#FORGIVE ME. I DIDNT REALIZE OH NOOO

[turontot]

some human brozone doodles, first photo was supposed to be all four of them but i didnt like how i drew branch and the other two so im only showing bruce and jd

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[chidoroki]

Takt Op. Destiny EP12

aka: SPEECHLESS

Oh they're playing the OP right away so we can get no interruptions during the final fight.

Orpheus has dual harps that send out a horde of missiles.. and also have actual guns stashed away in them, how grand.

Destiny has proven to become quite proficient in 1v1 fights but Takt looks like he's seriously hurting and if he goes down then so does she, right?

Orpheus displaying some Ragyō energy.

These troublesome harps have chains too, great.

Oohh even Takt went in delivering a kick to the face!

It ended up distracting her from noticing Destiny coming up close to fire off that huge shot but I have feeling that didnt quite kill her..

Yeah Orpheus isn't done yet, but Destiny wants to take her on alone? Oh I'm worried.

You can show me flashbacks of Heaven and all you want but I won't forgive either of them for what they did to Lenny and Titan.

This is just me, but after TPN, being shown a slideshow of some "important" events during a final episode has me a little annoyed.

How the hell is Sagan alive? Dude you literally have crystals sticking out all over you and you still want to chat with Takt?

We got a sword fight between destiny and orpheus now hm?

"I am going to seal all of the D2s away here. in order to end all the sacrifices around the world, we just need to father them all in one spot." I mean, Sagan’s heart is in the right place, sorta? but his methods are insane.

Also, Takt's hair is turning white now? join the club with yuliy jirov and licht todoroki.

"Rooster's death was brilliant. as was Lenny's." You can go fuck off, sir.

Oh now the girls are switching to a fist fight!!

Bro Destiny landing some powerful hits! Let's go girl!!

Aahh Takt's baton disappeared! Hopefully that means Destiny just ran outta power and not like.. dead.

"God, would you shut up already?" Yea Takt you tell him! Sagan has been chatting nonstop, reminds me too much of Makishima.

Aaah Destiny walking right up next to our boy like that. Glad she's okay.

Well holy shit, Destiny just casually handing Takt her weapon so he could shove it right through Sagan for the kill.. okay y'all, chill!

Aww takt was humming the song he was writing!

"What do you even know about music?" "Well, I was literally born from music, so.." I love their bickering so much.

So the fight is over but is Takt gonna be okay? He still has that mark all over him and his hair is still partly white.

Oh, and his arm is still missing, duh, but reasonable since Destiny is still transformed.

Did.. Destiny always have that bit of red underneath the white hair? Or am I slow in noticing it? Probably the latter.

OH MY GOD!! Now she's kissing him too!! and that was a long one!

"Takt.. I.. love you." GOOD LORD she spoke the words!!!

Y'all my heart doesnt know what to do?? K was totally on board with Anna's kiss last week but now they throw me this?? I understand if Destiny is finally realizing the feelings Cosette once had but DAMN!

Wait a fucking minute! She just disappeared??

OH NOOO!!! Is she dead?? Oh shit oh fuck! Anna is gonna be heartbroken! and Lotte! and everyone basically!

Aw she left Takt a little memento though, kinda looks like her weapon.

YO HOLD UP! Anna became a conductor?? or just joined the Symphonica? I need answers!

OH! She also cut her hair super short!!! K dunno how well I like that honestly, but she has the gift Destiny left for Takt as a necklace now!

Takt is still unconscious huh? but I assume Lotte is giving him treatment.

Wait it just ends there??? No way!

I was gonna say, there had to be a post credit scene.

Not that it.. showed us anything remarkable..? at least I don't think so? HHHMM, I'm conflicted.

Okay so, reading other stuff after the episode now and I feel a little better about it.

For one thing, Destiny didn't die due to the fight but actually sacrificed herself to save Takt's, which I can accept more than the former, but she is still dead, which sucks. She was such a powerhouse during this episode and I loved it.

Another thing, apparently Anna isn't a conductor but a musicart?? So that's far more surprising considering her appearance looks fairly normal compared to others, but supposedly she transforms into one like Destiny did with assistance of the necklace she left behind? which explains the post-credit scene a bit more with showing the transition between Anna and Destiny. SO I can only assume she's gonna be Takt's new musicart, and if so, then I want another season, like, now. I wanna see them work together SO BADLY!

Although upon further reading, this was like a prequel to the actual game? So Anna takes on the "Destiny" identity completely, hence why the hairstyle reflects the game in ep12 a little bit. No wonder I thought the game-Destiny always looked a bit different and more mature than the anime one.. game one is actually fucking Anna. I'm speechless. Also noticed that Kaede Hondo voices Anna in anime and Destiny in the game.. now I'm floored. Anna is literally best girl.

[lannister-slings-and-arrows]

Epilogue of Good Girls Go to Heaven (Bad Girls Go Everywhere)

The first in a Rafael Barba/Reader/Frederick Chilton threesome verse written in collaboration with @pascalispretty . Gif by @eccleston . Yep. We did this. Was it necessary? No. Did we enjoy it? Sometimes. Are you going to read it? I sure hope you do and that you like it! Cross posted on ao3 if you prefer that format!

Part One of the series So Much Easier than You Realize

Chapter One: Tender Curiosity Chapter Two: No 'I' in Threesome Epilogue.

Warnings: Rafael Barba's general cockiness/assholery, stiiiill a threesome mes amies. Rating: G Word Count: 334 Summary: You reassure someone you do not, for the moment, wish them bodily harm and receive the most interesting text.

Your bed is practically calling your name by the time you finally arrive back to your apartment. You’re a little tender in the best kind of way in the wake of last night’s activities, and those pancakes you ate at your breakfast with Fred and Rafael have sent you well on your way to a food coma.

Throwing your jacket onto a chair and kicking off your shoes, you dig your phone out of your purse as you collapse onto the couch. The sweater that Fred lent to wear over your dress, a soft black crewneck that probably cost more than you made in a day, smells like expensive cologne and you snuggle into the cozy wool as you check your messages.

you arent still mad at me are you??

Nooo, I think I might be WELL on my way to forgiving you.

In fact. I should probably thank you

… for ditching you? thats a change of tune, i was expecting to have to grovel.

didnt you say the last time that if i did this again you were gonna switch my shampoo with nair?

I was never actually going to do that

uh-huh

so come on, what are you thanking me for?

Your phone chimes with a new text. Abandoning Erin for the moment, you swipe the notification for the new group message you have and take a deep breath before looking down to read it.

I just finished reviewing that hotel.

Staring for a second, you process this. Short, innocuous-- at least he uses punctuation in his texts. You tap your index finger against the side of your phone for a few seconds, thumbs hovering indecisively, and finally, with a sharp nod and a determined glare that no one but you can see, you text him back.

Oh? And what did you say?

Excellent place to get stuck in an elevator. 10/10 would recommend to my friends.

Really Rafael? Online reviews?

Careful Fred. I haven’t written one for the rest of the evening yet.

[transkirishima]

honestly kiri//mina shippers are either homophobes who know how heavily implied to be gay/gay coded Kirishima is and how important the idea and possibility of him being gay is to LGBT people and they're just shipping it with the intent of harming those things or they're a really young person who's completely ignorant of all of this and are just shipping for the sake of it or are projecting somehow and i forgive them but i pray they grow up soon

i definitely dont fault new or young ppl who get into bnha and genuinely dont know or didnt pick up on kirishimas gayness. if youre not gay and/or you arent aware of the cultural stereotypes at play, not picking up on kirishima being heavily implied to be gay is entirely understandable. it honestly took me a few months of getting into bnha and being like hey this schmells…fishy. and then i looked into it and bnha god dropped the power point. im not gonna fault ppl for simply genuinely not knowing

however what also happens a lot is ppl either ignore it bc they think its silly (some ppl just like, have so little faith in horikoshi they refuse to believe it even tho theres plenty of sketchy shit in regards to kiri being gay which is..on brand for horikoshi) or the group of tumblr discoursers who say shit like “you dont know what coding is!! (gives an entirely wrong definition of coding)” or smth, and the “its not explicitly canon yet so it doesnt matter!” brand of ppl, and thats basically the kinda ppl i talk abt in my “anti krmn” posts.

like, there are plenty of krmn that make it out that theyre oh so persecuted, and when they see kirishimas arc being animated and ashido going to the same middle school as him theyre gonna try to grab for straws to say its totally gonna be canon theres nooo way kirishima is a homo

i should probably clarify more often on my posts the exact mentality im criticizing, honestly. i dont wanna make someone feel like utter shit bc they genuinely didnt know abt kirishimas gayness and didnt realize they were erasing that important aspect of him.

[imhurtinginside]

JEALOUS SHAWN:)

I was at shawn’s condo curled up on his couch, watching tv. Shawn went to the studio he said that he needed to finish the album. While i was laying on the couch watching tv i got a notification from my good friend “” aka matthew (shy). We’ve been friends since i went to 1 of his shows,we met after the show he bumped into me then we hit it off from there, he says I bumped into him (we still fight about that😂). Anyways - he messaged me that he’s in Toronto and he wants to meet up with me.

Matthew: hey babe I’m in Toronto. I want to see you

Me: hey Shy! Oh my god yes i want to see you too. When&where???

....

He calls me babe since we met. I dont know why tho, he feels comfortable with me, it doesn’t bother me that he calls me babe/baby but its kind of weird that im in a relationship with shawn and he knows that. I call him shy because he was really shy in the beginning and then he warmed up to me.

I got ready. I took a shower, I shaved my legs i washed my hair, i got out of the shower I dried myself then I blow dried my hair. I put my clothes on, i was wearing a black tight crop top and some blue high wasted shorts. I was done doing my makeup, I walked out of the bathroom to our shared bedroom looking for some black socks. I put them on i was walking out of the bedroom to go to the living room then i heard the door shut. It was shawn. He came home, “why weren’t you answering my texts” he said while taking his shoes off, “i was taking a shower and i was blasting music, and i guess my phone was muted” i said to him. He came to closer to me he noticed i was all dressed up i had my big hoop earrings in,my rings on me,my diamond necklaces on me. Before he left he saw me i was curled up in the couch sweatpants on.

“Why are you all dressed up, honey?”

“Uh… my good friend is here and I’m going to meet up with him”

I know shawn. I know how jealous he can get. As soon as i said “him” he’s face had anger and confusion and sadness in his eyes.

“Him, who is he? And why didn’t you tell me HE’s in Toronto?”

Oh no. Here we go.

“Babe. I just found out like 30 minuets ago, I didn’t know he was here he said that he wanted to see me, and i want to see him too. We haven’t seen each other since i moved here.”

While i said that i was looking for my shoes he was in the kitchen getting a bottle of water. “Who is he? Do i even know him?” He said. “No, you dont.” “Show me a picture of him, i want to see who the guy is trying to take away MY GIRL.” I smiled at him and rolled my eyes. He was deadass serious that was the funny part. I showed him a picture of us, i was sitting on top of he’s range rover he was standing in front of me my hands were around hes neck and hes chest. He saw the picture he’s eyes widened and he asked “did you too date?” I smirked and laughed a little i said no, he looked a little relieved. Then my phone rang it said Matthew and it had a picture of us sticking our tongues out and rolling our eyes we were really close to each other. And shawn saw that. Before i picked up he said put it on speaker. So i did I picked up and matthew said “hey babe are you ready?” “Hey shyy yeah give me 5 minutes, are you here?” I asked. “Yeah im down here waiting for you in the car.” “Ok,bye.” “Bye”.

“BABE?!!?” Shawn saaid. He calls you babe? Shy? What the fuc- are you cheating on me??!” “NOOO im not cheating on you shawn”. Then I explained to him why he calls me babe and Vice versa. Then he asked “why am i not invited? Does he know you have a boyfriend?” “Yes he knows we’re together and he called me to hang out with him, I thought you were going to be in the studio for hours and i didnt wanted to bother you.” I said. “OH SO YOU WANTED TO SNEAK AROUND TOWN CHEAT ON ME AND LAY IN THE SAME BED AT NIGHT WITH ME??!!!” that was it he accused me of cheating??! I would never do that to him ! And he knows that. “CHEAT ON YOU?! I WOULD NEVER DO THAT, AFTER I TOLD YOU THE STORY ABOUT MY DAD WHO CHEATED ON MY MOM AND LEFT US?!” “MAYBE ALL OF THOSE HOURS I WAS IN THE STUDIO YOU WERE HANGING AROUND WITH YOUR SHY!” He said. More like yelled. We were down each others throats. That was enough for me i grabbed my phone, my purse, i put my shoes on i was almost out the door when he came behind me and slammed the door. “Let me leave!” I screamed at him. “No! I’m not finished talking to you” he said more calmer, “well i am.” I said to him “maybe now you cant think about what you accused me of...cheating on you!” And then i left.

I was acting this way because i missed him. I missed my shawn. He was always in the studio working, and i love what he does and I respect it, but i just missed him at night. We barely talked in the morning he just goes to the gym comes back home takes a shower, and then goes to the studio. And he didn’t even realize that i missed him. Does he miss me? It doesnt look like it so thats why i was acting this way and went to hang out with my friend. I might be acting like a bitch to him but he’s acting like an asshole who i dont mean anything to.

I got in the car, with matthew in it. We hugged and said our hello’s he knew something was wrong, my mood was off I wasn’t feeling Happy like i did before. He asked me what was wrong and i told him everything, I didn’t tell him that shawn was jealous of him of course not. So he had a plan that we go to his hotel and go on instagram live and sing. (More like lip syncing) music always puts me in a better mood, so I agreed to it. But first we got alcohol , when we got to the hotel we blasted the music. We were having a great time we talked about what was going on in our lives. And then we actually went on instagram live, I thought he was joking apparently not. We went on his instagram so shawn wouldn’t watch mine. Not because i had something to hide just because i was not up for anymore drama. There was a lot of people watching us 90k+ from my following and his. We were answering some questions, listening to some music , having fun. There were a lot of comments asking

“Did you and shawn breakup?”

“Where is shawn?!”

“Are you cheating on shawn?!”

“I knew you were always with shawn because of the money and the fame!”

“Whore”

“She’s suck a bitch!”

i let the comments slip through me, I didn’t care at all because it wasnt true.

Shawnmendes is watching.

Oh shit.

There were a lot of comments like “shawn is watching” “oooohh shawns here!!” “now shes going to get in trouble” “see shawn she’s cheating on you!”

Shawn was at home he invited his friend over brian. Because he was going crazy he knew he was just a friend and i wasnt cheating on him, and he got a little jealous. He told hes friend everything that happened even the part that he got jealous, hes friend calmed him down he even told him that hes not spending time with me and maybe thats why i was acting this way. Now he saw that, thats why i was acting this way. Meanwhile his phone was blowing up with notifications from all over his social media.

He went and checked on it and he was angry again. Jealous. Even sad.

Brian is watching

I saw, we were reading comments meanwhile, singing. We were having fun with 2 shots down. I didn’t really think of it that shawn, and brian are watching. Then shawn commented “i miss you, baby ❤️” and that was odd because we just had an argument and now hes suddenly commenting that he misses me. So i act like i didnt see it, it probably hurt him but it hurt me more that he accused me of cheating. So i don’t answer him, he starts texting me “im sorry” “come home” “i was so stupid” “im such a dick” “I should’ve never said that you were cheating on me, i love you ❤️” and thats why brian was watching because meanwhile shawn was texting me they were watching the live stream.

We end the live stream. I text him back “k” and he hates that. When i use one words. I was still mad at him but not that mad,i was before. So matthew drops me home we get out of the car he gives me a long hug saying our goodbyes god knows when im going to see him again. While Matthew is hugging me he sees shawn on the balcony staring at us. Giving us death eyes. And he tells me that in my ear, so i hug him more, just to make shawn more jealous :).

I go inside i take my shoes off. Brian is still here, shawn comes inside letting me know he was outside witnessing the whole hugging thingg. He stares at me i stare at him. Brian is getting uncomfortable, (the whole 3rd wheel thingLOL) i go into the bathroom to take my makeup off. While i do brian leaves telling shawn to go and talk to me.

Shawn is sitting on the couch watching the tv, i go into our bedroom getting into my pjs i put on my light pink shorts on, and a black large shirt on. I walk out to the kitchen to get some water, shawn stops me and says “im so sorry baby, i just got jealous and I never want to see you with a different guy.” While pulling me into a hug he keeps going and telling me “when i saw you hugging him it mad me really angry and sad, I never want to see you hugging a guy unless its me.” He was still hugging me i hugged him back. He pulled me back letting his hands cup my face and said “i know I shouldn’t have accused you of cheating on me, but when I heard you were going to meet up with a guy friend i freaked out. And i only want you to myself. You’re mine.” “Shawn I’m yours. But you cant just freak out when i go out with a guy friend. I forgive you, its just cheating i would never do, and you know that.” I said. And he said hes sorry again and then we kissed like we haven’t seen each other for a year. And then he said “why arent you wearing my shirt? I like it, it looks better on you.”he took hes shirt off and put it on me. “It looks so much better on you baby.” He said. And then we talked for a little while, we watched tv, then we went to bed earlier than we thought, because the fight drained our energies. We were in bed watching greys anatomy, cuddled up we kissed and then we fell asleep.

AHHH THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING!!! I hope you like it??? I was honestly so bored so i wrote this🤷🏽‍♀️

Please send me your suggestions / what you want me to write about next.❤️

[bibbleboo]

Could we get some headcanons/more background on Abbey and Doyle’s kids? 🥺👉👈 I love the premise of this AU

YEEEEE (im just gonna ramble a bunch about the backstory i have so far but ill put it in bullets so its easier to follow lol i apologize for it being long as fuck-)

OKAY SO,,, first of all,,, doyle and abbey timeline,,,, [i am looking respectfully]

in this au, they get back together and have a sort of ‘lovers pretending to be enemies’ chaotic on again/off again hookup thing off to the side just between the two of them thru like Most of the final season, they try to keep it a secret (especially doyle who doubts the saturdays would be hAPPY if he was seeing her again) but in the end, saturdays ofc find out, probably are unsure about it at first, but she gains enough of their trust to be there for the big finale battle in the weird world mansion.

when shit goes down and argost becomes the vessel for the two opposing kurs (regular kur, and the anti kur from zak monday) and they like. explode his matter or w/e, i imagine instead of kur just completely disappearing, the ‘anti kur’ gets shot back to its universe, while original kur gets forced into a new vessel in this universe... the closest of which happens to be the unborn child abbeys unknowingly carrying. basically, what if the two kurs just LOOKED like they evaporated but actually did what happens when you try to like tape two same sides of a magnets together and they YEETED-

So thats how we have Parker, their firstborn daughter! and this... also implies ‘Parker Monday’ exists which. 8^) i havent thought about yet so forgive me on that but hoo, 

they dont know parker is kur, they got no idea and rly just assume kur is gone for good. but after they find out abbeys pregnant (which is a huge emotional trip for both of them in its own right) they do eventually sort of agree they dont want their kid exposed to that whole world of mystery. like, ik its a vital thing to the whole family, and ik these two people were probably voted least likely to ‘settle down’ in high school, but i cant imagine they didnt escape the kur/zak situation without a LOT of trauma, so while the saturdays stay in the cryptozoology field, doyle and abbey slowly pull away from the mystery and mercenary stuff, and also instead of going for big dollar lifestyle settle with ‘independently wealthy’ parenting.

also, neither of them really . grasp the concept that theyve even started a family, and are ‘together’, and that this is REAL, until around when she gets pregnant with their second daughter, Kendall. and then theyre like. oh nooo wait are we actually like boyfriend and girlfriend EWW-

when kendall is born parker is 3, and the next like 10+ years are pretty smooth sailing. as far as what the kids know/see, they probably know the cryptids when theyre little but. (tw animal death sORRY TO BE DARK I JUST??????) idk,, how long komodo dragons live/how old komodo already is and i definitely dont know Anything about giant prehistoric birds and am not even sure if science knows that lifespan, so. im not sure how long they could really be in each others lives??? i almost imagine parker would have memories of them that she assumes she remembers wrong, like “oh yeah they used to have a lizard and a bird... my imaginative little kid brain thought they were a komodo dragon and a dinosaur”, and as for fisk im still working on it but i . actually kind of imagine he might have a much longer lifespan (since lemurians are like ancient or w/e? and also if hes by dna like a gorilla cat or w/e gorillas at least live long af) and also feel like once he got older and settled down a bit he might live somewhere in the woods, maybe even his old tree? and the saturdays see him ALL the time obviously, but hey zaks gotta go to college eventually, a gorilla cats gotta eat bugs in forest, we all have to grow up and leave the nest sometime,

so idk the last time parker has actually seen fisk and she might assume he was an imaginary friend or smth but, 1. if i do write a fic they absolutely have to meet again, 2. overall the vibe is they know the saturdays are cryptozoologists, like, the same way josh gates does destination truth, seeking answers and studying, they dont really. know that theyre REAL. to them its like, a hypothetical science. (this is also part of why they dont realize parker is kur, she isnt around cryptids and therefore whenever her powers would actually show up they wouldnt be recognized) anyways parker isnt embarrassed or put off by it but just thinks its a little wacky, meanwhile kendall is obsessed with the world of mystery/paranormal/cryptic lol

speaking of the girls personalities;;;

parker is like. not really normie/preppy, even if she seems it at first glance, shes nice and has a good head on her shoulders but also is a teenage girl (inherently unhinged) and shes THEIR teenage girl (+5 feral) so despite her success and charm shes also very witty/crass when she wants to be, and deep down shes closer to the kind of person that would on pure inexplicable instinct put something random in your mouth when you’re yawning so you bite down on it afterwards. or like. that video of the girl singing in the bathroom while her friends curl their hair and she grabs the curler to use as a microphone before realizing its burning hot??? shes. the voice of reason, but the voice is usually shrieking in fear, making a cursed joke, or half the time whatever shes saying is actually smart. she kinda wants to go to college and travel, but struggles with indecisiveness and anxiety, so she has no idea where to go, what to major in, etc. and is again kinda just livin thru the typical teen life in that regard

kendall on the other hand is like. weird kid culture, the kind of kid that believes they are secretly a new supernatural creature each year (mermaid phase, werewolf phase, alien phase, etc), probably completely accidentally starts cults or witch covens at school (didnt realize teaching peers how to become ‘blood brothers’ and ‘make potions’ from puddles and stolen school supplies would be taken so seriously by parents) , very into emo/scene/punk/alt culture but not rly in an overtly dark/edgy way, more of a having fun and expressing self way. she wants answers for everything, really loves mysteries and being open minded, and definitely a rebel/adventurer at heart, even if she gets naive or in over her head sometimes.

the girls get along well! parker is not dismissive of kendall she just. isnt really into the same stuff/is more freaked out by it most of the time, but she would tag along on certain adventures, especially if it was to keep her safe. and kendall definitely directs gentle mockery towards parker a lot but does see her as a good role model and guiding figure, their bond is really strong!

other details !

doyle and abbey prob decide to say fuck it and get married after kendall is born, they probably have a few rough patches but nothing is more important to them than the kids now and in the end they understand each other better than anyone else so . canon tension idk her! family ftw! power couple! they intimidate the teacher during parent teacher conferences together hand in shady little hand !

their parenting style is exactly what one would imagine, 70% fun and sass and controlled chaos where theyre the bigger children than their children, 15% ‘this is how you hack the government and dual wield swords-- i was not supposed to teach you that im sorry’, and 15% actual guidance / emotional depth / etc. flaws might be overcoming their own immaturity for the first few years, and then being lowkey overly protective (while claiming they arent, but just bc you semi jokingly tell parker she should join the football team doesnt mean you dont actually hide 60% of ur life from her and check that her bedroom windows are locked every night and have 24 people listed in her school emergency contacts and used to cut up her food till she was 7 and-)

so abouT THE BABY BOY (Phoenix), 1. his middle name is leonidas bc im gay and i love emotional turmoil babes , 2. fully unironically the idea behind such a late pregnancy is abbey would be mid fourties when hes born right. so like. [has two kids] ‘ok birth control time’ [when theyre teens many years later] ‘ok im old enough to stop taking this’ [the hyperfertility curse that plagues many women rears its ugly head with one last hoo-rah]

and finALLY a very quick elevator pitch of what id write an actual fic to focus on;;; kendall sneaks into the attic to look for old shit bc they BOTH know their parents have been hiding stuff over the years, she finds things like a cryptopedia (now offline), the claw, maybe even a piece of the kur stone, and ropes parker into the long haul of figuring out what all this stuff is. and ofc the second they ever find the naga relic and parker comes face to face with it, [rest in rip] time for mom and dad to find out and all this kur shit to start ALL over again-

[setthedancersfree]

No one wants to talk to me about Sherlock so I'm gonna talk about Sherlock

I have always had relationship goggles when it comes to this show. I have defended it to almost EEEEVERYBODY who, mind you, had very good reasons not to like it, but being the immature fangirl that I was I put my hand over my ears and loved it anyway. That being said, I was willing to forgive A LOT of shit this show pulled, but I couldn't ignore this. For those who TL:DR, my sentiments can be summed up in one line: WHAT WAS THE POINT? For those willing to listen, let me expound. *spoilers* What was the point of Mary's death? Like I said I can forgive a lot, and I can forgive the strange twists this episode took, with the faith that there would be a satisfying ending. It did not. Why was Mary dying essential to the plot? They pretty much threw that whole point away halfway through the next episode and there was little to now mention of it in the last, no meaningful one anyway. It was like oooh nooo my wife's dead huhuhu but Sherlock, but no my wife, but Sherlock, definitely Sherlock. That does not seem rational at all. And that videotape was a lame way to justify it. Mary was a great character and refreshing to the show. She would have done more good in it alive, then as a sad ghost. They didn't even have the decency to give her a good death scene or a respectable murderer! That must have been THE lamest death of the whole show, let alone a main character! I don't even remember the philanthropist's name. That's how little I think of him. An amazing actor, but a useless villain. A useless episode really. They just wanted one to show John getting over Mary, WHICH HE SHOULDN'T. An episode exploring his grief, as well as Sherlock's grief would have been better. I was willing to accept that Sherlock had gone into a drug induced psychosis after Mary died but the sad reveal that he was faking it just to have John save him just ruined that whole episode even more. It shouldn't have existed, basically. Why Euros? So she was a psycopath, ok. So she wanted attention, ok. They should have just stuck with one. Either she was a psycopath who had no rational reason for her action, in which case she would be dealt with like one, or she play the misunderstood sister and have a redemption ark. Mixing both made it utterly confusing what the hell she wanted and why they had to go through all the trouble. Also, did that mean she loved Sherlock but didn't give shit about Mycroft? (Given she expected him to die) But in the end he didnt hurt him so what was up with that? She was played by a brilliant actress but he character was shallow pretending to have depth. Why did they go? To figure out if she was there? Did they not own a telephone? Or a computer? Why did the guards send anyone in the cell? They were told, they have dozens of dangerous people in that prison, why were they stupid enough to play around with this one? Why would Mycroft who, according to even Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, was much smarter than Sherlock, think it was wise to consult her with anything? Her being smarter than him is not an excuse. If she could do it in 15 minutes, he could do it in half an hour and Sherlock in one hour. Seems a pretty good compromise than literally COMPROMISING EVERYTHING ELSE. What was the logic behind every decision made by every character in this episode? Why did they just leave Molly? No follow up, no nothing. You pretty much destroy the woman, a sensible, smart woman, then nothing? Dick move. Molly had so much more substance in the last season, why did they strip her of that in tis one? Was there only room for one powerful woman per series? I loved Sherlock's mini tantrum after the call. I thought it was brilliant and really showed is growth in terms of becoming more human and having feelings but it seemed to end with that scene. Molly, like all of us, deserves better. I don't see the point of the Redbeard twist. What did it matter? Greater impact? Not really. She killed him. Ok we get it. That fact was to solidify that she was a psycho. She is. Doesnt matter who or what she killed. It still drives the same point. So why? Where were the actual mysteries? One of the things I loved about the way Sherlock did tings was that it was still very heavily based on classic Sherlock adventures, given a modern twist. These adventures were all still cases. That's not what happened here. Except for the first episode, the story's main case had already essentially been pre-solved. Sherlock knew he was a serial killer from the beginning and he knew he had a sister by the start if the last episode. There were no real mystery! Redbeard is not a mystery. They knew whatever he was, he was dead. What he wasn't a mystery, or an important plot point for that matter. The only real sleuthing he did was int he first half of the first episode, and he solved the "main mystery" pretty early on. They lost what Sherlock was all about, which is being a detective, in exchange for what they thought would be character development, which didnt happen, because in the end they literally went back to normal. That was the literal ending "that will always be you???" And finally, to everyone who was "sad" that Johnlock didn't happen, this was the most upsetting of all because... IT DID. How many times did you all say "oh Mary has to die so that John and Sherlock can raise the baby together?" WELL THERE YOU ALL FREAKING GO. It played out basically verbatim! You're welcome shippers, you asked for the literal worst plot twist of the century and you got it, and in the most unsatisfying way possible. You're welcome. Be careful what you wish for. Now don't get me wrong I have nothing against gay couples, I'm just warning against the dangers of fan service. That whole bit at the end was fan service! Every time a show decides to go in the exact direction it's fans ask for, it begins to fail. When sexual tension is realized, when unlikely fandoms become canon, etc, everything plummets downwards because the show becomes a caricature. Fan service is wish fulfillment and wish fulfillment is, at least most of the time, unrealistic and makes for shallow story telling. All in all I'm just really sad about this series because I feel like it didn't evolve the characters in any way and I could literally ignore it without missing much. It was inconsequential and I just feel so bad I can't love it like I love the other seasons. I still do by the way. I always will love Sherlock seasons 1-3 (except Blind Banker, that can go suck it). I am sad because one of my favorite shows is officially failing and I can't defend it. I'm just... sad. Whew. Ok.

[indische-party]

Mes van allen overreacted and was about to burn dita. Mr van allen came down to stop the commotion. He wa sbeing level headed like “what’s wrong what are you doing? Stop this!”And mrs van allen was just like throwing a fit “nooo you cheated on me!” He was like gaslighting her like no baby it’s just your imagination.

There she tried to test his faith—whether he’s chose her or that lowly inlander. “Then you burn her” she handed the hot brand.

She was giving him a dicothomy—slrt of like how mom does that all the time eg im cleaning toilet and she’s like micromanaging an dinsulting how stupid i am—i could have said you know what i dont have the expertise to do this i will relingquish my responsibility and shed say no you must learn—i didnt know i could say no i dont want to learn good day.

Same for mrs van allen she tried to do that too but mr van allen was like naioise. There was a moment where they all stood in silence—dita thinking he would brand her and she was scared and betrayed. And for a moment mr van allen considered doing that but he was liek wait what? He flipped the dichotomy over and said no im not doing this.

And mrs van allen was just like see?! You cheated on me you have feelings for her!! *rage want to tackle dita* mr van allen caught her and hugged her and be like shh shh no. You dont prove anything you’re commiting crime that’s why i dont agree. If the chruch found out balabalabla. Saying all the things the chruch could do but he do it on daily basis eg torturing bc apparently these rules are formalities only.

Use plot to interact with character: dita overhearing how what they’re doing is actually illegal and can be reported etc—she had an idea bulb. She can fight for freedom! She knows what to do she could write an anonymous letter with evidence to the chruch and this will free her and everyone.

So she went on a secret quest to collect info, evidence, and find someone trustworthy to write for her and to deliver the message. It osunds like a perfect plan!

She qould inquire mr van allen a bit about the government and he would be like huh! You’re quite inquisitive aren’t you.

She decided to abandon her original plan to run away with that dude she met on the forest bc now she could free everyone and perhaps inherit something to start her life. Do all that under the law because even when you do good things the law isnt on your side, let alone steal mrs van allen’s jewelry.

Then she observed people searching the estate and everything, eavesdropping and realizing her plan went awry and when one of the gov people said we will find out who this writer is and put jailtime for them—she knew she screwed up. She was scared. She had to leave. Sooner or later they will find out—so she delivered a message to the dude through someone else that she agrees to leave but it must be asap. When the day came she packed up, ready to tip toe to the designated rendezvous point, she tip toed, and she just have to walk through the door, and lo and behold mr van allen was there. He was holding a lighter with a piper in his mouth. Oh wow. Out of all the day he decided to smoke tonight.

“Hello dita...” he casually greeted. Then his eye went toward apack of something covered in a cloth that she’s carrying. So neat. His brow furrowed in confusion

“What’s that?” He pointed at it with the pipe in his hand.

She was sweating. “Nothing sir. Just taking out the garbage.”

He stopped leaning to the doorway and stood straight assuming serious position. Fuck. Bad answer.

“Looks like it’s still in a great condition...” he realized what he said and his suspicion grew larger. But he doesnt need to confirm it. Thats his power—he doesnt let people know what he knows and they remain unassuming until it’s the right time and he really destroy them.

“Put it back. I’m sure we still can use it.”

Dita nodded. She was relieved. Little did she know he kinda knew.

She went back to the servants quarters and rethink of possible way to creep out. Dammit he’s be waiting there and she told him that if it past midnight he should return because that means she is caught and he might be in danger. Then she decided she doesn’t need as much things. She left her clothes, and took only a knife and money. Then she head for the other door. Made a walk around the house to get to the gates. She was walking fast but quiet not to draw attention.

Little did she knew van allen was watching from 2nd floor smoking. When he notice her walking head on to the gates his eyes widened, and he lauched his plan. Someone was already standby the bell and he notified them to secure the perimeter if it rang. He rushed downstairs and ran after her. When she heard the bell she realized and she ran as fast as she could. She looked back and saw mr van allen at max speed toward her, and she was hyperventilating in fear bc she knew he wouldn’t be kimd with the punishment. She made it past the gates and ran straight into the woods to hopefully hide.

Mr van allen stopped in fornt of the gate, and he yeled at his men to prep the horses. He jumped on and dita continued to run. Amidst panic she realized she didn;t follow the guide the man gave her. She stopped to look around and noticed she was lost. This is bad. And then she heard horses. This is worse.

She ran and ran but there were people on her right, and she turned left and there were people in her left. Mr van allen was one of them. He jerked the rein pwerfully so the horse would crahs on dita , and she fell down but scampered up and ran away. Van allen successfully managed to buy time by making her fall down and he jumped off his horse and ran after her for a few meters before he caught her.

She was crying. Begging her master to forgive her—but he doesnt care. He was not even listening. He grabbed her upper arm and handed her to one of the guards. “Put her in the room.”

Oh no. The room. Where he torture rogue servants