#EdgeOfTheInternet

[dalgikisses]

edgeoftheinternet replied to your post: I looked cute last night

super super cute!! <3 :*

i'll never be as cute as u tho and wow does that make me angry like damn 

[mermaid--maddie]

Dear Charlie. love anon. xxxxxxxxx

Hmm, very sneaky and sassy! xxxxxx

Dear Charlie,

You are one of the most fabulous and sassy and beautiful and hilarious and talented people in the world. I am so glad you’re in my life and one of my kittens in my grrrl gang. You’ve really been like a star to me, dealing with all my annoying mental health shit (like the time I fainted on a table and you saved me with chocolate!). I’ll always be there for you and I hope you relise how much I care about you. You’re a wonderful puppy and I would call you a person but I hate people and I really really don’t hate you

[ceborgia]

Hello :P

1. First impression: I super don’t recall my memory is awful but clearly it wasn’t bad because I base a lot on first impressions and if it weren’t good I wouldn’t have gotten to know you :P

2. Truth is: I need to get my ass in gear and come visit East Anglia/Londoners sometime soooooooooon

3. How old do you look: Early 20s

4. Have you ever made me laugh: ofc

5. Have you ever made me mad: Probably less mad and more infuriated, probably around student politics stuff, because that’s my go to neutral state towards everyone whenever student politics is happening … but tbf if you have friends for any amount of time that have never made you mad you’re probably not doing anything interesting with your life

6. Best feature: Patience, and the time you’re willing to invest in people, but also capacity know when to not take shit from people.

7. Have I ever had a crush on you: Leetle bit

8. You’re my: Flooffy dog loving awesome pal (also definitely ur a pokemon)

9. Name in my phone: First-name, surname. P boring sorry :(

10. Should you post this too? You have already! So there’s that.

[x]

[riotbadgrrr]

Cute curly hair, cute chubby tummy, cute sexy stockings. I feel v cute. 

[walk-cornelia-street-again]

Depression: A Post

I just watched EdgeOfTheInternet's very brave video about depression. I wanted to contribute something to the conversation.

Over the past week, my depression and anxiety have crushed me with the force of a speeding semi-truck. I’ve found myself largely unable to leave my room.

  Lying on my bed, I watch the clock move through each hour at an agonizingly slow pace. I feel my stomach twist into knots as my mind travels over the same mental loops:

You are pathetic.

You should be working, you piece of shit.

You will never amount to anything.

You are the stupidest person who has ever lived.

You will always be too much to handle.

Everyone hates you.

You have no friends.

He left you because he knows you are crazy.

You are so worthless.

He will never love you because you aren’t lovable.

You have no future.

You are going to fail out of school.

You are too clingy.

You are going to die.

  I think these things until my head aches. I become physically sick. By two a.m., I am unable to rest, settle, or stop crying. Time seems to stop and all of a sudden, eighty years seems an awfully long time to have to stay alive. An hour seems like an awfully long time to have stay alive.

 But you must must must must stay alive.

I want to say two things:

  1) “But if I were really depressed,” I think over and over, “I would die without making a fuss. I don’t deserve anyone’s attention.”

  I would like to say -- for anyone else who feels this way -- you deserve attention. When did it become a virtue to die without making a fuss? No one is doing anything more important than keeping you alive. As a person who occasionally visits the Land of Productivity, I will speak for all people: no one ever does anything that can’t be interrupted for someone in intense psychological pain.

  So keep talking. I know that it feels like no one is listening, but you must not shut up.

2) It is okay to not be perfect or productive, for a week or for a year. It is okay to be sad and to feel despair. You do not need to feel guilty, sick, and sad over being sad.

Being sad every day by itself is enough for anyone to deal with.

  I have been struggling to remember both of these ideas this week. I hope writing this for myself in the internet echo chamber will help you, too. 

--

Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

[f-idontcare-blog]

edgeoftheinternet reblogged your post and added:

Out of interest, what should you do if you’re falsely accused?

i'd say that depends on your social status

if u r someone like conor oberst you should hold still and let everyone punch you in the face

[mermaid--maddie]

Dear best friend

This one quite tricky as I have a fair few I think of as my best friends, so I’ll do this collectively! 

Dear Best Friends,

I love you all so much. Thank you for everything you’ll all done for me. You’re all fabulous, wonderful, beautiful kittens from a far off planet of sass. I honestly wouldn’t be here without any of you. I hope you all realise how much I care for you all! 

I seriously love all you beautiful creatures

[afterdarks]

edgeoftheinternet replied to your photo “I was clearing out pictures on my phone from last year and this is my...”

I SEE ME :) And I don't know who that is with their face on my face. And I miss you x

i think rob cosh??? I MISS YOU TOO, i've got a busy few weeks coming up but i'd like to see you soon!!

[psychopharmakologie]

7, 58, 74, 81?

7: My best friend?my sister, charlie and teoh, among many others (those are the first people that came to my head)

58: What’s my strangest talent?I have no gag reflex

think of that what you will

74: Favorite animal?wild - elephant, penguin or dolphindomestic - doooooge

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr?man thats impossible.the main groups of people i follow on here are the thomblrs, antiviral fandom, feminism blogs and gore blogs tho

[old-flint-blog]

once you get this, you have to say 5 nice things about yourself and send to ten of your favourite followers! woo yeah!

1. I have magnificent breasts if i do say so myself.

2. I like to think i have a kind nature.

3. My eyes are the best feature on my face

4. I love how straight my teeth are.

5. Although I whine about it a lot, i love how short I am. It’s a part of my character :)

Also, Charlie is wonderful :) x

[vayr-o]

edgeoftheinternet replied to your post “how have I ended up watching rock of ages again…..”

I LOVE ROCK OF AGES I BOUGHT IT ON DVD I'MA WATCH IT TOO YEAHHHH

i seem to end up watching it at least once a week, with a lot of singing along. 

[afterdarks]

edgeoftheinternet replied to your post:edgeoftheinternet replied to your post:...

yes there are definitely I am almost certain good let’s go this summer yes excellent.

you have made me the happiest girl in the world (can we go for my birthday??????)

[psychopharmakologie]

i'm making a 'leave me here to die' playlist of songs for charlie and i to listen to/fall asleep to when we get back from new years

[teal-six-string]

Catherine, your tumblr background is simultaneously the greatest and most horrific thing I've ever seen...

That's why I picked it, I think my blog is the funniest looking thing ever and it just makes me giggle because it's so ridiculous :D

[fuckyeahfemaleyoutubers]

Charlie Edge