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Takane to Hana
#takane to hana#thats it#that��s the post#I’ve been reading so much manga#I love their dynamic and now I just finished wotakoi and my life is in shambles#I need something more to read#hyperfixation#infinitynova#rambles
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Why bother? (Why bother?) It's gonna hurt me. (It's gonna hurt me.) It's gonna kill when- (Why bother!) -You desert me! (Gonna hurt me!)
Set after Nightmare. Laios is reminiscing and contemplating.
#laishuro#laios touden#i make a lot of jokes on here since part of the fun of this blog for me is limiting myself to only expressing ideas via drawings#as much as I can to try to see what I can try to convey in the limited time I have to draw each day which is sometimes like 15minutes#but laios idea of who shuro was to him and who he continues to be and how it ties into his own feelings of self worth and self hatred#not to mention being so thoroughly defined by having never been indulged before by the men in his life#are so compelling to me#and then of course you mix in toshiros own mind prisons#and their established dynamic of him begrudgingly putting up with him because he feels he has to and bc hes cursed with obedience#whilst laios genuinely thinks shuro does it because he likes it and likes laios because why else would anyone act like that#when everyone else in his life has not hesitated to Let Him Know#this is what is so fun about relationships like this…forever passing by each other’s true feelings like ships in the night#sometimes i get embarassed how deep i get for some of the characters in this series it really is that deep sometimes but not always#but WHATEVER#i never even engaged in or was interested in shipping the several years i read dunmeshi EXCEPT laishuro lol#which i sadistically wanted to stay one sided and miserable forever. I rarely get fed such genuinely fraught dynamics as their one in manga#so i became obsessed#and walked through the desert alone for 40 years and then checked in as anime started airing that other people ship this and gaf#and decided to unleash the jokes and ideas that my like 2 friend who like anime previously suffered alone as though they were jesus christ#now tho as much as I still enjoy tragedy and pain and emotional suffering I’ve let love and peace and requited fulfilled yaoi into my life#with laishuro. and its great!#my comics
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IT’S THEM!
IT IS THEM!!
TSUBAKINO IS HERE!!!
#wind breaker#tasuku tsubakino#wind breaker tsubakino#LOOK AT THEM#THEYRE BEAUTIFUL#I’ve been reading the manga and I’ve been DYING to see them animated#I still can’t believe they’re finally here!#UGH IM SO HAPPY YALL DONT UNDERSTAND#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#IM GOING THROUGH TSUBAKINO BRAINROT RN#NO IM NOT GONNA SHUT UP#YOU WILL SIT THERE AND LISTEN TO ME FANGIRL ABOUT THEM
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finally started dandadan life is so beautiful
#icarus speaks#insert dolphin image here#i’ve been reading so much manga recently peace and love in the world…..
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As I’ve been following the every frame of DN acct on twt, I’ve noticed just how frequently Matsu tries to stand and sit closest to L. I’m just picturing him now rushin to sit to those spots and everyone else is just ????? Ok???? Boy got it bad doesn’t he? 😭
#Lawtsuda#L Lawliet#Touta Matsuda#Death Note#It’s been awhile since I’ve read the manga so I’ll have to see how much he does it there too but iirc he does about the same#my Lawtsuda scraps lmao
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Some miscellaneous Wolfwood doodles I’ve done over the past few days ✝️
#trigun#trigun stampede#trigun maximum#nicholas d. wolfwood#wolfwood#I’ve been working super hard to develop a style for him and I think it’s finally paying off!#woowoo my beloved#I love him so much like#words cannot express how much cute aggression a get when I look at him#anyways! yeah the first drawings are screenshot redraws/studies from maximum and stampede!#I’m so happy that the manga is getting a reprint you have no idea#also!! SEASON 2 OF STAMPEDE IS GREEN-LIT BABYYYYYY WOOHOOOO#READ MAXIMUM YOU FOOLS#basically these doodles are just me trying to figure out how to draw him
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Just finished Fool Night vol 7 (chap 63) and clutching my head. Mayhaps I shall never be the same. Oh Mukuru Izumi the villain that you are… "What’s back teryas? Veer usses?" "What’s oxygen? Is it like air?" "What’s that? What are you holding?" "Do you think I can live happily one day?" Just shoot me mysterious masked guy it’ll hurt less idc anymore just do it. This is my csm Aki I feel the tragedy in my bones even more here
It’s the cycle of revenge right, that goes on and on until there’s no one left to avenge the last one murdered— And the thought that there’d be no one that would remember or care or want or try to avenge Mukuru is the fucking saddest thing I’ve ever heard.
Trying to be as vague as possible to avoid spoilers but man. Fool Night, the manga that’ll make me cry over trees… Like so far I’ve only cried once and it was during the first umm trees field scene right, because it was simply too fucking real yeah that’d happen yeah, but my god. They’re not just trees they’re lives and they’re not just lives they’re humans and more but does it matter and what are souls???? What are feelings????? What is communication?????? "Oh sure I’ll bring you to Shiika." then that. evil.
…….. And also today I started NegaPosi Angler!!! Great and comfy so far very looking forward to watching it every week. For anyone who didn’t know yet I have a weird ultra fixation on fishing in media in general, Tsuritama and River King are two of my fave things, sooo this is perfect for me lol, came around just at the right time too. Big recommend. Surprisingly topical since both NegaPosi and Fool Night deal with poverty hm. It’s csm Denji meets FN Toshiro except this guy fixes his life through fishing. Bless.
2 works that make me say "I want to live!!" in very different ways! 😀 Fool Night’s out in english through Viz what are you doing here go check it out
#Fool night#kasumi yasuda#A renewed sense of gratitude for the education system flawed as it may be#I’LL FORGIVE YOUUU MUKURU I’LL FORGIVE YOUUUUU…… 😭😭#Apparently Viz isn’t doing a greaaat job…… thankfully the french manga translation industry is on my side so#Holding my head and staring at the floor for 2 mins#If the world moves on from Mukuru’s death just reset it actually just make a do-over just blow it up tbh#I want to make fanart…….. i’m……….. mukuru……………………………… and SHIIKAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAA#That’s bacterias and viruses btw idk how clear that was lmao. I tried bc again i read that in french so the mispellings were different#-remembers it again- aughhhaughhhhhhh punching the floor……#Like the protagonists dying would be less sad than Mukuru dying and that stopping there tbh not even joking. I’m?????? I need a hot sec#No one left to avenge Mukuru :((((((#That doctor lady btw i stan in my heart Mukuru Shiika and doctor lady are living together surviving trudging along#Like I can’t overstate how much this hit I took like 2 mins to recover from every other page and pace myself if this was some episode#that I wouldn’t have put on pause I’d have been a sobbing mess on the floor prob ngl#I’ve been on an horror binge since last month and I’ve watched stuff like The Coffee Table or The Devil’s Bath and even Speak No Evil right#… ok well maybe not more intense than speak no evil but this made me way more emotional than the coffee table tbh#Like my god. I need to breathe 🚬#The candies. The snow. Life :(#Cw organs
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I love how much the old sorcerers don’t give a shit about gender
#jjk spoilers#still amazes me how much people don’t pay attention or read the manga to miss that conversation about tengen not caring for gender but#being a granny over a grandpa#I’ve been so latched onto wanting to get their past it’s never left me LMAO
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Went to some local bookstores with my friend today and couldn’t resist buying the Spy x Family manga!
#I haven’t bought a book for myself in years#and I’ve never read a manga before so this is going to be fun haha#quite a fun day today#had a shadow intern ask me if I had a boyfriend#and I’m like lol never (ace for the win)#and then later while hanging out with my best friend#she drops the news that SHE has a boyfriend#things from the last two months makes so much sense now hahaha#anyway we originally planned on going to one bookstore but ended up going to two#the second one turned out to be one that her dad was a member of years ago#and then we got salt and straw bc we bought never ate there before haha#and then we went through a fancy carwash bc her car needs cleaning#and I told her I’ve never been in one before haha#and we listened to the some like it hot soundtrack in the car#so yes an excellent day out today haha#also that is my bookshelf with some of my favorite books in the back#spy x family#spy x family manga#what I did today#about me#personal#rambles in the palace#books#bookshops
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A butterfly caught in a spider’s web
🕸 Ko-Fi | Commissions 🕸
#paraesol art#my art#fan art#dungeon meshi#thistle dungeon meshi#thistle dunmeshi#dunmeshi spoilers#dunmeshi manga spoilers#choking cw#eye contact //#arachnophobia cw#not sure if I should tag anything else#if I missed any triggers lmk#been reading the manga and I love the page of him and falin#hanging in a giant spiderweb#was thinking about it a lot last night#also caption is from the song king of pain by the police btw#also idk why I’ve been so into depicting head and neck trauma in art lately. don’t read too much into that
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you’re right i should reread evangelion instead of reading anything else i’ve been meaning to get to
#it’s between nge or episode nagi but i’ve been putting off rereading nge for much longer so#it’s now officially well over a year since i read it so i need to read it again#especially since i wanna know how i stand on it now#cause for a while i’ve been of the belief that i prefer the manga over the anime#but i need to actually check at this point#me.txt
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Aki makes me shy I’m so insane
#I’ve been rereading chainsaw man and i had a dream about aki last night#now I can’t stop thinking about him#in the dream I was laying in bed with him in the middle of the night and cuddling I think#I have the most intense csm brainrot#I cannot put into words how much I care about aki denji and power#they’re so important to me#not fanon though#I try to stay away from csm content so it doesn’t warp my view of the characters#I like my own interpretation of them purely from reading the manga#ok im done rambling
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Lying on my bed knitting while watching kat’s snaps is peak living
#chatterye#starting to work on my sweater again after god knows how long#might watch an anime we’ll see#it’s between finishing tsurune (I teared up writing tsurune) and rewatching kamisama kiss (I love this one and the soundtrack)#I’ve been reading so much manga recently tho it’s not even funny
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Tragedy Trio week ~ Indescribable horrors + Unimaginable Wonders
This is an attemp at Lacie’s song. I always imagined the song having sad strange lyrics that Jack would not fully come to understand until much later. I liked to imagine the song talking about the beauty of the Abyss and its light, as well as its overwhelming loneliness; a song about Lacie’s own isolation as well as the Core’s. Weird lyrics easy to forget yet with a repetitive simple melody easy to remember, and able to fit in a pocket watch.
For Pandora Hearts Month 2022 @phmonth2022 @i-prefer-the-term-antihero
#Lacie Baskerville#Pandora Hearts#The Core#Abyss of Light#phmonth22#mine*#I don’t know anything about music and can’t sing at all#but I’ve tried to make something that would somewhat convey the concept I had for the song since I first read the manga ten years ago#I've been humming simple melodies and developed the concept for years but phmonth gave me the push to sit down and actually finish something#even if not fully to my liking or how I envision it#I never had such expectations considering that again I know absolutely nothing about music so something finished is alright#I may change it a bit next time I reread the manga. I always find new bits I want to include#The topic of the loneliness of the Core and the parallelism with Lacie's own loneliness is one of my favourite things in the manga#as well as the Core/Lacie/Jack parallelisms. I think about that so much#I talk too much#Perhaps I'll reblog this later adding a bit of the ideas behind the song since I've already talked a lot in the tags
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It’s honestly been so long since I’ve felt so violent towards a character. But every time Makima puts her hands on Denji I want to wring her neck.
#I haven’t read the manga#but I’ve been assured multiple times that things get so much worse#I might just reach through the screen and kill her#csm anime#csm#chainsaw man#csm denji#csm makima
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seeing the words “i don’t have to be a boy or girl” in this amime adrrjffhhjsjsldjelskx ill clip it later GODDDD
#egg boils#idk how Good the rep is beyond the anime so far bc i haven’t read the manga but TBH! i’ve been genuinely enjoy it and i love aoi so much…
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