The absolute bi-panic these two cause me on a daily basis is already enough… but THIS?! THESE PROMO SHOTS?!!? Holy hell..
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Can't stop thinking about the GRIP Alex had on Henry's wrist the morning after they went to the V&A.
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hello bulbagarden tumblr account this is very important
what are your thoughts on squawkabilly
hi anonymous squawkabilly this is lisia from bulbagarden here, have you ever seen my favorite movie??? it's called kamikaze girls in english/下妻物語 shimotsuma monogatari in japanese. this is relevant i promise. there's a minor character in it his name is ryuuji and his hair is like THIS
he has comedically long rockabilly hair and it was the first thing i thought of when i saw this question i hope this helps, i also hope you watch this movie it is everything to me omfg
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I don’t recognize the girl in the mirror
The girl with a genuine smile
The girl with the sparkle in her eyes
The girl who’s growing up
The girl
And yet I long to be her
The pink streaks in her hair are familiar but as they fade, so do the memories of when we were one
The hair grows longer as I can’t decide what to do with it
Do I deny her identity or the one I’ve created for myself?
Both versions gnaw at me to be let out
I try to keep forgetting who she is, maybe it’s easier that way
Maybe it’s out of habit, maybe it’s because I’m scared, maybe it’s because I’m sick of being objectified the way she was
I try to be the person who changed their name four years ago but she blends back into me more and more
I can’t tell if I’m afraid to let her go or afraid to let her in
I’m trying to find the answers in the bathroom ceiling, in the chipped paint on the walls
Is she in there? Am I in there?
I want to find the answer before people solidify it for me
Change is exhausting
I changed my name and I changed schools
Nobody in this state knows her
Maybe they don’t know me
I don’t think I know her
But she lingers
Was I traumatized out of being her? Is my identity a coping mechanism?
Do I hate my body for being female or do I just hate my body?
Female.
I overuse that word because I’m scared to say I’m a woman
I’m not a woman
I’m a person
A person who wonders if they miss being her
The girl in the mirror looking back at me
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I want my gender to simultaneously be Abed Nadir and Elvira, Mistress of the Dark. Which is a combination that idk how to make work...
For context:
How do I be both?
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