No because Zenos encapsulates the charm of enemies to lovers so perfectly I physically CANNOT bc like-
Everyone else loves WoL for their bravery, for their kindness and courage; but not Zenos. He loves them for the ugly parts. For the blood, the yelling, the catharsis of it all. Like isn’t that so romantic??? People’s admiration is a fickle thing but he loves WoL for the absolute worst of them. There is quite literally nothing WoL can do to make him stop loving them
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I hope soon I can find my love (and TIME) for art again. I see drawings I love and it almost fills me with more Dread than inspiration? Like I’m really grieving the time i used to have to really immerse myself in the process. Now my time feels so fleeting. I try to draw and nothing comes out right. I really feel myself burning out like a smelly candle and it’s bumming me out OTL
I’m trying to let things simply be, during this break I can try other creative activities, or even just soak in the environments of video games I like and think about things I’d like to make when I’m able. Even if I never draw again, there is still so much about the world to love.
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the person who got mad at someone using their post to call a football player pretty - saying that they’re creepy for doing ?? omegaverse??? to real people, calling them a creep and saying they need to get laid, etc - then proceeding to reblog horny art of “traps” not even ten minutes later. a lack of self awareness you cannot make up!!!
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right I’m blocking all trop tags from now and I genuinely don’t know when I’ll get the chance to watch the first episode so I will check back in and scream with you all as soon as I can
have fun everyone who gets to watch it tomorrow!
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i don’t mean this to sound homophobic or whatever but some queer people literally cannot conceptualize that they actively look down on things they consider “basic” or “straight” with an insane level of contempt no matter how much they say they support everyone and everything. like. if i tell you i love riverdale because it’s campy and fun and you give me that look of disgust because you perceive riverdale as some basic lame straight people show. that’s not very like. nice. and then you refuse to hear me out in my show’s defense… and you just wave me off with a “whatever like whatever you like” but you’re still looking at me like i’ve just ordered a pumpkin spice latte while wearing ugg boots and listening to taylor swift. like at a certain point when will you admit you’re not actually very nice about people’s interests that don’t align with yours.
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I’ve just started taking an online organic chemistry class through a different university to free up some time for more interesting classes during my next fall semester and the professor “teaching” this class is literally dumb as a box of rocks like I’m genuinely amazed that anyone could be so bad at teaching like you’d think this guy had never even spoken to another adult in his life let alone taught a class. I could teach this class better than him in my sleep and I fucking hate chemistry
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I say I was gonna use tumblr more then went MIA for a few days-albeit I’ve also been less active on my twit lol-so time for an oddly specific meg ramble once more!
So recently I’ve been playing Persona 3-not the remake, would love too but 70 is too much even if on game pass I can get it cheaper, I just hardly use my xbox even if I should more so I forgot that’s a option💀 so I settle with portable on switch-and it’s a game I knew for a long time I was gonna eventually play. I really like it! However I’m oddly *not* deeply hyperfixating on persona as a whole despite the fact I’ve spent the last two days playing the game hours on end. It’s like I will probably play the others but it’s not a strong desire and I can’t pinpoint why exactly.
I’ve always had such a weird inverse to popular things I’m into, where I’ll mention them once off handily but never in full even if I really like it which also in turn causes me not to hyperfixate on them a lot. I know with autism you can have causal interests but I know people who frequently swap interests, and while I’m more of a case of “getter is most of my fucking brain but I’ll have a second interest that I’ll swap out” I find it odd how it works for me. I can’t tell if it’s just because it’s not clicking fully since I’m not a rpg person really and I did get burnt out-but I also MARATHONED the game so it’s kinda my fault-so I don’t feel inclined to immediately go to persona 4 after this or something or if it’s really because my brain fixates on way more niche things.
Like brain sees popular thing and finds it good? Normal response. Brain sees EXTREMELY niche thing? Hyperfixating IMMEDIATELY.
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have been having wild bouts of self doubting and generally not too great self esteem related depression ideas I GUESS i could call them that. feels like it. i could complain but i am focusing on this little
this . little lps of my girlfriends fursona. Kind of a beast to my eyes.
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