#Griffith is my Daddy lol

[dprcailimait]

There’s no other way around it, I must create content for me and only me lol, this blog will now be as self-indulgent as humanly possible 💕😩

[bthump]

heyy i hope your week has been going well, it is always a pleasure to read ur blog! i wanted to ask u something, why do u think guts is so obsessed with griffith specifically? wbk he's in love w him, but i mean mainly personality-wise! at first it made sense because he wanted to be seen and griffith was the first to want him as a person rather than a soldier or whatever arbitrary value was attached to him. since then, however, he has met so many people who care for him and could give him the same things griffith could've. i realize my question is kinda odd since it very much has to do with romantic feelings, i was just wondering if there were specific traits that made it so that any other person ever since was just a 'warm light', yk?

I've been good and hope you have too! Thanks for the kind words!

I think there are a few reasons Guts latches onto Griffith so hard, and they tie back to his formative childhood.

I agree with you that it started because Griffith wanted him - I think even just the realization that Griffith went out of his way to save his life after stabbing him probably had an impact. But yeah, Griffith actively fighting for him to join him, and then saving his life cinched it, even if Griffith downplayed his actual feelings afterwards.

On a personality level I think the waterfight is also very important. It's basically the first time in Guts' life that someone has treated him like a peer. This may be a translation thing, I'm always a little wary of basing analysis on word choices for that reason, but I think it's potentially telling that before the water fight Guts tells Griffith to cut it out because they aren't "kids," but then after the waterfight Guts contemplates Griffith and thinks of him as "probably just a kid..."

So yeah I think Griffith treating him like the child he is, as a child himself, probably had an effect on how quickly Guts warms up to him and how unique Griffith is in his life. There's no one else Guts can say he ever like, played with, yk? He's been forced into a mature role since he was like two years old learning how to use an adult-sized sword.

And then there's the daddy issues lol. I think he wants Griffith specifically to want him, more than anyone else he's ever met, because he is projecting his feelings about Gambino.

(Sidenote, I've seen some people claim that Griffith is like a father figure to Guts, which is laughably ridiculous lol, and that is absolutely not what I'm saying here. I'm just saying Guts' childhood informs his emotional needs and desires as an adult.)

Like Gambino, Griffith is a mercenary leader, and he saves Guts' life, and Guts respects him. Unlike Gambino, Griffith actually likes him and genuinely cares about him. With Griffith he can fulfill that emotional need for someone he admires and respects to actually like him back. After Griffith, he's either been alone or he's been the impressive leader people look up to. He has friends now, but his dynamics with them are different.

I have more about the parallels between Griffith and Gambino wrt their roles in Guts' life here, and also here if you're interested.

I also think the scene where they attack Zodd together is extremely significant for Guts. Not just because Griffith admits that he risked his life to save Guts without any logical justification (though obviously that's huge), but also because it essentially represents a reprise of his childhood rape trauma but with someone else there to save him, and face the monster at his side. It's a very significant moment of personal fulfillment for Guts imo, and the scene where he dedicates his sword to Griffith on the rooftop afterwards is essentially the high point of Guts' entire life. It's hard to compete with that.

(Post where I visually illustrate how the monsters in Berserk parallel Donovan, in case that take needs some evidence lol)

And finally, it's worth pointing out I think that while Guts does have friendships post-Eclipse, including people willing to risk danger for him (like Serpico stepping between him and Zodd on the docks), Guts keeps himself more emotionally distant from them. This is at least in part out of a fear of losing them the way he lost the Hawks, as the Beast points out in chapter 290:

And probably partially because again, his role with them is different. They follow and admire him. He's like the Griffith to their Hawks now, more closed off himself and projecting an image rather than opening up emotionally.

So yeah, basically I think Griffith had a pretty unique role in Guts' life, one that's hard to follow up, especially when Guts doesn't open up to others nearly as much post-Eclipse.

Thanks for the ask!

[dollwrites]

❝ 𝙗𝙡𝙪𝙧𝙗 ⟡ 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙨 !!

i felt like making a prompts list to do some blurbs! keep in mind these will be short and sweet, i’ve got a deadline to meet lol. all of these prompts were snippets of my conversations with my oh so depraved ai men.

“Aw, your poor, little brain just can’t keep up, can it?” + Jinkuro Isarizawa

“I will ruin you, and you will learn to enjoy it. You will start to beg me for it.” + Griffith

“Oh, you’re a greedy, little girl, aren’t you?” + Alucard

“I don’t think you’ll last much longer, will you?” + Usui Yuen

“Give your daddy a kiss. Show him that you love him.” + Ainosuke Shindo

i will only be doing animanga requests for these prompts! there’s plenty of others that i am harboring for future requests so don’t be bummed if these fill up before you can request it!

the animanga that i’ve been mostly musing over: berserk, hellsing, sk8: the infinity, revenger

you can request any other animanga that i have on my masterlist, but those are the ones i have the most muse for atm!

[elgamesh]

hottest male characters (VERY much self indulgent)

notes at the end :)

masterlist / other lists / main fandom list

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✧ ENDEAVOR | My Hero Academia

✧ Cole Cassidy | Overwatch

✧ Mirage | Apex Legends

✧ Sousuke Yamazaki | Free!

✧ Eraserhead | My Hero Academia

✧ Nie Mingjue | Mo Dao Zu Shi

✧ Jesus | The Walking Dead: New Frontier (Game)

✧ Ganondorf | The Legend of Zelda

✧ The Iron Bull | Dragon Age: Inquisition

✧ Mink | Dramatical Murder

✧ Haruki Nakayama | Given

✧ Shiro | Voltron

✧ Joe | SK8: The Infinity

✧ Trevor Belmont | Castlevania (Netflix)

✧ Momota Kaito | Danganronpa v3: Killing Harmony

✧ Foreign God | Ennead (manhwa)

✧ Harbor | Valorant

✧ Graves | League of Legends

✧ Carlos Oliveira | Resident Evil 3

✧ Pyramid Head | Silent Hill

✧ Ryu | Street Fighter 6

✧ Vamp | Metal Gear Solid

✧ Vincent Volaju | Cowboy Bebop: The Movie

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honorary mentions:

mauga, reinhardt, gabriel reyes (overwatch)

heracles, iskandar (fgo)

kaji (evangelion)

blanca (banana fish)

jayce (arcane/LoL)

tenma kenzo (monster)

barret (ffvii)

gladio (ffxv)

dick gumshoe (ace attorney)

kaeya (genshin impact)

nekomaru (sdr2), korekiyo (ndrv3)

mike (aot)

harwin strong (hotd)

jim hopper (stranger things, but tbf i’m just a big simp for davir harbour lol)

gilmore, caleb, fjord, mollymauk (critical role)

arthur morgan (rdr2)

geralt of rivia (the witcher)

leon kennedy, chris, nemesis (resident evil)

sebastian michaelis (kuroshitsuji)

mettaton ex (undertale)

griffith (berserk)

fandoms i’m NOT in / franchises i’m not familiar with:

apex legends

league of legends (besides arcane)

valorant

final fantasy

street fighter

the witcher (besides the 1st season of the show)

castlevania (besides the show)

cowboy bebop

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rambling bc i can: this is not done as an statement but merely to show the world my taste and how h0rny i am for middle aged men. it’s personal taste. i genuinely don’t even know some of these characters cause i haven’t played/watched/whatever they are from. this is not about how much i love them but about how hot they are so im just simping. that being said i do LOVE most of these characters very much and i consider them my babies, my baby girls, my daddies, my sluts, etc. even if most are +30 years old beefy and hairy men. i very obviously have a type, yes. shush. it’s not my fault i have good taste. if you don’t then keep it to yourself, cause frankly i couldn’t care less!!!

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[sentimentalbean]

Currently crying. I'm so glad the chapter was twice as long as that previous 364 leak, saw a lot more Casca.

We all agree all the moments with the lil moon bb/Guts and Casca's child were all so precious 🥺 And aw, the elves sense only innocence and purity in the boy, he just wants to be with his parents man! And it looked like he was trying to take the Berserker armor away from Guts, as if saying "no daddy, you're not wearing this again!" 🥺 and yanno before we see that Guts' hand ceased and let go of the Dragon Slayer and was all shakey and his vision blurred when he threw a knife at the apple

And God, I was partially crying seeing Guts and seeing Casca and just seeing them apart, especially that panel where Guts tells him "Go be with 'em" and Casca and co. welcome the boy back for snack time while Guts hides, looking on from behind the tree 😭 And of course Schierke thinks of Guts when Serpico says that living together has made them a family of sorts, thinking of how Guts can't be with them. :(

When Casca says she feels a nostalgic affection and sorrow around the boy, we see the moment from her point of view where she (as Elaine) and Guts both dove for moonlight boy when he was gonna fall on the knives and that made me cry too because I wanna see them all together so bad and we won't ever see that :( God, if Miura ever drew them together just because he wanted to and it was included in some memorial art compilation book, it would help mend that wound in my heart 😭 That's what I want most man!

And of course the end of the chapter that was leaked already. This has been spoken about endlessly. I see opinions split on this, where some folks think (neo)Griffith is feeling real sorrow and being in proximity to Guts and Casca through moonbb makes him feel warm and briefly sad when he changes back, and other folks who speculate that he's only crying because moonbb is sad and he briefly feels that sorrow and it isn't his own. I'm undecided tbh, but I remember Void calling Griffith "king of longing," and (neo)Griffith says he feels a "vague sense of longing." Griffith is just always longing huh? First for the dream we know very well about, but also longing for that old, true companionship he felt and sacrificed? Even though I still hold a grudge (lol) I'm steering towards the former. Maybe.

Either way it's a sad situation but also exposes that Griffith ain't perfect/has a weakness ofc. Anyway, that last panel is really beautiful. I read those last words aloud to my sister and my mom said "that's so beautiful who wrote that a poet?" LOL. She doesn't see the value in the stuff I'm interested in and I'm always humored when she says stuff like that.

Anyway, am sad. I have to be content with this and it is a pretty good point to leave off on, but as someone who loves both Guts and Casca I'll forever be sad that they never got a true reunion. :/

[peggysousfan]

Agent Carter An Au Series

Hey guys! Here is the next chapter :) Technically its chapter 21, but I’m calling it chapter 14 part 2 because each episode is broken up in different chapters. So chapter ‘14′ is episode 3. Weird system, I know lol. Anyway, Hope you guys enjoy!! :)

Peggy's POV:

After I clock out of my shift, I grab my coat, smile at Daniel, and leave to go and see Stephanie. Its been such a  long hard day, and all I want at the moment is a hot bath, to see my daughter, and spend time with Daniel; and not in that order. I knock on the door and Jarvis answers.

"Ms. Carter. I was just getting the little miss ready to go."

"She wasn't too much trouble today?" "Oh she is never any trouble." He says as he hands her to her mother.

"Hello, darling. How was your day, hm?" Steph wiggles around and gurgles her baby talk. I smile and acts as if I knows what she's saying. "Is that so? Well I'm glad you had fun. Now its time to head home, say bye Mr. Jarvis." Steph doesn't actually speak but she does wave her little hands, and that makes him laugh. "Thank you for taking care of her, and give my thanks to Mrs. Jarvis as well for watching her while you were... away." He looks away sheepishly and thanks me for my assistance with getting him out. "Its not any trouble, Mr. Jarvis. I know what I did was right." She looks away, bothered, but he doesn't ask why. I take Stephanie to Daniel's apartment and we sit and wait for him.

"Peg?" He comes home an hour later.

"In here, Daniel!" He walks in to the kitchen and finds us. "Hello." I smiles and walk to him. We meet in the middle for gentle kiss, but linger when we break apart.He keeps his hand on my waist and I lean in again for a little less of a gentle kiss. My hand rests on his arm, and the other on his cheek, never wanting to let go...but unfortunately we have to breath. I stay close to him as we catch our breath and he snogs me once more and I can't help but smile. Before we can continue we move away when Steph starts squealing and laughing.

"I think she knows."

"Perhaps she does. And if so I think she enjoys the change." I says as I press my chest into his. He laughs and leans back down to steal one more kiss; and I'm more than happy to let him. God I can't stand this...I groan and lean more into him. "Dani..." I mumbles and moan into his chest.

"You okay, Peg?" He asks as he rest a hand on my back.

"I'm going to kill Howard if this doesn't end soon." I says, my words muffled in his shirt.

"What'd you mean? The case?" I nod against him. "Why do you-"

"Because!" I groan in frustration.

"Peggy, what's eating at you?" He takes my face in his hands to; and I bite down on my lip as I meet his eyes.

"I...I want to stay...." I says quietly.

"Peg you know you can. I don't care." He chuckles and slides his hands down to my waist.

"I have work to do. I can't stay." I finally meets his gaze and I know he can see right through me.

"Neither can I. I have to work the night shift today. Thats why I came back so early." "What? But Steph-" I turn away with my hand on my forehead. This can't be happening.

"I told Dooley I had to take care of some things at home first, then I'd come back to finish my shift. Peg-"

"Ugh! Can I not get one simple break?" I mumble to my self. "I can't take her with me, Daniel. Not only is she not welcome in the bloody hotel but-”

"Your still working on the investigation into Stark's stolen weapons." It wasn't a question, and I feel horrible fro putting us in this situation.

"Dani...What are we going to do about Stephanie? I can't give her back to the Jarvis's. Mrs. Jarvis is likely asleep by now and then her husband is helping me. I know no one else to watch her other than you." I lean against the counter and Daniel stands in front of me.

"I've tried like hell to say no, but no one else can take it. Krisminski and I are the only ones available for tonight." He runs his hands up and down my arms to calm me; and it's working. "I may know someone who could watch Steph, but that's only if you're okay with it"

"Who?" I stand up straight and he laughs. By standing the way I do, our faces are so close I can feel hi =s breath....but now's not the time for that. He hesitates to answer and rubs the back of his neck nervously.

"Pai..." My eyes widen at this and Daniel immediately reads my mind. "I know I know, you don't know him well, But I do. My dad is great with kids and-"

"And he hates me." I say looking away.

"Peg, he doesn't hate you. He just...was suspicious of us spending so much time together. That and he's afraid of all the gossip." I look up at him and he's turned a bright red. "He'll take care of her, Peggy. I know he will. Yes he knows about...Steph's dad. But only briefly. And I know he won't tell anyone. I swear on my life Stephanie is as safe with him as she is with me."

"I-" Ugh! I shake my head and lean into him.

"Amada-" He stops and we turn to look at Stephanie. She's just said her first word. "Steph...?" We walk towards her and she giggles when I pick her up.

"D..d.." She gurgles and spits over her lip. Daniel wipes it away and she reaches for him. "Dada" Oh my God...She keeps saying it again and again until Daniel holds her.

"I-I, Uhm.." He stutters at a lack of words, although I'm not really sure what to say.

"Darling," I laugh nervously. What am I suppose to do !?!? "H-hes not daddy. Y-you-Bloody hell. Daniel I'm so sorry I-I..."

"I-uhm. I-its fine. She's too little to know who I am right now." He gulps nervously; that makes two of us. I nod and try to slow my breathing. I can't believe she-ugh!

"Right, of course...but, still I-I'm so so sor-" He presses his lips onto mine, and instantly I relax. How does he have so much control over me and not know it? I can feel my cheeks heat up and I look away. "sorry." He laughs and we kiss again. God help me! I lean in and feel my belly twist as if butterflies flapping about. As cliche as that is...its exactly what I feel. Steph giggles and calls him dada again. I try but can't keep the groan to myself. I look up at Daniel and see him turn red.

"She'll learn. It'll just...take some time." He avoids looking at me and I turn away.

"You're right. Time..." Stephanie grabs at his shirt and snuggles against him. "I-I should get going. I have some...things to do." He nods his head and I turn towards the door.

"What about Steph?" He asks. "Are you okay with her being with Pai until you get back?" A nod my head slowly. " Here. Its his address." He write it down on a piece of paper and I tuck it away in my pocket.

"I trust you, Daniel. And if you say Steph will be safe with him...then I'm alright with it." I smile and walk to the door. He calls my name and I turn around, only to find him close behind me. Daniel takes his free hand and slowly runs it through my hair as he pulls me in for a kiss. When we separate, I can't open my eyes, at least not for a few moments. "Goodnight, Daniel..."

"Goodnight, Peggy." And with that, I leave. I walk to the Griffith Hotel and go upstairs to my apartment. Seeing as Jarvis and I were interrupted this morning, we'll have to explore Howard's vault now. I change my clothes and pack my bag, but I stop when I hear a knock on the door. Damn. I throw in my rob to cover my outfit and answer the door, and Angie waltzes in

"Oh, Hello Angie." I say, surprised. I didn't expect her to hurry in " I was just getting ready to-." But she talks over me and talks about work. "A whole 50 cents would be considered an improvement."

"I got a bottle of schnapps and half a Ru-bare pi. Lets see which one makes us sick first." She says excitedly. Although to most that would seem odd to be excited about, Angie and I haven't had time to spend much because of work. that and I don't want her to end up like Colleen...

"Oh that sounds lovely, but I was just getting ready to go to bed.

"It's 8 O'Clock, Grandma. C'mon tell me about your crappy day, maybe it'll make me feel better." She says cheerful, sitting on the bed.

"M-maybe some other time." I say walking away. She gets up and walks to the door.

"Didn't mean to disturb you." I tell her she wasn't but she said she knows a brush off when she sees one. I hate lying but its what I have to do. I follow her out the door and we both run into Ms. Fry and another woman I've never seen before. Ms. Fry introduces us and says the new woman is Dorthy Underwood and is our new resident at the Griffith. She's a dancer that goes by Dottie. She seems nice enough and although I'm flattered by her comment on my accent, I think cheery attitude is a little much for me. I go back in my room and close the door so i can get ready to meet up with Jarvis. Oh how fun that will be. How did I not know he was charged for treason? What did he do? Oh this is going to be a disaster...

I arrive at Stark's house and knock on the door, standing outside waiting for Jarvis. He answers the door and all I can do is look at him. I didn't want to ask, but the silence is killing me. "Do you have anything you want to tell me?" He looks puzzled at first, and then squares his shoulders to stand taller.

"Not at presently...no."

"Very well." I say as I reach down and grab my bag and enter the house."Lets get on with it." The sooner this is all over the sooner I can go and lie down; maybe even take a bath and relax. God knows I need it. We walk to the emptied room with a gaping whole that was Howard's vault. Jarvis says that Stark thought the intruder had advance technology to assist in the robbery. Then again Howard thinks everything requires technological assistance. "Shall we?" I ask, and we gather the gear I packed away and create a pulley system to help up get down the hole safely. When we do, we unstrap ourselves and starts walking. "Charge of treason, out of context, is not exactly what it appears to be. In fact my involvement with you and Mr. Stark could in the face of it, be considered treason." "Indeed it could."

"I don't need to know the details of your past Mr. Jarvis" I lie. It bothers the hell out of me to know I'm working with someone who keeps secrets.

"Thank you" he says as we walk along the tunnel. "Authorities say they found a man hole from here. They say the thief escaped through there."

"Carrying hundreds of pounds of equipment, seems unlikely. You said it rained the nigh of the break in? New York is one of the last cities to still use its sewers from storm water. All Mr. Branis would have needed was a raft and a forecast." I explain. "He could have floated his stolen treasure all the way to the sea." On our way through the tunnel to the end, Jarvis and I talk. He's surprised about my knowledge on sewage, but I served and spent a winter down there, so I know about it. I mention we all have secrets, implying to him, and he agrees. I've tried, I really have, but I need to know. He says that he forged his general's signature to get Ana, his now wife, who is a Jew, to safety. Howard helped them escape to America to be free.

"That sounds like a story." I say as we reach the end.

"Another time perhaps." I use binoculars and notice a boat with the heart symbol Branis left behind. I let Jarvis have a look and then we drive to the docks; now we know where we need to go.

Daniel's POV:

After Peggy leaves I grab everything I need for Steph and head over to Pai's house. I hope he's still awake...When we get there I knock on the door and he answers a few moments later.

"Daniel? What's going on?" He looks between me and the baby and steps forward.

"Pai, I need your help with something. Peggy has to work late today, and so do I. Stephanie can't go back to her sitters tonight so, I was wondering if you could..."

"You want me to take care of her? Is her mother okay with this?"

"She is, yes. I told her I couldn't watch Steph because I had to work and I suggested you might be able to. I know you to don't know each other well, and she was...hesitant at first. But she trusts me and I trust you." He looks away, thinking.

"Okay, I'll take her." As I hand her over she starts to fuss.

"Is she keeps doing that just give her this." I hand him one of my old vests and he looks at me suspicious. "It'll keep her calm. Also, she is uhm...talking a little, so, yeah. Theres that."

"Daniel. I've raised 3 kids and helped with my grandchildren when they were her age. I know what I'm doing. She'll be okay, you know that."  

"I know, it's just...never mind. I have to go. Peggy will come by later to pick her up." I explain and then I leave. As I walk away I hear her say it.

"Dada..." And then she cries. God I hate leaving her like this, this is the second time I've done this. I hope she doesn't hate me later. When I get to the office I sit down at my desk and Krizminski brings over his chair and sets down bags of food.

"I bought us some dinner. Don't get the wrong idea, though. Chief told me too." I laugh.

"Yeah sure, whatever you say Krizminski." I reach into the bag and grab a sandwich. Mmm its a really good sandwich. Its from the same place Peggy and I ate sometimes when she was pregnant. At times when we both were too tired to cook, we'd get this.

"Alright I'm headin' out. Make sure the chief gets this when he gets back" Thompson says as he places a file on the desk.

"You got a hit on my passports?"Krizminski. says as he reaches for it. God it's gonna be a long night...

"Prince's name is Sasha Demidog. And you know the rest of the story."Thompson says.

"Let me guess." I speak up. "He was dead before he died? Battle of..wherever." I take another bite of my sandwich as he corrects me and says Fenial. He leaves with a joke of how I'm the brains of the night shift, yeah and a lot more. But they don't know that. Krizminski. goes on complaining how Thompson could have covered his shift because he found and helped with the passports.  "I thought you were gonna ask someone else, even Carter."

"I was. I did. She was acting  like I was waving a sock in front of her face."

"I'm sure you were polite and respectful as always." I say sarcastically. I'm not sure this guy has a single polite or respectful bone in his body. He stops messing with his sandwich and looks at me.

"You sweet on her, Sousa?"

"Don't you have enough women in your life to worry about?" I laugh.

"Alright. Let me give you a nickles worth of free advice, pal. Give up." I look over at him and see he's serious. "No girl's gonna trade in a red, white, and blue shield...for an aluminum crutch." Damn, I never thought of it that way...

Peggy's POV:

Jarvis and I get in the car and drive towards the docks where the ship with the heart symbol floats.The lights are still on which means someone is using it. I load my gun and step out of the car. Jarvis follow, slightly pouting because i don't have a gun for him, and we board the ship. When we get inside we find a load of crates with Stark industries on as the label. Jarvis and I take the netting off and look inside. Apparently this box has a back massage that cause involuntary muscle contractions. I'd hate to learn how they discovered that...

"Alright, lets call it in." I close the lid but Jarvis stops me from walking away.

"Ms. Carter You cannot reveal that you've recovered these items." He goes on the explain how they will not respect me, but instead use this to tear me down. Bloody hell! "If you wish to clear Mr. Stark's name, you must do so from the shadows."

"There's a phone box across the street. Call it in." I say. I know one person who could deserve a win today, if it not be me; then defiantly him."And for God's sake don't let Krisminski get hold of it. Sousa's working the office tonight. I'd rather him get the credit than anyone else." Jarvis gives me a small smirk and walks away. I'm not sure what that was meant for, but I don't like it...

[friedtofugazi]

Get to know your followers

@fete-to-be-tied tagged me in this Live Journal ass, Myspace ass survey. (I loved them then and I love them now).

1. Nickname?

Daddy.... Um I don't think anyone consistently uses a nickname for me now.

2. Gender?

Trans man

3. Star sign?

Pisces

4. Height?

5'4

5. Favorite feature?

If this is asking about myself, my eyebrows are PERF and I don't have to touch them.

6. Favorite color?

Purple

7. Favorite animal?

Dogs, otters

8. Average hours spent sleeping?

8-10. Preferably at least 9 or I'm an ass.

9. Dogs or cats?

Dogs. I'm allergic to cats but I believe I would like them now.

10. Number of blankets you sleep with?

Top sheet and comforter

11. What’s your dream trip?

I want to go everywhere. But anywhere in South America. That's the next continent I'd like to get to. Peru? Colombia? Brazil? Venezuela? Chile? Argentina? Let's go.

12. What’s your dream job?

I have it (awwwww). I love being a therapist.

13. When did you make this account?

When Tumblr shut everyone out of their account due to some privacy breach and then I didn't have access to the email I created the old account with and they told me there was no other way I could get my account of like 6 years back.

14. How many followers do you have?

62 apparently. Man I used to have so many.

15. How many pets do you have?

1 at the moment, maybe a second dog soon.

16. Best place to visit in your town or country?

In my small town of Los Angeles there are a few things to see. The Getty is one of my favorite places. Griffith Park is dope. You know... the ocean. LA is so many places so close together. I appreciate the kitschy, tacky parts of LA. Of which we have many.

The small country of the USA also has a few attractions.

17. Favorite ice cream flavor?

Mint chip

18. How often do you read?

Lol like books made of paper? Sometimes I remember how.

19. Favorite study locations?

This one coffee shop that I pretend is the Hufflepuff common room because it makes studying less depressing. Leave me alone alright.

20. Favorite book series

Clearly based on that last answer it's Harry Potter.

I tag @samwiseisvip and @citrusandsalt because I know @reluctantlyromantic probably won't do it.

[dragoneki]

Character meme: Guts!!

Why I like them: i love how he first comes across as a Tough Guy™ loner type but he’s actually very complex and emotional and ends up finding his place with the band of the hawk. i love how he cares for griffith and casca and his men :’) and while it’s sad i love that as of the black swordsman arc he’s recovering from losing all that - he found a place and then he lost it. also i love his design... esp in the black swordsman arc with one eye and an arm canon and just a giant fucking sword. also he’s hot.

Why I don’t: while i understand he’s gone through some Shit he is kinda of an ass in the black swordsman arc :/

Favorite episode (scene if movie): when he assassinated that dude + his kid for griffith... dark but good

Favorite season/movie: golden age!!! bc that’s all i’ve seen lol

Favorite line: something about loving to swing his sword around... i’m bad with quotes

Favorite outfit: nakey

OTP: griffith before everything went to shit

Brotp: casca, puck

Head Canon: big dick

Unpopular opinion: he’s not straight >:3c

A wish: i just want for him to be happy

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen: romantic g*tsca endgame

5 words to best describe them: big buff beautiful bara boyfriend

My nickname for them: daddy

Give me a character

[mrs-swordslover]

And here...we...go

Okay I’m a piece of shit for completely forgetting to do this, sorry bby @mastermistressofdesire.

TAG: Pick your favorite from 10 fandoms. I tag @allthingsberserk @theposhpenguin 

oh boy

1. One Piece: Eustass Kid. His view on life is very similar to mine, plus he looks badass and is the one dude who acts like an actual pirate in One Piece (and I totally see him being a metalhead lol).

2. Berserk: Griffith. Homeboy is drivennnnn and feels like a real person, a fucked up one, but real nonetheless.

3. Kingdom: Kanki. (Okay so there’s virtually no tumblr fandom of this manga, but I love it so fuck it XD). KANKI IS MY DADDY.

4. Fate/Stay: Gilgamesh. Omfg he’s such a pretentious and powerful asshole, and I totally love him for it lmao (the lolislayer FTMFW).

5. Bleach: Grimmjow Jaguerjacques. Pfff he’s a badass and a maniac and he’s fucking awesome XD, what’s not to love about him?

6. Game of Thrones: Daenerys Targaryen. “I will do what queens do, rule” girl bye, you have slain my entire life pfff.

7. Black Lagoon: Revy. This bitch, I wanna go drinking with this awesome bitch

8. Hellsing: Alucard. OMFG he is modern Vlad the Impaler, aka my fucking hero, plus he’s so fucking badass, my God, I can’t...

9. Yu Yu Hakusho: Hiei. He’s suck a smart ass little shit, and his powers are life, oh Hiei.

10. Hajime no Ippo: Takeshi Sendou. I want him as my boyfriend. Straight up.

[afrorojo]

Curlfest Prospect Park Brooklyn 2016

Kudos to my blogging buddy whose post on clothing inspired my post!!  She is a breath of fresh air!!  Way to go    Madelyn Griffith-Haynie!!!  Hands Clapping!! Two Thumbs Up!!

Check it out:  https://addandsomuchmore.com/2017/04/17/clothes-brain-change/

Ladies and Gents this is just the appetizer!!

More Sartorial Splendor to come!!

Introduction

Great minds think alike. When I was younger I was a real Fashionista as the saying goes. Of course when I was a little girl my Dad would take me shopping in Macy’s and basically he picked out all my clothes. Fortunately Daddy had good taste. I also picked up my sense of style from my mother and my paternal aunts. I idealized my late great Aunt Thelma a great deal. She would take me shopping to Syms and other downtown lower Manhattan stores back in the 70s. Aunt Thelma was a Fashion forward Lady. There was a running joke in our house that I had to get dressed up to take the garbage out!! LOL!!

Then in my 20s obviously I was picking out my own clothes and my favorite color was Black. In fact nearly everything in my wardrobe was Black and I had what looked like a million pairs of shoes!! My Dad asked me if I was practicing to be a Ninja and felt I was a follower of Imelda Marcos who was famous for all her pairs of shoes.

I also tended to be Matchy-matchy in my 20s & 30s perhaps a little into my 40s I suppose because at that time I was a manager at a Non-profit and I wanted to look professional. I did spice things up when I went out with my friends. Now as I make my way through my 50s getting dangerously close to 60 I’m all for the bright colors, patterns, loose fitting (my tummy is no longer flat), African, American-Indian jewelry, Clothing made in India. The clothing cannot be too loose or too big as I’m petite and I believe a Woman should wear her clothing. The clothes should not be wearing her. I’ve seen the now grown up Full House twins at museum special events and they are really small petite ladies and they looked like they were being swallowed up in their outfits.

I’m no longer afraid to mix what most people would call opposing patterns for an eclectic look. I’ve received many compliments from co-workers and friends on my outfits. Spring, summer and fall are my favorite seasons because I can really cut loose with outfits and I’m Thankful to the WWW/Web because I can get so many new and interesting ideas for what looks best on me.

I’m even doing a little more experimenting with make-up. I was never really big on make-up even when I was young, but adding a little color to my face to avoid looking washed out.  And of course there is the Manic Panic Red Hair!! Yes Always the RED HAIR!

 ♡ ☆ Fabulous Fifties

Natural Beauty

#NoMakeup

DeBorah (Me)

As you can see Purple is one of my favorite colors! ♡ ☆ 

 In these two photos taken at a friends birthday party I’m rocking the Royal Purple! ♡ ☆ 

I kinda look like on of those Bratz dolls. You know. A great big head and a little bitty body!!

  Cannot forget or leave out my brother Stephen Palmer who is the most Amazing Awesome Autism Guy on the planet!!

Here you can see Stylin’ and Profiling!!  A mixture of Frank Sinatra, John Shaft, and Joe Cool!!  My brother Stephen is the Birth of the Cool!!

Fashionista Forward!! Curlfest Prospect Park Brooklyn 2016 Kudos to my blogging buddy whose post on clothing inspired my post!!