#I’m going next Saturday
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Attention span so short the Louvre fears me
#Karma in Paris#currently not in Paris but it still counts#according to a guide if you take 3 seconds on ever piece at the Louvre you’d be there for 9 days#I’m going next Saturday#hopefully
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Is it that time of year again, already? 🎂🎈🎁
Birthday Data 2020
Birthday Data 2021
Birthday Data 2022
Birthday Data 2023
#star trek#star trek tng#tng#star trek the next generation#the next generation#data soong#star trek data#birthday data#I can’t believe this is the fifth year of Birthday Data!#I also can’t believe I’m going to be 20 years old on Saturday 😭💛✨
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Page 15, for the second time! Apologies to those that saw the version I posted last night with the typo. My days lately have been busy, so sometimes I feel a bit brain foggy. A couple of people left comments on either here or Twitter and it killed me to delete everything. ;_;
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#skylldraws#i’m still counting this as part of my holiday streak#i posted on Mother’s Day and the day before Memorial Day#then I posted this originally on father’s day only to take it down and post on Juneteenth#The holidays might be part of why I’m feeling so exhausted lately#i end up having to visit family which is draining because i have to be on guard the whole time#but!!#next week i have some days off#hubby and i are going away and I’m hoping I’ll be able to rejuvenate#cause right now my motivation is low#some nights i get to the point where i can finally sit down and relax and all i have the energy to do is stare at the wall lolol#or watch tv#i recently started watching Nana for the first time#anyway I’ve babbled enough#we bought a new mattress and it’s tall so i need to go set up a ramp so my tiny dog can get into bed on his own#happy pride everyone#I watched To Wong Foo for the first time the other week and adored it#also went to a drag show Saturday and it was great#okay I’ll shut up now#here are the obligatory tags#tododeku#tddk#tdiz#todoizu#bnha#bnha comic#tddk comic#tddk fanart#todoroki x midoriya#todoroki x deku
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that’s it. i’m buying a misha autograph for this weekend
#i’ve been ruminating over it since he was announced#i won’t see him again till next may so i’m going to make the#most of this con (plus i have two photos at 10am on saturday and nothing else planned so idk what i’m going to do all day#)#now i need something for him to sign.#i am so irresponsible with money but only when it comes to misha collins
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rage is a ✨way of life✨
#found out that i successfully angered someone by not showing up to work on saturday lmaoooooo#and im just like… gOOOOOOD. BE MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!#mans has no room to be mad anyway. it’s his fault i had to ot for 7 hours to cover his work for him in the first place soooooooo#a nd he’s getting demoted next year and im ahauxucjsjjsjsjsjxjdhss#in other news im kinda annoyed by my mother’s (unfortunate) pressuring of me to go to the upcoming family christmas gathering :(#like no way manssssss i haven’t seen the extended fam since my grandma’s funeral and i’d like to keep it that way thanks~~~~~~~~#and a c h r i s t m a s gathering of all places… m a n. im half expecting them to drag everyone to church to end off the gathering…#i wouldn’t put it past the hosting aunt to do that ngl. she had tricked me into attending a church service in the past and all…#like. man. there’s this local mall that has a similar name to said church service…#so ofc it’s normal to assume that said mall is what she was referring to when she said ‘let’s go to [insert name]!’ with no context right???#and uggshdhdjjsjsjdjs i don’t wanna be introduced to my cousins’ kids as ‘auntie [insert nickname i hate]’ bc that’s lame#and m a n. i definitely don’t wanna interact with my cousins’ kids. i either don’t know or can’t pronounce (or both) their names#i only remember the oldest one’s name (bc he has a stereotypical frat boy name) and the one who’s named after a ninja turtle#but none of the rest. i think some of them have names from my cousins’ spouses’ home countries? dk about the others though#i’m 80% sure one of the girls was named something like ‘triceratops’ but that doesn’t seem right…#being named after a dinosaur sounds cool though… or any prehistoric creature really#if i could choose my own name i’d like it to be ‘coelacanth’#just so i can say ‘i coelacan’t do it!!!!!’ if someone asked me to do something i don’t wanna do. the pun potentials are endless mans#huh. wow… i started this off with a mad coworker and ended it by turning into a coelacanth… how did we get here anyway…?#oh wells no one reads the tags anyway uehxudjdjdjsjsjss my secrets are ✨safe✨
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I love when I read a book *after* seeing an adaptation and it gives me a new appreciation for the adaptation. Season one of The Expanse follows the plot and major scenes of Leviathan Wakes remarkably closely, and the characters are exactly the same. I’m replaying scenes from the show in my mind. Conversations that weren’t in the show still read in the actors’ voices. I swear I recognized some dialogue. And the changes I did notice (such as where Miller finds Julie Mao in the end, and how the dead man’s switch comes in) made complete sense in smoothing over the transition from page to screen. Fuck Amazon and all that, but the writers and showrunnners of that show should be lauded for their attention and dedication to the source material.
I’m interested to see how that holds up in the rest of the series. I know that the actor playing Alex Kamal left the show for reasons unrelated to the character’s original arc, and I think I know that the books go on longer than the show, so I have a feeling eventually the two will split, but I’m hoping to meet a few more favorite characters before that happens :)
(other books I've read this year)
#mine#personal#the expanse#leviathan wakes#my book log#<<<I said in another post I would make a point of talking about books I read on here#needed a tag for that. might change if I think of something better lol#I put holds on the next two in the series at the library#it’s probably too much to hope that the next one is on hand at my branch and will be ready for pickup Saturday morning before work#but I’m crossing my fingers for it#I’m gonna be honest I understand less of the belter dialect than I was hoping for#in the show it had a lot of what probably was French creole?#and I took French for a long time so I could sometimes recognize sort of the root of enough words to pick it out#which was very fun for me#but there’s more going on in the book. more languages mixed in and also idioms and stuff#and also less of it spoken that we see so fewer chances for me to happen to decide something#and I’m not actually very good at languages lol so it’s not like I’m going to pick it up#but it’s fun to pretend#2023 reading list
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GUYS IM CRYING
i’m just watching a tim buckley recording of a performance of ‘dolphins’ and i wondered abt the lyric “sometimes i think about saturdays child” so i searched it and i knew it was from an old poem and the poems called mondays child and in it saturdays child works hard for a living, so then i obviously wondered what day i was born on…
IT WAS A SATURDAY
#i will be unreachable for the next 10-134 business days#i’m completely fine i swear#tim buckley is not a new obsession i swear#i can’t believe he wrote a song about me /j#tim buckley#dolphins#mondays child#saturdays child#IM GOING INSANE
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I have loved all the comments I’ve gotten on my post season three fic (like you don’t even know how much I have reread all of those bad boys they give me oxygen), but by far one of the most gratifying ones I’ve gotten has been:
“you made that last episode seem so much more reasonable”
THAT WAS THE GOAL
#laughing crying thank you so much whoever you are#achievement unlocked#this was my AGONY#the amount of notes I made the rewrites the editing#most of them centered around the question ‘but is this consistent?’#‘does it flow?’#‘have I given the characters a satisfying amount of internal consistency linking the events as they happen to the growth they have made?’#‘DOES IT ALL MAKE SENSE YET’#‘Roy relapsed’ even relapses have a progression. they tend to happen for a reason#also#why is there a cut on Roy’s head the night of their final practice but not even a scratch on game day?!#how does Rebecca go from ‘should I sell the club’ to ‘I sold half the club’ in a matter of days#why does Roy say ‘we have city on Saturday’ when the match is in fact the day after next#anyways#I have been biting my tongue the entire time I spent writing that chapter and now that I don’t have to anymore?#I’m definitely definitely gonna be talking about it#fic: oh god you’re gonna get it (you have not been given love)#self indulgent blogging about my own fic
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#I think I’ve decided to book myself a 90 minute massage for Saturday to celebrate being done with the internship match process#(I’ve never had a massage before and I have chronic pain/anxiety so it’s very exciting!)#and I’m a little nervous because there’s only one slot available for the next two weeks#so I want to book it now#but I won’t know if I matched or not until Friday at 9am#and if I don’t match I might not have the time or be in the right mood to do a massage#the place has a 24 hour cancellation policy and the appt would be at noon though#so I would be able to cancel before that#I just also would feel slightly guilty holding that appt time if it ends up I can’t go#but what are the real odds of someone looking to book during the now-9am Friday window#probably not high#mmmmm okay maybe I just should do it
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BTW!!! LONAN BIRTHDAY PARTY LIVE NEXT WEEK ON YOUTUBE!!!!! I WILL BE BACK WITH DETAILS!!! MOST LIKELY FRIDAY THE 8TH!!!! BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!!!!
#it’s only fair I did one for Harrison lol#his bday is the 9th but I don’t feel like doing it Saturday HAHHAA#BUT MARK UR CALENDARS#if I never follow up on this someone remind me I’m going to FORGETTTT#last important calendar date in the rachel literary universe 🥹 next one isn’t till February??? if we count the start of feeding habits lmao#on this day in February 2006 lonan was driven into a lake etc#otherwise April for reeve’s bday!!!!!#THO WE CAN CELEBRATE BODY BACK DAY!!! which is probably around the time Lonan was driven into a lake
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just me life updating about moving and other ramblings in the tags lmao
#self obs#not snz#this shit is so stressful what the fuck?????#i also have a million projects due on sunday that i’ve barely started so saturday i move sunday i library#i am so happy to get out of my current living situation cause the people i live with couldn’t give two shits about me#it’s giving my childhood lmao🧍♀️#also i got diagnosed with pcos this week and am going to be starting meds for it next week so if anyone has any suggestions lmk#i heard back about my research and i got accepted so im super excited about that!!!!!#anyways my life is all over the place right now but hopefully after this weekend i’ll be on the up?#all my finals are in the next two weeks so i’m just so stressed#i can’t wait to eat a real meal i’ve been living off of energy drinks this week like 800mg of caffeine plus my adderall#yeah my doctor is very concerned about my heart but like fuck it we ball#anyways i’m stressed so i took a few shots lmao i hope you all are well#hopefully i’ll be more active and posting snz stuff soon#TELL ME WHY I FORGOT ABOUT MY OCS lmao i’ll write for them soon i promise#ok goodnight i need to pack more
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i was really planning on going to work after just having a shower and getting changed. i forgot that i had to eat as well until i woke up feeling so hungry that it hurt 😔
#i had so much food and it was really good only 12 houra ago#i just realised i’m going to have to wake up at 8am everyday till next saturday 😭
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A very sparkly octopus to improve your day
#sewing#handmade#plushie#octopus#octopus plushie#the underside is orange dot minky#I just forgot to take a picture of it yesterday#and I don’t have the same weirdly dramatic oncoming thunderstorm lighting today lol#well. maybe this afternoon I will? we’ll find out#I think this brings my current total of octopus plushies to five if I’m remembering correctly#but three are going to a friend next time I get to the post office (Saturday at the latest)
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as usual i am up late into the night planning my future when i should be: getting a good nights sleep so that i even have a future!!
#i have work in seven and a half hours. so i should really be getting to bed#BUT i officially made my final definitive degree plan!!!! i mean not the actual classes but all the requirements i have to meet and how!!#(in order to earn: history and information science double major. with certificates in material culture and classics)#and i’m genuinely excited for every single class i have to take except for human-computer interaction#just cause i know it’s gonna get overly technical in ways that won’t quite apply to my future#anyway every single other thing i’m gonna do is very cool and exciting. so everything is good really#but i should be sleeping. and i’m not. as usual 🤧#idk wish me luck!!!! i’m so hyped about my degree plan though#i’ll go into more detail another time. i’m very excited#ANYWAY goodnight!!!! can’t be so busy planning my future in library science that i DONT GO TO MY SHELVING JOB#kind of important to actually go to work for the library that employs me….#and then i might go see a first-printing roget’s thesaurus!!!! or i’ll sleep. we’ll see#followed by lunch with GUY WHO IS THE WORST KILL HIM WITH HAMMERS#(there is nothing really wrong with me he just keeps kind of being mean to me and also expecting me to fall in love with him. but like#extremely passively and not manipulatively it’s just like. hey buddy you’re doing this friendship wrong….)#anyway then i have a class and after that i have an hour to rest. and then a phone call and then a lot of homework#(ten page paper draft due in a week and a half!! so it’s time to start writing the actual body of it)#and then i sleep for a LONG time and then work again on saturday. and then sleepover with somebody i have a crush on??#and then be normal all day on sunday and do a little more paper writing. and programming homework. and whatever else#and then keep up with the slog for three weeks!!!! and all of a sudden it’s summer!!!!#projects left this year: material culture paper (entirely unstarted. but may research the thesaurus and just win!!!!)#history project (draft due the monday after next and real paper due a week after classes end)#one more programming assignment where i adapt my recipe doubler project (probably. it’s getting stupid at this point but it’s what i got!!)#and a programming test in two weeks and then the final a week after that. then no more programming#and then i just have my weekly latin tests and a latin final on may 5th. and then EVERYTHING IS DONE#ok i got this. sorry for walking through my schedule in the tags it’s how i remember what’s real#can’t believe my fucking partner just kind of walked out on me there hello???? like. we should be powering through finals together#but i’m genuinely better off without him so i guess it’s just whatever. trash took itself out or something??#anyway. i’m so regular. and i have work in the morning. and i’m going to sleep#thank you world. goodnight
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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I got to see the beskar man today. Yes, I did cry over meeting a character at Disney I was just so excited
#ty rambles#the mandalorian#disney world#din djarin#I’m going to find him again tomorrow#and Saturday#maybe Sunday#hell I might go before work every day next week#I love being able to go to Disney whenever I want. childhood dream
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