#HELP JEBAL

[capefoxalix]

Got inspired to make some Ateez Towards the Light tour pins (I might make these a reality if there in interest, idk) Manifesting for all the cities and countries they havent been to, we will get a concert soon

[chcrryade]

12 for all ‼️‼️‼️‼️

012⠀⭔⠀was there ever a time when your group nearly disbanded? an issue between members or maybe a company decision… what led to it?

“nope!” exclaims gogo, who keeps his innocent grin even as nearly all of the members around him pin him down with incredulous looks. doyeon takes over before anyone else can take the chance.

“there hasn’t been too many career-threatening issues between us—sort of—but.. well, after the reunion fiasco a couple years ago we were pretty much pushed to the side for a year or so by the company. we didn’t know if we’d make a comeback or just stay forgotten.”

he looks around as if waiting for any objections, and nods in satisfaction when none come. once all falls silent, though, yijun jumps in with a last comment.

“don’t worry, i’m sure there’s a scandal that’ll spell out our end waiting just around the corner. it’s just a matter of time.”

jalen whacks yijun on the shoulder while he poorly attempts to stifle his snicker, haeil rolls his eyes, and hasun just looks wary. jaehee pulls a face, but also says nothing.

[rafayelsgf]

me staring at rafayel at destiny cafe bc i can‘t farm diamonds anymore because i don‘t have any stamina as we speak, maxed out the weekly limits for the playtime, can‘t eben upgrade my memories because i‘m out of materials, finished the main story already, and stopping myself from purchasing anything because of rafayel‘s event .

[ilysungho]

hi hi could i ask for prompts 56 and 18 w sub leehan ? 🫢

a/n: hi… i’m sorry… for being months late… forgive me jebal… wc: 0.56k contains: sub!leehan x dom!reader, pegging, leehan rides you :P, praise kink, mommy kink, use of nicknames (baby, hannie), sort of? handjob? not really though, lowercase intended, prompts italicized

“i-it hurts.”

“you can do it baby. just ease into it, hm? besides, i think you’d look so fucking hot when you’re on top of me.”

the poor boy above you really tried hard to do as you said, but the hard strap you wore was nothing like the soft flesh of your fingers he was feeling before. still, leehan wanted to hear your praise as he rode you after a long time.

the blond strands of his hair fell on his face as his scrunched up eyebrows showed how tough the task at hand was. he was so stiff though, precum glistening under the lights of the room, coating his pretty yet desperate tip. his hands were placed behind him on your thighs as he faced you, your own palms caressing his thighs. your slow yet soothing movements helped leehan’s shaking body calm down, making it easier for him to bottom out on the lube covered stick.

getting it all the way in had him calling out for you, hoping for some praise, but you just hummed along instead. it was hard not to do as he wished, but you had to stay strong so that the boy keeps being obedient to you. after all, where’s the fun if he gets what he wants so easily?

“keep going, hannie. did i tell you stop?”

“n-no.”

“no what?”

“no mo-mommy.”

satisfied, you patted his thigh, giving it a small squeeze after. taking a deep breath in, leehan rose back up a couple inches before going back down, a high pitched moan coming out of his rather deep voice. he even arched his back, letting the feeling of the strap in him take over as he repeated the motions with short pauses in between each.

his cock leaked a lot more with every thrust he took, the slick threatening to fall off and pool on your stomach. you just chuckled, keeping watch and listening to him load up on the pleasure he’s giving himself, abusing his hole all by himself, just in hopes to get called a good boy.

leehan’s grip on your thighs got tighter as he threw his head back, his pace quickening as his whines also got louder. he was practically clawing in on your skin, but you kept caressing him soft as ever. his voice was so throaty as he asked you then, “plea-please touch me m-mommy.”

“mhm, and where do you want me to touch you?”

“i-i don’t know… an-and i don’t care — jus’ want your hands on m-me. please, mommy.”

you could tell he was close, pleading you for just a touch to help him. and with how well behaved he was, you decided to do just that, bringing your finger up to stroke a stripe up his length before the rest of them came together to wrap around his base. leehan cried out at the feeling and you slid your fist up once, and before he could signal to you, his cum fell out quicker than words as it did what his precum couldn’t. the white liquid covered your skin below him, a bit of it even messing up the hem of your shirt you had previously lifted up right under your boobs. but still, you didn’t want him to stop quickly saying: “keep going sweetheart, you’re doing so well for me.”

[almostyours]

HIT ME JEBAL OOMFICLE 🍾 !!!

■■■■  called  the  ANGEL  LINE.  

i know that each member represents a fruit  (watermelon for kaia,  apple for poppy,  strawberries for yvan)  but i don’t get the memo everyone’s crazy about…?

trigger  warning:  mentions  of  c*nnibalism.

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as we know the group’s concept revolves around the garden of eden,  portraying them as children of mother nature and their god’s messengers,  working to make their worlds even more harmonious:  much like the celestial realm where the angels reside,  as seen in their solo and group debut music videos. and what’s a garden of eden concept without a hint of potential sin?  😁  and these sins are subtly symbolized by their forbidden fruits bc they don’t do anything crazy worth punishing in their solos tbh in winter’s film,  yvan is seen treading carefully around the idea of strawberries,  almost as if walking on eggshells.  but near the final chorus,  they finally give in,  eating the fruit behind closed doors after a seashell seemed to coax them into doing it.  their reaction had a lot of layers bc while they appeared to enjoy the taste,  there’s also that sense of confusion and unease,  as if they’ve crossed a line they weren’t meant to.

in summer’s film,  the fruit doesn’t appear until the very last scene of the video,  where kaia is seen at an empty banquet table filled with dull,  unappealing looking fruits,  excluding the bright and appetizing watermelon,  of course!!  kaia takes a bold bite of it,  and although we don’t see her full reaction because the scene goes dark once she bites it,  it’s super clear from her demeanor that she was excited to taste something both new and inviting,  as if she had been waiting for this moment to happen. 

spring’s film takes a different tone on this.  poppy is seated at the same banquet table from kaia’s video,  but the setting is darker and there’s only an apple on her plate.  at first,  she just stares at it without moving,  but soon she gives in,  taking a bite with visible relief and joy.  what follows are scenes of her devouring apple after apple,  as though she’s been starved of this experience for so long that she can’t help but greedily indulge  😵‍💫

so yeah,  each fruit tells a story.  yvan’s strawberry reflects the guilt and allure of something forbidden yet intriguing.  kaia’s watermelon represents the thrill and happiness of reaching for the seemingly unattainable.  poppy’s apple symbolizes reclaiming something she was denied,  indulging in it without restraint after being held back for so long... and it’s not a coincidence that things started to change once they tasted their fruits…  that’s when they began questioning everything—  who they were,  what they were doing,  and why.  it was like they needed to taste their own identity to finally understand themselves,  symbolized by the fruits they were forbidden to eat!!!!  before that,  they were basically brainwashed into thinking their only purpose was to serve “father,”  even though there was always curiosity and doubt inside them.  kaia and poppy,  for example—  kaia was someone who wanted to reach out into the unknown,  while poppy seemed to know the taste of the apple already,  meaning she had tasted it in the past,  but was punished and forced into staying in the middle for falling into temptation. 

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    ➥    there’s also the fact that they were born through mother nature!!!  so it makes sense that their actual identities are hidden in their "mother's" fruits god forbade to eat because they wanted their messengers to stay loyal and dependent on them forever

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someone leak vivis docs because i need angel!poppy’s lore  😩  so it is canon that she sinned before any of the other angels?

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    ➥   nothing has been confirmed but yea its most likely.  it also makes sense considering kaia seemed the most intrigued by poppy in her solo bc she sinned.  kaia wanted to know more and even subtly hinted to both yvan and poppy to sin with her (she talked to yvan through a seashell,  and she talked to poppy through her headphones),  so they could break out of the restrictions and see beyond what they were told.  sowwie to all those fans who keep screaming GAYYYY bc they assumed that kaia’s interest in the other two angels was romantic,  but there’s definitely more going on

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    ➥   ok not to be one of those GAYYYY fans but is there any other purpose other than GAYYYYY over the scenes where it seems that they are abt to kiss?  and why miss poppy always in it????  🤔

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    ➥   a kiss is the beginning of cannibalism  :)   they've kindaaaaaaaa have been hinting at cannibalism as a metaphor for intense love and intimacy in their songs aaaaaaand i think the reason of poppy always being at the crime scene is because she represents love so she quite literally embodies the meaning behind that symbolism

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mmmm no one has fully explored the connection between the angels' fruits and cannibalism,  so i will try to explain using apples and pears hehe

“you are what you eat”:  their fruits symbolize the idea of consuming one's own identity or essence.  they may not have been born from a fruit plant,  but they are still part of mother nature hence them realizing #things when they consumed something that is actually part of themselves.  in a way u could say that the angels consuming their fruit could be seen as self-cannibalism in a figurative sense

cultural or mythological references: there are myths and cultures that involve fruits being linked to the life force or soul of individuals.  in the japanese culture,  the forbidden fruit in shinto and buddhist beliefs symbolizes spiritual awakening or merging with the divine.  in chinese’s mythology,  the peaches of immortality grant eternal life and are consumed to transcend mortality,  symbolizing sacred consumption and life force.  then there’s some korean art,  like kimsooja’s projects,  that seem to explore identity,  survival,  and how people "consume" culture and each other’s lives.  all of these hint at metaphorical cannibalism.

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and i don’t think anyone’s mentioned this before but while the whole angels’ eating their fruit thing could be seen as a form of self-cannibalism,  they also ate red fruits,  and guess who used to represent red…?  :)  

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    ➥   KAIA? 

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    ➥   and by leading them to eat her,  she was subtly  (and symbolically)  guiding them to realize their true purpose in life….

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    ➥   not only that but also showing that if they take from her  (fruits with her color),  they’ll reach a higher state…………... 

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    ➥   oh what the 

★   .   CONTEXT OF THE CANNIBALISM THEORY

[wonsluvhr]

hey yall i want to change my PUBG username…so my name is mila and i BADLY NEED any seventeen or enhypen or txt name or anything related to them combine with mine so i could change the id hmm pls help meeeeee juseyo jeball

ALSO MY BIAS IS

JOSHUA/DK/JEONGHAN/MINGYU

JUNGWON TAEHYUN

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[muntitled]

girl pls i need ur help😔 a while ago i think i read on ur page that u used to read niragi fics and im STRUGGLING over here tryin to find a good one, so please do u have any fic recommendations for niragi?😭 i just know ur taste is good when it comes to fics so imma trust u on this one 🙏🏻

I can't really remember the ones I read 😬 this was a while ago too, but they were all on ao3, im so sorrry

Ive been struggling myself recently to find a fic that I can sink my teeth into. I've had to read dark romance books and even those are a bit disappointing

If yall have recs for fics give me please.

I need something gross

Vile

Disgusting

Stomach churning

Morally black

Bloody

And is well written JEBAL

[snowball-doie]

When Taeyong left for the military, nothing went right. The weather prohibited him from having a public ceremony that his family could attend— And Ahri couldn’t even attend in the first place because she had to stay at home with baby Reyna who was only 9 months old at the time. Leaving the house was difficult. Taeyong held Reyna in his arms all the way up until the last second, and even then he didn’t want to let go of her….. She was so small. And so cute. She was his everything, and he had to leave her? That didn’t feel fair at all. He cried when Ahri took Reyna and the boys basically had to drag him out of the house and shove him into the car. He figured that at least he would get to see Mark and Haechan before the end of the ceremony, but once the ceremony was cancelled, they knew for sure there was no way Mahae were making it on time to say goodbye, and that made it even worse. “I can’t do this, hyung,” Taeyong told Johnny quietly as he pulled his black cap over his eyes to cover up his tears so that the cameras wouldn’t catch it. “I can’t.” “You have to.” “I don’t want to.” Johnny hugged Taeyong tightly, “Everything’ll okay, I promise. The boys will be home from tour soon and the first thing they’ll do is visit you. Reyna’ll keep getting bigger and bigger, and you’ll get to check on her during your free days. Ahri’ll be fine. She’s strong. And you’ll be okay. You’ll meet new people, learn new things, have fun experiences, make life-long memories.” Taeyong didn’t want to get on the bus that he was assigned to with his new platoon. He wanted to stay with the boys who were crowding him and trying to comfort him the best they could while still maintaining appearances.

When Jaehyun enlisted, he kept his head held high because Ahri was making it so difficult for him to leave willingly. Having a baby on the way was a blessing that he’d been dreaming of for so long, but the timing of it all broke his heart because during the 18 months that he would be away, his son would be born; and his little Reyna would continue to grow without him there to spoil her. He did his best to ignore Ahri’s pleas for him to stay. Their daughter clinging to Ahri’s leg, his son in Ahri’s belly, the boys waiting in the doorway, Ahri sniffling and holding onto his shirt for dear life….. He had to keep himself together. So he picked up Reyna who was still just learning to walk, and he propped her on his hip while giving her lots of kisses all over her face. He told Reyna that it was up to her now to protect her little brother in eomma���s belly, that a big sister’s job was to make sure no one ever hurt her brother. When Reyna agreed, he sighed and gave her one more kiss before gently setting her down, then he turned his attention to his son, “Be good to your mom for me, little guy. Don’t give her too much trouble— No more than she deserves, okay?” The boys all chuckled but Ahri didn’t. Jaehyun stood, “I’ll call you the first chance I get, Ahr.” When they hugged, he squeezed her tight and lingered for a moment longer than he should have, so he immediately snapped himself to reality and walked out of the house with the boys. “Don’t let me turn around, hyung,” Jaehyun croaked to Johnny who was at his side, the back of their hands drifting against each other until Johnny finally clasped them together. “I got you.” Jaehyun nearly broke when Reyna ran out of the house, calling out for him, begging him to come back. Jaehyun kept walking forward to the car. He knew if he stopped, turned around, or walked back even a step that he would chalk the whole thing and figure out a way to not enlist early. “Appaaaa!” Reyna cried out. Jungwoo grabbed her and helped her back inside to stay with her mom while Johnny and Jaehyun climbed into the car together. “Appaaaa! Jebal!!!” In the car, he was out of sight of both Ahri and Reyna, finally giving him the chance to hang his head low and cry. He’d be back soon. He’d hold his daughter again. He’d be there for his son. He was doing the right thing by leaving early, no matter how difficult it was.

[lqfiles]

ptp SECOND update n counting this month who else is #UP ????? also i was gonna put that one johnny and taeyong dancing gif but i cant find it help jebal.

you rn

anyways i’m on my zoom fr i had to lock in and realise we can’t be joking around like this anymore like let me lock dafuq in and get this out the way so i can enjoy the stress free life 🧘🏽‍♀️❤️‍🩹 PTP IS ALIVE AND DOING WELL!

[bbhiiiko12]

This is going to be an introduction post !!! Thank you for visiting my blog and liking my content! Will be posting regularly from now on <3

Heyy I'm 23 years old, just graduated University with Honours in English Literature so you could say I'm a Literature fanatic (?) or maybe not 👀

I'm into various things, I like experimenting with different hair colours, I like binge watching Netflix shows, I'm currently learning Korean (it's so hard) and i listen to music all day 24*7. I'm into R&B, Pop and Slow Rock but i vibe to any genre if it has meaningful lyrics and a great melody.

I used to sketch and now I write fanfics... At least i think so. So my hobbies keep changing.

Hope you're doing well! ❤️

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As an introvert, it was really hard for me to express myself and i really tried to look for ways in which I could express my emotions and feelings. Coming from a Musically-inclined family, musicality came naturally to me. I took part in vocal competitions in school and was always listening to music no matter what the situation at home was like.

It has become a part of me to an extent where I am able to study for my hardest exam with music in the background. It's crazy how music can really keep you under control, get in touch with your own feelings and own your moment. I have been listening to songs from different cultures since i was a kid. I discovered k-pop in 2012-13 when Girls Generation was in their prime and "Gangnam Style" had just been released. I was really into One Direction then and did not really think of delving into anything new as I was comfortable enough.

2018-19 was when I first started to hear my school mates talk about K-pop and I was really curious as to what it was all about. Time skip to 2020 when i first heard "Chicken Noodle Soup" by j-hope on the TV during lockdown. I was very curious about him and he was the first member of BTS that I was able to recognise. I heard about Jungkook a couple of times before that but i did not really know what he looked like.

In 2021, my sister introduced me to BTS with "Film Out"! That song was a God-sent... And i really thank her for sending me a link to that song because it changed my life. "Film Out" is one of their best songs and it holds a very special place in my heart! I started stanning them in April 2021 and my first comeback was "Butter".

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{My Ults} :

BTS 🌸💜

SEVENTEEN 🌻🩷

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BTS

It's been 4 years and i still don't regret my decision of stanning them. They basically changed my life, helped me when no one could and made me the person i am today. They are my "Idols" and more like a family to me. I would do anything just to meet them in person and thank them for all that they do! {I'm not a stalker, dw ;}

I get it when people say that BTS saved them. (���´⁠ε⁠｀⁠ ⁠)

Their awesome discography has broadened my taste in music and also introduced me to other groups!

I need them as 7/7 ASAP ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

(i love this picture of them) 💕

SEVENTEEN

I first heard of Scoups during the Idol Championships when he competed with Jungkook. I then found out about SEVENTEEN in 2021 when they did "In the Soop" but never really thought about getting into them as I was really occupied with university stuff. In 2023, during their promotion for "FML", I saw a lot of people talking about them online which made me curious enough to go check them out.

"Hot" was the first video that I watched, and i got ADDICTED!!!!???? like please bring Red-haired Minghao back (?) jebal 😭 well, that was enough to help me fall down the rabbit hole. Their personalities stood out to me the most along with their great music as well! GOING SEVENTEEN became a weekly ritual for me (i miss it so bad 😔) and i couldn't go without watching it.

They are like my besties and some of the most relatable idols out there... Lol. Such freaking crackheads, they literally said NOPE to their Idol image.

They are enlisting soon while BTS is coming back, idk whether to be happy or sad. {(⁠･ั⁠ω⁠･ั)}

I miss wonu already :(

Some groups i would like to get to know more deeply:

Enhypen: ( I've already watched "iland" so I know a bit and i have recently started watching "En o'clock" so I'm trying to understand what they are like as individuals. Since Jay's cover of Bon Jovi's "Always", i made up my mind that I HAVE to get into Enhypen. My bias is Heeseung {01 line~chingu} and it's been that way since "iland". Jay is my bias wrecker (?) I'm not sure for now. THEIR VISUALS ARE NO JOKE ISTG I'VE NEVER SEEN A MALE GROUP SO CRAZY 😭😭😭😭XOXOXO

Groups i vibe to nevertheless:

Ateez: I have watched a few episodes of "Wanteez" and they seem really fun and have sexy music and amazing visuals. My bias is Hongjoong (the captain), he is my typ-a-guy 🌸 bias wrecker is definitely Wooyoung (babygirl).

Tomorrow×Together: They are like my brother's and BTS are the parents lol... Recently they've been making awesome music. Idk them well enough to comment on their personalities but i would like to get to know them as well! 🤗 I like Yeonjun's passion for what he does and Beomgyu's crackhead energy 😩

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[lyrics365]

도와줘요 Rock&Roll (Help Me Rock&Roll)

geu aereul maeil maeil boda banhaesseo o eotteokhaeyo Rock&Roll (I really really wanna) gobaegeul naeil naeil jakku miruda nochigesseoyo Rock&Roll (I really really wanna) ibi keuge beoreojine (a) geu aega hwanhage useul ttae (a) o jebal May day michigesseoyo himeul jwoyo Rock&Roll (I really really wanna) tteollineun maeumeuro oneul bam Shall we dance dagagallaeyo i noraereul billyeoseo dowajwoyo…

[tylernelson]

Blog Post 5: Verbal Messages

            The official language of South Korea is obviously Korean and was adapted from old Korean that was used in prehistoric Korea. Along with Korean two other main languages get used in the country, English and Japanese. English has been promoted as the 2nd language of Korea as is been taught in school for 40+ years now, this is very understandable as many of the tourists speak English as it’s the most spoken language in the world and that south Koreans are allies with America in global trading. Japanese is mainly spoken around the region of busan which is on the very south corner of the nation which makes it the closest point to Japan in all of Korea. Because of this both people in Busan and people in Fukuoka in Japan have developed dialects that mix both of the languages together.

            A lingua franca is a common language that is used to communicated across cultures that normally would not be able to understand each other. This is extremely helpful for tourists because as mentioned above, English is the most spoken language in the world and this allows for a greater chance of being able to conversate with someone if you were abroad.

Hello = annyeonghaseyo

Yes = ye

No = ~eseo

Please = jebal

Thank You = gamsahabnida

Can you help me? = dowajuseyo?

I don’t understand = EUneun entendohaji anhseubnida

I don’t speak Korean = naneun hangug-eoleul moshaeyo

My name is Tyler = nae ileum-eun tailleoya

Via Google Translate

            Most of these words were hard for me to pronounce because of how different it is to normal English combinations of letters that I see on a day-to-day basis. Specifically, I don’t understand was incredibly difficult for me to pronounce because of how long it is and anhseubnida just doesn’t roll of the tongue for me. These words would be extremely important to know before traveling to korea due to how much they could be used for and how common they are to say. If you can’t say yes, no, can you help me then you have no hope in finding your way around the city.

            Using google translate is not always the greatest tool because it is not perfect and often makes many mistakes which are very noticeable to people who are fluent in the language. Despite knowing this I did still use google translate for the words above because I don’t know any other alternatives. I think that I means that language and the phrases/metaphors that are in the language shape who we are as people and how it influences us in our daily life’s. I’m not sure I quite believe in this at all because I don’t usually let language or words or phrases people use affect my mood.

Sawe, B. E. (2017, August 28). What languages are spoken in South Korea?. WorldAtlas. https://www.worldatlas.com/articles/what-languages-are-spoken-in-south-korea.html

[gamesbyalbie]

The Cursed Journey

PART 4: DELIVERED

"Ani!" She screams. My eyes dart to the holoscreen. "Jebal! Aniyo, ani—" The recording cuts off. A dagger of searing nausea sinks into my gut.

The screen wipes to a shot of two immaculately dressed people sitting behind a round desk. "Those were the last words of renowned author Kim Ji-yeon. Late last night emergency officials were called to her Busan apartment only to find her unresponsive body lying on the floor of her study. It's a real tragedy, Ken."

The newsreader's voice is high and light. Paired with her lilting tone, she sounds eternally optimistic. Her well-trained composure betrays little to no genuine emotion. It's all manufactured. Saccharine. Made to make you feel but not feel too much. It makes me fucking sick.

Couldn't she be more somber? A little more serious? A woman is effectively dead. Has this lady forgotten that? Has everyone? Is this just so commonplace now that people are totally numb to it?

I quickly finish my sentence and shut my laptop.

"It sure is, Farah. We go now to Gerry Hale who met up with author Ody Specter outside of the Writer's Ward this morning." I snort. More like ambushed.

The feed cuts to a waist-up shot of myself with only Gerry's shoulder visible. The Ward's sign is clearly visible in the background and I'm framed in line with the steps. Damn, they're good. I fucking hate it, but I have to admire good craft when I see it. I try to remember if that's where I was actually standing or if that's part of their edits.

Leaning back in the lobby's squeaky vinyl chair, I prepare for the worst.

"Morning, Mx. Specter."

"Yes. Good morning."

"Do you know if Kim Ji-yeon will be admitted to the Ward this morning?"

"I do. She'll be arriving from Busan soon."

"Is Ji-yeon the latest victim of the Writer's Curse?"

"As far as I'm aware, yes."

"And you knew her well, right? I'm sorry for your loss. What was the nature of your relationship?"

"Good friends. We met through the industry. I've always looked up to her." 

"Naturally. She was a paragon of success which makes her fall all the more troubling. There can't be more than two dozen publishing authors left. How does it feel being one of them?"

"I—I don't know."

"Does the threat of the curse trouble you?"

"I guess, but what can I do? Just work and hope."

"And I'm sure you're grateful to your patient fans. Their support must help."

"For sure."

"And quickly, before we part, when should we expect new material?"

"I know I'll have something new coming out by the end of the month."

"Amazing. I can't wait. Thank you so much for your precious time."

"Of course. Have a good day."

There's a hard cut to Gerry standing outside the Ward. "Kim Ji-yeon's publisher has also confirmed that her upcoming releases will come out as scheduled. Additionally, her unfinished work has already been sent to a content factory so, no need to fear, this isn't the last we'll see of her work. Back to you in the studio, Ken."

The feed returns to the news anchor. "Thank you, Gerry. Now, what's the best way to pack for space trav—"

And I've lost all interest.

Huh. I don't think any of that transpired in exactly those words, but releasing the unedited audio is more trouble than it's worth. I really don't like that "I know" they added concerning my next release, but overall I'm somewhat grateful for the added focus on my fans. That'll make them feel good. Reinforce how much they mean to me.

"Ody?" Sam's standing in the door. Weird. I normally hear it open. "She's here, finally."

I slap my thighs and rise, only groaning a little despite my mental and physical fatigue—a small, meaningless victory. "I thought Kelly said an hour. What happened?"

"They got held up at customs, apparently."

How the fuck does a person in critical condition get held up at customs? "But she's stable. Right?"

"Yes. She's great. Or, as good as she can be... you know. Given her current condition." They grimace and avert their gaze. I like that about Sam. They've worked here since the Ward opened and still struggle navigating conversations like this. It's incredibly endearing. Sam clears their throat. "We're just making her comfortable now. Here." They approach, clipboard in hand. "This is the last thing we need you to sign."

"Sure." I loathe this part—signing for my friends' bodies as if they were packages.

"What are your plans after this?" Sam asks.

I snort and pass the clipboard back. "What do you think?"

"Besides writing. Like, do you have anywhere to be?"

"No. Not in particular." I tilt my head to the side. "Why? You get off soon or something?"

Sam chuckles guiltily. "No. That's not what I meant and you know that. It's just—" They look back over their shoulder then take a step closer. "If you wanted to go sit with him..."

Shock lifts my brows. I blink several times. "Visiting hours don't start for, what?" I glance at my watch. 05:52. Fuck. "Three hours?"

"And the shift change happens in two. Think you can be out of here by then?" Sam gives me a kind smile.

I can't help but return it. There's another reason I like Sam. "Yeah, I think I can work with that." I place my hand on their shoulder and give a soft squeeze. "Thank you, Sam. Really. I appreciate you." 

I'm just clearing the doorway when I hear Sam say, "Oh, and Ody?"

"Hm?"

"I finally read Neo Olympus!"

"Oh, really?" I cross my arms and lean against the door frame. "What did you think?"

"Ahh!" They mime explosions going off on either side of their head. "Loved it! Zo's my favorite but Dio's starting to grow on me."

"That's awesome. I'm glad you enjoyed it."

"It was so good! I have to ask, who is that person in the black coat? The one causing Zo's visions."

Thanatos. One of my all-time favorite characters. They aren't actually the source of Zo's prophetic visions (that's Apollo), Than just appears in them frequently since he's Death itself.

But I can't tell Sam that. Not yet. Instead, I wink. "You'll just have to wait and see."

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when u drop that sungho corruption kink fic my life will be yours🙏🧎‍♀️ im so feral for him recently like im on my knees barking sungho give me a chance PLEASESGAH JEBAL

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you're actually hilarious but please keep your life your own sweetheart TT i'm working on it though <3 it's eating at me actually i was playing uno with my family and it's all i could think about HELP but yes. corruption kink sungho <333 heart eyes actually

[baecobstudies-blog]

1-06-2019 Saturday

A small study with me because I've always wanted to create one! Sorry for no posts, I don't really have any pretty notes to post, but I'll try to post later today or tomorrow!

I am (self) studying C++ programming and honestly, it's barely touching my brain lmao

[yuhzz]

hey bestie~ - h.yj x fem!reader

summary: surely it's no longer considered a "bestie type of thing" if her face is near yours and you're inside her bedroom with the lights off, right?

warning: fluff. just pure fluff. (no angst this time promise) and swearing.

word count: 2.2k words

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yunjin sure is acting weird today. i mean- she usually is weird most of the time, most especially around you, but today she's too weird-er? is that even possible?

"yah! kim y/n! jebal! just help me!" yunjin clung to your arms.

"no! i already told you no, huh yunjin!" you exclaimed and removed her arms from yours. "come on! i need to pass grade 10! will you really let me fail?" she pouted.

"it's your research, yunjin-ah so it's your fault"

"seriously? you gotta help me on this one! you know i've been too busy this week that's why i wasn't able to do that goddamn research!" yunjin complained.

"again, ain't my problem" you shrugged.

she sighed. "you won't really help me?"

"nope"

she grumbled, her shoulders slouching when she realized that there was no other choice but to take out the big guns. "if you don't help me...i will tell auntie about you snatching away 10 dollars inside her wallet" what fell out of her mouth was enough to make you whip your head toward her.

she smirked.

"don't you dare," you warned.

"oh, i certainly would dare" she cackled. "i wonder what her reaction will be? hm, let's see. you can get grounded, no allowance for a month, and- oh no! you will have to say goodbye to your phone for how long?" she walked toward you with a mischievous glint in her eye.

you gritted your teeth and sighed.

"i hate you"

she cheered when you said those words.

looks like yunjin won once again against you.

"good thing you agreed 'cause i really planned on telling your mom about it"

"stop putting salt in wounds yunjin. let's just get your research over with" you shook your head.

"alrighty! let's meet later, after school. we'll finish it in my house" she beamed.

"gotcha" you nodded.

after that, you both attended your respectful classes.

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“y/n!” yunjin shouted from across the hallway when she saw you step out of your classroom.

hearing her voice, your head turned towards her direction - a subtle smile creeping up your face. she waved her hands at you. you waved back at her. 

seeing how she hopped to you, a mischievous plan crossed your head. you started walking away in haste.

“oh! yah! where are you going?!” she shouted, now running after you. you laughed when you noticed her desperation to catch you and ran faster.

“catch me first before I help you!” you giggled.

“just get your ass back here kim y/n!”

“no!”

eventually, both of you reached the school’s huge field - where you continued to run after each other.

“wait! i’m tired!” she exclaimed and fell on the grassy floor - her whole body aching in exhaustion.

“pfft. weak!” you laughed.

“oh, stop that! you know I ain't good with this shit” she sighed.

“I know, I know. I was just messing with ya” You sat down beside her. she smiled. yunjin sat up and leaned against you. “you’re lucky you’re my best friend and I like you”

you frowned.

and yunjin noticed.

“yuck, like someone else, please. you bring bad luck to me” you joked and looked away. she subtly smiled and looked the other way.

“let’s go?” she asked you. “sure” 

both of you stood up and before walking away to her house, she held your hands and put it inside her coat’s pocket. you raised your eyebrows and looked at her confused.

she noticed your eyes and looked at you. “i’m cold, okay?” she defended. you giggled. “then wear this” you offered her the pair of your winter glove.

“what? no, i’m good with just holding your hands” she refused. “just take it, will you?” but you still insisted. yunjin sighed and took it. “thanks” she murmured.

“good, now we’re both wearing a glove.” you shrugged and looked forward. a light tint of blush dyed yunjin’s face.

and she didn't know if it was because of the cold, or because of you.

just 2 minutes of walking later, you’ve finally arrived at her house. thankfully, her place was just nearby.

“nice to see you again, mrs. huh!” you greeted as soon as you saw her in the living room. “Oh! y/n! you’re back here!” she exclaimed and ran towards you. “were you cold? are you hungry? you must be. it’s too cold outside” she asked you, worried.

“no, she isn’t, eomma! besides she’s here to help me with a project so you can’t take her away until we’re done” 

mrs. huh sighed sadly. “alright then. looks like our knitting lessons will have to wait.”

i matched her mood and said, "see you later, mrs. huh".

yunjin took you upstairs to her room. "let's get started so that we can finish early and that i won't have to sleep next to you again" she said and gathered the things you needed for her research.

"ouch?" you mumbled.

you roamed the room first - letting yunjin finish what she was doing.

"by the way, yunjin, how many chapters have you finished with the research?" you asked her.

"why?"

"just to determine how much and how ragged our time will be while working on this. you know? for a heads up." you shrugged and looked at her before sitting down on her bed.

"oh. well, i've finished chap 1 and chap 2 and i'm clueless as to what i should do in chap 3" she sighed.

"welp, you're screwed"

"don't you think i know that already? that's the sole reason why i literally begged for your help"

you chuckled. "you should be thankful that i pity you"

she scoffed "excuse me?"

"i'm just kidding, sorry" you raised your hands. yunjin shook her head. "alright, i'm done. get your ass here right now 'cause i want to finish fast"

"aye aye captain" you joked and walked towards her. "sit down" she patted the empty space beside her. you sat down.

"let me check your first two chapters before we do anything else"

"what? why?" she furrowed her eyebrows. "i want to check just in case you did something incorrect" you mumbled.

"are you telling me i'm wrong???"

"far from that, huh yunjin"

"hell no. you don't get to tell me i'm wrong because i'm always right!"

"you were the one who said you needed my help! just show me those two chapters and I'll check them. if nothing's wrong, we'll move on to chap 3 immediately"

"tsk" she irked.

"yah, don't you 'tsk' me! i'm only doing my best to help you!"

"here" she grumbled and showed you the document where her chapter 1: introduction, and chapter 2: review of related literature, were located.

"okay, chap 1's good but we'll add more and revise it later if we finish early." you murmured while scrolling down the docs.

however, when you reached chap 2, you bursted laughing.

"pfft- this is your chapter 2???" you asked and held your stomach from laughing too hard. "eh? what's wrong with it?" she blinked.

you continued laughing "i- i- holy crap!". "oh, just get on with it bish!" she slapped your arms.

"okay! okay! look, what you did was wrong. the rrl's not supposed to be written this way. you're gonna have to remove this and make each paragraph longer, and then you need to insert the links in between but the font, and font size must be neutral-" realizing how there's so much that needed to be fixed and done, you've decided to just start over again.

"ok you know what? we're going to start over. we're going back to stage 1. back to 0" you sighed and removed all text in the docs except for the links.

"what? wh- why?! why~?!" she cried out.

"because everything you did was wrong"

"b-but i'm never wrong!"

"and yet you made a lot of mistakes with your paper."

"curse you, y/n"

"love you too now let's begin correcting your mistakes because i bet we're not going to sleep a wink tonight"

yunjin sighed. "fine"

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"damn. how are you finishing these chapters with so much ease?" yunjin asked you and placed her chin on her hands - observing you do your work.

"well, a ton of other students have already asked me for help with their research which certainly not makes you the first one." you shrugged. "so i know several ways to make my life easier when making these"

"wow...just...wow" she uttered.

you chuckled. "now, if will you, stop straying off topic and continue with what i assigned you to do"

"yes ma'am"

yunjin focused on her task again.

"can we take a short break though?" she looked back at you.

"no"

"noted" she frowned and looked down.

she was sapped, and you knew it - heck, you even feel the same. but knowing that you have to finish this tonight, since tomorrow's the deadline, both of you should refrain from taking breaks.

it was the only way to save yunjin from failing grade 10.

"gosh, my head won't cooperate with me right now" yunjin grumbled.

but seeing how your best friend's struggling right now - ok maybe a small break wouldn't hurt.

"let's rest for a bit," you said, closed the laptop, and patted her hands.

yunjin's eyes shone in excitement, "wah, really?". you nodded and stood up. "just 10 minutes," you said and lay on her bed.

you spread your arms out and sighed comfortably.

yunjin giggled at you. standing up, she made her way to you and lay down beside you.

she placed her head on top of your arms and hugged you tight. "y/n-ah" she started.

"hm?" you hummed with your eyes closed.

"thank you," she said. you smiled. "anything for you, yunjin-ah" you mumbled.

feeling how comfy you two are right now, laying down on her bed, made it hard to stand up again and continue her research 10 minutes later.

so yunjin took the liberty to get up and close the lights. she walked back to you and got a pillow and a blanket before laying down in your arms again.

you felt her hands go below your head and raise it and then slipped a pillow under. after letting go of your head, she made herself cozy in your arms and began hugging you again.

noticing that she didn't have a pillow for her, you asked "where's your pillow?"

"right beside me"

you chuckled and turned your body to her. you hugged her back.

"didn't know our friendship reached the point where cuddles don't seem so hard to do now" she mumbled.

you laughed melodiously. "didn't know you didn't stink up close".

"yah, why can't we just have a single normal conversation? every single time i throw in a compliment, you do the complete opposite" she complained.

"sometimes it's vice versa" you beckoned.

"see? you're doing it again"

"no, i am not"

"yes, you were"

"i don't want to argue so let's just say i did"

"good"

you shared a few minutes of silence. "shouldn't we continue your paper?" you asked.

"that can wait. i'm supposed to submit it online anyway and the deadline's 11:59 pm tomorrow so it can delay. i wanna sleep" yunjin groggily spoke.

"okay" you muttered.

yunjin started snuggling closer to you and burying her head deep in your neck.

your breath hitched.

"your body's too tense. soften up, i can't hug you properly" she whined.

you gulped and obliged.

"yunjin-ah" you trembled.

"what?"

"are we...are we really just friends?" you questioned and she remained silent for a little bit - probably thinking if your question was another joke of yours or not.

"what's with the sudden question?"

"oh, just answer it yunjin"

"well, we're not just friends, aren't we? we're best friends" so answering it safely would save her from assuming and having her heart broken.

you scoffed. "you know what i'm talking about, jin"

she frowned. "then i need you to look at me before answering your question" you did as you were told.

"now, look me in the eye and tell me honestly if you see me as more than just a best friend"

"but what if you are more than just a friend to me" you sat up, making her do so too.

"would you feel the same way i do?" you asked. "it's only a what-if question though" you added.

"would you like to find out my answer then?" she murmured in an alluring way - slowly leaning in, making your heart race at an uncontrollable pace.

you could feel her hot breath against your face, her body slowly leaning towards yours - the dark room surely is getting hotter.

or is it just you?

"y-yunjin" you stuttered.

"do you want to find out, y/n?" she asked you, her lips gently grazing against yours.

"i..." you gulped.

but of course, yunjin's mother had to interrupt.

"girls! dinner is ready!"

"looks like we're gonna have to continue this another time" yunjin joked and got off you.

dumbfounded, you stood up after her and followed her downstairs. at the end of the stairs, she held your hands and took you toward the kitchen.

she gave you one last cheeky smile before she started eating.

huh.

looks like you are going to continue this next time.

meaning by next time...maybe later?

for sure the research can wait.

yeah.

the research will definitely have to wait.