#ESpeXially

[sockatoothewafflebird]

i'm sitting out the weekend,

couldn't do it again.

say you want it right now,

but i wouldn't know how!

it's something that i can't do...

then what am i supposed to?

i'm quite the people-pleaser,

if only i could please her..

...i'm talking while you're next to me;

did i ruin the moment?

if i coild tell you how i feel,

would you know what the words meant...?

for sake of conversation,

could you read the writings on my sleeve?

cause that's the best you're gonna get.

so maybe i had better leave.

Pleaser by Wallows, look it up on yt,,, oh my god it's so goooood.

the song is about how A can't or won't communicate with B and it starts to break them apart. A is a people pleaser, and B is noticing that they're struggling and wants them to be able to say what the feel, to be transparent with them, but... A just can't, and it eats away at both of them. A is literally eating away at themselves from the inside because they're frustrated with themselves; they can't get the words out. ((it might have something to do with not being able to please your partner in a sexual sense with how some of it, especially the chorus, is worded, but i'm ignoring that part mostly.))

that premise sounds awfully familiar... hmm, i wonder which pair this reminds us of. of course it's ragatha as A and pomni as B, in my opinion. although it could be the other way around, it depends on the situation.

every time i hear this song i think about them. it's consuming me. i'd like to apologize to Wallows for dissecting their song in the context of fucking digital circus because like it's the only reason i listen to this song anymtoe..... im sorry......

[veryaren]

someone called my style of drawing evil rwprillian "biblically accurate" luchi I am so happy. He is so fun to draw actually. he looks most like "him" to me when I draw him as evil reptilian.... It's also slightly easier I won't lie. gosh I love luchino diruse sooo much

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[tunaricebowl]

gonna be honest here: please dni if you ship narumayo or kayworth

if you like those ships, good for you i guess but i hate the age gaps so fucking much. a 24 year old should not be in a romantic relationship with a 17 year old let alone a 26 year old

i could understand maya and phoenix at 28 and 35 if it wasn’t for the fact that phoenix knew maya when she was a minor. like it’s better than og trilogy maya and phoenix but i’m still a bit iffy about it

i just kinda. had to get this off my chest. i really dislike these ships.

[wisecrackingeric-2]

Life has been kicking me in the ASS recently and I haven’t been able to cry about it. So. I’m gonna make my favourite little guy cry instead!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[yardsards]

do people who weren't raised evangelical Know that the main reason why so many evangelical christians support israel is bc they see israel as a pawn in enacting a prophesy to bring back jesus and cause the apocalypse? bc that's very much A Thing

[easily-distracted-by-fandom]

Yall you don’t understand I’m so obsesigg over hive mind I just can’t stop rereading it. Yall NEED to read Janet Edward’s books Istg there like not fandom on here for them and that makes me sad yall

[b00m-b0mb]

Something really funny that's occurred to me is the way Joe talks about Maccie is like she's some catastrophic event that happened to their family "I can't believe she's been here that long." / "Everything's been different since she was born" / "Everything changed." / "She changed everything."

And it's just rlly funny to me. I want to up the dramaticness of his words at some point. And anyway, he's talking to the Samurai/Ronin for the first time and I'm wondering the impression he's getting lmao

Joe is certainly expressive to me, but only when he's given the chance. And I think w Ronin, he just started letting a lot of stuff out bc thus guy is gonna go on his way anyways.. but then he's like wait!!! Actually let me go?? For a little? (Platonic yearning so bad)

Ronin like 》^. "I suppose.. Alright, curious karate man, I'll accompany you a little longer."

Or something I'm messing around UGH

[jennrypan]

People's beef with descriptions make me wanna shriek.

"Pinkette doesn't exist" "what does his eyes darkened even mean lol"

YOURE FUCKING BORING !!!! FUCK!!!

[catholicjinx]

I think part of the trope that kaveh always ends up hurt also stems from him unintentionally hurting himself because of his insecurities

[humannish]

axe luther with chainsaw mak me loose my mind

[darlin-djarin]

"yeah i don’t participate in fandom discourse lol" dude it’s not even discourse. people are just being straight up racist and you’re sitting there doing nothing.

[dat-is-important-for-me]

Guys,

Sleep deprivation suxks so bad

If you can avoid that please by all means do so it fucks you up so bad in ways you dont even tend to notice

Its bc ur fucked up

[desiredcaramellatte]

My inbox is fully open if you’d like to request anything <3!

Guess who found a way of horridly distorting their text via google docs to where only I can read it so I can write in public places :> let’s say the font is not arial

Anyways, feel free to spam my inbox with requests if you’d like, my bus ride is over an hour one way so requests would be mighty helpful

[asterthecalico]

>start reading fic tagged as eventual smut, not really my thing but I’ll just skip over it when I get there

>do exactly that, read until it gets a little too spicy then skip

>decide, screw it l read all the lead up lets see what happens

>read the smut

>idk what y’all see in this it wasn’t that interesting

[probablyaseamonster]

Im gonna make so many people mad by saying this and I AGREE! It'd be super annoying to be reminded of the same headcanon over and over again inescapably for years after its relevancy.

But I couldn't help noticing that the Season 10 in the logo was in Watcher colours-- *gets shot and deserved it*

[theamazingannie]

Pretty sure the only two reasons people don’t like Jennifer is either because they don’t seem to understand that this is a game and they all want to win and not everyone is here on the competition show just to make friends, or they hate Brett because of BB and it’s so annoying to see because they played their strategy VERY well from what we can see and the only reasons they didn’t do so well at the end were Shubby dropping the bomb about the revolution no one else wanted (which screwed over both Jen and Tom) and the Circle allowing Sam and Chaz to talk after the ratings therefore screwing over Jen and not letting them get Tamira out (which they absolutely could’ve accomplished otherwise). Maybe they wouldn’t have won anyways and maybe they didn’t “deserve” to, but I think they played a very good game and, frankly, were very entertaining to watch