#Do programmers have feelings?
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#why no one told me that trying to get in the “grown up life” is so stressful when you have zero experience in a real work#All the skills you have are not enough#At the same time you didn't have rest at all after graduating because of the outside pressure#And I feel like I became deadly annoying#Let me complain a little bit I swear to god this is like 2 time after college when I want to complain at something I'm not that strong#What do you mean there is no sign “We want YOU as our worker!” ahagsha funny#I have to learn about 2 new programms on a basic level at least#Learn new things on Toon Boom#Prepare different portfolios when turns out I barely have something I can show#I was thinking too little and now I barely can think and I start being irritated at myself yet can do nothing since my brain rebels#Okayyy just 2 more months to see if something will turns out good out of what I will be doing
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Aequillibria as what seems to be a debugging algorithm or antivirus is honestly really fascinating to me ngl. especially given that it's seemingly the source, or at least distributor, of all mana and thus all life on lore.
When it said "assessing the state of the shell" it obviously meant Lore, or perhaps the universe/reality at large. but a shell in the context of computers is the part of the system that allows other things (programs and users) to access the operating system.
So how I understand it, mana is the operating system. the universe is the shell. Every individual on Lore is a program (or user) that is accessing and modifying the system via that shell.
In a bunch of quests during the Maleurous questline, we ended up doing text-based adventures where the entire game briefly became a command line interface, which is one of the ways a shell can be presented, the other being a graphical user interface. If we think about the idea of the universe being a shell, reality as we typically know it would be a GUI. That we briefly entered a CLI at multiple points makes me think there was some next-level reality-bending taking place that will probably have even more relevance than it already seems.
I'm mainly just thinking some rather sad thoughts about the ways that this could wind up being a "it was all a dream"-level bit where the events of dragonfable, the entire Reset, only really happen as a simulation on the computers of The Mage. After all, how is a computer actually supposed to reboot the entire universe? The closest it can get is creating a bunch of programs so sophisticated that they simulate the people they were meant to be all the way down to believing they're alive.
Then again, it could also all just be one big fourth wall reference- acknowledging that this universe takes place in- is- a computer game. That seems pretty in-line with the AE style of things.
#late nights with ali#ali plays ae#dragonfable#dragonfable spoilers#also fun fact the closest thing I can think the mage trio's sieve can be allegorically attributed to is a firewall#which given the context of who's weaving that spell? very funny#soulweavers and I guess mages in general? just the weirdest interpretation of programmers ever#anyway I'm having a lot of thoughts about computer programming allegories and will likely continue to do so#I may be overthinking it but I just feel like there's more parallels I'm missing that tie stuff together.
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Hi! I hope you're doing well and having a lovely holiday season :)
Sorry if you've already talked about this before, I haven't been following you for a long time - but what do you think of the other series of JFSP apart from series 9?
Personally I love them to bits, I have listened to every episode more than 30 times and they're probably one of my favourite things in the whole world. I just love the humour, the characters, the situations - it feels very safe, no mean spirited jokes, very comforting. The sketches feels very autistic-coded to me as an autistic person, much like Martin from Cabin Pressure - some of the sketches are things I doubt a neurotypical person would notice or comment on from the angle he chooses. Like the geek sketch and the 'friend I'm in the mood for' sketch from series 5.
What are your thoughts on these series?
Thank you for asking, that’s an awesome question!
The basic answer is that I am, of course, a big fan. That said, I’d say that as much as I overall enjoy sketch comedy, I do tend to find it hit or miss; and while JFSP has a higher hit rate than most, and plenty of sketches are fantastic*, it definitely doesn’t get there ALL the time.
*Notable faves- Spooktacular, seashells, reincarnation/past lives, “Stop Saying G’nus,” tricyclist… there are loads and loads more, just off the top of my head! Not to mention the excellent ones you already cited…
The functional difference for me ends up being that while I don’t think there’s a 100% hit rate on Cabin Pressure or Double Acts either, I know that if I pick one episode that I like I will enjoy myself for a full half hour. Because I’m less familiar with a given episode of JFSP given how many there have been and how many sketches are in an episode, I don’t have that same sense of instant “ahhh” from turning on an episode of JFSP* as I would from the other two shows, where a lot of my emotions about it come from knowing it like the back of my hand.
*Major exception- S7E6. A perfect episode of sketch comedy that I can listen to literally whenever. No notes.
This isn’t to say that I don’t really enjoy JFSP! I just wish I could pick off a menu of sketches, not simply because I like some better than others but because I like the feeling of “oooh this” on demand that I get from turning on a favorite half hour episode. I will say- I find JFSP to be PERFECT for things like dental procedures and car trips, where I might be in the chair for anywhere from five minutes to two hours and can just turn on a bunch of sequential episodes for as long as I need. But it doesn’t necessarily have the same immediate impact for me as the episodes I love of the other shows.
That said- some of the best things JF ever wrote are Since You Asked Me sketches. I want them pumped into my veins.
#john finnemore#Jfsp#john finnemore’s souvenir programme#I will say one thing I’m actually not a fan of#He has this tendency- esp on topics like race and religion- to be all “I’m saying it but I’m not REALLY saying it”#And I sometimes feel like he thinks that’s him doing it right or getting away with it… but I find it kind of cringe sometimes#He has one sketch where he’s talking a bit about how he finds religion silly- to which I’m like great you and all the other sketch comics#And he does this whole thing where he describes how funny it was to see an observant Jew wait at a crosswalk on shabbat#And bc they couldn’t press the button they were waiting for someone else to do it#And he had the whole “well obviously they have the right to do that but you must admit it’s hilarious to watch”#The thing that biases me here is that I’m an observant Jew and do exactly that#no doubt it looks silly but I’m not sure what qualifies it as a result for “I wouldn’t REALLY make this joke but ISN’T IT FUNNY”#Either it’s ok/funny or it isn’t! Anyway it’s possible I have no chill but those tend to be my least favorite kind of joke in JFSP#And while there aren’t many of them there are more than I like#To be clear I’ve met JF (!!!) and he was incredibly nice#Nothing against him as a person#just don’t like this choice of his in some sketches
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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life
#like that's the point where we need to remind everyone around me that as much as I say#radio is 'a job'-- it's not 'my job' lol. I wish I was this interested in data science#but like. Honestly?? I'm not even a data scientist!? I answered a few questions about classical AI having come from a computer science back#background and now people are saying to me 'I know you're a data scientist and not a programmer' sir I am a computer scientist#what are you on about#and like I guess I get to google things and they're paying me so I'm not complaining but like I am not a data scientist#my biggest data scientist moment was when I asked 'do things in data science ever make sense???' and a bunch of data scientists went#'no :) Welcome to the club' ???????#why did I do a whole ass computer science degree then. Does anyone at all even want that anymore. Has everything in the realm of#computer science just been Solved. What of all the problems I learned and researched about. Which were cool. Are they just dead#Ugh the worst thing the AI hype has done rn is it has genuinely required everyone to pretend they're a data scientist#even MORE than before. I hate this#anyway; I wish I didn't hate it and I was curious and talked to many people in the field#like it's tragicomedy when every person I meet in music is like 'you've got to pursue this man you're a great interviewer blah blah blah'#and like I appreciate that this is coming from people who themselves have/are taking a chance on life#but. I kinda feel like my career does not exist anymore realistically so unless 1) commercial radio gets less shitty FAST#2) media companies that are laying off 50% of their staff miraculously stop or 3) Tom Power is suddenly feeling generous and wants#a completely unknown idiot to step into the biggest fucking culture show in the country (that I am in no way qualified for)#yeah there's very very little else. There's nothing else lol#Our country does not hype. They don't really care for who you are. f you make a decent connection with them musically they will come to you#Canada does not make heroes out of its talent. They will not be putting money into any of that. Greenlight in your dreams.#this is something I've been told (and seen) multiple times. We'll see it next week-- there are Olympic medallists returning to uni next wee#no one cares: the phrase is 'America makes celebrities out of their sportspeople'; we do not. Replace sportspeople with any public professi#Canada does not care for press about their musicians. The only reason NME sold here was because Anglophilia not because of music journalism#anyway; personal
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Being in a english speaking country that is not the UK or USA can be weird because majority of the time I use like the UK spelling and pronunciation but every now and then I use American Spelling...
#like im just working on an essay and im like wait is it programme or program#like i know it as program but apparently that is the american spelling#like growing up i was always confused how to spell colour#like who decided what words we spell like the us and the other the uk#like we are a colony of the UK but there is also a big US influence#but i do say z as zed#and it is always mum#feels weird when i type mom because thats like the spelling in a song#like we call everything chips#but then we also have our own aussie words#australia#spelling#us english#english language#english#uk spelling#us spelling#language#canada#new zealand#ireland
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Oh yeah yesterday I went to my C programming professor's office hours to ask about what's being covered in class tomorrow. Since I can't go bc of my PT appointment overlapping with it & I'm apparently the kind of student that cares about attending every single class now.
While I was there, I ended up chatting with him about a few things, including my current standing in the class. He asked what I got on the midterm exam, & I answered it was an 87, and he told me I was one of the top 5 or 6 scores in the Whole Class (this being a like. Maybe 70 or so person class). Top score was a 92 or 93 (idr lol) & the class average was a 72. Apparently there were a few of us in the upper 80s/lower 90s, but most people got 70s or lower. And once he does the curve on the exam, he said I'd probably end up with a 97 or so on the exam. So yay!!!
And then he told me how he's noticed how I come to class every day and am really active with taking notes and answering questions. Bc I also sit up front all the time lmao. Hadn't even realized how much of a damned teacher's pet I've been being, but I've been Trying to be a good student this year. But he said I was the type of student that if I got an 88% or smth in the class, he'd likely bump me up to a 90% so I'd get an A lol. But he also said so long as I keep up with how I have been, I could possibly get a 100% in the class by the end (bc I've been there for all the extra credit questions in class and whatever).
And just. I went there bc I wanted to make sure I didn't miss anything important in class on Wednesday, and I ended up having my ego stroked for Real. Felt good to have my efforts be recognized.
#speculation nation#now if only i could care that much for my web coding class. but oh well im still keeping up even if its a reluctant shamble much of the time#other stuff we talked about was how im graduating this semester & how i plan to stay in indiana to work#bc i have family here & i like the relatively low cost of living. & im not particularly ambitious.#just wanna make enough money to live comfortably. dont need anything fancy beyond that.#& he talked about how that's a good outlook in life. how he's known ppl who went to fuckin silicon valley or whatever#with high paying jobs. but the cost of living is so high that theyre effectively not making much more money than here#he said smth about like. a $70k salary has just as much strength here than a $120k salary there. smth around those#& he praised me on how i seem genuine and hard-working. so he thinks im gonna do just fine in the industry 🥺🥺🥺#i kinda wanted to keep chatting with him but i had to go to bowling class lol. ended up late to it even#bc i checked my phone for the time while chatting and went Oh Fuck bc it wss 1 min after the class started hfkshfks had to rush off then#but yeah makes me feel very nice about that class. i think it rly is my favorite class this semester.#web programming is pretty rewarding and im glad im taking it. but i was basically a complete newbie in html css and javascript#so ive spent quite a lot of time wanting to tear out my fucking HAIR over these labs. b4 it clicks and im like Haha yayy :3#i like C programming bc it's just so much more logical and regimented. it IS the language that got me to give up my engineering degree#since i was thinking about computer engineering. took my first coding class freshman year. and went 'i love this. i want to do CS now'#didnt do that obviously. but im happy where ive ended up. i wouldnt wanna be a programmer lol#and then my quality engineering in IT class. it's certainly engaging. it's the class i constantly have presentations in tho#had Another one this morning. blah! good to keep in practice but i still dont rly enjoy public speaking lmao#probably the most work intensive of my classes. interesting but Blegh#C programming i just keep up with the labs and do the exams and it's wonderful... so logical and comforting...#oh yeah web programming i also have a few presentations. also gotta fucking. code my project pages by next week 😭😭😭#i think it's just the html and css? no javascript yet. thank god. javascript is by far the hardest to learn#but css is so finicky too!!!! ive been struggling with trying to move these fucking input boxes around#i wanna have them on the right!! but they wont go there!!! gotta poke at it more. at least i managed to finish building the form.#still have to finish the lab tho. that was due 2 days ago. lol. also have another one due sunday. AND the project pages. gah!!!#they havent even graded the wireframes yet. i wanted their feedback b4 proceeding to coding >:( oh well#anyways yeah..im keeping busy lol
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I don't actually know from sure but I was on a video call with our new IT manager dude and he was showing me a chatgpt transcript (and narrating the whole thing like I couldn't just. read it) and look I could be wrong but it sure looked like he had a history entry where he was trying to find out about the GDPR compliance of a product we use. from chatgpt
#I feel insane like okay he was a basic programmer when he was young#he was showing me some visual basic code he wanted me to run#I was like 'have you tested this?'#he was like 'no you can though'#like buddy I cannot describe the degree to which i'm not running code you haven't even looked at#he also tried to get me to learn vba but I was like 'i've tried it's a shit language and i'm not gonna do it'#it took four iterations of 'no i'm not fucking doing that'#before he stopped asking and went to the ai instead#ugh sorry I don't like this guy I voted very much against him during the interview process
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Just solved extremely aggravating and challenging (for my beginner ass) coding problem in the absolute stupidest way possible. So mad I can't even put it into words
#WHAT DO YOU MEAN I JUST HAD TO MAKE A SECOND ARRAY. WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNN#FUCK YOUUUUUUUUU#sorry. anyways#also this is gonna probably multiply the length of my code by at least ×6 but hey.#when im coding i feel like i have a ferrari that ran out of gas so i stuck a couple horses in the front and am riding around town like that#like. it works. im going places. mostly even places i want to go if the horses feel like jt. but my god it looks bad#ive 2k lines already and im nowhere near done. if i showed this to an actual programmer theyd strangle me with their bare hands
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So we know you play DND, are there any DND podcasts you listen too?
(High Rollers has been rapidly bouncing between making me wheeze in laughter and ripping my heart out)
i acc dont HELPPP
#i dont rlly like listening to podcasts all that much recently#instead my friend usually info dumps on dnd or at my college we have this enrichment programme which you can do dnd on#and i hear a lot and watch a lot from that while painting on it instead :)#i play atm 2 fridays a month. one saturday a month . a wednesday every now and then and we're starting up an every sunday one#but if i start/come across any dnd podcasts i will let u know#anyone still reading if u have any feel free to lmk here !!!!
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"do i want to do art as a career or a hobby" life's most difficult question that plagues me every second of every day to be Honest
#i feel like part of the reason i went oh ill keep it as a hobby is because i didn't feel like i was Good enough to do it professionally. but#i will only become Good enough if i actually put the time and energy into learning anatomy and everything else and treating it as a full#time programme of study.#which is difficult alongside my accounting degree that i don't fully care about.ohwell#to be honest i will literally have the whole summer to draw so i guess it's fine tbh#i might get really serious and try to follow a vague plan/schedule of devoting x hours a week to anatomy and stuff#i just hate how limited i am right now like i know my art isnt bad but im so lacking in so many areas#well who give a shit...i got plany of time.#i think i will stick out this degree and then consider where to go from there...#i think i do feel too unready for a “career” of any kind so even if i COULD enjoy doing art as a job e.g. comics or children's books i thin#it would probably be better all round to slowly work my way towards it in many years time
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I am. Not dead. BUT will be gone for a like a day or few because the stuff at work did not! want! to! work!
Which I'd another way of saying that I finally was able to get free after working 34 consecutive hours in a row. The day prior I got 1 hour of sleep and that is all after 5 days of 10 or 11 hour work days.
I am so sleepy. I am taking tomorrow off and probably going to sleep right through it. Anywho cheers everyone!! I am going to go to the shadow realm now @:P
#syncrovoid.txt#delete later#maybe??#the one coworjer that has been helping as best he can is now calling me a cyborg haha! it is funny#but strange because before i was officially hired the supervisor (lead programmer) said i was#i was like a robot and if i had been perfect there'd be no difference#<- this was his notes when i finished my (payless) practicum there that lead to me being hired before graduating#ironically the new guy (hes been around half a year lol) was one of the only other people that graduated from my course#none of us ever met but it is cool!! and he did a lot to help out over this week of nonstop work#<- okay i KNOW someone will say “hey. you know you could have stopped right?”#but consider. i have very bad body awareness so i dont notice much impact from sleep deprivation and also i would feel so guilty @:(#and also consider!! i have either earned a hefty paycheck of the redt of the week off so like. capitalism yay?????#<- i do not support capitalism#ALSO sleep deprivation is SOOO silly because i get hyper! i feel like i get more and more energy and my brain doesnt stop thinking!#i have had a grand total of 3 hours of sleep in the past uhhh 4 days??#it is so silly!! but probably not good for me#but i CAN confirm to you that when websites say it takes 3 days of no sleep to start hallucinating they are exaggerating#it takes at least 5 or a week with only 1 or 2 hours sleep#even then it is so minor.#weirdest sleep deprivation hallucinations ive had was where every second time i blinked the world was overlayed with a different one#it has happened twice and it is literally and without exageration the STRANGEST feeling in the world. in the universe even#it is like you are flickering btween two realms that occupy the same physical space but from two different theoretical spaces#if that makes sense??#the first time it happened it was at a huge school sleep over and every few moments the gym full of sleeping bags and other peeps#would transform into all the chill monsters just living their life. like monsters in terms of not looking human nor like any earthly creatur#but not mentally monsters. it was like a towns square sort of thing? so they were rushing about and coming in and out the doors#second time it happened i was like 14 and in the back of an overstuffed car with a friend and their mom and we were in the middle of nowhere#forest for hours and hours longer still. slept on the side of the road lol. but it was like very so often huge huge giants would step over#the trees. all you could see was the somewhat woody-scaly texture of these massive massive poles or legs or whatever#slowly moving over the forest and walking around. looking up into the sky they just faded away too tall to see
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also i need a place to vent that people will actually see that aren't people i know why did VENT have to die
#i just KNOW their insistence on focusing on positivity fucked them over#that and shitty moderation#I always wished i could run an app for this reason#but i have to know and get along with or be capable of paying programmers for that#and that feels impossible rn#and so does learning to program#so we're all fucked ig idk#it's always people that don't knoa what they're doing and do stupid shit#like supress queers and uplift toxic positivity on a fucking VENTING app#that get to be able to make that shit i swear
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I am very insane ab tate when hes older actually
#tate as the cool dude at the cat cafe who is very nice to everyone and would risk his life for every stranger#who just makes everyone feel so safe and cared for and gives free food to the kids#i think he should run an after school programme actually#i also think he should work w kids who have to do community service and he should be so loving and caring 2 them all
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Yeah you know what I'm the right kind of weirdo to seriously consider sitting down and trying to figure out how to achieve a convincing mechanical puppet sculpture automaton thing, but with weights and springs or whatever.
#im pretty confident i have the right overlap of expertise to figure out how to make an etch a sketch draw dickbutt using cams and levers#i might be able to do a programmable mechanical cartoonist#which is intentionally or not commentary on ai shit isnt it#or i could just do like a mechanical skit with figures i fabricate however i damn well please#I'm confident that I'm good at making a figure feel alive and at figuring out how to achieve weird shit#feel like i should test myself at some point#and purely mechanical is in the right price range on top of being a more satisfying challenge#plus i might just fucking learn something too that's not nothing#see what other disciplines i can mash together
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Please read the critique of the Gotha program
You heard anon everyone!Marx & Engels' Critique of the Gotha Programme
#this ask is so confusing?#is anon trying to suggest that (re-)reading this will somehow give me information that conflicts with my uhhhh agitprop blog?#what has prompted this??#why is it anon??#anyway like yes do read Critique of the Gotha Programme#read Marx#should I turn off anon?#I haven't been very active lately but I feel like I have quoted this exact text on this blog more than a little?
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if no one gets me I know Human!Spock gets me AMMIRITE-
#gif source : tenor.com startrekonpplus#I am STRUGGLING#in every sense of the word#i feel#if any of yall just HAPPEN to be really good at Android Studio you could save me a lot of suffering 😭😭😭#jve been working on trying to fix this one error for at least 6 hours straight#AND THATS JUST TODAY#I've been trying for a weekish#well#like five days#i think???#time is a blur right now#it's due monday 😀#and once i finish this impossible task i have three other things to do that have NOTHING TO DO W JAVA#but i need to do them#BUT JAVA ISNT JAVA-ING#help me programmer jesus 😭😭😭#goofy jelly thoughts
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