#Ima awkward gal

[mjtheartist04]

@hypocriticaltypwriter r MY BABY MY POOKIE MY WIFEY😞

I know the past few days haven’t been your best AND I DONT LIKE IT WHEN MY BABYS ARE SAD so I made you a lil sumthing to maybe cheer you up! Becuz I love you very much and you deserve the whole world, just know I’m very proud of you, I know it’s hard but you are a very brave and strong girl, and I admire you every single damn day and think of how lucky I am to have you as my best friend🫶

SO HERE YOU GO HUNNY✨💖💖💖 you deserve it😚🩵

Also to the assholes that were being rude to my wife…..

I hope yall get what’s coming your way👁️👁️

[jinnie-ret]

ima be honest u didnt have to add "im w a woman not a little girl" just bc y/n didnt shave her legs😭 doesnt that lowkey imply that ppl who DO shave their legs/naturally have less leg hair are trying to make themselves look like little girls lol .........? just kinda a weird comment

no it deffo doesn't imply that, I was trying to use it in acknowledgement of chan saying that he knows his girlfriend won't always have bare legs, cuz us gals (or anyone that shaves) don't always have the time to shave. she'll grow leg hair sometimes, it isn't a big deal to chan, that doesn't mean if she does have bare legs she's trying to make herself look like a little girl and that chan wouldn't like her if she had bare legs.

I feel like sometimes people can feel awkward or maybe insecure about leg hair if they haven't shaved so this part of the fic was trying to make reader feel better about it, and that's why I wrote it that way bc chan wanted to comfort her and I wanted to comfort readers who felt the same way

maybe I didn't have to add it, but i wanted to bc I feel like there's more of a beauty standard around girls always having to look clean shaven :)

[toonstarterz]

BECAUSE I’M NOT POPULAR, I’LL READ WATAMOTE: CHAPTER #137

Once upon a time, there was a girl. An unpopular girl. That nobody knew, nobody cared. She strived to be popular. To have dozens of friends and live the life of a socially fulfilled high school girl. After much time and effort, she had finally succeeded in her goal. She got friends. She got popular. She became normal.

But it wasn’t everything she hoped it would be.

And so Golden Week came around. She made plans with her new friends. And the popular girl can’t help but wonder...

“Is this really what I want?”

Chapter 137: Because I’m Not Popular, I’ll Prepare for Golden Week 

Okada: “Is my forehead that big?”

Katou: I wonder if Kuroki-san is doing anything after this...?

Tomoko: “Man, I’m tired.” 

Komiyama: [ Exactly what it says. ]

Y'all know the drill by now. Tomoko expects the least, ends up getting the most.

Katou is honestly a very difficult character to get right in this kind of manga. For a series as excruciatingly real as this, a beautiful, popular girl like Katou could easily come off as “unrealistic” or an “otaku’s fantasy” with the way she reaches out to Tomoko. But Nico Tanigawa manages to keep Katou within the realm of believability, and I think it’s because she treats everyone with motherly kindness. It’s her natural instinct, so it doesn’t seem forced in the slightest.

Yeah, buzz off, Kiyota! You’ve already exceeded this manga’s male quota for the next ten chapters.

It sure is swell that Tomoko’s friendship with Yuri has grown enough that even people outside of the loop can see how joined-at-the-hip they’ve become.

I’m getting flashbacks of the KBBQ dinner right now. Someone invites Tomoko, she invites Yuri, Yuri gives a double negative response, etc. What gal pals.

Again, more KBBQ flashbacks, only with a twist. At the party, Yuri took the affected role, stating that her decision to go would be based on whether Tomoko would. But now, the roles have switched with Yuri suggesting that Tomoko wouldn’t go if she wasn’t there with her. I don’t like where this is going...

Mako is totally the type to keep track of how she divides the time between her friends, always balancing a bail with a hangout. Such are the difficulties of being the “nucleus” friend.

For better or worse, Yuri‘s been taking Mako’s “rejections” in stride lately. Better, because that means she’s no longer unhealthily dependent on her best friend. Worse, because that could means she projected her attachment issues onto Tomoko and Yoshida. Have her insecurities been dissolved, or have they just been spread wider across their little quartet?

Mako and Yoshida talking when the others aren’t around is total friendship-baiting and I’m behind it 100%.

The ultimate tug-of-war between a mom who knows their daughter’s faults and a daughter who’s too stubborn to heed her mother’s concerns. 

Sorry, Yuri dear, but at that, I’mma callin’ shenanigans. 

It should be fairly obvious by now that Yuri is becoming dangerously co-dependent on her relationship with Tomoko. It’s not so much that Tomoko needs Yuri with her, but that Yuri needs to feel that she’s invaluable to Tomoko so that she herself can be validated. It’s a self-fulfilling prophecy that can only get worse since Tomoko and Yuri are going in opposite directions, with the former becoming more self-assured, and the latter becoming more reliant. 

Katou rolling her sleeves up inexplicably raises her “mom” appeal three-fold.

For those who don’t know, this the same joke that happened when Tomoko peeked at Ucchi during the sports festival. Only eating rice is suggestive of just having done something exhausting, usually perverted in nature. Oh, that Nemo.

Still, it’s telling that Nemo actually made that joke and got shot down by Tomoko right in front of the others. Their bantering is usually kept just between them, but doing it within earshot could lead to some pretty tense situations if the others jump in.

That’s quite the unique face Yuri’s making. Not exactly anger or resentment, but there’s something negative about her expression. My best guess is exasperation, but low-key, as only Yuri could. And I hate to say it, but it’s pretty hypocritical of Yuri to get all bent out of shape about Katou’s smothering, when she herself came just to “support” Tomoko.

This might seem innocuous at first, it really speaks to Yuri’s non-indulgent behavior when receiving attention from others, as is very common of introverts. Just like how Tomoko chose something moderate when Okada treated her.

The whole exchange here is incredibly awkward, but it comes off more sincerely than it is cringeworthy. The kind of awkward that makes you facepalm is the result of knowing that the whole thing could’ve been avoided, or at least done better. Okada’s apology and Yuri’s dismissive forgiveness really couldn’t be handled differently, so while there’s this unspoken barrier between them, we can get behind it because you can tell Okada and Yuri are doing their best to clear the air.

Food porn.

Is it embarrassing? Yes. Is Tomoko going to do anything about it? Nah, she’s going to milk Katou’s motherliness for all she’s worth.

And let’s be real-Can you really blame her?

This whole “normie” business didn’t make a whole lotta sense to me when I first read it, but by comparing it to another label used in the West, I was able to make a connection.

Back in the day, the word “nerd” was a derogatory term, used to insult people who were into comics, video games, anime, etc. But by the turn of the last decade or so, this idea of a nerd became antiquated when people realized that the things that nerds were once ridiculed for were actually entertaining in their own right. The standard of being a nerd dropped to the point where mildly enjoying pop culture was enough to make you a nerd. And thus, when everyone became a nerd, nobody was. And the nerd became an identity that only the most hardcore of nerds could adopt.

I never realized until now just how much social stock Tomoko has put into having a boyfriend. You’d think that after her perceptions of the “normies” evolved, she’d understand that having a boyfriend or having a romantic relationship, in general, isn’t as valuable as society makes it out to be.

Now the whole “hanging out at the cafe” thing being normie...maybe.

Quickly researches the reputation of Aoyama Academy.

Oh. So like, Stanford or Princeton. Dream on, Tomoko.

Dat tiny smile on Yuri is too precious.

One thing that I’ve always wanted to see more of is Tomoko’s sense of humor at work. She doesn’t do it often, but the few times when she casually jokes around are met with positive reception, most notably with Yuri. While the readers are more used to Tomoko’s raunchy, crude humor, Tomoko can also play up the “I’m an idiot”-type humor. And it works especially with Yuri and Nemo, who can tell when she’s half-bullshitting them. 

A rare moment of genuine playfulness between Tomoko and Nemo.

Of course, because Tomoko actually is an idiot at times, it can be hard to tell when she being actually stupid, or being fake-stupid for the laughs.

Mama Katou doesn’t know this yet, so naturally, she has to protect her daughter from the mean bullies. Her dialogue here could easily come off as confrontational if it were spoken by anyone else, but as we’ve seen before, Katou is more of the “quiet rage” kind of girl.

Yeah, I saw the video of Cristiano Ronaldo defending the Japanese boy from the audience. Referential humor tends to be hit-or-miss, depending on whether the joke is sustainable without it. In this case, it’s the kind that can be lost in a few years time. So despite being a piece of common entertainment knowledge in Japan, once in while for the series is just enough to keep it fresh. 

I must admit, I used to think that Katou was a replacement character for Imae after she left. But now that we’ve had time to get to know her, I see that that’s not really the case at all.

Sure, Katou is caring and sweet like Imae, but what sets Katou apart from her besides her “mommy-ness” is her naivety. Katou has all the tenderness and effort of a guardian, but she lacks the sensibility...somewhat. But that bit of cluelessness is essential to rounding out her character, enough so that even this stylish riajuu can play the outcast in times like this.

Damn, girl. It’s one thing to view Tomoko as a good person. It’s another thing to see her as some societal paragon. Now I’m kind of hoping she doesn’t get corrupted by the Tomoko virus.  

Even though this is being played for laughs, it does key into an actual strength of Tomoko’s that none of the others have. That being, her extreme candidness. Tomoko, frankly, sucks at pretending to be someone she isn’t, but is incredibly impressionable when she's her unrestrained self. Yes, there’s a time and place for that kind of thing, but sometimes, an incestual eroge is exactly what you need to get your point across.

Precious Lil’ Bean and Jealous Lil’ Bean. Take your pick. 

Yeah, yeah, Nemo getting in Tomoko’s face is nothing new. However, what is new is how Nemo dishes it out and how Tomoko takes it. Nemo usually glowers over the girl as if to assert dominance, but she’ll occasionally crouch down, like a cheetah ready to pounce. Tomoko always cowers a bit during Nemo’s provocations, shrinking down with caution. But here, Tomoko doesn’t waver. She stays upright, even looking down at Nemo for once despite being obviously flustered. Stand your ground, Tomoko. Stand. Your. Ground.

Low-key bitching followed by buddy-buddy invitation equals the politics of friendships.

Sweetie, the girl can’t even bother to use your own name. What do you think?

Normally, I’m not fond of this kind of storytelling where the author tacks on additional, never-before-seen events to a previously seen memory just to add plot tension. The only reason I let this slide is because, as is soon revealed, this memory is more for Yuri’s characterization than for story direction. Plus, it’s interesting to compare how close they are now as opposed to back then. You win this time, Nico Tanigawa.

Taking the easy route even in college, eh, Tomoko? I expect nothing less from you.

Taking the easy route even in college, eh, Yuri? I also expect nothing less from you.

Lazy Sisters Unite!

Promised, my ass.

You’re killing me, Yuri, making me call shenanigans on you twice in one chapter. But yes, twisting your friend’s words into a promise just to suit your needs, and then playing the victim card when said friend doesn’t keep their “promise” is a serious friendship offense. As much as we will all want to Yuri have beautiful, lovely friendships with these girls, it suddenly makes a whole lot of sense why Yuri didn’t have these friendships in the first place. My emotional spectrum is out of whack right now, unable to determine whether Yuri’s behavior is a regression in character or a reconstruction of one.

Bless Mako and her patience.

Oh god, Nemo’s Yandere Stare is spreading.

Hmm, the extra text on Yuri’s date is ripe for some overanalyzing. My first instinct is to say that writing more of a description is indicative of Tomoko actually caring more about spending time with Yuri than she does with Nemo and Katou. But then again, it could just very well be that Tomoko didn’t want to be redundant and write the same thing over three times. 

Whatever the reason, at least she managed to write out Yuri’s last name. I might have died if she just drew a face with pigtails. 

This has always been one Tomoko’s key developments, realizing that being a normie or popular doesn’t give you a pass in life. Everyone has their own shit to deal with no matter how (un)popular you are, and now that Tomoko has gotten a taste of that, the next step for Tomoko’s personal journey could be one of self-actualization: 

Stay where you are and possibly lose your roots, or go back to where you came from and potentially lose what you gained?

Exact-a-mundo. A lot of people have criticized this manga for turning Tomoko into a normie and betraying who she was. But in my opinion, Tomoko is not a normie. Such a self-deprecating label is more defined by one’s personality rather than their social network. Tomoko knows a lot of normies, but until she stylizes up her hair, disregards her hobbies and pulls a Nemo, she’ll always be our lovable mojyo.

On a final note, it’s easy to see Tomoko as the dense protagonist of harem manga right now, and yet, these punchlines regarding her “pursuits” seem to be much more effective if you look at Tomoko’s “harem” as just platonic and devoid of romantic subtext (whether or not it’s actually doing that is another story). Perhaps it’s because while Tomoko is oblivious to everyone’s jealousy, she actually has a great deal of agency that is not often seen in harem protags. The girls are so responsive to Tomoko’s actions, and thus, the emotional core of the Tomoko’s harem actually carries some well-earned weight. 

Can we have more manga with a strong, platonic harem, please?

[divinefireangel]

your fav babie... my heart: gone 🥺😭 AHDHSJSA STOP I am merely annoying 💕💕 you're definitely a big gal and uni can't do shit !! 😤😤 meanwhile you have to do lots of shit 😔😭 but you'll get it doneee! sending you good vibes and stuff <3 (also why does my brain believe you're an engineering student ???? prolly cus of those 3 hrs of lab but anYwAY)

wahhhh thank you ♡♡ I'm like, torn when it comes to posting anything because I really just want to stay away from any drama ever because in the last fandom i was in... there was too much drama and it just turned me off when it comes to tumblr, but fantasy seem so nice so far? (although I confess I literally don't even interact with anyone else ahdfjksdks, but I do see people around) and I want to believe it's okay to still be around and share my writing on a platform I used to love but there's another part of me that just gets stressed LMAO (sorry for dropping personal stuff lemme know if it's awkward to discuss HDJSJS)

If, perhaps, I were to write something... would you be interested in a gdocs link 👀 this is 100% up to you and I'm not forcing you at all, I promise, because I understand it may not be something you're comfy with or could be triggering, etc. 😂 not that I even have anything concrete rn because if I go through my "I hate writing" phase again... I'm probably just throwing it away HSHDHSS

also I have been saddled with helping my sister with some stuff so it's not 100% lazing around but oh well :') plus I have work next month, and after that uni again... whoopsie... but still, things are good so far! :D

And oooo that's okay! I hope you enjoy it if you watch it :D out of curiosity, is it the first comeback since you stanned????

AND THANK YOU YOU'RE SO SWEET IMA JUST ?? CRY ????? I hurt both my knees today lmao so I'm not taking as much care as I should HDHZHDHS but I hope they heal up super quick >:D but you're sO SWEET EEEEE THANK YOU SO MUCH AND YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF TOO 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

THAT REACTION PIC IS LITERALLY SO CUTE squishie babie I love his smile

AND IM STILL NOOOOOT A HARD STANNNNN THE ONLY TIME IT REMOTELY HAPPENED WAS THAT MIDNIGHT HORNY REACTION 😭😭😭😭😭 and I'm still scared of zuho and the word kitten in the same sentence, like my head cannot reconcile that with the cute boy who smiles like a babie but... he. he's just. yeah. I'm scared of the day I turn into a hard stan but your dawon asks are making it hard (HA!), I'm gonna sue you </3

me: not here for 3 days. also me: sends you an essay every damn time

—baby fantasy

You: not here for 3 days; me: :( ; you: sends an essay; me: :).

Noo you is my fav babies and you can never be annoying. 😤💕

I will get my work done yes. Thank door your good vibes🥺 I need em

Okay this is mildly surprising but like, HOW'D YOU KNOW I WAS AN ENGINEERING STUDENT???? 😳😳🤔I am btw 💀

Fantasy is genuinely the best fandom I'm in tbh. Stay and Army as well, but Fantasy first cause SF9 is my ult n all 🥺❤. And don't worry about drama in Fantasy land, we don't tolerate that shit 💖.

Don't apologize for being personal! It me 😂💙. It's okay take your time. If you wanna put your work out, go for it! I got you. And if you, well I still got you 😂

OMG YES I'D LOVE TO READ THEM!!!! 🥺 I feel honoured that you want me to read your work 🥺😭💞 (I generally don't have any triggers. Like c'mon, I am literally ready to write Dark! SF9 shit, but I don't have time atm, in the future I will, irrespective of people wanting to read or not. It's like a coping mechanism for me, dark and Yan stuff.) Don't stress about writing, we all have our methods and processes.

Don't help your sister too much also lol. Take your fair share os rest too before your uni starts again.

Yes it is my first Skz CB. Turn over was my first SF9 CB too but I had one (1) exam so I couldn't enjoy it and now it's over (Tʖ̯T)

Oh no baby 🥺 SENDING YOU HEALING VIBES BECAUSE I AM A HEALER (Like, I have a healing touch and aura hehe)

Okay I will agree to you not being a hard stan yet, and also having hard stan moments 😛😛😛😛

Zuho + kitten and Dawon's whole ask thing I have going on with my other anon are things that are making me lose my shit recently. But I really want zuho to call me kitten and pet my head while I *censored* 💀

[aggressively-precious]

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO FLIRT WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP ASKING ME TO TEACH THEM TO FLIRT

I have been in only one relationship ever and I break up with her every other day because it’s gross and we’re too gay and commitment is icky but people insist on calling me a flirt

HOW DO YOU FLIRT WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND? ima tell ya

= call her at 12:30 a.m almost every night because you’ve been laughing at nothing for fifteen minutes and you kNOW SHE WANTS TO SLEEP BUT OH WELL

+ constantly act like they hate you and that the two of you have never dated in the first place

- pretend to forget that you are gay

= pretend to forget that she is gay

+ constantly say “just gals being pals. completely platonic pals.” on dates

- tell her bad knock knock jokes when she is barely coherent

= scream “MAKE YOUR MOVE BITCH” and then try and kiss her

+ ask her to make out in very awkward and public social situations

i’m so sorry wecki bittman 

[katymacsupernatural]

The Proposal Part 11

Jensen Ackles x Reader

Story Summary:  Jensen needs help keeping his life in order. To keep the media off his back. In order to do so, he comes up with a plan. Y/N, just a producer’s assistant, is pulled in to play a part she never thought she would have. Jensen’s fiancee. Only will it stay as a part to play, or will she start to want more?

Catch Up: Masterpost

The plane ride back to Vancouver was quiet, but not uneasy. Jensen had his script out, going over his lines while you mindlessly stared at the book in your hand. A historical romance book that seemed to have nothing on your life right now. 

Your life would make any fiction story pale in comparison right now. With a fake engagement that turned into a real engagement, you were sure it would be any author’s dream. But it was real, and it was happening to you. Now. 

How could you focus on the book in front of you when your mind continued to swirl around and dissect your current situation. How were things going to be now that you were back in Vancouver? Would working on set be awkward. How was Jensen going to act now that he was away from his family, and back with his friends and coworkers? 

And then there was the matter of your brother. You couldn’t wait until you could pry him away from your Aunt and Uncle. To get him back with you where he belongs. It was going to take time, and money, and patience. None of which you had much of. 

“Y/N, you’ve been staring at the same page for the last ten minutes now. What’s up?”

Giving up hope on the book, you closed it, placing it back on your lap. “Just thinking about what’s going to happen when we land. There’s so much that needs to happen or could go wrong. I just don’t want to disappoint you, or ruin things.”

Jensen reached for and grasped your hand, offering you support. “We’re in new territory for both of us. We’re both bound to make mistakes. It’s gonna happen. We’re still getting to know each other. On top of that, we’ve turned a fake engagement into a real one. It’s a lot of stress for both of us. But I believe we can get through it.”

He held your hand the rest of the way as the plane skidded to a stop. His words had calmed your nerves, at least for now. But you knew they were bound to pop right back up. After all, there were so many unknown variables.

Stretching in bed the next morning, you had to agree with Jensen. Your apartment was tiny, and probably not in the greatest part of town. It was one room, your kitchen, your living room and bed all within an arm’s length away from each other. Your neighbors across the hall got into tremendous fights, while the people above you listened to techno music at two in the morning. But it was yours, and you were able to save the rest of your money for the day you would be able to fight for your brother. 

You had tried to make the place homey, with your colorful quilt and vintage pictures hanging on the wall. But it didn’t hide the water stain in the corner or the stained tile in the kitchen. But it was your own place, and that had been enough until Jensen had stepped into the cramped space last night. His large stature had made the small place seem minuscule. He had glanced around, his face full of dismay. 

“This is where you live?” He had asked, and you nodded, slightly ashamed of your tiny run-down place. 

“It’s cheap. I can save the rest of my paycheck,” you had answered back defensively. 

He had continued to frown before leaving last night without saying another word, and you wondered how he was going to react today. 

You didn’t have long to wait. As soon as you arrived at the set, ready to let the never-ending duties of a PA keep your mind occupied, Jensen was tugging on your hand, pulling you into his trailer. 

“Morning to you too,” you muttered as he forced you to the couch. Handing you a cup of coffee, he perched on the stool across from you. 

“Morning,” he muttered distractedly. “Listen, I’ve been thinking. Most of the night to be in fact. About you and that apartment. About your brother. And I’ve come to a decision I hope you don’t mind.”

“Yeah? What’s that?”

“You’re going to move in with me. I know, we hadn’t talked about it before. But that seems like the best option. You’ll be somewhere safer. Somewhere your brother can move into that the court won’t argue with.” 

“Okay,” you answered simply, knowing that it was the best thing. While you loved having your own place, you would do everything in your power to get your brother back.

He seemed taken back that you didn’t put up an argument. “Good, that’s settled. Tonight, after work, you’ll get what you need and bring it to my apartment. We can go back later and get everything else, place it in storage for now.”

Sipping on your coffee, you couldn’t believe how fast everything was happening. “And my apartment?”

A knock on the door stopped him just as he opened his mouth to answer. “Jensen, you’re supposed to be in makeup!” 

“We can talk about that later,” he answered. “You can keep it, or whatever. But we’re going to have bigger things to worry about soon enough.”

He stepped out of his trailer, leaving you there with an empty coffee mug, and your heart racing. What big things? 

As you made your way to the offices, you wondered if you were going to be able to handle it all. It seemed like each new minute you were thrown a curveball, and soon enough one might be strong enough to knock you off your feet.

“Y/N!” Jim called out. “Come see me in my office please.”

Gulping, you followed him into the spacious office. The office that just last week had turned your life upside down. Sitting down on the edge of the seat, you stared nervously at him. “How was this weekend?” He asked, opening up his laptop.

“It went well,” you answered nervously. “His family was nice.”

“Good, good.” To be honest, he seemed more interested in his computer than you, and you hoped he would get to the point so you could go on with your day. Finally, he glanced up, turning the computer around. Jensen’s face was on the screen, on one of the main entertainment websites. “Is this Bachelor no longer available?” The title read. Skimming through the article, you saw they had found out about the party. But there was no mention of you by name. 

“I talked to Jensen this morning, and we want to make a more public announcement. The proposal at the brewery was fine. But we want it to be more widespread. And that’s what I wanted to talk to you about. We want to do photos, Have a big engagement party up here. Staff, friends, a couple of entertainment magazine people. But before that, we will have staged engagement photos taken. I’m thinking Wednesday. Jensen has a light shooting day, and I can get someone to cover you. Of course, we’ll pay for your dress and the party. All you have to do is look pretty, and pretend to be in love with Jensen. That can’t be that hard, can it?”

Read Chapter 12

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The Proposal  Chapter 4

Jensen Ackles x Reader

Story Summary: Jensen needs help keeping his life in order. To keep the media off his back. In order to do so, he comes up with a plan. Y/N, just a producer’s assistant, is pulled in to play a part she never thought she would have. Jensen’s fiancee. Only will it stay as a part to play, or will she start to want more?

Catch Up Here: Masterpost

He barely glanced up at you, offering you a hint of the famous smile that drove women crazy before dropping his gaze back down to his phone. Reminding you of what this was. Strictly business. You were a means to an end for him, and the money they were paying you would definitely help your plans.

With a deep breath, you sat down across from him, smoothing the silky material of your dress. He placed his phone beside his plate, glancing you up and down. “You look pretty,” he spoke up just as a waiter came with a bottle of wine. Jensen nodded, and both of your glasses were instantly filled before the man left you alone once again.

You peered around the room. The place was packed, everyone dressed in their nicer clothes. A couple of women kept glancing over at Jensen, and you didn’t blame them. He was stunning, and he didn’t even have to work at it. He just seemed comfortable in his own skin, something that you had always wished for yourself. 

“Thank you,” you finally answered, picking up the heavy, leather-bound menu. “I’ve never eaten here before.”

“It’s one of my...traditions I guess you could call it,” he chuckled. “It used to be Jared and I would head to the nearest bar after work on Fridays. But he flies right home to his family, while I spend about half of my weekends up here.”

“And the other half?” You asked while trying to figure out what you were going to eat for dinner. Everything sounded amazing.

He shrugged. “I still head home to Texas. I have the brewery to take care of down there, and my families down there.” He sat the menu off to the side. “And might I suggest the tuna? It’s my favorite thing here.”

“The tuna sounds delicious,” you agreed. “And a brewery? That sounds like fun.” 

Jensen gave the waiter your order. “It was. At the beginning. Coming up with new beverages, and the whole design. Started it with my best friend. But then he died, and I don’t know...I just,”

“I get it,” you smiled at him, grateful that this wasn’t as awkward yet as you had imagined it might have been. “But keeping the brewery going, what a wonderful memory to your friend.”

“It is, isn’t it?” He seemed shocked that he hadn’t thought of it himself. “I’m actually planning on going down there tomorrow, and that’s one of the reason’s I wanted to have this meeting.”

You nodded as the waiter carefully placed your food in front of you. It looked amazing. “I figured there would be some ground rules,” you mumbled before taking a bite of the flaky tuna. “Oh, this is good.”

His eyes twinkled as he watched you enjoy the meal. “I knew you would enjoy it. Now, on to the ground rules.”

“Of course.”

He pulled a slip of paper from his pocket. “Here’s some information that you will need to know. It felt weird writing them down, but if you’re going to be my fiancee, they are things you should know.”

You quickly glanced over them. His favorite food, color, what he was allergic to. His parent’s name, things like that. Tucking it in your purse, you turned your attention back to the conversation. “Of course. I’ll read through it later.”

“Thank you,” he seemed slightly relieved. “It feels so stupid doing this, but it’s what the studio wanted, and it seemed like the best bet at the time.”

“I understand,” you assured him. “Sometimes we make crazy choices just to make our lives better. Or easier.”

He reached for his wine glass, downing what was left in one shot. “Thanks. And that’s why I wanted to clear the air. To set some guidelines.”

“I will do my best to follow them,” you answered.

“Good,” he took a deep breath. “First, we both need to remember this is strictly business. I know I said earlier that I was attracted to you. And while that will help our facade, I don’t want you to get your hopes up.”

You knew that it was going to be strictly business, but hearing it from his lips still stung. “Got it.”

“Second, we need to come up with a cover story. Everyone will know that we work together. But we need some more information for this to work. And then, I was hoping, after all of this you would head down to Texas with me. Tomorrow. I know it’s short notice, but I want to get this rolling.”

You almost choked on a bite of perfectly steamed rice. “Tomorrow?”

He nodded. “I’ll understand if you can’t. But tomorrow we’re supposed to have a family get together at the brewery. I thought it would be the perfect time to propose.”

Propose? Through all of this, you had never considered the fact that Jensen would actually have to propose to you. In the back of your mind, you had thought maybe it would just happen. That they would mention it in the entertainment news or drop it on social media. “You really want to do that?” You blurted. 

Your shock seemed to lighten the mood. He chuckled, shaking his head. “Not really. But I know my family. And if it isn’t done in person, with witnesses, then they won’t let me live it down.”

Sure, you had agreed to all of this, but you thought that you would have a couple of days to adjust. To plan, and get ready for the onslaught of media and attention turned your way. But now, you would be heading to Texas in the morning, and getting proposed to be evening. It all seemed a little too much.

Realizing that you were trying to wrap your mind around everything, Jensen leaned forward, taking your hand in his. “Listen, I’ll be by your side every step of the way. You’re not in this alone. I’d tell you to pretend it was all just an act, but you’re a PA, not an actress. Just promise me, you’ll talk to me. I don’t want any secrets between us while this is going on. Otherwise, I don’t think it will work.”

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