was to be made before the collapse, and I knew we didn't have the time. My process took weeks and the collapse was days away now or less.

"I'm sorry too, I wanted a better way than this, I hope you understand and consider our family before the collapse" I ask as we pull up to the veterans center, I get out to carry our newest recruit to my office. She goes dead weight, probably hoping she's too heavy for me as I carry her stubborn ass up the stairs. I seat her on a chair in front of a projector, then the shots fire before I could start a trial. I wonder how they knew, no one was supposed to know about our secret operation. I see the resistance emerging from the trees, fucking Tammy and Hudson leading a force. I should have known, I quickly grab Penelope to the ground once the shooting was directed at my balcony.

A large explosion happened at the back, I leave to the hall to see what happened. The back fence had a huge part blown out, I run back to Penelope picking her up and carry her over my shoulder. I wasn't quick enough as Deputy Lyric Haig knocked us all to the ground, and used my own rifle on me. I lie there holding my wounds, Lyric cut Penelope from the ropes.

"Lyric, I know this is piss poor timing but what's the collapse, again" Penelope asked her superior, Haig paused, then grabbed a first aid kit off the wall as Penelope checked my wounds. I lie there wondering if Haig would speak of the day she knew would happen. She saw, I seen it, what Joseph had shown her, would she deny or accept that it'd happen.

"I don't know, I seen it but, but I can't-" suddenly only you began to play over the PA system, Haig shut up and succumbed to her training. I got up even though Penelope tried to keep me still, the next part wouldn't be picnic for her, especially her. We're both too battle scared to fight off Lyric at the moment.

"This room, you won't survive the next part if we stay here" I pushed Penelope in a the infirmary, slamming the door behind us, I sat on the nearest bed, the room was empty. Carnage erupted in the halls, Haig culled the herd as Penelope took care of me. She checked for exit wounds, the relieved expression on Penelope was clear that it was flesh wounds. Flesh wound or not this shot hurt like a mother'. She stitched me up after disinfecting herself and cleansing the two injuries, I lay still taking each needle prick and threading. Then Penelope dressed my stitches once she made sure it was clean and dry, I forgot all about the music. Everything as I watched her work on me, well, except for the two wounds Lyric gave me.

"OK, we'll get you in clean clothes when we get back to the jail.. I hope it's not compromised, is it? You planned this didn't you?" She asked and she was right to ask, because I had planned this, except for our kiss or the flirting. Or her. She was totally unpredictable contender no one saw coming, maybe Joseph seen her. But I didn't know what happened, considering Deputies Haig and Hudson are here with Tammy. Maybe I'm the only one compromised, won't know till we get there, I'm not telling her that though.

"Surely, you'll consider Eden's Gate family or at least my part-" suddenly a cough interrupted me as I try to get Penelope on my side, I didn't have to guess whose cough. Tammy stood there looking like Tammy, smug smile like she won one over me. Penelope looked at me concerned but shook it off, she knew Tammy didn't have an ounce of sympathy for me. She thought it best to look for something to move me, somehow. Penelope may be able to best me but she's no super woman, and she shouldn't strain herself while on the mend.

"Don't give in to this charade, he's not as docile as he's pretending. Him and his family are nightmares to our community" Tammy said quiver in her voice, then she left quickly. I didn't argue, no sense in it. She's weak.

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"I don't know what really happened, it's not like they have an entire file on it, yet. I don't know what to do and the fact that I- I kinda like Jacob, please don't judge me. I know it's bad, I like what's bad for me. But I think I've seen something in him, though, the time spent with him before my kidnapping, I don't know. I swear I've taken the "don't judge a book by its cover" too literally. Though, if you didn't know him, he'd be like anyone. Right?" Peaches just made a growling chirp and demanded a head scratch by bumping her head into my face, I do as her fuzziness demands. 'I gave what could I do, I felt out of the loop, maybe when everything was over I'd just leave this place behind me too. I can't believe I am attracted to Jacob, or maybe I could, if we met before I think it could have-'.

"There ya' are honey! Quit playing with that pussy and come eat your dinner" Adelaide yelled in her flamboyant quirky way, I chuckled at that and left the big cat. Adelaide waited, she probably was going to ask if anything happened when I was under Jacob Seeds care.

"So what's the skinny, baby girl? Jacob show you the very best he could be, was he big, I bet he was big? Did you scream? Does he like it rough?" I was right, I wanted to die, her questions were so personal I was blushing.

"Oh, come on. I seen the way you've looked at each other, if nothing happened. Hopefully next time, and I'll need a play by play, sweet cheeks" I couldn't think of anything to say or state. At least I had a fan in all this, I guess, but that could just be Adelaide. She does tease Deputy Haig with John Seed.

After dinner I headed back to the jail for my shift, I put on my Deputies shirt. I was told over and over how lucky I was to be saved before Jacob's trials, I thought so after seeing how Pratt was but that may have been because of his solitary confinement. But from everyone else who went through seemed a bit disturbed, though from the Eden's Gate congregation they were something else. So headstrong in their belief of the Father and the Heralds, so much so they wage more fight against us. That small furlough was taken away, and here the Heralds sat in cells again, I felt like more is going to happen, I could feel it.

"Yes, 3 am! My shift is up" I say to an appointed guard, something is a miss, they look like someone else. I blinked to focus my tired eyes, but it's Cassidy, she looked at me concerned.

"You ok there, Deputy Thompson? You seemed a little out of it" I wave off the concern.

"Long night, it's been a long while since I've done anything guard related" I go to leave but that sound happened, gunfire, big gunfire, and explosions. Jailbreak is in progress, Cassidy and I go to lock the doors but the door is slammed open, hitting and knocking out Cassidy. I grabbed her and dragged her away, I suspected that I still had Jacob's protection so I was untouchable for now. They opened the cell doors, Faith and John walk out, they were ushered out under Peggy protection. Jacob walked over after I put civilian Cassidy in the infirmary of the jail.

"It's now or never little Deputy, you're one of the stronger ones of these people" I know that I shouldn't be so stupid, I had to stall him, something. I couldn't let him get away.

"Why's it got to be like that Jacob? The people aren'- aren't so bad. They-" I try and almost get blown away by my own people, Jacob hears the grenade sound better than me and shoved me back in the other room with Cassidy. I am fine despite the fact I'm disoriented and my ears are ring, I get up and see the dust settling a lot of things falling and I still hear gunfire. I had to go find Jacob, he's one to beware of, despite his injuries he's threat.

"Jacob!" I stand out in the hall and pow, right in my chest I get shot at close range. I squirm coughing and choking for a breath, I gasp as breathing gets easier as I do best not to rush it. Tears in my eyes and I grab for my pistols, I see a blob and it finds a silhouette as that person comes closer.

"What in the fresh fuck, did you fucking shoot me kingshit!" I cough out at Tammy but see she's carrying a shotgun and wave her away. Tammy's tail comes in with a rifle, fucking Wheaty. I knew he'd shoot me, was a joke when I first met him and it happened. His face definitely went white when he seen my on my back, good thing I wore a bullet proof vest. Just because everyone knows gun safety doesn't mean no one gets trigger happy. Though, they were probably trying to take out Jacob, probably say he was a"casualty" in the jailbreak gunfight. I get up and see an unconscious Jacob Seed among the rubble and destroyed room. I bump his leg as I kneel beside him and he flinched awake.

"Ugh, fuck. My knee popped out of socket" Jacob said favoring his shoulder, I could see that wasn't the only thing that hurt. He looked at me good then seen the hole in my shirt and stuck his finger in feeling for a the bullet.

"Your armor stopped it. Who the fuck shot you?" I coughed a smile wanting to laugh if it weren't for the wind being knocked out of me and the dust and stuff choking me. I wasn't going to say.

"Probably trying to snuff me, couldn't do it one on one. The resistance is too weak, why do you hang back with these weaklings? They'll only bring you down with them" Jacob said taking a jab a Tammy and Wheaty, of whom shot him a dirty look. Before he could start again, I situated him then popped his joint back in place, which made Tammy and Wheaty uncomfortable and leave. Wouldn't blame them, I seen my dad do that to his own knee a few times, I'm kinda used to it but yeah.

"Now how's your shoulder Jacob?" He breathed deep breathes but let me have a look and do a slight examination of him. Nothing was out of the ordinary, I'd leave that to the Veterinarian to decide once he came out of hiding. I helped Jacob on to a stable cot in the back, I sat beside him feeling wore out.

"We brought back a couple run aways. Holy hell, I missed all the fun" Adelaide yelled, I let Haig, Tracey or someone else handle them. My radio crackled to life as the Sheriff began an announcement, no wonder why Eden's Gate attacked us.

"We met the Father, and came to an agreement and made a treaty, return the Heralds to their designated bunkers. That was their show of force, to avoid anymore fighting and loss, return the Heralds now" I listen to my bosses order and bandage Jacob as I'm back on duty. This doesn't feel like the end but I return each battered Herald to their places, the radio only played the Peggies station clearly than the others. Faith was a quicker and easier task.

"My brothers and sisters you are to return something's back to the people in turn for the agreement. Our Heralds are returning to our embrace and we'll have our leaders for that new world. Take care of them, take care of each other, we will rise again" I almost wanted to ask if that felt eerie to Jacob and John but decided not to since that deemed normal to them. They didn't look phased by what their brother said. But as soon as I get to John's I'm greeted with a long line of vehicles along the road. An hour and a half then I get John to his destination then take Jacob to the Whitetail mountains.

"Let's take the long way around, plus I have to use the bathroom" Jacob said kinda enthusiastically, I groan out of exhaustion.

"Relax little Deputy. I'm not asking you to hold and shake for me, I'm a big boy, I can go by myself" he teased me and winked the end. I go the long way and stop at a cabin to use the bathroom, we stretch and fill up water bottles. Sheriff Whitehorses radio silence is unnerving but I figure I know this protocol, we'll loosen up but go back on the chase once it's settled and we figure out the Seeds tactics. Though that was their protocol too, police and military protocol were similar sometimes. I wished I could talk to someone about what they were going to do, maybe once I drop off Jacob.

"Again!? Another long line, I'll just go up the side and get you there quicker, being cooped up in a vehicle isn't great for your injures. God, this line looks longer than the one in Holland Valley, and oop, looks like people are just butting ahead" exasperating seeing the long line, but wait it's even more exasperating when eager people decide to jump ahead. Jacob looked unamused and ready for the end of the end of the day, I am right there with him. The amount of shit going on made retiring the day the more rewarding as I thought about a bed and sleep.

[thewanderer-000]

WIP

Some Comfort

Tagged by @mrspaigeomega

Tagging: any and all interested, no pressure sweethearts.

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Jacob woke up immediately looking around in a slight panic, too much went on in his dream. A cold sweat made his hair slightly stick to his head, he wiped it away and pushed back his hair to think about that. It had been a long time since he dreamt and man was it fu cking with his head. He didn't ever want to experience "that", he had his moments in the past but never like that. This was too vivid even for a dream then he wondered if Penelope would have any insight. That was too fu cked up to not tell her about, Jacob got up and proceeded to put on his shirt. Being alone would make it difficult to not think about.

"I'm pretty sure we're in hell." I wipe the sleep from my eyes, feeling the cold concrete on my feet. I stretch out with a yawn.

'Though, the end of that dream wasn't too bad'. I'm tired, agitated, but I want to see Penelope, I must. I don't really believe that dream witch stuff but I can'thelp but turn to her. Something. I can't believe I'm going to, this is strange. It hasn't bothered me before, I wanted to look at my reflection. I look at the sink and think about turning on the water to wash up a bit, look a little more presentable. I shake my head, I should just go, I don't want to over think this. I quickly splash water on my face, just take a moment and breathe.

Before going to Penelopes room I look for that version of me in my dream. 'But how can I tell if I've never experienced his pain and trauma, I don't see him but a very tired and annoyed man. Possibly a concerned man. Wondering would being here do that to me'?

Whatever that was, has me questioning myself and I wasn't in the mood to be alone. Normally I can just overlook it and cope but I couldn't right now. I made haste and quickly marched to my destination, Thompson's bedroom. Before I decide not to.

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Penelope "Nelly" Thompson jolted awake from a dream that had her conflicted, though, a dream with a really steamy end. Most dreams were weird as fuck, and nightmarish sometimes. She lie there for what seemed like forever, fanning herself as she wonder if she should tell Jacob about it, a cold sweat beaded on her skin lightly. Penelope felt her eyes still heavy, closing them for a second, letting the seconds stretch. A hand touched her shoulder making her scream a bit. A definite sign she was falling asleep again, she didn't hear 'em come in.

"Aghhh! Fu ck, Jacob, I sw-, don't do that" I hiss as that groggy morning feeling starts after that damn scare. Jacob looked on as I lay there, a small tired smile played on his lips. But once I sat up, I could tell he had the same problem, 'he shows up after that dream, what are the chances. I don't know if thats what he's here'.

"Not a mornin' person, are ya? -Um, I had dreamt about you, Penelope. And before you think it was that kind of dream.. Well, I guess it did kinda, uh- but most of it was something else, before it got there.. kinda fucked up" I sat up a little taken back by the fact that we really dreamt the same thing, I felt my blood drain from my face, then felt nervous because of our dream shifting themes and feelings. Though Jacob hasn't had those experiences. Even in the past, from what he told me, it wasn't like in that dream, that dream was something else. Worse. I hated when dreams had vivid fu cked up in them.

I sit up and scoot back into the wall to let Jacob sit, he takes the space beside me. We've been pretty close in here before, a new year kiss, a new year kiss that turned into a real kiss. I pushed the thought away, mainly because of the underlying feelings from our nightmare. It felt too real, I couldn't help feeling an unlined sense of fear, I know it wasn't him but I felt the feelings all the same.

"Uh, Jacob. About that, I dreamt the same thing, the incident, that kiss at the end.. That version of-, you know" I couldn't look at him at the last part, I look down cast as he put all his attention on me and sat facing me. I didn't want him struggling to articulate what happened, it's very rare that this happens to me twice in my life. And both experiences had to be nightmares.

"You don't know how much of a relief and how defeating that is to hear you say that. Maybe a concern as well" I couldn't help but grab his hands, I saw shame and guilt through Jacob's features. Damn the dream, I hated the darkness that shadow his eyes. I swear I felt my heart break to see him like that.

"Hey, it'll be ok, Jacob. That dream wasn't you, that was something else, something that isn't anything like how you are. From what I experienced" he looked forward at my drawings of my three boys, I didn't know what it was but now he looked tired. I felt him calm, then I follow his cue.

"You're probably right, that damn dream worried and sickened me. I wouldn't want to turn into that and put you or anyone else at risk, your three boys would need your guidance in the future. Your a good mother-" he trailed off as we lock eyes, I began to tear up, I couldn't help it. I looked away blinking away the tears, Jacob had a look of concern. I had to look away, I know I'm still tired so it was difficult to keep my strong face on.

"Were you starting to cry, sweetheart?" A slight softness in his voice as I turn back after gaining composure.

"I know you- wha? Are laughing? Rude." Jacob chuckle heartily as he brushes my hair back, his smile let's me know it's fine.

"You can cry, I won't judge you for it. We've all been here for almost two years. Considering, I think it's fine" Jacob seen me cry so much in the beginning, though everyone that wasn't a Peggy was freaking out. I laughed a bit just to lighten the moment, he still looked concerned but he wasn't going to push it. He eyes looked at me then away as he looked down then away, a blush spread. I look down and I'm amused as I see my nightgown had come up a bit over my pantyline.

"You know, you're pretty sweet for a handsome mountain man" I raised my nightgown up more as he look and immediately turned away, I couldn't keep from laughing. 'Such a gentleman'.

"Jacob! You've seen me naked" he looked me in the face, redder than before.

"That was different! And you weren't wearing those frilly under- yeah" Jacob's face red but now with a smile and a laugh, which only makes me want to taunt him some more.

"I'm not wearing lingerie, or just chilling in here in the buff.. or would you like that? Random room bursts would be frequent with you. Maybe a good reason to, if your just barging into my room like that" I tease slightly revealing more only to lose my cool once I look at Jacob. This is fun, though his soft intense stare is just as mesmerizing as his serious stare. Before I could get nervous about this, I involuntarily yawn.

"Maybe we can talk when we're both awake" Jacob stays reluctantly, I didn't want to be alone so I grabbed his hand.

"Yeah, but can you stay, please... I don't want to be alone, plus your nice and warm. I could use some of your body heat" his large warm hand softly squeezed mine, I could see him contemplating staying or leaving. I wanted him to stay, but I also wanted to fall asleep, so why not both.

"Yeah, let's get under the blankets" and like that we snuggle up once under covers, wrapped in each others arms, his warmth felt good. I could feel my worry and exhaustion slip away, if only for a moment. Jacob's hand caress along my back as my hand done the same to him, letting comfort relax us.

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I wake, slowly, not opening my eyes yet, only to feel someone's sleeping arm bump me and that mildly annoyed me.

"Would you three lay still, I'm still sleeping" I say only to open my eyes to the my wall of sketches, realizing where I'm at, I turn to see Jacob sound asleep. Practically sleeping like a tree in a river, well, beats getting sucker punch by my cousin. Dangerous sleeper that girl, I kinda miss sleep overs. I snuggle up against Jacob once I start to feel the cold of morning.

"You know there is only one of me, and your mom voice kinda startled me" Jacob croaked, I blinked and laughed into him a bit. Peeking at him then resume laying on him, being lulled by the soft rise and fall of his breath.

"Hm, force of habit. I swear you sleep as bad as my three" I say teasingly as I didn't mean to go all mama mode, a moment passes and my mind race to the past for a second. Old memories, the good, the bad weighted my heart.

"I miss having someone asleep on my legs, a head or feet resting on my back or stomach, and a foot or arm flailing into me" Jacob chuckled at the battle of sleep I used to sleep through. His arm snakes around me, hand rubbing my back. My own hand feeling his side.

"Sorry, you have to settle for this" he said, I could feel a sadness in his voice, I know this wouldn't be settling. Settling was just going to bed without someone I cared about, someone-, I lay there missing my boys. It was occurring to me that I was beginning to care about Jacob as much as my family.

"Not really settling, I highly enjoy cuddling and snuggling, amongst other things" I purr, though this pervs face went blank then red after I said what I said. I probably could have worded that better but I am just waking up, Jacob then made a knowing smile at me.

"I could have worded that better, and I think I could go back to sleep, till forever" Jacob gave a small laugh and didn't say anything. Though I say embarrassing things without it being morning, Jacob knows that and enjoyed it.

"Don't worry honey, I know you're totally into me, I have that effect. I see you checking me out" Jacob sighed coyly, he made a shi t eating grin, I rolled my eyes. 'But he kinda, totally did that to me, in a annoying, yet warm way'.

"Mmm, yes! I must have you, oh baby! I'm in need of your hot mountain man lovin', Jacob" I tease him, then we lay there a long moment feeling the weight of our situation. We did want to be there for each other, I knew it, he knew it. Maybe, it was just for a moment but we're going to get through this, whatever "this" is. Or what it's turning into.

[thewanderer-000]

It's cold out

Jacob studied me, blue eyes watch as I try to warm up after the small embers were brought back to a live fire. I couldn't help but look at him a little but was pulled from those very eyes as my radio crackled to life.

"Deputy Thompson, you're all to stay put. The rain isn't letting up, the meet is going to pick up tomorrow. Big storm tonight, you may have to wait on the mountain till morning" Sheriff Whitehorse said irritated at the weather. I rolled my eyes at the weather forecast on my phone, little sun with clouds replaced with a little lightning, rain and storm clouds. 'So much for lightly cloudy'. I softly hum as I hold my free hand over the growing warmth of the fire.

If I'm to be stuck on the mountain, I'm hoping they clear something's up. Though I don't think anything will really matter till later down the line, my part would be small even so. I'm almost a month in of this cult action, something happened with the Sheriff and Deputies. I can feel it, I'm glad I am only around one person at the moment, till the other people come in anyway.

"OK, Sheriff, over and out" I say, then let out a sigh of relief because I was tired. And the cold started to overtake, kinda rapidly, I walk over to the logs so as to warm up the cabin more. I stoked the fire little more and put more wood on. I warmed my hands on the heat, I turn to scour the kitchen searching for food. Then I seen it, a package of for Eden's Gate signed 'To the Seed family, with love the Harding family'. I didn't think anything of it as I placed the box to the side and grabbed the bag of chips behind it. I proceeded to snack waiting.

"Made yourself at home, huh little Deputy?" Jacob said voice slightly rasp as he stood tall behind me, for someone so tall moved scarily quiet. I turn looking him up and down, no shoes, no wonder he was quiet, plus the crunching of chips made it easy to not notice the giant.

"Looking for the fireworks took a long time. And I miss junk food, sue me" I say enjoying the cheddar and sour cream flavor on the potato chips, and like that I drew my attention back to the chips. These things were a little savory heaven to me at the moment. Also a good distraction from the mountain man and his icy blue gaze. Besides having an icy blue gaze, Jacob had mischief in his eyes. That look was all too familiar with some people who were up to something and more.

"And the drive only drew it out more, hm? Also the fact the community meeting is a long way in Holland Valley and the fireworks were here. Here in my Whitetail mountains" I didn't like how Jacob said that, like we're supposed to be here during this storm but I nodded and just ate the chips. Most things he said kinda made the heat in my being rise, but that's not abnormal. That usually meant I liked someone, and right now? That's Jacob, charmingly and annoying Jacob Seed, he didn't know, not really. At least I thought he didn't really know or realize. I kept eating chips and ignoring him. Thinking on it as I chew chip after chip, deep in thought as I acknowledge the reason for my mind set.

'A date may happen, then after a few dates I'll realize he's the same bad boy type that breaks my heart in the end. I've caught on quick in my late 20s, hopefully my 30s will be smarter. He took a chip out from my fingers and ate it, Jacob gave me another curious look'. That was a sure sign attraction was turned on in both of us. His fingers touched mine and electricity.

'I know I said I hated the heartbreak, can you blame me, I'm a dolt running right into the fray. Lucky for me my phone rang', I had to look away from Jacob and answer Joey's call.

"Uh, hey- ok" she sounded frantic begging me to go somewhere private, I excused myself politely, dampening my inner fire. Joey went on about the Seeds. Thinking I didn't know the situation well enough, I couldn't just accuse them. Then she said to look out for any cult activity, and "werewolf activity" I heard Hurk Jr. yell in the background.

"Really? Werewolf, ok? Enough with the pranks, you almost had me there for a second. We'll head down the mountain once the Sheriff calls" I say hanging up, Deputy Haig sent a text about just about being safe and to be careful, I didn't know them. I felt a sense of fear, like, who am I out here with. I just think of that stupid werewolf comment, you'd think my initial fear would be the cultist stuff. Again, I'm a dolt. Or suffering a concussion from earlier. Most likely.

"You ok, Miss Penelope?" Jacob asked sounding almost sweet but more curious. He probably was listening to my conversation.

"Yeah, just feeling that sense of community. Pranking the rookie, never gets old" he smiles, motioning me to follow and I do. I follow then begin to wonder where everyone else was.

"Where's everyone at?" I chirp as he slightly looked over his shoulder as he lead me to the couch, oh boy, was this a set up. A romantic and cozy set up by the fireplace, he wore a long sleeve Henley and some old jeans now that I noticed.

"After we found the fireworks they loaded up and left with them. And that was about almost forty five minutes ago. I thought we'd sort out something's between us, since you and I have been healing and flirting for a few weeks now" part of me knew I should have ran, this heartbreak was going to hurt, my feet moved forward like traitorous limbs. I definitely have a thing for what is bad for me.

Though, I knew it was partly my own fault, sweeping legs out from under men definitely does something to them. They either hate me for life because of a bruised ego/pride, or they are attracted to me. And that first time I met Jacob, I fought him for his rifle and that fight down his sniper nest. Hella painful. Fighting to get his big knife then knocking it out of his hand. Our painful truce. Ah, good, painful, yet, rewarding memory.

"Um hmm" I say softly as I sit by Jacob and we're a mess now that I accept that space by him, both of us filled with worry, anxiety, want, yearning, intimacy and a bit of pain. My mind betraying me with by reminding of my long-term failures, those good, bad and conflicting old memories of past relationships.

Biggest fail that first comes to mind is my ex, he hates me now, but with our triplets around me it was hardly noticeable. Time away only had me realize he hated me and with my parents taking care of our kids, he'll find am excuse to be mad at me more but his mother is horrible. It's also his own fault, he should have been there instead of pushing our kids away. I can't wait till this assignment is over, I'll move here with my family, live a new life in the country. I felt Jacob's gaze.

"Sorry, I'm just thinking, a lot" I sigh because my mind almost never shuts the fuck up. He looked at the fireplace with a cute smirk on his face. I try to relax, sitting back, only to sit up straight as the giant bruises on my back pang.

"Um, sorry for the first time meeting you, I know it's been a few since that" I don't know why I apologized for it, it was my job and he was trying to kill me and others. Well, I don't know if he was trying to kill me, though, I did see Haig and him shoot at each other just before I got on his sniper nest.

"Well, to be fair I was shooting at Haig. Lucky for her she had a solid team behind her, I wasn't ready for you to sneak up on me. Though, I'm glad you had" he looked forward remembering. We fought dirty and hard, no scratching though, but I would have if I couldn't counter what he threw at me.

'I remember throwing a punch after we tumbled from the mountain away from the fight, and that was a bad sign. He led me away, and I followed so cock sure I'd arrest him, I didn't count on meeting my match. I clocked him right on the nose, breaking it before I could square up, he threw a punch back, busting my lip'. I lick my lip, like I can still taste the blood. 'I remember my dazed stagger. Jacob closed the space, holding me still for another hit, I counter by sweeping his legs out from him. Unfortunately his grip kept me, I fell but quickly move foward to straddle him to begin my own assault. Jacob countered that knowing what I had in mind. I wrapped my legs around him, tightening my hold on his ribs, I knew he was hurt there from our tumble off the mountain'. I look down then at Jacob feeling that deafening silence. But the memory was like a cherry atop a banana split, my leg couldn't help but twitch at the memory of submission.

'Jacob countered that too, getting up on his knees, we looked at each other fury in each others eyes. I head butt hoping it'd be enough to disorient him, it wasn't as he slammed all of me into the ground. I gasp for air as we regained what little composure laying there in a heap. Jacob moved his upper body off of me as I try to breath air back into my lungs, with a strangled breath I rasp "ow" as I try to move out from under him more, yet was weighed down by his body. After having beating several shades of shit out of each other, we decided to call it a truce for a moment'. We both attempted to speak both like awkward teenagers, I kinda wish I had my old training sweater so I could twist the drawstring in my hood.

'As a win Deputies Haig and Joey arrived in time with the milita peeps. And like that we headed back to the prison where the other two siblings sat incarcerated, Deputy Haig worked on a parlay and surrender of Joseph Seed. That was long day and a half. I was better help with some outside defenses around the prison and, and keeping an eye on our prisoners. Honestly, I talked shit with Jacob and flirted, a little. A lot'.

"Yeah" I say softly then I remember that he's in a cult, and I'm being wooed by him then I look at him and my idiot heart skipped a beat. All it took was a few weeks and I was crushing. Though, looking at him now, Jacob looked better, still hurt on the nose, I dug it. I'm also the one who caused it.

"Uh, you know. Coming here I wasn't expecting, well this. Yet, here I am alone, I'm hoping to stay for a long time, maybe, I'll get to know you more, Jacob" he hesitates but holds my hand in his after a second, Jacob looking at my hand. His gaze met mine, he leaned in only to be interrupted by the wind blowing in the door.

"Oh shit" Jacob says and rushes to close the door and lock it, he doesn't miss a beat and stand over the back of the couch looking.

"I also want to get to know you Penelope, you are my kind of person" he says that but I am positive he means you've kicked my ass, I think I like you, a lot. Or he's lulling me into a false sense of security to convert me to Eden's Gate, or worse but my dumbass liked him. I don't know why, I move foward to kneel facing Jacob, I lick my lip all the while looking at his mouth. He picks up on my intentions and leans forward, I'm as careful as can be so not as to hurt his nose as our lips kiss. My high ponytail is pulled out, his hands going through combing, my arms slowly snaking around his neck.

*note: my writing isn't in order, so apologies for that but so far I'm liking it. I know odd, I should like my writing but eh. What can you do, lol.

[thewanderer-000]

Just something on my mind 😌

Jacob Seed could be outside chopping wood and Deputy be there watching like:

Because damn he'd look good 🔥😍😈❤❤❤

Then they'd have him show them how to split wood, proper form and all , a flirt tactic honestly, and he'd know lol 😂😘❤

Opening line would be something like "Let me hold your big axe, Jacob?", ugh, I'm gonk 😘

(I've spent so long off of here and I've only come back to post Jacob Seed posts, how could I not. He's the handsome mountain man of my dreams, my sweet mountain man. I guess, I'm getting back to nor-mal. Or semblance of it)

[thewanderer-000]

WIP

Tagged by @mrspaigeomega

Never leaving

Penelope "Nelly" Thompson sat up as she drove up to the traffic on the way to Jacob Seeds bunker, many vehicles piled practically on each other. After transporting Faith and John this was an inconvenience, any communication between herself, Deputy Haig and Whitehorse wasn't happening. This began to worry her, she hoped that they weren't going to try and arrest Joseph Seed, yet. As she looked back and forth from her radio and the crowd growing around the driveway, she just drove on up the opposite side. Joey gave Haig and Thompson the impression they weren't going to do that, Thompson wasn't ready. She knew that she should have gone down to New Mexico, but was led to believe Montana was pretty dead. Never said a cult took over the whole county, though Jamieson looked spooked. Too bad he didn't survive the attack.

Though, it was almost pleasing as seeing the treaty was being upheld, Peggies returning some supplies. Things were almost to normal, Deputy Haig worked diligently as did Sheriff Whitehorse, and John Seed. Though not everyone wasn't cool, an argument was beginning as some regular civilians were trying to intimidate. Some Peggies notice Nelly pull up, she put the van in park, after she jumped out Nelly tosses the keys over to a Peggy so they can drive their leader to the front gates. Nelly was going to the arguing men, she felt tense as she approached. Everything felt in slow motion, a couple of aggressive civilians pulled weapons on the Peggies, while most of the other civilians fled for cover behind whatever they could. Or drove away.

Everyone was ready for a fight, I quickly stepped between civilians and Peggies, I feel my blood pressure rising slightly.

"Everyone! Everyone, please lower your weapons, lower your weapons!" I yell in an authoritative demeanor hoping that they'd comply peaceably. Then he caught my eye, the man standing next to me shoved the barrel of his shotgun in my face.

"You're with that Deputy, the one that gun down that Eli, more like damn Peggy. More a you outsiders keep coming up in here, where it ain't your business. Give us our supplies or something unholy starts happenin' right-" before he can finish that sentence I quickly apprehend his shotgun and empty it, casting it aside. Everyone is in awe, just as I'm about to call attention and direct civility then the shitrooster punches me. A Peggy immediately bashes him in the face with his rifle butt. I stumble back, feeling like this is the moment everything and everyone freezes as the main character bitches a story about being in the wrong place at the wrong time. That punch wasn't much but it was enough for all hell to break loose, 'I should be glad no one is firing shots', I think as I'm wrestling with shitroosters old lady on the side. Or I'm assuming she is, but old bag is a better punch than her old man.

"Duck!" I shout, she looks around then I quickly run for cover once bullets started to fly, I scan the area then it hit, OTT rock and rolled, making everyone scramble. I try getting everyone to go to the bunker but not many followed, and anyone I tried to pull over shoved me away or pulled into another direction. Before I could try to help others a couple Peggies haul me in, the door starts to close. I try to open the doors manually but nothing, I slump there against the vaulted locked door. After a long while few more tremendous shakes happened, at this point I'm no longer by the main entrance, I'm adjusting from the shock but still reeling in it. My sons, my family, my husband, everything felt insanely gone, my heart dropped down to my feet.

The Peggies weren't freaking out which made me feel uneasy in all this, but the bit of civilians that came were flipping out. Peggies restrained them like hysterical patients in hospitals, I couldn't believe it, I didn't like it but I understood. A Peggy stood watch over me in case, I couldn't watch anymore as I said something, I didn't register what I said but she just walked with me. I found a hall and sat there for quite some time, a cough broke through the quiet, enough for me to look for them wearily.

"Hey?" I ask, voice cracking. I didn't know it was him but it was, Jacob stood there looking like shit, then he offered a piece of rough paper towel. I take it, I'll be crying if I'm not already, though my face feels a little damp, I'm not going to touch, for the chance it may be tears. I have so many questions but I don't want to know the answers. But some of them really needed to be asked.

"How long are we going to be here, and how long till the radiation lasts?" I swallowed back my heartbreak waiting for his answer, I didn't want his sympathy, he had this sad look on his face, one I knew all too well.

"Who is it you're going to look for? Family? A lover, a spouse?" Jacob sat by me as he asked those questions, I don't know how long I've been here. I could only hope but the state of the world that ended has my hopes struggling. I feel my sobs growing.

"My sons, my husband, and family" I say in a somber enough tone, cool on top but a raging mess underneath. I feel him study me, piercing eyes reading me psychologically.

"Those doors won't open till it's safe, you're not saying it but I know you better than yourself right now honey" I sigh, feeling it. That heavy feeling, I felt like I sunk deeper than the bunker, I cry, wiping away the tears finally. Hoping that they were visiting the marine base and inside their fortified bunker. I could only hope, and hope that I'd see them all again one day.