#HAVING A BAD BAD TIME LADS
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sick update is. I'm very sick and I hate it. that's all
#mcas log#sick#HAVING A BAD BAD TIME LADS#ive been starting all these new treatments and im still in the flare from a month ago. 👎#i wanna be OUT OF THISSSSSSSS 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Crying in Sylus's arms when things get overwhelmingly bad, his heart aches at the sight of you struggling to stop the tears, your cries muffled against his broad chest.
Sylus's mind raced with anything he could think of to help you feel better - he'd thought of preparing the shooting range to let out all your frustrations or cook your favourite dishes or even coaxing you to go out to get some fresh air together.
But no, you didn't want any of that, with your arms wrapped tightly around his middle as you buried your tear-streaked face into his shoulder, your voice a pained whisper as he listened to your small plea -
"Stay, please." Your voice cracked slightly from all the crying, your body trembling from the intense emotions you were feeling as you slowly lifted your face to look up at him, your expression utterly distraught and exhausted. "I don't want anything else. Just you, please."
You didn't need to tell him twice as Sylus's arms instinctively pulled you closer to him, one hand moved up to cup your cheek as he gently wiped away the tears. "Shh. Its okay."
He pressed a soft kiss on your forehead before holding you firmer in his arms, the warmth of his body and his soothing reassurance made you melt against his hold. "Everything will be okay. I won't ever leave you alone."
A single tear rolled down your cheek as you closed your eyes, letting out a shaky sigh, you rested comfortably against him. His hand caressing your back to soothe you more, his calm voice echoing in your mind before the fatigue finally settled in as you fell asleep in his embrace.
"Rest, my beloved. I'll be here when you wake up."
#tinaa.blurbs!#sylus fluff#soft sylus#lads sylus#lnds sylus#sylus x reader#sylus x you#sylus x mc#sylus x y/n#love and deepspace#lads fanfic#wrote this exactly as i am having a bad day right now#been crying the past hours so yeh felt better writing this out#though i wish i had someone to hold me at times like this oh well
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imagine you're yasmin khan right. and one year ago you had a bittersweet breakup with the woman you had unending devotion to while she was chronically emotionally unavailable. and you found a stopping point in this relationship when you both knew that she would never be able to be in a normal committed relationship or be involved in your home life the same way you're involved in hers. so you go home and you live your life for a year and you start a group therapy with all her other exes because good lord that was a lot.
and then you find out that your ex is now a middle aged gay man living in chiswick with his best friend and her family and he's normal and happy. and for him this all happened in the span of a few days. wouldn't you start snapping necks.
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quick study of that one concept art Vergil by Ikeno because I felt like I needed a refresher on 3V's features
#dmc#devil may cry#vergil#dmc3#dmc 3#devil may cry 3#my art#lads......... im artblocked as fuck#not like as in i cant draw or dont feel up to it but more like my exec dysfunction is so bad it might as well be a full artblock#my wips.... my poor suffering wips........#also i still have backlog to post but uhhhh#its mostly red dead and detroit (whoops completely forgot to post those) and smth dmc that i dont wanna post until june#bc its very summer themed#and while i DO wanna post my other fandom back log#weeeeh im afraid of breaking this dmc streak idk why#my brain is weird#it thinks were in Dmc Mode now and I Cannot Possibly Do Anything Else#i think the specific type of autism i have needs to be studied by scentists#anyway#hope you enjoy the Burgl#this was actually brought by: the fact i was trying so hard to force myself to draw SOMETHING#but i realized every time i tried to draw 3V hes like.#hes become SO far removed from the base model in my style#and i mean. thats kinda normal with art and stylisation and not even a bad thing BUT i really want him to be a bit more on model so#here
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i feel like i have literally had an evil hag's curse dispelled from my body. how tha fuck was i walking around feeling like that
#i was SICK sick. woah#i read thru my surgeon's notes today and it. well#it was bad in there lads. just not good at all#vindicated in feeling like i could have simply keeled over and died at any point in time over the last 3+ years👍🏻#i really could have if that thing ruptured!!!!!!!!!!!! GAHHHHH
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i feel like 10 years ago if you lost your phone then all youd need to do once you get a new one is tell all your friends your new phone number but now its like. okay to access your medical information, bank account and basic life essentials you need to update your 2 factor authenticiation by using the verification code we've sent to your old phone number. you dont have that old phone number anymore? okay for security purposes tell us exactly what you were doing on the night of march 7th 2022. you dont know that information? okay go to our in person offices, opening hours 1pm-1:30pm only on tuesdays. cant make that window? die.
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🦂Commission Slots Open: JUNE!🦂
As you know, art is my only job rn and in order to support myself I figured I need to be fulfilling at least 4 or 5 comms a month.
In desperate need recently as my rent has increased this year and I'm helping my parents with bills too. Ideally I need to make £400 a month to help, so that's 5 or so slots to fill. I'd really appreciate the help 💖
Currently 2 commission slots available rn!
Details in my carrd as usual. DM me if interested :)
Also prints and stickers available on my etsy (you can DM me directly for them so not to go through etsy) and my inprnt which will help with daily costs etc. Also able to take print requests to make prints for a design you want that isn't already in my et/sy shop, for a bit extra. See pinned post for more detail about prints.
Thanks sm 💖
#Really not doing good this month I'm sick about it tbh#Worst off I've been in a while and it doesn't help rent is now going up so I'll need to split my comm earnings between food money etc#And then I've been helping my mum out once again with her bills#So idk lads apart from I'm having a really bad time of it tbh#Mentally and financially
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sad boys in the rain inspired by this WIP by @idontknowreallywhy:
Scott’s run had lasted just over 90 minutes and, according to EOS, he had achieved three new personal bests over some of the trickier segments of the Island’s trails. His pulse thundered in his head as, predictably, the brother he least wanted to see right now joined the trail just ahead of him and ran alongside. “Scott, slow down. Please?”
“I did that already! Look how well it turned out!” “You know I was right, Scott!” “THEY DIED! THEY ALL DIED, VIRGIL!” “AND YOU WOULD HAVE TOO!” Scott turned away, unable to process the agony in his brother’s eyes just then. He nudged the pace up a little, hoping those that pleading face would fall behind him. “Maybe I wouldn’t… there might have been something… something I could have… done.” His limbs betrayed him and he staggered to a stop again, breathing heavily. “Sometimes there is nothing that can be done, Scott. Even by us. Even by you.” Virgil’s voice shook. Scott keened slightly and hugged himself in an effort to control the shivers that were beginning. He slowly shook his head from side to side, as if denial might yet change the outcome. Virgil’s arms appeared around him and held on tight. The rain continued to slam into the earth around them. “Sometimes there is nothing that can be done.” He repeated softly. Scott had already parroted these exact words to the GDF officer who had, as usual, turned up too late to be of any use. His heart hadn’t been in them. Where his heart had been at that very moment was in the clenched fists of the woman he could see over the uniformed shoulder. The wife of one of the local first responders who had been trapped in the mine as it collapsed. The raw agony on her face as she hung limply over the linked arms of two friends and howled was too familiar. A freak avalanche obliterated all in its path. A sabotaged fighter jet exploded on the runway. A prototype spaceship exploded into atoms. The second solid hour of pushing past his limit wandered over and presented its bill and Scott folded at the knees.
#Len draws your fic WIPS#y'all really giving me a lot of scott having a bad time and virgil hugging him i see you guys#superb work with that lads#thunderbirds#lenleg's thunderbirds tag#thunderbirds are go#thunderbirds 2015#scott tracy#virgil tracy#i spent the longest on this one and u can tell because the shading makes some kind of sense XD#sad wet puppy energy
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Mini rant-
At this point I just want Caleb’s event to be over…i love him so much but anytime the spotlight’s on him there’s always so much hate that comes along😭
Twitter is a hell hole for Caleb lovers. Ever since his event was announced its been nonstop complaining and arguments. ( ig i can kinda understand SOME of the complaints from people but like why couldn’t they complain before or at least when his event is ALMOST DONE. There’s nothing wrong with criticizing but at LEAST give us Caleb girls a breather. Its been nonstop on twitter since the event came out)
I know I shouldn’t let hate lessen my enjoyment of this event but it kinda has. 😔
I can’t wait till he’s event is done. I just want peace😭
#anyways if ure not on twitter keep it that way for ur own mental well being#of course people have the right to criticize but it feels like bad timing at least for caleb enjoyers#6th li needs to be released asap so caleb can stop being the punching bag xddd#lads#love and deepspace#l&ds#lnds caleb#lnds#lads caleb#caleb xia#caleb x mc#caleb x you#caleb x reader
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FINALLLY! Come to Mama 🥰

Since I am a Sylus main only, I had 19665556657 yellow crystals to spare so I could awaken him at once ☺️
ALSO


They finally put a ring on one another 🤧💞🥹
I did all I could these past few weeks to grind my way up to level 100 before Sylus' birthday and I actually made it aaaaaaa I'm so happy! I would like to thank my protocores and Magnum Opus for helping me plow my way through the orbits. And also Sylus for being very helpful with the claw machine (he even used his evol to manifest a diff colored plushie I needed and then caught it in one go) 🫶🏻
Also got a phonecall from jealous/possessive Sylus when I logged in. I am being treated like a Princess today 👸
#waited until evening to log in so i can actually yap a bit about chaotic velocity#it's dumb that we can't just get the i cards at the same time in all servers. i feel so bad for NA players who have to wait so much longer#sylus x mc#sylusmc#sylus#lads sylus#love and deepspace sylus#sylus lads#sylus love and deepspace#love and deepspace#lads
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siren
#bakuspecial#cw: nudity#cw: body horror#monster#siren! I think. they're bird to me#I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description#and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings#lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At#(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao)#but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman#but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry#I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human#even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm#...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin#and got startled#its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip#I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man#its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways#now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku#have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat
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SO excited for the tiny little remarque of Jason I got from Dan Mora at NYCC!
#sorry ive been so dead to the world. incredibly busy lately#but i have a to-draw list a mile long. looking to get back to it soon#dan was so sweet this is like the third year I've met him and hes always a delight#next year i wanna save for a full on commission.#this isnt even a full remarque he did it cause he didnt have time for a full one but he offered to do this & wouldnt let them charge me $150#dan mora#jason Todd#dc#just LOOK at my handsome lad. gonna frame this bad boy or something
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𝘚𝘠𝘓𝘜𝘚 ft. mephisto
(as a bleach painted hoodie)



it’s on my SHOP if you want oneeeee ♡
#i love this one so much#i have wanted to paint barb wire for a long time#his jacket was just so sick i needed it like really bad#i also wanted to paint a crow for a long time#i just love sylus bro#i really do#he’s so lovely#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace#lads sylus#lads x reader#l&ds sylus#lnds sylus#sylus qin#sylus#mephisto#lads#JTGartlads
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I invite you to imagine (Patreon)
#My art#SCII#ZEX#DAX#W. D. Ghoster#Me - someone who has never finished a Ghost: What if...#Ft. my once-a-decade clean hand-drawn lineart#It's not As bad as I remember but it's still not my preferred method lol#But my desire to style match was stronger what can I say#My own fingerprints are still very clear to me lol but I've fooled before! Please be fooled for a moment! Haha#I'm still so sad that I can't get the SCII fonts in EPTSAI2 it's so roundabout to have to use a word processor and screengrab >:P#And I can't change the font size! I had to grab DAX's *sigh* from one of the Secret Theater screecaps! Pfbtl#Gripes aside lol this was fun <3#These two are always a treat to draw ♪ And there Is something cool about using clean brushes for small resolution stuff :)#I also like how they're both tendril-rubbing lol only DAX was in the sketch!#Simplified palette this time for speed ♪ Pulled from a bit here and there some of mine some from references#Cute lads <3 It's fun to imagine their head tendrils moving near constantly hehe#It'd probably be a pain to make them all squiggle independently and at varying speeds based on what they're doing#But it would be Cute! Slowly waving or whipping around ahh ♪#Same with their tongues - tho that'd just be one so not as bad haha#ZEX would be ecstatic to be on a human computer lol#DAX well ♫#Cute lads 'em ah <3
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#IMNGONNA LOOSE MYBJFJDJSDHHS MIND#ah hem sorry lemme#i know it’s not everyone’s cup of tea but today i am thinking WAY TOO FUCKING HARD on#inexperienced sugar baby Raven x inexperienced sugar daddy Price#HEAR ME THE FUCK OUT DONT LEAVE YET PLEASE pft NDJSJDHSHJS#idea is that Price gets a lil lonely and one of the lads (kyle)dragged him onto this whole sugar daddy business#price didn’t know how shit works - went out with 1 sugar baby with an obnoxious experience and said never agaib#but saw Gaz with a pretty thing and went HOW THE FUCK DIDCHU DO THAT and so Gaz helps him properly this time with star ratings and reviews#and listing what he wants and likes#Gaz refreshed the page of the website and the top row showed new members and Gaz was saying about they have no ratings yet so#dont go for them but Price immediately clicked on a profile and reading it - something about that look on her face intrigued him -l#ignoring Gaz he went with this unknown girl because the requirements and the agreements they had aligned and surely they match their vibes#q to them meeting - Raven is calm and quiet like he wanted - just a sweet thing on his side - he KNOWS shes nervous despite the calm facade#is mild entertained - gotto admit she IS cute and getting cuter by the second when they go out for dinner#so far they have not said a word other than greetings like their contract intended - though when they had a fancy dinner Raven#scooped up some food and gesture him to lower slightly so she could feed him#price’s mind jumbled a lil after that - ‘s not so bad to get fed by a pretty bird after all#and then price’s heart do a flip when she tip toe to press a chaste kiss onto his cheek and said goodnight#he’s def going to request her again next time#HEEEEYYHGR I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS IN MY HEADDDDDD#gummmyspeaks#PriceRaven#sugar au
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pup gang crime list:
threw a basketball at jakes head once because he is old
htrew a strawbebby on the ground and was kicking it. it wasnt alive
pup gang punishment:
the princess speaks very nastily to them. publically.
they are not allowed to show their faces around her
also they offered to give up their rights as candy citizens and go live with lemongrab and it was not fun. its not really a punishment but everyone around them was treating it as one and they offered to take it so long as pb paid their mothers. i want to mention it.
marshmallow kid crime list:
set themselves on fire regularly to run at their enemies and then leave their melty skin on the ground
swindle over 500 dollars every day
fight the other kids off their street corners
scrape food off the ground and bring it to the charity orphanage sale
marshmallow kid punishment
camping with finn
encouragement to go to school which they accept delightedly
#ok disclaimer yes the pup gang says that they need amnesty for 'past crimes.' but we dont see them. it still seems unbalanced#the mallow kids did have to see finn almost die. but so did the pup gang to be fair.#you guys cant see but i have like 5 disjointed drafts across two blogs because ive gone crazy. thinking about candy people again#adventure time#not art#like why is . why is it so unbalanced. OK the marshmallow kids remind her of finn as a young lad <3 but like the pup gang are kids too#theyre just annoying. the mallow kids know how to do the charming little lad voice. so pb likes them#oh pb does not like you if you are annoying. she says its okay but i have proof she is not okay with it. and will just leave you to die.#she'll cry about it though 👍 she'll say she feels REAL bad. but there were options besides exile tbh.#im literally not a pb hater! i just think shes so. tasty. and ilove to look at how she treats the . candy people. and similar#vulnerable people shes in charge of and can decide the fate of. hey lets all rewatch the suitor right now and discuss consent#neither braco NOR PB got it. from the other party. peps did. ogdoad did. but pb just said you can ONLY be happy with ROBO WIFE! and braco#said i dont. think. this is okay with me. but then he left forever.#and its OK! because braco was a weird annoying freak so its fine /SARCASM fucking LET THE MAN. discuss his own fate. with you.#every time i try to stop talking abt braco it happens again so im just going to leave all this here. i literally erased like 4 braco rants#its all intertwined. how pb treats her people. the pup gang and braco and james and cinnamon bun. its all related.#'ezra is the wizard city guy' clerical error im the candy people guy forever and always but wizard city is really close second
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