#I dont remember how to draw these guys anymore lol

[frostinepac3]

Feeling nostalgic

[dandyshucks]

why does he say "hehe" 😭

[stupidblogtomessagewifey]

@slimshay-castle @smutty-books @forbidden-sin-bin @madaboutmathers @cactusanonwrites

I wanna talk to y’all for a moment because I’ve kinda just disappeared and I wanna explain myself in depth a bit. I have no interest in writing anymore.. I just don’t. Life has kinda been at it’s peak recently.. like I can’t see it getting any better than this. Honestly. I’m the happiest I’ve been in so long. I’m traveling, studying, working, and spending time with my friends and family. Like it’s just been so good. I can’t stress it enough. So good. I also feel like my relationship plays a big part in me not having a interest in writing anymore. I know I fucking use this excuse a lot… a lot… it’s prob so annoying now. Like I’m annoyed at myself for using it again. But when I tell you this man is actually perfect…. I mean it. And I will not risk fucking this up. I just can’t. Like I’m going to marry this man.. and I say this with 100% confidence. I’m dead serious. And you bitches better stay on tumblr for a few years because there’s going to be a day where I come on here and tell y’all that I’m engaged. That’s how confident I am. So DONT you dare deactivate or leave tumblr. Now just because I’m not writing anymore doesn’t mean I’m getting rid of this blog.. I still wanna see what you guys are doing and the work you’re putting out. I wanna see it all. I still want to talk to you guys and see how you are doing. Even though we don’t know each other irl.. I still wanna keep up with you guys. Y’all are my tumblr friends. So no deactivating.. I mean it. Or I’ll be heartbroken.

So…. Now that I’m stepping down from the whole writing thing here are all my pending request. Feel free to do whatever you want with them 🤍

Probably a love triangle between eminem x reader x drake?

Eminem and the reader go out on Halloween dressed as batman and catwoman and when they get home they get freaky. BTW I love your work❤

Can you do one where the reader isn't famous and meets Eminem and tells him she always liked him but he holds back, she has an accident because she has a toxic boyfriend where he makes her fall from the top floor of her apartment and she goes into a coma and eminem finds out and he goes and sees her and confesses his love for her while she's in a coma because she looks so beautiful she wakes up and they make love when she goes home and he's gentle and sweet because she's hurt. Ahhhh! ❤️❤️❤️ I know you're going to do good on this one can't wait!! Love you and your blog!! Can you make it long??

Hey Love! Can you do an imagine where the reader auditioned for her first movie and got the lead role and she has no idea Eminem is the main character playing her love interest and she is in her mid 20s and they meet and she's so nervous and he reassures her that she will do great. They have to make a love scene and to break the ice she kisses him when they're alone and it leads to a makeout session and it ends with them liking eachother. Love your blog! ❤️❤️

Can you do an imagine where Eminem and reader met because she is a fan but she wasn't like the others so they actually started talking like friends and they eventually hangout but some guys jump him and he gets a very bad black eye and the reader takes him to her house to help cover up the black eye since he's doing the Super Bowl and wants to hide it. They're so close to eachother they end up kissing and shit goes down. Lol. Thanks!

Can you please do an imagine where the reader and Eminem meet and she is 27 and he likes her but holds back because he is way older but ultimately goes for it. Can it be passionate and sweet and she likes him back. Thanks. Love your page btw.

could you please do one where fem!reader's ex won't stop bothering her so marshall has to step in and get him to back off?

(I can’t remember if I read it correctly but if your requests are open do you think you could do something possibly spicy w jimmy and reader?? like reader is chilling out on the couch reading/drawing and jimmy’s all pissy bc he’s not getting attention??? It doesn’t have to be spicy tho!! ty and have an amazing evening/morning/night!!)

hey there! can you do an imagine where you’re flying alone and get upgraded to first class and your seat ends up being next to marshalls. reader and marshall talk the entire flight and really hit it off and that’s how their relationship begins :,) a girl can only dream LOL thanks babe!!!

Hi, Love! I happen to stumble upon a Big Brother Australia video on YouTube. And I loved it. So can I request a oneshot where reader has the same personality with Tilly.

If you're taking requests, I got one in mind. Marshall's daughter, y/n, just had a baby thus making him a first-time grandpa. He gets all choked up and emotional because his baby just had a baby of her own. Bonus points if they share a birthday. I really want to see him as a grandpa.

hi :) can you do a story where there is an age gap between marshall and the reader (LEGAL OF COURSE—like reader is in their mid 20s) and the media makes her feel terrible about it and he reassures her. thank you!!!!

Hi can I make a request for Eminem where he and the reader have a huge age gap ( he is 49 and the reader is in her early 20’s). The reader would be an up and coming artist and he wants to do a song with her. She does not look like she sounds, she like to were dress and has a happy and bubbly personality. The complete opposite of Em. He is thinking he may have made a mistake when looking at her until she went in the studio to do her part. They ended up being good friends. This can be like they were doing a press interview and Eminem tells that he sees he as another daughter.

i’m obsessed with your marshall fics!!! could you possibly do one still along the lines of marshall x singer!reader but maybe there’s a pretty bug age gap and they’re total opposites. like shes ariana grande type pop star. so everyone is just really confused but they’re super happy

Hi, i love your stories and I thought id throw a little request your way if you like! Could you maybe write something where Marshall realizes y/n has an eating disorder, maybe catching them taking diet-pills or something? And he gets super angry at first but then calms down and helps through it? If you decide to do this thank you sooo much! 💗☺️

where s/o and eminem had a feud back in the day but the enemies become lovers¿ (sorta inspired by xtina and em beef) idk what i'm doing

May I please request an angst x fluff situation in which jimmy gets in a fight over y/n and starts being angsty with her because he's jealous that other guys like her but then y/n gently helps patch him up and he softens?

Hi 🤗 I hope you have a great day 💕 I love your writing, by the way, 😻 you're doing a great job 💘 I wanted to request for an Eminem x deaf reader, please 🥰 Because I was thinking that will be fun 🌼🌸 thank you again 😉❤

Hey I was wondering if you could do Eminem x streamer girlfriend headcanons or a one shot ? <3

Would it be possible to do one where the reader is presenting an award for marshal and then They meet at the after party and he flirts with her and they really hit it off ? xx

Hi! Could you do an imagine where y/n already met Marshall's friends (Dre, 50, Paul, Royce, etc.) and they all love her and have formed their own friendship with her and they playfully tease Em about it but are highkey supportive and love seeing Marshall so whipped? Maybe the setting could be them all hanging out somewhere talking about y/n and then y/n shows up and everyone is super happy, especially Em! With like fluff & you can include smut in the end if you feel like it'll add to the imagine :)

Can you please do something where Marshall is at the studio and the reader sends him a text saying “Want to see a picture of the guy I’m gonna fuck tonight?” And Marshall starts getting confused and pissed then the reader sends a picture of him 😭😭😭😭😭😭

em begs you to dye his hair and you help him. then, things start to get pretty wild 😳

[sugar-omi]

rocking HEAVILY with artist!mc that uses the guys as their muse because thats literally my mc with baxter. after they danced with him in step 2, they went home started OBSESSIVELY drawing him all the time. both because they thought he was super super pretty, and because they didnt want to forget what he looked like

and then he reappears out the aether in step 3 and it gets WORSE- mcs like "how are you gonna pull up to MY neighborhood looking like THAT and expect me to NOT be artistically inspired???"

theres a line during sightseeing when baxter and mc are bowling and mc compares his monochromatic ass sitting on that bright red couch to a modern art piece, and i always imagine that my mc drew that at some point!

i always imagine during boating when lee and mc are talking about how they use to call each other all the time when the were younger, lee super casually brings up in front of everyone that "mc use to always draw this random guy they met at a country club once because they thought he was hot lmao" and mc just FEELS baxter looking at them with a stupid fucking smirk on his face, and they have to legitimately talk themself out of jumping off the boat in embarrassment

then jump to step 4 when hes lamenting about how cringe he use to be when he was 19, and mc has to step in like "i literally have multiple sketchbooks filled out with drawings of you in your cringe era, please dont say that in front of me lol"

then he starts teasing them about it any and every chance he gets. like mc could just be looking at him while hes brushing his teeth or something, and he says some shit like "remembering this to draw later? ;)" and mcs like "you wish, i dont even do that anymore 🙄" (they are lying and they will be drawing it later)

this is long as hell im so sorry 😭 i just started typing and ended up dumping my wholeass brain out into your ask box 😭😭

I STILL HAVENT PICKED UP MY JAW AT SLEE CALLING YOU OUT....

also yeah i.... baxter will be sleep n I'll have like 5 pages of him sleeping so :) we're so normal abt him istg

[single-malt-scotch]

i'm in agreement with what you've put on your blog about hermitcraft not being an rp server- it just isn't and i'm kind of sick of new age mcyt fans treating it as such. i am curious though about where you draw the line (or even if you do draw a line) between rpf and "character" fanfiction. as you've mentioned, fans are the ones taking the improv bits in videos, creating their own "lore" out of it, and shipping those characters together. obviously, the lore characters are very much linked to their youtuber counterparts, but it's not like most hermitshippers want the real life grown men and women to kiss each other or even are referring to the actual flesh and blood youtubers in their fanmedia (the term cubito from spanish mcyt/qsmp folks comes to mind). do you personally consider this to be rpf?

the rpf topic in this situation is veryyyy hard to make a conclusive answer on and the one i make is one i think people shouldnt take as fact, everyone can decide personally what it means for them. my constant mindset, due to the subjective thoughts, just ends up being "is it rpf? maybe. i dont know. i dont care anymore" but i can explain more of what i really do think

considering i came from 2011~ minecraft youtube there was no concept of "characters" for youtubers outside of blatant series like... shadow of israphel and a bit later, lords of minecraft. there was nothing comparable to what we have today in terms of roleplay. they were still The Person just in minecraft and many of us back then, myself included, called it rpf. and we even wrote fics outside of the minecraft settings-- we wrote stuff in the real world, but it all just looked the same to us because we did not have any separation between a person and a character made out of them. it was the youtuber to me, whether or not i throw them into a lore heavy high fantasy AU (which i did lol), it did not come off any different to me than the fics written about them chilling at minecon.

i took a number of years away from this fandom and so the change like... oof it was a lot to understand. it confused me a lot (still does), i did not at all get this idea of separating them into their own character. the thing is, the extent to which people do so is again, subjective.... but for the most part the point nowadays is to say its not the Real Person at all anymore, even if the difference is only that there is absolutely no mention of the outside world and it is often heavily enforced to remember it is Not the real guy.

and thats where it just gets complicated. whenever i write i always generally imply its a game. and if its not a game i still think of it as guys playing a game. they are behind a screen and i may even reference the real world. so for me? yeah, its in the vein of rpf if we're looking at it that way. people who create a fictional realm with the guys made into characters that fit into this crafted world, well i guess its not... or is it?

the whole topic of saying hc isnt roleplay isnt to scare everyone into realizing they were writing rpf the whole time. but kinda to say- one stop being afraid of the label rpf. and two honestly i define "rpf" fandoms as a fandom built around real people. mcyt is built around real people. no matter how much you do make a character out of the youtuber its still in many regards.... the youtuber.

so yeah this isnt a conclusive answer some may want. short: it is always rpf because i define rpf as being a fandom based around real people. when it comes down to specific content (headcanons, fics, art) its totally fine and makes sense to not consider it that individually but in an overall sense i would categorize it as such because i also grew from an mcyt fandoms who saw it that way

[spikeinthepunch]

rebrand conflict

idk how to decide what is a good or bad decision in terms of like...wanting to rebrand. i wish i could count back to how long i have used "morrysillusion" overall, i dont have a specific date. but i know after the white/brown antelope/wolf fursona, i think i dropped "moreyytilatot"? i think i tried to just go by "morey" in some form (i recall "princemorry" url). and then i dropped the 'nisovinsillusion' url maybe in early 2016? but i also had the coffini url here for a good while after. i cant remember if i used morrysillusion outside of tumblr around that time so. idk...

and heres the thing-- i dont really feel disconnected from my username, its fine and i think its p cool. but also in my head i keep wanting to change it, and part of that is wanting to claim a super old username i have no bad associations with. and i think part of that is bc of all the ways i am trying to do the things i was denied through my younger years-- so i am just reliving a lot of nice things and recalling the vibes and online trend etc i had. but also like.... attitude? personality wise? i feel like im not reflecting that w my current "brand" so to speak. at the very least if i didnt change my username, i still dont feel like the current look is something i want. i think the urge on the username change is just an additional feeling to push away from what i have been under this name.

the username i keep wanting to fall back to is 'spikeinthepunch/spikedpunch' (had the short one on xboxlive and the long one on deviantart) which was a short lived username but has no negative relations to anything, and i wished i kept it for a bit longer. and its kind of an edgy username lol. but in my recent years of growing as an adult, moving out, and being my own person, i feel soooo different than how my accounts have been presenting me. i guess ive been like soft, simple, and stiff in presentation? i think i fell into this when i was thinking id keep doing art commissions etc in a "professional" way, and especially bc i was doing my CN internship around then and wanted to still look presentable for the industry when looking for jobs. and while i certainly would love to work in the creative industry potentially, i obviously dont need to keep up that Normal-er image, i never should have, but also at that age and time i didnt feel like i could be that way at all. i was far more nervous of people interpreting me badly, negatively, etc if i was more edgy or mature. i was young and not dealing with my issues and so fixated on trauma etc.

this is also lining up w my plans to rework my website too. and i think a lot of this feeling also comes along w my "mascot" who i think is lovely! but him being a "mascot" makes him.... very detached from me as a person. i havent had any sonas to relate to in almost over a year... and my mascot was never meant to be a sona, just a Guy to represent my vibe (the colors, aliens) and social media appearance. and i guess i dont like that vibe anymore. i havent even felt all too into the shift i made to Mikike just having a vague spacesuit either, i felt i was just forcing that in order to fit the simple minecraft skin format for readability. (if people were to draw my skin, making it plantigrade and less animal would be easier)

and of course an additional observation i have had in more recent times are manic episodes that make me uproot parts of my life and change a lot of stuff about my identity etc. it may not seem like that happens online but its bc i manage to hold back on changing things abt my online branding lol- but it often results in making sideblogs for whatever new fandom/media i attached to in my episode and irl changing my entire appearance to fit and much more (and promptly drop both in about a month or so- its why i have so many abandoned sideblogs). this is obviously the bigger issue bc its what makes it Very hard for me to not do this (n yes i am in a bit of an episode rn despite my medication so...). and shocker, so many of my username/url changes and failure to ever keep one long enough to form an identity is related to that as well! its a surprise i havent done it in years but it was the expectation to stay with one identity, one look, in order to be Normal and recognized in a professional way, and i dont like that.

making this post and dumping thoughts has me thinking on a solution. as i said i dont really feel detached from my username. but what i dont relate to the most now is the way i feel i have gotten stuck in presenting myself online, and as a "brand". i want to toss out my color scheme, my mascot, my outward attitude. i want to let myself actually present in a way i like and not in a way that feels "clean". when my wcrp got shut down i had to come to the idea of acceptance and letting go of things i cannot control. and the reality of what truly doesnt matter in terms of what people may think of me. that was a huge pressure left on me for YEARS thanks to 2014-16 tumblr mindset and it is so so much harder to break esp if you want to try and be a creator and build an audience. i felt like i had become aware of this, and i have, but i didnt really click the fact that i wasnt into my current online presence bc i was still living with a piece of that era.. the fear of getting popular and being 'called out' for something for years ago, that wasnt even serious or bad, feeling like i was stepping carefully everywhere even when nothing was wrong. this doesnt entirely tie to WHY i want to do all the above. its just an observation on one of the things that hold me back too. just staying the same and staying safe. i hardly ever post, and while its something i chose to do its also a 'bonus' to not giving people much things to read off of me and assume from too.

this is getting too long and i think i have my point. idk what im gonna do but im thinking a lot abt how i should take control of my online life.

[tianhai03]

hey everyone. im not here to post art right now, i just have something on my mind that i kinda wanna ramble about, which i’ll put under a read more below bc its really long lol. i know this is kinda sudden but i promise its nothing serious. stick around if you’re somehow interested in listening to my ramblings, if not then thank you for reading this anyway, and thanks for all your continuous support :)

i cant remember the reason why anymore, but a couple minutes ago i felt like going through all the blogs ive followed on here. i only follow like 276 blogs if i remember correctly, it’s not much considering how i’ve been here since 2015. i probably felt like looking through it because i was reminded of an artist i follow here and i wanted to see if they’ve updated anything, i have no clue lol.

anyways i looked through the list, and i found a lot of artists ive followed since my early days in 2015, when i first started posting art. some i still remember fondly, some i have vague memories of, and others... i just dont recognize anymore. the only thing im sure of is that they were all artists i looked up to very much, artists who have also definitely motivated me to keep drawing just so i can be as good as them someday. im confident enough to say that ive gotten close to a lot of their levels already, and i am now very comfortable with drawing in a style that is uniquely my own. i have all these artists to thank for that.

but... another thing ive also realized is, most of them arent posting anymore. some have already stopped before i myself stopped tumblr briefly in around 2019, but a lot of them stopped at that exact same year. it makes me kinda sad, i remember looking forward to these artists’ drawings often, but a lot of them just kinda dipped out of existence 3 years ago, without other social medias that i can check to make sure theyre still around. it made me think about how hellish every year has been starting from 2019, it mightve only been 3 years but it sure felt like its been a decade. all i can do right now is hope that they’re still okay, somewhere in the world, still safe and still doing whatever they love.

and on the same note, i hope every single person who is still following me, who still constantly come up to this crumbling website, maybe even look forward to me posting my art; i hope you guys are doing well too. i know there are a lot of people who were from my old 2018 dmc days (since i came back to the fandom just half a year ago and a lot of people started checking up on me again), some of you guys were probably even from my earliest 2016 undertale days; whether you followed me 6 years ago or just today, i want to thank you guys, from the bottom of my heart, for always giving me kind support on the things i do. i am not joking when i said i wont be here right now if it werent for you guys. thank you so, so much.

[bobzora]

4, 8, 9 for the art asks!!

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

character wise i cannot draw yusuke for the life of me. this feels really random but i can draw him looking right maybe every once in a long while. yeah. um. that's why he never really shows up in my comics LOL (that and i cannot write him at all. the negligible amount of "writing" my comics require notwithstanding)

i like skirts (in designs. i dont wear them lol) (see: my interest in magical girls & idol anime) but i can't draw them very well...i also can't design outfits, haha. i have 0 sense of fashion. sad!

oh and. truly tragically as a p/ersona 5 guy. i can't draw masks/glasses/any hat or accessory that goes on the face or head. it's dire.

there's lots of other stuff that i really love in art that i want to learn how to do...gotta get on that grind i suppose!

8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in

in terms of projects in general i have had a fangame idea that never goes anywhere for like. every other thing i've ever been into. in terms of like. drawn art this took me a second to figure out because while i have plenty of trashed wips i don't have a ton of capital p Projects that i don't care about at all anymore. and then i remembered.

in 2019 or so i completely (somewhat poorly) animated an opening (in an app with 0 animation features) for an oc project that is completely dead to me. i feel nothing for it. lol?

9's a duplicate ^_^

[short-and-ugly]

in depth analysis on all of your mutuals and who is your favorite /hj

gsugu

smelly-ugly-roach

most recent mutual..... funny lil guy... REALLY INTERACTIVE YES!!! love that. also loves to torture me

you seem uncomfortable interacting with 18+ people? i think? so. just so you know. im an adult 👍

rissynicole + totallyradicalmucky + rnarchhare

drew skoodge.... yes good..... did not expect a follow back

violintrees + exciien + licketysplitz

idk what to say...... silent iz mutuals

turretoracle

biggest fan, gives me things to procrastinate on (looks @ shimejis). enthusiastic about my worldbuilding and in turn i am enthusiastic about yours......

cinnamonghost

we have interacted Once (literally just today) and it was pleasant, would do again

milkoftheflesh + sixfeetumber + cricketnoises + seabunnythatlikeshorror + yourfavouritewindimage +sad-boy-hank + dan-crimes +skythealmighty + theloisthatlikes + corrupted-miii + disaster-reasonable-48 + characcoon

HOW ARE YOU STILL HERE

zimsrightantenna

most of you came during one of my other phases and have Not Left....... 🥺 youre all too amazing

COOL PERSON i think you are friend-shaped. in my head

verm1c1de

drew skoog when you didnt have to... ALSO read my stuff without me actively pushing it in your face which?!?!??? ..... thank you :)

nice to talk to even if youre a furry (joke-ish)

rivozara

HOW are you following me. i cannot remember when this occurred. AND you have cool art???????? 🤠 yhell yheah buddy

transfloppa + forgot-how-to-breath

have never spoken a word. reblogs my stuff and leaves......... true lone wolves. youve seen loner anime protagonists? these guys make them look like amateurs.

crabussy

COOL ART i have never seen you draw a background though 🤨🤨🤨💥 lol im kidding you dont have to draw backgrounds..... i get it...... did you abandon your fnaf fic? i havent checked. i think i abandoned mine. want to get back to it but. eh

wacky-theater-kids

all the way back from the roy phase...... still talks to me even if we're not really into the same things anymore. friend

voidpurrmina

all the way from the dark ages. since BEFORE tumblr. since i was called soul. jeez.

you disappear for weeks and then like one of my posts and disappear again.

ohgodoh-fuck

LITERALLY SECOND IN MY FOLLOWINGS LIST ONLY TO MY OTHER ACCOUNT. do you still know who i am. bahah im pretty sure you do. i think youre a friend. hope you are

[millimononym]

The Attackers

here are Venus and Brambles, the attackers of my OC team! (i don’t have a name for the team yet. names are hard). Also if you remember the first oc post and remember the guys name and are wondering, yes, everyone in the team is named and has their looks based off plants. this drawing kinda looks weird cuz i drew the heads first like a dumbass

ANYWAY OC BACKSTORY/PERSONALITY TIME

so Venus is like...one of the only decent people in the entire team(don’t get used to it). She’s very energetic,bubbly and sweet. She also eats a lot. She grew up as the oldest sister in a poor household with a single mom and multiple siblings. As she’s an adult now(early 20′s) the responsibility of caring for her siblings falls on her as her mom is in the hospital. She uses the money she earns as a footballer to pay for her mom’s hospital bills and care for her siblings. She’s incredibly stressed (as you can see from her antennae,they droop when someone is feeling negative emotions) but tries to seem happy in front of everyone because she believes showing negative emotions will rub off on people and she doesn’t want that. She puts other people’s needs before her own because she likes seeing people happy. She doesn’t like conflict but CAN and WILL beat someone (cough cough BRAMBLES cough) up if they’re hurting kids. Dated Brambles at one point...i don’t know how that happened but i’m glad that’s over with

Brambles. This motherfucker. Actual alien equivalent of Ricegum. Going from talking about Venus to talking abt him is giving me whiplash. Absolute ASSHOLE. 0 redeeming qualities. anyway i should probably talk abt him now. He’s the brother of the teams’ backup player and Sugarcane’s cousin. He’s the oldest out of 4 siblings and is an absolutely horrible brother if you were wondering. Grew up in a rich household and is a spoiled brat. No wonder his father left (oh yeah btw his dad left lol). Regularly makes fun of the backup player(his youngest brother, who is SIXTEEN BY THE WAY) for having mental problems and attachment issues (HMMM I WONDER WHAT COULD’VE CAUSED THOSE. probably not LIVING IN A LOVELESS HOUSEHOLD WITH AN ASSWIPE OF A BROTHER). He’s even worse later but i’m not gonna spoil it. How did he manage to date someone as sweet as Venus. I have no clue. I don’t wanna talk about him anymore, his personality is draining to the brain. If he was a real person i’d spit on him

[[EDIT/UPDATE 19.8.2022: ok so i’m not really good at making my stories(i mostly make characters and specific scenes) but Brambles was a pretty barebones guy, even for me. Wasn’t much to him besides being his brothers abuser and being a disappointment to his family. So i wanted to flesh out his character a little more i guess (that’s a lie it came to me completely randomly while listening to music lol.(the music was Splitter Girl by weevildoing and Kareshi No Jude by syudou if u were wondering)).

This might change but as of now some things are added: Brambles was a child who took his familys’ neglect as any rational child would: By developing extremely violent tendencies to harm himself, and every other creature unlucky enough to be near him! ...yay. Frequent victims include animals(who he definitely murdered, by the way) and his youngest brother(hope i introduce him soon so i can stop calling him just that cuz its weird). His other 2 siblings were too slippery for it i guess. Plus theres 2 of them so thats twice as many hands to throw at his face, which they did. TIMEJUMP TO THE PRESENT, i actually have a reason for Brambles and Venus breaking up besides him being an asshole: Cheating. Motherfucker cheated on her with a defender in the team(who i ALSO havent introduced HNNNGHHH) and also cheated on him with Venus because NEITHER OF THEM actually KNEW about the other dating their boyfriend, so technically they were both cheated on. It didnt go to well for our boy here,as you can imagine. Probably gonna need to add some scars to his design now lol(maybe the back? cuz im lazy and dont wanna change anything). So yea those are the changes for now byee]]

WELL OKAY that’s them alright. As one last thing u may have noticed: you can see in the picture that they’re wearing matching collars. That’s actually part of the teams uniform (which i forgot to include in Sugarcane’s reference pic like a dumbass). Each position has a different color and the attackers one is red! A shame Venus has to share the position with Brambles but what can you do.

[apple-pecan]

Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba – To the Hashira Training (2024)

this is gonna be the weirdest dumbest review i'll write yet so buckle up. im gonna preface this by saying i know nothing about demon slayer; i only watched this because a friend of mine wanted to watch it in the theaters with me and i thought it could be fun. i HAVE been curious about it though; i dont watch anime much at all anymore but it seems like demon slayer is one of those absolutely huge names in manga and anime right now, sorta like how naruto was in the 2000's and before that, dragon ball in the 80s/90s. one of these friggin films, demon slayer mugen train, became the highest grossing japanese film of all time, the highest grossing R rated animated film of all time (dethroning sausage party lol) AND the highest grossing movie of 2020, and this was all in the midst of fucking COVID. something's gotta be up. this has to be the greatest anime ever conceived then. if it is, i couldn't really tell from this movie.

i know the general gist of the plot from watching the first episode years ago; some kid is going about his merry day when suddenly almost his entire family is slaughtered by a demon, and to make matters worse, the only survivor is his sister, who has now been turned into a demon. and now he goes on a journey of revenge to kill that demon and make his sister into a human again. pretty cool premise, but i never watched more of it until tonight. oops.

according to reviews i dug up on imdb this is basically just a giant filler movie; the first half is the last episode of season 3 and the second half is the first episode of season 4, which hasn't aired on tv yet; this movie is mainly just for hardcore fans to see that episode before anyone else. i have not seen any of this show past the first episode, so the season 3 stuff was new to me, and i actually liked it quite a bit. the action was fun and very beautifully animated and there is a really cool emotional scene that i'm sure would've really struck a nerve with me had i been watching this show from it's inception. apparently none of this is new footage but from a non-fan i had a lot of fun with it.

the problem comes from its second half, which is supposed to be the main draw; besides one action scene (which was also very cool) at the beginning, it's nothing but exposition and really awkward and uncomfortable comic relief. the first half was so serious with it's grizzly and intense action and now we're just doing wacky cartoon faces and doing funny screams a lot. just seems really bizarre; in america the movie was rated R but i couldn't tell if this was supposed to be for children or adults. i mean a couple kids DID walk in the theater with what i assume to be their dad and them, me and my friend were the literal only people in the theater. that doesnt have much to do with the review but i just thought it was funny lol.

im sure the second half would've made more sense if i were to have, you know, watched the entire rest of the anime so far beforehand, but they just kept talking about a training session by these mystical demon slayers or whatever and i was so unengaged i took my phone out in the middle of the theater and started looking at twitter. as a non fan it was boring, but if you're not a fan of this anime, there is literally no reason for you to watch this in the first place. it fails as a traditional movie and is more so to just hype people up for the next season of demon slayer to be released. anyone remember evangelion: death & rebirth? no? okay never mind. if you're a fan of demon slayer, watch it if you're just that impatient for season 4 to air (even though what they show in this movie is pretty much all setup and filler with no actual plot progression), and for anyone else who just wants to watch one of those newfangled anime cartoons in theaters, dont even bother.

5/10

NOTE: blond hair guy has the best voice actor ever. i was watching the english dub and i didnt even know human beings could make those kinds of noises. give him the nobel peace prize or something.

[aeferkssr]

Im sorry for sending this late, i was very busy, here it is :D

im a 17 year old straight guy, im currently studying laws and rights and i sometimes do volunteer jobs whanever i have free time or its my vacations between university days. Im pretty smart, im kind of creative and a bit of dexterous, i like drawing (if you want you can send me a request and i will try) i also like doing paperwork such as papercrafts and origami, i like reading books, most of them are known writers from either my country such as Jose Maria Arguedas or other countrys such as Dostoevski, Pablo Neruda or Franz kafka, i also love watching movies in the cinema whanever my dad or someone wants to go with me, i love playing videogames, one of my favourites are Genshin impact and God of war. Personality wise, im pretty reserved and i like things to be well made, im pretty quiet when im in a new enviorement outside of my comfort zone, i find it hard to make new friends but, with the ones i already have im pretty close with them, i usually go out to the cinema with them or play videogames, or even share toughts of daily life, tough, when i dislike someone i really dislike him, i pretty much remember what anything has done to me, in that part i can be quite rancorous.

I love travelling, usually every vacation i have after the volunteer work ends i go visit my grand parents in other city and pretty much live with them in what is left of my vacations, i would like to go to england or United States, i would like to go to any europe country or other continents.

At some points my friends started associating me with a capybara due to how calm and quiet im in new places and how affectionate i can be to them. Idk what else to say but thank you for taking the time to do this match up, even tough you dont do them anymore, have an amazing day or night, and take care of yourself 🙂

HAIII i finally did it!! i did it on a day where i didnt have a lot due this week (only today lol) sooo i hope you enjoy it plus the tiny playlist i made for you :3

matchup link!

[ginumo]

Oh, so if you don't mind I'd like you to publish it so I can give it a read :3 Who knows maybe I like it or maybe I don't, but I'm looking forward to reading it, so no fear! let's see what comes out! By the way, what do you mean by "DMCast" would be the name of the character/story? I had seen it in your drawing but I didn't really understand the meaning. Ehehehe, I'm kind of stupid

First of all, DMCast sprouted from Dreamcast! (originally the au was called BonKel but No)

second, here's the drabble! i'm not sure if im gonna keep the latest concept or change it up again but. i mean its there! (also yo i figured out how to make a read more thingy on mobile :D)

THIRD OF ALL THAT I JUST REMEMBERED when i first started writing this i realized i didnt know where the fuck i was going with this so. it (probably) might not make a lot of sense. honestly i was in one of those writing moods that appear very once in a blue moon for me lol

fourth of all if theres some words that dont make sense please understand that i lack a formal writing braincell and that english is not my native language

“Don’t you- you- GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!”

Aubrey staggered backwards from the two, the grip on her weapon tightening so hard one could believe it would shatter in her hands.

The rain reminded her of those dramatic shots in movies when the cast would grieve one of their friends or family, and just by barely seeing the face of her first real friend through the thick droplets of the storm, it might as well just be the same here. She felt like some poor scared animal in front of their predator, like an underleveled player facing a-

“Aubrey- I-” The underling glanced nervously between the opponent and his teammate, who was looking for something in his pocket. Probably some secret weapon he’s had stashed for battle. “Can- Can you put the bottle down-? We’re- We just-” He cowered behind his shady, trust-worthy, inseparable friend. It seemed like he was about to say something else, but just a glance towards him prompted him to skip his dialogue.

“No- nonono you guys are-” She tensed her shoulders, aiming her shining weapon towards the enemies. The looming shadow finally pulled out his weapon of choice: of course it was a knife. “Traitors. That’s what you fucking are- You cowered and hid away when Kel died-! I needed you! It’s your fault the- everyone-” ...their fault what? She was grasping at straws at this point. What was she even doing anymore? “...Go away.”

“...You- didn’t… You... Listen- We… we want to talk! Ask- ask some things. Maybe. Mari-”

“Mari got to talk with Hero.”

Aubrey felt a weight in her throat, but why?

Oh. Right.

No, hang on-

“...Aubrey… What- what happened?”

“...what did you do?”

“I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING! I DIDN’T! I couldn’t- I can’t-” The panic was getting to her, like a stupid fucking kid throwing a tantrum. She refuses. She couldn’t. She didn’t..? “I DON’T KNOW! JUST- LEAVE ME ALONE!” It was too blurry to know anything. Both outside and inside.

Aubrey swung her Shattered Glass, dealing a critical hit on… someone, for sure.

[ah-yes-paris]

beatles harmonies that cured my depression.

It is important that i discuss this. Well, not really important I just really wanted to share. This is in no particular order either it's just the ones that come to the top of my head lol. Feel free to reblog and share your own 😎

1. The "Woahoooah AHHHHH" from When I Get Home.

Not even words can describe the battery power that starts coursing through my veins when I hear this harmony. I cant even,....LIKE HELLO??? i have never heard such a blessing... Such a well-fitting triplet of voices singing a vowel thats made me feel like i can run 10 miles straight. They aren't real. The Beatles, of course. To this day I don't understand how this harmony exists in this universe. My ears melt everytime. One of my favorites, in case you couldn't tell.

2. The obvious.. "yeah yeah yeah YEAHH" from She Loves You :)

LET ME TELL YOU. oh my god let me tell yo u .. Way back when, when I was a new fan... Good lord. I was literally ascending. ASCENDING. i felt every inch of my body start to lift off the ground. Im sure im not the only one who's experienced this. I remember thinking 'how the wiggle wubble do 3 men sound so GOOD TOGETHER' IT DOES NOT ADD UP PEOPLE THE BEATLES HAVE TO BE SOME SORT OF ROBOTIC BOY BAND GROWN IN A LAB THIS ISNT POSSIBLE how do we live on the same dimensional plane that this harmony lives on..

3. "The magical mystery tour, is coming to take you away, Coming to take you away!" from Magical Mystery Tour.

...

guys. Guys you dont understand. This one line, adds, YEARS. LITERAL YEARS TO MY LIFE SPAN. At this point I am fully immortal. The "coming to take you awayyy" makes my heart POUND. i love this song so much... And this line especially... It makes me go insane. Basically the beatles are manic melody genuises that have successfully spread one of the biggest diseases in musical history. Personally, I think this line was a clear example of why.

4. "Last night I said these words to my girl", "Please pleaase me, oh yeah, like i please you...", "...With you! Oh yeah, why do you make me blue" from Please Please Me.

do i even have to say anything. Well, i dont but i will for the sake of the post. There is so much. So much. About this song that I. I cant even,,. I would choose this song over SO MANY BEATLES SONGS DUDE. not that its cause i think its better than all the others but it just holds such a special place in my heart. Its the only song thats Ever made me feel some intense wave of nostalgia for a decade i wasnt even born in. Its one of the songs that continue to make me question the beatles existance. How could something like this ever come to reality. My brain has never been so pleased in its life.

5. "Carve your number on my wall and maybe you will get a call from me" from If I Needed Someone.

The way that this song was added into my Liked playlist SO QUICKLY...... God. I love george. Hes my favorite after all. Rubber Soul as a whole makes me feel warm inside but this song and this one line just hits so much more intensely for some reason... Their voices just flow insanely well and I just DONT UNDERSTAND HOW. its like an angel choir making its way through the clouds as you see the gate to heaven start to appear. Wonderful song and mind-blowing harmony... The beat is so good too and i just explode.

6. The "ahhhhh Ahhhhh AHhhhh *inhale* AHHHhhhh AHHHHH *inhale* AHHHHHH" from Day Tripper.

HOLY JESUS CHIRST THIS SONG HAS SO MUCH TO UNPACK... There are undeniably A BUNCH of other flawless harmonies in this song but my god the beatles knew what they were doing. Thats all I'm going to say really.... But once again. Power. In my veins. A few listens to this song and you'll find yourself having the strength of 1,000 men.

7. "Oh, now", "All I want is you" from Dig a Pony.

FIRST LYRIC... ITS LITERALLY 2 WORDS AND YET IT CONTINUES TO BLOW MY MIND. Something about the "Oh" ...... Its like an arrow passing through my heart I dont even know guys. Im not lying when I say it makes me feel like im floating. It makes me feel like i can quite literally grow wings and fling myself towards the sun. Dont even get me started on "All I want is you".......it literally triples the effect. It makes me go ballistic. The song is just mindless lyrics but the harmonieeesss.....

8. "Ah girlll.... *inhaeahelrlsseeesh* Girrll...." from Girl.

no words. Like. No words. I cant even. I seriously dont need to explain this one. Im just going to drop the isolated vocals version because if you havent listened to it you are MISSING OUT... you thought the originally recorded song was the greatest cause of your heart palpitations? Well you thought WRONG.

THIS IS.

9. "I love youwoowooowoowoooo...", "ask me WHYY..", "I can't believe.. Its happened to MEeee", "i cant concieve *doo doo doo do doo* of anymore *dun dun dun* MISERY" from Ask Me Why.

GOD OK LISTEN im just gonna say this now i absolutely adore and favor the please please me album so much i dont care what anyone says ok im such a sucker for their early sappy love songs ITS SO MANY GOOD HARMONIES ESPECIALLY FROM THIS ONE. MY GOD i listen to this and i feel like im with a lover late at night and we're like at one or the others house keeping each other warm and being all romantic and happy. Specifically the part that goes "ask me whyy I say i love you.. (OOOOHHHOOOO) and im always thinking of youuhoohohoo..." LIKE COME ON PLEAEE IT MAKES ME FEEL SO WARM INSIDE AND I SMILE IN AN INSTANT GOD I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH. Whenever i think im sad i go "no im not because Please Please Me." And its like all the sudden everything im sad about just poof disappears!

10. "If theres anything that you want.. IF THERES ANYTHING I CAN DOOOO" from From Me To You.

I am so in love with this song you guys i have no idea I LOVE IT SO MUCH. IT HAS THIS LITTLE SWING TO IT SPECIFICALLY BETWEEN THESE 2 LINES THAT MY BRAIN SEEKS FOR NEARLY EVERY DAY. the amount of blessing i get from this song is more than i can comprehend its literally insane i cant even. How does someone do this how did the beatles make music guys I am seriously so dumbfounded like they just sat there and wrote banger after banger like WHAT. this song makes me believe that life isnt as horrible as it seems and if im lucky enough i can just sing and dance to this song for all of eternity. There are also so many other good harmonies in this one as well...

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In conclusion the beatles have had a chokehold on me for 3 years but I mean their stupid groundbreaking songs keep drawing me back in so.... This has also made me come to the conclusion that the Beatles simply arent real because I still dont believe a band can not only write consistent hits, but also harmonize in a way that causes me to spin around while doing backflips.

Thank you for your time.

[justanotherstardrop]

Oh! Rapid switching sounds pretty hard to deal with.. I hope you guys are doing well!

It's okay if you guys don't get back right away too! I don't mind waiting a little bit.

I mostly just block them, but sometimes I want to be mean to them. But other than that I've met a lot of nice people!

Oh I have a few ribbons too. They're mostly for reading and stuff though. It's still better than not having anything! But you guys deserve a medal for being so awesome! 🏅

Ohh yeah. That sounds like a lot. I'll still check it out! If you guys like it, then I'll watch it! And ooh it sounds interesting! I'll have to check it out. Stuff can be hard to find on youtube, but anime is pretty easy to find there I think. And that's okay! I don't read a lot of mangas anyway, other than Junji Ito. And me too! Dark anime and manga are my favorite.

Me too! I like drawing sometimes. it can be fun. And you're welcome! Y'all deserve it (I don't remember what I said tho lol)

And ohh I've seen that a few times. It seems really helpful. Emotions are hard to read sometimes.

How are you guys doing? (My head is hurting. I don't know what happened, but I hope y'all are well!)

- 🌺

hello 🌺 anon! so sorry we didnt see your ask! we apologize. rapid switching does suck >.< very confusing.

thank you for waiting so sorry again for the late reply

we dont have our ribbons anymore but yes ^^ lovely. thank for the metal.

please do. we like a wide range of content incuding dark content. manga/anime/tv/comics etc etc.

yes drawing is a good coping mechanism for us so we use it when we have the energy.

i was in the main headspace for a while (2 days) and it was actually nice. not everyone is doing well but we were giving each others support. now im fonting im cocon with the othe Shanes but thats it. Tobias was out and drew with me some. it was nice. not doing to well atm.. sorry. how are you? - adult Shane

[timextoxhajima]

death to 2020

cause fuck 2020 lmao

disclaimer: im usually a really brutally honest person with alot of vulgarities because that’s how strongly i feel about stuff im willing to talk about, so... brace yourself for alot of vulgarities and occasionally a word you wouldn’t understand cause it’s a singaporean vulgarity 

now where the FUCK do i start?

i started 2020 really happy, though i was still reeling from the shit relationship i was in for most of 2019. he was a cunt and we broke up in september 2019. i got attached again in feb 2020 to a guy i was seeing from late 2019. 

ANYWAY

my tumblr journey began in july (i don’t fkin remember what date it was anymore because it doesn’t matter) and long story short, tumblr has become my escape from reality. as most of you know i’ve been writing since 2014, just never touched this platform until 2016 because i was busy reading smuts WUPS but decided i wanted a more interactive platform with my readers so i ended up here. 

ANYWAY X2

below is the list of people i wna thank for making my tumblr journey so much more worthwhile, though we might not be close. i also don’t take note of my moots so im so fucking sorry if i missed you out, seriously just drop me an angry ask and ill bow down at your feet.

ANYWAY X3 LET’S BEGIN

to qiu: @stealerz

for being the little sister but like, my sunbae? LMAO uk how when a younger idol debuts but they meet an older idol that debuts later lmao yeah that’s us. i always find it honorable that you come to me for advice, and while i am known among my friends for giving great advice, i never fucking agreed because more often than not, i don’t follow my OWN advice. so qiu acts like a reminder that hey, maybe i shd stfu and listen to myself. but i really wna thank qiu for keeping me in the circle because im not one to initiate conversations (EVER) and she’s always the one talking to me about sch stuff which actually grounds me? makes me believe that school and my virtual reality can still coincide. thank you for being such an amazing friend, for being a person i actually feel close to because...? proximity? HAHAH but anyways, happy death to 2020, love. 

to yu: @lsangyeons

for trusting me so much with whatever you tell me about your life. i’m someone who doesn’t offer trust easily, and even if it does seem like i do, there are alot more things i tend to keep from people about my private life, so i know exactly how it feels to talk to someone you only know online about the things that bug us. your drawings are so fucking amazing and adorable, it’s just endearing to see that hardwork come out in something else besides writing (because that’s all ive been fkin doing lolz). i hope 2021 treats you alot better, because you deserve it. HAPPY DEATH TO 2020. 

to bella: @fullsunsays

for also trusting me with your emotional breakdowns (i hope you are alright with me saying this here because you talk about it on your acc every now and then but if you’re uncomfortable just give me a sound out and i’ll get rid of it). i just get so fking flattered because it just feels like you feel safe around me? and that? you treat me like a safe space? ion know it’s just all pretty new to me, about being in this online community. thank you for screaming with me/at me about different things, thank you for being so endearing with my shit, and i hope nothing but a better year for you. happy death to 2020, my love. 

to violet: @yunhoiseyecandy

for putting up with my nonsense every now and then and being so accepting to my feral side. i dont know if its because i know you’re an ateez stan and yknow ateez stans are usually more feral than tbz stans (idk i rlly dont) and like, i just find myself screaming to you every now and then and you’d do the same and it gives me ‘a pair of dumb feral bimbo’ vibes so, i dont know what i’d do without you, honestly. sometimes you’re the reminder that i have ateez stuff in my drafts or sitting in my laptop waiting to be published and youre a reminder that half my masterlist is also ateez content LOL. we don’t rlly talk about our private lives much but i definitely appreciate you way more than you think. happy death to 2020, vio. 

to gina: @sunlightwoo

for closing the gap so quickly! i earnestly dont remember how we got to be moots and all i remember is you screaming to me about smth and i screamed back and we just clicked from there, ion know LMAO. i love it that you’re so endearing and so patient with my shit and the stuff you write! omg. not many things make my heart flutter and BEST BELIEVE i DIED when i read your eric fic for the 12 days of christmas collab. we don’t rlly know much about our private lives and that’s alright, but i just want you to know that you deserve everything. happy death to 2020, gina!

to daisy: @sangyeon-lee

for confusing the fuck outta me when you switched from a fluffy yunho (??) mydaintydaisy to sangyeon as ur dp and sangyeon lee as ur user i was like ???? who the fuc-- OH. BUT YOU ARE SO FUCKING SWEET like i swear on GOD you are that one friend in the grp of girls that bakes cookies and give hugs and offer sweets and... give more hugs i really can’t uwu. (but now that your dp has changed i might have second thoughts hm). anyhow, we haven’t really interacted much besides in the 12 days of christmas collab gc but i just want you to know that i appreciate you in my notifs SO MUCH and i just hope we have a chance to get closer. happy death to 2020, daisy. 

to han @fleurseoul, april @tbzlvr and ri @sunwoowuvbot

for being such amazing readers, for constantly giving me encouragement, for always being my first notes or reblogs and i NEVER miss out on reading your tags like EVER because they are what keeps me going and keeps me motivated to keep writing. like, i really have no words to describe the gratitude i have. 

ANYWAY X4

below are the moots in my awareness (because im a fucking idiot ngl) that i appreciate and hope we can get to know each other better uwu

@elcie-chxn @experimentalwrites @ddadadada @chaoticdeobi @atbzkingdom @micaronn (i feel like i have a fuckload more but my goldfish brain cannot handle it lmao)

please send me an angry ask if i’ve missed you out >:(

ANYWAY x5

here’s to a better 2021, here’s to a year that’s not so much of a shitshow. here’s to the death of 2020. PEACE OUT.