#I finished this draft while high 👍

[crazy-god-bunker-jughead]

I don’t really GET Joplittle most of the time because those guys only spoke to one another like twice. But their dynamic from their few interactions in episode 5 is SO interesting to me. They’re joined in their knowledge of Crozier’s alcoholism and are dealing with the repressions of that. But their responses to it are parallel.

In the cabin scene at the beginning of the episode, Little is so visibly pissed off at Crozier, but does his best to shove it down and follows orders. He’s forced to (try and) hide what’s going on from Fitzjames and now is being made to participate in this by getting Crozier whiskey. A man just DIED, and Crozier is back to speaking about drinking a moment later.

Meanwhile, Jopson has been dealing with Crozier’s alcoholism the longest and knows this is the worst it’s ever been. But he’s not angry like Little, he’s mostly concerned for Crozier’s well-being. (That little pause before “two bottles, sir,”…) He’s a good steward first and foremost, though, so he doesn’t comment and gets the whiskey. Crozier noticeably has a much nicer tone with Jopson.

It’s almost like an eldest child v favorite child dynamic. Edward the angry oldest now shouldering the burdens and Jopson the concerned-yet-empathetic favorite child who mom asked to get another beer.

It's so so so juicy. It’s only really a thing in episode five, but it’s fun to extrapolate on that. You could create such an interesting, fucked up bond for them.

[darkenforcer]

「 GET TO KNOW YOUR RP PARTNER! 」 ( repost, please don’t reblog )

「BASICS」

▐ NAME: luke ▐ PRONOUNS: he/him, they/them every once in a blue moon ▐ SEXUALITY: bi 👍 ▐ TAKEN OR SINGLE: single ▐ FIVE FACTS:

sonic and tales are my two longest-running hyperfixations. no idea what that says about me aside from proving i'm a giant dweeb.

i lived in europe while i was in university (~4 years)! back in the US since last summer tho and chilling (i.e., working & also not getting my driver's license)

i can and will beat anyone who challenges me to a race in mario kart. this is a threat.

my high school didn't have an official drama club so i never got the true theater exp, but i reaaally like acting and starred in leading roles before! i miss it a lot </3

i've been self-dyeing my hair different colors since i was 14! the best color combo i've ever done (imo) was a vibrant red that faded into yellow back when i had super long hair. it lasted only 2 washes lmao.

「EXPERIENCE」

▐ HOW LONG (YEARS/MONTHS): at least 12 years on-and-off! ▐ PLATFORMS USED: email, deviantart, skype, and tumblr obviously ▐ BEST EXPERIENCE: IDK!!!! i've had so many fun moments here (especially since app'ing yuri) that it'd be impossible to choose just one. can i be corny and say getting to befriend other muns or will i get mauled

「MUSE PREFERENCES」

▐ MALE/FEMALE/OTHER: i tend to lean toward canon male muses that i hit with the transmasc or nonbinary beam, but if i look at my entire history it's been an even split ▐ FAVORITE FACECLAIM: don't have one!! use ur imagination if you've never seen a selfie of mine ▐ FLUFF, ANGST, OR SMUT: that's tough... it depends on my mood but i'll always go for anything that'll. ahem. hit me in the feels, as they say. for smut tho idk i've only ever written it in fanfic form so ▐ PLOTS OR MEMES: both!! i think memes are good for squeezing in smaller interactions you can't fit into long ass threads, but i also rly like planning and working toward a certain point with other muns, too! ▐ LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: i'm totally fine with either but i am Not immune to accidentally making replies longer than needed lol ▐ BEST TIME TO WRITE: i draft a lot of my replies at work then finish them up in the evening / morning... whenever i have time and motivation tbh ▐ ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSES: IDK.. i feel like i'd be hyping myself up too much if i said i was "like yuri" considering he's won the character popularity poll every time he's been allowed on there. i do relate to certain aspects of his character, though, 100%! it's hard for me to rp characters i can't tap into to some extent.

[giantkillerjack]

Maximum dose Adderall Day Journal, again. Nothing much fancy to see here just collecting my thoughts while I take my prescribed narcolepsy-level dosage of Adderall for my ADHD.

I spread out the dosage a little more today so I feel less like my brain dumped all its TV static into my body at once.

Adderall makes my toes cold and I need socks so I'll do that next.

I have texted both people I had to text today. 👍👍

It would probably serve me well to start preparing my dinner now so that when the Adderall wears off most of the food is already prepped

Adderall seems to make GI symptoms worse so I guess I'm making myself something high in fiber

Once I have all of my immediate bodily needs taken care of, it is writing time, baby!!! I'm going to use my timer on my phone to remind myself to take breaks. I would be so happy to finish this draft today so I'm going to try to do that, but I am also going to be nice to myself even if I don't succeed. It doesn't need to be perfect it just needs to be ready for the next revision.

Anyway, if you are reading this, I hope you are kind to yourself today. I hope you are even 1% more gentle to the person that is you. I hope you give them even just five more minutes of patience than you were planning to.

[clownpi]

Arcane Brainrot got me good

So like I’ve never been one to really get deep into a show, like a lot of people do around these parts, past looking up the odd fanart or discussion. No idea what it is about Arcane, but I’ve become obsessed with it, the fanart, the music, talking about it, the shipping,  the fanfic (something I don’t think I’ve ever done?). It’s a weird feeling to say the least.

 Gotten so bad I’ve actually put in a request for an Ao3 account to keep up with all the ones I’ve found and (possibly) post some of my own?? I’ve been working on something while waiting (currently projected at it arriving sometime next month which surprised me since I didn’t know the site was that popular) which has been an.... interesting experience to say the least since I haven’t written anything in the creative writing department since high school when it was a required assignment. It’s been fun even if I have no idea what I’m doing really, writing a little each day trying to flesh out a reaaaally vague neuron activating prompt of “Jinx in pant suit  👍 “ and about to reach a draft of 3,000 words with a very rickety plot outline being thrown together as I go. It’s kind of evolved into a Jinx/Lux fic even if I know nothing about Lux outside the great fanfic I’ve read of the two. Don’t even know if I’ll actually even ‘finish’ it (hard to know where an end point is based on such a prompt past getting to the scene where Jinx is wearing said pant suit), but I’m currently still have fun so that’s good. 

Don’t even know why or for who I’m posting this, just wanted to vent (if you can count this as that) and I don’t really do social media. Why not use this Tumblr blog I’m pretty consistent in abandoning after making a single post every couple years? Just like writing in a diary or journal that you eventually stop using even if this time you promise to stick with it.