“You’re an amazing man, Garak.”
“And my gratitude to you can never be adequately expressed. But I shall try,” I promised.”
“Yes. But specifically about relationships, and how they set the course of our lives. You not only ‘saved’ my life, you also made it possible for me to live it.”
“The time I wounded you in that holosuite program. . . .”
“Yes,” I prompted expectantly.
“I never apologized for my action.”
“And you must never apologize!” I urged.
“Please, Garak. This is not the time to give me a lesson on how to behave like a hardened spy. . . .”
“No, no, no. On the contrary, when you shot me, my dear friend, that was the next step in my process of remembering. I was going to sacrifice the others, the people you considered your friends, because that was the only way I could be sure to save myself. You opposed me. Indeed, you would have killed me if necessary.”
“I’m sure it would never have gotten to that point,” the Doctor muttered.”
I need to put these all here. excuse me while I- (screams)
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Instead of bitching about revolutionary queer shows to moralise and virtue singal in the most masturbatory way possible online for brownie points maybe you should actually do something to help the Palestinians. Worthless faggot.
where am i
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its a shame that scientology is the name of a rich person cult and not a really cool religion that thinks of scientific equations and laws of physics as a celestial language that allows us to understand the universe and the energies of wind and gravity and that the forces that act on the world around us are holy and curiosity to learn about them is holy and being a scholar learning to fight against them and work with them and discover new ones makes you a prophet. or whatever
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i am so normal about the fact that the rots primary motif is blue crosses while the motif of ascension is golden crosses
the fact that its called "crossing yourself out" when an iterator tries to ascend..
That rot looks like some twisted version of an echo... black and gold and black and blue...
That the rot will kill you like you wanted but not in the way you intended. it is not a solution to the problem, it is a horrible horrible thing.
Trying to escape the cycle and only dragging yourself deeper into it with a sickness of your own design, a malevolent horrible thing that seeks only to consume and spread and how the void could be similar in a way. rising endlessly and dissolving everything slowly as the world is built back up again by dust.
hold on that last bit gave me an idea ill elaborate on in another post.
Anyway
The similarities between rot and ascension and echoes is so so fascinating to me... im going insane.
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old altmal wip doomed to be unfinished 4ever
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everybody talks about and memes on the euphoria-and-tragedy of carpenter and faulkner becoming siblings when you forgot to consider that faulkner had killed his sibling before but ALSO. have any of you guys ever stopped and. just. thought about em.
thought about carpenter's brother giving himself up to the trawler-man body and soul. in a decision that made sense inasmuch as keeping his faith went, but was also wildly destructive and hurt people and more importantly, left his sister fully alone in the world. when she had already lost Everything else she held dear.... em's death as one of the things that most firmly shaped carpenter's tumultuous relationship with her own faith n the trawler-man, the miracles after he died and the helpless "you took everything from me" anger/grief combined.....
do you ever think about em as a man willing to give up everything for his god. including his sister. who loved him more than anything.
and then. DO YOU THINK ABOUT FAULKNER-
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House, 3x15 // Fallen Angel, Alexandre Cabanel
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