#I ramble too much

[theweepingegg]

What movie or TV character made you feel insecure?

Beautiful characters actually made me VERY insecure. I don't like makeup and only wore it ONCE for an interview and I HATED it. But also seeing beautiful people irl sometimes made me really insecure cause......they're pretty and sometimes are surrounded by people. I had people telling me I'm annoying or being left out OR just gossiping me behind my back. I tell myself that this is normal human behaviour. You just gotta learn how to tune those out and also stop thinking bad of yourself.

[bishblip]

Wip of my favorite Victorian vampire larper

[babybubastis]

I’ve had people ask me before why I ship Shuri with anyone at all. ‘Why not just let her be her own person?’ And that’s such a loaded and disingenuous question to me, honestly, because how does being in love or being seen as a love interest diminish one’s personhood? I thought we had moved past the “strong, independent black woman who don’t need no man” trope. Black women in fandom (especially dark-skinned black women), are often either oversexualized/fetishized or completely denied any type of sexuality whatsoever under the assertion that “she’s too strong/smart/capable/etc. to be reduced to needing a love interest”.

Now of course women don’t need a romantic partner in order to be fulfilled or validated. But being desired, being loved, wanting to experience romantic love — none of these things make a woman less of a person. Especially when it comes to Shuri, some fans seem so adamant about not shipping her with anyone because she’s too strong/smart/capable/young* for that.

*Real quick, for those who keep insisting Shuri is still a teenager, she’s not. See here and here where Letitia confirms Shuri was 18 in the first BP (which is set in 2016), and here where her official MCU character Wiki states her birth year as 1998.

Ok back to the show. It’s very frustrating that some people continue to insist Shuri should not be shipped with anyone because it’s gross, reductive, whatever. Isn’t denying her even the possibility of being in love and experiencing normal human desires diminishing her as a well-rounded character? We’ve seen Shuri be strong. We know she’s brilliant, and hilarious, and independent, and kind, and resourceful, and badass. She’s a multi-dimensional character who has gotten even more dimension and complexity and development in BP2. And yet somehow, the one dimension fans seem to not want explored is her being romantically sought after or desired.

I’m not going to go into the obvious chemistry, tension and very clear parallels that were apparent onscreen between Shuri and another particular character. But what I will say is, I personally enjoy shipping Shuri with other characters because I think she deserves to be loved, cared for, desired, cherished, and even obsessed over. I don’t write Shuri x reader because it’s just not my forte. I enjoy reading it, but I’m no good at writing it. I prefer to use already existing characters because it’s fun to bend (or even break) canon and experiment with how these characters could possibly come together. I adore Shuri, and I feel like that really comes through in my writing. I enjoy writing her as playful and clever and sensual and soft and dominant (it’s my kink, sue me), and I also enjoy writing other characters being absolutely enamored with her beauty and charisma and intelligence.

Now I’m not saying everyone should ship Shuri with someone. If you don’t want to, don’t. Just don’t jump down my throat for doing so. Shuri deserves all the love, and I want to see her get it, so I write it. She deserves to have people fawning over her, obsessing over her, simping for her. She’s fine af and everybody should be falling at her fine ass feet 😅 Simple as that.

[kraro-school-life]

During exams last year there was this guy that told me he would get completely wasted the night before (If he really did? Idk, he might have) and at the time I was extremely confused, but I kinda get it now and I don´t even drink

[pumpkinmagekupo]

[the-unknown-void]

I need to like- do another art/doodle dump soon, I've just kinda been holding onto a couple of doodles & wips- but since Stardew seems to be currently supplying my most popular posts- here's just Adrian x Elliott! Furrified.. cuz I'm too lazy to just practice drawing humans more lmao.

But yea, I love these two. They're so silly and practically opposites but still so so sweet <3

In case you don't know- this isn't just like my farmer oc.. this is Adrian Shephard, from Half-Life: Opposing Force. Because- because. 😌 Yea his face ain't pretty, but that's just what happens when you experience a bloody helicopter crash. Also it's only half his face, just that's not the side visible (also a decent chunk of his body is burned too)

[ventusninja]

So I have a lot of AUs...

I want to showcase them all, but I don't know where to start. So I have a poll. Choose whichever AU sounds neat, and I'll post for about a month or so the art, story and ideas for that AU/Outcode.

I will post when it's been about either a week or one option reaches 15-20 votes.

There is one universe I don't have up here, but that is because it is an alternate universe of Underween. So in order to unlock that AU, I would need to explain some things from Underween.

There is another multiverse that I'm on the fence about making. It would be mostly centered around one of the Soul Guardians (a Sans outcode BTW)

Thank you for reading my rambles. Have a pleasant day/night!

[yeyinde]

You often tell him that the two of you are kismet.

He says Momus just has a sick sense of humour

THIS IS POETRY (I don't care if it does or doesn't fit the rules).

how do you write like this? I'm yet to read almost 80% of your masterlist and I'm scared.

sorry for spamming you on anon

Oh, thank you so much!!!!! You're so sweet!

I just love mythology! And Keegan is quite witty in the game, and so I thought that he'd be the perfect person to pair with Momus, and it fit the overall theme I was going for with happenstance v. kismet. I just thought it was kinda funny that MC was so firmly saying, "were fate. Love that for us, honestly!" and Keegan was very much mocking this idea (but very softly).

And no worries!!!! I'm so happy you're enjoying my little stories!! 🖤

[clarasogatsby]

Hello! Who is your favorite Twilight character and what do you love about them?

Hi! Thanks for being my first ask! So I think for this to make sense, I’ll give a background. I’m about to turn 26 next week, I’ve been a twilight fan since I was around 12. I’ve never been a fan of main characters probably because I never felt like a main character myself. I fell in love with Alice and Jasper when I first read the books, especially Eclipse. I’m a sucker for the “bad guy is saved by love” trope. Because even at the age of 26, I think we, as humans, have to be believe in love, in loving and being loved. The world is a dark place with no love. I admire that while Alice herself didn’t just magic Jasper out of a dark existence, she helped him help himself. Having been in dark places myself (albeit not in a vampire war) it’s so important helping yourself but sometimes we need a little push from others around us to be able to help ourselves. So Jasper was my favourite character, I loved how his whole world perspective shifted when he met Alice. How did this battle worn vampire soldier become tamed by a 4ft? bubbly wee vampire? I’m Scottish and don’t know too much about the American Civil War, but I know that is a major character turn off for Jasper as well as the information we got in MS. Now, while I liked Alice, I didn’t take to her until I read her backstory when the guide was published. Again, what a horrible past she has and I loved that Jasper was the first person she saw and she just knew he was going to help her through (even though he had no idea about her existence). I know there are a few of us on tumblr who are really interested in how the events in the saga have perpetually changed their relationship with the impending doom that Aro will come for Alice one day. I’d be so interested to read more about that. Jasper is fiercely protective of Alice, everything he does is in what he thinks are her best interests (all twilight relationships are slightly toxic).

The older I get, the more I begin to relate to Rosalie. My teenage self just saw her as a bit of a nuisance. Again, learning about her horrific background was interesting and unfortunately too many of us in society can relate to parts of her story. I think about all the things we know about Rosalie and Emmett’s intense physical side of their relationship and think about the journey it must have taken to get to that point. That would be interesting to read too, because the trauma she went through wouldn’t have just vanished overnight.

Sorry, this turned into a partially psychoanalytical answer but it’s so difficult to answer. I’d say Jasper, Alice, Rosalie, Emmett are my favourites.

[mythoughtsxxblog]

I turn 26 today (January 7)...

Idk how to feel lmao it's so strange because I've felt like the same person since I was about 21. Not much has changed. The only thing changing is my environment. I recently got a big girl job (art teacher) and my friends are either getting married/engaged and some people I know my age have kids already...it's weird. I'm not married nor do I have kids. Am I falling behind? Am I going to be alone for the rest of my life? These are the thoughts that cross my mind at times. I know everyone has their own path, but it's hard not to compare yourself to others your age. Your 20s are truly confusing. Sometimes I feel like idk wtf I'm doing with my life. Like did I choose the right career? Am I going to do it for years to come or am I destined to do something else? Please tell me I'm not the only one with all these thoughts in their mid 20s lol

Anyways I'm super grateful to have reached 26 years on this earth. Happy birthday to me!

[alien-insomniac-05]

I love nature and eco themed aesthetics, I love the idea of a sustainable future and I love the idea of living in a eco friendly cottage or a gaint geodesic greenhouse. I love walking in nature and looking at plants and animals, I love environmental conservation. I love places like cabella’s and Bass Pro. I love the earths wonders, I just wanna go hang out in the woods or wherever and explore.

[oobbbear]

I want to post this here too because I’ve seen it happen a few times

Please understand that there are cultural differences and language differences, if you see this happening let the person clarify what they meant, that person might just not be familiar with words the western side of the internet use

[wolfram-but-art]

drew one of the memes in this person's post again

reblogs > likes

[juniemunie]

[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]

Hitting a lil' too close to home?

[haunted-xander]

I made this AAAAGES ago and forgot to post it and now I'm annoyed by how it's rotting away on my phone so here. Bratty teen Thancred being a menace to Fourchenault (and a bad influence on Urianger lol)

[vellichorsdesire]

f/o who doesn’t know they’re touchstarved until they meet you.

the heavy want grows in their chest and is absolutely undeniably there whenever you two even just briefly touch. when you’re so close that they’re so desperate have you closer, wanting to feel their body pressed against yours in a tight embrace, that the thought of your hand in theirs is barely enough. when you two finally hug, or whenever you do, they sink into your embrace almost immediately, a deep sigh of content heard as they wrap their arms around you to return the tender hug. it’s a little hard to get their arms off you afterward, with those small mumbles of “just a little longer” and “i don’t want to let go yet.”

maybe they’re super embarrassed about feeling so at first and are so glad whenever you indulge in their desire to have you, to feel your warmth. or they’re incredibly stubborn about it but their actions always say otherwise, finding every little chance to have their skin touch yours, to quietly tug on your sleeve or any other sign that you immediately know what they want with it.

eitherway they’re forever thankful that you’re so understanding. with the little touches you guys end up doing like from simply pushing a strand of hair behind an ear or running fingers through each other’s hair, they’re absolutely addicted. smitten, even, so incredibly much that they can’t put their love for this, for you into words.