#I’m sure someone already said this but wtvr

[acediaedeus]

I like the thought of Ichigo’s uncertainty about where he and Grimmjow now stand after TYBW.

he’s just wallowing in confusion, bc “what did it all mean??”. he doesn’t understand whether they’re allies now, or was it just temporary? could they become friends? are they going to have all those fights he promised Grimmjow? and Grimmjow is anything BUT confused, at least about the relationship he has with Kurosaki.

so in true asshole cat nature he hisses and scratches, he shouts and growls, but at the same time he follows Ichigo around whenever and wherever he sees him, he inches closer when they sit in Urahara’s shop, he’s even more tactile inside a fight and right after one, sometimes even with no fight at all. but, because he’s, as was previously mentioned, an asshole cat, an especially prideful one at that, he does it all while spitting venom left and right, what seems like seconds away from scratching Kurosaki’s eyes out.

Grimmjow finds his own behaviour embarrassing, bc “oh my god, I’m so obvious I might as well roll over in his lap and show my belly”. all the while Ichigo is a big orange question mark going “why does he hate me still?? :((“

everyone is exasperated, Urahara is on the brink of caving and meddling, but Yoruichi forbids him from doing so, because it’s hilarious to her.

one time Grimmjow was so uncharacteristically (in Ichigo’s opinion) peaceful and nice, nice to HIM(!!!!), that Ichigo pulls Urahara aside to ask if the arrancar has split personalities. Urahara just kind of stands there at first, then turns around without words and goes for a bottle of his strongest sake.

[udon-udon]

whenever i see couples irl or in like videos or wtvr i always wonder like “what’s it like to feel so comfortable with someone and be in love with someone and to think that you’d be with them forever” and like damn idk if its cause i’ve put my walls waaaaayy too high the past few years but like..... idk if i can ever feel or understand that for the time being and idk if can ever anymore honestly;;;; 

i think a lot of it has to do with my own self esteem and self consciousness??? it’s like oh i’m xyz people are not gonna like that, no one will like me etc etc. Like sure I can IMAGINE what that feels like but in reality can i actually feel that about someone? idk man. im sure it’s just that that right person hasn’t come around yet and/or maybe i need to let things go for real even though i’ve said i’ve let them go already but in reality maybe i havent, and because of that my walls have become waaaaay too high for my own good cause past trauma hahahaa :zany_face:  

but anyway im honestly ok with being single my entire life though so (i swear im never a team player no matter how many times i write it on my resume haha oops) but it’d be nice to maybe experience a relationship at least???

[losing-victor]

I'm so lazy to actually write this but imagine like this Solangelo AU where Cecil drags Will to this bar to pick up "sugar daddies" or basically rich people because they're desperate??

They're not gonna do anything explicit just plain stupid. Will is like, an undergrad med student and has pretty high grades, he just doesn't have much money for food and shit so yeah, they get desperate.

But then Will gets guilty, because "man I can't use people for money" and then he runs out, leaving Cecil because he lost him somewhere in the crowd or something wtvr.

And then enter Nico Di Angelo.

Nico knows the kind of persons that enter a bar and look like they barely had any nutrition in their body except instant noodles (which was rich coming from him, but that's because he actually chooses to eat unhealthily) — so basically, college students.

He's not one to judge really, if he did, he wouldn't have met Reyna. Reyna was one of those kind and her reason? Got kicked out simply because she liked a girl. Nico knew upon background check that her family was wealthy, so he approached her and struck a deal.

They found friendship and Reyna found her freedom and stability. To this day, even without his help, she and him are great friends.

But he finds no use to go back to this place again, until of course—

"Somehow," Reyna had once said, "You have a knack for running into good people,"

"So are you saying I should go back to the bar," He deadpans.

"Well, I didn't say a specific location," Reyna says amused.

"You're the only person I actually met and got to know, the others forced their way into my life." Nico rolls his eyes when he hears a shout from the distance.

And so, inevitably, that conversation led to him here. He hung back, not actively looking. Nico's starting to think it's a bad idea. But just when he's starting to head out, a blond guy barrels straight into him.

He scowls in reflex, the guy looks at him with horror and his features make him look as if he just kicked a puppy. His scowl deepens as he grunts,

"I'm fine," He waves a hand,

"Oh my gods, I'm so sorry," Blue eyes flickered down to his side, as if assessing his state. "Are you okay?"

(It was either that or he was checking Nico's worth, and trust him, he didn't make an active effort either to look rich.)

Nico straightens his stance and quirks an eyebrow, "Are you okay?" For good measure, he look behind the boy to see if there was a creepy guy chasing after him (Nico has seen it too many times to happen, and frankly, it was disgusting.)

The blond chuckled, laughing nervously as he scratches the back of his nape, "I'm fine, just looking for an easier way out."

"You found someone already?" Nico is intrigued, it's not everyday that a college student already finds someone willing finance him this early into the evening.

Usually it takes more alcohol to pursuade the other men.

But then again, the blond was...okay-looking. And okay, his fashion sense might as well be worse as Nico's with a flannel thrown over a shirt and khaki shorts worn to a bar but his features could pass for a god. (And the eyes—)For some reason, that thought made him flush.

"Er, not exactly," Blue, they're not ocean blue nor sky blue like Jason's or Thalia's but they're blue like–like gems, Topaz to be exact. "I went in here confident," The blond cringed at that and continued, "And came out guilty." Sighing, "As desperate as I am, money–it's money." He gestures vaguely with his hands.

"I'm not sure I follow." Nico thinks that if someone has more than they need, it wouldn't hurt to give help.

Sighing again, the other boy smiles, "I suppose you wouldn't, you're still here I mean." Blond cocks his head, "So, you found anyone yet?"

Nico is stunned.

Blond thinks he's a college student. Reyna would laugh at him if she heard this story. Well okay, he is a college student but isn't here for the same reasons as this guy.

He's not broke.

"Sorry," The other apologizes for some reason Nico can't figure out. "You're not obligated to answer. Anyway, uh, I'm gonna run?"

"And eat at a convenience store?" Nico can't help but quip.

Blond laughs, "Yeah, probably."

"You're passing up an opportunity to go out and eat in a 5-star restaurant you know."

Nico watches the guy faux think, crossing his arms dramatically as he nods, "Yeah I think I could handle that, could you?"

There was a pause.

The other's blue eyes widened as if he was on a brink of panic reassurance.

"That's not what I meant–you must have your reasons for coming here and I'm not gonna take the opportunity away—

Nico lets out a long insufferable sigh which shuts up the blond. He gives him a look. He turns and calls out,

"Come on, sunshine."

For some reason, he feels as if the blond was grinning behind him, positively beaming as they went to eat MSG at a dingy 7-11.

"I'm Will, by the way."

"Nico," He doesn't notice his own smile.

(His blond hair wasn't that of the color of hay or sand. Not like Jason or that asshole Octavian, another boy born into a rich legacy. This guy's hair was bright, but not enough to rival his smile. His hair looked a little platinum, but still blonde if you looked hard enough. It was like the sun.)

So yeah Will looking for a sugar daddy, finds a Nico instead who he thinks is a broke college student as well and they eat at 711, his treat (his wallet cries) just because he feels the need to take care of the other and because he's inherently good like that. Nico is so fucking amused that he tries to drop subtle hints for Will to pick up on as they progress into friendship but the boy never gets it. Someday, he does reveal it and then like Will finds out about Reyna (cue angst and misunderstandings). A tired Nico tries to subtly drop hints also that he likes Will but Will never gets it. Nico doesn't have the courage to say it, not yet and then HE finds out the actual reason for the need for money (Will is one year away from graduating, works himself to the bones and Nico just—never knew, and the blond thinks of dropping out.) Nico was like NOPE, and this is fucking slowburn. I will never write this but you will pry this plot from my cold and dead hands.

Edit: If I do write this would it be worth it KAJSHDHABHDJAAJJAM?!?@,@?@MAJDJAKAKSKSKSKSKSKSKAKAKSKA

Edit #2: IM WRITING IT AND ILL TAG EVERYONE WHO WANTS TO BE TAGGED WHEN I DO POST IT!! JUST LMK

[smallestclowninthecircus]

Season 4 notes

Ep 121: mmmm tape recorder turning on without them knowing goes brrr. AAAhjhdsjfhjdf "do you mind if i call you jon" its like "can i call you elias?" is this the dream guy with the tendrils? who wants to bet the boat is captained by peter lukas? big man if it killed yall how are you still here. oh boy the tape is doin that thing. who do we think it is? did he wake up? hmm. ep 122: lol jon. 6 months!?!? bruh quit movin big man. he just Knows things sometimes you know how it is. nah b/c i can relate to feeling like other ppl/ things arent real, thats the biggest mood BUT i think it is kinda pretentious to entertain the idea that youre the only Real person. If you dont see a body dont believe it. i'll hold out hope for a bit. theres not a new archivist is there? surely i wouldve heard about that. oh god peter what changes did you make. ep 123: web development. hope its about spiders. she blames him. bruh why. if they hadnt done anything the world would've ended piss off melanie. why are ppl acting like he chose to be in a coma for 6 months. we know this they just appear. no longer "head archivist of the magnus institute, london" now he's just "the archivist" covered in spiders? cuz ik the spider has to do with controlling what youre doing and all this stuff but i cant think of how this connects to that. ep 124: ugh vertigo. is michael crew an old man? oooh. fairchild. how did he know it was martin? hmm. GRR I LOST MY NOTES AGAIN. FROM EPISODE 125 - part of 131. ep 131: bruh he's so hard to understand big man ur voice is so low. Jared Hotworth. the boneturner. "the ones i helped find their proper bodies" name a better top surgeon? our favorite trans ally? ep 132: woo field trip into the coffin! static lol. he says "chill out im just poppin in for a quick recall mission" is the rib thing actually gonna work? bruh it feels so odd and contrived but he's an odd man with some odd powers so idk. rip that archivist ayyy statement time. voices? recordings? are those tape recorders? was it the tape recorders? did they pull him back? i hope so b/c if the rib thing actually worked im gonna be so disappointed. ep 133: predicting the lonely? tundra. like the lukases. hmm. sanikova! like sanikov land. so its the hunt? i suppose? yeah. so daisy's clearly rejecting the hunt, which makes sense cuz she doesnt seem to like the entities that much. wait so are we just not gonna talk abt all the tapes playing on the ground?? no? ep 134: not an archival assistant anymore? Adelard Decker (or however you spell it) i recognize that name. 15th power. i was right there are 15. the extinction? im trying to remember what ive heard. oooh spooky. no i gotta be real i dont understand this fear but i'll believe you that its a thing. ew lukas is so squealy. lukas can turn invisible? oh boy. oooh martin put the tape recorders there. lol lukas is worried he's gonna be an avatar of the eye. ep 135: yoo its the third Daedalus statement! maxwell rayner (reiner? reigner?) i dont know who that is but ik its somebody. is he the cult leader guy? church of the divine host? 4 people?? what? did they kidnap somebody and keep them up there?? oh dear jon are you dying? did he try to See or Know or whatever? why does everyone call basira detective lol. ep 136: he was the one from the spider movie that ate ppl right? the special effects artist? is it annabelle cane? "its a joke jon" lol. hmm they wanted to record the therapy session with melanie? i wonder who that is. i almost wanna guess annabelle cane but im not sure. ep 137: this is the one! he went to the other place and read the war statement but it wasnt the one she took. not the music again. sounds like the slaughter. who the heck is eric lol. "the watcher's crown" like the crown of eyes we saw in the piccrew ep 138: oh boy Robert Smirk time. is that elias? as unhelpful as usual. if new powers can be "born" can others die out? did jonah magnus wear the watchers crown? maybe they were born from our fear or maybe our fears were born from them. ceaseless watcher does ceaselessly watch so. idk what you want

big man. yeah jonah for sure did something. ep 139: agnes!! lol that one dude threw off all their plans thats so funny. BUT this does tell us something. the tree in the backyard of the hilltop house? not made by her. it going down didnt kill agnes. im guessing gertrude tied agnes to the house using the tree? u good jon? cuz every time you try to Know smth intentionally it seems like it causes you great pain. how come he can do it accidentally with no problem but the second he wants to know smth of plot relevance he gets a headache or whatever ep 140: lol pagan exultation. classic. "oh thats my rib" lmaoo. ppl are always so mad at jon and his Eye powers except when it benefits them. they're like "oh you shouldnt do that its not right" and then all of a sudden they want to know something and its all "oh cmon jon its the only way" ep 142: oh god jon what did you do. its interesting she's giving her statement in the way that they do when jon Asks. did he see her in the Coffin? and so he's following her? ok cmon jon you're supposed to let them come to you. lmao ikr martin. "start to hear the blood" "suure." lmao ep 143: lol that awkward moment when gertrude is already dead. big J if you die im gonna kill you. bruh. ayo helen? i guess it worked? ep 144: lol this reminds me of that one edgar allan poe story where he kills the old dude with the weird eye. spooky music stuff. lol thats my favorite symptom of a heart attack its hilarious. so its smth abt the location probably? bro i feel like you should write down the numbers idk. 162830165049 564846474827. seems like the distortion? like the kinda thing that causes you to go crazy because of the numbers. oh boy is it the extinction again. bro what?? im?? his dad just died and he's like eh. martin dont be mean. he's being all lonely again. big man ur pushing ppl away. oh god its fucking squealy boy. ep 145: that almost sounds like breekon/hope... Arthur? agnes. aah was he from the lightless flame cult. a tree. lol he's just ranting rn. hehehe fuck landlords amirite. yay someone tells jon outright to go to therapy. now do it big man. ep 146: oh great! the distortion! i'm making a spiral themed building in mc right now! jon maybe accept you did a bad? nah this goes back to what i said before. they're fine with him compelling ppl when its convenient for them but otherwise its "no jon you cant, youre a monster jon" the tapes didnt turn on. i spose that means its not important? i agree with daisy, this seems unecessarily dangerous. ep 147: is that a tape? the first tape? well that went better than i expected tbh. BAHAKJASHDJKF she did the "can i call you jon" like nikola says "elias, can i call you elias?" damn annabelle is such a girlboss. oh! the one thing from the picrew. its been a while since ive connected smth to that. lol all the other avatars always talk abt their patron so lovingly and the jon just. absolutely hates the eye. ep 148: lol thats the most elias thing. "i just like the way it sounds" ep 149: did he disappear? bruhh. ur lonely powers are popping off i guess. oops i accidentally deleted my notes for 150 - 152 ep 153: thats the cult right? yeah. it doesnt sound like the church of the divine host? idk. if it is the church of the divine host then they worship the dark right? so is the eleventh the dark star or wtvr? it almost sounds like the corruption b/c of the oil or grease or whatever. oh dear what happened. oh its the hunters. theyre so annyoing. not an "it" he has a name. he's a person. is this a page from the skin book? ep 154: oh shit this is gerry's dad! oh shit he quit! oh dear god. jon don't you do it. haha martin. yeahhhh... is he gonna tell the others? cuz you know theyre gonna get mad if he doesnt. oh also picrew connection! the bandages over the eyes? yeah thats this im guessing. ep 155: oh good he told them. oh my god what did you do. lol i have no mouth and i must scream. nah you get none of my sympathy you're straight up murdering ppl. its like the desolation, destroying lives to sustain your own. ok but taking their statements doesnt

kill them. oh... bye melanie. ep 156: lmao imagine if the tape recorder spoke back. oh boy decker! i swear we got a statement from him already. oh god mirrors scary. They're gonna eat the body arent they. Yup... sounds like the flesh or the slaughter, but I'm not sure. Could be the extinction for sure. Smth at the center! Like Helen mentioned. God Peter you dick. Ep 157: peter's just so :/ another decker statement i see. a statement about the corruption? hmm. maybe its not abt the corruption. the extinction. lol pandemics. topical. John Amherst. helen? lol i can hear admiral purring in the background. oh cmon helen dont be like that. im trying real hard to like you but you make it so difficult. ep 158: did they fucking free the stranger? im gonna lose it. you absolute dumbass. im sorry who is that? jonah magnus? my guy. peter. you absolute dickhead. that's elias. (im p sure i had this spoiled for me that elias is jonah) oh dear this is her death. god peter you prick. i hope this is a pop off martin moment and not a "martin you idiot" moment. i hope the hunters kill the stranger entity. or she kills them. furry daisy pop off! yeah fuck you peter martin can make his own decisions. you know that clip from Twisted where jafar says "ok what the fuck was that" martin D: ok like i know its gonna work but still D: D: ep 159: peter you bitchboy. because if im alone i cant hurt anyone else. imnotgonnacryimnotgonnacryimnotgonnacry do it do it do it do it. pop off jon. ok its a pretty good idea for a ritual i gotta be honest. she didnt even have to blow it up lol. oh dear that was certainly a noise. "he gets you" did he not have jon already? he's back! our boy is back! awwww thats so cute. ep 160: oh right this is the thing in the safe house. i love him. "obviously im going to tell you if i see any good cows" martin my beloved <3 :)) oh boy who is this. fuckin. people. jonah you dick. gahh. you can tell he's trying to resist so hard lol. ohh. hehe keep an *eye* on him. altho if the extinction is a real thing he needs to be marked by that right? lol he sounds so intense im sorry- i want martin to just burst in and be like "look at this cow i saw!" its so dramatic and for why.

[honestdreams]

A Little Push | Peter Kavinsky

Request: could i pls have peter k x reader where reader always roasts him/teases him and he just laughs along and its all good but there’s this one day where he’s in another state for wtvr reason (they talk like 25/8 lmao) and she calls him and just quietly says like “hey… i miss u” and his heart is just dying bcos she’s usually not that open with affection and all and he just loves her even more :’)) thank u i love ur work !!

A/N: thank you for the support, and your request! It was a challenge but as I always say I love a challenge, anyway sorry it took so long, I hope you enjoy it!

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I ruffled Peter’s hair as I walked by him, taking my seat behind him with a grin on my lips, listening as he complained about his hair being even more messed up now.

“Relax its only English class who are you trying to impress Kavinsky?” I teased, leaning close to him, resting my chin on my hand.

“Ha ha very funny, I didn’t have time to do my hair alright? This is still my bed head so thank you for contributing to it.” He finished with a yawn and my heart swelled.

Peter was ridiculously cute and I hated him for it, because he knew it. He could play any girl like a fiddle, myself included, but instead of fawning over him like every other girl. I became his friend, treated him like any other guy, teased him, and became someone more than a love interest.

Even then, I still had the biggest crush on him.

/

“So what do you have for lunch?” Peter asked ‘curiously’, though already knowing the answer. I knew him well enough to know he was still hungry and this was just his way of asking if he could have some of mine.

“The best sandwich in town of course, same as every Friday.” I answered with a smile on my lips.

“I don’t get why you don’t let me drive you to school on Fridays, like I would drive you to the sandwich shop in the morning and to school, it’s no big deal.” He explained as I placed down a napkin, placing his side of the sandwich on it then sliding it over to him.

“I know but I just don’t want you to go out of your way for me. Really I don’t want to be a bother.”

“You’re not, I mean you always half this with me, it’s the least I could do for you, but you won’t let me.” He shrugged, picking up the sandwich and taking a bite of it. Dramatically moaning at the taste making me laugh, “Fuck this is so good.” He spoke with his mouth full making me roll my eyes at his grossness.

“I love you.” He mumbled and my eyes widened, I didn’t know if he was talking to me or the sandwich (since he was eating it so intimately).

I smiled watching him happily eat, but soon the smile faded from my lips as I realised how deeply I felt for Peter, and that fact that he would never feel the same about me.

Apparently Peter noticed my change in mood and put down his glorious sandwich, while I was consumed in my thoughts. He moved closer to me, noticing the blank stare of my eyes as I became more depressed.

“Hey are you okay?” He questioned, placing his hand on my arm, pulling me away from my thoughts and I looked into his eyes.

There was so much concern and worry in them so I just faked a smile and laughed “Of course, why wouldn’t I be?” I tried lying through my teeth, even though I knew that Peter knew I was lying.

However, instead of insisting I tell him what was wrong, like he usually did, he shrugged and moved away from me, sitting further than he was before. And I felt hurt. Worried even. Did Peter finally grow tired of nature of closing myself off from people, and hiding my true feelings?

I frowned to myself all throughout lunch, as no other words were exchanged between the two of us, not even when it was time to say goodbye. Peter just left. He didn’t even look at me, let alone say anything. This was so unlike Peter, usually he would chase me to class just to give me a goodbye hug, but I guess he’s finally tired of me.

/

Finally walking out of school, I felt a little bit better. I was free to go home and sleep, or if I was wise, study. I had forgotten about my dilemma with Peter for the moment. That was until I watched him walked right past me, with Gen. A girl who truly took Peter for granted, even above me; I always told Peter that she was toxic and he deserved much better, and he would always agree but maybe he was going back to his old ways.

I regrettably stared as they walked to his car, he opened the door for her and I swear Gen held a smug smirk on her lips just for me; she knew I was staring and wanted to rub it in my face. She hated me because I stood against everything she did. I stopped her from bullying people like Lara Jean, put her in her place when she stuck her head in other people’s business and made sure she knew she wasn’t above anyone, especially Peter. I suppose now she was ecstatic that we were finally separated.

I looked at Peter and his eyes met mine, my heart stopped for a second, hope brimming inside me, but he quickly turned away and shook his head; slamming the passenger door of his car shut, making Gen jump, and me flinch.

/

I laid in my bed, reading a book, trying to distract myself from the aching hole inside me, I was missing something, or someone. Usually on a Friday night I was with Peter, either watching a movie, studying or just talking, but tonight, obviously, Peter wasn’t with me. He was with Gen.

I couldn’t blame him. Truly, I would only scold him for talking to Gen, that is if he ever talked to me again (so dramatic lol).

I missed him. He’s my Peter Kavinsky, and if I didn’t want to lose him I knew I had to tell him how I really felt about him.

I picked up my phone, not fighting the smile that tugged on my lips as I viewed my lock screen; it was Peter and I at the beach, he was sat behind me as we sat together watching the sunset on my birthday. He had surprised me with a trip to the beach, my all-time favourite place, and we stayed there for hours.

I wasn’t going to give up this boy without a fight. I had to call him.

Luckily for me he picked up after a couple of rings.

“Hello.” He answered with his naturally husky voice, and I froze, I had no idea what I was going to say, “Um hello Y/n?”

So I just said the first thing that came out of my mouth, “Hey… I miss you.”

The line went silent, and I assumed Peter had hung up on me, but what I didn’t know what that Peter was actually speechless, I had never done anything like this before i.e. tell him how I felt, so he had no idea what to do.

“Can I come over?” He asked quickly, not wanting to waste any time and I chuckled.

“Yes. Please do.”

/

I sat on my porch waiting for Peter to pull up and the second he did I jumped up, and he without even turning off his car, threw open his door and opened his arms to me, which I immediately jumped into. I wrapped myself around him and took in his presence.

I felt tears streaming down my cheeks as I nuzzled my face into his shoulder and cried onto his hoodie. He stroked my hair softly and continued to repeat that everything’s going be okay. I pulled away to stare into his hazel eyes and saw something I had never seen before, love maybe, and I knew I shouldn’t hold anything back anymore.

“I love you Peter, I have ever since I first met you. Even if you don’t return my feelings, I needed to tell you.”

He chuckled and shook his head, “Gosh for someone so bright, I can’t believe you never saw it.”

“Saw what?” I asked confused.

“The fact that I love you Y/N. If I didn’t I wouldn’t have stuck by you all these years, because you are the most difficult person to handle, but I am so madly in love with you that it didn’t matter, and I know I don’t belong anywhere else but right beside you. You just needed a little push to tell me how you really felt.” He smiled that perfect smile of his and I rolled my eyes, not liking that he played me like this but he was right, we both knew it.

“God I hate you.” I mumbled, moving my lips closer to his.

“I think you mean love.”

“No, I’m sure I meant hate.” I grinned and finally pressed my lips against his. Instantly feeling the fireworks, and I knew, like Peter said, I belonged right here, with him.

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Heyyyy thanks for reading this, just want to give a big shout out to my followers and anyone that shows me love, it means the world to me ♡ I’ve been getting a lot of requests and support about my writing and it makes me really happy...Meaning I’m working hard to write more Peter Kavinsky/Noah Centineo (coming soon) to make you guys happy 💖 I love you all so much, so don’t forget to request your little hearts out

[quillwallace-blog]

hey there demons, it’s me ya girl and i’m here with another trainwreck for you guys to fuck around with bc i love you. icymi though i’m sam and i also play ben the sourwolf so you can always mssg me here or there if you wanna plot or wtvr! let’s talk about this guy though!

➰ ( NATE BUZOLIC, CISMALE, HE/HIM ) *✧.:°░｡ —- is that QUILL WALLACE ?! you know them, right? they are the 29 year old SHADOWHUNTER !! they’re known for being EXUBERANT & INTREPID - but i’d be careful if i were you because they’re also UNRULY & SCATTERBRAINED. 

first off i’m like 99% sure quill is actually a nickname and his real name is smth dumb but i’m not sure yet so i’ll keep you posted

anywayyyy, dude’s a wallace. super old ridiculously wealthy shadowhunter family descended from royalty and all that. he’s the fourth born of the five siblings ( so caelan, leo, and thea are his older siblings and tessa is his younger sibling ) and he was born in london!

lived there with his family til leo y’know...murdered their parents which quill doesn’t know about lmao and then they moved on over to california so here we are!

except not really because caelan and leo sent their troublemaking little brother off to another institute cause they decided he was waaaay too much for them to handle 

quill isn’t at all bothered or bitter about it

the above statement is an absolute l i e

( as for the institute though, i don’t have any particular location in mind so consider this me sorta offering him to anyone who’s looking for a wc from another institute besides wilshire honestly just hmu )

so caelan and leo sent him away when he was a teen and he’s pretty much been away ever since tbh. once he completed his shadowhunter training at ~whatever institute~ he probably stayed there for a while then traveled around a lot to other institutes ( he loves to travel!!!! ) and hasn’t really dropped into cali very often because he...doesn’t want to???? he’s not really over his brothers sending him away as a teenager which he sorta took as them forcibly estranging him from the family whoops

so now he’s sorta...just dropping in to say hey i guess except suRPRISE YOU’RE STAYING PUT MY DUDE

i think that’s pretty much it for his backstory atm but i’ll probably update it as i go about plotting and stuff. anyway let’s move onto personality!

so family is super super super important to the wallaces and quill has really complicated feelings about his family ok. being a middle child he often felt overlooked by his parents and desperate for attention & praise. he was expected to do as well as his siblings but then also no one ever really made a big deal out of his accomplishments bc his siblings had already done everything first ( and quill probably convinced himself that they did it all better than him too ). he’s got a soft spot for his sisters but like i said he’s super bitter towards his brothers and tends to bicker with them / be generally snide and rude towards them. at the end of the day the importance of family has been drilled into him so hardcore that he’s loyal to them above all else ofc but like...he also kinda h8s them most of the time at times tbh

he’s extremely intelligent. like jysk we’re talking literal genius level intelligent. he loves science in particular though he’s studied just about anything and everything and probably knows more about it than you do unless you’re cassie skyforth lmAO

that being said he’s definitely one of those eccentric genius types who in spite of his intelligence can seem like a total MORON a lot of the time and imo he iS OKAY. 

he’s scatterbrained af like he can recite 100% useless facts to you in seventeen different languages but where’s that pen you let him borrow? where’s his stele? where’s the very important thing you asked him to bring for you? where’s his left shoe? we just don’t know my dudes

shadowhunters are supposed to be graceful and poised and all that but somehow quill manages to be the clumSIEST MOTHERFUCKER ON THE PLANET????  like 

*crash* *another loud crash* *police sirens* *screeching cat* *guy from spongebob yelling my leg* *another even louder crash* *someone saying oops* 

that’s him

an inside voice???? quill’s never heard of it and quite frankly thinks the concept sounds kinda fake

he’s also really chatty and will absolutely talk your ear off if you let him and probably will still do it even if you don’t let him

also he talks to himself a lot?? usually when he’s thinking at which point he’s probably talking really fast and making no sense unless you’re following along really closely but even then it’s kinda difficult...also he knows a lot of languages and probably switches languages randomly in the middle of talking to himself soy’know there’s also that.

regardless he somehow manages to be charming af. he’s pansexual but meeting and then immediately flirting with pretty girls is a fave hobby of his

loves to party

major sweet tooth

english af and he’s got the super thick accent to prove it

somehow in spite of being a fucking klutz he still manages to be a very good and very skilled shadowhunter. he loves weapons and is proficient in using several more than most shadowhunters probably are. he’s not great at stealth AT ALL or planning but damn if he ain’t really fucking good at killing things

i’m pretty sure this is already way longer than it needs to be so lemme just stop here! i hope you like this trainwreck and if you do feel free to message me here or @mcrdices if you wanna plot! i’m honestly down for anything and everything! if he can fill a connection of yours or wtvr please do lmk! kay that’s enough from me bye friends!

[rabonghee]

*comment about how hyun jae stole ji hoon’s crush and didn’t improve his father-son relationship with Ji Hoon instead*

Oh boy…  Let mypettiness begin 

1st: relationship between Ji Hoon and Hyun Jae

“omg he’s his dad why didn’t the show focus more in their relationship asfather and son!??!?!?”

Did… did we watch the same drama? Okay so first of all, the Hyun Jae thattraveled to 2017 is 1993 Hyun Jae,the Hyun Jae that dated Bo Hee and is actually Ji Hoon’s dad is 1994 Hyun Jae, before that momentHyun Jae didn’t even know Bo Hee personally (yep it clearly says so in ep 28look it up). I mean, if my mom time traveled to this exact moment in her 24years old self she would probably be like “dude what the fuck I justbought my first new car what do u mean saying you’re my daughter” 

If that isn’t enough to convince you, you can totally skipto the 31st episode where ’94 and ’93 Hyun Jae(s) meet and ’94 HJtells him to talk more about Ji Hoon and in those few minutes shows how much hecares for him (“I miss them.. Gwang Jae, Bo Hee….. Ji Hoon…” AREN’T YOU GOINGTO SAY THAT SCENE BROKE YOUR HEART?? AND WHEN HE TOLD ’93 HJ TO GIVE HISBRACELET TO JI HOON?? Oh my god I’m already crying)

“But still… 1993 HJ is so selfish, even if he actuallynever hooked up with Bo Hee until a year later HE’S!! STILL!! HIS!! DAD!! ANDSHOULD AT LEAST CARE ABOUT HIM!!” Again… did we watch the same drama?

Quoting Hyun Jae: “I didn’t go through it, but that’s stillme.” “You know what? I’m sorry I couldn’t be there with you. I’m sorry formaking you feel lonely. I’m sorry for the things I did to say sorry” ??? Idkabout you but that sounds like a real deep apology for me. Plus, it’s not onlyabout him apologizing or making whatever he can to fix his relationship with JiHoon. It’s also about Ji Hoon accepting his feelings and not be like “wtvr urenot my real dad bla bla I only have one dad and his name is Gwang Jae” and ofcourse I can totally understand what he’s feeling!! I know what is like to nothave a dad present in your life and resenting him because he abandoned you (orin this case, feeling like heabandoned you) but as I already explained before, that’s not the case here!!Hyun Jae did try in many opportunities to improve their relationship (becauseat the end, he was his future-self’s son). He wanted Ji Hoon to pursue hisdream of being a singer, so in ep 13 he actually tried to him so Gwang Jaewouldn’t know he was a trainee. He actually encouraged him to stand up to GwangJae and Bo Hee and tell them his real wish and actually stood up to Gwang Jaeand told him to allow Ji Hoon pursue his dream (and that actually caused adiscussion between them). In other opportunities he kept on showing his support(and in a lot of those opportunities Ji Hoon didn’t want him close… so don’t putall the blame in Hyun Jae) heck, he even fixed the song Ji Hoon had written sohe and MC Hammer could debut with it. It wasn’t until ep 28 where Ji Hoonactually confessed how he felt towards HJ and where their relationship actuallytook a deeper step (because they were sincere with each other u see?? Developmentis great!)

Should I keep on talking about this subject? Nah let’s movewith the second one (and my favorite one lmao)

2nd: “I’mso pissed I wanted Ji Hoon and Woo Seung together but ugh nope Hyun Jae had tocome and steal her from Ji Hoon’s arms even though we all knew he had feelingsfor her for a long time and even worst he’s his father ew ew Ji Hoon isstep-son zoned now”

I… I don’t even know where to begin with this to be quitehonest…

“Hyun Jae stole Ji Hoon’s crush” stole… stole… S T O L E

Aren’t you all the ones who keep complaining about the NiceGuy™ stereotype and how girls in most tv shows keep staying with them justbecause “they like her so she obviously has to reciprocate his feelings” ?? Firstof all, repeat with me: A PERSON IS NOTA PIECE OF FURNITURE YOU CAN STEAL FROM SOMEONE, and second: JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE LIKES YOU DOESN’T MEANYOU ARE OBLIGATED TO LIKE THEM BACK (lmao ask my crush) let’s stop with theinternalized sexism and cut the shit once and for all. You’re always talkingabout wanting unexpected twists and not having the girl fall for the first guythat tells her he loves her, yet now that it actually happened and even when WooSeung was kind enough to say she didn’t share his same feelings but Ji Hoonstill came and forced a kiss on her you’re all, again, blaming Hyun Jae forthis?, okay…  (REMEMBER THAT AFTER THISWOO SEUNG PUNCHED HIM AND HE SAID HE DESERVED IT? GREAT JOB WOO SEUNG BBY)

At the beginning Hyun Jae did encourage Ji Hoon to bepersistent with Woo Seung, but along the way he realized he had feelings forher as well (“this does not happen in real life omg” believe me, it does) and andwhat did he do? He told Woo Seung he liked her, and you know what happened?? TURNS OUT WOO SEUNG ALSO HAD FEELINGS FORHIM WOAAH (but… you know… he “stole” her from Ji Hoon, as in he kidnappedher and put her in the trunk of a car and was like “ B!#CH EITHER YOU LIKE MEOR I’LL SELL YOU TO THE BLACK MARKET aw what a sweet love story”)

NGL at first I did think Ji Hoon and Woo Seung were going toend up together (because I expected a full cliché) but then.. I started torealize things… and started to feel guilty because I liked Woo Seung and HyunJae’s interactions more than hers with Ji Hoon… and then suddenly it hit methat I was rooting for them so fucking hard they became my otp)

“ew ew but he’s still his father and that’s gross ew ew”please refer to the first point of this post. I’m done combating bullshit fortoday

By the way…do u remember in ep 26 when Ji Hoon asked Woo Seunghow she felt about Hyun Jae and she said “I’m not sure, I might like him” andJi Hoon’s response was “what if we weren’t friends to begin with? What if wedidn’t meet as childhood friends but instead what if we had met like you and HJ(…) If we had, do you think things would have been different for us? I really regret having met you as a friend.”?? do u remember that?? Classic.

P.S Don’t think I’m hating on Ji Hoon lmao, the thing is hisdevelopment started way after everyone else’s and that’s why –at least for me-in most of the situations I quoted he isn’t exactly my cup of tea. However, asI previously said, his development actually began in the last episodes (I couldsay it actually started with Hyun Jae’s conversation in ep 28) and at the endhe was the sweet guy I first fell for in the first episode.