#HUGEEEEEEE issues with setting boundaries and using the golden rule like law is gonna kill me
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autistic social exclusion let’s talk about autistic social inclusion (but bad)
#personal#before i talk about this i fully admit its gonna sound so cunty#but oh my god#the cocktail of being traditionally attractive to a degree#HUGEEEEEEE issues with setting boundaries and using the golden rule like law is gonna kill me#and this isn’t a im so much better than people type of shit#i just do not enjoy talking with most people#it’s nothing wrong with anyone! i just don’t enjoy it#and yes you have to get through the weird talking stage to make friends#but i’m just not that social! not really!!!#but i’m in so many situations where it’s like#person and i meet for whatever reasons we get to talking#we talk casually from this context but then they start seeking contact more and more#and i respond back bc i think it’s rude not to#and i also reply fast bc i hate notifications and want the -task- done so i can go back to my stuff peacefully #and maybe they have a topic or project they really really want to talk about#and i’m like well shit id like it if someone listened to me when i had stuff going on plus i genuinely want to be nice and listen to people#but then that always ends up with talking more and it’s so much talking#i don’t want to talk this often or at all!! i’m sorry it’s all me!!!!!! genuinely!!!!#and i never know how to say hey i’m just not feeling it or anything and i’m uncomfortable with blocking and it’s a huge silly mess#and i know bad not to be direct but i try to send signals that i’m not that into it or as much#like i don’t message first i listen and offer opinions when asked but not much else and don’t talk about my own stuff#and i would want to know if i was like. not vibing with someone not then politely going on but i am!!! a coward!!!!#anyway i’m just being a bit resentful bc someone in this situation ship with me asked for money for food and#and like morally i can’t say no it if i can in fact help it feels wrong especially with food#but like emotionally and i understand this is mean of me but i’m slightly resentful#like i’m struggling with bills and rent with my mom and debt and then over spending to cope#and it’s like damn i’m not even properly friends with this person :/#and i’m just so tired from work socially which sounds so lame but is true#like i only really seek out consist contact with audrey and gg not saying fuck everyone else but theyre my main social circle n not drainin
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