#I hate catching colds :(
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(13 pages) Forlorn
#trigun#trigun stampede#millions knives#on an episode of “how much can i woobify knives :D”#his character is interesting to explore. so much loneliness mixed with strong emotions repressed behind a cold facade#i wondered how he would react to the realization that he misses vash#if he brings his plans to fruition then they'll be reunited -- that's what he tells himself#maybe to keep the loneliness at bay but sometimes it catches up to him#i thought maybe this cold and perfect facade knives parades would shatter and the “ugly” emotions hidden behind would spill out#which would be smth out of his control. and knives hates it. or deep down is terrified of it#smth smth knives seeing vash in his reflection on a stolen red plant#and oh#oh he's PISSED#he let a part of himself break. he showed weakness. and over what? over vash?? but hes doing everything for HIM#he thinks -- so it's vash's fault he's losing his composure right?#it's vash's fault he's distracted from what could reunite them. his fault knives is doing all of this. feeling all of this#using vash as a scape goat for his own emotional turmoil#and that piano be damned. it's a monolith of his loneliness#if only it could all disappear-- the piano-- the cold-- the memories-- the weight on his heart-- the FEAR#there's smth about his rage being rooted in fear that intrigues me#fear of remaining alone-- fear of the hurricane of his own emotions-- fear of time passing and loss of control#then his hood falls off and he's left vulnerable and exposed#also i like the idea of knives looking pretty when he's composed but when he shows strong emotions he turns ugly and wrinkly#comic#i forgot it was in my drafts lol also not kv btw ^^#Thank you for reading! :3#shinxo art#shinxo comic
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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship
#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it#it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper#provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the#interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after#50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked#his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it#he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from#when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has#his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever#but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how#we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe#cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna#back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed#practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence#we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one#who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted#to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say#goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa#the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding#his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.
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Danlou Rec List
A compelling case for Danlou. Be converted to Danlou in 10 fics or less.
nothing left to give you now (E) by @diasdelasombra
baby, I’m your man (M) by @devotiondroid
long live the car crash hearts (M) by @keepoffthetardis
be still my foolish heart (T) by @keepoffthetardis
a ghost is a memory (T) by @keithal
a memory is a ghost (regret, regret) (M) by @enterprisery
and he was mine (E) by watertiger
the first interview (E) by @kittyldpdl
What Pawns Can Do (E) by @nakiaslilhoodoo
Anything from the Danlou noir collection
Bonus
latent energy (E) by Anonymous
#interview with the vampire#it’s about the longing and yearning and Daniel being pathetic but also about Daniel being tortured#I tried to restict this to oneshots and short multichapters but for long fics#I def recommend good to love / ruthless in love by tml#and gaypiratedivorce’s#little kidnaps in the dark#vamp please forgive me for putting yours on the list I know you hate danlou 😭#secret danlou rec is cold catching by the_lame_goat if goat doesn’t kill me for the same#it’s not my fault that you need some hate in your heart for Daniel to write good danlou#puts self rec hat on#teachers’ pet and mental topology experiments also very much danlou propoganda too#takes hat off#anyway please enjoy this danlou propaganda
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#honestly I love all of them#I can’t believe I’m a winter girlie tbh bc I hate the cold but#catching a snowflake on my tongue? there’s nothing more special!!!!#I’m from the UK so snow is special
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Peak character description: narrator gushing about how pretty the person literally trying to kill them is
No joke:
#shitpost#this is what people want when they say they want enemies to lovers#if your ship hasnt tried to kill each other at least once do they even love each other#im not joking she literally just stomped on the mcs head and is absolutely prepared to blow the mcs head off#“i love it when women steal from iron man and use his tech to try to melt me” - this idiot probably#“i love it when women glare at me like they hate me (because they do)” - this idiot probably#“i love it when women want me [SIX FEET UNDER IN THE COLD COLD GROUND]” - this idiot probably#“i love it when women relentlessly pursue me (so they can cut off my head and display it like a hunting trophy)” - this idiot probabl#just realised i made the “i love a woman who will actually just kill me” meme into a person#well not really but like the intention was there sort of#the character is not the meme but the memey version of the character is if you catch my drift
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Getting normal-people-sick when you're chronically ill is just wrong. That shouldn't be a thing. It should be mutually exclusive.
#but chronic illness and a weak af body and shitty immune system means that you get every. single. cold and virus you could possibly catch#i hate it here#how is this my life??#why is this my life??#chronic illness#disability#disabled#chronically ill#i'm so goddamn tired and just lying i bed waiting till i can sleep again#it's fucking boring to be this exhausted#cripple punk#tumblr
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Im having feelings over my stupid vampire oc
#talkys#my clone who is nothing like me but also everything like me#the wounded aching heart on a leash outside my body#the unwillingness to get attached because once you are attached its over and boy is it over#thinking about how we wouldn't ever get anything done because once talon is attached its nonstop Long Goodbye#the ache over you being gone one day. and well. how could I not also cry about death. he IS my death phobia made vampire#you catch the previously constantly stone faced guy have fits of anguish and clinginess#repeating words and actions so he wont ever forget#howww could you leave his arms when he needs to remember how you feel in them#and that you like my face in your neck but not being bit there#and you like that my body is cold when yours is a furnace. you cant stand having your shoulders grabbed#you hate when wet hair touches your neck and i know where all the moles on your body are#and i know that you like me. and you like me. and you like me#(and the next day he's fighting the urge to cut you and himself up to ribbons for letting/making him feel this way)#(and how getting closer only makes goodbye harder)#(and god - time goes by so fast doesnt it. it goes by so fast.)#(itll hurt then and it hurts now. all it does is hurt)#oc text
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when you read a fic that gives you a hyper-specific whump scenario that you know would either A.) take forever to find in another story or B.) hasn't been written at all so the obvious conclusion is that you have to write it yourself
#whump meme#~my stuff~#my brain hates me sometimes lmao#i just want a story where two characters are stuck in a broken down car in the middle of winter and having an argument#which leads to one stomping outside in some petty attempt to 'find help' while the other person doesn't realize#what is happening at first. they think their friend is just taking a quick second to catch their thoughts. not the best idea in a snow stor#but the other option is them tearing each others heads off so a little separation is fine. but then their friend starts walking away#and keeps going. so now they have to chase after them to corral them back into the car#because yeah its broken but its still somewhat warm unlike this suicide mission you are attempting!!#and then theres a big blow up because they have kinda been the shit-stirrer so their friend just is#im fixing it!! im being not annoying/useless/something related to whatever they were arguing about!!#so now they get slapped in the face with the fact that they've been taking out their bad day/week on their friend#who was simply being themself and trying to cheer them up/be nice#and when they eventually get back in the car the friend now feels like shit because they not only wasted heat from the car#but they also dragged their friend outside just bcuz they were being a brat so didn't they just prove the other person's point?#so now the two are just in a guilt huddle apologizing for being idiots as they inevitably wait for their rescue#bonus points if the rescue involves their rescuers trying to separate them and the other person just *refuses* to let their friend go#because they have a need to keep the first person warm after feeling like they essentially forced them out into the cold#is that too much to ask?? (i could turn this into an A talks to B scenario... also thinking about my OCs but when am i not lol)
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it's so fun to write essays while lying on your stomach on your bedroom floor. it's so not fun whenever your elbows start hurting. it's so so SO not fun whenever your chest and stomach and for some reason your back also start to hurt!!!!
#mole talks#was having so much fun writinf this that i did not realise how much it hurts#the things that give me joy cause me pain. many such cases#whatever i guess its time for a break. my eyes hurt iii i think im catching a cold#ugh i hate colds
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#i knew i KNEW if i went out on nye i would get sick#and id deserve it too for going out when everyone and their fucking mother is catching and spreading shit#but i officially have a fucking cold and im gonna go nuts i hate being sick so fucking much
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youve got to be pissing me this is the second cold this month and its the middle of summer
#spouting to the void#i hate summer i hate it so much#PLUS ALL MY FRIENDS ARE ON HOLIDAY AND IM NOT GOING OUT MUCH!!!#HOW AM I CATCHING A COLD???
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watching the log i put inside the fireplace and desperately begging it to catch fire whenever the temperatures drop below zero like
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I cannot BELIEVE I finally finished the crochet vest (including weaving all the ends!!) after two whole months of working on it (almost exactly to the date) and tomorrow is gonna be too goddamn cold to use it :((((
#like could I wear it? yeah prob but I'll stay outside the whole day and probably catch a cold even with a jacket on top#curse of getting colds easily I hate you#maybe the next day I try it on again and see if I can get good photos also?
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#I hate catching colds :(#especially exams are just next week#what do you mean when i swallow anything my throat hurts and my nose is stuffy pls can you just let me breathe normally#and sleepy all day too like i just can't get anything done#😑#just let me die already#fuck this shit
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hello dear followers would you mind coming out of the woodwork today to give me advice on packing for boarding school
#ive got to clear out my room like im getting evicted.#(ALSO I MEAN ADVICE FOR GOING THROUGH BOARDING SCHOOL WOULD ALSO BE VERY APPRECIATED !)#and its gonna be so fucking cold in the winter im NOT ready.#and my dad keeps telling me the east coast is NOT like the west coast at all#like its useful and interesting and im glad hes talking about it but#i feel like im gonna get stoned for not dressing business casual in the streets.#ALSO i got reminded homophobia exists#constantly flopping between a state of FUCK YOU ALL IM QUEER! and please like me. please like me. please like me. im so normal please#godddd#i think this is just what happens when you lose your gay little friends.#now i have to MAKE gay little friends#but the only new student stuff ive heard of is this one groupchat a girl i know put together#and its on. Snapchat.#which no hate but sometimes its like (sniffles) you are all so straight#catch me SPRINTING to the gsa first day there AUGH!#personal log
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29122022 - Fairy Tail
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"Come on, drink a bit more. It'll do you good, keep you hydrated," Mira says, pushing the glass of cool water to Lucy's feverish lips.
Lucy drinks, a sip, and then another, her throat hurting and also being soothed at the same time. "Ugh," she mumbles. "I hate being sick."
"She's gonna be fine, right?" Over Mira's shoulder, Lucy can just see Natsu's fretful frown. Remembers, if only just vaguely, his panic when he'd walked in a while ago and found her nearly delirious with fever. "It's just like last time and she's gonna be fine tomorrow, right?"
Mira smiles, a knowing glint in her eyes when she looks down at Lucy, before throwing a quick glance over her shoulder at Natsu. "She'll be fine if she takes it easy and we manage to break her fever, yes. Don't worry, Natsu."
"If you say so." Natsu sounds unconvinced.
Mira's smile turns soft. Lucy's face, already uncomfortably hot, grows even hotter. "I'll be fine, Natsu," she says, avoiding Mira's eyes as she wriggles a hand out from beneath her blanket. She holds it out to him.
Natsu grabs it before either of them can so much as blinks. "You better be."
#fairy tail#lucy heartfilia#natsu dragneel#mirajane strauss#nalu#by moi#fic#my fic#2022 fic#ftfic#guess who managed to catch a cold (i hope to god it's just a cold) for the first time in nearly 3 years#i hate feeling feverish and getting the damn chills#so as always#if i have to suffer#lucy has to suffer too
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