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#I just finally got the one month subscription to dropout!!!!!#I'll finally watch the D20 seasons I've missed!!!! AHHHHHH#can't believe I'll finally watch Neverafter and Starstruck Odyssey AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#aaaaaanf FHJY!!!!!!!!!#AND ADVENTURING PARTY AHHHHHHHHHHHHH#AHHHHHHHHHHHH#and other seasons but I can't remember all of them hahahaha#the one with the queens is a must OMG AND MENTOPOLIS AHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH#random#personal#my shitty English#I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Some highlights from a personal 2024 year in review in regards to my fandoms and tumblr stuff
(I'm just really in my feels about New Years, okay?) So, all year long, I reblogged about Good Omens, Doctor Who and Critical Role. Those were consistent threads throughout the year for me.
January: New guinea pigs, Neil and Buzz, joined our family. @kazzsguineapigs Also I got SUPER into Come From Away.
February: Moved into a for real house!
March: Adelaide Fringe! Otherwise not a lot going on. Wait... what's that red shadow on the horizon? April: Oh no... oh boy... got into Hazbin hotel and Helluva Boss in a BIG WAY and my life will never be the same. I dragged @cravatfiend into it with me. No regrets! May: Had a very anxious and depressed month, including a breakdown at work that got me sent home. Got myself a Dropout.TV subscription to cheer myself up. Best Choice, no regrets. Also I enjoyed the FUCK out of the 15th Doctor. June: Used my shiny new Dropout subscription to finally watch Burrow's End. Cried over people role playing as weasels, as you do. I also hosted the Tarot-themed Fang Fest over at @fuckyeahlabynight and ended up writing 24 short fics for it... as you do. Vamily people made a lot of really awesome Fang Fest art and even a zine for it, so I'm really happy I decided to do it this year. July: EXU Downfall, Furiosa, Never Stop Blowing Up. Also, Sable, my black guinea pig, had surgery.
August: Wrote a 33,000 word long Good Omens/Constantine fanfic for DIWS Events. (It has... 14 comments. Less than one per chapter. but never mind.) Also, Deadpool and Wolverine was a thing. Damn you for making me cry.
September: Sort of a forgettable month, except for all the Deadpool and Wolverine feels. Oh... also I shaved my head. That was a thing lol.
October: Celebrated the fact I could decorate and entire fucking house and yard for Halloween for the first time in 20 years. Also I lost my shit over all the stuff Critical Role did. (The Legend of Vox Machina Season 3, and Vox Machina and Mighty Nein reunions.)
November: Got to meet Adam Savage and he was just as lovely as he seems on Youtube. Also... WICKED MOVIE SO GOOD! VAX FINALLY GOT DE-ORBED! December: Wrote and posted for a new (to me) fandom, the Venom films. Read a FUCK TON of Good Omens fanfic for another DIWS event. Also got to decorate a house for Christmas. Yay!
And what's coming up in 2025? More Doctor Who and Critical Role and Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel and Good Omens! Also HADESTOWN and Beauty and the Beast! (yay @cravatfiend !!!) I'm defiantly going to do another Fang Fest... don't know what the theme will be yet though. I may also work up the nerve to write Helluva Boss fic. Fingers crossed. I have lots to look forward to in 2025. Who knows... I may even get brave enough to find a new job.
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MOVIES/SHOWS I'VE WATCHED — 2024
(not necessarily ones that came out on 2024 just ones I watched on 2024)
(started actually writing the list on March so hazy details for some)
(will edit throughout the year i really just want a tracker)
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Taylor Tomlinson: Have It All (2024) ☆☆
~ Good! Fun! I enjoyed her other two shows more, but this was fine too :)
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Hazbin Hotel (2024) ☆☆☆☆
~ Oh the songs!!! The songs are so fun and good and I'm obsessed with all the songs. The story's fine too, heaven and hell topics are always fun to hear about no matter how repetitive it can be at this point but it was okay. I still listen to the soundtrack even though it's been a while since I've watched. (Particularly obsessed with "wait! what.are.you.saying? let. me. get. this. straight. you go downthere and kill those poor souls????" it keeps playing in my head)
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Pirates of the Caribbean (full series) ☆☆☆☆
~ Rewatch! Missed Elizabeth Swann and Will Turner and ended up watching the entire thing again. Glad they're not making another because the story's obviously done and the last two ones kinda felt lower in quality than the first ones but the first ones were so good so they still get four stars.
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Missing (2023) ☆☆
~ This was more fun while I was watching it compared to after I watched it? Not sure if that makes sense but I enjoyed the plot twists while it was happening, it's just that finishing the movie and processing the whole thing made me feel underwhelmed?? But I liked the way that throughout the story you could see bits and pieces of hints about what the story really is. Not something I'd look forward to rewatching, but it was fun to watch !
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Elemental (2023) ☆☆☆☆☆
~ Been a while since I've watched a Pixar film and I really liked this. This was sooo good and I wish they could explore the stories of the world more because it seems very interesting. This could have had a whole series after it too but there isn't any :(
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Moving (2023) ☆☆☆☆☆
~ I was soooo late to this kdrama considering it was something I was looking forward to so much because Cha Taehyun was in it! Loved all the powers and all the backstories! I have no complaints and no notes but I really am hoping rumors of a completely different cast for S2 isn't true and that they would elaborate on the story with the same people, just add more into the mix if needed. Need to see more of CTH's character pleasee let him learn his powers more.
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Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) ☆☆☆☆
~ Rewatch! Still a comfort film for me. I miss my Roald Dahl books
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Make Some Noise (Season 1&2) (2022-2024) ☆☆☆☆
~ Finally got a Dropout subscription!! But yes this was the first ones I immediately went to watch. All of them were great, some prompts weren't relatable/something I was familiar with so there were down moments for me but that's on me!! Special mention to the Plunger that didn't make it to Beauty and the Beast movie, the two Liam Neesons who had to trade their daughters, and the Fisherman who fought God in an arena full of creatures.
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Game Changer (Season 1-5) (2019-2023) ☆☆☆☆☆
~ I was going to pace myself so I don't finish it all in one month but I had to keep watching. Not a single episode missed I enjoyed every single one!!! Currently watching S6 (as of writing this) and also still good! I'd say S4 is my fave season overall? Special mention to my favorite episodes, The Official Cast Recording and Escape the Green Room
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Percy Jackson and the Olympians: Season 1 (2023) ☆☆☆
~ Honestly deserves more stars but I can't get past over some of the scenes they've changed from the book that didn't need to be changed. I will probably need the next season to fully appreciate the TV version more because I'm still stuck with the mindset that the TV is a book adaptation, when it really is it's own thing at this point. I love that there's more Sally Jackson appreciation though! And Percy is incredible I actually feel like he's the same Percy from the books.
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Doctor Slump (2024) ☆
~ Was looking forward to this too much because I like the lead actors but something about the way they tackled mental health in the latter parts made me less interested in the drama and honestly the best friends were more fun to watch. Felt like the script was too messy and I really just forced myself to finish it at the end. They were cute when they were getting together tho
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When I Fly Towards You (2023) ☆☆☆☆☆
~ This is the cutest thing ever?? The leads really only had one (1) major problem and they grew from it and became better at being with each other. I also liked that the other characters also had backstories explored and not just a secondary love line. There are a bunch of cliches but it's a romcom so I love that. Zaizai also just strongly established her cute, easygoing, loveable,and fearless character right from the start til the end and I love her!!
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Hidden Love (2023) ☆☆☆
~ Context: was told this was out around same time as WIFTY and competed with it and this was I think received better so I decided to watch it second but that was the wrong choice cause I would have liked WIFTY more either way. There's the (very confusing) age gap thing which, thankfully, they addressed but then they started to lean into it which left me ?? about it but that was really it. I feel like the other backstories apart from the main love story was not as well done as it could have been, but it did have some really good moments. Liked the acting though, they're both very cute! Loved the brother & sister duo as well.
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Physical 100: Season 2 ☆☆☆
~ I liked the camaraderie I saw from Season 1 cast more (even though its a competition) but I think the Season 2 games were more fun to watch them play. Don't really have much to say about it but I didn't really have much of an expectation going into it since I know there were issues with the way they ended last season. I think they were a bit more fair & transparent this time though! If they do another season I hope to see like a category basis type of game? Similar to semi-semifinals in S1 where they get to choose which games they think they'd do best in. But S2 was better in terms of showing different members at least because honestly I didnt know who the S1 finalists were until they were already in the finals, but at least Amotti & Beomseok were known from the start.
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The Marvels (2023) ☆☆☆☆
~ I have started to not keep up with MCU (starting with last two episodes of She-Hulk, so noting that in case I forget and want to catch up) which, honestly, devastating! But cannot blame myself because I don't like the discourse people have surrounding the movies anymore. Anyway, I don't care what other people think! This was a fun one! Sure, there were things that could have been elaborated on (what happened to the water planet???) but I never thought about all that back in the earlier MCU films because I always just thought they'd address those later on or I'd look for fics if I really want answers like a normal person! Point is: it was fun to watch. Loved all three Marvels and I think they were so cute together. Waiting for their next one!! (Hope there is still more because I heard lots of people didn't like it, same thing for Eternals, and now Eternals isn't going to be followed up on?? Huge middle finger to those people who took more Makkari content away from me!)
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Dimension 20: Fantasy High (2018-2019) ☆☆☆
~ Kind of a low rating, but that's because I'm still adjusting I think. I am onboard with the whole story, but it really felt like so many things were being set up for future storylines, which isn't bad!! Very expected, since it's the start of the entire series, so I really could argue for a 4 star rating on this one. I'm just not fully settled in yet with listening/watching to D&D campaigns because this is the first time so I'm sure I've missed a lot of things, but that's on me!! It was a good run though and I've already started with the Sophomore Year, which I think I'm enjoying more? So excited!
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Mission: Impossible - Dead Reckoning Part One ☆☆☆
~ I stupidly made the wrong decision to think this was the first MI movie bc someone told me this was the first I didn't realise they meant it was the first part !! That's on me though :) Anyway, bc of that I didn't get some things which is why I will be watching the whole MI for a bit more context lol But for now, will give it a 3.5 rating since it's something you can watch in passing, just casually, even if you know nothing about it. It's okay! Interested in seeing the second one. I like the built in dynamic that the three guys have already, fun stunts and etc!! Will revisit once I'm done with other IM. [Done with other IM: I CAN'T BELIEVE ILSA'S DEAD THEY REALLY CAN'T KEEP A FEMALE TEAM MEMBER HUH! Gonna raise the rating to 4 because I think it's on the same level as Fallout, but sliiightly better because it's building up to something more. Though I think if the continuity sucks for the next film, my view on this would go down by association haha]
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Abigail (2024) ☆☆☆
~ Not as terrifying as I thought it would be, it's still kinda a horror/thriller. I think my favorite is just Abigail tbh and Sammy when she turned puppet. The whole ballet in a violent way is so good I very much enjoyed that! It's another movie you can watch casually, but ending's not enough for me. I think I would've liked to see Abigail & Joey become friends after no matter how messed up that would be hahaha. Might also enjoy a second part to it!! Alisha Weir you are so talented and wonderful, I'm so excited to see more of your work when as you grow older.
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Mission: Impossible (1996) ☆☆☆
~ Not as fun as I expected? Very cool spy things but story itself was pretty predictable. I thought it would give more origin story of Ethan Hunt, which I think I would've enjoyed more. Didn't expect a 'suspected to be a spy working against them' right off the first film though! Anywayy, kinda low because the recent one has a bit more humor which huh makes me enjoy an action film more. This is more serious and you can feel Ethan's less experienced about it. But still probably the best choice for casual watch if you're good with an older film
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Mission: Impossible 2 (2000) ☆☆
~ Okay! Rating this lower by one star but I can't explain why. It's okay, but some parts of it felt dragged out, though I can't pinpoint which. Liked the stunts in this one more than the first! Also they really made a lot of use of the face mask thing they do this time around which definitely one of the best things they have in this series. Also can be watched casually, but probably wouldn't be my first choice.
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Mission: Impossible III (2006) ☆☆☆
~ First one with Simon's character!! Benji!!! Finally!! Tbh I think he's the character I like seeing interact with Ethan the most. Or my favorite character in the series in general. Not sure why yet. Ethan's wife is so cool but I really suspected her a lot at the start because of how some scenes were shot,, she was really cool at the end though. Would like to see her more. I think this one was a bit better than the other 2, but still a bit dead on some parts. It was okayy !
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Wicked (2013 Version) ☆☆☆☆
~ Been a long time coming. Watched the slime tutorial on youtube (with Donna Vivino & Alli Mauzey)! Performance was obviously amazing, Alli is known for being hilarious as Glinda (based on the comments) which is evident in the show. She really pulled off all the comical moments and it made the show so much more fun. The story itself was good! Not much to comment on for me, except I wish Elphaba and Glinda stayed in touch and I didn't really have much of an opinion on the love story haha,,, I just maybe would have liked a more friendship based one than having a love story mixed in because Elphaba struggled to be friends with anyone from the start. But the songs were great and I'm excited to see the movie now!
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Very Important People: Season 1 ☆☆☆☆
~ The only reason I even deducted one star is just I wish they'd gone more crazy in the costumes. Ify & Zac's costumes were the kind of level I wanted but I'm hoping more of that next season (which I'm already expecting). I love Vic so much, they're the best host for this. The lore of Vic is so fun to unravel. My fave ep (apart from Ify & Zac's) are Anna's and Izzy's!! They have pretty simple costumes but really made the whole thing so fun. Anna's Princess Emily was such a great start and I didn't know what to expect from Izzy's but I loveee the lines she gave. Veryyy hopeful and excited for the next season.
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Mission: Impossible - Ghost Protocol (2013) ☆☆☆☆
~ THIS ONE WAS FAMILIAR. I think I might have watched it in a hotel somewhere in passing. But the Burj Khalifa scenes were iconic. The car park scene was fun. I think it's the best so far cause there's no dead scene as far as I recall. ALSO I spent a lot of time getting disappointed with the lack of continuity bc I really liked his wife and she's just gone (I was literally going "Where's his wife :(" the entire first half) bUT OMG SHE WAS HERE! CONTINUITY!! I like the story. This might be the best one in the series, but hoping the next one is better.
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Mission Impossible - Rogue Nation (2015) ☆☆☆☆☆
~ BEST INTRO SO FAR. And also best so far!! Topped Ghost Protocol I think. This had eveeerything I wanted and also I think the main reason I enjoyed this was because of Benji and Ilsa. Benji will continue to be my fave, I just really like his character and I'm glad he was more involved in this one. Ilsa was amazing!! She was so fun to watch and her situation was so insane. I liked the whole plot, it was exciting right from the start up until the end. This is really setting my expectations up too high for the next one.
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Mission: Impossible - Fallout (2018) ☆☆☆☆
~ I feel like this was the one where you can just feel the relief after they dealt with the bomb. They've had bombs in the past but this had a lot of cutting it close. JULIA, YOU'RE THE BEST! YOU'RE THE REASON THIS HAS 4 STARS AND NOT 3! I didn't expect her back but I'm so happy she was in this one despite it being short scenes. I don't think it topped Rogue Nation, I think it's mostly because of Henry Cavill's character? I hated him from the start and it was pretty obvious right off the bat he wasn't on their side so I just didn't like seeing his character in any scene lol...Alanna was fun! I'm glad she's also in the next movie. Ilsa was also greaaat.
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Tarot (2024) ☆☆
~ 2 stars sounds bad but it's really not that bad. It just feels like a last choice for a movie to put on but at least it was still a choice. It was a very obvious type of movie where you just knew logically the tarot readings were foreshadowing their death, so it was a matter of how they were going to show that. But I'm not really a fan of overly bloody and violent deaths on screen (unless deserved lol) so I had to look away several times. And the ending was,,, not as satisfying as it should have been. Not a very memorable movie, which is a shame cause I kinda looked forward to it.
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Atypical Family (2024) ☆☆
~ I'm kinda annoyed because I watched this with two episodes left to come out so I was really excited because the story has been great and the chemistry of the characters was great, and just the whole power concept in general was nice. It was like Moving but less action and more day to day life, which I guess made my expectations too high since I loved Moving. But the last two episodes were the ones that missed for me. The ending especially??? It felt like they needed at least one more episode. Like they barely wrapped anything up and it kinda sucks. If they'll do another season then maybe my rating for this would go up, but idk I'm just finding the ending to have kinda ruined the whole thing for me. Not satisfying to watch at all.
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I've Never Felt More Alone (Feels So Scary Getting Old)
Fig is a late bloomer when it comes to an important part of elf puberty: finally starting to trance instead of sleep.
Disclaimer: If I owned Fantasy High I would have watched Sophomore Year, but I don't own Fantasy High and I do not have a dropout subscription. If this isn't canon compliant with Sophomore Year, then there's your reason. This fic was inspired by the fact that elves don't sleep in 5E, but tieflings do. And if so, then why wouldn't have Gilear figred out that Fig's not his bio kid sooner? And so I decided that, just as human kids need more sleep than adults, elf kids sleep while adults trance.
Also, huge thanks to whomever runs Fantasy Name Generators because I used the D&D Fairy and Elf name generators for Fig's friends.
The title is from “Ribs” by Lorde.
Also, if you leave a comment on this fic on tumblr, I’ll appreciate it but I won’t respond to it until after Easter.
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Fig's bedtime is at 8:30 PM, which is only half an hour later than it was when she was in elementary school. It's a fine and good bedtime for literal children, but Fig's a teenager!
Time and time again, Fig has tried to negotiate for a later bedtime. She's tried promising that she'll get better grades if she can stay up later, which only earned her mom reminding her that a good night's sleep is important to paying attention in class. She's tried referencing the fact that all her friends have a later bedtime. Well, all except for Anauneret, who's the only fairy in their otherwise all-elf friend group, but Anne's parents are pretty strict anyways. Definitely stricter than Fig's are.
"Fig, just because the rest of your friends are midnight bedtimes doesn't mean we're automatically going to give you one," her dad says when she tries to make her case over dinner one night. "Really, you shouldn't do things just because of peer pressure. If your friends all jumped off a bridge, would you?"
Fig rolls her eyes. "Yeah, because I'm gonna be a bard, and I'll cast Feather Fall so we all escape from whatever's chasing us off the bridge."
"She's got you there," her mom says, and her dad sighs, takes a bite of pasta, and chews thoughtfully before speaking.
"Aren't the rest of your friends a little further in puberty than you are?" her dad says, and Fig feels her cheeks burn. She'd rather not talk about puberty with her dad, even if he told her that getting hair in new places and acne are both normal parts of puberty that both of her parents went through, and besides, he's still her dad so she can talk to him about this stuff, even if she would rather not.
And more importantly, what her dad says isn't entirely true. It's just that her friends are getting the things that Fig wants out of puberty, like an hourglass figure. Or, even slightly better, trancing, because they don't have to sleep eight hours anymore, just meditate for four. No, Fig's just got new hair and acne and gangly limbs that make her too clumsy for someone who's gonna be the best bard in Solace when she grows up.
And headaches. She keeps getting headaches, and she started getting them around the time she started getting acne and hair in places she didn't before. The headaches probably aren't connected to puberty. She's probably just not drinking enough water, not since she lost her favorite water bottle.
"There's nothing wrong with being a late bloomer," her mom says. "You can have a later bedtime when you start trancing, Figueroth."
And Fig drops the subject of a later bedtime for the week, because her parents only call her by her full name when they're being serious, and usually that means she's either in trouble or about to be in trouble.
(As she sits and sobs in her bedroom on her fourteenth birthday as her parents are screaming at each other over past infidelity, she'll think back to this conversation and realize that that time, her entire family was about to be in trouble.)
Three weeks after that night (and still months before the birthday where her horns finally make themselves known as more than a headache), it's Brysatra's fourteenth birthday. Well, it's actually the day after Brysatra's birthday, but her birthday was on a Thursday and she's having a sleepover for her birthday, and sleepovers are no fun when you have school the next day.
(Or maybe they still are when it's a trance-over instead of a sleepover, but Fig wouldn't know because she's still a late bloomer when it comes to trancing, and besides, the invitation was made for a non-school night anyways.)
Brysatra's bedtime is midnight on school nights, and even better, 2 AM on Fridays and Saturdays. And because it's her birthday party, Brysatra's moms are letting her stay up an extra hour. Fig is so excited to stay up so late.
(And thankful her dad didn't mention that she still has an 8:30 bedtime.)
Or at least, she was until 10:30 PM rolled around and she slowly found herself suppressing yawns. And it's not like things are boring, not when they're all painting their nails and interrogating Zinrona about her new boyfriend. That's the opposite of boring!
And Fig is tired from school, and she's a late bloomer when it comes to the trancing part of elf puberty. But she's not a baby. She's the third-youngest in their friend group of eight, and she can stay up late just like her friends can!
Or at least, that's what she keeps telling herself for the next half hour, until Mialana gets up and says she's getting more popcorn, and asks if anyone else wants some. Liabella says yes, and Anne says that she's probably going to go to bed, being unable to trance and all.
"I think I'll go to bed too," Fig half-says, half-yawns. "Um, so you won't feel left out? Er, so you won't be the only..."
She stands up, mumbling that she needs to go brush her teeth as an embarrassed blush manages to crawl its way up her ears. She hates this. She can't wait to start trancing like all her other elf friends do, even if it means leaving Anne behind.
(Her head hurts.)
#fig faeth#sandra lynn faeth#gilear faeth#fantasy high#dimension 20#figueroth faeth#my writing#lorde
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Catching Feelings 2/? (Keanu x OFC)
Summary: AU in which Keanu is down on his luck after he comes to Hollywood trying to be an actor. To earn some money, he joins this app for escorts and meets Steph, a rising star who hires him to try to forget her ex. Neither of them are expecting to fall in love and all the problems it brings.
Previous chapters: 1
Author’s notes: Thanks everyone for the comments on the first part. I’m glad you liked. Here’s the second chapter.
Wordcount: 4115
Warnings: prostitution and smut (D/S undertones).

“How was it?” Were the first words Keanu heard when he stepped into the apartment he shared with his friend Scott.
Well calling that place an apartment was actually being charitable since it was basically a tiny little studio in a building that was falling apart in one of the seediest areas of Los Angeles. But it was a roof over his head and all Keanu could afford so there was no point in complaining.
“It was…” he trailed off, setting his helmet and jacket by the door and dropping on the ratty couch beside Scott. It was really all he could say about what happened the night before.
When Keanu sighed up for Mars and Venus, he wasn’t expecting it to be quite like this. Selling his body – and no matter how many times Scott told him that he didn’t really have to have sex with his clients, that was how Keanu saw it – just made him feel dirty, but he was completely broke and there weren’t too many places willing to hire a high school dropout whose only real skills were riding motorcycles, playing bass and acting.
Scratch that. Apparently, he couldn’t even act, because that had been the reason why he came to Los Angeles in the first place. He had done fairly well back in Toronto, appearing in a couple of TV specials and movies. It wasn’t much, but it got him an offer to be in a Disney movie, which to a 21-year-old guy with big dreams had sounded like an amazing offer.
So, Keanu cleared his savings, packed his stuff and moved to Los Angeles expecting to take on Hollywood. When he arrived, he found out the movie deal fell through and he was left with nothing. Fast forward six years and Keanu was still down on his luck. He gave up on acting altogether and just tried to get by, taking any jobs he managed to find. That was how Keanu met Robert and Brett and Dogstar happened.
It was currently one of the high points of his life. They were still on that phase of begging bars and clubs to let them play and barely making anything out of it, but they were good. Maybe they could make it. Keanu just had to hang on for a while longer.
Hence the whole Mars and Venus thing. Scott told him how much he would make in a date and Keanu was shocked. Sure, a subscription was expensive, but if he really could make at least 2k a date, Keanu should able to pay his bills, move into a better apartment, maybe even get a proper place for the band to rehearse and work on their music, maybe even record a demo…
Scott said it was pretty easy. Most of his clients were middle-aged women that just wanted something pretty on her arm to show off to her friends. Or a companion for the night. It was completely up to Keanu if it would turn into sex or not. So, Keanu signed up even if it still made him feel cheap. Not long after that, he got an invitation.
He had been so nervous when he got to her house. The last thing Keanu expected was to meet actress Stephanie Walker, who looked as awkward as he was. He certainly didn’t expect the night to go quite like that. It was fun and light and wonderful, and the sex had been mind-blowing.
In the morning, however, Keanu woke up to the sound of his phone. It was confirmation of payment. His bank account, which only had 2 dollars for the last two weeks had a few more zeros in it.
The sight of it made him Keanu feel ashamed because he really enjoyed Steph’s company. He liked her. It felt almost like a first date, but reality finally sunk in. It wasn't a date and Keanu just became the kind person that slept with people for money.
He sneaked out of her house while Steph was still asleep, embarrassed, disgusted and confused. Keanu expected the ride back would help clear his head, but he was still feeling the same way as he got home.
“Did you charge extra for staying over?” Scott asked, and Keanu’s only reply was a headshake. “Rookie mistake. Always charge extra for spending the night,” Scott instructed. “How much did you make?”
Keanu just handed him his phone, moving to the kitchen to get himself something to eat even if his stomach felt queasy.
“Not bad.” his friend whistled. “Now, here’s what you gonna do: get some of this money and buy yourself a suit. Nothing off the rack either. Something good, that fits you well. You never know when they’ll want to take you to a gala.”
“No, man. I’m done with this,” Keanu replied. “With this money, I can get things going and maybe…” he trailed off with a hopeful sigh.
“Suit yourself.” Scott had a doubtful look on his face but just shrugged, disappearing into his room without another word.
Keanu really thought he was done with Mars and Venus. He stayed away for two weeks, but between paying for the studio so Dogstar could finally record a demo and some idiot backing into his bike and messing up his exhaust, the money he made from his date with Steph was over too quickly. Everything was so damn expensive in LA.
So, he reinstalled the app discovering he had missed several invitations while he was offline. With a knot in his chest, he upped his price from 2k to 3k and waited. Soon enough Keanu had new invitations.
Another week passed before Keanu got another invitation from Steph. He thought he would never hear from her again because she shouldn’t need to pay for company or sex; but there it was, her name flashing on his screen during rehearsal.
Keanu knew he shouldn’t. He had been thinking about her no-stop for the last few weeks, watching her movies like a lovesick boy with a crush. He should stay very far away from Steph.
“Hey Ke! Are you gonna do this or not?” Brett called with an expectant look.
“Yeah. Just a sec,” he replied distractedly as he accepted her invitation.
---
This time, when Keanu arrived in front of Steph’s house and rang the intercom, she immediately had the garage gate open so he could bring his motorcycle inside, which he appreciated. His Norton was his most prized possession along with his bass. And Keanu couldn’t afford to lose it.
He parked it next to her car once again and took off his helmet to look at her, trying to ignore the fluttering on his chest. She had cut her hair. When they first met, her chestnut locks fell to her back, now it hung above her shoulders and it really suited her. It drew even more attention to her big brown eyes, which looked full of hesitation.
“Hi,” he said, getting off his bike and her lips quirked into a small smile.
“Hi. Thanks for coming.”
Once again they stood awkwardly in front of one other, not knowing what to say or do. Keanu cleared his throat and buried his hands in his jacket pockets.
“I didn’t expect to hear from you again,” he admitted, gaze on his boots.
“Yeah… I just…” Steph trailed off with a sigh and Keanu noticed her eyes were reddish and a little puffy like she had been crying.
“One of those days?” Keanu offered, curious but not wanting to pry and she just nodded, leading the way inside.
Right away he noticed the house looked different, the biggest change had been all the photos of Steph and her ex-boyfriend had disappeared from the walls, as well as some of the framed movie posters she had. By the door, he could see a box full of stuff with her name written on the side.
It didn’t take a genius to figure out she probably went through that difficult moment of returning her ex’s stuff and getting her own back. No wonder she had a bad day.
“You like Chinese?” she asked, taking his jacket. “I was gonna order in.”
“Yeah. Love Chinese,” Keanu assured, taking a seat on the couch as she placed the order. After that, she sat down as well and a strange silence hung over them, tense and awkward and Keanu raked his brain for something to say.
“How about we watch something?” Steph suggested and he could hear in her voice she felt just as weird as he did.
“Sure.”
She grabbed the remote, flipping through channels until she froze as a picture of her ex-boyfriend was splashed over the screen.
Action movie hero Kevin Miller is seen again with Victoria’s Secret’s model Gisele Anderson. The couple was spotted leaving one of the most exclusive clubs in LA. It was only a little over a month ago that Miller was dating the Hollywood rising star, Stephanie Walker…
Keanu gently took the remote from her hands and changed the channel. He glanced over at her, noticing her eyes welling up.
“How about some Netflix instead?” he offered, and Steph nodded as he turned on the streaming service and browsed through her selection.
“Wow! You really like procedural dramas and cop thrillers, huh?” Keanu teased trying to nudge her out of her funk. She only gave him a watery smile and a shrug.
“I like to try to figure out who did it.”
“Yeah? Let’s see how good you are,” he said, picking a random movie and pressing play. Steph just snorted, but they settled more comfortably on the couch side by side, their arms brushing every time one of them moved.
As the movie progressed Keanu felt both himself and Steph finally relaxing, the conversation flowing a little easier as they joked and argued about the movie. When their takeout arrived, they spread Steph’s order on the coffee table.
“Did you order for two or twelve?” he teased, looking over the amount of food in front of him and Steph chuckled and shrugged.
“I like to have options,” she said, pilling her plate with a little bit of everything.
Keanu did not expect such a tiny thing like Steph to be able to eat that much; and making the most indecent sounds too.
“Stop looking at me like that!” she said over a mouthful, her eyes crinkling with her amusement. “I spent four months off carbs. I’m making up for the lost time.”
“I can see that. Do you want me to give you the room or something?” he asked with a playful grin. “Because it almost sounds like you’re making love with that noodle!”
Steph snorted a laugh, cheeks turning pink and Keanu grinned. She had a very nice laugh and the most perfect smile. Kevin Miller was a complete idiot for letting her go.
“I don’t sound like that at all,” she replied, sticking her tongue out at him.
“You’re right. It’s much throatier,” Keanu said, sipping his beer and smirking as the flush on her cheeks turned brighter. “And bossy.”
“I’m not bossy!” Steph argued, sounding a little embarrassed. “I just know what I like, and I try to make sure my partner knows too.” She narrowed her eyes at him, her own lips drawing onto a smirk. “If memory serves, you were very much into it.”
“I was,” Keanu said, meeting her gaze. “Still am.”
This time the tension that lingered between them wasn’t awkward, just heavy as they sneaked glances at each other throughout the rest of dinner and movie. Keanu wanted to move closer and touch her; have Steph in her arms, but there was a little voice in his head reminding him that this wasn’t real. She didn’t even know his name.
“Is everything ok?” she asked, and Keanu looked over to see she had a frown of worry. Maybe something had shown on his face.
“Yeah. Just fine,” he lied, combing his fingers through his hair and looking away. “What do you want to do now?”
Steph paused for a moment and Keanu could see she was searching for something to say. He hoped she wanted him to stay.
“I guess we should call it a night,” she said at last and he sighed, schooling his features so his disappointment wouldn’t be too obvious. Keanu put on his jacket and followed Steph to the garage. The awkward silence of unspoken words heaving on them.
“It’s a beautiful bike,” she commented, running her hand over the tank.
“Do you know anything about motorcycles?” he asked perking up at her interest.
“I just know they look awesome.”
“Do you wanna take a ride?” Keanu offered. It was a way to prolong this and for once he had his spare helmet with him.
“Let me grab a jacket and shoes,” she replied, smiling brightly and Keanu felt his heart speeding in his chest. That was all he wanted.
When Steph came back Keanu could see the excited glint in her eyes as he helped her put on the helmet, adjusting the strap under her chin before she climbed behind him. She wrapped her arms around his waist and he could smell her perfume surrounding him as he started the bike and took off.
Keanu didn’t want to scare her, so he kept it under the speed limit as he rode the roads of Hollywood Hills, but as he noticed her delighted laugh every time he took a sharp turn, he dared to put a little more speed, her hands tightening around his waist.
“That was amazing!” Steph exclaimed as they stopped at the shoulder of the road where tourists usually parked to take pictures, but at that time of the night it was completely dark and deserted; the only light sources were the stars and his bike.
She stood there, hair messy from the helmet, cheeks flushed from the ride, with a wide grin watching the city lights in the valley below and Keanu’s breath caught in his throat. Even though he loved to watch that view, all he could do was stare at her.
“Thank you, Charles,” she said, looking up at him.
“Keanu,” he blurted out before he could stop himself.
“What?” she asked with a cute little frown of confusion.
“It’s my name. My real name.”
“Oh,” she paused for a moment before her expression shifted into a smile. “Then thank you, Keanu.”
---
“Where did Charles come from?” Steph asked as they sat across each other in a diner she claimed had the best milkshake in Los Angeles.
“It’s actually my middle name.”
“Keanu Charles,” she said almost as if trying it out. “Sounds good. I don’t think I ever heard that name before. Keanu.”
“It’s Hawaiian,” he explained, swirling his chocolate milkshake. “Means cool breeze over the mountains.”
“That’s really nice,” she smiled around her straw and he had to look away so he wouldn’t think about how her lips had looked wrapped around his cock. “How did you end up with a Hawaiian name?”
Keanu took a deep breath, pushing his drink aside as he launched himself into the story about his father and the rest of the family; how he came to LA and ended doing what he was doing. He didn’t share that with many people, but he wanted to share it with her.
In turn, Steph spoke a little about her own family; how she always showed a talent for dancing and acting from a young age and her mom pushed her into doing all the auditions. She told him how she quitted at thirteen because she wanted to have a normal life. She didn’t come back to it until after college, where she discovered she did really love to perform, but on her own terms.
Once again it felt just like a perfect date and when they finished their shakes, which Keanu made sure to pay for, he brought her back home walking Steph to her door.
“I really enjoyed tonight,” she said with a soft smile as they paused outside.
“Me too.” He tucked a lock of hair behind her ear and cupped her cheek before he bent down to kiss her. She tasted like strawberries and it was the best thing in the world.
Steph wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer until their bodies were pressed together as they explored each other’s mouths. Their first time had been all about frantic need. Their kisses were hard and bruising. This time, even if the same hunger and heat lingered, there was a softness to it. Almost affection.
“Do you want to come in?” she asked against his lips. Keanu grinned and nodded, letting go of her only long enough for Steph turn around in his arms. He kept peppering kisses over her neck as she giggled and struggled against the lock.
They were back in each other’s arms as soon as they were inside, kissing and touching and peeling their clothes off on the way to the living room. Keanu paused for a moment to look at her, drinking the sight of her beautiful body and he didn’t think he ever wanted anyone as much as he wanted her.
He took a step towards Steph, but she stopped him with a hand on his chest. Keanu met her gaze in confusion, finding in her eyes a heated look that made his cock throb.
The hand on his chest trailed up almost teasingly until it buried in his hair and she took a handful of it, her grip firm with just a little edge of rough that made him hiss and goosebumps of anticipation rise on his skin.
“Kneel,” she ordered, using her hold on him to push him down and Keanu obeyed, looking up at her through his lashes as Steph smirked. “You look good like this, on your knees for me.”
She rested against the couch’s arm and spread her knees. Keanu almost whimpered as he saw her soaked cunt glistening in the low light of the room. He licked his lips and met Steph’s eyes again.
“You wanna taste me?”
“Yeah,” he breathed out, his voice shaky with need. He was so hard it almost hurt. “Please.”
Her expression turned into a gorgeous sly smirk as she tugged on his hair, bringing him closer until his mouth could reach her and Keanu ran the flat of his tongue over her slit, making Steph moan.
“You don’t come until I do,” she said, rolling her hips against his mouth. “And no fingers this time.”
“Yes, ma’am,” he mumbled against her.
There was a certain thrill of letting her command him like this, tell him exactly what to do and how. It made him hot with want and eager to please her. Make sure Steph was satisfied. He explored her cunt with his tongue and lips, paying attention to every spot that made her breath hitch or dragged a moan out of her.
He sucked on her clit with just the lightest scrape of teeth and Steph rocked her hips and pulled him even closer, grinding against his face. Keanu was having a hard time breathing and his jaw was starting to ache, but he could see the way her thighs were quaking and hear how she was panting; how her hands kept tightening against his scalp. Knowing he could make her feel this good was urging Keanu on, stroking his own desire as he flicked the tip of his tongue against her clit again and Steph groaned.
“Yes! Just like that. I’m so close,” she panted and he kept his rhythm steady, digging his nails on his thighs to keep himself from touching, his dick aching and leaking in need.
Soon he felt the way her entire body tensed, her thighs pressing against the side of his head as she came crying out his name. Keanu lapped hungrily at her juices, he could get addicted to her taste. He only stopped when Steph tugged on his hair again, pulling him away from her.
Keanu looked up, noticing her flushed face, sweat making her hair stick to her cheeks, a lazy, pleased smile tucked on her lips. She looked even more beautiful like this.
“Good?” he asked with a lopsided grin.
“Fucking perfect,” she said, bringing him closer until he was on his feet again and towering over her. “Deserves a reward.” Steph caught his lip into a dirty kiss that almost felt like she was chasing her own taste in his mouth.
At the first touch of her hand on his cock, Keanu moaned hips thrusting forward at their own accord desperate for more but Steph kept her motions slow and gentle, running her thumb over the head spreading the precum over his length.
“Steph, please…” he gasped, feeling her smirk against his mouth.
“Please what?” she asked, pulling back to look at him.
“Let me fuck you,” Keanu wasn’t ashamed to admit he was begging. He just needed to be inside her and he didn’t care what he had to do to get that. “Please, ma’am.”
“Good boy,” she grinned at him, pressing a quick on his lips. “Condom.”
Keanu moved away long enough to find his discarded jacket, reach for his wallet and grab the condom he kept it there. His hands shook as he rolled it on himself and moved back to Steph, waiting for her next command.
She gestured him to come closer, stand between her legs and Keanu obeyed, stroking himself to get some relief. Steph fixed her perch on the arm of the couch, making sure she had enough balance before she hooked her legs around his hips and pulled Keanu closer wrapping her arms around his shoulders.
They both moaned when his cock glided over her slit. Keanu squeezed his eyes shut, resting his forehead against hers, his fingers digging on her hips in the effort of not thrusting into her, not until she said so.
“God, you’re desperate for me, aren’t you?” Steph caressed the side of his face gently.
“Yeah,” he gasped, his breath mingling with hers. “May I?”
“Yes,” she said, her hand stroking him again, before lining him to her entrance. “Slow.”
Keanu nodded and forced himself to slowly thrust into the delicious tight, wet heat. He knew Steph was doing this to drive both of them crazy and Keanu was close to losing it. Pleasure coursed through his body, making his mind dizzy with want.
Finally, he was all the way in and Steph shifted a bit for a better position sending sparks of pleasure through Keanu, making his hips snap up to meet her and she grinned at him.
“I love how full you make me feel,” she said, meeting his lips for a soft kiss. “Come on, baby. Fuck me.”
He didn’t need to be told twice. Keanu hiked her legs up to his waist and pulled back, almost all the way out before slamming back in, groaning as the movement made heat build on the pit of his stomach, her walls throbbing and fluttering around him.
Steph held onto his shoulders, letting him do all the work since she didn’t really have much leverage to meet his thrusts. Little cries of pleasure spilled from her lips as she leaned her head back, exposing the beautiful column of her neck and Keanu kissed and nipped gently, careful not to mark her smooth skin.
He got lost in sensations. The feel of her around him squeezing his cock almost as if trying to keep him close whenever he pulled back. The wet sound of their bodies meeting mixed with their groans of pleasure. The smell of their sweat together and the taste of her skin. The sight of her blissed-out expression as Keanu fucked her into incoherent pleas of more and faster.
Keanu was so focused on Steph, on making sure she was enjoying herself that his own orgasm took him a bit by surprise. He held her close, burying his face against her neck, grunting and panting and she held him through it, petting his hair.
Once he caught his breath, he met her gaze with a frown.
“You didn’t…” Steph just smiled.
“Takes me a while to come again after the first,” she said, kissing his cheek. “It’s ok, Keanu, I enjoyed it.”
“No, it isn’t,” he said pulling back from her and going on his knees again. Steph just chuckled, brushing his cheek. “I want you to feel good and I’m not gonna stop until you do.”
“Okay,” she replied with a grin. “Get to work then.”
xxx (tbc) xxx
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