#I've never felt any romantice attraction to any dude ive met. the idea of being with a guy like that feels wrong. oh!! im a lesbian!! | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

steampunkedparm · 1 year

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me and my grandma were at a cafe a few months ago or something and at one point had gotten onto the topic of identity within the queer space and their respective nuancs and cus of how many lables i use i often use my own identity as examples and at one point i revealed im not opposed to polyam relationships and she asked me how i knew that and??

how the fuck DO i know that??

#all other parts of my identity i feel i had to label i know full why that label is there #but i dont know why polyamory is here #i struggled with that part of me like i did any other part as you do as a kid who has only ever known queerness as being a 'bad' thing #(my family werent the ones to do the bashing. but i wonder sometimes if they ever brought positive queerness into my life before i became #so obnoxious about my identity)#regardless. i came to a conclusion with most of it #being regarded as a woman feels bad. but so does the idea and practice of a guy. oh! im nonbinary!#I've never felt any romantice attraction to any dude ive met. the idea of being with a guy like that feels wrong. oh!! im a lesbian!!#and so on and so forth #but like. never had that with polyamory #it just was like. oh. i am that.#that is a thing i am and im beginning to be okay with that #i would've prolly been more open about it if my freshman year health teacher didn't openly bash on polyam :)#fuck that guy. he wouldn't ever shut up about his wife eitjer so like #like! good for you but you just hurt not only me but my friends and a whole fucking community #sidetracked oops #im content in the knowledge of my identity #and i dont think id actively seek out more than one partner #even if i wasn't with my current partner i dont think i would #if it's just me and it id be very okay with that :)#polyam or not i love them a lot and im glad its them and im glad they're okay with it #im also glad its easy to communicate with them about it too #im at the point where i dont think im malign sense #like. if i have a crush on another person and we vibe well and i communicate well about it with my partner and it goes somewhere sure okay #r8gby THATS literally how it works what are you saying

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