#Im my own worst enemy

[lesbiandardevil]

[rossary-of-the-rose]

Me: Closes eyes in rare moment of peace

My brain: BILL AND FORD PASSIONATELY MAKING OUT

[quacaserous]

tearing my hair out over not being able to settle on a design for my mc but then i remember its not that serious. but like it is. To Me

[master-of-wii]

Never got around to posting this little fella, so here you go! He took me about 1.5 weeks to make, and he's gotta be one of my favorite clay figures so far! Really happy with the result

[hellomagicalsouls]

dance sequence in S4? any ideas for a song?

I would love to see come on eileen. that would be cool me thinks

all of them flailing around, happy, peaceful. nice way to end the series

happy ending for some people trying their best to an absolute banger

[lucidicer]

id have an oc page already if i didnt feel the need to make whole new edits for it 💀

[oneshortlove]

"Just need a monster" I've drank two cups of coffee, what I need is help

[boanerges20]

I' Am My Own Worst Enemy...

[2014-forever4440]

Whatever happend to the 2014 tumblr girls .... I miss yall <3

[sanchesju]

i’m not quite sure when it started.

i was 5 and my parents were my heroes.

i wanted my dad to come home,

i wished to be just like my mom.

i remember being told to be tough.

i had a younger brother who was nothing but kind.

i remember thinking i wanted to be kind.

i was 7.

i already had my diaries and my big girl thoughts of ending.

(i knew who i was from a very early age)

i needed my brother to continue soft.

i got tougher.

i can’t quite remember when i liked it.

if i ever did.

i was 8.

my mom and my brother were hugging in bed.

(he was always her favorite child)

they asked me if i wanted in.

(i missed my dad)

i said i did not wanted to be touched.

i was born with this giant hole inside of me.

it is constantly begging.

i have this ache i cannot cure.

i was 9.

my mom told people i was different:

“she doesn’t like clinging”,

“she’s just not affectionate”.

i screamed (silently) that i wish i was worthy of affection.

i was 13. such a beautifully recking age.

i did not know how to ask for it anymore.

i inherited my father’s rage.

he was never around,

yet, the angrier i get,

the closer he felt.

i convinced myself i simply did not liked to be touched.

i am a very good liar.

i was 17.

i was pretty sure i was in love.

i wasn’t.

i used to cringe whenever he would touch my hand.

i would miss it profusely when he wouldn’t.

my mother’s voice reminded me i was different.

i was 20.

i had already figured it out:

i am a combination of my dad’s faults,

and my mother’s lacking.

i was terrified of it.

(still am).

it was the first time i had the guts to say it out loud:

i crave affection with insatiable hunger.

i aspired to be kind.

(i’m too rough for it).

i am 22.

i met you.

you hold me.

you touch me.

you never let me run.

i don’t cringe.

i do like to be touched.

i’ve spent my whole life wishing for it.

i’m just like everyone else.

(i am 5).

maybe i’m soft, after all.

- s211 dreams of being kind

[bandu-tuga]

i sometimes forget how mych of a nerd i am like after me and my bf kissed i literally jumped to explaining some useless nerdy shit about mha

and the fact I'm explaining that to someone that knows nothing about mha doesn't make anything any better 😔

[charmedcleric]

I’m so stupid I have 10 quizzes for my statistic class due today at 5pm and I’ve only done 2 of them omg

[hikarihenkoyo]

Humanity means wearing your mistakes on your skin, means your body becomes a map, leylines connecting one trauma to the next and to the next, like stars in a constellation of pain. Immortals are supposed to be immune to that visceral sort of memory. 

“...why did that scar?”

“It was the greatest betrayal of my life; would you expect it to just fade away?”

- @etherati. Taproot.

[demiboy-dean-winchester]

me: im gonna actually get some work done on my assignments today!

also me: spends an hour and a half editing an old fic i never finished

[aroace-poly-show]

seriously need someone to take this charger from me or i am somehow going to end up electrocuting myself

[lotus-sunn]

¨you will be okay. everything will be okay.¨ fuck im crying again bestie