#I'll never stop loving you beech

[korgbelmont]

Noah Harris x Gabriela Adalhard

Five years have passed since Noah became a Vampire, and in that time, he and Gabriela have married and had a daughter, Sky. But Sky's birth presents a new threat to the couple.

Written in the present tense

Warnings: Threat against an infant

Word Count: 2462

Notes: I don’t own these characters, they are the property of Pixelberry Studios.

Harris part of title made on photoshop

In this, Immortal Desires MC (Charlie) is with Cassius Harlow while My Two First Loves MC (Emma) is with Mason and Ava is with an original character called Sarah.

Hazel is now aware that Noah is a Vampire.

Setting Sky down in her cot, Gabriela gives her a smile.

Gabriela - I love you.

Noah joins her, holding his daughter's hand for a bit.

Noah - Love you, Sky.

They leave their daughter to sleep and head out to the lounge, where Nicole gives them both a somber look as they grab their jackets.

Nicole - Good luck.

Noah - Thanks for watching her.

Nicole - Of course.

They leave and head to the car.

At the Nexus, Noah and Gabriela stand before Lewyn, Astoria, and the Elders of Crimson Beech while Cas leans against the wall at the edge of the seats.

Astoria - What were you two thinking? There hasn't been a natural born Vampire since the time of the Creators.

Lewyn - She presents a threat to all Vampires.

Noah - She's just a baby!

Astoria - She's a threat!

Gabriela - Not if she's raised right!

Lewyn - We will do what we must. And if you stand in our way...

Noah takes a step forward, closing his hands into fists. Gabriela places a hand on his arm, stopping him from doing anything that could put them more at risk.

Gabriela - We'll do what we have to to keep her safe.

Astoria - You don't want us as enemies.

Cas - And you don't want her as an enemy.

Cas steps out from where he was, joining them.

Cas - Sure, the kid could be a threat. But given who her parents are, I highly doubt that. Besides, what are you actually planning to do with her?

The room goes silent as Astoria glares at Cas.

Cas - That's what I thought. Then if you're done being paranoid, I think we may as well call it a night.

Later, Noah lies in bed wide awake, as does Gabriela, both staring up at the ceiling as they think about what happened at the Nexus.

Gabriela - We have to accept that Crimson Beech isn't safe anymore. We can't have a normal family life here.

Noah - I know. But there's something that does worry me about moving our lives elsewhere.

She looks over at him as he turns to lie on his side.

Noah - Sky. She's a natural born Vampire inside Leylines. What could happen to her outside of them?

There is only silence as they both know that they have no idea what the answer to that is.

Gabriela - We need a map to see where we could move that is within Leylines. At least then there's a chance we can keep her safe.

Noah - Which we won't get from the Nexus.

Gabriela - My ancestors may have picked up something.

With the beginning of a plan forming, they both know they won't sleep and so get out of bed and head up into the loft, digging through some of the items that the Adalhard's had gathered over the years. Noah looks at the chest he's searching in surprise.

Noah - There is... a lot of silver in this chest.

Gabriela - Probably why we've never gone through them.

Noah - Yeah. What do you want to do with it all? When we go.

Gabriela - I'll leave it with Cas and Charlie. They're the only ones I trust with this. Plus we don't know how things could play out with Lewyn and Astoria, so...

Noah - Yeah.

Gabriela - Here we go. A Leyline map.

Noah goes to join her, and they look over the map. Noah points to a familiar area enclosed by the lines.

Noah - We got Hunt's Peak as an option.

Gabriela - It does look to be the closest, but how likely is the Pack there to let a family of Vampires live in their territory. It was one thing you going there as a human for help, but what we need...

Noah - I guess we only have one way to find out.

Gabriela - In the morning, though.

Noah - In the morning.

The following morning, Noah sits at his laptop, searching social media for any of the Pack members whose names he can remember. Thankfully, one stuck with him and he soon finds a Selene Russet, and her profile picture matches who he remembers.

Noah - I found one of them!

He opens up the messenger and begins typing.

Noah (DM) - Hi there. We met a few years ago, I came from Crimson Beech and your Pack told me about the Exile. Hope you are doing well.

He gets up, but before he can go anywhere, a reply comes in.

Selene (DM) - I remember you. Difficult to forget the guy who revealed a whole new part of the world 😛

He sits down as another message comes in.

Selene (DM) - What's up???

He explains about what has happened with the Elders and how he and Gabriela need somewhere new to call home, hoping the Pack will let them into Hunt's Peak.

Selene (DM) - I am so sorry this has happened to you.

Selene (DM) - I'll talk with the Pack immediately, leave this open.

Noah (DM) - Thank you, Selene.

Knowing it may take a bit of time, Noah heads to the kitchen, where Gabriela is talking with Cas.

Cas - ...the Elders view me and Charlie the same way they view you two.

Noah - Minus the having a baby thing.

Cas - Even so, they seem determined to keep me out of the loop.

Gabriela - I'm sorry to put you and Charlie in this position.

She looks over at Charlie, who is keeping Sky entertained.

Cas - Don't worry about it. If needs be, we can skip town.

Gabriela - How'd it go with the Pack?

Noah - Selene's gonna speak to them.

Cas - Found somewhere, then?

Noah - Hunt's Peak. In theory.

Cas - Clever. Doubt that they want to risk going against a Werewolf Pack.

Noah - It depends if they'll let us there though.

Gabriela - We should let Ava and Elijah know as well.

Noah nods in agreement. The morning passes quick as the four try to keep things as normal as possible, but they are all on edge as they wonder what Lewyn and Astoria have planned. As midday nears, the computer sounds with a message and Gabriela checks it.

Gabriela - It's Selene. She's spoken with the Pack and...

She breaths a sigh of relief.

Gabriela - She has somewhere we can stay.

Noah - Guess we should get packing then.

The computer sounds again as another message comes in.

Selene (DM) - Can you guys travel in daylight outside of the leylines? Because if not, I have a caravan I can black out the windows on and come and get you myself.

Passing Sky to Noah, Gabriela begins to type out a message.

Gabriela (DM) - Hi, Selene. This is Gabriela Harris, we can for a bit but there is the risk of sun poisoning.

Selene (DM) - I'll come and get you then. I'll need a couple of days.

Gabriela (DM) - See you then.

Selene's active symbol turns to inactive and Gabriela leans back in the chair, relieved that they have a chance at a normal life as a family.

Those two days pass quick as they have now packed all they feel they need to take with them and the morning of moving, Selene arrives with a blacked out caravan in tow while Noah, Gabriela, Cas, Charlie, along with Nicole and Seth load up a van. Stepping out, Selene heads over to Noah, and the two shake hands.

Selene - You okay?

Noah - Glad to finally be able to get out of here. There's already a van on it's way to the address you gave us, we just need to load up a few bits here and we should be good.

They both look over to see everyone else staring.

Noah - Right, introductions. Everyone, this is Selene. Selene, this is Cas, Charlie, Nicole, and Seth. And this is Gabriela.

The two women shake hands.

Gabriela - Thank you.

Cas - So you're a Werewolf.

Selene - I am. And don't worry, your friends will be safe in Hunt's Peak. I've made sure that the Pack won't try anything.

They all work to get the last van loaded as quickly as possible, and once the last box is loaded, Noah sends the van off before heading inside to grab a rucksack. He finds Gabriela with Sky in her arms, looking around the now empty lounge.

Noah - You alright?

Gabriela - I've lived here my entire life, and now...

He places a hand on the small of her back, kissing her temple.

Noah - I know.

Gabriela takes a deep breath, steeling herself as she turns to face Noah.

Gabriela - But we're doing the right thing. I don't want our daughter to spend her life looking over her shoulder.

Noah - And on that we agree. She deserves as normal a life as possible.

They share a quick kiss before turning to leave. Noah picks up another rucksack on his way out and they go over to say their goodbyes. Gabriela and Charlie wrap each other in a hug while Noah and Cas shake hands.

Noah - Good luck.

Cas - They should settle down once you're out of the area.

Charlie - We'll keep you up to date.

Gabriela - Thank you.

Nicole - Good luck with the new life.

Seth - Ditto.

With the goodbyes said, Noah and Gabriela enter the blacked out caravan while Selene returns to her car. Taking a seat, Noah takes Sky from Gabriela as she rests against him. They wobble a bit as Selene gets going.

Noah - This is really happening.

Gabriela - It really is.

After a few minutes, they slow to a stop and Noah's phone rings. He presses to answer Selene's call, putting her on speaker.

Noah - What's up??

Selene - We're about to cross the lines.

Gabriela places a hand on Sky, touching her forehead to her daughters.

Noah - Let's do this.

They get moving again, and after a few minutes, Gabriela moves her head, noticing that she is still asleep. Nothing has happened, being born in the leylines has not changed her in someway. Both breathing a sigh of relief, they share a quick kiss.

Gabriela - She's okay.

They both hear Selene's relieved sigh before she speaks.

Selene - You two may as well rest up, it's going to be a long drive.

Noah - Thank you, Selene.

Selene - No worries.

Hanging up, Noah lies down and Gabriela joins him, Sky still sleeping soundly between them. Gabriela rests her hand on top of Noah's as he keeps a hand on Sky, and she can only smile at her husband.

Gabriela - I love you.

Noah - I love you too.

They soon close their eyes, deciding to get a bit of sleep as a way to pass the time.

Unsure of how long has passed, Noah and Gabriela are woken by the cries of their daughter as they both go into panic mode. But a couple of sniffs soon relax them.

Gabriela - She just needs changing.

Noah - I'll take this one. You did it last time.

Gabriela - Okay.

Taking Sky, Noah goes over to a more suitable area to change her while Gabriela closes her eyes again. The crying soon stops and Gabriela feels the dip of the bed next to her as Noah returns.

Once again, they're woken, but this time by a phone ringing. Realising it's his, Noah takes it from his pocket to find Selene ringing and he answers, putting it on speaker.

Noah - Hey, Selene.

Selene - Just wanted to let you know we're in Hunt's Peak. You're safe to let the sun in. Also the ride will get a bit bumpy in a few minutes, but it'll mean we're near the end.

Gabriela - Thanks for letting us know.

After a few minutes, the ride does indeed become quite bumpy, and while Noah and Gabriela work to keep themselves balanced, Sky laughs. The couple share a look and can't help but have a slight laugh at it.

The drive soon comes to an end and know they have the all clear once Selene steps inside.

Selene - Welcome to your new home.

They step out to the sight of a large cabin.

Gabriela - This is ours?

Selene - It belonged to my uncle, but I inherited it. Never knew what to do with it. Until now.

She holds out a set of keys to Gabriela, dropping them into the Vampire's hand.

Noah - Thank you. For everything.

ONE WEEK LATER

Now settled into their new home, Noah and Gabriela bring Ava and Hazel up to date on everything on a video call.

Ava - I'm sorry that you got forced out of Crimson Beech.

Gabriela - Lewyn and Astoria made it clear on where they stand.

Noah - Luckily the trip over wasn't as bad as we had built in our minds. Nothing happened to Sky once she crossed the leylines.

Ava - That's a relief.

Hazel - What's the new place like?

Gabriela - Big. Much bigger than we were expecting.

Ava - And the Pack is okay with family of Vampires living on their turf?

Gabriela - Selene convinced them into being okay with it. And advised us to keep our doors locked on full moons.

Ava - Well that's an interesting one. So what's next for you?

Gabriela - Theoretically, a quiet life.

Ava - We'll come visit soon. Once this one is on break from school.

She gives Hazel a playful hug.

Noah - We'll make sure things are set up for you.

Hazel - Looking forward to it!

Ava - In the meantime, you have homework to get on with. We'll let you get on with things.

Gabriela - Alright. See you, Ava. Bye, Hazel.

Noah - Have fun.

The screen changes as Ava hangs up. Gabriela gets up to grab a coffee while Noah closes the laptop.

Noah - How do you think things are going back at Crimson Beech?

Gabriela - I imagine Cas and Charlie are lying low. I'm confident we don't have to worry about Lewyn and Astoria though. But we should probably speak to the Pack, just to make sure of things.

Noah - I'm with you there.

She sits back down and kisses his cheek. Although there are some things that will need to be finalised with the Pack, Noah and Gabriela know that they have a chance at a quiet life as a family.

[skvatnavle]

Thank you so much for the tag @thirstworldproblemss 🥰❤️

Super late to this, I'm so sorry 😅

Relationship status: taken

Favourite colour: green. The color that the leaves of the beech trees have in spring.

Favourite food: a Danish dish called Karbonader. But I'll never say no to a pizza ❤️

Stuck in my head: I love you always forever - Betty Who. Been singing it non-stop for a week.

Last thing i googled: cowboy underwear. I was looking for Long John's and... I found something else 🤣❤️

Time: 09.13 am

Dream trip: normally? Antarctica or New Zealand, but after seeing Outer Range? I wanna go to the US and snatch up a cowboy 🤣👌🏻

Something I want: for everyone to feel loved. No one should ever go without feeling loved ❤️

Tagging: @lucy-sky @fictionalhaven @a-reader-and-a-writer @loverhymeswith @hederasgarden @mayhem24-7forever @green-socks @callsign-phoenix @mindidjarin @milestellussy

[kuromyou]

Finally finished my pumpkin carving for this Halloween season. This is probably the earliest I've finished in years. (I did the carving for Halloween 2018 in Jan 2019...). I know Cardinal has been promoted, but I've wanted to do a design like this since last year, but didn't have time. This came out almost exactly as I imagined. I hope to show his Unholiness some day.

[finalgirlfae]

Teenage Idol - Chapter One

For my sake, when Rosemary shifts she shifts to a reality where racism, misogyny, homophobia and all that bad stuff doesn’t exist. Doris is born in 1939 and Connie is born in 1940 for book purposes.

hey nonny ding dong, alang alang alang boom ba-doh, ba-doo ba-doodle-ay

“ROSIE!”

Rosemary woke up nearly frightened, low music played in the distance and the room smelled of tobacco and flowers. She looked down at the fancy sofa she had woken up on, now realizing it was not the queen size bed she had laid down on a nap for. 

“Where.. where am I?” Rosemary asked, looking around frantically and a bit panicked.

“Geez.. how hard did you hit your head?” The woman laughed. Rosemary looked at her with wide eyes, this was Doris fucking Day.

“Doris?”

Doris titled her head and laughed. “Rosie? You okay?”

This has to be a dream.

“There you two are! We go on in 5!” Another voice called out. A woman with short brown hair, fair skin and red lips rounded the corner. She wore an off the shoulder black dress that hugged her waist tightly and poofed a bit at the bottom.

(like this)

“Well I was just wakin up Rosie.” Doris said, standing up and smoothing out her identical dress. They both had white gloves on, Rosie looked down to see she was wearing the same thing.

“What year is it?”

Connie raised a brow, “Rosie stop goofing off. It’s 1958, you know that.”

Oh shit.

“Next up we have a few special ladies.” A voice from front stage spoke, Doris grabbed Rosie’s hand and pulled her up a bit harshly. She was then dragged to a curtain where she stood in the middle of the girls, confused as ever.

“Please welcome to the stage Rosie Valentine, Doris Day and Connie Francis with their new hit single, Be My Baby!”

The large audience clapped as the curtain was pulled revealing the three girls, they walked out to center stage. Rosie in the middle and Doris and Connie behind her like they were to sing backup.

What do I do?

Music began to play, the song sounded very familiar to Rosie but she couldn’t quite place a finger on it, in her conscious mind at least. Body moving before mind, Rosie gently took hold of the mic and began to sing.

The night we met I knew I needed you so And if I had the chance I'd never let you go So won't you say you love me I'll make you so proud of me We'll make 'em turn their heads every place we go

So won’t you please-

Doris and Connie began to sing back up, the three ladies moved in sync with each other to a little sway dance that went with the song.

(Be my, be my baby) Be my little baby (My one and only baby) Say you'll be my darlin' (Be my, be my baby) Be my baby now Wha-oh-oh-oh

I'll make you happy, baby, just wait and see For every kiss you give me, I'll give you three Oh, since the day I saw you I have been waiting for you You know I will adore you 'til eternity Rosie noticed how the faces in the crowd looked at her with adoration instead of hatred, and this was weird. Even the white men in the crowd seemed to enjoy themselves, some even having a bit of love in their eyes. So won't you, please (Be my, be my baby) Be my little baby (My one and only baby) Say you'll be my darlin' (Be my, be my baby) Be my baby now Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh So come on and please (Be my, be my baby) Be my little baby (My one and only baby) Say you'll be my darlin' (Be my, be my baby) Be my baby now Wha-oh-oh-oh (Be my, be my baby) Be my little baby (My one and only baby) Oh (Be my, be my baby) Oh Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh

When the song was over the crowd went wild which was even more confusing. Black and white alike, sitting in this theatre looking happy and clapping for the group. And even more strange, a black lead singer with two white women as backup?? This can’t be 1958.

A man walked on to the stage, Rosie instantly recognized him. He was Dick Clark, the host of the Saturday Night Beech-Nut Show otherwise known as The Dick Clark Show.

“Say, Rosie.” Dick said, coming over with a mic in one hand and wrapping his arm around the girl’s shoulder. “Was that song for any special someone in the crowd? Maybe a certain guy or gal?”

Rosie’s body again, moved without her mind. She smiled and shook her head no, “I’m not dropping any names, Dick.”

Dick laughed and let go of her, snapping his fingers. “Aw dang it, I was really hoping to see who had stolen the heart of our teenage idol. Anyways folks give it up one more time for Rosie Valentine, Doris Day, and Connie Francis for their new single; Be My Baby. You heard it first here folks.”

The girls all took a bow before walking backstage, Rosie was slowly starting to understand where she was but not why she was there. The last thing she remembered was listening to a crew cuts song on her laptop before falling asleep. The year was 2021, so how did she go back 63 years. Maybe this was just a realistic dream?

“You sounded great Rosie.” Doris complimented, removing the long black gloves she had on.

Connie’s smile turned into a sly smirk when she saw who was walking towards them. “Don’t look now girls, but David is coming our way.”

David,, as in David Nelson?

“Ladies,” David greeted, walking over to the three girls who smiled back at him. He hugged both Connie and Doris before turning to Rosie.

“Gee Rosie, I don’t believe we’ve met. My name is David, David Nelson.”

Rosie laughed a bit to hid how much she was freaking out on the inside. She binged his parent’s show on YouTube everyday. But this isn’t real right? 

“I know, I watch the show. Rosemary Valentine.” She spoke, shaking his hand.

He smiled at her, “Well the real reason I came over here was well one, to meet you and two, my brother is too afraid to.”

His brother,, as in Ricky mother fucking Nelson,, is afraid to meet me?

Connie giggled, “You think he knows that song is about him Rosie?” 

Rosie and Doris scoffed, both sending Connie glares. She faked coy with a hand over her mouth and giggled even more.

David raised an eyebrow, “So it is about Rick? Say, he should be coming back here right now, about time you’ve met.”

And just on que he rounded the corner to the backstage, sighing when he saw his brother.”

“Geez David, at least let a fella know before you go wandering off. You’re my ride back after all.”

“I’m sorry Rick, I was just talkin to Rosie.”

Ricky’s eyes travelled to Rosie who looked a bit dumbfounded, or at least felt. He broke into a soft smile at the dark skin girl who he had been geeked over since she made her debut last year.

“Rosemary Valentine, we meet at last, How do you do?”

Rosie could feel Connie and Doris’ eyes looking at the two of them and practically hear the giggles.

“Why, I’m alright. You?” She spoke, not knowing where her transatlantic accent suddenly came from. She stuck her hand out for a shake and Ricky took it gently.

“With you here? Never better.” He said softly, bringing her hand to his lips and kissing it gently.

oh my fucking god ricky nelson just kissed my hand

David laughed a bit at Rosie’s now flustered expression. “Say, would you ladies like to go get something to eat? I know a lovely place by Times Square. The girls looked at each other an nodded.

“We’ll change and meet you right here. Excuse us.” Doris said, giving her charming smile and leading her two friends to their dressing room for the night. When Doris closed the door Connie freaked.

“You have to dance with Rick!” She exclaimed, shuffling over to the rack of dresses as she tried to find the perfect one for Rosie.

“Wha- why?”

Doris shook her head, “Everyone knows when a guy and girl dance it’s the first step to going steady. I know where David is taking us, it’s a nice little diner with a jukebox and tiled floor perfect for dancing.”

Rosie took a deep breath, just last night she had been reading a fanfic and now she seemed to be living in one. Or, until she woke up that is.

“Fine, get me dolled up ladies.”

The girls squealed and pushed her down into the chair, giving their friend the perfect date night look.

Is this really a dream?

unedited

[eastwesthomeisbest]

Captain Swan Supernatural Summer

In Bulgarian folklore Samodiva is an ethereal female wood nymph. She is unearthly beautiful and eternally young. Her hair is blond and long, her waist is thin and petite, her eyes can bewitch and dazzle or even kill. Any man who lays eyes on her instantly falls in love. Samodivas’ attire consists of long white gowns and shirts and a rainbow-coloured or green belt. They have a white mantel, also called a shadow, in which their power lies. They like to ride deer, using twisted snakes for reins and often carry with them bows and arrows.

The wood nymphs live in dark forests, in big old trees, caves or forgotten huts which are near water sources, wells or rivers. 

Samodivas can be spotted from spring to autumn. In winter they live in the mythical village Zmeykovo, which is located at the edge of the world and is a home to many mythical creatures. When they are on earth they are active at night and disappear immediately when the sun comes out, because they fear it.

At twilight, the samodivas go to fresh water sources, strip naked, wash themselves and their clothes which they lay out to dry in the moonlight. They keep a watchful eye on their drying clothes, because if a man steals their mantle, where their power lies, they turn into normal women and have to obey the man. After washing themselves and their clothes, the samodivas gather around and start singing and dancing. It is known that the samodiva’s songs are the most beautiful and their dances are the most graceful. If a late traveller sees the samodivas’ dance, he is enticed to join them and dances with them from midnight to dawn. When the sun’s rays appear, the nymphs disappear in haste and leave the traveller to die from exhaustion. The samodivas love music and often kidnap shepherds, so that they can play kaval (shepherd’s pipe) for them while they dance.

Samodivas are not always harmful. Sometimes they appear like normal working women and help with the harvest. They would especially help women with children. If a man does something good for a samodiva, she becomes his patron or a sworn sister. Sometimes, a samodiva can fall in love with a human and bear him children, who grow up to be great heroes.

Samodivas are forest creatures and therefore knowledgeable about herbs and cures. However, they never share their secrets willingly. The only way to obtain their knowledge is to eavesdrop on one of their gatherings.

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" The love of the Samodiva"

Part Two

Мрак ли падне, аз тръгвам да скитам,

сам се губя в потайни места,

самодиви ме чакат в нощта

и на коня ми гривата сплитат.

Равнини и дървета се гонят,

самодивите водят хора,

а в безкрайната страшна гора

те се смеят под краката на коня.

Аз не диря ни отдих, ни пристан

и препускам за обич и радост,

а подковите пеят и падат:

златни гривни над букови листи.

Колко леко и хубаво свири

тъмен вятър през черни хралупи,

и далече във хижите схлупени

неспокойните люде се крият.

А преминат ли нощните сови,

самодивите хвърлят цветя,

падат весело в пътя подковите, -

сякаш огнени гривни в нощта

Автор: Иван Буюклийски

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When darkness falls, I'm going to wander,

I get myself lost in mistery places,

Samodivas are waiting for me in the night

And braided my house's mane.

Plains and threes are chasing each other,

Samodivas are leading the dance,

And in the endless, scary forest

They are laughing under my horse's legs.

I'm seeking nither rest, nor shelter

And running towards love and joy,

And horseshoes are singing and falling -

Like golden bracelets on beech leaves.

How beautiful the dark wind plays

Through black hollows,

And in the far аway vilige

The restless people are hiding.

When the night owls fly over

Samodivas throw flowers,

The horseshoes are marrily falling on ground

As if fire bracelets in the night.

Author: Ivan Buyukliiski

Ще те чакам, дори и след седем лета,

да замръкнеш във тъмни усои,

а гората - сестрицата моя добра,

да обърка пътеките твои.

Ще се луташ уплашен, така не видял

как обратния път си изгубил,

че години живял си, до днес не разбрал -

самодива във теб се е влюбила.

И на горска поляна щом стигнеш до мен,

ще се спусна към тебе щастлива.

Ти от моята хубост ще спреш удивен,

а очите ми ще те опиват.

И във мрака звездици със сребърен смях

на рояк покрай мен ще лудуват.

Аз ще скокна, ще плесна с ръце и със тях

самодивско хоро ще танцувам.

А когато Вечерница горе изгрей,

те край нея ще спрат укротени.

Сред дърветата тихо ветрец ще повей,

ще приседна до теб уморена.

Ще направя постеля от мек горски мъх,

а завивка ще бъдат косите ми.

И на месеца ясен златистия връх

ще ти спусна почти до очите.

И дъхът ми омаен до теб ще гори,

ще те милвам със пръсти атлазени.

Ще ухае на билки и горски треви,

Змей-Горянин съня ни ще пази.

А когато Зората разгъне снага,

босонога ще хукна по съмнало

и от кладенец таен със жива вода

тежки менци за теб ще напълня.

От цветята блестяща роса ще сбера,

после ягоди - дъхаво-вкусни,

със вълшебна милувка, една по една,

ще поднасям към твоите устни.

А когато накрая, за теб и за мен,

аз отвара за обич направя,

ще останеш завинаги ти запленен

и за другия свят ще забравиш.

Автор: Мария Вергова

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I'll wait for you even as years pass

To end up in the dark woods,

And the forest - my good sister

Will mix up your pats.

You will wander around scared,

Not knowing how you lost thy way back,

As having lived years without realizing

That Samodiva has fallen in love with you.

When you find me in the forest meadow

I'll run to you happily

My beauty will make stop in wonder

And my eyes will make you drunk.

And in the darkness, stars with silver laughter

Will dance around me

I will hop, will clap my hands

And will dance the Samodivas' dance with them.

When Hesperus rises

The stars will stop around her pacified

The wind will blow around the trees

And I will sit by your side tired,

I will make a bed from soft forest moss

And my hair will be your blanket.

And I will lower the Crescent Moon

Near your eyes

And my charming breath will glow around you

And I gently caress you with my fingers.

The air will smells of herbs and forest grass.

The forest dragon will protect our dreams.

And when Dawn comes

Barefoot I will run at the first light

And from secret well with magic water

I'll fill for you heavy metal piles.

From the flowers shining dew I will gather

And strawberries delicious I will collect

And gently, one by one

I will bring them to your lips.

And when at the end, for you and for me

I will make a love potion,

You'll enchanted forever remain

And the other wold never remember.

Author: Maria Vergova

(The translations of the poems are mine and that's why they are not very good, but at least you can understand what the poems are about)

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my secret: i am so terribly scared of the future. I live with the constant feeling that no matter what i do, I'll always be the same useless loser (and that's one of the reasons I relapsed this week and cut myself).

Hey, it’s okay to be scared. Let yourself be scared, the unknown is terrifying and you’re allowed to feel that way!!! But don’t let that fear stop you, babes!!! Use it like fire, like goddamn jet pack fuel!!! There’s nothing more motivating or horrifically terrifying than being scared, and it can make or break you. Don’t let it break you. You got this. Not everything has to be figured out all at once, just let things fall together. You will find your place. I promise.

As for the relapsing, don’t beat yourself up too much about it. Shit happens, and trying to get over self harm is difficult as FUCK. Mmm, like I said, if you feel like you’re gonna relapse, make something out of it. Make art!! Write something!!! Just don’t hurt yourself!!! 

My secret: I am still constantly surprised by my own happiness. I never really thought I’d ever feel this way again, and yet, here we are, beech!!! I am in love with every single moment where my heart feels too full to fit in my chest. It terrifies me, because I know, sooner or later, it’ll leave.