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[wardingshout]

@pyuart PYUUUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BESTEST COOLEST DAY EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[basketobread]

You’re genuinely so funny. You should seriously make some kind of comic

omg this is such a late response but i hope you know that i made this EXACT face when reading this. thank you SO much!!! i really would love to make a comic soon featuring my oc's or something... maybe i'll get around to planning one eventually. but comics aside, your words mean SOOO much. THANK YOU AGAIN!!!! 😭😭😭❤❤❤❤

[iamthepulta]

There is a woodpecker hammering at the side of the house and it's a bold take for 10:30 am, bird.

[archangeldyke-all]

This is a little self indulgent so feel free to ignore! But I have been dealing with pretty severe hair loss due to a chronic illness and have been feeling really sad and unloveable and embarrassed about it lately, esp because I used to have really thick and luscious hair. I think it would be so healing to read something about Sevika comforting and loving a reader who is dealing with hair loss hahahaha or you could even just generally do something about a reader struggling with body changes due to chronic illness??? Whatever you want! Thank you so much love you <3

this whole blog is self-indulgent central babe!! also, i love you too, i'm so sorry you're going through this, chronic illness sucks so much fucking ass, i hope this can make you feel just a bit better <333

men and minors dni

she catches you in the bathroom, staring sadly down at the sink.

"babe?" she asks.

"i lost more hair." you say, sad and quiet. you lift up the clump of hair in the sink that came out when you tried to brush this morning for her to see.

sevika's heart breaks.

not because of your hair. she doesn't really give a shit about it. sure, you've got great hair, but sevika'd still love you if you were bald, or if you grew needles out of your scalp instead of your soft strands. no, her heart breaks because she knows how much you care about it, and how sad you get each time your chronic illness takes more of it from you.

"fuck, baby." she mumbles, racing to wrap you up in a hug. you slump against her, silently crying into her chest. "i'm sorry, honey." she whispers against your scalp, pressing kisses to your head.

"i just-- i feel so fuckin' ugly." you mumble.

sevika gasps, and steps away from you, both of her strong hands on your shoulders. she almost shakes you as she speaks, a glare in her eyes. "don't fucking say that." she says. you blink up at her, surprised by her tone. "fuck, baby, you're the most beautiful woman i've ever met, are you fucking kidding me?" she asks. "it-- you have great hair but-- that's not what makes you hot, you know?" she asks. you blink.

"what?" you ask. sevika groans, and this time, she does shake your shoulders as she speaks.

"look at you!" she cries. "baby-- you've still got your body. your gorgeous skin, your pretty smile, those eyes, fuck i get lost in your eyes all the fucking time. you're funny and smart and so fucking kind and i can never stop staring at your ass-- shit, honey, you're so good looking it drives me insane." she insists. a smile ticks up at the corner of your mouth, but quickly fades away.

"i might go bald someday." you say sadly. sevika groans.

"so you'll be bald! i'll love my little baldheaded baby. give your head kisses all the fuckin time, buy you hats to keep you warm, get you wigs-- think of all the fuckin' colors and styles and lengths you can have, whenever you want!" you chuckle at her outburst, tears still streaming down your cheeks, but your frown doesn't return.

"thanks, sev." you say. she swoops in to press a firm kiss to your lips.

she does research on hair loss for you.

she comes home with different potions and oils for hair growth at least once a week.

once a week, she'll help you coat your hair in masks, to condition and soften and promote growth. and then an hour later, she'll wash it out for you, taking her time to wash it all out, then gently comb your hair and blow dry it for you.

she learns how to do styles meant for thin hair, and then she insists she does your hair for you every morning.

her instagram feed is entirely thin hair styling videos now.

she gives you a new style every. single. day. sometimes, she'll even do her own hair in the same style, so the two of you can match.

as you lose more, she starts pressing kisses to the little spots of your scalp, sure to make it clear just how much she loves every part of you.

and each time she catches you in the mirror fretting with your scalp, she'll smother you in kisses until you forget your worries, then go out to buy you a fun new hat or headband or head scarf or wig to take your mind off the loss, and put it on the new fun accessories.

her care for you doesn't stop here. she's just as intensely loving and caring when you experience other symptoms of your illness.

she carries those pocket warmers with her, and when you're out and about and get an ache or pain, she'll pop 'em to activate 'em, then wrap them in a rag before pressing it to whatever part of your body is sore.

she's always making sure you get enough food and water, even when you aren't feeling hungry. she researches good protein shakes with lots of calories and nutrients, then buys the best she can find-- and she'll glare at you every morning and evening until you finish your serving.

if you get tired when you're out in public, sevika will take you home the second you yawn. doesn't matter if you're in the middle of grocery shopping, she'll leave the cart in the middle of the aisle and take you home, holding you until you fall asleep, then sneaking out to return to the store and finish shopping for the both of you.

she still runs her fingers through your hair like she did when you first met, uncaring of the way a few strands will always come out while she strokes your hair. and, when your little bald spots start growing fuzzy patches back, she's fucking thrilled. she loves the texture, loves running her fingers over it.

when you start wearing wigs on the regular (if that's something you do) sevika is always thrilled when you ask for her opinions.

"oooh i think the bob goes better with that outfit, babe." or "fuck, that red looks fucking stunning on you."

sometimes, you'll catch her in the bathroom, one of your wigs on her head, dancing in the mirror as she swishes the long inches of hair behind her back. it's so fucking cute. she's so embarrassed each time you catch her.

anyways, sevika loves you more than anything else in her life. a little hair loss isn't gonna stop that.

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[sxibunny]

chat there's 700 of you now <3

[gingermintpepper]

Hi! I just want to clarify that actually Apollo was a sun god in Greece too... The most ancient author who refered Apollo as a solar deity was Aeschylus lived from 525 BCE - 456 BCE

“The unseen land [i.e. the underworld] where Apollon [here the sun] does not walk, the sunless (analion) land that receives all men.”

- Aeschylus, Seven Against Thebes 858 ff

Apollo being a solar deity was definitely not something Romans invented. Yes, maybe in Roma Era he was syncreticed with Helios and was seeing as the sun itself, even replacing Helios in some myths (like Phaeton and Clytie stories). But he was a sun god in Ancient Greece, maybe not itself, but something more like Horus to the egyptian, a solar deity.

Hi hi!! Thank you so much for the clarification!!

I do have to apologise for my own super casual tone probably giving the wrong idea but if this is referring to the tags on a recent post making a (wonderful!!) case for dark-haired Apollo then I do have to say that I didn't state Apollo wasn't associated with the sun in Greek culture but that he was not primarily associated with the sun!

Like you do very correctly say he was more of a civic god with solar aspects like Egypt's Horus (and even that is a large simplification), mostly from a cosmic standpoint. I like saying that Apollo is the 'light' in 'enlightenment' to the Greeks vs being a physical light to the Romans ♡♡

Thank you so much for double-checking my work though! I'll make sure to be clearer with my tags so these kinds of things don't happen in the future 🥰🙇🏾

[sweet-star-cookie]

hey!!! while on my mass reblogging spree of your old art I noticed that there was a lot of other ocs and storylines dedicated to stuff other than SGZ! and the vast majority of it seems really thought out and planned,,,and so I was wondering if you could tell me more about them? (especially the moth guys and the bird knights and your tiger girl)

(if you lore infodump then I'll also lore infodump....stories for stories :D)

OOOHHH!!!! :D I'm delighted to hear my other stuff has piqued your interest as well, thank you so much! ^_^ Naturally I'll give you a bunch of info here, but there is a lot to talk about between multiple stories, so if you ever want me to elaborate on something else of mine or you have more questions about these ones, feel free to ask any time (but no pressure of course!) My OCs are one of my all-time favourite things to talk about in general, so I really appreciate your interest <333

(I'm definitely taking you up on that offer to exchange loredumps though, I wanna know what you've got cooking :D)

Since I'm primarily a character designer, creating characters that have stories that go with them is pretty much inevitable for me, as creating informed designs is basically my whole job, even for more "one-shot" concepts. That translates well to my personal work, as I've always loved creating stories and worlds too! Whether or not I turn each character/story idea into a full project depends on a lot of things, but either way I've always got one story or another tumbling around in my head at any given time xD

Starglass Zodiac is the only project I consider "active" right now in the sense that I'm not only telling the story via the comic, but I've also been focusing the most on its lore/world/characters leading up to now as well. SGZ is currently my most well-developed project as a result, but I'm glad that my other stuff still feels well informed too! :D The ones you've mentioned here have varying levels of development, and also varying sizes in their overall scope as well. I tend to switch between them from time to time to avoid burnout on one project. I often get carried away with all sorts of different story/lore things like these, but at least it's always fun!

I'll start with my tiger girl Nahra, as the story she's a part of is more of what I'd call a "story seedling" right now. I have a lot of individual scenes and character dynamics that I like so far, but I currently haven't settled on the larger narrative concept to tie it all together yet. That said, I do at least have a solid idea of Nahra's character :)

Her story is called Id Pariah, which focuses on characters who are shapeshifters. Everyone in this world has an id (rhymes with kid), a manifestation of their soul/identity that develops over time, much like their hosts. Though not in every case, ids tend to take an animal form with an elemental power, and Nahra's id is a white tiger with blue fire. Regardless of her level of transformation though, her right arm is always a tiger's paw, so she is classified as a "hybrid".

Nahra is spunky, outgoing, and can light up a room with her fire power and explosive attitude alike, but has a kind heart throughout. Though she can put her aggression into full swing when necessary, Nahra isn't as short-tempered or angry as she might seem. She's very stubborn, but is a generally laid-back and friendly person to be around. Casual, yet confident.

She doesn't go around picking fights, but definitely won't say no to one either! She's always itching for a good fight with a worthy opponent, so she spends a lot of time sparring with her fellow vagabonds or helping others train against her considerable power level. She gets injured often, but takes pride in her scars like little mementos, remembering the story behind each one. Thanks to her tiger form and her father's line of work as a gryphon breeder, Nahra often finds more kinship with animals than she does people, believing they have more loyal hearts than most of humanity. That said, the few people she does connect with have a bond for life, and she will go to extreme lengths to protect them. Be they animal or human, Nahra will guard her friends and family with the ferocity one would expect from a tiger, though with a tendency to overextend herself in this regard. If she stays fully transformed for too long, she is more likely to lose control of herself, especially when angry or scared.

I like to think that she embodies the element of fire in both its negative and positive connotations; she does have the capacity to burn, blind, and destroy, but also has the intense passion, warmth and guiding light of fire as well.

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Now for the bird knights :D Appropriately, they belong to a story called Feather Knights! Though that is just one of several stories I have planned for a series called The Wing Knight Saga, which is basically my big "medieval fantasy worldbuilding" project (though most of my stories have a medieval fantasy slant anyway haha).

Discussing the entirety of Feather Knights/TWKS's concept here would take a really long time, but I'll at least clarify why some of the knights are themed after birds! They belong to one of the Three Great Kingdoms of this story's world: Eldrigar, Irivell, and Sundari

As you can see here, Irivell is the bird-themed kingdom, but they're each based on a wing type (bat/dragon wings, bird/feathered wings, and insect wings) hence the overall series name. I have and will continue to design knights for all of these and more! Truth be told, this series exists primarily because I have a lot of animal themed knight ideas and wanted a place to put them xD

The protagonist of Feather Knights is Milo Avaleigh, though most call him Snowy for his white hair and (later) his wings! Here's my most recent design for him :D

In this world, only those of royal status are given wings, thought to be a symbol of their power granted by the fallen gods. But when Snowy, someone with no royal connection at all, is given wings through a life-or-death situation, he is suddenly thrust into the kingdom's politics and tried for treason, forced to fight for his life almost immediately. However, through the Prince of Irivell, who is also the leader of the royal guard (the titular Feather Knights), it is later framed as an opportunity for Snowy to serve his kingdom as repayment for his "transgressions" against the crown. A lot of global unrest ensues as other non-royal wingbearers also come to light (including one of the main antagonists), the monarchy is challenged, and Snowy discovers more of his family's largely mysterious past to find answers about his own wings.

The heavy themeing surrounding wings is intended to have multiple purposes for these stories, one of which being the idea of flight representing both fear and freedom depending on how you define it.

--------- And now, the moths! I actually have two story concepts for these so I'm not sure which one you wanted me to talk about, but they're interconnected so I might as well discuss both! The first one is called Moth to the Flame and centres around Kiida, my archer moth character I've had since mid-2015. Here's her current design:

A cantankerous moth with a tongue as sharp as her arrows, and a perpetual scowl to match. Skilled in archery via her past military training, Kiida's aim is unmatched, but her skill does not come with a sense of camaraderie. Her ruthless speed and accuracy in combat make her quite intimidating, though her glare on its own is already the definition of "if looks could kill".

After a forest fire destroyed her home and separated her from her family, Kiida has been on a solo journey to find her way back, viewing any accompaniment as a hindrance to this goal. She uses her harsh attitude to ward off predators and companions alike, but eventually finds herself growing attached to the Z-Squadron (a group of aviator siblings she meets along the way) after repeated encounters and their leader's persistence with befriending her. Eventually they become her surrogate family, the siblings Kiida never had.

I haven't finished all of the updated designs for the Z-Squadron yet but here's Zander, Zeke and Zeria at least :) They're all loosely based on the lime hawk moth, with Zander resembling it the most (and yes they all have Z names haha, the others I have left to update are Zereth, Zeta and Zanth!)

--------- As for the second moth themed story, well, that one happened sort of by accident! I was thinking about Kiida's backstory a bit more and what may have influenced her specifically to become an archer, and I thought about making an in-universe magical girl parody called Captain Artemis (basically Sailor Moon but with moths, hence the name similarity). Even for a small part of Kiida's story, I would have needed to design Captain Artemis to some degree anyway, so I did!

But then I ended up loving her so much that I essentially "haha just kidding... unless?"ed myself into making her story its own thing x'D This happens sometimes (okay, all the time) where I'll create a logo for something just for fun, and that ends up turning it into something more! It'll still exist as fiction in MttF, but now exists independent of it too :)

I don't have a ton developed for the details of the story yet, but of course it will take heavy inspiration from the magical girl genre as a whole (I'm a big Cardcaptor Sakura fan myself :D) and so far I have designed her non-transformed self, her little magical companion, and her rival!

I have ideas for the main antagonists and some other important characters, but they don't have finished designs yet. I do have Apollo's companion in the rough colour phase right now though (her name is Soleil!) so maybe I'll finish that up soon now that I'm thinking about her again :D I want there to be a rivalry between Artemis and Apollo as an extension of the rivalry between the magical Moon/Sun councils that are trying to fight the main antagonists, but are too busy bickering to do it well. They'll have to put aside their differences if they want to succeed!

[whisper-and-tangle]

gosh i probs wont be able to write another fic today but im SO glad i managed to write 3 FICS IN A ROW ???? like over the course of the first three days of 2025 ive written a wholeass 3 individual fics and like, i only wrote 6 or so fisc ACROSS THE ENTIRETY OF 2024. granted i was dealing with ALOT of shit back then but i'm so glad i managed to start writing again i'm so proud of myself gamers :333 like im unironically so so SOO happy with myself imllike actualy crying kinda hello ??? im so proud of myself i cant believe i managed to do that chat :3333 im badw/words but AWWAWAWW I CANT BELIEVE I DID IT IM SOSOSPROUDS OF MYSELF,..,,.

[shiawasekai]

Idk how this works, but 4,18,28 please

Hello, thank you. It's perfect like this! From this ask game

4. What did they do before they became a crusader? Did they have a job, an occupation?

Answered here!

18. If they survived, what is their life post crusade?

Nela survives the Crusades, staying in Drezen as its governor. To put it in few words: she has nowhere else to go anyway, and despite the many struggles and the growing mental health issues she also feels fulfilled by the job and has a talent for it. She has grown attached to the place and its people, it's where she belongs now that her home is gone.

That's... not as positive a choice as it may sound.

The first few months after the Crusades are won, Nela remains busy. However, as soon as Drezen and Mendev start to settle in, the companions go on their respective ways and the workload goes down... she crashes and goes on a downward spiral.

All the mental issues and trauma she had shouldered by playing the part of the perfect Commander start to appear, and she declines fast. Any attempt to help is pointless. She doesn't want to talk about the actual sources of her issues, so there is no way for anyone to intervene. It gets bad, really bad. She starts to self-harm a few months in.

It's only thanks to Sosiel's intervention that the situation gets solved before it can reach a critical point. Sosiel and Nela share a homeland, both coming from Carpenden, Andoran. He knows her relatives, enough to have mostly figured out by himself what's truly going on and approaching her brother, now an elder man in his 90s, with the full story. A way to return the favor, so to speak.

Samel, Nela's brother, ends up rushing to Drezen to meet up with Nela. Having a part of her family, her old world, back is a massive relief, but it's as much of a relief to have someone she can afford to be fully honest with. She doesn't have to fear hurting him with her feelings and thoughts, or to show weakness to the wrong person as someone in a position of authority. It doesn't magically make it all better, but it gets her started.

She ends up retiring from Drezen for about half a year to get some rest and work out her issues, moving to one of Daeran's properties closer to Nerosyan. Anevia and Irabeth contact her from time to time for bigger decisions, but she is mostly left to rest and recover.

It takes her years before she works out through it all. It's never fully gone, but she is finally comfortable in her own skin and at peace with how her life turned out. She remains just a governor, stubbornly refusing getting any more political power and making an effort to discourage anything that may push her beyond the edge onto divinity.

She also remains in contact with the Hand of the Inheritor and her fellow angels companions. From time to time, she goes on escapades to help them out in other planes. The rest of her time and effort is spent in helping out with purifying the Worldwound and providing aid to the efforts of the Sarkorians, druids and other followers of the Green Faith.

Daeran and her only marry once the worst of her own issues have passed, about 2 years after the Crusades have ended.

28. Would they be a companion instead of the KC? What would their storyline and personal quest be?

Answered here!

[c00kietin]

*bonks you softly with head* can I have a comfort hug plz

of course!! <3333

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

So this episode was about teachers committing to and caring about their students, and district people too, and I love that :'). Sometimes all you need is a district person who will keep putting in the effort like that, and I love when it happens for people <33

Anyway! I'm so glad they got the interpreter for Amani, she so deserves it :'D. Everyone does :').

I'm glad Gregory decided to let them stay :') I think he can really help these kids out and be a good place for them :)) :D

Also proud of Tariq for finally calling Nick his name :'D hope they do get close :)

Poor Barbara though xD

And once again proud of Janine for fighting through it to get the ASL interpreter :')) and the way she did it was so iconic xD same for the parents lol, going to a reporter that already doesn't like the district LOL, but yeah I am so happy for them :D

Also I love Jacob and Janine <33

With going out for drinks at the end, I hope Janine doesn't leave them behind :((

Btw the reason for the boys being in Gregory's room being that the Mortons are in couples therapy is hilarious xDD

And lol hopefully it's just like, upkeep, because they just got married xD

Anyway!! I am distrustful of districts but I hope it works out (with the issues obviously) on the show :). And even though I am I know this side of the story needs to be seen as well so it's nice to see, switches it up on me a bit more than usual. Like, makes me a little more uncomfortable and see it a different way more than usual. Which is good :)

Loved the episode!!! I'm so excited for next week :D

And also terrified :')

But I almost definitely won't be able to watch it lol so, I'll see y'all a little bit after that lol

Bye y'all!

[pathos-logical]

YOU WORK WITH KIDS?? can you tell us more? im an early childhood edu major and i cant wait to have more experience.. its so fulfilling

Omg omg hiiii yes I sure can!!! I actually work at the elementary school I used to go to, in a before/afterschool care program where parents can, as the name suggests, drop their kids off before or after school starts so they don't have to take the bus to or from school :) The school is K-3 and only eight minutes from my house, which is fantastic, because I most love working with younger kids and it's SO convenient!!

I work two hours mornings and three hours afternoons basically any time I can manage (though I'm cutting back this semester, since the last one was pretty grueling-- I was doing every shift I physically could, lmao). It's very straightforward: I get to interact with the kids by playing board games and cards or even drawing with them when we're in the cafeteria, or play games outside/in the gym when we do either of those! Fun fact, I arranged a pretty banger "among us" game on the playground last year, and kids who had me last year asked me specifically to facilitate it again this year!! (INCLUDING a family friend who I spent new year's with, so some of my time with friends was interrupted by first- and fourth-graders running into our room asking to be assigned crewmate or imposter, LMAO) I also do homework help and arrange crafts (mostly origami, but I like finding fun coloring pages and other stuff too!) :)))

As you can see from my rambling, I love my job soooo much ahahaha 😊😊😊 It really is so fulfilling!! My kids are so sweet and so funny and so cute, and also, I get PAID to play cards and color?? Yes please!! What experience have you had so far? Your major sounds like a dream, I wish you all the best!!!!

[waterfallofspace]

💜🔐⭐️ for the ask game~

Hiii~ <333 (put a cut for the long answer haha~)

💜 describe yourself in five words or less!

I'll go for a little honestly, and say what I'd actually say: Anxious, Perfectionist(ish), Chaotic, and Loyal.

🔐 something no one would guess about you

That I'm adopted! I mean, I tell a lot of people, so it's not like a secret or anything, but I look just like my adoptive parents, so I've always had the choice if I wanna tell people or not, no one can just guess! (I've even had people comment on, "aww, you look just like your mom!" and we like to share a little laugh over that~)

⭐️ what is one of your biggest accomplishments? Why is it so important to you?

Honestly? I'd say starting this blog. For many many years I've been so anxious about this side of myself. Hating it, hating me, wondering why I was like this, and just generally feeling awful and ashamed.

Then one of my friends (who knows) talked me into making an email specifically for this type of thing so I could try to find communities to start engaging with. I was terrified, but I did make one and sign up for tumblr.

I didn't engage with anything for a solid year, until I found anime, and then found this amazing community. Then, despite intense anxiety about it, I started interacting! And thankfully, some of you amazing people found me and took me in. 💗

Loooooong winded answer, but basically, making this blog is one of my biggest accomplishments, and especially starting to create content and talk to all the insanely talented and friendly people on here <333

I'm still not completely over the shame, I think that'll take a little while, and by god I'm still so anxious about interactions on here, but you guys have made this one of the most important things in my life, 😭💗 and helped me start accepting parts of myself I didn't know I could~

[soupacool]

congrats on taking T and experiencing voice changes, that's so exciting!! 🥳🥳✨✨

thank you!!! it's been a period of intense learning of myself and my place in the world and I wouldn't trade it for anything

[timothyslucy]

Why and how did you start shipping chenford?

i started shipping chenford quite by accident actually. procedural shows of any kind aren't my cup of tea, so i tend to avoid them like a deadly disease lol. i think i fell into the fandom sometime while s2 was still airing, i had youtube playing as background noise while i was writing, so i wasn't paying any attention at all and it started playing the infamous DOD rescue scene and it immediately put me in a trance. it was all downhill after that, never been the same human since.

[ofhope]

I dunno if it's been said before but you really do keep a tidy ship and what I mean by that is your muselist. It's SOO Clean, gorgeous, the colors are soo crisp and inviting that you appreciate and wanna write with every muse on there EVEN if you don't know who they are.

JAAAY you can't keep coming into my inbox and being nice, that's what your inbox is meant for! I've always found your graphics / pages to be incredibly inspiring; you so perfectly read characters and manage to put their backgrounds & stories in a concise and well-rounded way. Even with characters I know little about, like Yusuke, I feel like I've got a firm grasp on his character purely because of how you, personally, carry him -- both in character, and on his respective biography.

Thank you for being so sweet to me, you're always a huge part of the reason I come back to this site, alongside serving as an inspiration for me. You're always so bright, and I hope to channel that own brightness in my own way, and trail the same path you do - not only do you have a delightfully creative mind, you have a delightful mind in general. You embody warm characters with hearty appetites and endless kindness, with a kindness so pure it can cleanse even the most furious of villains.

Thank you so much for your words, please know I'll always hold them close to my heart. :'] <3