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This is not my usual content but I feel like it’s something I need to say
On principle, if a character in a piece of media has a backstory that is in no way related to their race, the actor portraying that character can be of any race and what should take priority in casting is their talent
Attached to this sentiment, if a character in a piece of media has a backstory that is very much related to their race, the actor portraying that character should be of that race and the second priority should be talent
Now what does this mean? I will give examples
Leah Sava Jeffries, black actress playing a traditionally white character, Annabeth Chase. In no way does Annabeths whiteness relate to the core of her character or backstory, so Leah’s talent was what got her the role. The role is not reliant on race, anyone of any race can play Annabeth because her backstory is not reliant on race
Francesca Amewudah-Rivers, black actress playing Juliet Capulet, a traditionally white character. In no way does Juliet’s race relate to the core of her character or backstory, so Francesca’s talent was what got her the role.
Avantika Vandanapu, an Indian actress being fan casted as Rapunzel, a traditionally white character. In no way does Rapunzel race relate to the core of her character or backstory, so Avantika would be eligible for the role if casting directors decided she was fit based on talent
Do we see the pattern
Ok now, the inverse
If a white actress was fan casted or casted to play a traditionally black character whose backstory was highly relevant to her race, this would be an issue.
If a black actress was fan casted to play a Japanese character whose backstory was highly relevant to her race, this would be an issue
Just because a character is traditionally white does not mean that their whiteness is a relevant factor, especially if it is a fictional character!
Stop being racist, start using logic
#I wrote this instead of doing assignments#I’m just so pissed#people fucking suck#leave people alone#avantika#leah sava jeffries#francesca amewudah rivers#antiracism
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Episode 6: FadelStyle vs. Beginnings and Endings
In the past one and a half-ish weeks we've discussed at length just how good the last scene at the diner is and how Style drawing tears on Fadel at the rock concert was foreshadowing to Fadel ending the episode crying real tears. What I haven't seen discussed yet, however, is how that ending scene is actually a counterpart to Fadel and Style's conversation after the rock concert. And I think that makes the scene in the diner even more poignant. And it also makes the scene at the rock pub even more painful as well. Because they are basically the same scenes, just flipped. And I desperately need to talk about it or else I'll explode.
Part 1: "Tonight I am very happy"
In this scene Style knows something that Fadel doesn't: This will most likely be their last chance to be happy together like this. Tomorrow Fadel will go on his mission where the police will be waiting and then Fadel will be taken away from him.
But Style already loves Fadel, he is already worried about him and he really does not want to lose him. So he keeps trying to subtly talk Fadel into staying home from the mission and spilling the beans about the mission so he can explicitly ask Fadel not to go. But Fadel keeps his mouth shut. And as happy as Style is together with Fadel this evening, he is also very upset. He doesn't want the night to end, but there's no way around it. For Style this is a goodbye.
And for Fadel? Fadel went from I'll tell her this will be your last job to Ruerat is the last jerk we have to kill. After that, we can live however we want. Even in this episode, right before he goes to the concert with Style, Fadel tells Bison "Once we're done with Ruerat, I'll talk to Mother again", when Bison says it's time for them to quit. Fadel is on the same page as Bison now. Ruerat is their last victim and after that Fadel wants out. For Fadel, this is the last night where he's still stuck in his hitman life, but once he is done with his mission the weight will be off his shoulders and he can finally truly be with Style. For Fadel this is the opposite of a goodbye.
In the words of my mother: For Style, when the night is over life will end. For Fadel, when the night is over life will begin. Style is ending something and Fadel wants to begin something.
And another thing my mom pointed out is how they're standing in front of a pink sky:
And at what time of the day is the sky pink? Either at dawn or at dusk. The beginning of the day or the end of the day. And for Fadel this scene is only the beginning of the day while for Style this scene is the end of the day.
Part 2: "I think I already love you"
In this scene Fadel knows something that Style doesn't: Style has played him, has made him lower his protective walls, has made him fall for him only to turn around and betray him.
Style told Fadel he hoped that Fadel wouldn't get any more scars and yet here Style is, stabbing Fadel right in the heart and jeopardizing his life. Here Style is, bursting Fadel's bubble that he's finally started daring to dream about, a dream of a future where he wasn't lonely, a future where he was happy and himself with someone, Style, by his side. But Style is a danger to him. Style can't stay. As happy as Fadel has been together with Style, he needs to let go of him. For Fadel this is a goodbye.
And for Style? He has just spent a full week worrying sick about Fadel after his mission went wrong and went completely MIA. Style has likely (definitely) spent a week checking the restaurant every single day for any sign of Fadel's return, not giving up hope of seeing him again. And then Fadel is back. Style is overjoyed. The heavy metal concert wasn't their last day together, Fadel is pulling through on his promise to have many more nights like that with each other. The concert may have been the end of the day, but now against all odds a new day has come. For Style this is the opposite of a goodbye.
And so we're left with the exact opposite situation from what we had at the concert: Fadel is ending something and Style wants to begin something.
Conclusion
These two scenes go together, they're flipped parallels of each other.
At the concert, Style is internally saying goodbye to Fadel because he thinks their relationship will be over when Fadel gets arrested at the mission and the police take him away. At the diner, Fadel is internally saying goodbye to Style because he thinks their relationship is over now that he "knows" that none of it was real on Style's part since in reality he was working with said police.
At the concert Fadel is truly happy, because once his mission is over he'll talk to mother and when he's managed to convince her that him and Bison will be out, then Fadel can go and start a new life, a new future with Style. At the diner, Style is overjoyed because he thought he was about to lose Fadel, but Fadel has come back and now Style gets a second chance at a future with Fadel.
At the concert, Fadel is happy and he can tell something is kinda off about Style ("What's wrong? You act like we're not going to see each other again."), but he has absolutely no idea that Style is in the process of bidding him farewell. At the diner, Style is happy and he can tell something is kinda off about Fadel ("You were just calling me out for being affectionate. Now you wanna be romantic?"), but he has absolutely no idea that Fadel is in the process of bidding him farewell.
It's brilliant writing, really. And both scenes were flawlessly performed by both boys.
#the heart killers#stylefadel#fadelstyle#thk#thk ep6#thk meta#my meta#thkmetamine#adrm#i meant to finish my ep6 style meta#and i was actually gonna write about how these two scenes are parallels#but then i watched the ep with my mother#and then after we watched the concert scene my mom went#fadel denkt sich ''wenn die nacht vorbei is dann fangts leben an.'' style denkt sich ''wenn die nacht vorbei is dann hörts leben auf.''#style beendet was und fadel will was beginnen#<- those were her exact words#(transl: fadel is thinking ''when the night is over life will begin.'' style is thinking ''when the night is over life will end.''#style is ending something and fadel wants to start something)#my mom said that and i was like OUCH. tumblr needs to read these words#but i'd already written about the concert scene in my meta and the way i wrote about it made it difficult to properly incorporate her words#so now i went FUCK IT and wrote a whole ass separate meta post about it instead of finishing my style meta whoops#i'm probably dropping my ep6 meta on sunday tho#i might write another paragraph now that i've cleared up a language question and i also need to write the introduction and make some gifs#and then i'm gonna take a day to proofread it all and then i can finally post it#did i do my uni assignments? no‚ thanks for asking :)
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i will say my fav idea in that most recent thing i wrote is that in 'lotsa latkes' heinz got stuck out of time for a month and thinks this makes him a leo now. because i do think he should be a leo even if catu made him a virgo
#i was listening to dan podcast about MML and the prof time concept and the interviewer actually brought that ep up / asked if dan wd cosign#the headcanon that doof saved himself from ancient mongolia as prof time#and i was so relieved when dan instead just said “no i just imagine he had to build a time machine”#(i literally wrote that in my fic the previous day)#anyway the zodiac is bs im just having fun here assigning heinz the catgirl sign#re: tag abt how his bday was established as early summer - YEAH i agree theres canon fuel for him being leo anyway if u ignore catu#which personally i prefer to do lol but the fic i wrote dealt more with the later-canon so
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how the fuck did my english class manage to take a semi-positive stance on generative ai
#im actually so pissed about this rn#we were doing an assignment about ai and plagarism#and i was expecting a firmly anti-ai stance#cause yk. english class. writing.#and also schools are usually anti ai (at least from what iv experienced)#instead what i got told was that generative ai is alright to use so long as the teacher gives you permission and you cite it as a source#like???? no??????? its still not ethical to use????#youre an english teacher writing and literature is literally your whole thing how are you okay with generative ai?????#i was sitting there fuming the whole time#like i wrote out an entire paragraph explaining that generative ai is NOT in fact okay to use#yk on account of it stealing from writers and artists#and also being HORRIBLE for the environment#but i didnt get the chance to say that because the teacher didnt even open the discussion of the ethics of ai in general#just about what it was and what makes it constitute as plagiarism#which i find to be incredibly ironic given that ai literally plagiarises everything#ALSO WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LETTING STUDENTS USE AI#SO LONG AS THEYRE “GIVEN PERMISSION” AND “CITE” IT LIKE ITS NOT THEIR WORK DOESNT MATTER IF THEY CITE IT OR NOT#ITS NOT THE SAME AS JUST GETTING SOURCES LIKE FOR A RESEARCH ESSAY#ITS STEALING#HOW THE FUCK IS THAT FAIR TO THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY PUT IN THE EFFORT????#anti ai#fuck ai#stop ai#fuck ai everything#i hate ai
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got a 15/15 on my first dracula paper
#all the assignments in my class are leading up to a big. assignemnt. henceforth first. but i was so worried i was doing it wronggggg#even though on reread i accidentally wrote emphasized instead of empathized.......... no notes on that its literally fine
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sorry for posting a thing from art class but does anybody like the first page of the book for my project

#my doodles#sorry for bad picture i spend all my time in a dark room and im not used to putting the lights on#this isnt what i usually post but i think this is the best page i have from my art class project so far#sorry for posting something way different than usual but also im not really sorry at all because its my blog and i do what i want#however im like halfway with a new silly animation so maybe expect silly stuff again soon! im just busy with school#i do not like GCSEs#by the way. sorry about the smudged pen. that was an accident#luckily nobody actually reads the writing on this kinda stuff#there was this one time i wrote a joke poem on an assignment for art class instead of doing annotations and nobody cared#now im writing car seat headrest lyrics and copying out wikipefia articles instead of doing annotations#(i never know what to put for annotations)
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"And then I said, 'Orange pith? Sounds like he's dehydrated!' Ohohohohohoho!"
The people standing around you laugh at his joke. You stare down into your glass of champagne. You begin to wonder if this gala fundraiser will ever end. How long have you been here? 2 hours? A day? A month? You've stopped counting. You're not even sure what the fundraiser is for anymore. You finally let a question surface. A question you've been pushing down for an unknowable amount of time.
Is this hell?
You walk to the next group of formal attire wrapped around ghoulishly pale, unaturally smooth skin. A man starts a joke: "Yeah, so I went to go visit my friend..."
#i literally have no idea what this is#i was just compelled to write it instead of doing my assignment#is this horror?#is this meme?#idunno#shit wait i think i just wrote edgy fanfiction for the friendful visiter
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my anthropology teacher is working on his dissertation for his doctorate or whatever so he's kinda behind on grading which MAKES SENSE and IS REASONABLE but its also like. mannnnnn i really want to know my grade on these things though. more than that (bc i know im getting a 100) i want to hear YOUR thoughts… please…
#because i always get 100s his feedback is normally a response to the things ive written down instead of a 'do this for next time' and i love#reading them because we agree on the same things so its an ego boost. and i so desperatly need to read his feedback on this recent essay#i wrote so i can stomach the rsd i got just from seeing that i got an 80 on one of his assignments LMAO <-getting an 80 stressed me out#so badly i havent been able to look at the feedback beyond the initial 'look at the feed back to see what to improve for next assingment'#comment and Glancing and seeing 1 million annotations on the submission#and i have him for 2 different classes so its double fucked...#posting
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had an idea for part two of “what if you were a PARAMEDIC in HOLBY and you didn’t have a HOUSE or a FAMILY and this guy from MANCHESTER wouldn’t leave you ALONE?!?” but i swore i would write and edit at least one paragraph of an essay today……….
#okay technically technically i am like three days ahead of where i was at last time i had an assignment of the same length#and i wrote that with enough time to submit it a whole day before the deadline#so…… technically technically if i wrote like two more sentences today then i could justify spending the afternoon making a vid instead#but also next week i have my group presentation on thursday and a group practice on tuesday#and i MIGHT manage to write on thursday while watching everyone else’s presentations#but tuesday is realistically wiped out#hmmm#but then….. tomorrow and sunday makes up for that#but i wont want to write on sunday#these tags are just me rationalising out loud#i am going to do a practice of my part of the presentation#and i am going to make myself write until i get frustrated#and then. sad paramedics
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maybe im maturing #took my medication and didn't freak it
#so do i just have an unrelated anxiety problem (yes) because tell me why i took my stimulants on an empty stomach and not much sleep and#instead of freaking out even worse i actually feel more calm and regulated than i have for days and i can think straight#i had a rational thought earlier!!!!!!#wrote 1/5th of this stupid assignment and bravely walked down scary hallway to check which teacher i should go to for my issue im having#STILL dont know but at lunch ill hunt down my form teacher who i dont expect to know the answer and then if that fails i go to coordinator#or the lovely assistant principal#i know she could tell me immediately but i dont want to overburden her and its not really in her job description
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you know how style makes a confession in ep6:
but then it turns out fadel was already well aware of what style was confessing to:
and after the truth is out, style is also very stressed about fadel's reaction and whether he's gonna be angry or not:
but fadel isn't angry at all:
and now at the end of the episode we're left with fadel learning something about style...

but the thing is, style doesn't know what fadel now knows!! style still has a confession to make about how he knows that fadel kills people. and so i'm wondering if we'll ever get a parallel scene to the confession scene at the rock pub where style tells fadel "i know you're a hitman" and fadel tells style "i know that you know". and i wonder if when the time comes, the writers will flip it and have fadel be angry then or if the "why would i be mad?" from the rock pub is foreshadowing for how fadel will react when the time comes. that when fadel listens to style's confession about having been aware of the truth fadel won't be angry, because we know his reaction in the immediate aftermath of hearing the news wasn't actually anger:
and IF the scene at the rock pub really was foreshadowing that fadel's reaction is NOT gonna be anger when style finally opens up about how much he already knew, then well, there is more that we can learn from the conversation about the rock pub. because apart from "why would i be mad? i already knew that", fadel also says:
style was keeping the truth from fadel, a truth fadel was already aware of and when style finally confesses to the truth, fadel isn't mad, but there will still be a punishment, there will still be consequences. so that makes me wonder... what are the consequences gonna be for style knowing the truth about fadel's hitman identity? what is the punishment going to be?
at the rock pub, the punishment is:
style followed fadel into the heavy metal world even though he himself isn't a heavy metal fan and the consequences are that he has to put on make-up to blend in
and i wonder if style will follow fadel into the hitman world even though he himself isn't a hitman and i wonder if as a consequence style will end up killing someone
i'm still haunted by this pic that dunk posted on the last day of shooting:

(edit: @lavenderrlilac pointed out in the replies that the murder husband pic could be from the painball scenes, and while that is highly likely, it still doesn't cancel out the whole thing about "the punishment for keeping the truth is that you have to blend in into my world" 🫣🫣🫣)
#lmao what if that murder husband pic is actually firstkhao not joongdunk#ANYWAY.#the heart killers#fadelstyle#stylefadel#thk ep6#thk spec#adrm#thk#the way i'm so hella thrilled to find out where the story will be going is unreal#i wrote this instead of practicing the violin for my lesson on thursday or doing my uni assignment that is due on wednesday rip
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sighhhhh i want to draw but i need to lock the fuck in and get stuff done
#shouting into the void#wrote an essay for a different class yesterday instead of getting my reading done so now i gotta do that and a writing assignment today#i wanna drawwwwwe#i have ideassssss#let me goooooooo
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So I work at a tool store, right? In the South. I'm mostly at register so I get to talk to all of the customers. Something that caught my attention recently is the confidence of folks to express violence after Trump's win. I was lucky enough to be off the days following the election but I was back to work that Friday.
I remember a customer coming up with a socket set that was missing a few pieces, and we had a bit of conversation. Theft is fairly common at my store, much like it is throughout all of retail. I mentioned this, and how it was especially common for this type of item. His response was, "Those people need the crap beat out of them." Honestly, I'm not sure if this man's casual call for violence was a result of the election or a consequence of being in the South, but it struck me as unusual. I didn't really have a response for him, so I just checked him out and he left. I've had a few other customers come up and talk about the election results, but that one stuck out to me.
I've seen so many people online pleading for their friends and their community to just survive and to keep living. I've had conversations with my friends who are afraid to ask who their parents voted for out of fear of knowing that they voted against everything they believe in. One of my friends has diabetes and she's worried that she'll be able to keep getting her medication after this.
I honestly don't know the most about this stuff, but what I can see is on one side people are pleading for their lives, and the other is calling for violence.
#rant#vent#I wrote this instead of doing my homework#I have an assignment due in thirty minutes#oh well#us politics#2024 election#I'm in a position of privilege and I know I'll be okay#but I'm worried for my friends#I'm worried for my community#I don't post a lot and this is completely outside of what I normally share#but I felt that I had to share this somewhere
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New header!!!!
Finally stopped procrastinating my art assignments and after finishing the first one, which was a moodboard, I realized I could use it as a header xD
#technically it was supposed to be a moodboard of our own videogame idea#but I've been stuck for so long that I'm gonna make all the assignments about orv because it brings me comfort and motivates me#so I can actually do it instead of second guessing myself and hating my choices every second lol#we also had to turn in a plot and I wrote the premise in Spanish and then had to switch to English because Spanish wasn't working#(Spanish is my first language xD)#the plot ended up as an orv au except I had to change the names of the characters cause fancontent is a bit of a gray area in the class xD#which is part of why I didn't try to make it just about orv from the start#but my ocs make me very nervous and are not motivating#orv#nelkey's stuff
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I....might do that people are intimidating
#the anon returns to their designated post. Have you heard of me xD there was lore for a while.
#the anon talks in third person like a winner.
Youre super cool
So so consider race teasing jack (in a nice way) for the fondness written all over his face when he talks to davey
Oh yeah for sure. Lowkey might write a drabble or so about that. Actually...
Teehee
#*slips and drops this*#i wrote this instead of doing my government assignment#does this count as a drabble if its almost 2000 words?#idk#i honestly don't know where this came from#newsies#david jacobs#jack kelly#javey
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Basically haven't done anything university-related for over a year since I took/was pressured into a leave; finally checked my school email today and briefly looked at the 'return from leave' requirements and immediately felt all the stress return and ruined my mood for the rest of the week :/
#complaining instead of doing my work#I fully admit it's personally irresponsible of me to neglect everything for so long#but every time I think about school my mind just fills with all the complaints I've ever heard or read from teachers/instructors#about how students who do things like this are all lazy/incapable of motivation/deeply frustrating and can't be helped#there's one side of me that thinks 'if you as a teacher take it very personally that I'm screwing up -my- life then that's your problem'#but another side of me that defaults to accepting others' preferences without justification and feels really bad about screwing things up#and then I end up doing nothing at all because even thinking about it makes me feel bad. which is obviously very helpful and productive#also doesn't help that my assigned point of contact at the university support services is like. nice but very patronising.#kind of treats me like a child. speaks (in my admittedly questionable judgement) too personally instead of keeping professional distance.#assumes that I have a good relationship with my family. etc.#logically I know I should just write him an email anyway and ask for next steps to either drop out officially or return#but emotionally I would rather do just about anything else#edit: I wrote the email and spent an incredibly embarrassing amount of time revising the wording to be precise and appropriate#and the recipient replied with one sentence with a spelling mistake. lol
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