#I'm feeling alright!

[notfknapplicable]

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For some crazy reason my homegrrl's hearing for the TPO has been rescheduled for the end of September from the original date of tomorrow. I'm really bummed about this for her but she has avenues for recourse that she can pursue in the meantime. We work in the same building and they made it keycard access only after he threatened the revenge porn thing. A couple of coworkers are pretty annoyed about having to keep their IDs on them now but fuck that, my girl is worth it and a favorite coworker gave me one of those lanyard thingies so I can wear mine on my neck. I love it, it makes me look more "official" in some way.

Went for my first run on the trails around the corner from my house on Saturday. It's beautiful out there! Fingers crossed for morning runs to become part of my routine again soon.

I was really going through it these past two weeks. I'm starting to feel better. The nightmare was too much and I think I needed to just fall apart for a minute. We're gonna go visit mama this weekend and while I'm absolutely dreading the 8-hour drive, I also cannot wait to see her and chill out in her lovely home. I'm also gonna bring my hiking stuff and just go by myself to visit our local trails. My sister sleeps way later than me and I'm not trying to hike in the heat at noon. Sick of them always being like "don't go without me uwu" but staying in fucking bed all morning. Ya snooze ya lose!

Also - and I can't believe I'm about to write this - I'm getting my deposit refunded by my old landlords! They deducted a $140 cleaning free from the $650 I paid, and I get $510 of that back! I'm fucking SHOCKED to be perfectly honest. That never happens in this shitty ass college town! Not to mention that I smoked that place the fuck out and was genuinely worried about the smoke damage. There was a little (mostly you could just see where I'd hung up pictures) but I wiped the place down with Zep and it was fine.

A coworker left a fresh, ripe tomato from their garden on my desk. I'm gonna cube it and eat with fresh cucumber slices, Maldon salt, fresh cracked pepper, and a few splashes of white wine vinegar. Heaven.

[salamispots]

dream from several days ago

[woolysstuff]

I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT HIM

Evil!Sun my beloved (Edit// This Evil!Sun is from TSAMS and is not an AU of mine guys)

Bonus doodle

[hajihiko]

will you still accept me if I draw silly comics about serious things

[sketchy-tour]

HELLO HI HELLO I AM!!! RECOVERING CURRENTLY!!!!

So I haven't posted in a small moment and planned to get myself going again soon but right now I am recovering from an accident (I won't get into the nitty gritty) that has left me quite shaken. FIRST OFF I AM OKAY! Minor injuries so nothing alarming I am physically fine besides being sore for a bit and some scrapes and bruises that are still healing, including my arms which is making drawing a bit difficult. I'm slowly getting better but cant really draw for long periods and honestly I might not draw much for a bit till I feel better both physically and mentally. its the mentally part that might take some time. But I'm resting, rest assured!

ANYWAY this is more just an update cause I know i've been a lil absent. ESPECIALLY after this accident. I'm not abandoning the blog by any means, def still check on tumblr but couldn't seem to muster the energy to interact with much at the moment as my brain is a little rattled up.

I hope yall are all okay! I hope your days are bright and yall are taking care of yourselves!

I promise I'm doing what I can to take care of me!

[hansoeii]

I'm very much not normal about loki and mobius right now

[oodlyenough]

also i watched season 1 of the anime. what the hell was this. can't you just hug or shake hands or something. you guys are so weird.

[oh-biwan]

"Each day you feel me devour your soul."

[eveningrainstorm]

important professional conversations between the junior agents

[cerealbishh]

"Hey, we found you."

"I guess you did!"

[royalarchivist]

Pac: Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok? See you on the other side, big boy.

Fit: [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. [Fit tries to lasso Pac] You're coming with me.

Pac: No, I need to leave!

Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!

Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?

Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?

Ironmouse: You guys, we don't have time to be gay right now.

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Pac: I'm just here to say goodbye to you, Fit.

Fit: Goodbye? We're not– we're gonna be fine, we're going to get out of here, don't worry.

Aypierre: Yeah, don't worry!

Pac: I know, but like– I will sleep until the end, you know? I will pass through this moment sleeping, man. I won't be able to be awake for the moment.

Fit: [Laughs] You know, it's– I mean, if that's how you wanna go, but– I mean, that- I mean, isn't that bed kind of like.... I don't know, it's–

Pac: No no, I will be staying on the sofa, you know, I will be staying on the sofa.

Fit: Oh the sofa. Ok, that's a nice sofa! Yeah, that is a pretty nice sofa.

Pac: Yeah, it's a nice sofa right? No, yeah– I'm going to stay on the sofa, you know? So, since I will be going Fit... [Pac starts tossing Fit all his items]

Aypierre: [Not paying attention to their conversation] Is that bigger cell? I don't think it's a bigger- biggest one.

Fit: Oh... Thank you Pac, thank you.

Pac: Everything you need to survive, ok?

Fit: Wow.

Aypierre: Wow.

Pac: And if you need this one also, maybe, who knows? [Throws him more items]

Fit: Ohhh, well hey– just take this to remember me by, ok? [Tosses him a photo of himself – the same one Aypierre was carrying all day yesterday]

Pac: [Laughs] Ok, I will sleep holding the picture you know, like this. You know, I will dream about you, Fit. And I hope this is gonna be good dreams. I see you in the other side. Good luck, my friend.

Fit: The other side... Yeah, you know, yeah, we– we– you know? It's been an honor, Pac. It's been an honor, you know?

Pac: Yeah, for me too, you know? Take care of Ramon, take care of Richas, ok?

Fit: Ok.

Pac: See you on the other side, big boy.

Fit: I will sing your praise– Oh yeah, hey– [Laughs] Take it easy, big boy. Take it easy, big boy. Actually, nononono– You can't just say "big boy" and then just expect me to not drag you outta here. You're coming with me.

Pac: No, I need to leave!

Fit: You're coming with me. You are not dying today! You are not dying today!

Pac: I need to leave, Fit! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

Fit: Sorry, there's–

Pac: I'm sorry!

Ironmouse: Are you guys like, having sexy time?

Fit: There's homosexual activity going on Mouse, don't worry about us, ok?

Ironmouse: You guys, you guys– we don't have time to be gay right now, come on. There's no time.

Pac: No, there's no time! Oh, goodbye Fit...

Fit: Ok, c'mon, no no no, come on, we got this we got this!

Pac: Goodbye Fit, I'm sorry!

Fit: [Laughs] Oh no...

[front-facing-pokemon]

[icantdothistodaybruh]

Definitely not me finding random nightgown on pinterest and making a whole au just because of it haha nooo why would you think that?

Anyway, please listen to "I Wanted to Leave" by Syml while looking at this, it really adds a lot to the experience and in this essay I will-

[noxious-fennec]

Tntduo in 1920's dresses galore (+ regular designs cus I couldn't resist)

[funeralprocessor]

I really need to socialize with people more. Shame about the horrors though.

[astradyke]

i think i was so thrown off by the puppy spit slow motion that i completely forgot about the oh my God they kissed joke. i am sincerely happy that they don't have to filter themselves out that much these days, they deserve it. i do wish that didn't involve the various kinds of foreplay they've done on camera over the course of june, but i guess kink does belong in pride . so