#I 🤸🏻‍♀️ FEEL 🤸🏻‍♀️ INSANE 🤸🏻‍♀️

[kindahoping4forever]

Ashton Instagram Live - 6 June 2024

Including acoustic performances of:

"Landslide" by Fleetwood Mac

"Drive" from SUPERBLOOM

A teaser of "Wild Things" from BLOOD ON THE DRUMS

"Straight To Your Heart" from BLOOD ON THE DRUMS

"Red Desert" by 5SOS

"Wicked Game" by Chris lsaak

[skzdarlings]

Okay!! Bark bark. There’s a lot to unpack here. So I was right about felix’s betrayal being unintentional yet the initial incident (sort of) poor guy :’) and the way you rewrote the same events in her bathtub flashbacks was SO good. You are so good about continuity in a way that feels not repetitive, only helpful to the reader 🫶🏼🫶🏼

The hotel gym moment was 🐕🐕🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️ I didn’t expect the talk about “both of us” being insane to be kinda?? Like why is it kinda?? 😳 fhfgnnolghf everything about that was despicable. Respectfully I need him so bad it’s not even-

What I’m curious about is why miss girl felt like the only way to resurface her memories was to recreate her drowning. She didn’t even try reading through her files first 🧍🏻‍♀️

hehehehe 🤭 lots of barking, highest of compliments to be sure. the way that smut scene was in my head in the very earliest drafts of brainstorming before i even had a plot 😭 not saying the whole fic was built around a kinky fighting sex scene, but not saying it wasn’t either lol

and there’s so much going in this fic and i take forever between updates so this is prob on me LMAO but she decides to dive in for the big breakdown for a couple reasons.

1) she’s mentioned before that she feels like just hearing about her past sometimes feels like hearing about someone else’s life. she has read the file before but hadn’t read it again till that scene, and we can see that overall it’s really only jogged fragments. she is on a time crunch and decides to just dive in basically

2) in her own words, she is a little crazy lol. for her it probably IS almost easier to take the extreme approach rather than piece it together slowly, even if they did have time to put it all back together piece by piece (which she feels they don’t anyway)

i think she’s a little like previous reader in that second regard tbh. before they really start healing, they both find the extreme reaction easier to do than the small stuff. previous reader was quick to yell and fight and also quick to get freaky, yet she couldn’t just *talk* to felix about her feelings.

big crazy action? easy. small normal action? terrifying.

anyway that was fun to talk about, i love my little weirdos. I am glad you enjoyed the update, thank you as always for your wonderful message (and barking) and take care till next time 😊🧡🧡

[ja3yun]

STOPPPPP I MISS PREDEBUT ENHA SO MUCH, I literally grew up with them, I'm around the maknae line age range and I literally grew up with them, witnessing the success enhypen have now coming from iland, I still remember how much that show traumatized me and enhypen themselves 😭 still can't rewatch it until now, I promise to rewatch it when I'm in a better place in my life 🧎🏻‍♀️ but yeah It feels crazy because I got to see the maknae line and me grew up from literal kids to adults like it's so insane and seeing all them have such a glow up inside and outside and seeing them improve in everything and getting to see heeseung producing a song and a fan song at that, to seeing jay getting so good at Japanese and even learning sign language and his guitar skills too, and just AAAAAAAAA sunghoon falling inlove with being an idol everyday gdhsjaja I still remember him from his figure skating days because I'm a huge fan of yuzuru hanyu before iland 🤸🏻‍♀️ JUSTT AAAAA and like jungwon evolve as a leader too 🥹 seeing sunoo covering a full song on yt even filming a borderline music video on it, and ni-ki dancing and physical changes it's just been crazy watching all of these things, feels surreal I hope enhypen and engenes stay with each other for a long time 🫶🏻

- from 🧚🏻‍♂️ anon

no fr predebut enha have my entire heart :(( i love them so much and watching their abilities flourish into who they are now makes my heart feel full. the behind the scenes these days shows just how much they've grown into themselves and found their own little passions within the band (jake directing the tour/stages, jay with his guitars, etc) they have become such beautiful artists :// i'm so proud of them i cant even put it into words

[jentlemahae]

wait that ask made me look up the pinks birth charts and now everything makes so much sense. i'm not even that into astrology but damn, all of the pinks are their zodiac stereotypes. yall rosie has FIVE (5) aquarius placements like good lord 😭😭😭 it means she's extremely emotional and most men just don't have the capacity to handle that so she's lowkey doomed forever unless she really is for the girls. rosie, let's consider lesbianism for 2025. specifically me. date me in 2025 🤩🤩

jensoo being strong capricorn queens, yupppp iktr!!! jennie also has several pisces placements aka she is CREATIVE like you see how this all adds up? jisoo's chart giving a lot of wise, stable idgaf energy, love this for her. lisa being an aries and having multiple placements... just loud omg 😭 i'm gonna go be insane and look up their venus signs to see what they're like in a relationship, brb 👀

oooooh i love astrology talk and the pinks have very interesting charts! and their charts go so well together imo and i think that can also explain why they work so well as a group!! 🤩 yeah rosie is an AQUARIUS aquarius, meanwhile that she’s so charming (she is!) and friendly (she is!) and unique (she is!). also, i think her charts hints that she is a romantic and tends to idealize love which actually fits so well with her i think <3 she takes love seriously and values feelings and communicating them which is lovely

and yeah the pinks’ charts hint at passions for creating and the arts and entertainment in general, which i think fits soooooo well <333 also! if u wanna look up their charts more i personally like the birth chart thing on cafeastrology.com cause it reads so well 👀🤸🏻‍♀️

[chaeinedup]

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I am Sorry as I have never seen your Answer ~ these Past weeks have been hard and busy. I Hope you'Re okay :-)

I did Like the Last imagine a Lot and now That you posted this Other picture From today I kind Of want to Ask for one based on this Photo. Like he sends it to you Or something I don'T know but he Makes me feel so Delusional It's Insane 🤣

No no it's okay I just assumed you were busy I hope you have been doing well. Always remember to take a break, don't push yourself too hard ��🩷

And thank you for asking I've been doing well I think!! And thank you for enjoying the scenario!!

Oh I totally can do something with this picture I will start on it as soon as I can!!

No but I totally get you I feel pretty delusional as well like I just absolutely lost my mind 🤸🏻‍♀️🕳️

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Luke @ The 5SOS Show Tour Detroit - 16 August 2023

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Ash @ The 5SOS Show Tour Santiago - 27 July 2023

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Boston Night 1

📸: Ryan Fleming