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acourtofthought · 10 months ago

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Elain being an introvert doesn't mean she can never come alive when surrounded by the right people.

What is said of Elain in ACOMAF:

Introverts display extremely introverted behavior when not surrounded by people they feel they can connect with on an emotional level and that's why she's a shell of who she once was.

Despite Elain finding friends in the NC, we've yet to see this version of her there:

The version where we see Elain shine, not the one she is in the NC where she needs to default to a more introverted state because she doesn't have that deep connection with anyone.

Just like that rose necklace, Elain needs to be exposed to light for her true colors to be visible.

#elain archeron #anti e/riel #pro elain archeron #Speaking from experience #I'm extremely introverted #There's only certain people I truly feel at ease with enough to drop my guard #If we've never seen her shine around Az it's because he's not someone she feels at ease with #Even introverts can become outgoing around loved ones who they connect with and spend time with #Az has had a free pass to get to know Elain yet they act like strangers. That's not her being introverted #That's them being like strangers

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vaguely-concerned · 3 months ago

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powerful mental image of lucanis expounding passionately about any given one of his limited but extremely deep areas of interest (the wyvern/knives/coffee/cooking/murder continuum of lucanis dellamorte special interests if you will) while rye lounges around and Beholds him with palpable twink boutta pounce energy

#having lucanis really go off about something no matter what it is is a rare and precious gift for rye specifically. free aphrodisiac #honestly rye's version of that might initially be subtle enough that only davrin would notice it (and suffer accordingly) lol #'could you guys do that while I'm not here. I'm starting to feel sick' '*perfectly innocent rye voice* do what davrin? I'm not even #doing anything :}' 'yeah you're doing nothing with a lot of subtext rook there are whole chains of footnotes here I'd rather not know'#very funny idea of rye leaving the top button of his shirt open (which means about one centimeter of throat exposed. to be clear)#to go to dinner b/c that is enough to make lucanis completely lose his train of thought every time he glances over #and davrin with half his glorious booba out at all times shaking his head at rye across the table like 'you harlot (affectionate)'#(may I remind us all that his first crush was viago de riva. I remind myself of this at least twice a week b/c it's one of my few sources #of joy and delight these days. rye only gets as mean as viago under very rare and specific cirumstances but I think that #might be lucanis' equivalent aphrodisiac material lol. whenever rook gets tried to the point of showing his hand that not only #IS he actually very clever he also has the capacity to be a *bitch* when provoked lucanis finds his trousers suddenly a little tight.#man something here about both of them struggling with holding on to their anger yet actually finding it appealing in the other person #that's actually kind of moving as well as hilarious haha. rye losing his cool and being like 'oh fuck my cover is blown yet again #now everyone will know I am an asshole actually' and meanwhile lucanis is like 'I need to kiss him under the pale moonlight' <3 #something something nothing is more beautiful to me than the fullness of your nature getting to witness the full spectrum of your being #'*davrin facepalming just out of frame as they gaze upon each other like this* literally what did I just SAY!!! assan avert your eyes #this is grownup stuff. weird-ass grownup stuff I don't fully get and yet I suppose it takes all kinds etc. but still grownup stuff')#davrin being the baffled witness to the intricate yet extremely low-key mating dance of two introverts is something that can be so personal #he clocked them from the moment they showed up to recruit him (which to be clear is before either of these two dumbasses realized anything)#and now he has to live with it <3 sorry davrin I love you davrin #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar #lucanis dellamorte #davrin #from my tag rants etc.#rook x lucanis #rookanis #holding on to my sanity and will to live by a shred but with how coherent and sane this is I'm sure it's not even noticeable

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tropicalcontinental · 6 months ago

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Derivative of a Derivative

#ai builds #animal investigator builds #Erm hello everyone I watched the series that one anon wanted me to watch and it may become a part of the regularly scheduled programming #T.V. Programming update over #Nicholas' design is a derivative of one my OC's design... which was a derivative of a character I liked #You can probably tell which OC #But also I think it fits Nicholas :]#Anyways group retching and choking amd sobbing starts in 10 minutes #Build 0.0.7 Dreams amiright chat haha (<- fucking losing it)#Mr. Eye to me feels like a childhood coping mechanism that doesn't apply to current Nicholas anymore #The whole trying to spark his creativity thing reminds of advise you'd give to a kid #But now Nick is an adult that is going through the wringer #Mr. Eye is hard to pin down in general #It's Nicholas' darkest thoughts and is also trying to help in it's own way and it's also extremely manipulative and it's an imaginary frien #And Nicholas' voice bleeds into Mr. Eye on Introvert Island #Also I'm aware of the whole Petscop inspiration thing #But I have never watched that series despite knowing of it (and watching the game theory video for it when I was younger)#Hm maybe it's time for me to get into webserieses in general #CL16 was the gateway!!! Help!!! Help meeee!!!

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kanerallels · 5 months ago

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*starts to make a post about my latest crisis like three times*

#it's uh. it's interesting times here #i am really out here choosing between my comfort zone #or spending over 300 dollars to go to a homeschool conference to sell some copies of my book #most of the money would be spent on author copies of my book #and like. i prayed and i was pretty sure buying 50 of them was the right way to go #AND YET. IT WOULD COST TWO FREAKING HUNDRED DOLLARS #well 269. let's be precise here #and i have to pay for a table at the book sale too and the time window is closing #i did randomly get a surprising amount of money from two people for christmas #and that would cover roughly half of it #but like. this is really stepping out in faith. close to as much as when i quit my job for this #i could make it all back all i have to do is sell those books. not even all of them just most of them.#BUT WHAT IF I CAN'T #i'm an introvert okay. or introvert adjacent. i don't have the confidence that my dad or my siblings would have for this #especially not when there's 300 dollars at stake and just. ugh #i definitely should not be putting all my faith in money or my own abilities #in fact what i should be doing is saying 'okay God if this is what you want then show up'#but oh sky above it is very scary #so if you made it this far. pray for me? that God will show me the right thing to do and i'll follow the path He has for me #even though it's extremely scary #hazel rambles about her original writing

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bat-the-misfit · 4 months ago

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sei não

#he always seemed like a Si dom to me #the whole “studying the shapes and curves of the racing tracks and memorizing them to run on them better” seems like #Si and/or Ti for me #“he's planning it could be Ni” i feel like Ni would use what's he's seeing here and now (Se) and then plan on his mind where the road is #going and when it is going. they need to EXPERIENCE the road (Se) to predict. he was using data to predict (Si-esque).#the way he planned made me thing of Si because it feels he seemed to not want any unpredictable thing that #could make his performance more difficult and him rank lower aka lower Pe aka IxxJ.#also he seemed to use Te's problem solving to help Si in order to make his performance more efficient so nothing unexpected would happen #also he would close his eyes and imagine it with his mind's eye and body movements. Si-esque bc he is feeling the possibilities (Ne) with #his body in an “internal” “subjective” way (Si)#not in a “let's go there and explore the roads right now" (objective and Se-esque)#and the studying thing is not necessarily Ti but could be amplified by Ti bc Ti is obsessed with uncovering the mechanics of how things wor #so in case he has it... ISFJ. HOWEVER #the day he decided to speak up for the injustices drivers had to face bc of those stupid dudes who didn't care for their safety #kinda seemed like Fi to me. ISFJs use their Fe in a way that seems polite and would talk about injustices in a more discreet “delicate” way #maybe even indirect passive agressive way so they would express their (all racers) feelings without enraging the culprits #however senna showed how angry he felt with the situation. he outwardly complained and seemed rude.#this way off showing your anger in a RAW unfiltered way is extremely Fi-esque. he ignored his coach's (?) orders to be quiet #in order to express his innermost feelings #“but Si doms are ruler-followers!!” rules that make sense. if it breaks their morals and values (Fi) or their logical sense (Ti) they WILL #be against it. they're not blind to it bro. they don't follow everything by the book blindly. they are rational people just like other type #“but what about the tunnel thing???” he was describing his physical sensations. that's si. ni would be an intuition of what would happen. h #was describing his sensations in that moment. “then it's se!!” HIS OWN PHYSICAL SENSATIONS. se is OBJECTIVE. he was describing SUBJECTIVE #he literally stopped sensing the world around him the cheering and everything. that means he was focusing completely on the SUBJECT.#that means INTROVERSION. he was using an INTROVERTED function.#also just bc he's a racer doesn't mean he uses se.#i also saw some people saying he's an istp. seriously??? just bc he likes cars?????? learn mbti not astrology.#“bat why don't you post this whole text on pdb” i'm tired of people there i don't want anyone bothering me bye #anyway he's an ISTJ for me #tio morcego tá tagarela

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im2tired4usernames · 8 months ago

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Me: I need some time for myself I need some time to decompress after constant work and high stress and responsibility you guys dump on me with no time for me to think or be by myself to rest and focus on my hobbies since I can't get that from you guys ever during the week I'm taking a day I WOULD get paid and go to my actual for real paying job so I can just rest so I hopefully stop daydreaming about killing myself.

My family: OK BUT WHAT IF THIS LIL "EXTRA FREE TIME WAS MORE UNPAID LABOR FOR THE FAMILY HUH WHAT IF WE JUST TAKE THAT TIME N USE IT TO DUMP MORE WORK ON YOU AND THEN MAKE YOU FEEL GUILTY FOR WANTING FIVE SECONDS WITH OUT A CHILD SCREAMING IN YOUR FACE OR A SOAPY DISH RAG N YOUR HAND WHAT IF WE DO WHAT THE LORD IS CALLED US AND DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE WITH OUR LIVES WE CANT GET IT DONE BY OURSELVES WE NEED YOU TO TAKE ON THE WORKLOAD OF THREE PEOPLE AND DO IT WITH A SERVANT'S HEART AND A SMILE ON YOUR FACE!

me: do I look forward to dying so I can get some actual rest?

#eh it's not just my family there's something wrong with me that just makes people dump everything on me friends old room mates coworkers #people just think i deserve all the labor i guess all day everyday nonstop housewife and surrogate mother #its good be something i do because it's a nonstop trend of me saying i want to go to bed and then four hours amd forty six minutes later I'#still cleaning #people just seem to assume I'm built for hard continuous labor because even as a child and i went to friends houses #they're mom n dad would make me weed the garden and clean their yard before i could play #so it is definitely something wrong with me because it keeps happening but fuck do these people live to take advantage of it #it is what it is but fuck if i knew id just be working id have gone into work and at least gotten to take naps on my fifteen minute break #and lunch break #i need to get a home by myself so that i can be at home and not have to spend four hours sorting laundry but can actually sleep on my days #off and maybe have time to actually try to teach myself how to knit or draw or read and actually read not listening to audiobooks you find #on YouTube while you clean and just not have to think #but have to constantly be on the clock i can take my face off and just breath #but i do not think i can get that living with people i think i need to live by myself or with my wife #extreme introvert never allowed a second alone but even in the toilet or in bed i have people bugging me nonstop constantly #JUST CONSTANTLY #i just want thirty minutes were NO ONE FUCKING TALKS TO ME OR LOOKS AT ME P L E A S E

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crabussy · 1 year ago

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tired n probably not cohertent but why are you so cool dude. not fair leave some fro tha rest of us bloggers >:/

MINE ALL MINE!!!!!!!!!! once I am finished SUCKING UP THE COOLNESS of EVERY BLOG ON PLANET EARTH with my HIGH TECH MOSQUITO PROBOSCIS I will put it all in my patented "COOL GUN" and then I will. yeah okay I have no plan past that. go on laugh.... whatever....... suddenly I feel ashamed. I will return all the stolen coolness to their respective blogs ... sorry planet earth

#ask tag #THIS MEANS SO MUCH??????? thank you!!! yay!!!!! ^_^#gosh asks like this mean so so much to me #people didn't like me a lot growing up <- autistic <- public school <- extremely introverted and didn't know how to make friends #so just. the number of people who appreciate my presence and genuinely think I'm a cool guy now??? it makes me so happy #a few years ago shit SUCKED!!!! I isolated myself!!! I barely had any friends!!!!!#but. stuff got better. and I have so many friends now and it just. has given me so much hope for the world #I want to return the favour however I can :3 I love you guys all of you #VERY SAPPY OVER THIS. FEELING SILLY ABOUT IT BUT!!!! I just wanted to say thank you to anyone whos ever told me they think I'm cool

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shiraishi--kanade · 10 months ago

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I’m actually thinking Shizuku has been doing pretty okay with giving Shiho boundaries iirc. Yes, she would still occasionally hugs and gets a bit closer to Shiho. But Shizuku actually been also realizing this bad habit of hers and tries to give Shiho her space.

I could be wrong tho since it’s been a while since I’ve fully caught up with both l/n and mmj stories

It's been a fair bit better lately if the area conversations are anything to go by yeah. But early game they're sooo awkward

Like I'm sorry Shizuku I love you to death but this is not good sibling behaviour 😭 Shiho wasn't even rude about it how about you just take one step to the side and give her space to breathe cmon.

My pet peeve in question is actually not necessarily their canon portrayal but the way it's brushed off and discussed in fandom. Like I'm sorry but "Shiho is a horrible sister to Shizuku because Shizuku is so kind and caring towards her and Shiho only responds aggressively and doesn't care about her at all" is a deranged and somehow strangely popular take (also... Did we forget that Shiho had bad reputation during Main Story and avoided people to protect them, which is likely why she didn't want Shizuku to talk with her at school?). Like their relationship is deeper than that but people just Need one sibling to be the villain somehow.

#jay rambles.txt #jay gets asks.txt #I'm also extremely introverted and touch averse so I think that kind of factors in how much it irks me #but for more well-adjusted people it's probably not as bad in retrospective. I need to keep in mind that a sudden hug is not usually #equivalent to getting hit with a metal pipe metally for other ppl

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txmxkis · 11 months ago

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CAN I PLEASE GET A BREAK

#i'm just a little extremely introverted baby pleasejejtnjfnfmemvm #ik i came home to see people but now i i'm being dragged to see e v e r y o n e PLEASE I DONT CARE. i do not #i'm not used to seeing/talking to this many people whbdjciwkgm usually theres like a handful of people i talk to every day #and thats bc i have to bc i'm at work #anyways this is just me being dramatic probably. i should just suck it up ig 😕#₊˚⊹⋆˚☂︎ bunny babbles ₊˚⊹⋆˚

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rosescries · 1 year ago

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Hey, just an update on some things.

As I'm sure everyone's aware by now, this hiatus has been going on a while. And yeah, I hadn't planned on it being this long nor did I expect it to be, but it has. I honestly don't know when it'll end or if it actually will at this point. For now, we're going to say it's indefinite, unfortunately.

I just don't have the time, motivation, or energy (work eats immense amounts of all of these) to write as much as I used to. Definitely not to keep up the schedule I used to do (two updates a week). So for now, I'll update my fics when I'm able to. Maybe one day I can get back to that weekly update schedule, but for now it's just not possible.

#turns out jumping right into a customer service job #after being basically isolated for 4 and a half years #with a nearly debilitating fear of strangers and angry people #on top of already being an extremely shy and introverted person #is not exactly a good combination #who would've thunk it #i am not a social butterfly #i'm an anxious rabbit one loud noise away from a heart attack #rosey's nonsense

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oilan · 2 years ago

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I don't know what happened, but my daughter is turning one next week. She used to be just a little dumpling who slept all the time and now she understands what we're saying and is learning to walk and is full of mischief. How did this happen?

#my extreme introvert self ended up mom to the most gregarious baby #I love it but also I'm in trouble

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shirogane-oushirou · 1 year ago

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still absolutely obsessed w watching river otter vids (duh), and watching this one has me like... ok i'm not having kids anytime soon (read: ever), but the way tsukushi-kun is so protective of kuri-chan and their pups (starting around 10:22) is making me Think.

ren's usually The Chillest Guy (outwardly at least lol), but if my health's especially bad? 👀 even with people we know? he gets super defensive. like if my family's being Weird, he's just like :) back the fuck off. he only leaves my side to get / make food for me and then is just curled around me and keeping me comfy. aughhghhgh.

it's so funny that i came up with the river otter fursona for him from a quiz, and then every river otter vid i watch is just like "/pointing/ my boyfriend does that" KJASNKJN

#most of the time i think i'd enjoy that we have time apart from each other just because i'm an extreme introvert and need recharge time #and specifically in the case of doc! and v!ren his apartment is a studio layout so i couldn't just 'go to another room' if i'm overwhelmed #(tbh i've been considering the merits of having like. a beanbag chair in his closet in case i get Supremely Overwhelmed LMAO ;;;)#but when shit's really bad? it'd be nice to be around someone who's focused on making it suck as little as possible. (´･ω･`)#📌 [ my posts. ]#✏️ [ my scenarios. ]#🍄 [ lying on the blade of an emotion. ]#🦦 [ can't escape it. ]#🧃 [ who is in control. ]#🐸 [ look ahead. ]

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trashhicon · 2 years ago

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get to know 9 people ask game

tagged by @deadlysoupy hi. prepare for the oversharing because I love to hear my own voice but written and have zero restraint when it comes to shutting the hell up <3

last song listened to: homiefkinbet by sunday cruise currently reading: N/A but my favorite literary work is probably jackalope wives because it's fuckin weird, really based, and I have the attention span of a goldfish. also, jackalopes are awesome. sweet/spicy/savory: probably a combination of sweet and savory because mm kbbq marinade. and pad thai. and creamy carbonara buldak ramen...and I could really go on. the only reason I don't pick spicy is because SOME people (you know who you are irls) forced me to eat fire noodles and it was an awful experience. obsessions: (prepare for big paragraph!!!) my fandoms/blorbos (it rules my life a bit TOO much), art and making art of all kinds except baking which I am notably awful at unless it's pizza, trains but mostly from a cosmetic perspective, I'm superficial that way sorry/jjj, not obssesed but friends are a big part of my life, I can get very paranoid and hysterical about my friends well being (i cried when my besties moved away because what if a meteor hits them and I never see them again I wish I was kidding rn), my chicken gf pharma obviiii, staying up until 5am and getting 4 hours of sleep because I'm nuts and have zero sense of self-preservation, tetristetristetristetris, sorry I think I forgot to say Tetris I love Tetris did I say Tetris because I love Tetris btw korobeiniki metal version slaps, loudish music, especially surf punk/surf rock, shit bangs like you wouldn't believe, anti-fascism I hate fascism passionately, LORE for anything really but especially for original work(oc's, au's original stories, fan continuities, ect), it's so cool to see what peoples brains come up with, and probably more things but I think I'll stop here so I can sleep within the hour. relationship status: single, but a funny story is once in 10th grade I decided amino dating would be a good experience and got dumped because I didn't have Roblox after like 2 weeks of dating 💀 last thing I googled: ao3 (I accidentally deleted all my Google tabs on my phone) currently working on: catching up on homework, ratchet doodle, starbee, fixing my life schedule which has been flipped upside down (i woke up at 7pm the other day 😭😭😭), being more positive, being more social, learning social skills, being cringe and free!!!!, oil painting ok end bean spilling. I don't know people so I'm just going to tag @leefyberrybread ty for the ask soupy, hope you have a great week ^^

#trashbox talk #did you guys know I'm extremely introverted #you would not gather that from this post #I hope I don't regret this when I'm mentally stable again in a month(hopeful) or like tomorrow morning which is in 3 hours and 40 minutes #ok nappy time goodnight tumbly

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mari-beau · 2 years ago

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Exactly.

The isolating thing is being "othered" by society.

The duality of "If you even imply that being aro or ace condemns someone to a sad and lonely life I will fucking fight you"

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"being aro and ace is the most isolating thing I will ever experience"

#being an introvert I am also so very happy by myself- i have never felt lonely in my life #now that I am finally living in my own little house -I am extremely fortunate and grateful- sometimes I'm so happy I could cry #I am lucky enough that I have found people who understand who I am and don't make isolating/othering comments to me #Also to have friends who aren't ace-aro but who value platonic relationships as much -and even more- than romantic ones is a blessing #ace-aro #asexual #aromantic

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thevegetablewhichnoonedaresname · 14 days ago